Gilderhimselffeltthesurgeofemotionthatswungthroughthesemoments,buthewouldnotyieldtoit。Withhislackofimagination,hecouldnotinterpretwhatthistimemustmeantothegirlbeforehim。Rather,hemerelydeemedithisdutytocarrythroughthisunfortunateaffairwithascrupulousattentiontodetail,inthefashionthathadalwaysbeencharacteristicofhimduringtheyearsinwhichhehadsteadilymountedfromthebottomtothetop。
"What'stheuseofallthispretense?"hedemanded,sharply。
"Youweregivenafairtrial,andthere'sanendofit。"
Thegirl,standingtheresofeebly,seemingindeedtoclingforsupporttothemanwhoalwaysheldherthuscloselybythewrist,spokeagainwithanastonishingclearness,evenwithasortofvivacity,asifsheexplainedeasilysomethingotherwiseindoubt。
"Oh,no,Iwasn't!"shecontradictedbluntly,withasingularconfidenceofassertion。"Why,ifthetrialhadbeenfair,I
shouldn'tbehere。"
TheharshvoiceofCassidyagainbrokeinonthepassionofthegirlwithaprofessionalsneer。
"That'sanotherthingtheyallsay。"
Butthegirlwentonspeakingfiercely,impervioustotheman'scoarsesarcasm,hereyes,whichhaddeepenedalmosttopurple,stillfixedpiercinglyonGilder,who,forsomereasonwhollyinexplicabletohim,felthimselfstrangelydisturbedunderthatregard。
"DoyoucallitfairwhenthelawyerIhadwasonlyaboy——onewhomthecourttoldmetotake,aboytryinghisfirstcase——mycase,thatmeanttheruinofmylife?Mylawyer!Why,hewasjustgettingexperience——gettingitatmyexpense!"Thegirlpausedasifexhaustedbythevehemenceofheremotion,andatlastthesparklingeyesdroopedandtheheavylidsclosedoverthem。Sheswayedalittle,sothattheofficertightenedhisclasponherwrist。
Therefollowedafewsecondsofsilence。ThenGildermadeanefforttoshakeoffthefeelingthathadsopossessedhim,andtoacertaindegreehesucceeded。
"Thejuryfoundyouguilty,"heasserted,withanattempttomakehisvoicemagisterialinitsseverity。
Instantly,Marywasarousedtoanewoutburstofprotest。Onceagain,hereyesshottheirfiresatthemanseatedbehindthedesk,andshewentforwardastepimperiously,draggingtheofficerinherwake。
"Yes,thejuryfoundmeguilty,"sheagreed,withfinescorninthemusicalcadencesofhervoice。"Doyouknowwhy?Icantellyou,Mr。Gilder。Itwasbecausetheyhadbeenoutforthreehourswithoutreachingadecision。Theevidencedidn'tseemtobequiteenoughforsomeofthem,afterall。Well,thejudgethreatenedtolockthemupallnight。Themenwantedtogethome。Theeasythingtodowastofindmeguilty,andletitgoatthat。Wasthatfair,doyouthink?Andthat'snotall,either。Wasitfairofyou,Mr。Gilder?Wasitfairofyoutocometothecourtthismorning,andtellthejudgethatIshouldbesenttoprisonasawarningtoothers?"
Aquickflushburnedonthemassivefaceofthemanwhomshethusaccused,andhiseyesrefusedtomeethersteadygazeofreproach。
"Youknow!"heexclaimed,inmomentaryconsternation。Again,hermoodhadaffectedhisown,sothatthroughafewhurryingsecondshefelthimselfsomehowguiltyofwrongagainstthisgirl,sofrankandsorebuking。
"Iheardyouinthecourtroom,"shesaid。"Thedockisn'tveryfarfromthebenchwhereyouspoketothejudgeaboutmycase。
Yes,Iheardyou。Itwasn't:DidIdoit?Or,didn'tIdoit?
No;itwasonlythatImustbemadeawarningtoothers。"
Again,silencefellforatenseinterval。Then,finally,thegirlspokeinadifferenttone。Wherebeforehervoicehadbeenvibrantwiththeinstinctofcomplaintagainstthemockeryofjusticeunderwhichshesuffered,nowtherewasadeepernote,thatofmostsolemntruth。
"Mr。Gilder,"shesaidsimply,"asGodismyjudge,IamgoingtoprisonforthreeyearsforsomethingIdidn'tdo。"
Butthesincerityofherbrokencryfellonunheedingears。Thecoarsenatureoftheofficerhadlongagolostwhateverelementsofsoftnesstheremighthavebeentodevelopinagentleroccupation。Asfortheownerofthestore,hewasnotsufficientlysensitivetofeeltheverityintheaccentsofthespeaker。Moreover,hewasamanwhofollowedtheconventional,withneveradistractionduetoimaginationandsympathy。Justnow,too,hewasexperiencingakeenirritationagainsthimselfbecauseofthemannerinwhichhehadbeensensibletotheinfluenceofherprotestation,despitehiswilltothecontrary。
Thatirritationagainsthimselfonlyreactedagainstthegirl,andcausedhimtosteelhishearttoresistanytendencytowardcommiseration。So,thisdeclarationofinnocencewasmadequiteinvain——indeed,servedrathertostrengthenhisdisfavortowardthecomplainant,andtomakehismannerharsherwhenshevoicedthepitifulquestionoverwhichshehadwonderedandgrieved。
"Whydidyouaskthejudgetosendmetoprison?"
"Thethievingthathasbeengoingoninthisstoreforoverayearhasgottostop,"Gilderansweredemphatically,withallhisusualenergyofmannerrestored。Ashespoke,heraisedhiseyesandmetthegirl'sglancefairly。Thoughtoftherobberieswasquiteenoughtomakehimpitilesstowardtheoffender。
"Sendingmetoprisonwon'tstopit,"MaryTurnersaid,drearily。
"Perhapsnot,"Gildersternlyretorted。"Butthediscoveryandpunishmentoftheotherguiltyoneswill。"Hismannerchangedtoabusiness-likealertness。"Yousentwordtomethatyoucouldtellmehowtostopthetheftsinthestore。Well,mygirl,dothis,and,whileIcanmakenodefinitepromise,I'llseewhatcanbedoneaboutgettingyououtofyourpresentdifficulty。"
Hepickedupapencil,pulledapadofblankpaperconvenienttohishand,andlookedatthegirlexpectantly,withaggressiveinquiryinhisgaze。"Tellmenow,"heconcluded,"whowereyourpals?"
Thematter-of-factmannerofthismanwhohadunwittinglywrongedhersofrightfullywasthelaststrawonthegirl'sburdenofsuffering。Underit,herpatientendurancebroke,andshecriedoutinavoiceofutterdespairthatcausedGildertostartnervously,andevenimpelledthestolidofficertoafrownofremonstrance。
"Ihavenopals!"sheejaculated,furiously。"Ineverstoleanythinginmylife。MustIgoontellingyouoverandoveragain?"Hervoiceroseinawailofmisery。"Oh,whywon'tanyonebelieveme?"
Gilderwasmuchoffendedbythisdisplayofanhystericalgrief,whichseemedtohisphlegmatictemperamentaltogetherunwarrantedbythecircumstances。Hespokedecisively。
"Unlessyoucancontrolyourself,youmustgo。"Hepushedawaythepadofpaper,andtossedthepencilasideinphysicalexpressionofhisdispleasure。"Whydidyousendthatmessage,ifyouhavenothingtosay?"hedemanded,withincreasingcholer。
Butnowthegirlhadregainedherformerpoise。Shestoodalittledroopingandshaken,whereforamomentshehadbeenerectandtensed。Therewasavastwearinessinherwordsassheanswered。
"Ihavesomethingtotellyou,Mr。Gilder,"shesaid,quietly。
"Only,I——Isortoflostmygriponthewayhere,withthismanbymyside。"
"Mostof'emdo,thefirsttime,"theofficercommented,withacertaingrimappreciation。
"Well?"Gilderinsistedquerulously,asthegirlhesitated。
Atonce,Marywentonspeaking,andnowalittleincreaseofvigortrembledinhertones。
"Whenyousitinacellforthreemonthswaitingforyourtrial,asIdid,youthinkalot。And,so,IgottheideathatifI
couldtalktoyou,Imightbeabletomakeyouunderstandwhat'sreallywrong。AndifIcoulddothat,andsohelpouttheothergirls,whathashappenedtomewouldnot,afterall,bequitesoawful——souseless,somehow。"Hervoiceloweredtoaquickpleading,andshebenttowardthemanatthedesk。"Mr。Gilder,"
shequestioned,"doyoureallywanttostopthegirlsfromstealing?"
"MostcertainlyIdo,"cametheforciblereply。
Thegirlspokewithagreatearnestness,deliberately。
"Then,givethemafairchance。"
Themagnatestaredinsincereastonishmentoverthisabsurd,thisfutilesuggestionforhisguidance。
"Whatdoyoumean?"hevociferated,withrisingindignation。
Therewasanaddedhostilityinhisdemeanor,foritseemedtohimthatthisthiefofhisgoodswhomhehadbroughttojusticewasdaringtotriflewithhim。Hegrewwrathfuloverthesuspicion,butasecretcuriositystillheldhistemperwithinbounds"Whatdoyoumean?"herepeated;andnowthefullforceofhisstrongvoicesettheroomtrembling。
Thetonesofthegirlcamesoftlymusical,mademoredelicatelyresonanttotheearbycontrastwiththeman'sroaring。
"Why,"shesaid,verygently,"Imeanjustthis:Givethemalivingchancetobehonest。"
"Alivingchance!"Thetwowordswereexplodedwithdynamicviolence。ThepreposterousnessoftheadvicefiredGilderwithresentmentsopervasivethatthroughmanysecondshefoundhimselfunabletoexpresstheragethatflamedwithinhim。
Thegirlshowedherselfundismayedbyhisanger。
"Yes,"shewenton,quietly;"that'sallthereistoit。Givethemalivingchancetogetenoughfoodtoeat,andadecentroomtosleepin,andshoesthatwillkeeptheirfeetoffthepavementwintermornings。Doyouthinkthatanygirlwantstosteal?Doyouthinkthatanygirlwantstorisk——?"
Bythistime,however,Gilderhadregainedhispowersofspeech,andheinterruptedstormily。
"Andisthiswhatyouhavetakenupmytimefor?Youwanttomakeamaudlinpleaforguilty,dishonestgirls,whenIthoughtyoureallymeanttobringmefacts。"
Nevertheless,Marywentonwithherarraignmentuncompromisingly。
Therewasastrange,compellingenergyinherinflectionsthatpenetratedeventhepachydermatousofficer,sothat,thoughhethoughtherraving,heletherraveon,whichwasnotatallhishabitofconduct,anddidindeedsurprisehimmightily。AsforGilder,hefelthelplessinsomepuzzlingfashionthatwastotallyforeigntohisordinaryself。Hewasstillglowingwithwrathoverthemethodbywhichhehadbeenvictimizedintogivingthegirlahearing。Yet,despitehischagrin,herealizedthathecouldnotsendherfromhimforthwith。Bysomeinexplicablespellsheboundhimimpotent。
"Weworkninehoursaday,"thequietvoicewenton,acuriouspathosintherichtimbreofit;"ninehoursaday,forsixdaysintheweek。That'safact,isn'tit?Andthetroubleis,anhonestgirlcan'tliveonsixdollarsaweek。Shecan'tdoit,andbuyfoodandclothes,andpayroom-rentandcarfare。That'sanotherfact,isn'tit?"
Maryregardedtheownerofthestorewithgravequestioninginhervioleteyes。Undertheurgencyofemotion,colorcreptintothepallidcheeks,andnowherfacewasverybeautiful——sobeautiful,indeed,thatforalittlethecharmofitslovelinesscaughttheman'sgaze,andhewatchedherwithanewrespect,bornofappreciationforherfemininedelightfulness。Theimpressionwasfartoobrief。Gilderwasnotgiventoestheticrapturesoverwomen。Always,thebusinessinstinctwasthedominant。So,aftertheshortperiodofamazedadmirationoversuchunexpectedwinsomeness,histhoughtsflewbackangrilytothematterswhereofshespokesoridiculously。
"Idon'tcaretodiscussthesethings,"hedeclaredperemptorily,asthegirlremainedsilentforamoment。
"AndIhavenowishtodiscussanything,"Maryreturnedevenly。
"Ionlywanttogiveyouwhatyouaskedfor——facts。"Afaintsmileofreminiscencecurvedthegirl'slips。"Whentheyfirstlockedmeup,"sheexplained,withoutanyparticularevidenceofemotion,"Iusedtositandhateyou。"
"Oh,ofcourse!"camethecausticexclamationfromGilder。
"Andthen,Ithoughtthatperhapsyoudidnotunderstand,"Marycontinued;"that,ifIweretotellyouhowthingsreallyare,itmightbeyouwouldchangethemsomehow。"
Atthisingenuousstatement,theownerofthestoregaveforthagaspofsheerstupefaction。
"I!"hecried,incredulously。"Ichangemybusinesspolicybecauseyouaskmeto!"
Therewassomethingimperturbableinthequalityofthevoiceasthegirlwentresolutelyforwardwithherexplanation。Itwasasifsheweredischargingadutynottobegainsaid,nottobethwartedbyanydifficulty,noteventherealizationthatalltheeffortmustbeultimatelyinvain。
"Doyouknowhowwegirlslive?——but,ofcourse,youdon't。
Threeofusinoneroom,doingourowncookingoverthetwo-burnergas-stove,andourownwashingandironingevenings,afterbeingonourfeetforninehours。"
Theenumerationofthesordiddetailslefttheemployerabsolutelyunmoved,sincehelackedtheimaginationnecessarytosympathizeactuallywiththestrainingevilofalifesuchasthegirlhadknown。Indeed,hespokewithanairofjustremonstrance,asifthegirl'schargesweremischievouslyfaulty。
"Ihaveprovidedchairsbehindthecounters,"hestated。
Therewasnoespecialchangeinthegirl'svoiceassheansweredhisdefense。Itcontinuedmusicallylow,buttherewasinittheinsistentnoteofsincerity。
"Buthaveyoueverseenagirlsittinginoneofthem?"shequestioned,coldly。"Pleaseanswerme。Haveyou?Ofcoursenot,"shesaid,afteralittlepauseduringwhichtheownerhadremainedsilent。Sheshookherheadinemphaticnegation。"Anddoyouunderstandwhy?It'ssimplybecauseeverygirlknowsthatthemanagerofherdepartmentwouldthinkhecouldgetalongwithouther,ifheweretoseehersittingdown——loafing,youknow!So,shewouldbedischarged。Allitamountstoisthat,afterbeingonherfeetforninehours,thegirlusuallywalkshome,inordertosavecarfare。Yes,shewalks,whethersickorwell。Anyhow,youaregenerallysotired,itdon'tmakemuchdifferencewhichyouare。"
Gilderwasfumingunderthesestrictures,whichseemedtohimaltogetherbaselessattacksonhimself。Hisexasperationsteadilywaxedagainstthegirl,aconvictedfelon,whothushadtheaudacitytobeardhim。
"Whathasallthistodowiththequestionoftheftinthestore?"herumbled,huffily。"Thatwastheexcuseforyourcominghere。And,insteadoftellingmesomething,yourantaboutgas-stovesandcarfare。"
Theinexorablevoicewentoninitsmonotone,asifhehadnotspoken。
"And,whenyouarereallysick,andhavetostopwork,whatareyougoingtodothen?Doyouknow,Mr。Gilder,thatthefirsttimeastraightgirlsteals,it'softenbecauseshehadtohaveadoctor——orsomeluxurylikethat?Andsomeofthemdoworsethansteal。Yes,theydo——girlsthatstartedstraight,andwantedtostaythatway。But,ofcourse,someofthemgetsotiredofthewholegrindthat——that——"
Themanwhowastheemployerofhundredsconcerningwhomthesegrimtruthswereuttered,stirreduneasilyinhischair,andtherecameatouchofcolorintothehealthybrownofhischeeksashespokehisprotest。
"I'mnottheirguardian。Ican'twatchoverthemaftertheyleavethestore。Theyarepaidthecurrentrateofwages——asmuchasanyotherstorepays。"Ashespoke,theangerprovokedbythisunexpectedassaultonhimoutofthemouthofaconvictflamedhighinvirtuousrepudiation。"Why,"hewentonvehemently,"nomanlivingdoesmoreforhisemployeesthanIdo。
Whogavethegirlstheirfinerest-roomsupstairs?Idid!Whogavethemthecheaplunch-rooms?Idid!"
"Butyouwon'tpaythemenoughtoliveon!"Theveryfactthatthewordswerespokenwithoutanytraceofrancormerelymadethisstatementofindisputabletruthobnoxioustotheman,whowasstungtomoresavageresentmentinassertinghisimpugnedself-righteousness。
"Ipaythemthesameastheotherstoresdo,"herepeated,sullenly。
Yetonceagain,thegentlycadencedvoicegaveanswer,ananswerinformedwiththatrepulsiveinsistencetothemanwhosoughttoresistherindictmentofhim。
"Butyouwon'tpaythemenoughtoliveon。"Thesimplelucidityofthechargeforbadedirectreply。
Gilderbetookhimselftoevasionbyharkingbacktotheestablishedgroundofcomplaint。
"And,so,youclaimthatyouwereforcedtosteal。That'sthepleayoumakeforyourselfandyourfriends。"
"Iwasn'tforcedtosteal,"cametheanswer,spokeninthemonotonethathadmarkedherutterancethroughoutmostoftheinterview。"Iwasn'tforcedtosteal,andIdidn'tsteal。But,allthesame,that'stheplea,asyoucallit,thatI'mmakingfortheothergirls。Therearehundredsofthemwhostealbecausetheydon'tgetenoughtoeat。IsaidIwouldtellyouhowtostopthestealing。Well,Ihavedoneit。Givethegirlsafairchancetobehonest。Youaskedmeforthenames,Mr。
Gilder。There'sonlyonenameonwhichtoputtheblameforthewholebusiness——andthatnameisEdwardGilder!……Now,won'tyoudosomethingaboutit?"
Atthatnakedquestion,theownerofthestorejumpedupfromhischair,andstoodgloweringatthegirlwhoriskedarequestsofullofvituperationagainsthimself。
"Howdareyouspeaktomelikethis?"hethundered。
Therewasnodisconcertionexhibitedbytheonethuschallenged。
Onthecontrary,sherepeatedherquestionwithasimpledignitythatstillfurtheroutragedtheman。
"Won'tyou,please,dosomethingaboutit?"
"Howdareyou?"heshoutedagain。Now,therewasstarkwonderinhiseyesasheputthequestion。
"Why,Idared,"MaryTurnerexplained,"becauseyouhavedonealltheharmyoucantome。And,now,I'mtryingtogiveyouthechancetodobetterbytheothers。YouaskmewhyIdare。I
havearighttodare!Ihavebeenstraightallmylife。Ihavewanteddecentfoodandwarmclothes,and——alittlehappiness,allthetimeIhaveworkedforyou,andIhavegonewithoutthosethings,justtostaystraight……Theendofitallis:YouaresendingmetoprisonforsomethingIdidn'tdo。That'swhyI
dare!"
Cassidy,theofficerinchargeofMaryTurner,hadstoodpatientlybesideherallthiswhile,alwaysholdingherbythewrist。Hehadbeenmildlyinterestedintheverbalduelbetweenthebigmanofthedepartmentstoreandthisconvictinhisownkeeping。Vaguely,hehadmarveledatthesuccessofthefrailgirlindeclaimingofherinjuriesbeforethemagnate。Hehadfeltnoparticularinterestbeyondthat,merelylookingonasonemightatanyentertainingspectacle。Thequestionatissuewasnoconcernofhis。Hissolebusinesswastotakethegirlawaywhentheinterviewshouldbeended。
Itoccurredtohimnowthatthismight,infact,bethetimetodepart。Itseemed,indeed,thattheinsistentreiterationofthegirlhadatlastleftheownerofthestorequitepowerlesstoanswer。Itwaspossible,then,thatitwerewiserthegirlshouldberemoved。Withtheideainmind,hestaredinquiringlyatGilderuntilhecaughtthatflusteredgentleman'seye。Anodfromthemagnatesufficedhim。Gilder,intruth,couldnottrusthimselfjustthentoanaudiblecommand。Hewasseriouslydisturbedbythegentlyspokentruthsthathadissuedfromthegirl'slips。Hewasnotpreparedwithanyanswer,thoughhehotlyresentedeverywordofheraccusation。So,whenhecaughtthequestionintheglanceoftheofficer,hefeltaguiltysensationofreliefashesignifiedanaffirmativebyhisgesture。
Cassidyfacedabout,andinhismovementtherewasatugatthewristofthegirlthatsethermovingtowardthedoor。Herrealizationofwhatthismeantwasshowninherfinalspeech。
"Oh,hecantakemenow,"shesaid,bitterly。Thenhervoiceroseabovethemonotonethathadcontentedherhitherto。Intothemusicofhertonesbeatsomethingsinister,evillyvindictive,asshefacedaboutatthedoorwaytowhichCassidyhadledher。Herface,asshescrutinizedonceagainthemanatthedesk,wascoldlymalignant。
"Threeyearsisn'tforever,"shesaid,inalevelvoice。"WhenI
comeout,youaregoingtopayforeveryminuteofthem,Mr。
Gilder。Therewon'tbeadayoranhourthatIwon'trememberthatatthelastitwasyourwordsentmetoprison。Andyouaregoingtopaymeforthat。YouaregoingtopaymeforthefiveyearsIhavestarvedmakingmoneyforyou——that,too!YouaregoingtopaymeforallthethingsIamlosingtoday,and——"
Thegirlthrustforthherlefthand,onthatsidewherestoodtheofficer。SovigorouswashermovementthatCassidy'sclaspwasthrownoffthewrist。Butthebondbetweenthetwowasnotbroken,forfromwristtowristshowedtautthesteelchainofthemanacles。Thegirlshookthelinksofthehandcuffsinagesturestrongerthanwords。Inherfinalutterancetotheagitatedmanatthedesk,therewasacoldthreat,aprophecyofdisaster。Fromthesymbolofherdegradation,shelookedtothemanwhoseactionhadplaceditthere。Intheclashingoftheirglances,herswonthevictory,sothathiseyesfellbeforethemenaceinhers。
"Youaregoingtopaymeforthis!"shesaid。Hervoicewaslittlemorethanawhisper,butitwasloudinthelistener'sheart。"Yes,youaregoingtopay——forthis!"
CHAPTERVI。INFERNO。
Theyweregrimyears,thosethreeduringwhichMaryTurnerservedhersentenceinBurnsing。Therewasnotimeoffforgoodbehavior。Thegirllearnedsoonthatthefavorofthosesetinauthorityoverhercouldonlybewonatacostagainstwhichhereverymaidenlyinstinctrevolted。So,shewentthroughtheinfernoofdaysandnightsinadrearinessofsufferingthatwasdeadly。Naturally,thelifetherewasaltogetheranevilthing。
Therewasthematerialilleverpresentintheroundofwearisomephysicaltoil,thecoarse,distastefulfood,thehard,narrowcouch,theconstant,gnawingirksomenessofimprisonment,awayfromlightandair,awayfromallthatmakeslifeworthwhile。
Yet,theseafflictionswerenottheworstinjuriestomarthegirlconvict'slife。Thatwhichboreuponhermostweightilyandincessantlywasthedegradationofthisenvironmentfromwhichtherewasneveranyrespite,theviciousnessofthisspotwhereinshehadbeencastthroughnofaultofherown。Vilenesswaseverywhere,visiblyinthefacesofmany,anditwasbrimmingfromthesoulsofmore,subtlyhideous。Thegirlheldherselfrigidlyfromanypersonalintimacywithherfellows。Tosomeextent,atleast,shecouldseparateherselffromtheircorruptioninthematterofpersonalassociation。But,everpresent,therewasasecretenergyofvicethatcouldnotbeescapedsosimply——nor,indeed,byanydevice;thatbreathedinthespiritualatmosphereitselfoftheplace。Always,thismysterious,invisible,yethorriblypotent,powerofsinwaslikeamiasmathroughouttheprison。Always,itwasstrivingtoreachhersoul,tomakeherofitsown。Shefoughttheinsidious,fetidforceasbestshemight。Shewasnotevilbynature。Shehadbeenwellgroundedinprinciplesofrighteousness。
Nevertheless,thoughshemaintainedtheintegrityofhercharacter,thatcharactersufferedfromthetaint。Theredevelopedoverthegirl'soriginalsensibilityashellofhardness,whichintimewouldsurelycometomakeherlessscrupulousinherreckoningofrightandwrong。
Yet,asarule,characterremainsthesamethroughoutlifeastoitsprimeessentials,and,inthiscase,MaryTurnerattheendofhertermwasvitallyalmostaswholesomeasonthedaywhenshebegantheservingofthesentence。Thechangewroughtinherwaschieflyofanexternalsort。Thekindlinessofherheartandherdesirefortheseemlyjoysoflifewereunweakened。Butoverthebetterqualitiesofhernaturewasnowspreadacrustofworldlyhardness,adenialofappealtohersensibilities。Itwasthisthatwouldeventuallybringherperilouslyclosetocontentedcompanioningwithcrime。
ThebestevidenceofthefactthatMaryTurner'ssoulwasnotfatallysoiledmustbefoundinthefactthatstill,attheexpirationofhersentence,shewasfullyresolvedtolivestraight,asthesayingiswhichshehadquotedtoGilder。This,too,inthefaceofsureknowledgeastothedifficultiesthatwouldbesettheeffort,andinthefaceofthetemptationsofferedtofollowaneasierpath。
Therewas,forexample,AggieLynch,afellowconvict,withwhomshehadaslightdegreeofacquaintance,nothingmore。Thisyoungwoman,acriminalbytraining,offeredallurementsofillegitimateemploymentintheouterworldwhentheyshouldbefree。Maryenduredthecompanionshipwiththisprisonerbecauseasixthsenseproclaimedthefactthatherewasoneunmoral,ratherthanimmoral——andthedifferenceismighty。Forthatreason,AggieLynchwasnotactivelyoffensive,asweremostoftheothers。Shewasadaintylittleblonde,withababyface,inwhichweresettwolight-blueeyes,ofasorttowidenoftenindemurewonderovermostthingsinasurprisingandnaughtyworld。
Shehadbeenconvictedofblackmail,andshemadenopretenseevenofinnocence。Instead,shewasinclinedtoboastoverherabilitytobamboozlemenatherwill。Shewasanaturalactressoftheingenuerole,andinthatposeshecouldunfailinglybeguiletheheartofthewisestofworldlymen。
Perhaps,theverykeenstudentofphysiognomymighthavediscoveredgroundsforsuspectingherdemurenessbyreasonofthethick,levelbrowsthatcastashadowontheblandinnocenceofherface。Fortherest,shepossessedaknackofratherharmlessperversity,afairsmatteringofgrammarandspelling,andalivelysenseofhumorwithinherownlimitations,withaparticularlysmallintelligenceinotherdirections。Heroneartwashistrionicsofthekindthatmadeanindividualappeal。Insuch,shewasinimitable。Shehadbeenrearedinacriminalfamily,whichmustexcusemuch。Longago,shehadlosttrackofherfather;hermothershehadneverknown。Heronerelationwasabrotherofhighstandingasapickpocket。Oneprincipalreasonofhersuccessinleadingonmentomakefoolsofthemselvesoverher,totheireverlastingregretafterward,layinthefactthat,inspiteofallthegrossirregularitiesofherlife,sheremainedchaste。Shedeservednocreditforsuchrestraint,sinceitwasamatterpurelyoftemperament,notofresolve。
ThegirlsawinMaryTurnerthepossibilitiesofaladylikepersonalitythatmightmeanmuchfinancialprofitinthedeviouswaysofwhichshewasamistress。Withthefranknesscharacteristicofher,sheproceededtopaintglowingpicturesofafuturesharedtotheundoingofardentandfatuousswains。
MaryTurnerlistenedwithcuriosity,butshewasinnowisemovedtofollowsuchalife,eventhoughitdidnotnecessitateanythingworsethanafraudulentplayingatlove,withoutphysicaldegradation。So,shesteadfastlycontinuedherrefusals,tothegreatastonishmentofAggie,whoactuallycouldnotunderstandintheleast,evenwhileshebelievedtheother'sdeclarationofinnocenceofthecrimeforwhichshewasservingasentence。But,forherownpart,suchinnocencehadnothingtodowiththematter。Where,indeed,couldbetheharminmakingsomeoldsinnerpayaroundpriceforhisfolly?Andalways,inresponsetoeveryargument,Maryshookherheadinnegation。Shewouldlivestraight。
Then,theheavybrowsofAggiewoulddrawdownalittle,andthebabyfacewouldharden。
"Youwillfindthatyouareupagainstahellofafrost,"shewoulddeclare,brutally。
Maryfoundtheprofaneprophecytrue。BackinNewYork,sheexperiencedapovertymoreravagingthananyshehadknowninthosefiveleanyearsofherworkinginthestore。Shehadbeenabsolutelypennilessfortwodays,andwithoutfoodthroughthegnawinghours,whensheatlastfoundemploymentofthehumblestinamilliner'sshop。Followedablessedintervalinwhichsheworkedcontentedly,happyoverthemeagerstipend,sinceitservedtogivehershelterandfoodhonestlyearned。
Butthewaysofthepolicearenotalwaysthoseofordinarydecency。Induetime,anofficerinformedMary'semployerconcerningthefactofherrecordasaconvict,andthereuponshewasatoncedischarged。Theunfortunatevictimofthelawcameperilouslyclosetodespairthen。Yet,herspirittriumphed,andagainsheperseveredinthatresolvetolivestraight。Finally,forthesecondtime,shesecuredacheappositioninacheapshop——onlytobeagainpersecutedbythepolice,sothatshespeedilylosttheplace。
Nevertheless,indomitableinherpurpose,shemaintainedthestruggle。Athirdtimesheobtainedwork,andthere,afteralittle,shetoldheremployer,acandymanufacturerinasmallway,thetruthastoherhavingbeeninprison。Themanhadakindlyheart,and,inaddition,heranlittleriskinthematter,soheallowedhertoremain。When,presently,thepolicecalledhisattentiontothegirl'scriminalrecord,hepaidnoheedtotheiradviceagainstretainingherservices。Butsuchactiononhispartoffendedthegreatnessofthelaw'sdignity。Thepolicebroughtpressuretobearontheman。TheyevencalledintheassistanceofEdwardGilderhimself,whoobliginglywroteaveryseverelettertothegirl'semployer。Intheend,suchtacticsalarmedtheman。Forthesakeofhisowninterests,thoughunwillinglyenough,hedismissedMaryfromhisservice。
Itwasthenthatdespairdidcomeuponthegirl。Shehadtriedwithallthestrengthofhertolivestraight。Yet,despiteherinnocence,theworldwouldnotletherliveaccordingtoherownconscience。Itdemandedthatshebethecriminalithadbrandedher——ifsheweretoliveatall。So,itwasdespair!Forshewouldnotturntoevil,andwithoutsuchturningshecouldnotlive。Shestillwalkedthestreetsfalteringly,seekingsomeplace;butherheartwasgonefromthequest。Now,shewassunkeninanapathythatsavedherfromtheworstpangsofmisery。Shehadsufferedsomuch,sopoignantly,thatatlastheremotionshadgrownsluggish。Shedidnotmindmuchevenwhenhertinyhoardofmoneywasquitegone,andsheroamedthecity,starving……Cameanhourwhenshethoughtoftheriver,andwasglad!
Maryremembered,withawansmile,how,longago,shehadthoughtwithamazedhorrorofsuicide,unabletoimagineanytroublesufficienttodriveonetodeathastheonlyrelief。Now,however,thethingwassimpletoher。Sincetherewasnothingelse,shemustturntothat——todeath。Indeed,itwassoverysimple,sofinal,andsoeasy,aftertheagoniesshehadendured,thatshemarveledoverherownfollyinnothavingsoughtsuchescapebefore……Evenwiththefirstwildfancy,shehadunconsciouslybentherstepswestwardtowardtheNorthRiver。
Now,shequickenedherpace,anxiousfortheplungethatshouldsetthetermtosorrow。Inhernumbedbrainwasnoflickerofthoughtastowhatevermightcometoherafterward。Hersoleguidewasthatcompellingpassionofdesiretobedonewiththisunbearablepresent。Nothingelsemattered——notintheleast!
So,shecamethroughthelongstretchofill-lightedstreets,crossedsomerailroadtrackstoapier,overwhichshehurriedtothefarend,whereitprojectedouttothefiercercurrentsoftheHudson。There,withoutgivingherselfamoment'spauseforreflectionorhesitation,sheleapedoutasfarasherstrengthpermittedintothecoilofwaters……But,inthatfinalsecond,naturalterrorinthefaceofdeathovercamethelethargyofdespair——ashriekburstfromherlips。
Butforthatscreamoffear,thestoryofMaryTurnerhadendedthereandthen。Onlyonepersonwasanywhereneartocatchthesound。Andthatsinglepersonheard。Onthesouthsideofthepieramanhadjusttiedupamotor-boat。Hestoodupinalarmatthecry,andwasjustintimetogainaglimpseofawhitefaceunderthedimmoonlightasitsweptdownwiththetide,tworodsbeyondhim。Ontheinstant,hethrewoffhiscoatandsprangfaroutafterthedriftingbody。Hecametoitinafewfuriousstrokes,caughtit。Thenbeganthesavagestruggletosaveherandhimself。Thecurrentstoreathimwrathfully,buthefoughtagainstthemwithallthefiercenessofhisnature。Hehadstrengtha-plenty,butitneededallofit,andmore,towinoutoftheriver'shungryclutch。Whatsavedthetwoofthemwastheviolenttemperoftheman。Always,ithadbeenthedemontosethimaflame。To-night,thereinthefaintlight,withinthegripofthewaters,hewasmovedtoinsensatefuryagainsttheelementthatmenaced。Hisragemounted,andgavehimnewpowerinthebattle。Maniacalstrengthgrewoutofsupremewrath。
Undertheurgeofit,heconquered——atlastbroughthimselfandhischargetotheshore。
When,finally,therescuerwasabletodosomethingmorethangaspchokingly,hegaveanxiousattentiontothewomanwhomhehadbroughtoutfromtheriver。Yet,attheoutset,hecouldnotbesurethatshestilllived。Shehadshownnosignoflifeatanytimesincehehadfirstseizedher。Thatfacthadbeenofincalculableadvantagetohiminhiseffortstoreachtheshorewithher。Now,however,italarmedhimmightily,thoughithardlyseemedpossiblethatshecouldhavedrowned。Sofarashecoulddetermine,she:hadnotevensunkoncebeneaththesurface。
Nevertheless,shedisplayednoevidenceofvitality,thoughhechafedherhandsforalongtime。Theshoreherewasverylonely;itwouldtakeprecioustimetosummonaid。Itseemed,notwithstanding,thatthismustbetheonlycourse。Thenjustasthemanwasabouttoleaveher,thegirlsighed,veryfaintly,withaninfiniteweariness,andopenedhereyes。Themanechoedthesigh,buthiswasofjoy,sincenowheknewthathisstrifeinthegirl'sbehalfhadnotbeeninvain。
Afterward,therescuerexperiencednogreatdifficultyincarryingouthisworktoasatisfactoryconclusion。Maryrevivedtoclearconsciousness,whichwasatfirstinclinedtowardhysteria,butthisphaseyieldedsoonunderthesympatheticministrationsoftheman。Hisratherlowvoicewassoothingtohertiredsoul,andhiswholeairwasatoncemasterfulandgentlytender。Moreover,therewasaninexpressiblebalmtoherspiritintheveryfactthatsomeonewasthusministeringtoher。Itwasthefirsttimeformanydreadfulyearsthatanyonehadtakenthoughtforherwelfare。Theeffectofitwaslikeadraughtofrarestwinetowarmherheart。So,sherestedobedientlyashebusiedhimselfwithhercompleterestoration,and,whenfinallyshewasabletostand,andtowalkwiththesupportofhisarm,shewentforwardslowlyathissidewithoutsomuchevenasaquestionofwhither。
And,curiously,themanhimselfsharedthegladnessthattouchedthemoodofthegirl,forheexperiencedasuddenprideinhisaccomplishmentofthenight,apridethatdelightedastarvedpartofhisnature。Somewhereinhimweretheseedsofself-sacrifice,theseedsofagenerousdevotiontoothers。Butthoseseedshadbeenleftundevelopedinalifethathadbeenlivedsinceearlyboyhoodoutsidethepaleofrespectability。
To-night,JoeGarsonhadperformed,perhaps,hisfirstactionwithnothoughtofselfatthebackofit。Hehadriskedhislifetosavethatofastranger。Thefactastonishedhim,whileitpleasedhimhugely。Thesensationwasatoncenovelandthrilling。Sinceitwassoagreeable,hemeanttoprolongtheglowofself-satisfactionbycontinuingtocareforthiswaifoftheriver。Hemustmakehisrescuecomplete。Itdidnotoccurtohimtoquestionhisfitnessforthework。Hisintrospectiondidnotreachtoapointofsuspectingthathe,anhabitualcriminal,wasnecessarilyofasorttobemostobjectionableastheprotectorofayounggirl。Indeed,hadanyonesuggestedthethoughttohim,hewouldhavemetitwithasneer,totheeffectthatawretchthustiredoflifecouldhardlyobjecttoanyonewhoconstitutedhimselfhersavior。
Inthismanner,JoeGarson,thenotoriousforger,ledthedrippinggirleastwardthroughthesqualidstreets,untilatlasttheycametoanadequatelylightedavenue,andthereataxicabwasfound。Itcarriedthemfarthernorth,andtotheeaststill,untilatlastitcametoahaltbeforeanapartmenthousethatwasratherimposing,setinastreetofhumblerdwellings。Here,Garsonpaidthefare,andthenhelpedthegirltoalight,andonintothehallway。Marywentwithhimquiteunafraid,thoughnowwithagrowingcuriosity。Strangeasitallwas,shefeltthatshecouldtrustthismanwhohadpluckedherfromdeath,whohadworkedoverherwithsomuchoftenderkindliness。So,shewaitedpatiently;only,watchedwithintentnessashepressedthebuttonofaflatnumber。Sheobservedwithinterestthethick,wavygrayofhishair,whichcontradictedpleasantlytheyouthfulnessofhisclean-shaven,resoluteface,andthespare,yetwell-muscledform。
Theclickingofthedoor-latchsoundedsoon,andthetwoentered,andwentslowlyupthreeflightsofstairs。Onthelandingbeyondthethirdflight,thedoorofarearflatstoodopen,andinthedoorwayappearedthefigureofawoman。
"Well,Joe,who'stheskirt?"thispersondemanded,asthemanandhischargehaltedbeforeher。Then,abruptly,theround,baby-likefaceofthewomanpuckeredinamazement。Hervoiceroseshrill。"MyGawd,ifitain'tMaryTurner!"
Atthat,thenewcomer'seyesopenedswiftlytotheirwidest,andshestaredastoundedinherturn。
"Aggie!"shecried。
CHAPTERVII。WITHINTHELAW。
Inthetimethatfollowed,MarylivedintheflatwhichAggieLynchoccupiedalongwithherbrother,Jim,apickpocketmuchesteemedamonghisfellowcraftsmen。Theperiodwroughttransformationsofradicalandbewilderingsortinboththeappearanceandthecharacterofthegirl。JoeGarson,theforger,hadlongbeenacquaintedwithAggieandherbrother,thoughheconsideredthemfarbeneathhiminthesocialscale,sincetheircriminalworkwasnotofthathighkindonwhichhepridedhimself。But,ashecastaboutforsomewomantowhomhemighttakethehaplessgirlhehadrescued,histhoughtsfellonAggie,andforthwithhisdeterminationwasmade,sinceheknewthatshewasrespectable,viewedaccordingtohisownpeculiarlights。Hewasrelievedratherthanotherwisetolearnthattherewasalreadyanacquaintancebetweenthetwowomen,andthefactthathischargehadservedtimeinprisondidnotinfluencehimonejotagainsther。
Onthecontrary,itincreasedinsomemeasurehisrespectforherasoneofhisownkind。Bythetimehehadlearnedaswellofherinnocence,hehadgrownsointerestedthatevenherfolly,ashewasinclinedtodeemit,didnotcauseanywaveringinhisregard。
Now,atlast,MaryTurnerletherselfdrift。Itseemedtoherthatshehadabandonedherselftofateinthathourwhenshethrewherselfintotheriver。Afterward,withoutanyvolitiononherpart,shehadbeenrestoredtolife,andsetwithinanenvironmentnewandstrangetoher,inwhichsoon,tohersurprise,shediscoveredavividpleasure。So,shefoughtnomore,butleftdestinytoworkitswillunhamperedbyherfutilestrivings。Forthefirsttimeinherlife,thankstothehospitalityofAggieLynch,secretlyreinforcedfromthefundsofJoeGarson,Maryfoundherselflivinginluxuriousidleness,whilehereverywishcouldbegratifiedbythemerestmentionofit。Shewasfedonthedaintiestoffare,forAggiewasasybariteinallsensuouspleasuresthatwereapartfromsex。Shewasclothedwiththemostdelicaterichnessforthefirsttimeastothosemoremysteriousgarmentswhichwomenlove,andshesoonhadavarietyoffrocksascharmingashergracefulformdemanded。Inaddition,therewereasmanyofbooksandmagazinesasshecouldwish。Hermind,longstarvedlikeherbody,seizedavidlyonthenourishmentthusafforded。Inthisinterest,Aggiehadnoshare——wasperhapsalittleenviousoverMary'sabsorptioninprintedpages。Butforherconsolationwerethemattersoffoodanddress,andofcountlessjunketings。Insuchdirections,Aggiewastheleader,aneager,joyousonealways。Shetookavastprideinherguest,withtheunmistakableairofelegance,andshedaredtodreamofgreattriumphstocome,thoughasyetshecarefullyavoidedanysuggestiontoMaryofwrong-doing。
Intheend,thesuggestioncamefromMaryTurnerherself,tothegreatsurpriseofAggie,and,truthtotell,ofherself。
Thereweretwofactorsthatchieflyinfluencedherdecision。Thefirstwasduetothefeelingthat,sincetheworldhadrejectedher,sheneednolongerconcernherselfwiththeworld'sopinion,orretainanyscruplesoverit。Backofthislayherbittersentimenttowardthemanwhohadbeenthedirectcauseofherimprisonment,EdwardGilder。Itseemedtoherthatthegeneralwarfareagainsttheworldmightwellbemadeaninitialstepinthewarfareshemeanttowage,somehow,sometime,againstthatmanpersonally,inaccordancewiththehystericalthreatshehadutteredtohisface。
Thefactorthatwastheimmediatecauseofherdecisiononanirregularmodeoflifewasaneditorialinoneofthedailynewspapers。Thiswasascathingarraignmentofamasterinhighfinance。Thepointofthewriter'sattackwasthegrimsarcasmforsuchmethodsofthieveryasarekeptwithinthelaw。Thatphraseheldthegirl'sfancy,andshereadthearticleagainwithaquickenedinterest。Then,shebegantomeditate。Sheherselfwasinacurious,indeterminateattitudeasfarasconcernedthelaw。Itwasthelawthathadworkedtheruinofherlife,whichshehadstriventomakewholesome。Inconsequence,shefeltforthelawnogenuinerespect,onlydetestationasfortheepitomeofinjustice。Yet,shegaveitasuperficialrespect,bornofthosethreeyearsofsufferingwhichhadbeentheresultofthepenaltyinflictedonher。Itwasasaneffectofthislatterfeelingthatshewasdeterminedononethingofvitalimportance:
thatneverwouldshebeguiltyofanythingtopitheragainstthelaw'sdecrees。Shehadknowntoomanyhoursofanguishinthedoomsetonherlifebecauseshehadbeendeemedaviolatorofthelaw。No,neverwouldsheletherselftakeanypositioninwhichthelawcouldaccuseher……Butthereremainedthefactthattheactualcauseofherlongmiserywasthissamelaw,manipulatedbythemanshehated。Ithadpunishedher,thoughshehadbeenwithoutfault。Forthatreason,shemustalwaysregarditasherenemy,must,indeed,hateitwithanintensitybeyondwords——withanintensityequaltothatsheboretheman,Gilder。Now,intheparagraphshehadjustreadshefoundacluetosuggestivethought,ahintastoameansbywhichshemightsatisfyherrancoragainstthelawthathadoutragedher——andthisinsafetysinceshewouldattemptnoughtsavethatwithinthelaw。
Mary'sheartleapedatthepossibilitybackofthosethreewords,"withinthelaw。"Shemightdoanything,seekanyrevenge,workanyevil,enjoyanymastery,aslongassheshouldkeepwithinthelaw。Therecouldbenopunishmentthen。Thatwasthelessontaughtbythecaptaininhighfinance。Hewasatpainsalwaysinhisstupendousrobberiestokeepwithinthelaw。Tothatend,heemployedlawyersofmightycunningandlearningtoguidehisstepsarightinsuchtortuouspaths。
There,then,wasthesecret。Whyshouldshenotusethelikemeans?Why,indeed?Shehadbrainsenoughtodevise,surely。
Beyondthat,sheneededonlytokeephercoursemostcarefullywithinthoselimitsofwrong-doingpermittedbythestatutes。
Forthat,thesolerequirementwouldbealawyerequallyunscrupulousandastute。Atonce,Mary'smindwasmadeup。
Afterall,thethingwasabsurdlysimple。Itwasmerelyamatterforingenuityandforprudenceinalliance……Moreover,therewouldcomeeventuallysomeadequatedeviceagainstherarch-enemy,EdwardGilder。
Marymeditatedontheideaformanydays,andeveritseemedincreasinglygoodtoher。Finally,itdevelopedtoapointwhereshebelieveditaltogetherfeasible,andthenshetookJoeGarsonintoherconfidence。Hewasvastlyastonishedattheoutsetandnotquitepleased。Tohisview,thisplanofferedmerelyafashionofsettingdifficultiesinthewayofachievement。
Presently,however,thesincerityandpersistenceofthegirlwonhimover。Thetaskofconvincinghimwouldhavebeeneasierhadhehimselfeverknownthetormentofservingaterminprison。
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