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  tanceshipwasentirelyamatterofthedoctor'sownmaking。
  InthelateafternoonWillHenderson,ownerandeditoroftheEagle,wentovertoTomWilly'ssaloon。
  Alonganalleywayhewentandslippinginatthebackdoorofthesaloonbegandrinkingadrinkmadeofacombinationofsloeginandsodawater。WillHendersonwasasensualistandhadreachedtheageofforty-five。Heimaginedtheginrenewedtheyouthinhim。Likemostsensualistsheenjoyedtalk-
  ingofwomen,andforanhourhelingeredaboutgossipingwithTomWilly。Thesaloonkeeperwasashort,broad-shoulderedmanwithpeculiarlymarkedhands。Thatflamingkindofbirthmarkthatsome-
  timespaintswithredthefacesofmenandwomenhadtouchedwithredTomWilly'sfingersandthebacksofhishands。AshestoodbythebartalkingtoWillHendersonherubbedthehandstogether。
  Ashegrewmoreandmoreexcitedtheredofhisfingersdeepened。Itwasasthoughthehandshadbeendippedinbloodthathaddriedandfaded。
  AsWillHendersonstoodatthebarlookingattheredhandsandtalkingofwomen,hisassistant,GeorgeWillard,satintheofficeoftheWinesburgEagleandlistenedtothetalkofDoctorParcival。
  DoctorParcivalappearedimmediatelyafterWillHendersonhaddisappeared。Onemighthavesup-
  posedthatthedoctorhadbeenwatchingfromhisofficewindowandhadseentheeditorgoingalongthealleyway。Cominginatthefrontdoorandfind-
  inghimselfachair,helightedoneofthestogiesandcrossinghislegsbegantotalk。Heseemedintentuponconvincingtheboyoftheadvisabilityofadopt-
  ingalineofconductthathewashimselfunabletodefine。
  "IfyouhaveyoureyesopenyouwillseethatalthoughIcallmyselfadoctorIhavemightyfewpatients,"hebegan。"Thereisareasonforthat。ItisnotanaccidentanditisnotbecauseIdonotknowasmuchofmedicineasanyonehere。Idonotwantpatients。Thereason,yousee,doesnotappearonthesurface。Itliesinfactinmycharacter,whichhas,ifyouthinkaboutit,manystrangeturns。WhyIwanttotalktoyouofthematterIdon'tknow。I
  mightkeepstillandgetmorecreditinyoureyes。I
  haveadesiretomakeyouadmireme,that'safact。
  Idon'tknowwhy。That'swhyItalk。It'sveryamus-
  ing,eh?"
  Sometimesthedoctorlaunchedintolongtalesconcerninghimself。Totheboythetaleswereveryrealandfullofmeaning。Hebegantoadmirethefatunclean-lookingmanand,intheafternoonwhenWillHendersonhadgone,lookedforwardwithkeeninteresttothedoctor'scoming。
  DoctorParcivalhadbeeninWinesburgaboutfiveyears。HecamefromChicagoandwhenhearrivedwasdrunkandgotintoafightwithAlbertLong-
  worth,thebaggageman。Thefightconcernedatrunkandendedbythedoctor'sbeingescortedtothevil-
  lagelockup。Whenhewasreleasedherentedaroomaboveashoe-repairingshopatthelowerendofMainStreetandputoutthesignthatannouncedhimselfasadoctor。Althoughhehadbutfewpa-
  tientsandtheseofthepoorersortwhowereunabletopay,heseemedtohaveplentyofmoneyforhisneeds。HesleptintheofficethatwasunspeakablydirtyanddinedatBiffCarter'slunchroominasmallframebuildingoppositetherailroadstation。InthesummerthelunchroomwasfilledwithfliesandBiffCarter'swhiteapronwasmoredirtythanhisfloor。
  DoctorParcivaldidnotmind。Intothelunchroomhestalkedanddepositedtwentycentsuponthecounter。"Feedmewhatyouwishforthat,"hesaidlaughing。"Useupfoodthatyouwouldn'totherwisesell。Itmakesnodifferencetome。Iamamanofdistinction,yousee。WhyshouldIconcernmyselfwithwhatIeat。"
  ThetalesthatDoctorParcivaltoldGeorgeWillardbegannowhereandendednowhere。Sometimestheboythoughttheymustallbeinventions,apackoflies。Andthenagainhewasconvincedthattheycontainedtheveryessenceoftruth。
  "Iwasareporterlikeyouhere,"DoctorParcivalbegan。"ItwasinatowninIowa——orwasitinIlli-
  nois?Idon'trememberandanywayitmakesnodifference。PerhapsIamtryingtoconcealmyiden-
  tityanddon'twanttobeverydefinite。HaveyoueverthoughtitstrangethatIhavemoneyformyneedsalthoughIdonothing?ImayhavestolenagreatsumofmoneyorbeeninvolvedinamurderbeforeIcamehere。Thereisfoodforthoughtinthat,eh?Ifyouwereareallysmartnewspaperreporteryouwouldlookmeup。InChicagotherewasaDoc-
  torCroninwhowasmurdered。Haveyouheardofthat?Somemenmurderedhimandputhiminatrunk。Intheearlymorningtheyhauledthetrunkacrossthecity。Itsatonthebackofanexpresswagonandtheywereontheseatasunconcernedasanything。Alongtheywentthroughquietstreetswhereeveryonewasasleep。Thesunwasjustcom-
  ingupoverthelake。Funny,eh——justtothinkofthemsmokingpipesandchatteringastheydrovealongasunconcernedasIamnow。PerhapsIwasoneofthosemen。Thatwouldbeastrangeturnofthings,nowwouldn'tit,eh?"AgainDoctorParcivalbeganhistale:"Well,anywaythereIwas,areporteronapaperjustasyouarehere,runningaboutandgettinglittleitemstoprint。Mymotherwaspoor。
  Shetookinwashing。HerdreamwastomakemeaPresbyterianministerandIwasstudyingwiththatendinview。
  "Myfatherhadbeeninsaneforanumberofyears。
  HewasinanasylumoveratDayton,Ohio。ThereyouseeIhaveletitslipout!AllofthistookplaceinOhio,righthereinOhio。Thereisaclewifyouevergetthenotionoflookingmeup。
  "Iwasgoingtotellyouofmybrother。That'stheobjectofallthis。That'swhatI'mgettingat。MybrotherwasarailroadpainterandhadajobontheBigFour。YouknowthatroadrunsthroughOhiohere。Withothermenhelivedinaboxcarandawaytheywentfromtowntotownpaintingtherailroadproperty-switches,crossinggates,bridges,andstations。
  "TheBigFourpaintsitsstationsanastyorangecolor。HowIhatedthatcolor!Mybrotherwasal-
  wayscoveredwithit。Onpaydaysheusedtogetdrunkandcomehomewearinghispaint-coveredclothesandbringinghismoneywithhim。Hedidnotgiveittomotherbutlaiditinapileonourkitchentable。
  "Aboutthehousehewentintheclothescoveredwiththenastyorangecoloredpaint。Icanseethepicture。Mymother,whowassmallandhadred,sad-lookingeyes,wouldcomeintothehousefromalittleshedattheback。That'swhereshespenthertimeoverthewashtubscrubbingpeople'sdirtyclothes。Inshewouldcomeandstandbythetable,rubbinghereyeswithherapronthatwascoveredwithsoap-suds。
  "'Don'ttouchit!Don'tyoudaretouchthatmoney,'mybrotherroared,andthenhehimselftookfiveortendollarsandwenttrampingofftothesaloons。Whenhehadspentwhathehadtakenhecamebackformore。Henevergavemymotheranymoneyatallbutstayedaboutuntilhehadspentitall,alittleatatime。Thenhewentbacktohisjobwiththepaintingcrewontherailroad。Afterhehadgonethingsbegantoarriveatourhouse,groceriesandsuchthings。Sometimestherewouldbeadressformotherorapairofshoesforme。
  "Strange,eh?Mymotherlovedmybrothermuchmorethanshedidme,althoughheneversaidakindwordtoeitherofusandalwaysravedupanddownthreateningusifwedaredsomuchastouchthemoneythatsometimeslayonthetablethreedays。
  "Wegotalongprettywell。Istudiedtobeaminis-
  terandprayed。Iwasaregularassaboutsayingprayers。Youshouldhaveheardme。Whenmyfa-
  therdiedIprayedallnight,justasIdidsometimeswhenmybrotherwasintowndrinkingandgoingaboutbuyingthethingsforus。IntheeveningaftersupperIkneltbythetablewherethemoneylayandprayedforhours。WhennoonewaslookingIstoleadollarortwoandputitinmypocket。Thatmakesmelaughnowbutthenitwasterrible。Itwasonmymindallthetime。Igotsixdollarsaweekfrommyjobonthepaperandalwaystookitstraighthometomother。ThefewdollarsIstolefrommybrother'spileIspentonmyself,youknow,fortrifles,candyandcigarettesandsuchthings。
  "WhenmyfatherdiedattheasylumoveratDay-
  ton,Iwentoverthere。IborrowedsomemoneyfromthemanforwhomIworkedandwentonthetrainatnight。Itwasraining。IntheasylumtheytreatedmeasthoughIwereaking。
  "ThemenwhohadjobsintheasylumhadfoundoutIwasanewspaperreporter。Thatmadethemafraid。Therehadbeensomenegligence,somecare-
  lessness,yousee,whenfatherwasill。TheythoughtperhapsIwouldwriteitupinthepaperandmakeafuss。Ineverintendedtodoanythingofthekind。
  "Anyway,inIwenttotheroomwheremyfatherlaydeadandblessedthedeadbody。Iwonderwhatputthatnotionintomyhead。Wouldn'tmybrother,thepainter,havelaughed,though。ThereIstoodoverthedeadbodyandspreadoutmyhands。Thesuperintendentoftheasylumandsomeofhishelp-
  erscameinandstoodaboutlookingsheepish。Itwasveryamusing。Ispreadoutmyhandsandsaid,'Letpeacebroodoverthiscarcass。'That'swhatI
  said。"
  Jumpingtohisfeetandbreakingoffthetale,Doc-
  torParcivalbegantowalkupanddownintheofficeoftheWinesburgEaglewhereGeorgeWillardsatlis-
  tening。Hewasawkwardand,astheofficewassmall,continuallyknockedagainstthings。"WhatafoolIamtobetalking,"hesaid。"Thatisnotmyobjectincominghereandforcingmyacquaintance-
  shipuponyou。Ihavesomethingelseinmind。YouareareporterjustasIwasonceandyouhaveat-
  tractedmyattention。Youmayendbybecomingjustsuchanotherfool。Iwanttowarnyouandkeeponwarningyou。That'swhyIseekyouout。"
  DoctorParcivalbegantalkingofGeorgeWillard'sattitudetowardmen。Itseemedtotheboythatthemanhadbutoneobjectinview,tomakeeveryoneseemdespicable。"Iwanttofillyouwithhatredandcontemptsothatyouwillbeasuperiorbeing,"hedeclared。"Lookatmybrother。Therewasafellow,eh?Hedespisedeveryone,yousee。Youhavenoideawithwhatcontempthelookeduponmotherandme。Andwashenotoursuperior?Youknowhewas。YouhavenotseenhimandyetIhavemadeyoufeelthat。Ihavegivenyouasenseofit。Heisdead。Oncewhenhewasdrunkhelaydownonthetracksandthecarinwhichhelivedwiththeotherpaintersranoverhim。"
  OnedayinAugustDoctorParcivalhadanadven-
  tureinWinesburg。ForamonthGeorgeWillardhadbeengoingeachmorningtospendanhourinthedoctor'soffice。Thevisitscameaboutthroughade-
  sireonthepartofthedoctortoreadtotheboyfromthepagesofabookhewasintheprocessofwriting。
  TowritethebookDoctorParcivaldeclaredwastheobjectofhiscomingtoWinesburgtolive。
  OnthemorninginAugustbeforethecomingoftheboy,anincidenthadhappenedinthedoctor'soffice。TherehadbeenanaccidentonMainStreet。
  Ateamofhorseshadbeenfrightenedbyatrainandhadrunaway。Alittlegirl,thedaughterofafarmer,hadbeenthrownfromabuggyandkilled。
  OnMainStreeteveryonehadbecomeexcitedandacryfordoctorshadgoneup。Allthreeoftheactivepractitionersofthetownhadcomequicklybuthadfoundthechilddead。FromthecrowdsomeonehadruntotheofficeofDoctorParcivalwhohadbluntlyrefusedtogodownoutofhisofficetothedeadchild。Theuselesscrueltyofhisrefusalhadpassedunnoticed。Indeed,themanwhohadcomeupthestairwaytosummonhimhadhurriedawaywithouthearingtherefusal。
  Allofthis,DoctorParcivaldidnotknowandwhenGeorgeWillardcametohisofficehefoundthemanshakingwithterror。"WhatIhavedonewillarousethepeopleofthistown,"hedeclaredexcitedly。"DoInotknowhumannature?DoInotknowwhatwillhappen?Wordofmyrefusalwillbewhisperedabout。Presentlymenwillgettogetheringroupsandtalkofit。Theywillcomehere。Wewillquarrelandtherewillbetalkofhanging。Thentheywillcomeagainbearingaropeintheirhands。"
  DoctorParcivalshookwithfright。"Ihaveapre-
  sentiment,"hedeclaredemphatically。"ItmaybethatwhatIamtalkingaboutwillnotoccurthismorning。ItmaybeputoffuntiltonightbutIwillbehanged。Everyonewillgetexcited。Iwillbehangedtoalamp-postonMainStreet。"
  Goingtothedoorofhisdirtyoffice,DoctorParci-
  vallookedtimidlydownthestairwayleadingtothestreet。Whenhereturnedthefrightthathadbeeninhiseyeswasbeginningtobereplacedbydoubt。
  ComingontiptoeacrosstheroomhetappedGeorgeWillardontheshoulder。"Ifnotnow,sometime,"
  hewhispered,shakinghishead。"IntheendIwillbecrucified,uselesslycrucified。"
  DoctorParcivalbegantopleadwithGeorgeWil-
  lard。"Youmustpayattentiontome,"heurged。"IfsomethinghappensperhapsyouwillbeabletowritethebookthatImaynevergetwritten。Theideaisverysimple,sosimplethatifyouarenotcarefulyouwillforgetit。Itisthis——thateveryoneintheworldisChristandtheyareallcrucified。That'swhatIwanttosay。Don'tyouforgetthat。Whateverhappens,don'tyoudareletyourselfforget。"
  NOBODYKNOWS
  LOOKINGCAUTIOUSLYABOUT,GeorgeWillardarosefromhisdeskintheofficeoftheWinesburgEagleandwenthurriedlyoutatthebackdoor。Thenightwaswarmandcloudyandalthoughitwasnotyeteighto'clock,thealleywaybackoftheEagleofficewaspitchdark。Ateamofhorsestiedtoapostsomewhereinthedarknessstampedonthehard-
  bakedground。AcatsprangfromunderGeorgeWil-
  lard'sfeetandranawayintothenight。Theyoungmanwasnervous。Alldayhehadgoneabouthisworklikeonedazedbyablow。Inthealleywayhetrembledasthoughwithfright。
  InthedarknessGeorgeWillardwalkedalongthealleyway,goingcarefullyandcautiously。ThebackdoorsoftheWinesburgstoreswereopenandhecouldseemensittingaboutunderthestorelamps。
  InMyerbaum'sNotionStoreMrs。Willythesaloonkeeper'swifestoodbythecounterwithabasketonherarm。SidGreentheclerkwaswaitingonher。
  Heleanedoverthecounterandtalkedearnestly。
  GeorgeWillardcrouchedandthenjumpedthroughthepathoflightthatcameoutatthedoor。
  Hebegantorunforwardinthedarkness。BehindEdGriffith'ssaloonoldJerryBirdthetowndrunkardlayasleepontheground。Therunnerstumbledoverthesprawlinglegs。Helaughedbrokenly。
  GeorgeWillardhadsetforthuponanadventure。
  Alldayhehadbeentryingtomakeuphismindtogothroughwiththeadventureandnowhewasact-
  ing。IntheofficeoftheWinesburgEaglehehadbeensittingsincesixo'clocktryingtothink。
  Therehadbeennodecision。Hehadjustjumpedtohisfeet,hurriedpastWillHendersonwhowasreadingproofintheprintshopandstartedtorunalongthealleyway。
  ThroughstreetafterstreetwentGeorgeWillard,avoidingthepeoplewhopassed。Hecrossedandrecrossedtheroad。Whenhepassedastreetlamphepulledhishatdownoverhisface。Hedidnotdarethink。Inhismindtherewasafearbutitwasanewkindoffear。Hewasafraidtheadventureonwhichhehadsetoutwouldbespoiled,thathewouldlosecourageandturnback。
  GeorgeWillardfoundLouiseTrunnioninthekitchenofherfather'shouse。Shewaswashingdishesbythelightofakerosenelamp。Thereshestoodbehindthescreendoorinthelittleshedlikekitchenatthebackofthehouse。GeorgeWillardstoppedbyapicketfenceandtriedtocontroltheshakingofhisbody。Onlyanarrowpotatopatchseparatedhimfromtheadventure。Fiveminutespassedbeforehefeltsureenoughofhimselftocalltoher。"Louise!Oh,Louise!"hecalled。Thecrystuckinhisthroat。Hisvoicebecameahoarsewhisper。
  LouiseTrunnioncameoutacrossthepotatopatchholdingthedishclothinherhand。"HowdoyouknowIwanttogooutwithyou,"shesaidsulkily。
  "Whatmakesyousosure?"
  GeorgeWillarddidnotanswer。Insilencethetwostoodinthedarknesswiththefencebetweenthem。
  "Yougoonalong,"shesaid。"Pa'sinthere。I'llcomealong。YouwaitbyWilliams'barn。"
  Theyoungnewspaperreporterhadreceivedalet-
  terfromLouiseTrunnion。IthadcomethatmorningtotheofficeoftheWinesburgEagle。Theletterwasbrief。"I'myoursifyouwantme,"itsaid。Hethoughtitannoyingthatinthedarknessbythefenceshehadpretendedtherewasnothingbetweenthem。"Shehasanerve!Well,gracioussakes,shehasanerve,"hemutteredashewentalongthestreetandpassedarowofvacantlotswherecorngrew。Thecornwasshoulderhighandhadbeenplantedrightdowntothesidewalk。
  WhenLouiseTrunnioncameoutofthefrontdoorofherhouseshestillworetheginghamdressinwhichshehadbeenwashingdishes。Therewasnohatonherhead。Theboycouldseeherstandingwiththedoorknobinherhandtalkingtosomeonewithin,nodoubttooldJakeTrunnion,herfather。
  OldJakewashalfdeafandsheshouted。Thedoorclosedandeverythingwasdarkandsilentinthelittlesidestreet。GeorgeWillardtrembledmorevio-
  lentlythanever。
  IntheshadowsbyWilliams'barnGeorgeandLouisestood,notdaringtotalk。Shewasnotpartic-
  ularlycomelyandtherewasablacksmudgeonthesideofhernose。Georgethoughtshemusthaverubbedhernosewithherfingeraftershehadbeenhandlingsomeofthekitchenpots。
  Theyoungmanbegantolaughnervously。"It'swarm,"hesaid。Hewantedtotouchherwithhishand。"I'mnotverybold,"hethought。Justtotouchthefoldsofthesoiledginghamdresswould,hede-
  cided,beanexquisitepleasure。Shebegantoquib-
  ble。"Youthinkyou'rebetterthanIam。Don'ttellme,IguessIknow,"shesaiddrawingclosertohim。
  AfloodofwordsburstfromGeorgeWillard。Herememberedthelookthathadlurkedinthegirl'seyeswhentheyhadmetonthestreetsandthoughtofthenoteshehadwritten。Doubtlefthim。Thewhisperedtalesconcerningherthathadgoneabouttowngavehimconfidence。Hebecamewhollythemale,boldandaggressive。Inhishearttherewasnosympathyforher。"Ah,comeon,it'llbeallright。
  Therewon'tbeanyoneknowanything。Howcantheyknow?"heurged。
  Theybegantowalkalonganarrowbricksidewalkbetweenthecracksofwhichtallweedsgrew。Someofthebricksweremissingandthesidewalkwasroughandirregular。Hetookholdofherhandthatwasalsoroughandthoughtitdelightfullysmall。
  "Ican'tgofar,"shesaidandhervoicewasquiet,unperturbed。
  Theycrossedabridgethatranoveratinystreamandpassedanothervacantlotinwhichcorngrew。
  Thestreetended。Inthepathatthesideoftheroadtheywerecompelledtowalkonebehindtheother。
  WillOverton'sberryfieldlaybesidetheroadandtherewasapileofboards。"Willisgoingtobuildashedtostoreberrycrateshere,"saidGeorgeandtheysatdownupontheboards。
  WhenGeorgeWillardgotbackintoMainStreetitwaspastteno'clockandhadbeguntorain。ThreetimeshewalkedupanddownthelengthofMainStreet。SylvesterWest'sDrugStorewasstillopenandhewentinandboughtacigar。WhenShortyCrandalltheclerkcameoutatthedoorwithhimhewaspleased。Forfiveminutesthetwostoodintheshelterofthestoreawningandtalked。GeorgeWil-
  lardfeltsatisfied。Hehadwantedmorethanany-
  thingelsetotalktosomeman。AroundacornertowardtheNewWillardHousehewentwhistlingsoftly。
  OnthesidewalkatthesideofWinney'sDryGoodsStorewheretherewasahighboardfencecoveredwithcircuspictures,hestoppedwhistlingandstoodperfectlystillinthedarkness,attentive,listeningasthoughforavoicecallinghisname。
  Thenagainhelaughednervously。"Shehasn'tgotanythingonme。Nobodyknows,"hemuttereddog-
  gedlyandwentonhisway。
  GODLINESS
  ATaleinFourPartsTHEREWEREALWAYSthreeorfouroldpeoplesittingonthefrontporchofthehouseorputteringaboutthegardenoftheBentleyfarm。ThreeoftheoldpeoplewerewomenandsisterstoJesse。Theywereacolorless,softvoicedlot。ThentherewasasilentoldmanwiththinwhitehairwhowasJesse'suncle。
  Thefarmhousewasbuiltofwood,aboardouter-
  coveringoveraframeworkoflogs。Itwasinrealitynotonehousebutaclusterofhousesjoinedto-
  getherinaratherhaphazardmanner。Inside,theplacewasfullofsurprises。Onewentupstepsfromthelivingroomintothediningroomandtherewerealwaysstepstobeascendedordescendedinpassingfromoneroomtoanother。Atmealtimestheplacewaslikeabeehive。Atonemomentallwasquiet,thendoorsbegantoopen,feetclatteredonstairs,amurmurofsoftvoicesaroseandpeopleappearedfromadozenobscurecorners。
  Besidestheoldpeople,alreadymentioned,manyotherslivedintheBentleyhouse。Therewerefourhiredmen,awomannamedAuntCallieBeebe,whowasinchargeofthehousekeeping,adull-wittedgirlnamedElizaStoughton,whomadebedsandhelpedwiththemilking,aboywhoworkedinthestables,andJesseBentleyhimself,theownerandoverlordofitall。
  BythetimetheAmericanCivilWarhadbeenoverfortwentyyears,thatpartofNorthernOhiowheretheBentleyfarmslayhadbeguntoemergefrompioneerlife。Jessethenownedmachineryforhar-
  vestinggrain。Hehadbuiltmodernbarnsandmostofhislandwasdrainedwithcarefullylaidtiledrain,butinordertounderstandthemanwewillhavetogobacktoanearlierday。
  TheBentleyfamilyhadbeeninNorthernOhioforseveralgenerationsbeforeJesse'stime。TheycamefromNewYorkStateandtookuplandwhenthecountrywasnewandlandcouldbehadatalowprice。Foralongtimethey,incommonwithalltheotherMiddleWesternpeople,wereverypoor。Thelandtheyhadsettleduponwasheavilywoodedandcoveredwithfallenlogsandunderbrush。Afterthelonghardlaborofclearingtheseawayandcuttingthetimber,therewerestillthestumpstobereck-
  onedwith。Plowsrunthroughthefieldscaughtonhiddenroots,stoneslayallabout,onthelowplaceswatergathered,andtheyoungcornturnedyellow,sickenedanddied。
  WhenJesseBentley'sfatherandbrothershadcomeintotheirownershipoftheplace,muchoftheharderpartoftheworkofclearinghadbeendone,buttheyclungtooldtraditionsandworkedlikedrivenanimals。Theylivedaspracticallyallofthefarmingpeopleofthetimelived。InthespringandthroughmostofthewinterthehighwaysleadingintothetownofWinesburgwereaseaofmud。Thefouryoungmenofthefamilyworkedhardalldayinthefields,theyateheavilyofcoarse,greasyfood,andatnightsleptliketiredbeastsonbedsofstraw。
  Intotheirlivescamelittlethatwasnotcoarseandbrutalandoutwardlytheywerethemselvescoarseandbrutal。OnSaturdayafternoonstheyhitchedateamofhorsestoathree-seatedwagonandwentofftotown。Intowntheystoodaboutthestovesinthestorestalkingtootherfarmersortothestorekeepers。Theyweredressedinoverallsandinthewinterworeheavycoatsthatwerefleckedwithmud。Theirhandsastheystretchedthemouttotheheatofthestoveswerecrackedandred。Itwasdif-
  ficultforthemtotalkandsotheyforthemostpartkeptsilent。Whentheyhadboughtmeat,flour,sugar,andsalt,theywentintooneoftheWinesburgsaloonsanddrankbeer。Undertheinfluenceofdrinkthenaturallystronglustsoftheirnatures,keptsuppressedbytheheroiclaborofbreakingupnewground,werereleased。Akindofcrudeandanimal-
  likepoeticfervortookpossessionofthem。Ontheroadhometheystooduponthewagonseatsandshoutedatthestars。Sometimestheyfoughtlongandbitterlyandatothertimestheybrokeforthintosongs。OnceEnochBentley,theolderoneoftheboys,struckhisfather,oldTomBentley,withthebuttofateamster'swhip,andtheoldmanseemedlikelytodie。FordaysEnochlayhidinthestrawintheloftofthestablereadytofleeiftheresultofhismomentarypassionturnedouttobemurder。Hewaskeptalivewithfoodbroughtbyhismother,whoalsokepthiminformedoftheinjuredman'scondition。Whenallturnedoutwellheemergedfromhishidingplaceandwentbacktotheworkofclearinglandasthoughnothinghadhappened。
  TheCivilWarbroughtasharpturntothefortunesoftheBentleysandwasresponsiblefortheriseoftheyoungestson,Jesse。Enoch,Edward,Harry,andWillBentleyallenlistedandbeforethelongwarendedtheywereallkilled。ForatimeaftertheywentawaytotheSouth,oldTomtriedtoruntheplace,buthewasnotsuccessful。WhenthelastofthefourhadbeenkilledhesentwordtoJessethathewouldhavetocomehome。
  Thenthemother,whohadnotbeenwellforayear,diedsuddenly,andthefatherbecamealto-
  getherdiscouraged。Hetalkedofsellingthefarmandmovingintotown。Alldayhewentaboutshak-
  inghisheadandmuttering。Theworkinthefieldswasneglectedandweedsgrewhighinthecorn。OldTimhiredmenbuthedidnotusethemintelligently。
  Whentheyhadgoneawaytothefieldsinthemorn-
  inghewanderedintothewoodsandsatdownonalog。Sometimesheforgottocomehomeatnightandoneofthedaughtershadtogoinsearchofhim。
  WhenJesseBentleycamehometothefarmandbegantotakechargeofthingshewasaslight,sensitive-lookingmanoftwenty-two。AteighteenhehadlefthometogotoschooltobecomeascholarandeventuallytobecomeaministerofthePresbyte-
  rianChurch。Allthroughhisboyhoodhehadbeenwhatinourcountrywascalledan"oddsheep"andhadnotgotonwithhisbrothers。Ofallthefamilyonlyhismotherhadunderstoodhimandshewasnowdead。Whenhecamehometotakechargeofthefarm,thathadatthattimegrowntomorethansixhundredacres,everyoneonthefarmsaboutandinthenearbytownofWinesburgsmiledattheideaofhistryingtohandletheworkthathadbeendonebyhisfourstrongbrothers。
  Therewasindeedgoodcausetosmile。BythestandardsofhisdayJessedidnotlooklikeamanatall。Hewassmallandveryslenderandwomanishofbodyand,truetothetraditionsofyoungminis-
  ters,worealongblackcoatandanarrowblackstringtie。Theneighborswereamusedwhentheysawhim,aftertheyearsaway,andtheywereevenmoreamusedwhentheysawthewomanhehadmarriedinthecity。
  Asamatteroffact,Jesse'swifedidsoongounder。
  ThatwasperhapsJesse'sfault。AfarminNorthernOhiointhehardyearsaftertheCivilWarwasnoplaceforadelicatewoman,andKatherineBentleywasdelicate。Jessewashardwithherashewaswitheverybodyabouthiminthosedays。Shetriedtodosuchworkasalltheneighborwomenaboutherdidandhelethergoonwithoutinterference。Shehelpedtodothemilkinganddidpartofthehouse-
  work;shemadethebedsforthemenandpreparedtheirfood。Forayearsheworkedeverydayfromsunriseuntillateatnightandthenaftergivingbirthtoachildshedied。
  AsforJesseBentley——althoughhewasadelicatelybuiltmantherewassomethingwithinhimthatcouldnoteasilybekilled。Hehadbrowncurlyhairandgreyeyesthatwereattimeshardanddirect,attimeswaveringanduncertain。Notonlywasheslen-
  derbuthewasalsoshortofstature。Hismouthwaslikethemouthofasensitiveandverydeterminedchild。JesseBentleywasafanatic。Hewasamanbornoutofhistimeandplaceandforthishesuf-
  feredandmadeotherssuffer。Neverdidhesucceedingettingwhathewantedoutoffifeandhedidnotknowwhathewanted。WithinaveryshorttimeafterhecamehometotheBentleyfarmhemadeeveryonetherealittleafraidofhim,andhiswife,whoshouldhavebeenclosetohimashismotherhadbeen,wasafraidalso。Attheendoftwoweeksafterhiscoming,oldTomBentleymadeovertohimtheentireownershipoftheplaceandretiredintothebackground。Everyoneretiredintotheback-
  ground。Inspiteofhisyouthandinexperience,Jessehadthetrickofmasteringthesoulsofhispeople。
  Hewassoinearnestineverythinghedidandsaidthatnooneunderstoodhim。Hemadeeveryoneonthefarmworkastheyhadneverworkedbeforeandyettherewasnojoyinthework。IfthingswentwelltheywentwellforJesseandneverforthepeoplewhowerehisdependents。LikeathousandotherstrongmenwhohavecomeintotheworldhereinAmericaintheselatertimes,Jessewasbuthalfstrong。Hecouldmasterothersbuthecouldnotmasterhimself。Therunningofthefarmasithadneverbeenrunbeforewaseasyforhim。WhenhecamehomefromClevelandwherehehadbeeninschool,heshuthimselfofffromallofhispeopleandbegantomakeplans。Hethoughtaboutthefarmnightanddayandthatmadehimsuccessful。
  Othermenonthefarmsabouthimworkedtoohardandweretoofiredtothink,buttothinkofthefarmandtobeeverlastinglymakingplansforitssuccesswasarelieftoJesse。Itpartiallysatisfiedsomethinginhispassionatenature。Immediatelyafterhecamehomehehadawingbuiltontotheoldhouseandinalargeroomfacingthewesthehadwindowsthatlookedintothebarnyardandotherwindowsthatlookedoffacrossthefields。Bythewindowhesatdowntothink。Hourafterhouranddayafterdayhesatandlookedoverthelandandthoughtouthisnewplaceinlife。Thepassionateburningthinginhisnatureflamedupandhiseyesbecamehard。Hewantedtomakethefarmproduceasnofarminhisstatehadeverproducedbeforeandthenhewantedsomethingelse。Itwastheindefinablehungerwithinthatmadehiseyeswaverandthatkepthimalwaysmoreandmoresilentbeforepeople。Hewouldhavegivenmuchtoachievepeaceandinhimwasafearthatpeacewasthethinghecouldnotachieve。
  AlloverhisbodyJesseBentleywasalive。Inhissmallframewasgatheredtheforceofalonglineofstrongmen。Hehadalwaysbeenextraordinarilyalivewhenhewasasmallboyonthefarmandlaterwhenhewasayoungmaninschool。IntheschoolhehadstudiedandthoughtofGodandtheBiblewithhiswholemindandheart。Astimepassedandhegrewtoknowpeoplebetter,hebegantothinkofhimselfasanextraordinaryman,onesetapartfromhisfellows。Hewantedterriblytomakehislifeathingofgreatimportance,andashelookedaboutathisfellowmenandsawhowlikeclodstheyliveditseemedtohimthathecouldnotbeartobecomealsosuchaclod。Althoughinhisabsorptioninhim-
  selfandinhisowndestinyhewasblindtothefactthathisyoungwifewasdoingastrongwoman'sworkevenaftershehadbecomelargewithchildandthatshewaskillingherselfinhisservice,hedidnotintendtobeunkindtoher。Whenhisfather,whowasoldandtwistedwithtoil,madeovertohimtheownershipofthefarmandseemedcontenttocreepawaytoacornerandwaitfordeath,heshruggedhisshouldersanddismissedtheoldmanfromhismind。
  IntheroombythewindowoverlookingthelandthathadcomedowntohimsatJessethinkingofhisownaffairs。Inthestableshecouldhearthetramp-
  ingofhishorsesandtherestlessmovementofhiscattle。Awayinthefieldshecouldseeothercattlewanderingovergreenhills。Thevoicesofmen,hismenwhoworkedforhim,cameintohimthroughthewindow。Fromthemilkhousetherewasthesteadythump,thumpofachurnbeingmanipulatedbythehalf-wittedgirl,ElizaStoughton。Jesse'smindwentbacktothemenofOldTestamentdayswhohadalsoownedlandsandherds。HerememberedhowGodhadcomedownoutoftheskiesandtalkedtothesemenandhewantedGodtonoticeandtotalktohimalso。Akindoffeverishboyisheagernesstoinsomewayachieveinhisownlifetheflavorofsignificancethathadhungoverthesementookpossessionofhim。BeingaprayerfulmanhespokeofthematteraloudtoGodandthesoundofhisownwordsstrengthenedandfedhiseagerness。
  "Iamanewkindofmancomeintopossessionofthesefields,"hedeclared。"Lookuponme,OGod,andlookThoualsouponmyneighborsandallthemenwhohavegonebeforemehere!OGod,createinmeanotherJesse,likethatoneofold,toruleovermenandtobethefatherofsonswhoshallberul-
  ers!"Jessegrewexcitedashetalkedaloudandjumpingtohisfeetwalkedupanddownintheroom。Infancyhesawhimselflivinginoldtimesandamongoldpeoples。Thelandthatlaystretchedoutbeforehimbecameofvastsignificance,aplacepeopledbyhisfancywithanewraceofmensprungfromhimself。Itseemedtohimthatinhisdayasinthoseotherandolderdays,kingdomsmightbecre-
  atedandnewimpulsesgiventothelivesofmenbythepowerofGodspeakingthroughachosenser-
  vant。Helongedtobesuchaservant。"ItisGod'sworkIhavecometothelandtodo,"hedeclaredinaloudvoiceandhisshortfigurestraightenedandhethoughtthatsomethinglikeahaloofGodlyap-
  provalhungoverhim。
  ItwillperhapsbesomewhatdifficultforthemenandwomenofalaterdaytounderstandJesseBent-
  ley。Inthelastfiftyyearsavastchangehastakenplaceinthelivesofourpeople。Arevolutionhasinfacttakenplace。Thecomingofindustrialism,at-
  tendedbyalltheroarandrattleofaffairs,theshrillcriesofmillionsofnewvoicesthathavecomeamongusfromoverseas,thegoingandcomingoftrains,thegrowthofcities,thebuildingoftheinter-
  urbancarlinesthatweaveinandoutoftownsandpastfarmhouses,andnowintheselaterdaysthecomingoftheautomobileshasworkedatremen-
  douschangeinthelivesandinthehabitsofthoughtofourpeopleofMid-America。Books,badlyimag-
  inedandwrittenthoughtheymaybeinthehurryofourtimes,areineveryhousehold,magazinescir-
  culatebythemillionsofcopies,newspapersareev-
  erywhere。Inourdayafarmerstandingbythestoveinthestoreinhisvillagehashismindfilledtoover-
  flowingwiththewordsofothermen。Thenewspa-
  persandthemagazineshavepumpedhimfull。
  Muchoftheoldbrutalignorancethathadinitalsoakindofbeautifulchildlikeinnocenceisgonefor-
  ever。Thefarmerbythestoveisbrothertothemenofthecities,andifyoulistenyouwillfindhimtalkingasgliblyandassenselesslyasthebestcitymanofusall。
  InJesseBentley'stimeandinthecountrydistrictsofthewholeMiddleWestintheyearsaftertheCivilWaritwasnotso。Menlaboredtoohardandweretootiredtoread。Inthemwasnodesireforwordsprinteduponpaper。Astheyworkedinthefields,vague,half-formedthoughtstookpossessionofthem。TheybelievedinGodandinGod'spowertocontroltheirlives。InthelittleProtestantchurchestheygatheredonSundaytohearofGodandhisworks。Thechurcheswerethecenterofthesocialandintellectuallifeofthetimes。ThefigureofGodwasbigintheheartsofmen。
  Andso,havingbeenbornanimaginativechildandhavingwithinhimagreatintellectualeagerness,JesseBentleyhadturnedwholeheartedlytowardGod。Whenthewartookhisbrothersaway,hesawthehandofGodinthat。Whenhisfatherbecameillandcouldnolongerattendtotherunningofthefarm,hetookthatalsoasasignfromGod。Inthecity,whenthewordcametohim,hewalkedaboutatnightthroughthestreetsthinkingofthematterandwhenhehadcomehomeandhadgottheworkonthefarmwellunderway,hewentagainatnighttowalkthroughtheforestsandoverthelowhillsandtothinkofGod。
  Ashewalkedtheimportanceofhisownfigureinsomedivineplangrewinhismind。Hegrewavari-
  ciousandwasimpatientthatthefarmcontainedonlysixhundredacres。Kneelinginafencecornerattheedgeofsomemeadow,hesenthisvoiceabroadintothesilenceandlookinguphesawthestarsshiningdownathim。
  Oneevening,somemonthsafterhisfather'sdeath,andwhenhiswifeKatherinewasexpectingatanymomenttobelaidabedofchildbirth,Jesselefthishouseandwentforalongwalk。TheBentleyfarmwassituatedinatinyvalleywateredbyWineCreek,andJessewalkedalongthebanksofthestreamtotheendofhisownlandandonthroughthefieldsofhisneighbors。Ashewalkedthevalleybroadenedandthennarrowedagain。Greatopenstretchesoffieldandwoodlaybeforehim。Themooncameoutfrombehindclouds,and,climbingalowhill,hesatdowntothink。
  JessethoughtthatasthetrueservantofGodtheentirestretchofcountrythroughwhichhehadwalkedshouldhavecomeintohispossession。Hethoughtofhisdeadbrothersandblamedthemthattheyhadnotworkedharderandachievedmore。Be-
  forehiminthemoonlightthetinystreamrandownoverstones,andhebegantothinkofthemenofoldtimeswholikehimselfhadownedflocksandlands。
  Afantasticimpulse,halffear,halfgreediness,tookpossessionofJesseBentley。HerememberedhowintheoldBiblestorytheLordhadappearedtothatotherJesseandtoldhimtosendhissonDavidtowhereSaulandthemenofIsraelwerefightingthePhilistinesintheValleyofElah。IntoJesse'smindcametheconvictionthatalloftheOhiofarmerswhoownedlandinthevalleyofWineCreekwerePhilistinesandenemiesofGod。"Suppose,"
  hewhisperedtohimself,"thereshouldcomefromamongthemonewho,likeGoliaththePhilistineofGath,coulddefeatmeandtakefrommemyposses-
  sions。"InfancyhefeltthesickeningdreadthathethoughtmusthavelainheavyontheheartofSaulbeforethecomingofDavid。Jumpingtohisfeet,hebegantorunthroughthenight。AsheranhecalledtoGod。Hisvoicecarriedfaroverthelowhills。
  "JehovahofHosts,"hecried,"sendtomethisnightoutofthewombofKatherine,ason。LetThygracealightuponme。SendmeasontobecalledDavidwhoshallhelpmetopluckatlastalloftheselandsoutofthehandsofthePhilistinesandturnthemtoThyserviceandtothebuildingofThykingdomonearth。"
  II
  DAVIDHARDYOFWinesburg,Ohio,wasthegrand-
  sonofJesseBentley,theownerofBentleyfarms。
  WhenhewastwelveyearsoldhewenttotheoldBentleyplacetolive。Hismother,LouiseBentley,thegirlwhocameintotheworldonthatnightwhenJesseranthroughthefieldscryingtoGodthathebegivenason,hadgrowntowomanhoodonthefarmandhadmarriedyoungJohnHardyofWines-
  burg,whobecameabanker。Louiseandherhus-
  banddidnotlivehappilytogetherandeveryoneagreedthatshewastoblame。Shewasasmallwomanwithsharpgreyeyesandblackhair。Fromchildhoodshehadbeeninclinedtofitsoftemperandwhennotangryshewasoftenmoroseandsi-
  lent。InWinesburgitwassaidthatshedrank。Herhusband,thebanker,whowasacareful,shrewdman,triedhardtomakeherhappy。WhenhebegantomakemoneyheboughtforheralargebrickhouseonElmStreetinWinesburgandhewasthefirstmaninthattowntokeepamanservanttodrivehiswife'scarriage。
  ButLouisecouldnotbemadehappy。Sheflewintohalfinsanefitsoftemperduringwhichshewassometimessilent,sometimesnoisyandquarrelsome。
  Shesworeandcriedoutinheranger。Shegotaknifefromthekitchenandthreatenedherhusband'slife。Onceshedeliberatelysetfiretothehouse,andoftenshehidherselfawayfordaysinherownroomandwouldseenoone。Herlife,livedasahalfre-
  cluse,gaverisetoallsortsofstoriesconcerningher。
  Itwassaidthatshetookdrugsandthatshehidherselfawayfrompeoplebecauseshewasoftensoundertheinfluenceofdrinkthatherconditioncouldnotbeconcealed。Sometimesonsummerafternoonsshecameoutofthehouseandgotintohercarriage。