首页 >出版文学> An Open-Eyed Conspiracy--An Idyl of Saratoga>第6章
  Andnow,"sheadded,"Iwantyoutotellmeeverythingthathappenedthisevening。Don'tomitaword,oralook,oramotion。Iwishtoproceedintelligently。"
  IhopeIwasaccurateinthehistoryofthehopwhichIgaveMrs。
  March;IamsureIwasfull。Ithinkmyaccountmaybejustlydescribedashavingacreativetruthfulness,ifnoothermerit。I
  hadreallynowishtoconcealanythingexceptthefactthatIhadnot,inmyutterhelplessness,eventriedtogetMissGageanyotherpartners。Butinthelargerinterestofthepresentsituation,Mrs。
  Marchseemedtohavelostthesenseofmyderelictioninthisrespect。Shemerelyasked,"Anditwasafteryouwentbacktotheparlour,justbeforeyoucamehome,thatyouwrotethosenamesonhercard?"
  "Kendrickswrotehalfofthem,"Isaid。
  "Idaresay。Well,itwasveryamusing,andifthecircumstancesweredifferent,Icouldhaveenteredintothespiritofittoo。Butyouseeyourself,Basil,thatwecan'tletthisaffairgoanyfurtherwithoutdealingfranklywithher。YOUcan'tspeaktoher,and_I_MUST。Don'tyousee?"
  IsaidthatIsaw,butIhadsuddenlyawildwishthatitwerepracticableformetospeaktoMissGage。Ishouldhavelikedtohaveapeepintoagirl'sheartatjustsuchamoment,whenitmustbequiveringwiththeunconfessedsenseoflove,andtheconfidenthopeofbeingloved,butwhileasyetnothingwasassured,nothingwasascertained。Ifitwouldnothavebeenshocking,ifitwouldnothavebeensacrilegious,itwouldhavebeeninfinitelyinteresting,andfromanaestheticpointofviewinfinitelyimportant。IthoughtthatIshouldhavebeenwillingtoundergoalltheembarrassmentofsuchaninquiryforthesakeofitspreciousresults,ifithadbeenatallpossible;butIacquiescedthatitwouldnotbepossible。IfeltthatIwasgettingoffprettylightlynottohaveitbroughthometomeagainthatIwasthecauseofallthistrouble,andthatifithadnotbeenformetherewouldhavebeen,asfarasMrs。Marchwasconcerned,noMissGage,andnolove-
  affairofherstodealwith。IdebatedinmymindamomentwhetherIhadbetterurgehertoletmespeaktoKendricksafterall;butI
  forbore,andinthemorningIwaitedaboutinmuchperturbation,afterIhadsentMissGagetoher,untilIcouldknowtheresultoftheirinterview。WhenIsawthegirlcomeawayfromherroom,whichshedidrathertrippingly,Iwenttoher,andfoundherbynomeansthewreckIhadexpectedtheordealtoleaveher。
  "DidyoumeetMissGage?"sheasked。
  "Yes,"Ireturned,withtremulousexpectation。
  "Well,don'tyouthinkshelooksperfectlydivineinthatgown?
  It'soneofMme。Cody's,andwegotitforthirtydollars。ItwouldhavebeenfiftyinNewYork,anditwas,here,earlierintheseason。Ishallalwayscomehereforsomeofmythings;assoonastheseason'salittlepasttheysimplyFLINGthemaway。Well,mydear!"
  "Well,what?"
  "Ididn'tspeaktoherafterall。"
  "Youdidn't!Don'tyouthinkshe'sinlovewithhim,then?"
  "Dead。"
  "Well?"
  "Well,Icouldn'tsomehowseemtoapproachthesubjectasIhadexpectedto。Shewassohappy,andsogood,andsoperfectlyobedient,thatIcouldn'tgetanythingtotakeholdof。Yousee,I
  didn'tknowbutshemightbealittlerebellious,orresentfulofmyinterference;butinthelittlegingerlyattemptsIdidmakeshewassosubmissive,don'tyouunderstand?AndshewasverymodestaboutMr。Kendricks'attentions,andsoself-depreciatorythat,well——"
  "Lookhere,Isabel,"Ibrokein,"thisisprettyshamelessofyou。
  Youpretendtobeinthegreatestkindoffidgeaboutthisgirl;andyoumakemelieawakeallnightthinkingwhatyou'regoingtosaytoher;andnowyouasmuchastellmeyouweresofascinatedwiththemodestwayshewasinlovethatyoucouldn'tsayanythingtoheragainstbeinginloveonourhandsinanysortofway。Doyoucallthisbusiness?"
  "Well,Idon'tcareifIDIDencourageher——"
  "Oh,youevenencouragedher!"
  "IDIDN'Tencourageher。ImerelypraisedMr。Kendricks,andsaidhowmuchyouthoughtofhimasawriter。"
  "Oh!thenyougavethesubjectaliterarycast。Isee!DoyouthinkMissGagewasabletofollowyou?"
  "Thatdoesn'tmatter。"
  "Andwhatdoyouproposetodonow?"
  "Iproposetodonothing。IthinkthatIhavedoneallmydutyrequires,andthatnowIcanleavethewholeaffairtoyou。Itwasyouraffairinthebeginning。Idon'tseewhyIshouldworrymyselfaboutit。"
  "Itseemstomethatthisisaverystrangepositionforaladytotakewhowasnotgoingtocloseaneyelastnightinviewofasituationwhichhasnotchangedintheleast,exceptfortheworse。
  Don'tyouthinkyouareratherculpablylight-heartedallofasudden?"
  "Iamlight-hearted,butifthereisanyculpabilityitisyours,Basil。"
  Ireflected,butIfailedtofindanynoveltyinthefact。"Verywell,then;whatdoyouproposethatIshoulddo?"
  "Ileavethatentirelytoyourownconscience。"
  "Andifmyconsciencehasnosuggestiontomake?"
  "That'syouraffair。"
  Ireflectedagain,andthenIsaid,morethananythingtomakeheruncomfortable,I'mafraid:"Ifeelperfectlyeasyinmyconscience,personally,butIhaveasocialdutyinthematter,andIhopeI
  shallperformitwithmorefidelityandcouragethanyouhaveshown。
  IshallspeaktoKendricks。"
  Shesaid:"Thatisjustwhatyououghttodo。I'mquitesurprised。"Afterthistouchofironysheaddedearnestly,"AndI
  dohope,mydear,youwillusejudgmentinspeakingtohim,andtact。Youmustn'tgoatitbluntly。RememberthatMr。Kendricksisnotatalltoblame。Hebegantoshowherattentiontoobligeus,andifshehasfalleninlovewithhimitisourfault。"
  "Ishallhandlehimwithoutgloves,"Isaid。"Ishalltellhimhehadbettergoaway。"
  Iwasjoking,butshesaidseriously,"Yes;hemustgoaway。AndI
  don'tenvyyouhavingtotellhim。Isupposeyouwillbungleit,ofcourse。"
  "Well,then,youmustadviseme,"Isaid;andwereallybegantoconsiderthequestion。Wecouldhardlyexaggeratethedifficultyanddelicacyofthedutybeforeme。WerecognisedthatbeforeI
  madeanyexplicitdemandofhimImustfirstascertainthenatureofthewholegroundandthenbegovernedbythefacts。ItwouldbesimpleenoughifIhadmerelytosaythatwethoughtthegirl'saffectionswerebecomingengaged,andthenappealtohiseagergenerosity,hisdelicatemagnanimity;buttherewerepossiblecomplicationsonhissidewhichmustberegarded。Iwastoascertain,weconcluded,theexactnatureofthesituationbeforeI
  venturedtosayanythingopenly。IwastomakemyapproachesbyaseriesofambushesbeforeIunmaskedmypurpose,andperhapsImustnotunmaskitatall。AsIsetoffonmymission,whichmustbeginwithfindingKendricksathishotel,Mrs。Marchsaidshepitiedme。
  ShecalledmebacktoaskwhetherIthoughtIhadreallybetterdoanything。Then,asIshowedsignsofweakening,shedrovemefromherwith,"Yes,yes!Youmust!Youmust!"
  CHAPTERXVII
  ItwasstillsoearlythatIhadmydoubtswhetherIshouldfindKendricksupafterthelastnight'srevelry,buthemetmehalf-waybetweenourhotelandhis。HesaidhewascomingtoseehowMrs。
  MarchwasbearingMissGage'simmensesuccessattheball;butperhapsthiswasnothissolemotive。Heaskedfranklyhowtheyoungladywas,andwhetherIthoughtMrs。Marchwouldconsideralunchatarestaurantbythelakeagoodnotion。WhenIsaidIhadverylittledoubtshewould,andproposedtakingaturnintheparkbeforeIwentbackwithhim,helookedathiswatchandlaughed,andsaidhesupposeditWASratherearlyyet,andcameverywillinglywithme。
  Wehadtheprettyplacealmosttoourselvesatthathour。Therewereahalf-dozenorsonursemaids,pushingtheirperambulatorsabout,orstandingthevehiclesacrossthewalkinfrontofthebencheswheretheysat,inthesimplebeliefofallpeoplewhohavetodowithbabiesthattherestoftheworldmaybefitlydiscommodedintheirbehalf。Buttheydidnotactivelymolestus,andtheyscarcelycircumscribedourchoiceofseats。Wewerebynomeansdriventothelittlekioskinthelakeforthem,andIshouldrathersaythatwewerefatefullyledthere,soaptweretheassociationsoftheplacetomypurpose。NothingcouldhavebeenmorenaturalthanthatIshouldsay,aswesatdownthere,"ThiswaswhereIfirstsawMissGagewithherfriends";anditwasbyaperfectlynaturaltransitionthatIshouldgoontospeak,inasemi-humorousstrain,oftheresponsibilitywhichMrs。Marchandmyselfhadincurredbylettingoursympathyforherrunawaywithus。IsaidIsupposedthatifwehadnotbeenwillingfromthefirsttotrytorealiseforhersomeoftheexpectationsweimaginedshehadincomingtoSaratoga,sheneverwouldhavefallentoourcharge;thatpeoplereallybroughtagreatmanymorethingsuponthemselvesthantheywerewillingtoown;andthatfatewasperhapsmorethefulfilmentofourtacitambitionsthanourovertacts。
  Thisbitofphilosophy,whichIconfessIthoughtfine,didnotseemtoimpressKendricks。Hemerelysaidthatitmustbegreatfuntohavethechanceofbafflingthemaliceofcircumstanceinacaselikethat,andIperceivedthathefeltnothingcomplexinthesituation。Infact,Idoubtwhetheryouthperceivesanythingcomplexinlife。Totheyoung,lifeisaveryplaincase。Tobesure,theyaremuchmorealarmedthantheireldersatgettingtangledupinitswebattimes,butthatisbecausetheyhavenothadourexperienceingettinguntangled,andthinktheyarenevergoingtogetoutalive。Whentheydo,theythinkthatitistheonlytangletheyareevergoingtobein,anddonotknowthattheyaresimplygoingonfromonetoanotheraslongasthereisenoughofthemlefttobecaughtinamesh。ToKendricksweMarchesweresimplytwoamiablepeople,whohadfancieddoingapleasantthingforabeautifulgirlthataccidenthadthrownitinourpowertobefriend,andwerebynomeansthetremblingarbitersofherdestinywefeltourselvestobe。Thedifferencebetweenhisobjectivesenseandmysubjectivesensewasthedifferencebetweenhistwenty-sevenyearsandmyfifty-two,andwhilethisremainedIsawthatitwouldbeuselesstotrytogetoncommongroundwithhim,ortogivehimourpointofview。IfIweretospeaktohimatall,itmustbewithauthority,withtherightofonewhostoodintheplaceofthegirl'sparents,andhadherhappinessatheart。Thatis,itwassomethinglikethat;butmywordssayittoobluntly。Ifoundmyselfbeginning,"Ihaveratherhadanotionthatherfathermightcomeon,andtaketheenterpriseoffourhands,"though,totellthetruth,Ihadneverimaginedsuchathing,whichcameintomyheadatthatmomentthroughanassociationwiththethoughtofparents。
  "Haveyouanyideawhatsortofmanheis?"askedKendricks。
  "Oh,somelittlelocalmagnate,presidentofthevillageandpresidentofthevillagebank;Ifancythechieffigureintheplace,butprobablyasignorantofourworldasaCherokee。"
  "Well,Idon'tknow,"saidtheyoungfellow。"Doyouthinkthatfollowsbecausehedoesn'tliveinit?"IcouldseethathedidnotquitelikewhatIhadsaid。"Isupposeoursisratherasmallworld。"
  "Thesmallestofallworlds,"Ianswered。"AndintheeyesofPapaGage,iftheycouldoncebefocuseduponit,ourworldwouldshriveltoanatom。"
  "Doyouthink,"heasked,withamanifestanxiety,"thatitwouldinhers?"
  "No;sheisnottheAmericanpeople,andherfatheris,asIfancyhim。ImakeoutfromthevaguehintsthatBrotherDeeringasFulkersonwouldcallhimdroppedwhenhetalkedabouthimthatPapaGageisashrewd,practical,home-keepingbusinessman,withaneyesingletothemainchance,lavish,butnotgenerous,Philistinetothebackbone,blindlydevotedtohisdaughter,andcontemptuousofallthemyriadmysteriesofcivilisationthathedoesn'tunderstand。
  Idon'tknowwhyIshouldbeauthorisedtoimaginehimpersonallylongandlank,withpossiblyatobaccohabitofsomesort。Hisnaturalhistory,uponnobetterauthority,isthatofahard-headedfarmer,whofoundoutthatfarmingcouldneverbemorethanalivelihood,andcameintothevillage,andbegantolendmoney,andgetgain,tillhewasinapositiontohelpfoundtheDeWittPointNationalBank,andthen,byweightofhismoneyedsolidity,imposedhimselfuponthefreeandindependentvotersofthevillage——amajorityofthemundermortgagetohim——andbecameitspresident。
  Itisn'tapleasanttype,butit'sideallyAmerican。"
  "Yes,"saidKendricksruefully。
  "Buthisdaughter,"Icontinued,"isprobablyaltogetherdifferent。
  Thereissomethingfineabouther——reallyfine。Ourworldwouldn'tshrivelinhereye;itwouldprobablyswellupandfilltheuniverse,"Iaddedbyanimpulsethatcamefromnowhereirresistiblyuponme:"thatis,ifshecouldseeYOUinit。"
  "Whatdoyoumean?"heaskedwithastart。
  "Oh,nowImusttellyouwhatImean,"Isaiddesperately。"It'syouthathavecomplicatedthiscasesodreadfullyforus。Can'tyouthinkwhy?"
  "No,Ican't,"hesaid;buthehadtosaythat。
  Hisfine,sensitivefaceflamedatoncesofire-redthatitcouldonlyturnpaleforachangewhenIplungedon:"I'mafraidwe'vetrifledwithherhappiness";andthisformulationofthecasedisgustedmesomuchthatIlaughedwildly,andadded,"unlesswe'vetrifledwithyours,too。"
  "Idon'tknowwhyyoucallittriflingwithhappiness,"hereturnedwithdignity,butwithoutoffence。"Ifyouwillleaveheroutofthequestion,IwillsaythatyouhavegivenmethegreatesthappinessofmylifeinintroducingmetoMissGage。"
  "Now,"Idemanded,"mayIaskwhatYOUmean?YouknowIwouldn'tifIdidn'tfeelboundforhersake,andifyouhadn'tsaidjustwhatyouhavesaid。Youneedn'tanswermeunlessyoulike!It'spleasanttoknowthatyou'venotbeenbored,andMrs。MarchandI
  areinfinitelyobligedtoyouforhelpingusout。"
  Kendricksmadeasifheweregoingtosaysomething,andthenhedidnot。HehunghisheadlowerandlowerinthesilencewhichIhadtobreakforhim——"IhopeIhaven'tbeenintrusive,mydearfellow。
  ThisissomethingIfeltboundtospeakof。Youknowwecouldn'tletitgoon。Mrs。MarchandIhaveblamedourselvesagooddeal,andwecouldn'tletitgoon。ButI'mafraidIhaven'tbeenasdelicatewithyou——"
  "Oh!delicate!"Heliftedhisheadandflashedafaceofgenerousself-reproachuponme。"It's_I_thathaven'tbeendelicatewithYOU。I'vebeenmonstrouslyindelicate。ButInevermeanttobe,and——and——Iwascomingtoseeyoujustnowwhenwemet——toseeyou——
  MissGage——andaskher——tellherthatwe——I——musttellyouandMrs。
  March——Mr。March!AtthehoplastnightIaskedhertobemywife,andassoonasshecanhearfromherfather——ButthefirstthingwhenIwokethismorning,IsawthatImusttellMrs。Marchandyou。
  Andyou——youmustforgiveus——orme,rather;foritwasmyfault——
  fornottellingyoulastnight——atonce——oh,thankyou!thankyou!"
  Ihadseizedhishand,andwaswringingitvehementlyinexpressionofmypleasureinwhathehadtoldme。InthatfirstmomentIfeltnothingbutpurejoyandanimmeasurablerelief。Idrewmybreath,averydeepandfullone,inasudden,absolutefreedomfromanxietieswhichhadbeennonethelessrealandconstantbecausesooftenburlesqued。Afterwardconsiderationspresentedthemselvestoalloymyrapture,butforthatmoment,asIsay,itwasnothingbutrapture。Therewasnoquestioninitofthelovers'fitnessforeachother,oftheiracceptabilitytotheirrespectivefamilies,oftheirgeneralconduct,oroftheirespecialbehaviourtowardus。
  AllthatIcouldrealisewasthatitwasagreatescapeforbothofus,andagreattriumphforme。IhadbeenafraidthatIshouldnothavethecouragetospeaktoKendricksofthematteratall,muchlessaskhimtogoaway;andhereIhadactuallyspokentohim,withthesplendidresultthatIneedonlycongratulatehimonhisengagementtotheladywhoseunrequitedaffectionsIhadbeenwishinghimtospare。Idon'trememberjustthetermsIusedindoingthis,buttheyseemedsatisfactorytoKendricks;probablyarepetitionofthelettersofthealphabetwouldhavebeenequallyacceptable。AtlastIsaid,"Well,nowImustgoandtellthegreatnewstoMrs。March,"andIshookhandswithhimagain;wehadbeenshakinghandsathalf-minutelyintervalseversincethefirsttime。
  CHAPTERXVIII
  IsawMrs。Marchwaitingformeonthehotelverandah。Sheworeherbonnet,andshewarnedmenottoapproach,andthenrandowntomeetme。
  "Well,mydear,"shesaid,asshepushedherhandthroughmyarmandbegantopropelmeawayfromthesightandhearingofpeopleonthepiazza,"Ihopeyoudidn'tmakeafoolofyourselfwithKendricks。
  They'reengaged!"
  Sheapparentlyexpectedmetobeprostratedbythisstroke。"Yes,"
  Isaidverycoolly;"Iwasjustcomingtotellyou。"
  "Howdidyouknowit?Whotoldyou?DidKendricks?Idon'tbelieveit!"shecriedinanexcitementnotunmixedwithresentment。
  "Noonetoldme,"Isaid。"Isimplydivinedit。"
  Shedidn'tmindthatforamoment。"Well,I'mgladhehadthegracetodoso,andIhopehediditbeforeyouaskedhimanyleadingquestions。"Withoutwaitingtohearwhetherthiswassoornot,shewenton,withanemphasisonthenextwordthatalmostblotteditoutofthelanguage,"SHEcamebacktomealmosttheinstantyouweregone,andtoldmeeverything。Shesaidshewantedtotellmelastnight,butshehadn'tthecourage,andthismorning,whenshesawthatIwasbeginningtohintuptoMr。Kendricksalittle,shehadn'tthecourageatall。Isentherstraightofftotelegraphforherfather。Sheisbehavingsplendidly。Andnow,whatarewegoingtodo?"
  "Whattherestoftheworldis——nothing。Itseemstomethatweareoutofthestory,mydear。Atanyrate,Ishan'tattempttocompetewithMissGageinsplendidbehaviour,andIhopeyouwon't。Itwouldbesoeasyforus。IwonderwhatPapaGageisgoingtobelike。"
  Ifeltmythrillofapprehensionimpartitselftoher。"Yes!"shegasped;"whatifheshouldn'tlikeit?"
  "Well,then,that'shisaffair。"ButIdidnotfeelsolightlyaboutitasIspoke,andfromtimetotimeduringthedayIwasovertakenwithacolddismayatthethoughtoftheunknownquantityintheproblem。
  Whenwereturnedtothehotelafteratouroftheblock,wesawKendricksinourcorneroftheverandahwithMissGage。Theywerebothlaughingconvulsively,andtheyrandowntomeetusinyetwilderthroesofmerriment。
  "We'vejustbeencomparingnotes,"hesaid,"andattheverymomentwhenIwastellingyou,Mr。March,JuliawastellingMrs。March。"
  "Wonderfulcaseoftelepathy,"Imocked。
  "GiveittothePsychicalResearch。"
  Theybothseemedalittledaunted,andMissGagesaid,"IknowMr。
  Marchdoesn'tlikethewaywe'vedone。"
  "Likeit!"criedMrs。March,contrivingtoshakemealittlewiththehandshestillhadinmyarm。"Ofcoursehelikesit。Hewasjustsayingyouhadbehavedsplendidly。HesaidHEwouldn'tattempttocompetewithyou。Butyoumustn'tregardhimintheleast。"
  IadmiredtheskillwithwhichIsabelsavedherconscienceinthisstatementtoomuchtodisputeit;andIsupposethatwhatevershehadsaid,MissGagewouldhavebeenreassured。Icannotparticularlypraisethewisdomofherbehaviourduringthatday,or,forthematterofthat,thebehaviourofKendrickseither。Theidealthingwouldhavebeenforhimtokeepawaynowtillherfathercame,butitseemedtomethathewasaboutunderourfeetallthewhile,andthatshe,sofarfrommakinghimremainathisownhotel,encouragedhimtopassthetimeatours。Withoutconsultingme,Mrs。Marchaskedhimtostaytodinnerafterhehadstayedalltheforenoon,andhemadethisapretextforspendingtheafternooninourcorneroftheverandah。ShemademegiveituptohimandMissGage,sothattheycouldbealonetogether,thoughImustsaytheydidnotseemtomindusagreatdealwhenwewerepresent;hewasalwaysleaningonthebackofherchair,orsittingnextherwithhishanddanglingoveritinamannerthatmademesick。IwonderedifIwaseversuchanassasthat,andIquitelosttherespectforKendricks'sgoodsenseandgoodtastewhichhadbeenthegroundofmylikingforhim。
  Ifeltmyselfwithdrawnfromtheaffairfartherandfartherinsympathy,sinceithadnowpassedbeyondmycontrol;andIresentedthestrainoftheresponsibilitywhichIhadthrownoff,Ifound,onlyforamoment,andmustcontinuetosufferuntilthegirl'sfatherappearedandfinallyrelievedme。TheworstwasthatIhadtobearitalone。ItwasimpossibletodetachMrs。March'sinterestfromMissGage,asagirlwhohadbeenmadeloveto,longenoughtoenablehertorealiseherasadaughterwithfilialtiesandduties。
  Shedidtryinaperfunctorywaytodoit,butIcouldseethatshenevergavehermindtoit。Icouldnotevenmakehersharemysenseofmyownculpability,athingshewasonlytoowillingtodoinmostmatters。SheadmittedthatitwasabsurdformetohaveletmyfancyplayaboutthegirlwhenIfirstsawheruntilwefeltthatI
  mustdosomethingforher;butIcouldnotgethertoownthatwehadbothactedpreposterouslyinlettingMrs。DeeringleaveMissGageinourcharge。Inthefirstplace,shedeniedthatshehadbeenleftinourcharge。Shehadsimplybeenleftinthehotelwherewewerestaying,andweshouldhavebeenperfectlyfreetodonothingforher。ButwhenKendricksturnedupsounexpectedly,itwasquitenaturalweshouldaskhimtobepolitetoher。Mrs。Marchsawnothingstrangeinallthat。WhatwasIworryingabout?Whatshehadbeenafraidofwasthathehadnotbeeninlovewiththegirlwhenshewassoclearlyinlovewithhim。Butnow!
  "Andsupposeherfatherdoesn'tlikeit!"
  "NotlikeMr。Kendricks!"Shestaredatme,andIcouldseehowinfatuatedshewas。
  Iwasmyselfalwayscharmedwiththeyoungfellow。Hewasnotonlygoodandgenerousandhandsome,andclever——Ineverthoughthimafirst-classtalent——buthewasbeautifullywellbred,andhewasverywellborn,asthosethingsgowithus。Thatis,hecameofpeoplewhohadnotdonemuchofanythingforageneration,andhadacquiredmeritwiththemselvesforit。Theywerenotveryrich,buttheyhadarighttothinkthathemighthavedonenothing,ordonesomethingbetterthanliterature;andIwishIcouldsetforthexactlytheterms,tacitandexplicit,inwhichhismotherandsisterscondonedhisderelictiontomeatareceptionwherehepresentedmetothem。Invirtueofhiswishtodosomething,hehadbecomeahumanbeing,andtheycouldnotquitefollowhim;buttheywereverypoliteintoleratingme,andtryingtomakemefeelthatI
  wasnotatallodd,thoughhewassoqueerinbeingproudofwritingformypaper,astheycalledit。HewassounlikethemallthatI
  likedhimmorethaneveraftermeetingthem。Still,Icouldimagineafondfather,asIimaginedMissGage'sfathertobe,objectingtohim,onsomegroundsatleast,tillheknewhim,andMrs。Marchapparentlycouldnotimagineeventhis。
  IdonotknowwhyIshouldhaveprefiguredMissGage'sfatherastallandlank。Shewasnotherselfsoverytall,thoughshewasrathertallthanshort,andthoughshewasratheroftheDianaorgirlishtypeofgoddess,shewasbynomeanslank。YetitwasinthisshapethatIhadalwaysthoughtofhim,perhapsthroughanobscureassociationwithhisfellow-villager,Deering。Ihadfanciedhimsaturnineofspirit,slovenlyofdress,andloungingofhabit,uponnoauthoritythatIcouldallege,andIwaswhollyunpreparedfortheneat,smallfigureofaman,verypreciseofmannerandscrupulousofaspect,whosaid,"Howdoyoudo,sir?I
  hopeIseeyouwell,sir,"whenhisdaughterpresentedustoeachother,themorningaftertheeventfuldaydescribed,andheshookmyhandwithhisverysmall,dryhand。
  Icouldnotmakeoutfromtheirmannerwitheachotherwhethertheyhadbeenspeakingofthegreatmatterinhandornot。IamratheratalossaboutpeopleofthatPhilistinemakeastowhattheirprocedurewillbeincircumstanceswhereIknowjustwhatpeopleofmyownsortofsophisticationwoulddo。Thesewouldcomestraightatthetrouble,butIfancythatwiththeothersorttheconventionisapreliminaryreserve。IfoundMr。Gagedisposedtoprolong,withmeatleast,adiscussionoftheweather,andtheaspectsofSaratoga,theeventsofhisjourneyfromDeWittPoint,andthehardshipofhavingtorideallthewaytoMooer'sJunctioninastage-coach。Ifeltmoreandmore,whilewebandiedthesefutilities,asifMr。Gagehadanoverduenoteofmine,andwaswaitingforme,sinceIcouldnotpayit,tomakesomepropositiontowarditsrenewal;andhedidreallytiremeoutatlast,sothatI
  said,"Well,Mr。Gage,IsupposeMissGagehastoldyousomethingofthetremendoussituationthathasdevelopeditselfhere?"
  IthoughtIhadbettergivetheaffairsuchsmilingcharacterasajocosetreatmentmightimpart,andthedrylittlemantwinkledupresponsivelysofarasmannerwasconcerned。"Well,yes,yes。
  Therehasbeensometalkofitbetweenus,"andagainheleftthewordtome。
  "Mrs。Marchurgedyourdaughtertosendforyouatoncebecausethatwastherightandfitthingtodo,andbecausewefeltthattheaffairhadnowquitetranscendedourpowers,suchastheywere,andnobodycouldreallycopewithitbutyourself。Ihopeyouwerenotundulyalarmedbythesummons?"
  "Notatall。Shesaidinthedespatchthatshewasnotsick。IhadbeenanticipatingashortvisittoSaratogaforsomedays,andmybusinesswasinashapesothatIcouldleave。"
  "Oh!"Isaidvaguely,"Iamveryglad。Mrs。Marchfelt,asIdid,thatcircumstanceshadgivenusacertainobligationinregardtoMissGage,andwewereanxioustodischargeitfaithfullyandtotheutmost。Weshouldhavewrittentoyou,summonedyou,before,ifwecouldhavesupposed——orbeensure;butyouknowthesethingsgoonsoobscurely,andweactedattheveryfirstpossiblemoment。I
  wishyoutounderstandthat。Wetalkeditoveragreatdeal,andI
  hopeyouwillbelievethatwestudiedthroughout——thatweweremostsolicitousfrombeginningtoendforMissGage'shappiness,andthatifwecouldhaveforeseenorimagined——ifwecouldhavetakenanysteps——Itrustyouwillbelieve——"Iwasfuriousatmyselfforbeingsoconfoundedlyapologetic,forIwasthinkingallthetimeofthebotherandafflictionwehadhadwiththegirl;andtheresatthatlittlewoodenimageacceptingmyself-inculpations,andapparentlydemandingmoreofme;butIcouldnothelpgoingoninthesamestrain:"Wefeltespeciallyboundinthematter,fromthefactthatMr。Kendrickswasapersonalfriendofours,whomweareveryfondof,andwebothareveryanxiousthatyoushouldnotsupposethatwepromoted,orthatwewerenotmostvigilant——thatwewereforamomentforgetfulofyourrightsinsuchanaffair——"
  Istopped,andMr。Gagepassedhishandacrosshislittlemeagre,smilingmouth。
  "Thenheisnotaconnectionofyours,Mr。March?"
  "Blessme,no!"Isaidingreatrelief;"wearenotsoswellasthat。"AndItriedtogivehimsomenotionofKendricks'slocalquality,repeatingalistofagglutinatedNewYorksurnamestowhichhiswasmoreorlessaffiliated。Theyalwaysamuseme,thosenames,whichmorethananyintheworldgivethenotionofsocialstraining;butIdoubtiftheyaffectedtheimaginationofMr。Gage,eitherinthiswayorinthewayImeanlymeantthemtoaffecthim。
  "Andwhatdidyousayhisbusinesswas?"heasked,withthatimplicationofapreviousstatementonyourpartwhichsomepeoplethinkitsoclevertomakewhentheyquestionyou。
  Ialwayshateit,andIavengedmyselfbyansweringsimply,"Blessmysoul,hehasnobusiness!"andlettinghimtakeupthewordnowornot,asheliked。
  "Thenheisamanofindependentmeans?"
  Icouldnotresistanswering,"Independentmeans?Kendrickshasnomeanswhatever。"Buthavingdealtthisblow,Icouldadd,"I
  believehismotherhassomemoney。Theyarepeoplewholivecomfortably"
  "Thenhehasnoprofession?"askedMr。Gage,withalittlemorestringencyinhissmile。
  "Idon'tknowwhetheryouwillcallitaprofession。Heisawriter。"
  "Ah!"Mr。Gagesoftlybreathed。"Doeshewriteforyour——paper?"
  InotedthatastotheliterarytechnicalitiesheseemednottobemuchmoreignorantthanKendricks'sownfamily,andIsaid,tolerantly,"Yes;hewritesforourmagazine。"
  "Magazine——yes;Ibegyourpardon,"heinterrupted。
  "Andforanyotherswherehecanplacehismaterial。"
  ThisapparentlydidnotconveyanyveryluminousideatoMr。Gage'smind,andheaskedafteramoment,"Whatkindofthingsdoeshewrite?"
  "Oh,stories,sketches,poems,reviews,essays——almostanything,infact。"
  Thelightlefthisface,andIperceivedthatIhadcarriedmyrevengetoofar,atleastforKendricks'sadvantage,andI
  determinedtotakeanewdepartureatthefirstchance。Thechancedidnotcomeimmediately。
  "Andcanamansupportawifebythatkindofwriting?"askedMr。
  Gage。
  Ilaugheduneasily。"Somepeopledo。Itdependsuponhowmuchofithecansell。Itdependsuponhowhandsomelyawifewishestobesupported。Theresultisn'tusuallybeyondthedreamsofavarice,"
  Isaid,withadesperatelevity。
  "Excuseme,"returnedthelittleman。"Doyouliveinthatway?Byyourwritings?"
  "No,"Isaidwithsomestate,whichItriedtosubdue;"IamtheeditorofEveryOtherWeek,andpartowner。Mr。Kendricksismerelyacontributor。"
  "Ah,"hebreathedagain。"Andifheweresuccessfulinsellinghiswritings,howmuchwouldheprobablymakeinayear?"
  "Inayear?"Irepeated,togaintime。"Mr。Kendricksiscomparativelyabeginner。Sayfifteenhundred——twothousand——
  twenty-fivehundred。"
  "AndthatwouldnotgoveryfarinNewYork。"
  "No;thatwouldnotgofarinNewYork。"Iwasbeginningtofindacertainpleasureindealingsofranklywiththishardlittleman。I
  likedtoseehimsuffer,andIcouldseethathedidsuffer;hesufferedasafathermustwholearnsthatfromapecuniarypointofviewhisdaughterisimprudentlyinlove。Whyshouldwealwaysregardsuchasuffererasacomicfigure?Heis,ifwethinkofitrightly,amostserious,eventragicalfigure,andatalleventsamostrespectablefigure。Helovesher,andhisheartistornbetweenthewishtoindulgeherandthewishtodowhatwillbefinallybestforher。Whyshouldoursympathies,insuchacase,beallforthefoolishyounglovers?Theyoughtingreatmeasuretobeforthefather,too。Somethinglikeasenseofthissmoteme,andI
  wasashamedinmypleasure。
  "ThenIshouldsay,Mr。March,thatthisseemsamostundesirableengagementformydaughter。Whatshouldyousay?Iaskyoutomakethecaseyourown。"
  "Excuseme,"Ianswered;"Iwouldmuchrathernotmakethecasemyown,Mr。Gage,andImustdeclinetohaveyouconsultme。IthinkthatinthismatterIhavedoneallthatIwascalledupontodo。I
  havetoldyouwhatIknowofMr。Kendricks'scircumstancesandconnections。Astohischaracter,IcantrulysaythatheisoneofthebestmenIeverknew。Ibelieveinhisabsolutepurityofheart,andheisthemostunselfish,themostgenerous——"
  Mr。Gagewavedthefactsasidewithhishand。"Idon'tundervaluethosethings。IfIcouldbemaster,nooneshouldhavemygirlwithoutthem。Buttheydonotconstitutealivelihood。FromwhatyoutellmeofMr。Kendricks'sprospects,IamnotpreparedtosaythatIthinktheoutlookisbrilliant。Ifhehascounteduponmysupplyingadeficiency——"
  "Oh,excuseme,Mr。Gage!Yourinsinuation——"
  "ExcuseME!"heretorted。"Iammakingnoinsinuation。Imerelywishtosaythat,whilemymeansaresuchastoenablemetoliveincomfortatDeWittPoint,IamwellawarethatmuchmorewouldbeneededinNewYorktoenablemydaughtertoliveinthesamecomfort。I'mnotwillingsheshouldliveinless。IthinkitismydutytosaythatIamnotatallarichman,andiftherehasbeenanysuppositionthatIamso,itisamistakethatcannotbecorrectedtoosoon。"
  ThistimeIcouldnotresenthisinsinuation,forsincehehadbeguntospeakIhadbecomeguiltilyawareofhavingfeltasortofeaseinregardtoKendricks'smodestyofcompetencefromabelief,givenme,Isuspect,bythetalkofDeering,thatMr。Gagehadplentyofmoney,andcouldcometotherescueinanyamountneeded。Icouldonlysay,"Mr。Gage,allthisissofarbeyondmycontrolthatI
  oughtnottoallowyoutosayittome。ItissomethingthatyoumustsaytoMr。Kendricks。"
  AsIspokeIsawtheyoungfellowcomeroundthecornerofthestreet,andmountthehotelsteps。Hedidnotseeme,forhedidnotlooktowardthelittlecorneroflawnwhereMr。GageandIhadputourchairsforthesakeofthemorningshade,andfortheseclusionthatthespotaffordedus。Itwasattheangleofthehousefarthestfromourpeculiarcornerofthepiazza,whitherIhadthebeliefthatthegirlhadwithdrawnwhensheleftmetoherfather。IwassurethatKendrickswouldseekherthere,farenoughbeyondeyeshotorearshotofus,andIhadnodoubtthatshewasexpectinghim。
  "YouareMr。Kendricks'sfriend——"
  "IhavetriedmuchmoretobeMissGage'sfriend;andMrs。March——"
  Itcameintomymindthatshewasmostselfishlyandshamelesslykeepingoutoftheway,andIcouldnotgoonandcelebratehermagnanimousimpartiality,hereagerandsleeplessvigilance。
  "Ihavenodoubtofthat,"saidthelittleman,"andIamverymuchobligedtoyouforallthetroubleyouhavetakenonmydaughter'saccount。Butyouarehisfriend,andIcanspeaktoyoumuchmorefullyandfranklythanIcouldtohim。"
  Ididnotknowjustwhattosaytothis,andhewenton:"Inpointoffact,Idon'tthinkthatIshallspeaktohimatall。"
  "Thatisquiteyouraffair,mydearsir,"Isaiddryly。"Itisn'ttobesupposedthatyouwouldseekaninterviewwithhim。"
  "Andifheseeksaninterviewwithme,Ishalldeclineit。"Helookedatmedefiantlyandyetinterrogatively。Icouldseethathewasveryangry,andyetuncertain。
  "Imustsay,then,Mr。Gage,thatIdon'tthinkyouwouldberight。"
  "How,notright?"
  "Ishouldsaythatinequityhehadafullandperfectrighttomeetyou,andtotalkthismatteroverwithyou。Hehasdoneyounowrongwhateverinadmiringyourdaughter,andwishingtomarryher。
  It'sforyouandhertodecidewhetheryouwilllethim。Butasfarashiswishgoes,andhisexpressionofittoher,heisquitewithinhisrights。Youmustseethatyourself。"
  "Iconsider,"heanswered,"thathehasdonemeawronginthatverything。Amanwithoutmeans,oranystatedoccupation,hehadnobusinesstospeaktomydaughterwithoutspeakingtome。Hetookadvantageofthecircumstances。Whatdoeshethink?DoeshesupposeIamMADEofmoney?DoeshesupposeIwanttosupportason-in-law?IcantellyouthatifIwerepossessedofunlimitedmeans,Ishouldnotdoit。"IbegantosuspectthatDeeringwasnearerright,afterall,inhisrepresentationsoftheman'sfinancialability;Ifanciedsomethingoftheanxiety,thetremorofavarice,inhisresentmentofpoorKendricks'spossible,orratherimpossible,designsuponhispocket。"Ifhehadanyprofession,oranykindofbusiness,Ishouldfeeldifferently,andIshouldbewillingtoassisthimtoareasonabledegree;orifhehadabusinesstraining,Imighttakehiminwithme;butasitis,I
  shouldhaveahelplessburdenonmyhands,andIcantellyouIamnotgoinginforthatsortofthing。Ishallmakeshortworkofit。
  IshalldeclinetomeetMr。Hendricks,orKendricks,andIshallaskyoutosayasmuchtohimfromme。"
  "AndIshalldeclinetobethebearerofanysuchmessagefromyou,Mr。Gage,"Ianswered,andIsaw,notwithoutpleasure,thebewildermentthatbegantomixwithhisarrogance。
  "Verywell,then,sir,"heanswered,afteramoment;"Ishallsimplytakemydaughterawaywithme,andthatwillendit。"
  Theprimlittle,grimlittlemanlookedatmewithhishardeyes,andsethislipssoclosethatthebeardontheloweronestuckoutatmewithasortofadditionalmenaceIfeltthathewastoocapableofdoingwhathesaid,andIlostmyselfinasenseofhissordidness,asensewhichwasalmostwithoutatraceofcompassion。
  ItseemedasifIwerealongtimeunderthespellofthis,andthesightofhisrepugnantface;butitcouldreallyhavebeenmerelyamoment,whenIheardastirofdraperyonthegrassnearus,andthesoft,richvoiceofMissGagesaying,"Papa!"
  Webothstartedtoourfeet。Idonotknowwhethershehadheardwhathesaidornot。Wehadspokenlow,andintheutmostvehemenceofhisspeechhedidnotlifthisvoice。Inanycase,shedidnotheedwhathesaid。
  "Papa,"sherepeated,"IwantyoutocomeupandseeMrs。Marchonthepiazza。And——Mr。Kendricksisthere。"
  Ihadawilddesiretolaughatwhatfollowed,andyetitwasnotwithoutitspathos。"I——I——hm!hm!I——cannotseeMr。Kendricksjustatpresent。I——thefactis,Idonotwanttoseehim。Itisbetter——not。Ithinkyouhadbettergetreadytogohomewithmeatonce,daughter。I——hm!——cannotapproveofanyengagementtoMr。
  Kendricks,andI——prefernottomeethim。"Hestopped。
  MissGagesaidnothing,andIcannotsaythatshelookedanything。
  ShesimplyCLOUDEDUP,ifImaysoexpresstheeffectthatcameandremaineduponhercountenance,whichwasnowthecountenanceshehadshownmethefirsteveningIsawher,whenIsawtheDeeringscoweringinitsshadow。Ihadnoneedtolookattheadamantinelittlemanbeforehertoknowthathewassofteningintowax,and,infact,Ifeltasortofindecencyinbeholdinghisinteneration,forIknewthatitcamefromhisheart,andhaditsconsecrationthroughhisloveforher。
  ThatiswhyIturnedaway,anddonotknowtothismomentjusthowthechangeshedesiredinhimwasbroughtabout。IwillnotsaythatIdidnotlookbackfromadiscreetdistance,andcontinuelookinguntilIsawthemstartawaytogetherandmoveinthedirectionofthatcornerofthepiazzawhereKendrickswaswaitingwithMrs。March。
  Itappeared,fromheraccount,thatMr。Gage,withnouncommonshowofill-will,butwithmerelyanaturaldryness,sufferedKendrickstobepresentedtohim,andentereduponsomepreliminarybanalitieswithhim,suchashehadusedinopeningaconversationwithme。
  BeforethesecametoacloseMrs。Marchhadthoughtitwelltoleavethethreetogether。
  Afterward,whenweknewtheonlyresultthattheaffaircouldhave,shesaid,"Thegirlhasapowerfulwill。Iwonderwhatthemotherwaslike。"
  "Yes;evidentlyshedidn'tgetthatwillfromherfather。Ihavestillasenseofexhaustionfromitinourowncase。WhatdoyouthinkitportendsforpoorKendricks!"
  "PoorKendricks!"sherepeatedthoughtfully。"Yes;inthatsenseI
  supposeyoumightcallhimpoor。Itisn'tanequalthingasfarasnature,ascharacter,goes。Butisn'titalwaysdreadfultoseetwopeoplewhohavemadeuptheirmindstogetmarried?"
  "It'sverycommon,"Isuggested。
  "Thatdoesn'tchangethefact,orlessentherisk。Sheisverybeautiful,andnowheisinlovewithherbeautifulgirlhood。Butafterawhilethegirlhoodwillgo。"
  "Andthegirlwillremain,"Isaid。