"Oh!Well,sheisratherplain-minded,asyoucallit。Ithinksheshowsoutherrealfeelingstoomuchforawoman。"
"Whydoyoupreferdissimulationinyoursex,mydear?"
"Idon'tcallitdissimulation。Butofcourseagirloughttohideherfeelings。Don'tyouthinkitwouldhavebeenbetterforhernottohavelookedsoobviouslyoutofhumourwhenyoufirstsawhertheothernight?"
"Shewouldn'thaveinterestedmesomuch,then,andsheprobablywouldn'thavehadyouracquaintancenow。"
"Oh,Idon'tmeantosaythateventhatkindofgirlwon'tgeton,ifshegiveshermindtoit;butIthinkIshouldpreferalittlelessplain-mindedness,asyoucallit,ifIwereaman。"
Ididnotknowexactlywhattosaytothis,andIletMrs。Marchgoon。
"It'ssointhesmallestthing。Ifyou'rechoosingathingforher,andshelikesanother,sheletsyoufeelitatonce。Idon'tmeanthatshe'srudeaboutit,butsheseemstosetherselfsosquareacrosstheway,andyoucomeupwithakindofbumpagainsther。I
don'tthinkthat'sveryfeminine。That'swhatImeanbymannish。
Youalwaysknowwheretofindher。"
Idon'tknowwhythiscriticismshouldhaveamusedmesomuch,butI
begantolaughquiteuncontrollably,andIlaughedonandon。Mrs。
Marchkepthertemperwithmeadmirably。WhenIwasquietagain,shesaid-
"Mrs。Deeringisapersonthatwinsyourheartatonce;shehasthatappealingquality。Youcanseethatshe'scowedbyherhusband,thoughhemeanstobekindtoher;andyetyoumaybesureshegetsroundhim,andhasherownwayallthetime。Iknowitwasherideatohavehimgohomeandleavethemhere,andofcourseshemadehimthinkitwashis。Shesawthataslongashewashere,andanxioustogetbacktohis'stock,'therewasnohopeofgivingMissGagethesortofchanceshecamefor,andsoshedeterminedtomanageit。
Atthesametime,youcanseethatsheistrueassteel,andwouldabhoranythinglikedeceitworsethanthepest。"
"Isee;andthatiswhyyoudislikeMissGage?"
"Dislikeher?No,Idon'tdislikeher;butsheisdisappointing。
Ifshewereaplaingirlherplain-mindednesswouldbeallright;itwouldbeamusing;shewouldturnittoaccountandmakeitseemhumorous。Butitdoesn'tseemtogowithherbeauty;ittakesawayfromthat——Idon'tknowhowtoexpressitexactly。"
"Youmeanthatshehasnocharm。"
"No;Idon'tmeanthatatall。Shehasagreatdealofcharmofacertainkind,butit'saverypeculiarkind。Afterall,thetruthisthetruth,Basil,isn'tit?"
"Itissometimes,mydear,"Iassented。
"Andthetruthhasitscharm,evenwhenit'stooblunt。"
"Ah,I'mnotsosureofthat。"
"Yes——yes,ithas。Youmustn'tsayso,Basil,orIshallloseallmyfaithinyou。IfIcouldn'ttrustyou,Idon'tknowwhatI
shoulddo。"
"Whatareyouafternow,Isabel?"
"Iamnotafteranything。Iwantyoutogoroundtoallthehotelsandseeifthereisnotsomeyoungmanyouknowatoneofthem。
Theresurelymustbe。"
"Wouldoneyoungmanbeenough?"
"Ifhewereattentiveenough,hewouldbe。Oneyoungmanisasgoodasathousandifthegirlistherightkind。"
"ButyouhavejustbeenimplyingthatMissGageiscoldandselfishandgreedy。ShallIgoroundexploringhotelregistersforavictimtosuchadivinityasthat?"
"No;youneedn'tgotillIhavehadatalkwithher。Iamnotsuresheisworthit;IamnotsurethatIwanttodoasinglethingforher。"
CHAPTERVII
Thenextday,afteranotherforenoon'sshoppingwithherfriends,Mrs。Marchannounced:"Well,now,ithasallcomeout,Basil,andI
wonderyoudidn'tgetthesecretatoncefromyourMr。Deering。
HaveyoubeensupposingthatMissGagewasapoorgirlwhomtheDeeringshaddonethefavourofbringingwiththem?"
"Why,whatofit?"Iaskedprovisionally。
"Sheisverywelloff。Herfatherisnotonlythepresident,astheycallit,ofthevillage,buthe'sthepresidentofthebank。"
"Yes;ItoldyouthatDeeringtoldmeso——"
"Butheisveryqueer。Hehaskeptherveryclosefromtheotheryoungpeople,andMrs。Deeringistheonlygirlfriendshe'severhad,andshe'sgrownupwithouthavingbeenanywherewithouthim。
Theyhadtopleadwithhimtolethercomewiththem——orMrs。
Deeringhad,——butwhenheonceconsented,heconsentedhandsomely。
Hegaveheralotofmoney,andtoldthemhewantedhertohavethebesttimethatmoneycouldbuy;andofcourseyoucanunderstandhowsuchamanwouldthinkthatmoneywouldbuyagoodtimeanywhere。
ButtheDeeringsdidn'tknowhowtogoaboutit。Sheconfessedasmuchwhenweweretalkingthegirlover。Icouldseethatshestoodinaweofhersomehowfromthebeginning,andthatshefeltmorethantheusualresponsibilityforher。Thatwasthereasonshewassoeagertogetherhusbandoffhome;aslongashewaswiththemshewouldhavetoworkeverythingthroughhim,andthatwouldbedoublelabour,becauseheissohopelesslyvillaginous,don'tyouknow,thathenevercouldrisetotheconceptionofanythingelse。
Hetookthemtoacheap,second-classhotel,andhewasafraidtogowiththemanywherebecauseheneverwassurethatitwastherightthingtodo;andhewastooproudtoask,andtheyhadtokeepproddinghimallthetime。"
"That'sdelightful!"
"Oh,Idaresayyouthinkso;butifyouknewhowitwoundedawoman'sself-respectyouwouldfeeldifferently;oryouwouldn't,rather。Butnow,thankgoodness;they'vegothimofftheirhands,andtheycanbegintobreathefreely。Thatis,Mrs。Deeringcould,ifshehadn'therheartinhermouthallthetime,wonderingwhatshecandoforthegirl,andbullyingherselfwiththenotionthatsheistoblameifshedoesn'thaveagoodtime。Youcanunderstandjusthowitwaswiththemalways。Mrs。Deeringisoneofthosemeeklittlethingsthatagreat,splendid,lonelycreaturelikeMissGagewouldtaketoinasmallplace,andperfectlycrushundertheweightofherconfidence;andshewouldwanttomakeherhusbandliveuptoheridealofthegirl,andwouldbemiserablebecausehewouldn'torcouldn't。"
"IbelievethegoodDeeringdidn'teventhinkherhandsome。"
"That'sit。AndhethoughtanythingthatwasgoodenoughforhiswifewasgoodenoughforMissGage,andhe'dbestubbornaboutdoingthingsonheraccount,eventopleasehiswife。"
"SuchconductisimaginableofthegoodDeering。Idon'tthinkhelikedher。"
"Norshehim。Mrs。Deeringhelplesslyhintedasmuch。Shesaidhedidn'tliketohaveherworryingsomuchaboutMissGage'snothavingagoodtime,andshecouldn'tmakehimfeelasshedidaboutit,andshewashalfgladforhisownsakethathehadtogohome。"
"Didshesaythat?"
"Notexactly;butyoucouldseethatshemeantit。Doyouthinkitwoulddoforthemtochangefromtheirhotel,andgototheGrandUnionortheStatesorCongressHall?"
"Haveyoubeenputtingthemuptothat,Isabel?"
"Iknewyouwouldsuspectme,andIwouldn'thaveaskedforyouropinionifIhadcaredanythingforit,really。Whatwouldbetheharmoftheirdoingit?"
"Nonewhatever,ifyoureallywantmyworthlessopinion。Butwhatcouldtheydothere?"
"Theycouldseesomethingiftheycouldn'tdoanything,andassoonasMissGagehasgothernewgownsI'mgoingtotellthemyouthoughttheycoulddoit。Itwastheirownidea,atanyrate。"
''MissGage's?"
"Mrs。Deering's。Shehasthecourageofa——Idon'tknowwhat。Sheseesthatit'sadesperatecase,andshewouldn'tstopatanything。"
"Nowthatherhusbandhasgonehome。"
"Well,whichhotelshalltheygoto?"
"Oh,thatrequiresreflection。"
"Verywell,then,whenyou'vereflectedIwantyoutogotothehotelyou'vechosen,andintroduceyourselftotheclerk,andtellhimyourwifehastwofriendscoming,andyouwantsomethingverypleasantforthem。TellhimallaboutyourselfandEveryOtherWeek。"
"He'llthinkIwantthemdeadheaded。"
"Nomatter,ifyourconscienceisclear;anddon'tbesoshamefullymodestasyoualwaysare,butspeakupboldly。Now,willyou?
Promisemeyouwill!"
"Iwilltry,asthegoodlittleboysays。But,Isabel,wedon'tknowthesepeopleexceptfromtheirownaccount。"
"Andthatisquiteenough。"
"Itwillbequiteenoughforthehotel-keeperiftheyruntheirboard。Ishallhavetopayit。"
"Now,Basildear,don'tbedisgusting,andgoanddoasyou'rebid。"
Itwasamusing,butitwasperfectlysafe,andtherewasnoreasonwhyIshouldnotengageroomsfortheladiesatanotherhotel。I
hadnottheleastquestionofthem,andIhadfailedtoworrymywifewithapretendeddoubt。SoIdecidedthatIwouldgoupatonceandinquireattheGrandUnion。Ichosethishotelbecause,thoughitlackedthefineflowerofthemoreancientrespectabilityandthelegendarycharmoftheStates,itwassospectacularthatitwouldbeinitselfaperpetualexcitementforthoseladies,andwouldformaneffectofsocietywhich,withsomehelpfromus,mightverywelldeceivethem。ThiswaswhatIsaidtomyself,thoughinmyheartIknewbetter。WhateverMrs。Deeringmightthink,thatgirlwasnotgoingtobetakeninwithanysuchsimpledevice,andI
mustcountuponthedailychancesintheplacetoaffordherthegoodtimeshehadcomefor。
AsImountedthestepstotheporticooftheGrandUnionwithmyheaddown,andlostinacalculationofthesechances,Iheardmynamegailycalled,andIlookeduptoseeyoungKendricks,formerlyofourstaffonEveryOtherWeek,andstillafrequentcontributor,andagreatfavouriteofmywife'sandmyown。Myheartgaveagreatjoyfulboundatsightofhim。
"Mydearboy,whenintheworlddidyoucome?"
"Thismorningbythesteamboattrain,andIamnever,nevergoingaway!"
"Youlikeit,then?"
"Likeit!It'sthemostdelightfulthingintheuniverse。Why,I'msimplywildaboutit,Mr。March。Igoroundsayingtomyself,WhyhaveIthrownawaymylife?WhyhaveInevercometoSaratogabefore?It'ssimplysupreme,andit'sAmericandowntotheground。
Yes;that'swhatmakesitsodelightful。Nootherpeoplecouldhaveinventedit,anditdoesn'ttrytobeanythingbutwhatwemadeit。"
"I'msogladyoulookatitinthatway。WElikeit。Wediscovereditthreeorfouryearsago,andweneverletasummerslip,ifwecanhelpit,withoutcominghereforaweekoramonth。Theplace,"
Ienlarged,"hasthecharmofruin,thoughit'sinsuchobviousrepair;ithasapast;it'ssocompletelygonebyinasocietysense。Thecottagelifeherehasn'tkilledthehotellife,asithasatNewportandBarHarbour;buttheidealofcottagelifeeverywhereelsehasmadehotellifeatSaratogaungenteel。Thehotelsarefull,butatthesametimetheyaresocietysolitudes。"
"Howgayitis!"saidtheyoungfellow,ashegazedwithapensivesmileintothestreet,whereallthosefestivevehicleswerecomingandgoing,dappledbytheleaf-shadowsfromthetalltreesoverhead。
"Whatair!whatasky!"Theonewasindeedsparkling,andtheotherwithoutacloud,forithadrainedinthenight,anditseemedasiftheweathercouldneverbehotandcloseagain。
IforgothowIhadbeenswelteringabout,andsaid:"Yes;itisaSaratogaday。It'ssupposedthatthesparkleoftheaircomesfromthehealthfulgasesthrownoffbythesprings。Somepeoplesaythespringsaredoctored;that'swhatmakestheirgasessohealthful。"
"Why,anythingmighthappenhere,"Kendricksmused,unheedfulofme。
"Whatascene!whatastage!WhyhasnobodydoneastoryaboutSaratoga?"heasked,withaliteraryturnIknewhisthoughtswouldbetaking。AllGeraldKendricks'sthoughtswereofliterature,butsometimestheywerenotofimmediateliteraryeffect,thoughthatwasneverforlong。
"Because,"Isuggested,"oneprobablycouldn'tgethisyoungladycharacterstocomehereiftheywereatallinsociety。Butofcoursetheremustbecharmingpresenceshereaccidentally。Someyounggirl,say,mightcomeherefromacountryplace,expectingtoseesocialgaiety——"
"Ah,butthatwouldbetooheart-breaking!"
"Notatall。Notifshemetsomeyoungfellowaccidentally——don'tyousee?"
"Itwouldbedifficulttomanage;andhasn'titbeendone?"
"Everythinghasbeendone,mydearfellow。Or,youmightsupposeayoungladywhocomesonherewithherfather,aveteranpolitician,delegatetotheRepublicanorDemocraticconvention——alltheconventionsmeetinSaratoga,——andsomeardentyoungdelegatefallsinlovewithher。Thatwouldbenewground。Thereyouwouldhavethepoliticalnovel,whichtheywondereverynowandthensomeofusdon'twrite。"ThesmilefadedfromKendricks'slips,andIlaughed。
"Well,then,there'snothingforitbuttheSocialScienceCongress。
Haveabrilliantprofessorwintheheartofalovelysister-in-lawofanothermemberbyapaperhereadsbeforetheCongress。No?
You'redifficult。Areyoustoppinghere?"
"Yes;areyou?"
"ItrytogivemyselftheairofitwhenIamfeelingveryproud。
Butreally,weliveatamostcharminglittlehotelonabackstreet,outofthewhirlandrushthatweshouldprefertobeinifwecouldaffordit。"Hesaiditmustbedelightful,andhemadetheproperinquiriesaboutMrs。March。Kendricksneverforgotthegentlemanintheartist,andhewasastruetotheconvenancesasiftheyhadbeenprinciples。ThatwaswhatmadeMrs。Marchlikehisstoriessomuchmorethanthestoriesofsomepeoplewhowrotebetter。Hesaidhewoulddropinduringtheafternoon,andIwentindoorsonthepretextofbuyinganewspaper。Then,withoutengagingroomsforMrs。DeeringandMissGage,Ihurriedhome。
CHAPTERVIII
"Well,didyougettherooms?"askedmywifeassoonasshesawme。
ShedidnotquitecallitacrossthestreettomeasIcameupfromwhereshesatonthepiazza。
"No,Ididn't,"Isaidboldly,ifsomewhatbreathlessly。
"Whydidn'tyou?YououghttohavegonetotheStatesiftheywerefullattheGrandUnion。"
"Theywerenotfull,unlessKendricksgottheirlastroom。"
"DoyoumeanthatHEwasthere?Mr。Kendricks?Ifyouarehoaxingme,Basil!"
"Iamnot,mydear;indeedI'mnot,"saidI,beginningtolaugh,andthismadeherdoubtmethemore。
"BecauseifyouareIshallsimplyneverforgiveyou。AndI'minearnestthistime,"shereplied。
"WhyshouldIwanttohoaxyouaboutsuchavitalthingasthat。
Couldn'tKendrickscometoSaratogaaswellaswe?He'sherelookingupthegroundofastoryIshouldthinkfromwhathesaid。"
"Nomatterwhathe'sherefor;he'shere,andthat'senough。I
neverknewofanythingsoperfectlyprovidential。DidyouTELLhim,Basil?Didyoudare?"
"Tellhimwhat?"
"Youknow;aboutMissGage。"
"Well,Icameverynearit。Idangledthefactbeforehiseyesonce,butIcaughtitawayagainintime。Heneversawit。I
thoughtI'dbetterletyoutellhim。"
"Ishecomingheretoseeus?"
"Heaskedifhemight。"
"He'salwaysnice。Idon'tknowthatIshallaskhimtodoanythingforthem,afterall;I'mnotsurethatshe'sworthit。Iwishsomecommonerpersonhadhappenedalong。Kendricksistooprecious。I
shallhavetothinkaboutit;anddon'tyouteaseme,Basil,willyou?"
"Idon'tknow。IfI'mnotallowedtohaveanyvoiceinthematter,I'mafraidIshalltakeitoutinteasing。Idon'tseewhyMissGageisn'tquiteasgoodasKendricks。Ibelieveshe'staller,andthoughhe'sprettygood-looking,Ipreferherstyleofbeauty。I
daresayhisfamilyisbetter,butIfancyshe'sricher;andhisfamilyisn'tgoodbeyondNewYorkcity,andhermoneywillgoanywhere。It'saprettyeventhing。"
"Goodgracious,Basil!youtalkasifitwereaquestionofmarriage。"
"AndyouTHINKitis。"
"NowIseethatyou'rebentuponteasing,andwewon'ttalkanymore,please。Whattimedidhesayhewouldcall?"
"IfImayn'ttalk,Ican'ttell。"
"Youmaytalkthatmuch。"
"Well,then,hedidn'tsay。"
"Basil,"saidmywife,afteramoment,"ifyoucouldbeserious,I
shouldlikeverymuchtotalkwithyou。Iknowthatyou'reexcitedbymeetingMr。Kendricks,andIknowwhatyouthoughttheinstantyousawhim。But,indeed,itwon'tdo,mydear。It'smorethanwe'veanyrighttoask,andIshallnotaskit,andIshallnotletyou。Sheisastiff,awkwardvillageperson,andIdon'tbelieveshe'samiableorintelligent;andtoletagraceful,refined,superiormanlikeMr。Kendricksthrowawayhistimeuponherwouldbewicked,simplywicked。Letthosepeoplemanageforthemselvesfromthisout。Ofcourseyoumustn'tgetthemroomsattheGrandUnionnow,forhe'dbeseeingustherewiththem,andfeelboundtopayherattention。YoumusttryforthemattheStates,sincethematter'sbeenspokenof,oratCongressHall。Butthere'snohurry。
WemusthavetimetothinkwhetherweshalluseMr。Kendrickswiththem。Isupposeitwilldonoharmtointroducehim。Ifhestayswecan'tverywellavoidit;andIconfessIshouldliketoseehowsheimpresseshim!Ofcourseweshallintroducehim!ButIinsistIshalljustdoitmerelyasonehumanbeingtoanother;anddon'tyoucomeinwithanyofyourromanticnonsense,Basil,abouthersocialdisappointment。Justhowmuchdidyougivethesituationaway?"
ItoldaswellasIcouldremember。"Well,that'snothing。He'llneverthinkofit,andyoumustn'thintanythingofthekindagain。"
Ipromiseddevoutly,andshewenton-
"Itwouldn'tbenice——itwouldn'tbedelicatetolethimintotheconspiracy。Thatmustbeentirelyouraffair,don'tyousee?AndI
don'twantyoutotakeasinglestepwithoutme。Idon'twantyoueventodiscussherwithhim。Willyou?Becausethatwilltemptyoufurther。"
ThatafternoonKendrickscamepromptlytocall,likethelittlegentlemanhewas,andhewasmoresatisfactoryaboutSaratogathanhehadbeeninthemorningeven。Mrs。Marchcatechisedhim,andshedidn'tleaveanemotionofhisunsearchedbyhervividsympathy。
Sheendedbysaying-
"YoumustwriteastoryaboutSaratoga。AndIhavegotjusttheheroineforyou。"
Istarted,butsheignoredmystart。
Kendrickslaughed,delighted,andasked,"Isshepretty?"
"Mustaheroinebepretty?"
"Shehadbetterbe。Otherwiseshewillhavetobetremendouslycleverandsayallsortsofbrilliantthings,andthatputsagreatburdenontheauthor。Ifyouproclaimboldlyatthestartthatshe'sabeauty,theillustratorhasgottolookafterher,andtheauthorhasacomparativesinecure。"
Mrs。Marchthoughtamoment,andthenshesaid:"Well,sheisabeauty。Idon'twanttomakeittoohardforyou。"
"WhenshallIseeher?"Kendricksdemanded,andhefeignedanamusinganxiety。
"Well,thatdependsuponhowyoubehave,Mr。Kendricks。Ifyouarevery,verygood,perhapsImayletyouseeherthisevening。Wewilltakeyoutocalluponher。"
"Isitpossible?Doyoumeanbusiness?Thensheis——insociety?"
"MR。Kendricks!"criedMrs。March,withburlesqueseverity。"DoyouthinkthatIwouldofferyouaheroinewhowasNOTinsociety?YouforgetthatIamfromBoston!"
"Ofcourse,ofcourse!Iunderstandthatanyheroineofyouracquaintancemustbeinsociety。ButIthought——Ididn'tknow——butforthemoment——Saratogaseemstobesotremendouslymixed;andMr。
Marchsaysthereisnosocietyhere:ButifsheisfromBoston——"
"Ididn'tsayshewasfromBoston,Mr。Kendricks。"
"Oh,Ibegyourpardon!"
"SheisfromDeWittPoint,"saidMrs。March,andsheapparentlyenjoyedhisconfusion,nolessthanmybewildermentatthecourseshewastaking。
Iwasnotgoingtobeleftbehind,though,andIsaid:"I
discoveredthisheroinemyself,Kendricks,andifthereistobeanygivingaway——"
"Now,Basil!"
"Iamgoingtodoit。Mrs。Marchwouldneverhavecaredanythingaboutherifithadn'tbeenforme。Ican'tletherimposeonyou。
ThisheroineisnomoreinsocietythansheisfromBoston。Thatisthetroublewithher。Shehascomehereforsociety,andshecan'tfindany。"
"Oh,thatwaswhatyouwerehintingatthismorning,"saidKendricks。"Ithoughtitapurefigmentoftheimagination。"
"Onedoesn'timaginesuchthingsasthat,mydearfellow。Oneimaginesaheroinecominghere,andhavingthemostmagnificentkindofsocialcareer——lawn-parties,lunches,teas,dinners,picnics,hops——andgoingbacktoDeWittPointwithadozenoffersofmarriage。That'sthekindofworktheimaginationdoes。Butthissimpleandappealingsituation——thisbeautifulyounggirl,withherpoorlittleillusions,hersecrethopeshalfhiddenfromherself,herignorantpast,hervisionaryfuture——"
"Now,_I_amgoingtotellyouallabouther,Mr。Kendricks,"Mrs。
Marchbrokeinuponme,withdefianceinhereye;andsheflungoutthewholefactwitharapidityofutterancethatwouldhaveleftfarbehindanyattemptofmine。ButImadenoattempttocompetewithher;IcontentedmyselfwithasarcasticsilencewhichIcouldseedauntedheralittleatlast。
"Andallthatwe'vedone,mydearfellow"——Itookinironythewordshelefttome——"istoloadourselvesupwiththesetwoimpossiblepeople,togotheirsecuritytodestiny,andanswerfortheirhavingagoodtime。We'reinluck。"
"Why,Idon'tknow,"saidKendricks,andIcouldseethathisfancywasbeginningtoplaywiththesituation;"Idon'tseewhyitisn'tacharmingscheme。"
"Ofcourseitis,"criedMrs。March,takingalittleheartfromhiscourage。
"Wecan'tmakeoutyetwhetherthegirlisinteresting,"Iputinmaliciously。
"ThatiswhatYOUsay,"saidmywife。"Sheisveryshy,andofcourseshewouldn'tshowoutherrealnaturetoyou。IfoundherVERYinteresting。"
"Now,Isabel!"Iprotested。
"Sheisfascinating,"theperversewomanpersisted。"Shehasafascinatingdulness。"
KendrickslaughedandIjeeredatthiscomplexcharacterisation。
"Youmakemeimpatienttojudgeformyself,"hesaid。
"Willyougowithmetocalluponthemthisevening?"askedMrs。
March。
"Ishallbedelighted。Andyoucancountuponmetoaidandabetyouinyourgenerousconspiracy,Mrs。March,tothebestofmyability。There'snothingIshouldlikebetterthantohelpyou——"
"Throw'dustinherbeautifuleyes,'"Iquoted。
"Notatall,"saidmywife。"Buttospreadabeatifichazeovereverything,sothataslongasshestaysinSaratogasheshallseeliferose-colour。Ofcourseyoumaysaythatit'sakindofdeception——"
"Notatall!"criedtheyoungfellowinhisturn。"Wewillmakeitreality。Thentherewillbenoharminit。"
"Whatajesuiticalcasuist!YouhadbetterreadwhatCardinalNewmansaysinhisApologiaaboutlying,youngman。"
Neitherofthemmindedme,forjustthentherewasastirofdraperyroundthecornerofthepiazzafromwhereweweresitting,andthenextmomentMrs。DeeringandMissGageshowedthemselves。
"Wewerejusttalkingofyou,"saidMrs。March。"MayIpresentourfriendMr。Kendricks,Mrs。Deering?AndMissGage?"
Atsightoftheyoungman,sowelldressedandgood-looking,whobowedsoprettilytoher,andthenbustledtoplacechairsforthem,acertaincloudseemedtoliftfromMissGage'sbeautifulface,andtobeatleastpartlybrokenonMrs。Deering'svisage。Ibegantotalktothegirl,andsheansweredingoodspirits,andwithmoreapparentinterestinmyconversationthanshehadyetshown,whileKendricksveryproperlydevotedhimselftotheotherladies。Bothhiseyeswereonthem,butIfeltthathehadathirdsomehowuponher,andthatthesmallestfactofherbeautyandgracewasnotlostuponhim。Iknewthatherrich,tendervoicewasdoingitswork,too,throughthecommonplacesshevouchsafedtome。TherewasamomentwhenIsawhimliftaquestioningeyebrowuponMrs。March,andsawheranswerwithafleetingfrownofaffirmation。Icannottelljusthowitwasthat,beforeheleftus,hischairwasontheothersideofMissGage's,andIwaseliminatedfromthedialogue。
Hedidnotstaytoolong。Therewasanothertableauofhimonfoot,takingleaveofMrs。March,withahighhand-shake,whichhadthenlatelycomein,andwhichIsawthegirlnote,andthenbowingtoherandtoMrs。Deering。
"Don'tforget,"mywifecalledafterhim,withareadyinventionnotlostonhisquickintelligence,"thatyou'regoingtotheconcertwithusaftertea。Eighto'clock,remember。"
"YoumaybesureIshallrememberTHAT,"hereturnedgaily。
CHAPTERIX
Thecountenancesoftheladiesfellinstantlywhenhewasgone。
"Mrs。March,"saidMrs。Deering,withanervoustremor,"didMr。
MarchgetusthoseroomsattheGrandUnion?"
"No——no,"mywifebegan,andshemadealittlepause,asiftogatherplausibility。"TheGrandUnionwasveryfull,andhethoughtthatattheStates——"
"Because,"saidMrs。Deering,"Idon'tknowasweshalltroublehim,afterall。Mr。Deeringisn'tverywell,andIguesswehavegottogohome——"
"GOHOME!"Mrs。Marchechoed,andhervoicewasatone-sceneofatopplinghopeandawidespreaddesolation。"Why,youmustn't!"
"Wemust,Iguess。Ithadbeguntobeverypleasant,and——IguessI
havegottogo。Ican'tfeeleasyabouthim。"
"Why,ofcourse,"Mrs。Marchnowassented,andshewavedherfanthoughtfullybeforeherface。Iknewwhatshewasthinkingof,andIlookedatMissGage,whohadinvoluntarilytakentheposeandexpressionofthemomentwhenIfirstsawheratthekioskinCongressPark。"AndMissGage?"
"Ohyes;Imustgotoo,"saidthegirlwistfully,forlornly。Shehadtearsinhervoice,tearsofdespairandvexation,Ishouldhavesaid。
"That'stoobad,"saidMrs。March,and,asshedidnotofferanysolutionofthematter,Ithoughtitratherheartlessofhertogoonandrubitin。"Andwewerejustplanningsomethingswecoulddotogether。"
"Itcan'tbehelpednow,"returnedthegirl。
"Butweshallseeyouagainbeforeyougo?"Mrs。Marchaskedofboth。
"Well,Idon'tknow,"saidthegirl,withalookatMrs。Deering,whonowsaid-
"Iguessso。We'llletyouknowwhenwe'regoing。"Andtheygotawayratherstiffly。
"Whyintheworld,mydear,"Iasked,"ifyouweren'tgoingtopromotetheirstay,needyouprolongtheagonyoftheiracquaintance?"
"Didyoufeelthataboutittoo?Well,Iwantedtoaskyoufirstifyouthoughtitwoulddo。"
"Whatdo?"
"Youknow;getheraroomhere。Becauseifwedoweshallhaveherliterallyonourhandsaslongaswearehere。Weshallhavetohavethewholecareandresponsibilityofher,andIwantedyoutofeeljustwhatyouweregoinginfor。YouknowverywellIcan'tdothingsbyhalves,andthatifIundertaketochaperonthisgirlI
shallchaperonher——"
"Tothebitterend。Yes;Iunderstandtheconditionsofyouruncompromisingconscience。ButIdon'tbelieveitwillbeanysuchkillingmatter。Thereareothersemi-detachedgirlsinthehouse;
shecouldgoroundwiththem。"
Wetalkedon,and,assometimeshappens,weconvincedeachothersothoroughlythatshecametomygroundandIwenttohers。Thenitwaseasierforustocometogether,andaftermakingmegototheclerkandfindoutthathehadavacantroom,Mrs。MarchagreedwithmethatitwouldnotdoatalltohaveMissGagestaywithus;thefactthattherewasavacantroomseemedtosettlethequestion。
WewerestillcongratulatingourselvesonourescapewhenMrs。
Deeringsuddenlyreappearedroundourcorneroftheverandah。Shewasalone,andshelookedexcited。
"Oh,itisn'tanything,"shesaidinanswertothealarmthatshoweditselfinMrs。March'sfaceatsightofher。"Ihopeyouwon'tthinkit'stoopresuming,Mrs。March,andIwantyoutobelievethatit'ssomethingIhavethoughtofbymyself,andthatJuliawouldn'thaveletmecomeifshehaddreamedofsuchathing。Idohatesototakeherbackwithme,nowthatshe'sbeguntohaveagoodtime,andIwaswondering——wonderingwhetheritwouldbeaskingtoomuchifItriedtogetheraroomhere。Ishouldn'texactlyliketoleaveherinthehotelalone,thoughIsupposeitwouldbeperfectlyproper;butMr。Deeringfoundoutwhenhewastryingtogetroomsbeforethatthereweresomeyoungladiesstayingbythemselveshere,andIdidn'twanttoasktheclerkforaroomunlessyoufeltjustrightaboutit。"