Iam,afterall,myfather'sandmother'sonlychild。Youhavemoretohopeforfrommethanfromanyoneelseintheworld——"
"Certainly,mademoiselle,andyoumaycountonusforlifeordeath,"
exclaimedMariette,rejoicedattheunexpectedturnofaffairs。
"Inthefirstplace,silenceforsilence,"saidRosalie。"IwillnotmarryMonsieurdeSoulas;butonethingIwillhave,andmusthave;myhelpandfavorareyoursononeconditiononly。"
"Whatisthat?"
"ImustseetheletterswhichMonsieurSavaronsendstothepostbyJerome。"
"Butwhatfor?"saidMarietteinalarm。
"Oh!merelytoreadthem,andyouyourselfshallpostthemafterwards。
Itwillcausealittledelay;thatisall。"
Atthismomenttheywentintochurch,andeachofthem,insteadofreadingtheorderofMass,fellintoherowntrainofthought。
"Dear,dear,howmanysinsarethereinallthat?"thoughtMariette。
Rosalie,whosesoul,brain,andheartwerecompletelyupsetbyreadingthestory,bythistimeregardeditashistory,writtenforherrival。
Bydintofthinkingofnothingelse,likeachild,sheendedbybelievingthatthe/EasternReview/wasnodoubtforwardedtoAlbert'slady-love。
"Oh!"saidshetoherself,herheadburiedinherhandsintheattitudeofapersonlostinprayer;"oh!howcanIgetmyfathertolookthroughthelistofpeopletowhomthe/Review/issent?"
Afterbreakfastshetookaturninthegardenwithherfather,coaxingandcajolinghim,andbroughthimtothekiosk。
"Doyousuppose,mydearlittlepapa,thatour/Review/iseverreadabroad?"
"Itisbutjuststarted——"
"Well,Iwillwagerthatitis。"
"Itishardlypossible。"
"Justgoandfindout,andnotethenamesofanysubscribersoutofFrance。"
TwohourslaterMonsieurdeWattevillesaidtohisdaughter:
"Iwasright;thereisnotoneforeignsubscriberasyet。TheyhopetogetsomeatNeufchatel,atBerne,andatGeneva。Onecopy,isinfact,senttoItaly,butitisnotpaidfor——toaMilaneseladyathercountryhouseatBelgirate,onLagoMaggiore。
"Whatishername?"
"TheDuchessed'Argaiolo。"
"Doyouknowher,papa?"
"Ihaveheardabouther。ShewasbybirthaPrincessSoderini,aFlorentine,averygreatlady,andquiteasrichasherhusband,whohasoneofthelargestfortunesinLombardy。TheirvillaontheLagoMaggioreisoneofthesightsofItaly。"
Twodaysafter,MarietteplacedthefollowingletterinMademoiselledeWatteville'shand:——
AlbertSavarontoLeopoldHannequin。
"Yes,'tisso,mydearfriend;IamatBesancon,whileyouthoughtIwastraveling。Iwouldnottellyouanythingtillsuccessshouldbegin,andnowitisdawning。Yes,mydearLeopold,aftersomanyabortiveundertakings,overwhichIhaveshedthebestofmyblood,havewastedsomanyefforts,spentsomuchcourage,Ihavemadeupmymindtodoasyouhavedone——tostartonabeatenpath,onthehighroad,asthelongestbutthesafest。Icanseeyoujumpwithsurpriseinyourlawyer'schair!
"Butdonotsupposethatanythingischangedinmypersonallife,ofwhichyoualoneintheworldknowthesecret,andthatunderthereservations/she/insistson。Ididnottellyou,myfriend;
butIwashorriblywearyofParis。Theoutcomeofthefirstenterprise,onwhichIhadfoundedallmyhopes,andwhichcametoabadendinconsequenceoftheutterrascalityofmytwopartners,whocombinedtocheatandfleeceme——me,thougheverythingwasdonebymyenergy——mademegiveupthepursuitofafortuneafterthelossofthreeyearsofmylife。Oneoftheseyearswasspentinthelawcourts,andperhapsIshouldhavecomeworseoutofthescrapeifIhadnotbeenmadetostudylawwhenI
wastwenty。
"Imadeupmymindtogointopoliticssolely,totheendthatI
maysomedayfindmynameonalistforpromotiontotheSenateunderthetitleofComteAlbertSavarondeSavarus,andsoreviveinFranceagoodnamenowextinctinBelgium——thoughindeedIamneitherlegitimatenorlegitimized。"
"Ah!Iknewit!Heisofnoblebirth!"exclaimedRosalie,droppingtheletter。
"YouknowhowconscientiouslyIstudied,howfaithfulandusefulI
wasasanobscurejournalist,andhowexcellentasecretarytothestatesmanwho,onhispart,wastruetomein1829。FlungtothedepthsoncemorebytherevolutionofJulyjustwhenmynamewasbecomingknown,attheverymomentwhen,asMasterofAppeals,I
wasabouttofindmyplaceasanecessarywheelinthepoliticalmachine,Icommittedtheblunderofremainingfaithfultothefallen,andfightingforthem,withoutthem。Oh!whywasIbutthree-and-thirty,andwhydidInotapplytoyoutomakemeeligible?Iconcealedfromyouallmydevotednessandmydangers。
Whatwouldyouhave?Iwasfulloffaith。Weshouldnothaveagreed。
"Tenmonthsago,whenyousawmesogayandcontented,writingmypoliticalarticles,Iwasindespair;Iforesawmyfate,attheageofthirty-seven,withtwothousandfrancsformywholefortune,withoutthesmallestfame,justhavingfailedinanobleundertaking,thefounding,namely,ofadailypaperansweringonlytoaneedofthefutureinsteadofappealingtothepassionsofthemoment。Ididnotknowwhichwaytoturn,andIfeltmyownvalue!Iwanderedabout,gloomyandhurt,throughthelonelyplacesofParis——Pariswhichhadslippedthroughmyfingers——
thinkingofmycrushedambitions,butnevergivingthemup。Oh,whatfranticlettersIwroteatthattimeto/her/,mysecondconscience,myotherself!SometimesIwouldsaytomyself,'WhydidIsketchsovastaprogrammeoflife?Whydemandeverything?
Whynotwaitforhappinesswhiledevotingmyselftosomemechanicalemployment。'
"IthenlookedaboutmeforsomemodestappointmentbywhichI
mightlive。Iwasabouttogettheeditorshipofapaperunderamanagerwhodidnotknowmuchaboutit,amanofwealthandambition,whenItookfright。'Would/she/everacceptasherhusbandamanwhohadstoopedsolow?'Iwondered。
"Thisreflectionmademetwo-and-twentyagain。But,oh,mydearLeopold,howthesouliswornbytheseperplexities!Whatmustnotthecagedeaglessuffer,andimprisonedlions!——TheysufferwhatNapoleonsuffered,notatSaintHelena,butontheQuayoftheTuileries,onthe10thofAugust,whenhesawLouisXVI。defendinghimselfsobadlywhilehecouldhavequelledtheinsurrection;asheactuallydid,onthesamespot,alittlelater,inVendemiaire。
Well,mylifehasbeenatormentofthatkind,extendingoverfouryears。HowmanyaspeechtotheChamberhaveInotdeliveredinthedesertedalleysoftheBoisdeBoulogne!Thesewastedharangueshaveatanyratesharpenedmytongueandaccustomedmymindtoformulateitsideasinwords。AndwhileIwasundergoingthissecrettorture,youweregettingmarried,youhadpaidforyourbusiness,youweremadelaw-clerktotheMaireofyourdistrict,aftergainingacrossforawoundatSaint-Merri。
"Now,listen。WhenIwasasmallboyandtorturedcock-chafers,thepoorinsectshadoneformofstrugglewhichusedalmosttoputmeinafever。ItwaswhenIsawthemmakingrepeatedeffortstoflybutwithoutgettingaway,thoughtheycouldspreadtheirwings。Weusedtosay,'Theyaremarkingtime。'Nowwasthissympathy?Wasitavisionofmyownfuture?——Oh!tospreadmywingsandyetbeunabletofly!ThathasbeenmypredicamentsincethatfineundertakingbywhichIwasdisgusted,butwhichhasnowmadefourfamiliesrich。
"Atlast,sevenmonthsago,IdeterminedtomakemyselfanameattheParisBar,seeinghowmanyvacancieshadbeenleftbythepromotionofseverallawyerstoeminentpositions。ButwhenI
rememberedtherivalryIhadseenamongmenofthepress,andhowdifficultitistoachieveanythingofanykindinParis,thearenawheresomanychampionsmeet,Icametoadeterminationpainfultomyself,butcertaininitsresults,andperhapsquickerthananyother。InthecourseofourconversationsyouhadgivenmeapictureofthesocietyofBesancon,oftheimpossibilityforastrangertogetonthere,toproducethesmallesteffect,togetintosociety,ortosucceedinanywaywhatever。ItwastherethatIdeterminedtosetupmyflag,thinking,andrightly,thatI
shouldmeetwithnoopposition,butfindmyselfalonetocanvassfortheelection。ThepeopleoftheComtewillnotmeettheoutsider?Theoutsiderwillmeetthem!Theyrefusetoadmithimtotheirdrawing-rooms,hewillnevergothere!Henevershowshimselfanywhere,noteveninthestreets!Butthereisoneclassthatelectsthedeputies——thecommercialclass。Iamgoingespeciallytostudycommercialquestions,withwhichIamalreadyfamiliar;Iwillgaintheirlawsuits,Iwilleffectcompromises,I
willbethegreatestpleaderinBesancon。ByandbyIwillstarta/Review/,inwhichIwilldefendtheinterestsofthecountry,willcreatethem,orpreservethem,orresuscitatethem。WhenI
shallhavewonasufficientnumberofvotes,mynamewillcomeoutoftheurn。Foralongtimetheunknownbarristerwillbetreatedwithcontempt,butsomecircumstancewillarisetobringhimtothefront——someunpaiddefence,oracasewhichnootherpleaderwillundertake。
"Well,mydearLeopold,Ipackedupmybooksinelevencases,I
boughtsuchlaw-booksasmightproveuseful,andIsenteverythingoff,furnitureandall,bycarriertoBesancon。Icollectedmydiplomas,andIwenttobidyougood-bye。ThemailcoachdroppedmeatBesancon,where,inthreedays'time,Ichosealittlesetofroomslookingoutoversomegardens。IsumptuouslyarrangedthemysteriousprivateroomwhereIspendmynightsanddays,andwheretheportraitofmydivinityreigns——ofhertowhommylifeisdedicate,whofillsitwholly,whoisthemainspringofmyefforts,thesecretofmycourage,thecauseofmytalents。Then,assoonasthefurnitureandbookshadcome,Iengagedanintelligentman-servant,andthereIsatforfivemonthslikeahibernatingmarmot。
"Mynamehad,however,beenenteredonthelistoflawyersinthetown。AtlastIwascalledonedaytodefendanunhappywretchattheAssizes,nodoubtinordertohearmespeakforonce!OneofthemostinfluentialmerchantsofBesanconwasonthejury;hehadadifficulttasktofulfil;Ididmyutmostfortheman,andmysuccesswasabsoluteandcomplete。Myclientwasinnocent;Iverydramaticallysecuredthearrestoftherealcriminals,whohadcomeforwardaswitnesses。Inshort,theCourtandthepublicwereunitedintheiradmiration。Imanagedtosavetheexaminingmagistrate'spridebypointingouttheimpossibilityofdetectingaplotsoskilfullyplanned。
"ThenIhadtofightacaseformymerchant,andwonhissuit。TheCathedralChapternextchosemetodefendatremendousactionagainstthetown,whichhadbeengoingonforfouryears;Iwonthat。Thus,afterthreetrials,IhadbecomethemostfamousadvocateofFranche-Comte。
"ButIburymylifeinthedeepestmystery,andsohidemyaims。I
haveadoptedhabitswhichpreventmyacceptinganyinvitations。I
amonlytobeconsultedbetweensixandeightinthemorning;Igotobedaftermydinner,andworkatnight。TheVicar-General,amanofparts,andveryinfluential,whoplacedtheChapter'scaseinmyhandsaftertheyhadlostitinthelowerCourt,ofcourseprofessedtheirgratitude。'Monsieur,'saidI,'Iwillwinyoursuit,butIwantnofee;Iwantmore'startofalarmontheAbbe'spart。'YoumustknowthatIamagreatloserbyputtingmyselfforwardinantagonismtothetown。Icamehereonlytoleavetheplaceasdeputy。Imeantoengageonlyincommercialcases,becausecommercialmenreturnthemembers;theywilldistrustmeifIdefend"thepriests"——fortothemyouaresimplypriests。IfIundertakeyourdefence,itisbecauseIwas,in1828,privatesecretarytosuchaMinister'againastartofsurpriseonthepartofmyAbbe,'andMasterofAppeals,underthenameofAlbertdeSavarus'anotherstart。'Ihaveremainedfaithfultomonarchicalopinions;but,asyouhavenotthemajorityofvotesinBesancon,Imustgainvotesamongthecitizens。SothefeeIaskofyouisthevotesyoumaybeablesecretlytosecureformeattheopportunemoment。Letuseachkeepourowncounsel,andIwilldefend,fornothing,everycasetowhichapriestofthisdiocesemaybeaparty。Notawordaboutmypreviouslife,andwewillbetruetoeachother。'
"Whenhecametothankmeafterwards,hegavemeanoteforfivehundredfrancs,andsaidinmyear,'Thevotesareabargainallthesame。'——Ihaveinthecourseoffiveinterviewsmadeafriend,Ithink,ofthisVicar-General。
"NowIamoverwhelmedwithbusiness,andIundertakenocasesbutthosebroughttomebymerchants,sayingthatcommercialquestionsaremyspecialty。Thislineofconductattachesbusinessmentome,andallowsmetomakefriendswithinfluentialpersons。Soallgoeswell。WithinafewmonthsIshallhavefoundahousetopurchaseinBesancon,soastosecureaqualification。Icountonyourlendingmethenecessarycapitalforthisinvestment。IfI
shoulddie,ifIshouldfail,thelosswouldbetoosmalltobeanyconsiderationbetweenyouandme。Youwillgettheinterestoutoftherental,andIshalltakegoodcaretolookoutforsomethingcheap,sothatyoumaylosenothingbythismortgage,whichisindispensable。
"Oh!mydearLeopold,nogamblerwiththelastremainsofhisfortuneinhispocket,bentonstakingitattheCercledesEtrangersforthelasttimeonenight,whenhemustcomeawayrichorruined,everfeltsuchaperpetualringinginhisears,suchanervousmoistureonhispalms,suchafeveredtumultinhisbrain,suchinwardqualmsinhisbodyasIgothrougheverydaynowthatIamplayingmylastcardinthegameofambition。Alas!mydearandonlyfriend,fornearlytenyearsnowIhavebeenstruggling。
Thisbattlewithmenandthings,inwhichIhaveunceasinglypouredoutmystrengthandenergy,andsoconstantlywornthespringsofdesire,has,sotospeak,underminedmyvitality。Withalltheappearanceofastrongmanofgoodhealth,Ifeelmyselfawreck。Everydaycarrieswithitashredofmyinmostlife。AteveryfresheffortIfeelthatIshouldneverbeabletobeginagain。Ihavenopower,novigorleftbutforhappiness;andifitshouldnevercometocrownmyheadwithroses,the/me/thatisreallymewouldceasetoexist,Ishouldbearuinedthing。I
shouldwishfornothingmoreintheworld。Ishouldwanttoceasefromliving。Youknowthatpowerandfame,thevastmoralempirethatIcrave,isbutsecondary;itistomeonlyameanstohappiness,thepedestalformyidol。
"Toreachthegoalanddie,liketherunnerofantiquity!Toseefortuneanddeathstandonthethresholdhandinhand!Towinthebelovedwomanjustwhenloveisextinct!Tolosethefacultyofenjoymentafterearningtherighttobehappy!——Ofhowmanymenhasthisbeenthefate!
"ButtheresurelyisamomentwhenTantalusrebels,crosseshisarms,anddefieshell,throwinguphispartoftheeternaldupe。
ThatiswhatIshallcometoifanythingshouldthwartmyplan;
if,afterstoopingtothedustofprovinciallife,prowlinglikeastarvingtigerroundthesetradesmen,theseelectors,tosecuretheirvotes;if,afterwranglinginthesesqualidcases,andgivingthemmytime——thetimeImighthavespentonLagoMaggiore,seeingthewatersshesees,baskinginhergaze,hearinghervoice——if,afterall,IfailedtoscalethetribuneandconquertheglorythatshouldsurroundthenamethatistosucceedtothatofArgaiolo!Nay,morethanthis,Leopold;therearedayswhenIfeelaheadylanguor;deepdisgustsurgesupfromthedepthsofmysoul,especiallywhen,abandonedtolongday-dreams,Ihavelostmyselfinanticipationofthejoysofblissfullove!Mayitnotbethatourdesirehasonlyacertainmodicumofpower,andthatitperishes,perhaps,ofatoolavisheffusionofitsessence?For,afterall,atthispresent,mylifeisfair,illuminatedbyfaith,work,andlove。
"Farewell,myfriend;Isendlovetoyourchildren,andbegyoutoremembermetoyourexcellentwife——Yours,"ALBERT。"
Rosaliereadthislettertwicethrough,anditsgeneralpurportwasstampedonherheart。ShesuddenlysawthewholeofAlbert'spreviousexistence,forherquickintelligencethrewlightonallthedetails,andenabledhertotakeitallin。Byaddingthisinformationtothelittlenovelpublishedinthe/Review/,shenowfullyunderstoodAlbert。Ofcourse,sheexaggeratedthegreatness,remarkableasitwas,ofthisloftysoulandpotentwill,andherloveforAlbertthenceforthbecameapassion,itsviolenceenhancedbyallthestrengthofheryouth,thewearinessofhersolitude,andtheunspentenergyofhercharacter。Loveisinayounggirltheeffectofanaturallaw;butwhenhercravingforaffectioniscenteredinanexceptionalman,itismingledwiththeenthusiasmwhichoverflowsinayouthfulheart。ThusMademoiselledeWattevillehadinafewdaysreachedamorbidandverydangerousstageofenamoredinfatuation。TheBaronesswasmuchpleasedwithherdaughter,who,beingunderthespellofherabsorbingthoughts,neverresistedherwill,seemedtobedevotedtofeminineoccupations,andrealizedhermother'sidealofadociledaughter。
ThelawyerwasnowengagedinCourttwoorthreetimesaweek。Thoughhewasoverwhelmedwithbusiness,hefoundtimetoattendthetrials,callonthelitigiousmerchants,andconductthe/Review/;keepinguphispersonalmystery,fromtheconvictionthatthemorecovertandhiddenwashisinfluence,themorerealitwouldbe。Butheneglectednomeansofsuccess,readingupthelistofelectorsofBesancon,andfindingouttheirinterests,theircharacters,theirvariousfriendshipsandantipathies。DideveraCardinalhopingtobemadePopegivehimselfmoretrouble?
OneeveningMariette,oncomingtodressRosalieforaneveningparty,handedtoher,notwithoutmanygroansoverthistreachery,aletterofwhichtheaddressmadeMademoiselledeWattevilleshiverandreddenandturnpaleagainasshereadtheaddress:
ToMadamelaDuchessed'ArgaioloneePrincesseSoderini
AtBelgirate,LagoMaggiore,Italy。
Inhereyesthisdirectionblazedasthewords/Mene/,/Tekel/,/Upharsin/,didintheeyesofBelshazzar。Afterconcealingtheletter,RosaliewentdownstairstoaccompanyhermothertoMadamedeChavoncourt's;andaslongastheendlesseveninglasted,shewastormentedbyremorseandscruples。ShehadalreadyfeltshameathavingviolatedthesecrecyofAlbert'slettertoLeopold;shehadseveraltimesaskedherselfwhether,ifheknewofhercrime,infamousinasmuchasitnecessarilygoesunpunished,thehigh-mindedAlbertcouldesteemher。Herconscienceansweredanuncompromising"No。"
Shehadexpiatedhersinbyself-imposedpenances;shefasted,shemortifiedherselfbyremainingonherknees,herarmsoutstretchedforhours,andrepeatingprayersallthetime。ShehadcompelledMariettetosimilarsetsofrepentance;herpassionwasmingledwithgenuineasceticism,andwasallthemoredangerous。
"ShallIreadthatletter,shallInot?"sheaskedherself,whilelisteningtotheChavoncourtgirls。Onewassixteen,theotherseventeenandahalf。Rosalielookeduponhertwofriendsasmerechildrenbecausetheywerenotsecretlyinlove——"IfIreadit,"shefinallydecided,afterhesitatingforanhourbetweenYesandNo,"itshall,atanyrate,bethelast。SinceIhavegonesofarastoseewhathewrotetohisfriend,whyshouldInotknowwhathesaysto/her/?Ifitisahorriblecrime,isitnotaproofoflove?Oh,Albert!amInotyourwife?"
WhenRosaliewasinbedsheopenedtheletter,datedfromdaytoday,soastogivetheDuchessafaithfulpictureofAlbert'slifeandfeelings。
"25th。
"MydearSoul,alliswell。TomyotherconquestsIhavejustaddedaninvaluableone:Ihavedoneaservicetooneofthemostinfluentialmenwhoworktheelections。Likethecritics,whomakeothermen'sreputationsbutcannevermaketheirown,hemakesdeputiesthoughhenevercanbecomeone。Theworthymanwantedtoshowhisgratitudewithoutlooseninghispurse-stringsbysayingtome,'WouldyoucaretositintheChamber?Icangetyoureturnedasdeputy。'
"'IfIevermakeupmymindtoenteronapoliticalcareer,'
repliedIhypocritically,'itwouldbetodevotemyselftotheComte,whichIlove,andwhereIamappreciated。'
"'Well,'hesaid,'wewillpersuadeyou,andthroughyouweshallhaveweightintheChamber,foryouwilldistinguishyourselfthere。'
"Andso,mybelovedangel,saywhatyouwill,myperseverancewillberewarded。ErelongIshall,fromthehighplaceoftheFrenchTribune,comebeforemycountry,beforeEurope。MynamewillbeflungtoyoubythehundredvoicesoftheFrenchpress。
"Yes,asyoutellme,IwasoldwhenIcametoBesancon,andBesanconhasagedmemore;but,likeSixtusV。,Ishallbeyoungagainthedayaftermyelection。Ishallenteronmytruelife,myownsphere。Shallwenotthenstandinthesameline?CountSavarondeSavarus,AmbassadorIknownotwhere,maysurelymarryaPrincessSoderini,thewidowoftheDucd'Argaiolo!Triumphrestorestheyouthofmenwhohavebeenpreservedbyincessantstruggles。Oh,myLife!withwhatgladnessdidIflyfrommylibrarytomyprivateroom,totellyourportraitofthisprogressbeforewritingtoyou!Yes,thevotesIcancommand,thoseoftheVicar-General,ofthepersonsIcanoblige,andofthisclient,makemyelectionalreadysure。
"26th。
"Wehaveenteredonthetwelfthyearsincethatblesteveningwhen,byalook,thebeautifulDuchesssealedthepromisesmadebytheexileFrancesca。You,dear,arethirty-two,Iamthirty-five;
thedearDukeisseventy-seven——thatistosay,tenyearsmorethanyoursandmineputtogether,andhestillkeepswell!Mypatienceisalmostasgreatasmylove,andindeedIneedafewyearsyettorisetothelevelofyourname。Asyousee,Iamingoodspiritsto-day,Icanlaugh;thatistheeffectofhope。
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