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第7章

  Iam,afterall,myfather'sandmother'sonlychild。Youhavemoretohopeforfrommethanfromanyoneelseintheworld——"
  "Certainly,mademoiselle,andyoumaycountonusforlifeordeath,"
  exclaimedMariette,rejoicedattheunexpectedturnofaffairs。
  "Inthefirstplace,silenceforsilence,"saidRosalie。"IwillnotmarryMonsieurdeSoulas;butonethingIwillhave,andmusthave;myhelpandfavorareyoursononeconditiononly。"
  "Whatisthat?"
  "ImustseetheletterswhichMonsieurSavaronsendstothepostbyJerome。"
  "Butwhatfor?"saidMarietteinalarm。
  "Oh!merelytoreadthem,andyouyourselfshallpostthemafterwards。
  Itwillcausealittledelay;thatisall。"
  Atthismomenttheywentintochurch,andeachofthem,insteadofreadingtheorderofMass,fellintoherowntrainofthought。
  "Dear,dear,howmanysinsarethereinallthat?"thoughtMariette。
  Rosalie,whosesoul,brain,andheartwerecompletelyupsetbyreadingthestory,bythistimeregardeditashistory,writtenforherrival。
  Bydintofthinkingofnothingelse,likeachild,sheendedbybelievingthatthe/EasternReview/wasnodoubtforwardedtoAlbert'slady-love。
  "Oh!"saidshetoherself,herheadburiedinherhandsintheattitudeofapersonlostinprayer;"oh!howcanIgetmyfathertolookthroughthelistofpeopletowhomthe/Review/issent?"
  Afterbreakfastshetookaturninthegardenwithherfather,coaxingandcajolinghim,andbroughthimtothekiosk。
  "Doyousuppose,mydearlittlepapa,thatour/Review/iseverreadabroad?"
  "Itisbutjuststarted——"
  "Well,Iwillwagerthatitis。"
  "Itishardlypossible。"
  "Justgoandfindout,andnotethenamesofanysubscribersoutofFrance。"
  TwohourslaterMonsieurdeWattevillesaidtohisdaughter:
  "Iwasright;thereisnotoneforeignsubscriberasyet。TheyhopetogetsomeatNeufchatel,atBerne,andatGeneva。Onecopy,isinfact,senttoItaly,butitisnotpaidfor——toaMilaneseladyathercountryhouseatBelgirate,onLagoMaggiore。
  "Whatishername?"
  "TheDuchessed'Argaiolo。"
  "Doyouknowher,papa?"
  "Ihaveheardabouther。ShewasbybirthaPrincessSoderini,aFlorentine,averygreatlady,andquiteasrichasherhusband,whohasoneofthelargestfortunesinLombardy。TheirvillaontheLagoMaggioreisoneofthesightsofItaly。"
  Twodaysafter,MarietteplacedthefollowingletterinMademoiselledeWatteville'shand:——
  AlbertSavarontoLeopoldHannequin。
  "Yes,'tisso,mydearfriend;IamatBesancon,whileyouthoughtIwastraveling。Iwouldnottellyouanythingtillsuccessshouldbegin,andnowitisdawning。Yes,mydearLeopold,aftersomanyabortiveundertakings,overwhichIhaveshedthebestofmyblood,havewastedsomanyefforts,spentsomuchcourage,Ihavemadeupmymindtodoasyouhavedone——tostartonabeatenpath,onthehighroad,asthelongestbutthesafest。Icanseeyoujumpwithsurpriseinyourlawyer'schair!
  "Butdonotsupposethatanythingischangedinmypersonallife,ofwhichyoualoneintheworldknowthesecret,andthatunderthereservations/she/insistson。Ididnottellyou,myfriend;
  butIwashorriblywearyofParis。Theoutcomeofthefirstenterprise,onwhichIhadfoundedallmyhopes,andwhichcametoabadendinconsequenceoftheutterrascalityofmytwopartners,whocombinedtocheatandfleeceme——me,thougheverythingwasdonebymyenergy——mademegiveupthepursuitofafortuneafterthelossofthreeyearsofmylife。Oneoftheseyearswasspentinthelawcourts,andperhapsIshouldhavecomeworseoutofthescrapeifIhadnotbeenmadetostudylawwhenI
  wastwenty。
  "Imadeupmymindtogointopoliticssolely,totheendthatI
  maysomedayfindmynameonalistforpromotiontotheSenateunderthetitleofComteAlbertSavarondeSavarus,andsoreviveinFranceagoodnamenowextinctinBelgium——thoughindeedIamneitherlegitimatenorlegitimized。"
  "Ah!Iknewit!Heisofnoblebirth!"exclaimedRosalie,droppingtheletter。
  "YouknowhowconscientiouslyIstudied,howfaithfulandusefulI
  wasasanobscurejournalist,andhowexcellentasecretarytothestatesmanwho,onhispart,wastruetomein1829。FlungtothedepthsoncemorebytherevolutionofJulyjustwhenmynamewasbecomingknown,attheverymomentwhen,asMasterofAppeals,I
  wasabouttofindmyplaceasanecessarywheelinthepoliticalmachine,Icommittedtheblunderofremainingfaithfultothefallen,andfightingforthem,withoutthem。Oh!whywasIbutthree-and-thirty,andwhydidInotapplytoyoutomakemeeligible?Iconcealedfromyouallmydevotednessandmydangers。
  Whatwouldyouhave?Iwasfulloffaith。Weshouldnothaveagreed。
  "Tenmonthsago,whenyousawmesogayandcontented,writingmypoliticalarticles,Iwasindespair;Iforesawmyfate,attheageofthirty-seven,withtwothousandfrancsformywholefortune,withoutthesmallestfame,justhavingfailedinanobleundertaking,thefounding,namely,ofadailypaperansweringonlytoaneedofthefutureinsteadofappealingtothepassionsofthemoment。Ididnotknowwhichwaytoturn,andIfeltmyownvalue!Iwanderedabout,gloomyandhurt,throughthelonelyplacesofParis——Pariswhichhadslippedthroughmyfingers——
  thinkingofmycrushedambitions,butnevergivingthemup。Oh,whatfranticlettersIwroteatthattimeto/her/,mysecondconscience,myotherself!SometimesIwouldsaytomyself,'WhydidIsketchsovastaprogrammeoflife?Whydemandeverything?
  Whynotwaitforhappinesswhiledevotingmyselftosomemechanicalemployment。'
  "IthenlookedaboutmeforsomemodestappointmentbywhichI
  mightlive。Iwasabouttogettheeditorshipofapaperunderamanagerwhodidnotknowmuchaboutit,amanofwealthandambition,whenItookfright。'Would/she/everacceptasherhusbandamanwhohadstoopedsolow?'Iwondered。
  "Thisreflectionmademetwo-and-twentyagain。But,oh,mydearLeopold,howthesouliswornbytheseperplexities!Whatmustnotthecagedeaglessuffer,andimprisonedlions!——TheysufferwhatNapoleonsuffered,notatSaintHelena,butontheQuayoftheTuileries,onthe10thofAugust,whenhesawLouisXVI。defendinghimselfsobadlywhilehecouldhavequelledtheinsurrection;asheactuallydid,onthesamespot,alittlelater,inVendemiaire。
  Well,mylifehasbeenatormentofthatkind,extendingoverfouryears。HowmanyaspeechtotheChamberhaveInotdeliveredinthedesertedalleysoftheBoisdeBoulogne!Thesewastedharangueshaveatanyratesharpenedmytongueandaccustomedmymindtoformulateitsideasinwords。AndwhileIwasundergoingthissecrettorture,youweregettingmarried,youhadpaidforyourbusiness,youweremadelaw-clerktotheMaireofyourdistrict,aftergainingacrossforawoundatSaint-Merri。
  "Now,listen。WhenIwasasmallboyandtorturedcock-chafers,thepoorinsectshadoneformofstrugglewhichusedalmosttoputmeinafever。ItwaswhenIsawthemmakingrepeatedeffortstoflybutwithoutgettingaway,thoughtheycouldspreadtheirwings。Weusedtosay,'Theyaremarkingtime。'Nowwasthissympathy?Wasitavisionofmyownfuture?——Oh!tospreadmywingsandyetbeunabletofly!ThathasbeenmypredicamentsincethatfineundertakingbywhichIwasdisgusted,butwhichhasnowmadefourfamiliesrich。
  "Atlast,sevenmonthsago,IdeterminedtomakemyselfanameattheParisBar,seeinghowmanyvacancieshadbeenleftbythepromotionofseverallawyerstoeminentpositions。ButwhenI
  rememberedtherivalryIhadseenamongmenofthepress,andhowdifficultitistoachieveanythingofanykindinParis,thearenawheresomanychampionsmeet,Icametoadeterminationpainfultomyself,butcertaininitsresults,andperhapsquickerthananyother。InthecourseofourconversationsyouhadgivenmeapictureofthesocietyofBesancon,oftheimpossibilityforastrangertogetonthere,toproducethesmallesteffect,togetintosociety,ortosucceedinanywaywhatever。ItwastherethatIdeterminedtosetupmyflag,thinking,andrightly,thatI
  shouldmeetwithnoopposition,butfindmyselfalonetocanvassfortheelection。ThepeopleoftheComtewillnotmeettheoutsider?Theoutsiderwillmeetthem!Theyrefusetoadmithimtotheirdrawing-rooms,hewillnevergothere!Henevershowshimselfanywhere,noteveninthestreets!Butthereisoneclassthatelectsthedeputies——thecommercialclass。Iamgoingespeciallytostudycommercialquestions,withwhichIamalreadyfamiliar;Iwillgaintheirlawsuits,Iwilleffectcompromises,I
  willbethegreatestpleaderinBesancon。ByandbyIwillstarta/Review/,inwhichIwilldefendtheinterestsofthecountry,willcreatethem,orpreservethem,orresuscitatethem。WhenI
  shallhavewonasufficientnumberofvotes,mynamewillcomeoutoftheurn。Foralongtimetheunknownbarristerwillbetreatedwithcontempt,butsomecircumstancewillarisetobringhimtothefront——someunpaiddefence,oracasewhichnootherpleaderwillundertake。
  "Well,mydearLeopold,Ipackedupmybooksinelevencases,I
  boughtsuchlaw-booksasmightproveuseful,andIsenteverythingoff,furnitureandall,bycarriertoBesancon。Icollectedmydiplomas,andIwenttobidyougood-bye。ThemailcoachdroppedmeatBesancon,where,inthreedays'time,Ichosealittlesetofroomslookingoutoversomegardens。IsumptuouslyarrangedthemysteriousprivateroomwhereIspendmynightsanddays,andwheretheportraitofmydivinityreigns——ofhertowhommylifeisdedicate,whofillsitwholly,whoisthemainspringofmyefforts,thesecretofmycourage,thecauseofmytalents。Then,assoonasthefurnitureandbookshadcome,Iengagedanintelligentman-servant,andthereIsatforfivemonthslikeahibernatingmarmot。
  "Mynamehad,however,beenenteredonthelistoflawyersinthetown。AtlastIwascalledonedaytodefendanunhappywretchattheAssizes,nodoubtinordertohearmespeakforonce!OneofthemostinfluentialmerchantsofBesanconwasonthejury;hehadadifficulttasktofulfil;Ididmyutmostfortheman,andmysuccesswasabsoluteandcomplete。Myclientwasinnocent;Iverydramaticallysecuredthearrestoftherealcriminals,whohadcomeforwardaswitnesses。Inshort,theCourtandthepublicwereunitedintheiradmiration。Imanagedtosavetheexaminingmagistrate'spridebypointingouttheimpossibilityofdetectingaplotsoskilfullyplanned。
  "ThenIhadtofightacaseformymerchant,andwonhissuit。TheCathedralChapternextchosemetodefendatremendousactionagainstthetown,whichhadbeengoingonforfouryears;Iwonthat。Thus,afterthreetrials,IhadbecomethemostfamousadvocateofFranche-Comte。
  "ButIburymylifeinthedeepestmystery,andsohidemyaims。I
  haveadoptedhabitswhichpreventmyacceptinganyinvitations。I
  amonlytobeconsultedbetweensixandeightinthemorning;Igotobedaftermydinner,andworkatnight。TheVicar-General,amanofparts,andveryinfluential,whoplacedtheChapter'scaseinmyhandsaftertheyhadlostitinthelowerCourt,ofcourseprofessedtheirgratitude。'Monsieur,'saidI,'Iwillwinyoursuit,butIwantnofee;Iwantmore'startofalarmontheAbbe'spart。'YoumustknowthatIamagreatloserbyputtingmyselfforwardinantagonismtothetown。Icamehereonlytoleavetheplaceasdeputy。Imeantoengageonlyincommercialcases,becausecommercialmenreturnthemembers;theywilldistrustmeifIdefend"thepriests"——fortothemyouaresimplypriests。IfIundertakeyourdefence,itisbecauseIwas,in1828,privatesecretarytosuchaMinister'againastartofsurpriseonthepartofmyAbbe,'andMasterofAppeals,underthenameofAlbertdeSavarus'anotherstart。'Ihaveremainedfaithfultomonarchicalopinions;but,asyouhavenotthemajorityofvotesinBesancon,Imustgainvotesamongthecitizens。SothefeeIaskofyouisthevotesyoumaybeablesecretlytosecureformeattheopportunemoment。Letuseachkeepourowncounsel,andIwilldefend,fornothing,everycasetowhichapriestofthisdiocesemaybeaparty。Notawordaboutmypreviouslife,andwewillbetruetoeachother。'
  "Whenhecametothankmeafterwards,hegavemeanoteforfivehundredfrancs,andsaidinmyear,'Thevotesareabargainallthesame。'——Ihaveinthecourseoffiveinterviewsmadeafriend,Ithink,ofthisVicar-General。
  "NowIamoverwhelmedwithbusiness,andIundertakenocasesbutthosebroughttomebymerchants,sayingthatcommercialquestionsaremyspecialty。Thislineofconductattachesbusinessmentome,andallowsmetomakefriendswithinfluentialpersons。Soallgoeswell。WithinafewmonthsIshallhavefoundahousetopurchaseinBesancon,soastosecureaqualification。Icountonyourlendingmethenecessarycapitalforthisinvestment。IfI
  shoulddie,ifIshouldfail,thelosswouldbetoosmalltobeanyconsiderationbetweenyouandme。Youwillgettheinterestoutoftherental,andIshalltakegoodcaretolookoutforsomethingcheap,sothatyoumaylosenothingbythismortgage,whichisindispensable。
  "Oh!mydearLeopold,nogamblerwiththelastremainsofhisfortuneinhispocket,bentonstakingitattheCercledesEtrangersforthelasttimeonenight,whenhemustcomeawayrichorruined,everfeltsuchaperpetualringinginhisears,suchanervousmoistureonhispalms,suchafeveredtumultinhisbrain,suchinwardqualmsinhisbodyasIgothrougheverydaynowthatIamplayingmylastcardinthegameofambition。Alas!mydearandonlyfriend,fornearlytenyearsnowIhavebeenstruggling。
  Thisbattlewithmenandthings,inwhichIhaveunceasinglypouredoutmystrengthandenergy,andsoconstantlywornthespringsofdesire,has,sotospeak,underminedmyvitality。Withalltheappearanceofastrongmanofgoodhealth,Ifeelmyselfawreck。Everydaycarrieswithitashredofmyinmostlife。AteveryfresheffortIfeelthatIshouldneverbeabletobeginagain。Ihavenopower,novigorleftbutforhappiness;andifitshouldnevercometocrownmyheadwithroses,the/me/thatisreallymewouldceasetoexist,Ishouldbearuinedthing。I
  shouldwishfornothingmoreintheworld。Ishouldwanttoceasefromliving。Youknowthatpowerandfame,thevastmoralempirethatIcrave,isbutsecondary;itistomeonlyameanstohappiness,thepedestalformyidol。
  "Toreachthegoalanddie,liketherunnerofantiquity!Toseefortuneanddeathstandonthethresholdhandinhand!Towinthebelovedwomanjustwhenloveisextinct!Tolosethefacultyofenjoymentafterearningtherighttobehappy!——Ofhowmanymenhasthisbeenthefate!
  "ButtheresurelyisamomentwhenTantalusrebels,crosseshisarms,anddefieshell,throwinguphispartoftheeternaldupe。
  ThatiswhatIshallcometoifanythingshouldthwartmyplan;
  if,afterstoopingtothedustofprovinciallife,prowlinglikeastarvingtigerroundthesetradesmen,theseelectors,tosecuretheirvotes;if,afterwranglinginthesesqualidcases,andgivingthemmytime——thetimeImighthavespentonLagoMaggiore,seeingthewatersshesees,baskinginhergaze,hearinghervoice——if,afterall,IfailedtoscalethetribuneandconquertheglorythatshouldsurroundthenamethatistosucceedtothatofArgaiolo!Nay,morethanthis,Leopold;therearedayswhenIfeelaheadylanguor;deepdisgustsurgesupfromthedepthsofmysoul,especiallywhen,abandonedtolongday-dreams,Ihavelostmyselfinanticipationofthejoysofblissfullove!Mayitnotbethatourdesirehasonlyacertainmodicumofpower,andthatitperishes,perhaps,ofatoolavisheffusionofitsessence?For,afterall,atthispresent,mylifeisfair,illuminatedbyfaith,work,andlove。
  "Farewell,myfriend;Isendlovetoyourchildren,andbegyoutoremembermetoyourexcellentwife——Yours,"ALBERT。"
  Rosaliereadthislettertwicethrough,anditsgeneralpurportwasstampedonherheart。ShesuddenlysawthewholeofAlbert'spreviousexistence,forherquickintelligencethrewlightonallthedetails,andenabledhertotakeitallin。Byaddingthisinformationtothelittlenovelpublishedinthe/Review/,shenowfullyunderstoodAlbert。Ofcourse,sheexaggeratedthegreatness,remarkableasitwas,ofthisloftysoulandpotentwill,andherloveforAlbertthenceforthbecameapassion,itsviolenceenhancedbyallthestrengthofheryouth,thewearinessofhersolitude,andtheunspentenergyofhercharacter。Loveisinayounggirltheeffectofanaturallaw;butwhenhercravingforaffectioniscenteredinanexceptionalman,itismingledwiththeenthusiasmwhichoverflowsinayouthfulheart。ThusMademoiselledeWattevillehadinafewdaysreachedamorbidandverydangerousstageofenamoredinfatuation。TheBaronesswasmuchpleasedwithherdaughter,who,beingunderthespellofherabsorbingthoughts,neverresistedherwill,seemedtobedevotedtofeminineoccupations,andrealizedhermother'sidealofadociledaughter。
  ThelawyerwasnowengagedinCourttwoorthreetimesaweek。Thoughhewasoverwhelmedwithbusiness,hefoundtimetoattendthetrials,callonthelitigiousmerchants,andconductthe/Review/;keepinguphispersonalmystery,fromtheconvictionthatthemorecovertandhiddenwashisinfluence,themorerealitwouldbe。Butheneglectednomeansofsuccess,readingupthelistofelectorsofBesancon,andfindingouttheirinterests,theircharacters,theirvariousfriendshipsandantipathies。DideveraCardinalhopingtobemadePopegivehimselfmoretrouble?
  OneeveningMariette,oncomingtodressRosalieforaneveningparty,handedtoher,notwithoutmanygroansoverthistreachery,aletterofwhichtheaddressmadeMademoiselledeWattevilleshiverandreddenandturnpaleagainasshereadtheaddress:
  ToMadamelaDuchessed'ArgaioloneePrincesseSoderini
  AtBelgirate,LagoMaggiore,Italy。
  Inhereyesthisdirectionblazedasthewords/Mene/,/Tekel/,/Upharsin/,didintheeyesofBelshazzar。Afterconcealingtheletter,RosaliewentdownstairstoaccompanyhermothertoMadamedeChavoncourt's;andaslongastheendlesseveninglasted,shewastormentedbyremorseandscruples。ShehadalreadyfeltshameathavingviolatedthesecrecyofAlbert'slettertoLeopold;shehadseveraltimesaskedherselfwhether,ifheknewofhercrime,infamousinasmuchasitnecessarilygoesunpunished,thehigh-mindedAlbertcouldesteemher。Herconscienceansweredanuncompromising"No。"
  Shehadexpiatedhersinbyself-imposedpenances;shefasted,shemortifiedherselfbyremainingonherknees,herarmsoutstretchedforhours,andrepeatingprayersallthetime。ShehadcompelledMariettetosimilarsetsofrepentance;herpassionwasmingledwithgenuineasceticism,andwasallthemoredangerous。
  "ShallIreadthatletter,shallInot?"sheaskedherself,whilelisteningtotheChavoncourtgirls。Onewassixteen,theotherseventeenandahalf。Rosalielookeduponhertwofriendsasmerechildrenbecausetheywerenotsecretlyinlove——"IfIreadit,"shefinallydecided,afterhesitatingforanhourbetweenYesandNo,"itshall,atanyrate,bethelast。SinceIhavegonesofarastoseewhathewrotetohisfriend,whyshouldInotknowwhathesaysto/her/?Ifitisahorriblecrime,isitnotaproofoflove?Oh,Albert!amInotyourwife?"
  WhenRosaliewasinbedsheopenedtheletter,datedfromdaytoday,soastogivetheDuchessafaithfulpictureofAlbert'slifeandfeelings。
  "25th。
  "MydearSoul,alliswell。TomyotherconquestsIhavejustaddedaninvaluableone:Ihavedoneaservicetooneofthemostinfluentialmenwhoworktheelections。Likethecritics,whomakeothermen'sreputationsbutcannevermaketheirown,hemakesdeputiesthoughhenevercanbecomeone。Theworthymanwantedtoshowhisgratitudewithoutlooseninghispurse-stringsbysayingtome,'WouldyoucaretositintheChamber?Icangetyoureturnedasdeputy。'
  "'IfIevermakeupmymindtoenteronapoliticalcareer,'
  repliedIhypocritically,'itwouldbetodevotemyselftotheComte,whichIlove,andwhereIamappreciated。'
  "'Well,'hesaid,'wewillpersuadeyou,andthroughyouweshallhaveweightintheChamber,foryouwilldistinguishyourselfthere。'
  "Andso,mybelovedangel,saywhatyouwill,myperseverancewillberewarded。ErelongIshall,fromthehighplaceoftheFrenchTribune,comebeforemycountry,beforeEurope。MynamewillbeflungtoyoubythehundredvoicesoftheFrenchpress。
  "Yes,asyoutellme,IwasoldwhenIcametoBesancon,andBesanconhasagedmemore;but,likeSixtusV。,Ishallbeyoungagainthedayaftermyelection。Ishallenteronmytruelife,myownsphere。Shallwenotthenstandinthesameline?CountSavarondeSavarus,AmbassadorIknownotwhere,maysurelymarryaPrincessSoderini,thewidowoftheDucd'Argaiolo!Triumphrestorestheyouthofmenwhohavebeenpreservedbyincessantstruggles。Oh,myLife!withwhatgladnessdidIflyfrommylibrarytomyprivateroom,totellyourportraitofthisprogressbeforewritingtoyou!Yes,thevotesIcancommand,thoseoftheVicar-General,ofthepersonsIcanoblige,andofthisclient,makemyelectionalreadysure。
  "26th。
  "Wehaveenteredonthetwelfthyearsincethatblesteveningwhen,byalook,thebeautifulDuchesssealedthepromisesmadebytheexileFrancesca。You,dear,arethirty-two,Iamthirty-five;
  thedearDukeisseventy-seven——thatistosay,tenyearsmorethanyoursandmineputtogether,andhestillkeepswell!Mypatienceisalmostasgreatasmylove,andindeedIneedafewyearsyettorisetothelevelofyourname。Asyousee,Iamingoodspiritsto-day,Icanlaugh;thatistheeffectofhope。