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  InOctoberRichardreturnedtotheUnitedStatesandsettleddowntocompletehisfirstbookonthewar。DuringthisperiodandindeeduntilthehourofhisdeathmybrotherdevotedthegreaterpartofhistimetothecauseoftheAllies。HehadalwaysbelievedthattheUnitedStatesshouldhaveenteredthewarwhentheGermansfirstoutragedBelgium,andtothiseffecthewrotemanyletterstothenewspapers。
  InadditiontothishewasmostactiveinvariousofthecharitiesdevotedtothecausesoftheAllies,wroteanumberofappeals,andcontributedmoneyoutofallproportiontohismeans。ThefollowingappealhewrotefortheSecoursNational:
  "Youareinvitedtohelpwomen,childrenandoldpeopleinParisandinFrance,whereverthewarhasbroughtdesolationanddistress。ToFranceyouoweadebt。Itisnotalonethedebtyouincurredwhenyourgreatgrandfathersfoughtforliberty,andtohelpthem,Francesentsoldiers,shipsandtwogreatgenerals,RochambeauandLaFayette。YouoweFranceforthat,butsincethenyouhaveincurredotherdebts。
  "ThoughyoumayneverhavevisitedFrance,herart,literature,herdiscoveriesinScience,hersenseofwhatisbeautiful,whetherinabonnet,aboulevardoratriumphalarch,havevisitedyou。Forthemyouarethehappier;andforthemalso,toFranceyouareindebt。
  "IfyouhavevisitedParis,thenyourdebtisincreasedahundredfold。FortowhateverpartofFranceyoujourneyed,thereyoufoundcourtesy,kindness,yourvisitbecameaholiday,youdepartedwithasenseofrenunciation;youweredeterminedtoreturn。Andwhenafterthewar,youdorevisitFrance,ifyourdebtisunpaid,canyouwithoutembarrassmentsinkintodebtstilldeeper?WhatyousoughtParisgaveyoufreely。Wasittostudyartortolearnhistory,forthehistoryofFranceisthehistoryoftheworld;wasittodineunderthetreesortorobtheRuedelaPaixofanewmodel;
  wasitforweekstomotoronthewhiteroadsoratacafetablewatchtheworldpass?Whateveryousought,youfound。
  Now,asin1776wefought,to-dayFrancefightsforfreedom,andinbehalfofalltheworld,againstmilitarismthatis`madeinGermany。'
  "Hermenareinthetrenches;herwomenareworkinginthefields,sweepingtheParisboulevards,lightingthestreetlamps。Theyareundaunted,independent,magnificentlycapable。Theyasknocharity。Butfromthosedistrictsthewarhaswrecked,therearehundredsofthousandsofwomenandlittlechildrenwithoutwork,shelterorfood。TothemthroughoutthewarzonetheSecoursNationalgivesinstantrelief。InonedayinParisaloneitprovides80,000
  freemeals。Sixcentspaysforoneofthesemeals。Onedollarfromyouwillforaweekkeepawomanorchildalive。
  "Thestoryisthatonemansaid,`Inthiswarthewomenandchildrensuffermost。I'mawfullysorryforthem!'andtheothermansaid,`YesI'mfivedollarssorry。Howsorryareyou?'
  "IfeveryouintendpayingthatdebtyouowetoFrancedonotwaituntilthewarisended。Now,whileyoustilloweit,donotagainimposeyourselfuponherhospitality,hercourtesy,herfriendship。
  "But,paythedebtnow。
  "Andthen,whennextinParisyousitatyourfavoritetableandyourfavoritewaiterhandsyouthemenu,willyounotthemoreenjoyyourdinnerifyouknowthatwhilehewasfightingontheAisne,itwasyourprivilegetohelpalittleinkeepinghiswifeandchildalive。"
  Thewinterof1914-15RichardandhiswifespentinNewYork,andonJanuary4,1915,theirbaby,Hope,wasborn。Noeventinmybrother'slifehadeverbroughthimsuchinfinitehappiness,andduringtheshortfifteenmonthsthatremainedtohimshewasseldom,ifever,fromhisthoughts,andnofathereverplannedmorecarefullyforachild'sfuturethanRicharddidforhislittledaughter。
  OnApril11mybrotherandhiswifetookHopetoCrossroadsforthefirsttime。Inhisdiaryofthistimehewrites,"OnlyhomeintheworldistheoneIown。Everythingbelongs。
  Itissocomfortableandthelakeandthestreamsinthewoodswhereyoucangetyourfeetwet。Thethrillofthinkingastumpisatrespasser!Youcan'tdothatontenacres。"
  AcauseinwhichRichardwasenormouslyinterestedatthistimewasthatofthepreparednessofhisowncountry,andforitheworkedunremittingly。InAugust,1915,hewenttoPlattsburg,wherehetookamonthofmilitarytraining。
  PLATTSBTTRG,N。Y。
  August,1915。
  DEAROLDMAN:
  Thisisaveryrealthing,andSTRENUOUS。IknownowwhyGodinventedSunday。Thefirsttwodaysweremightyhard,andIhadtoworkextratocatchup。Idon'tknowadarnedthing,andafterwatchingsoldiersforyears,findthatIhavepickedupnothingthattheyhavetolearn。TheonlythingsIhavelearneddon'tcounthere,astheymightundermarchingconditions。MyridingIfindisquitegood,andsoismyrifleshooting。Asyoucouldalwaysbeatmeatthatyoucanseetheconditionsarenothigh。Butbeingusedtothearmysaddlehelpsmealot。IhaveasteeplechaserononesideandaM。F。H。ontheother,andtheycan'tkeepinthesaddle,andhateitwithbitteroaths。Thecampcommandertoldmethatwasacuriousdevelopment;thatthebestgentlemenjockeysandpoloplayersonaccountofthesaddle,weresore,ineverysense。YesterdayIroseat5-30,assembledforbreakfastatsix,tookdowntenttoventilateit,whenacloudmeanlyappeared,andIhadtoputitupagain。Theninheavymarchingorderwedrilledtwohoursasskirmishers,runningandhurlingourselvesattheearth,likefallingontheball,andIalwaysseemedtofallwherethecinderpathcrossedtheparadeground。Wegotbackintimetocleanourselvesfordinneratnoon。Andthenpractisedfiringattargets。Attwoweweredrilledascavalryinextendedorder。Wegallopedtoapoint,advancedonfoot,weredrivenbackbyanimaginaryenemy,andremounted。Wegallopedasasquadron,andthesightwasreallyremarkablewhenyouthinkthemenhadbeentogetheronlyfourdays。Butthehorseshadbeendoingitforyears。AllIhadtodotominewastokeepon。HeknewwhatwaswantedaswellasdidtheCaptain。Afterthatweputonourpacksandparadedatretreattotheband。Thenhadsupperandlistenedtoalecture。Iacheineverybone,muscle,andjoint。Buttheridinghasnotbotheredme。Itisonlyhurlingthedamnedrifleatmyself。AtnineIamsoundasleep。Itcertainlyisagreatexperience,and,allthemenarehelpingeachotherandthespiritissplendid。Themostcuriousmeetingscomeoffandallkindsofmenareatitfromcollegekidstoseveralwhoaregreatgrandfathers。RussellColtturnedupandwasveryfunnyoverhisexperiences。HesaidhesalutedeverybodyandonemanhethoughtwasageneralandstoodatattentiontosalutewasaPullmancarconductor。
  Thefoodisallyouwant,andverygood。I'vehadnothingtodrink,butsarsaparilla,butwiththethirstwegetitisthebestdrinkIknow。IhaveaskedtohavenolettersforwardedandifIdon'twriteIhopeyouwillunderstandasduringthedaythereisnotaminuteyouareyourownbossandatnightI
  amtoostiffandsleepytowrite。
  Alllovetoyou。
  DICK。
  DEAREST:
  Itisnowseven-thirty,andIhavehadtwelvebusyhours。
  TheymademepassanexaminationasthoughforSingSing,thenamangavemeagunthatatfirstweighedeightpoundsandthentwenty。Hemademedoallsortsofthingswithit,suchassentriesusedtodotome。ThenIwasgiventheguntokeep,andpacks,beds,blankets,andImademyselfathomeinatent;thenIwasmovedtoanothertentwithfiveothermen。ThenIgotahorseandtheygallopedusupanddownafieldfortwohours。I
  losttenpounds。Thenweweremarchedaroundtoaband。I
  hadasergeantoneithersideofme,soIdidnotgowrong,OFTEN。Then,achingineveryboneandwithmyheadfilledwithordersandcommands,Igotintothelakeandescaped。
  YoucanbelieveIenjoyedthatbath。Itcertainlyisafinething,andIamgladIenrolledforeveryonehasbeenasniceascouldbe,butImissyouandHopeterribly。ItseemsyearssinceIsawyou。Iamgoingtomycotquick。Itisnoweighto'clock,andIfeellikeIhadbeenbeateninastonecrusher。KissHope'sfootforme。
  Yourlovinghusband,DICK。
  Monday。
  DEARESTONE:
  Igotsuchabeautifulletterfromyou!WithpicturesofHopeplayingwiththeBunny。Itisthebestpictureyet。I
  carryitnexttomyheartbecauseyoumadeit,becauseitisofher。Andshesitsupnow?Well,Iwillmissthebigclothes-basket。Ilovedtoseeherinit。Yearsago,whenI
  lefthome,shewastryingtocrawloutofit。Whatyoutellmeofher——knowingwhatyoumeanwhenyousay"Kitty"and"Bunny"——iswonderful。Howgooditwillbe!Youmustcomecloseundermyarm,andtellmeeverylittlething。Ifeelsomuchbetternowthatwehavebrokenintothelastweek,andareonthehomestretch。Wehavebrokenthebackboneofthelongabsence,and,thefirstthingyouknow,I'llbetelephoningtohaveyoumeetmeatWhitePlains。
  Thisismesewingupaholeinmybreeches。Thesocksaredryingontheline,myrubberbathisontheright。IamnowgoingtoCanada。ButI'llbebackinhalfanhour;it'sonly200yardsdistant。AllthefolkshereareFrench,andthesignsareinFrench。LastplacewehaltedIboughtlumberman'ssockstowearatnight。Isleepverywell,forI
  buymyraincoatfullofhayfromthenearestfarmer,andsleeponthat。Todaywehadanother"battle。"Itbeganat7。30
  andendedatoneo'clock。Wewerekeptgoingallthattime,taking"cover"behindrailroadembankmentsandstonewallsandinplowedfields,finallyendingwithabayonetcharge。I
  killedsomanyIstoppedcounting。
  Don'tletHopeforgetherfather。Betterputonawrist-watchandmyhornspectacles,andholdherthewrongway,soshewillberemindedofherDad。
  Good-night,mydearestone。YouwillneverknowhowterriblyImissyouandloveyou,andwantyouinmyarms,andyouholdingHopesothatIcanhaveallmyhappinessinonebigarmfulofallthatisgood。
  YOURLOVINGHUSBAND。
  Wednesday。
  DEARESTONE:
  TheVitagraphpeoplecametoday。Theyhaveagreatfilmtostirpeopletopreparednesscalled"TheBattleCryofPeace。"
  ItshowsNewYorkdestroyedbyGermans。Theytookpicturesofseveralofthebetter-knownmenshowing"them"preparing。I
  wastakencleaningmyrifle,and,asthecaptainwaspassing,Iaskedhimtogetinthepicturewithmeandbeshowninstructingme。Hewasdelighted,butrightinthemiddleofthepicturehe"inspected"mybarrel。Ihadnotcleanedit,andheforgotthecamera,andgavemethedevil。Youcanimaginehowthecrowdroared,andthecameradirectormanwasdelighted。Iwanteditretakenshowingthecaptainpattingmeontheback。
  Rooseveltturneduptoday,andwasverynice。MartinEgancamewithhimandtheBritishNavalAttache,andtheyhaveaskedmetodineatarealtableatHotelChamplainwithtwoothermen。Itwillbefinetoeatoffchina。The"hike"
  beginsFriday,andwesleepeachnightontheground,butthecountrywemarchthroughisbeautiful。Allthatcountsisgettingthedaysbehindmeandgettingyouinmyarms。Doingone's"bit"forone'scountryisright,butasthemansaid,"GodknowsIlovemycountryandwanttofightforher,butI
  hopetoGodIneverloveanothercountry。"Good-night,dear,dearone!Howwonderfulitwillbetoseeandhearyouagain。
  KissHopeforherDad。
  RICHARD。
  Saturday。
  DEAREST:
  Thisiswritingwithallthelove,butwithdifficulties。I
  amsittingonalogandthelightisacandle。Todaywehadourfirstfight。IthappenedthesquadofeightmenIaminwassentinadvance,andIwas100yardsinfront,soIwasthefirsttocomeintouchwiththescoutsoftheRedArmy,andIkilledalot。MysquadwassobravethatweallgotkilledTHREETIMES。Butassoonastheumpirerodeawaywewouldcometolife,andgoonfighting。Finally,hetookusprisoners,andmadeussitdownandlookonatthebattle。Aswehadbeenrunningaroundandeachcarryingaforty-poundpack,weweregladtoremaindead。Butwehavedeclaredthatnothingcankillustomorrowbutasphyxiatinggas。Ihaveterriblenightmaresforfearsomethinghashappenedtooneofyou,andthenItrustinthegoodLord,andprayhimtomakethetimepassswiftly。
  Good-night,andalltheloveandkissesforyouboth。
  RICHARD。
  OnOctober19,1915,RichardsailedontheChicagoforFranceandhissecondvisittotheGreatWar。HearrivedatParisonOctober30,andshortlyafterwardvisitedtheWesternfrontatAmiensandArtois。HealsointerviewedPoincare,andthroughhimtheFrenchPresidentsentamessagetotheAmericanpeople。AtthistimemybrotherhadreceivedpermissionfromtheauthoritiestovisitallofthetwelvesectorsoftheFrenchfrontunderparticularlyadvantageousconditions,andwasnaturallymostanxioustodoso。However,throughamisunderstandingbetweenthesyndicateherepresentedandcertainofthenewspapersusingitsservice,hefounditadvisable,evenalthoughagainsthisownjudgment,togotoGreece,andtopostponehisvisittothesectorsoftheFrenchfronthehadnotalreadyseen。OnNovember13heleftParisboundforSalonica。
  OnWaytoFrance,Oct。18,1915。
  DEARESTONE:
  YouaremuchmorebravethanIam。Anyway,youaremuchbetterbehaved。ForallthetimeyouweretalkingIwascrying,notwithmyeyesonly,butwithALLofme。Iamsosad。
  Iloveyouso,andIwillmissyouso。Iwantyoutokeepsayingtoyourselfallthetime,"Thisisthemostseriouseffortheevermade,becausethechancesofseeinganythingaresoSMALL,andbecauseneverhadhesuchachancetoHELP。But,allthetime,everyminutehethinksofme。Hewantsme。Hemissesmyvoice,myeyes,mypresenceathissidewhenhewalksorsleeps。Heneverlovedmesogreatly,oratleavingmewassounhappyasheisnow。"
  Goodby,dearheart。MyGod-givenone!Woulditnotbewonderful,iftonightwhenIamupamongtheboatsonthetopdeckthatgirlinthePierrotsuit,andinherarmsHope,came,andItookthemandheldthemboth?Youwillwalkwithheratfive,andIwillwalkandthinkofyouandloveyouandlongforyou。
  Godkeepyou,dearestofwives,andmothers。
  RICHARD。
  October24。
  MYDEARDAUGHTER:
  SomanyweekshavepassedsinceIsawyouthatbynowyouareabletoreadthiswithoutyourmotherlookingoveryourshoulderandhelpingyouwiththebigwords。Ihavesixsetsofpicturesofyou。EverydayItakethemdownandchangethem。ThoseyourdearmotherputinglassframesIdonotchange。Also,Ihaveallthesweetfruitsandchocolatesandredbananas。Howgoodofyoutothinkofjustthethingsyourfatherlikes。SomeofthemIgavetoalittleboyandgirl。
  Iplaywiththembecausesoonmydaughterwillbeasbig。
  Theyhavenomotherlikeyou,OFCOURSE;theyhavenomotherlikeYOURS——forexceptmymotherthereneverwasamotherlikeyours;soloving,sotender,sounselfishandthoughtful。Ifsheisreadingthis,kissherforme。Theselittlechildrenhavealittlefather。Hedressesthemandbathesthemhimself。Heisafraidofthecold;andsitsinthesun;andcoughsandshivers。HischildrenandIplayhide-and-seek,and,asyouwillknowsomeday,forthatgamethereisnosuchplaceasasteamer,withboatsandventilatorsandmastsandalleyways。
  Somedaywewillplaythatgamehidingbehindtherocksandtreesandrosebushes。EverydayIwatchthesunset,andknowthatyouandyourprettymotherarewatchingit,too。
  AndalldayIthinkofyouboth。
  Beverygood。Donotbumpyourself。Donoteatmatches。Donotplaywithscissorsorcats。Donotforgetyourdad。
  Sleepwhenyourmotherwishesit。Loveusboth。Trytoknowhowweloveyou。THATyouwillneverlearn。Good-nightandGodkeepyou,andblessyou。
  YOURDAD。
  PARIS,November1。
  DEARESTONE:
  Todayis"moving"day,andIfeellike——censoredword,atthethoughtofyourhavingthemovingtodirectandmanagebyyourself。IcanpictureBarneyandBurkeloading,andunloading,andcoalandwoodbeingstored,andprovisionsandice,andfinallyHopebroughtdowntotakeherthird——no——fourthmotorride。AndGodwillseeshemakesitallsafely,andthatinhernewhouseyouarecomfortable。
  LastnightIdreamedaboutHopeandyou,alongdream,anditmademesohappy。Somethinghappenedtodaythatyouwillliketohear。WhenthewarcametheFrenchstudentsattheBeauxArtshadtogotofight。Thewivesandchildrenhadnothingtoliveon。So,theAmericanstudents,aboutadozenofthem,organizedareliefleague。TheBeauxArtsisinamostwonderfulpalacebuiltbyCardinalRichelieuanddecoratedlaterbyNapoleon。Inthistheyweregatheringsocks,asphyxiatingmasks,warmclothes。Theywerehandpaintingpostcardsforfiftycentsapiece。The"masters"astheycalltheirteachers,alsowerepaintingthem。Igavethemsomemoneywhichwasreceivedpolitely,but,asitwouldnotgofar,withoutmuchenthusiasm。AsIwasgoing,Isaid,"I'llbebacktomorrowtogetsomefactsandI'llwriteastoryaboutwhatyou'redoing。"
  Thisisthepartthatisembarrassingtowrite,butyouwillunderstand。TheygaveacheerandayelljustasthoughIhadsaid,"Peaceisdeclared"or"IwillgiveyouCarnegie'sfortune。"Andtheydancedaround,andshookhands,andWhitneyWarren,whoisattheheadofit,allbutcried。
  Later,hetoldmetheletterIhadwrittenforhiswife'sfundfororphansbythewarhadbroughtin$5000,thatwaswhytheyweresopleased。Sowe,youandI,willtrytolookatitthatway,andtrytobelievethatfromthisseparation,whichiscruelforus,othersmaygetsomebenefit。Tomorrow,IamtobereceivedattheElyseebythePresident,andIamgoingtotrytomakehimsaysomethingthatwilldrawmoneyfromAmericafortheFrenchhospitals。Ifhewillonlyask,Iknowourpeoplewillgive。Inadayortwo,IthinkIwillbeallowedtoseesomething,but,thatyouwillknowbestbyreadingTheTimes。
  Yourlovinghusbandislonelyforyou,andsoitwillbealways。
  RICHARD。
  November17th。
  DEARSWEETHEART:
  MylastletterwassuchacomplainingonethatIamashamed。
  But,notleavingmetodecidewhatwasbestforthepapers,madememad。SinceIwrote,Ioughttobemadder,forIhavebeentothetrenchesoutsideofRheimsinChampagne;and,hadtheynotdeviledthespiritoutofmewithcables,IbelieveI
  couldhavewrittensuchalotofstoriesofFrancethatnooneelsehashadtheopportunitytowrite。Believemenoonehasyettoldthestoryofthetrenchwar。Anyway,inspiteofallthephotographsandarticles,tomeitwasallnew。Iwasallowedtogoalone,andgivencarteblanchetoseewhateverIwished。Isaweverything,butitwouldnotbepossibletowriteofityet。Itwaswonderful。Iwasinthethreelines,reachingtheFIRSTlinebymoonlight。Noonespokeaboveawhisper。TheGermanswereonly300to400yardsdistant。Butworstofallweretherats。TheyranovermyfeetandIwasadarnedsightmoreafraidofthemthantheGermans。IsawtheCathedral,andtheonlyhotelopenfromwhichIsentyouandHopeapostalwasthesameoneinwhichwestoppedayearago。IhadsentthehotelmybookinwhichIsaidcomplimentarythings,andIgotagreatwelcome。Theyevengavemearoomwithafireinit,andsoIwaswarmforthefirsttimesinceIlefttheCrossroads。AndthismorningitSNOWED。OnmywaybacktoParis,IstoppedtotelltheGeneralwhatIhadseenandtothankhim。Hesaid,"Oh,thatisnothing。Whenyoureturn,Iwilltakeyououtmyself,andIwillshowyousomethingworthwhile。"Iamgoingtocarryarat-trap,andtwoterriersonaleash。Tonight,whenIgotback,therewasaletterfromyou,butnowriting,buttherewasaphotoofHer,andmeholdingher。Howisitpossiblethatanylivingthingissobeautifulasmychild?
  Howfat,andwonderful,anddear,andlovable,andhowterriblyIwanttoholdherasIamholdingherinthepicture,andhowmuchbetterasIreallydon'tneedmyleftarmtoholdsuchamite,ifIhadyouclosetomeinit。I
  missyouso,andloveyouso!ItoldWheelerbeforeIleftasIwasnotgoingtowastetimetravelingIwouldnotgotoServia。So,assoonasIarrived,Iwasfrettedwithcablestogo。Icabledtostopgivingmeadvice,thatIhadamuchbetterchanceinFrancethananyonecouldhaveanywhereelse。
  Maybe,beforeIarrive,theGreekswillhavejoinedtheGermans,inwhichcase,IWON'TLEAVETHESHIP。I'llcomestraightbackonhertotheAllies。
  RICHARD。
  November20th。
  ThisisthewayHope'scatlooks,"Mywhiskers!"shesays,"I
  neverknewIwastobeletinforanythinglikethis!"WhenI
  toldheraboutthebigratsinthetrenchesshewantedtogowithmenexttime,but,todaywhenItoldherthattheCrownPrinceofServiamadehisservantseatlivemiceheisnolongerCrownPrince,shelookedjustasshedoesinthepicture。"Then,whatdo_I_eatinServia?"shesaid,andI
  toldherbothofuswouldliveongoat'smilk。
  YouwillbegladwhenItellyouIhavebeen,warm。Wecameprettyfarsouthintwodays,and,thedampchillofParisisgone。Onthetrainafunnythinghappened。AnEnglishofficerandIgottalkingandhewaspresscensoratSalonicawhereIamgoingafterAthens。IaskedhimtolookoverthemanylettersIhadandtellmeifanyofthemwouldbelikelytogetmeinbad,beingaddressedtopro-Germans,forexample。
  Hesaid,"Well,THISchapisallrightanyway。I'llvouchforhim,becausethisletterisaddressedtome。"
  SEETHECAT!
  HOPEGAVETHECATTOHERDAD。
  ISTHECATSAD?
  YES
  ISTHEDADSAD?
  VERY!!
  WHYISTHECATANDTHEDADSAD?
  THEYWANTHOMEANDHOPE。
  DOTHEYLOVEHOPE?
  DON'TMAKETHEMLAUGH!
  Weleave,theBasses,theEnglishofficerandI,inasmalltubofaboatforPatras,andtraintoAthens。
  IwilltrytogoatoncetoServia。Harjes,whoaretheParishouseofJ。P。Morgan,gavemea"mission"totryandorganizefortheServiansthesameformofreliefashasbeenarrangedfortheBelgians。HegavemepermissionifIsawtheneedforhelpwasimminentanditwillbetocablehimforwhateverI
  thoughttheSerbsmostneeded。So,itisachancetodomuch。
  Togetoutnewswillbeimpossible。However,hereIamandtomorrowI'llbegoodandseasick。
  Ihaveyourcharmaroundmyneck,andallthepictures,andtheluck-bringingcat,andthescapular,andtheloveyougivemetokeepmewellandbringussoontogether。ThatistheonethingIwant。Godblessyouboth,Hope'sdadandyourhusband。
  ATHENS,November26th。
  DEARHEART:
  IamofftonightforSalonica。IamnotverycheerfulforI
  missyouvery,veryterribly,andthefurtherIgo,theworseIfeel。ButnowIamnearlyasfarasIcanget,andwhenyoureceivethisIwill——thankGod——beturnedbacktoParis,andLondon,andHOME!IthoughtsooftenofyouthismorningwhenItookaholidayandclimbedtheAcropolis。OnthetopofitIpickedadandelionforyou。Itwasgrowingbetweentheblocksofmarblethathavebeentheresince400yearsbeforeourLord:beforeSt。PaulpreachedtotheAthenians。I
  wasallaloneontherock,andcouldseeovertheAEgeanSea,Corinth,MountOlympus,wheretheGodsusedtosit,andtheSphinxlayinwaitfortravelerswithherfamousriddle。IttakestwodaysandonenighttogotoSalonica,andtheboatsaresoawfulnooneundressesbutsleepsinhisclothesontopofthebed。
  Goodby,sweetheart,andgiveSUCHakisstomypreciousdaughter。Howbeautifulsheis。Eventhewaiterwhobroughtmeacardstoppedtoexclaimaboutherpicture。So,ofcourse,beingnotatallproudIshowedhimherinmyarms。I
  wantyoubothsoandIloveyoubothSO。And,IwantedyousothismorningasIalwaysdowhenthereisabeautifullandscape,orflowers,orpalms。Iknowhowyoulovethem。
  ThedandelionisverymodestandIhopethecensorwon'tloseitout,forshehasalongwaytogoandcarriesaburdenoflove。IwishIwasbringingtheminthedooroftheScribnercottageatthisveryminute。
  RICHARD。
  VOLO,November27。
  Igotheretoday,afterthedarnedestvoyageoftwodaysinasmallsteamer。Weranthroughasnowstormandtherewasnowaytowarmtheboat。So,IDIED。Youknowhowcoldaffectsme——well——thiswasthecoldestcoldIeverdiedof。I
  pouredalcoholinme,anditwaslikedrinkingicedtea。Now,Iamonshoreinacafenearastove。WecontinueontoSalonicaatmidnight。Thereare24menandonewoman,Mrs。
  Bass,onboard。IammuchtoohomesicktowritemorethantosayIloveyou,andImissyouandHopeso,thatIdon'tlookatthephotos。DidyougetthecableIsentThanksgiving——fromAthens,itread:"AmgivingthanksforHopeandyou。"Ihopethecensorletthatgetbyhim。TheboatIwasonwasarefrigeratorship;itwasalsopeculiarinthatthecaptaindealtbaccaratalldaywiththepassengers。
  Itwasasortoffloatinggamblinghouse。Thisiscertainlyastrangeland。Snowandrosesandoranges,allatonce。I
  muststop。I'mfroze。GivethekissIwanttogivetoHer,andknow,oh!howIloveandloveandlovehermother——NEVER
  SOMUCHASNOW。
  SALONICANovember30th,1915。
  DEAROLDMAN:
  IgotheretonightandfounditthemostpicturesquespotI
  evervisited。IamgladIcame。ItwasimpossibletogetaroombutIfoundJohnMcCutcheonandtwoothermenoccupyingagrandsuiteandtheyhavehadacotputinforme。To-morrowIhopetogetaroom。TheplaceisfilledwitheverynationexceptGermansandeventheyarehereoutofuniforms。Wehadastrangetimecoming。ThetripfromAthensshouldhavetakentwonightsandadaybutwetookfour。TheCaptainoftheboatanchoredandplayedbaccaratwheneverhethoughttherewereenoughpassengersnotseasicktomakeitworthhiswhile。
  Heplayedfromeleveninthemorninguntilfourinthemorning。Idon'tknownowwhorantheship。Itissocoldwhenyoubathe,thesteamrunsoffyou。Ineverhavesufferedso。But,itlookedasthougheveryoneelsewassinging"Itsgoingtobeahard,hardwinter"fromthewaythey,dress。
  TomorrowIamgoingtobuyfurpants。Youcan'tbelievewhatapictureitis。Servians,French,Greeks,Scotsinkilts,Londonmotorcars,Turks,woundedandbandagedTommiesandmillionsofthemfightingforfood,fordrink,foraplaceatthe"movies,"andmore"rumors"thantherearewordsinthedirectory。To-morrow,Ipresentmylettersandhopetogettothe"front。"Ionlyhopethefrontdoesn'tcometous。But,itoughttobeaplaceforgreatstories。Alllovetoyouoldman,andblessyouboth。HowIlookforwardtoourfirstlunchinyourwonderfulhome!Andtositinfrontofyourfire,andhearallthenews。Alllovetoyouboth。
  RICHARD。
  December6,1915。
  DEARESTONE:
  Ihavebeenawaysocouldnotwrite。TheytookustotheFrenchandEnglish"front"andawayfromGreece;wewereinBulgariaandServia。Itwasataplacewherethethreeboundariesmet。Wesawremarkablemountainrangesanddeepsnow,andsomefineartillery。Butthrowingshellsintothatbleak,whitejumbleofsnowandrocks——therewasfiftymilesofit——waslikethrowingabaseballattheRockyMountains。Still,itwasseeingsomething。Now,Ihavearoom,andaverywonderfulone。Ihadtobribeeveryoneinthehoteltogetit;andIhavesomethingtowriteand,nomoremovingaboutI
  hope,foratleastaweek。Iamabletoseetheshipsatanchorformiles,andthelandingstageforallthewarshipsisjustundermywindow。AsnearasMcCoyRockfromtheterrace。Itislikeamovingpictureallthetime。IboughtmyselfanoilstoveandacanofStandardoil,and,insteadoftryingtowarmthehotelwithmybody,IletGeorgedoit。
  Butitisaverysmallstove,andtoreallygetthegoodofit,Ihavetositwithitbetweenmylegs。Still,itissucharelieftobealone,andnottopackallthetime。
  McCutcheonandBass,HareandShepherdarefine,butIfeltlikethedevil,imposingonthem,andworkingfourinaroomisnojoke。Wedinetogethereachnight。Exceptthem,Iseenoone,buthavebeenwriting。Also,IhavebeencollectingfactsaboutServianrelief。Harjes,Morgan'srepresentativeinParis,gavemecarteblanchetocallonhimformoneyorsupplies;butIwaiteduntiltodaytocable,soastobesurewherehelpwasmostneeded。Itisstillcold,butthatAWFULcoldspellwasquiteunprecedentedandisnotlikelytocomeagain。INEVERsufferedsofromcold,and,asyouknow,Isufferconsiderable。AlltheEnglishofficerswhohadhuntedincoldplaces,saidneitherhadtheyeverfeltsuchcold。SevenhundredTommieswerefrostbittenandtoesandfingersfelloff。Idonotsayanythingabouthowawfulitisnottohear。But,ifIhadhadyourlettersforwardedtothisdumpoftheLevant,Ineverwouldhavegotthem。Now,IhavetowaitforthemuntilIgettoParis,butthereIwillsurelygetthem。Cables,ofcourse,canreachme,butnocablesmeantomethatyouareallright。NordoIwantto"talk"aboutChristmas。
  YouknowhowIfeelaboutthat,andaboutmissingthefirstoneSHEhashad。ButitwillbetheLASTonewewillknowapart。
  Neveragain!
  Iwantyouinmyarmsandtohearyoulaughandseeyoureyes。
  Iaminneedofyoutomakeafussoverme。McCutcheonandCo。don'tcarewhetherIhavecoldhandsornot。Youdo。
  Yourointmentandglovessavedmyfingersfromfallingofflikethesoldiers'did。Andyour"housewife"Iusetoputonbuttons,and,yourscapularandmedalkeepmewell。Butyourloveiswhatreallyliftsmeupandconsolesme。WhenIthinkhowyouandIcareforeachother,then,Iamscared,foritisverybeautiful。Andwemustnoteverbeawayfromeachotheragain。Godkeepyoumybeloved,andbothmyblessings。
  Icannotbearit——whenIthinkofallIammissingofher,and,allthatsheisdoing。Godguardyouboth。MydarlinganddearwifeandmotherofHope。
  Yourhusband,RICHARD。
  SALONICA,December18th。
  DEARESTWIFEANDSWEETHEART:
  Iamverybluetonight,andNEVERwassohomesick。
  YesterdayjusttofeelIwasintouchwithyouIsentacablethroughthefog,itsaid,"Well,homesick,alllovetoyouboth。"IdidnotaskifyouandHopewerewell,becauseI
  KNOWthegoodLordwillnotletanyharmcometoyou。Iamcertainlycaughtbytheheelsthistime。Anditwillbethelasttime。Asyouknow,ImeantonlytogotoFrancewherenotimewouldbewastedintravel,andIwouldbeabletogetbacksoon。
  Buttheblockadehelduptheshipandontheotheronethecaptainstayedatanchor,and,thenwhenIgothere,theAlliesretreated,andIhadtostayontocoverwhatistocomenext。
  Whatthatis,orwhethernothinghappens,youwillknowbythetimethisreachesyou。So,hereIam。ForTENdaysuntilthismorningwehaveneverseenthesun。Insixtyyearsnothinglikeithashappened。TheSalonicanssaidtheEnglishtransportsbroughtthefogwiththem。Anyway,Igotit。Myroomisrightontheharbor。IneverthoughtIwouldLOVE
  anoilstove。Ialwaysthoughttheywereill-smelling,air-destroying。Butthisonesavedmylife。Iwrotewithitbetweenmyknees,Idrymylaundryonit,andusethetinpanontopofittotakethedampnessoutofthebed。Thefogkepteverythinglikeasponge。Coalisthirtydollarsaton。
  Togetwoodforfirewoodtheboatmenrowmilesout,andwaitbelowthetransportstogettheboxestheythrowoverboard。I
  goaroundaskingEVERYBODYifthisplaceisnotnowadeadduckfornews。Buttheyallgivemenoencouragement。Theysayitisthenewscenteroftheworld。Ihopeitchokes。I
  trytocomfortmyselfbythinkingyouarehappy,becauseyouhaveHope,andIhavenobody,exceptJohnMcCutcheonandBassandJimmieHare,andtheyareasblueasIam,andnoonecangetanymoney。IcabledtodaytoWheelerforsomeviatheStateDepartment。IwenttotheServiancampforthelittleorphanswhosefathershavebeenkilled,andtheyallkneltandkissedmyhands。Itwasawful。IthoughtofHope,andhuggedafewandcarriedthemaroundinmyarmsandfeltmuchbetter。
  Todayforthefirsttime,IquitworkandwenttoseeanAmericanfilmatthecinematocheerme。ButwhenIsawthestreetcars,and"readytowear"clothes,andthepolicemenIgotsuicidal。I
  wentbackandtoldtheothersandtheyallrushedofftosee"home"things,andaretherenow。Thisisayellofaletter,butit'stheonlykindIcanwrite。Mystoriesandcablesarerotten,too。Ihaveseennothing——justtraveledandwaitedforsomethingtohappen。Goodnight,dearestone。Iloveyouso。
  YouwillneverknowhowmuchIloveyou。Kissmydarlingforme,and,thinkonlyofthegooddayswhenwewillbetogetheragain。Suchgooddays。Goodnightagain——alllove。
  RICHARD。
  HARBORSALONICA,December19th。
  Iamahappymantonight!AndthatisthefirsttimeIhavebeenabletosaysosinceIleftyou。Thebackboneofthetripisbroken!andmyfaceisturnedWest——towardyouandHope。JohnMcCutcheongavemeafarewelldinnertonightofwhichIgotonehalf,asthepolicemademegoonboardatnine,althoughwedonotsailuntilfiveinthemorning。Sotherewastimeforonlyonetoast,asIwasmakingforthedoor。Wasittoyourhusband?Itwasnot。ItwastoHopeDavis,twoweeksyetofbeingoneyearold,andbeingtoastedbythewarcorrespondentsinSalonica。Theyknewitwouldpleaseme。AndIwentawayverychokenandhappy。SUCHaboatasthisis!Ihaveasofainthedining-room,andatpresentitisjammedwithrefugeesandallsmokingandnotanairportopen。Whatareliefitwillbetooncemoregetamongcleanpeople。WemusthelptheServians,andGodknowstheyneedhelp。But,iftheywouldhelpeachother,orthemselves,Iwouldlikethembetter。Iamnowondeckunderthecargolightand,onthetopflooroftheOlympusHotel,canseeJohn'sdinnergrowinggayerandgayer。Itislikethemanwhowentonahoneymoonalone。Iamsohappytonight。YouseemsonearnowthatIamcomingWest。
  HowterriblyIhavemissedyou,andwantedyou,andlongedforyourvoiceandLAUGH,andtohaveyouopenthedoorofmywritingroom,andsay,"Aladyiscomingtocallonyou,"andthenenterthedearestwifeanddearestbabyintheworld!
  Godblessyou,andallmylove。
  RICHARD。
  ROME,ChristmasEve,1915。
  MYDEAREST,DEAREST,DEAREST:
  IplannedtogettoParislateChristmasnight。IcabledFrazierattheEmbassy,tohaveallmylettersattheHoteldel'Empire。IMEANTtospendthenightreadingofyouandHope。ImadearecordtripfromSalonica。ByleavingthesecondsteameratMessinaandtakinganeighteen-hourtripacrossItalyIsavedtenhours。ButwhenIgothereIfoundtheFrenchConsulhadtakenaholiday,ANDWASOUTBUYING
  CHRISTMASPRESENTS!So,IcouldnotgetpermissiontoenterFrance。WithsomeRedCrossAmericans,IragedaroundtheFrenchConsulate,butitwasnouse。SoIamhere,andcannotleaveUNTILMIDNIGHTCHRISTMAS。WhenIfoundIcouldnotgetaway,ItoldCook'stogivemetheirrapid-fireguide,andIsetouttoSEEROME。TheManagerofCook'swasthesamemanwho,19yearsago,soldmeticketstotheGreekwarinFlorence,whentheAmericanConsulatewasinthesamebuildingwithCook's,andCharleywasConsul。Sohegavemeagreatguide。Webeganattenthismorningandwestoppedatsix。
  TheysayittakesfiveyearstoseeRome,butwhenIlettherapid-fireguideescape,hesaidhehadtocomplimentme;weclimbedmorestairwaysandhillsthanthereareinallNewYorkandWestchesterCounty;andthereisjustoneideainmymind,andthatisthatyouandImustseethissacredplacetogether。OnallthistripIhavewantedYOU,butNEVER
  soastoday。AndIparticularlyinquiredaboutthemilk。Itissaidtobeexcellent。Sowewillcomehere,andyou,withallyourloveofwhatisfineandbeautiful,willbeveryhappy,andHopewilllearnItalian,andtoknowwhatisbestinart,andstatuesandchurches。Ihaveseen2900churches,andallofthembuiltbyMichaelAngeloanddecoratedbyRaphael;
  anditwassowonderfulIcried。Iboughtcandlesandprayers,andIamafraidChristianSciencehadadullday。
  Tomorrowwestartatnine,andgotohighmassatSt。Peter's,andthenintothecountrytothecatacombs,wheretheearlyChristianshidfromtheRomans。ItisnotwhatyouwouldcallanEnglishChristmas,butitissobeautifulandwonderfulthatyouBOTHAREVERYNEAR。
  Isentyouacable,thesecondone,becauseitisnotsuretheyareforwarded,andIhungupastockingforHope。OneofthepeasantwomenmadeinSalonica。Iambringingitwithme。
  Andthecatisonmywindow——stilllookingoutontheRomans。
  ThegreenleafIgotintheforum,whereMarkAntonymadehisspeechoverCaesar'sbody。ItistheplantthatgavePericlestheideaoftheCorinthiancolumn。Youremember。Itwasgrowingunderatilesomeonehadlaidoverit——andtheyellowflowerwasonmytableatdinner,soIsendit,thatwemayknowonChristmasEvewedinedtogether。
  Good-night,now,andGodblessyou。Iamofftobednow,inabedwithsheets。Thefirstinsixdays。HowILOVEyou,andLOVEyou。SuchgoodwishesIsendyou,andsuchlovetoyouboth。MaythegoodLordblessyouashehasblessedme——withthebestofwomen,withthebestofdaughters。Iamaproudhusbandandaproudfather;andsoonIwillbeaHAPPYhusbandandaHAPPYfather。
  Good-night,dearheart。
  RICHARD。
  PARIS,December28th,1915。
  DEAROLDMAN:
  HurrahfortheDictator!Hehasbeenagreatgoodfriendtome。Iwillknowto-dayaboutwhetherIcangobacktotheFrenchfront。IfnotIwilltrytheBelgiansandthenLondon,andhome。IspentChristmasdayinRomeinthecatacombs。I
  couldnotwearmyheartuponmysleeveforduchessestopeckat。Itisjustasyousay,DadandMothermadethedaysodearandbeautiful。IdidnotknowhowgladIwouldbetobebackhereforwhilethetripEastledtononewsvalue,tomepersonallyitwasinteresting。ButIamterriblytiredafterthelastninedays,sleepingonsofas,decks,adifferentdeckeachnightandwritingallthetimeandsuchpoorstuff。But,oh!whenIsawParisIknewhowgladIwas!WHATabeautifulplace,whatakindcourteouspeople。Wewillallbeheresomeday。TellDaishemustbemyinterpreter。Alllovetoher,andyou,andgoodlucktothesyndicate。YOUR
  syndicate。Ihavenotheardfrommineforsixweeks。Theyhavenotsentmeasingleclippingofanything,soIdon'tknowwhetheranythinggotthroughornot,andI
  havenothingtoshowthesepeopleherethatmightencouragethemtosendmeoutagain。Theycertainlyhavemadeithardhoeing。TellGuveyhisletteraboutthetoyswasagreatsuccesshere,andcopiedintoseveralpapers。
  Goodbye,andGodblessyou,andgoodlucktoyou。
  DICK。
  PARIS,December31st,1915。
  DEAROLDMAN:
  TowishyouandDaiaHappyNewYear。Itwillmeanalottouswhenwecangettogether,andtakeittogether,goodandbad。IamawfullypleasedoverthenovelcomingoutbytheHarper'sand,inlandingsomuchformeoutofTheDictator。
  YouhavestartedtheNewYearformesplendidly。IexpectI
  willbebackaroundthefirstofFebruary。Iamnowtryingto"getback,"but,Ineedmoretime。Icanonlyputthetripdowntothewrongsideoftheledger。Personally,Igotalotoutofit,butIamnotsentoverheretoimprovemyknowledgeofEurope,buttofurnishnewsandstoriesandthathasnothappened。
  IamconstantlyrunningagainstfolkswhoknewyouinFlorence,andIregrettosaymostofthemareinbusinessattheChathambar。Whatastorytheymake;theM——'sandthelike,whoknowParisonlyfromthecocktailside。Oneofourattachestoldmeto-dayhehadbeenlunchingforthelast18
  monthsatthegrillroomoftheChatham,wherethe"mixedgrill"wasasgoodasinNewYork。Hehadnoknowledgeofanyotherplacetoeat。TheHoteldel'Empireisaterribletragedy。Theyaresopoor,thatIbelieveitismyeightfrancsadaykeepsthemgoing;nothingelseisinsight。But,itistheexception。NeverdidapeopletakeawarastheFrenchtakethisworstofallwars。Theyreallyarethemostsplendidofpeople。
  IonlywishIcouldhavehadoneofthemforagrandfatherorgrandmother。BessiewritesthatHopeisgrowingwonderfullyandbeautifully,andIamsickforasightofher,andforyou。GoodnightandGodblessyouandthehappiestofNewYearstoyouboth。
  Yourlovingbrother,DICK。
  Thesepostcardsare"originals"paintedbystudentsoftheBeaux-Artstokeepalive,andtokeepthosestudentsinthetrenches。TheyareforDai。
  PARIS,December31,1915。
  DEARESTONE:
  Theoldyear,thedear,oldyearthatbroughtusHope,isveryneartheend。Iamnotgoingtowatchhimgo。IhavedrunktotheNewYearandtomywifeanddaughter,andbeforethereis"anewsteponthefloor,andanewfaceatthedoor,"I
  willbeasleep。Ofallmymanyyears,theoldyear,thatissosoontopassaway,hasbeenthebest,forithasbroughtyoutomewithaclosertie,hasaddedtotheloveIhaveforeverybreathyoubreathe,foryourlaughandyoursmile,anddeepconcern,thatcomesifyouthinkyourworthlesshusbandisworried,orcross,ordismayed。EachyearIloveyoumore;
  forIknowyoumore,andtoknowmoreofthelovelysoulyouare,istolovemore。Justnowweareinahardplace。Iamsureyoucannotcomprehendhowherfather,her"Dad"andyourhusbandcankeepaway。NeitherdoIunderstand。
  But,forbothyoursakes,Iwant,beforeIownupthatthisadventurehasbeenafailure,totryandpullsomethingoutofthewreck。IfthegovernmentsaysICAN,thenIstillmaybeabletodosomething。Ifitsays,"NO,"thenit'sHome,boys,Home,andthat'swhereIwanttobe。It'shome,boys,home,intheoldcountree。'Neaththeash,andtheoak,andthespreadingmapletree,it'shome,boys,home,tomineowncountree!ThisisHopeandyou。Soknow,thatingettingtoyouIhavenotthrownawayaminute。Ihavebeenaslave-driver,toothersaswellastomyself。Butyoucannotgetfavorswithawhip;and,theFrenchwarofficehasothermatterstooccupyit,thatitconsidersofmoreimportancethananimpatientwarcorrespondent。Solongasyouunderstand,itwillnotmatter。Nothinghurts,exceptthatyoumaynotunderstand。ThemomentIseeyou,andyouseeme,youwillunderstand。So,goodnight,andGodblessyou,you,mytwoblessings。Hereistoourownyearof1915,youryearandHope'syear,and,becauseIhaveyouboth,myyear。I
  sendyoualltheloveinalltheworld。
  RICHARD。
  January5,1916。
  MYDEARESTONE:
  WHATPICTURES!WHATHAPPINESS!WhataproudRichard!OntopofmywritingyesterdaythatIhadhadnosketchesofyours,andnokodaksofHope,eightcameto-night,andoh!I
  amsoproud,sohomesick。Whatawonderfulnurseandmotheryouare!Waseverthereanythingsolovable?Andthatsheshouldbeours,toholdandtolove,andtomakehappy。TheselasteightdaysinParis,inandout,havemademesohomesickforthoseIlove,thatyouwillneverknowwhatthedelaysmeant。
  Ifeltjustthewaypoorwomenfeelwhokidnapbabies。IntheparksIknowthenurse-maidsareafraidofme。Istickmyheadunderthehoodsofthebabycarriages,andstopandstandwatchingthematplay。Andtonightwhenallthesebeautifulpicturescame,Iwasthehappiestfatheranywhere。
  Thedelaywasnoone'sfault,notmineanyway,norcanIblameanyone。Thesepeoplearesplendid。Theyarewillingtodoanythingforone,butittakestime。Whentheyarefightingfortheirlivesandhavenotseentheirownbabiesinayear,thatyouwanttoseeyoursisonlynaturalandtoobligeyoutheycan'tseewhytheyshouldupsetthewholewar。ButnowitlookslessasthoughIwouldhavetocallitafailure。
  AndHopemaybeproudofme,andyoumaybeproudofme,andI
  willhaveenoughammunitiontodrawonformanyarticlesandletters,andanotherbook。
  Ithasbeenacrueltime;andwhenItellyouhowIworkedtogetitover,andtobebackwithyou,youwillunderstandmanythings。ThemostimportantofallwillbehowIloveyou。
  OnlywaituntilIcanlayeyesonyou,youwilljusttakeonelookandknowthatitcouldn'tbehelped,thatthedelaywastheworkofothers,that,allIwantedwasmyBessieandmyHope。
  Howheavyshewillbe,ifsheisanythinglikethepictureofheronthecoverlet,sheisaprizebaby。AndifsheisanythinglikeasbeautifulasinthebabycarriagesheisanangelstraightfromGod。Iwanttositinthegreenchairandhaveyouononekneeandhermajestyontheother,andhaveherclimboverme,andpullmyhairandbangmynose,andintimetoknowhowIloveyouboth。
  Goodnight,dearheart,Iwishyouhadhadyourselfinthepicture。IhavethreeinthesummertimewithyouholdingherandthatisthewayIliketoseeyou,thatisthewayIthinkofyou。Iloveyou,andIloveherformakingyousohappy,andIloveherforhersake,andbecausesheisOURS:andhastiedustighterandclosereventhanithaseverbeen。I
  loveyousothatIcan'twriteaboutit,andIamgoingtodonothingallspringbutjustsitaround,andbeineverybody'sway,watchingyoutogether。
  HowjealousIamofyou,andhomesickforyou。Ofcourse,sheknows"mamma"isYOU;andtolookatyouwhentheyask,"Where'smother?"WhoelsecouldbehermotherBUTTHE
  DEARESTWOMANINTHEWORLD,andtheonewholovesherso,andinsowonderfulaway。SheisbeautifulbeyondallthingshumanIknow。Ifeverawomandeservedabeautifuldaughter,YOUDO,foryouarethebestofmothers,andyouknowhow"tocaregreatly。"
  Good-night,myprecious,dearone,andGodkeepyou,asHewill,andhelpmetokeepyoubothhappy。Whatyougivemeyouneverwillknow。
  RICHARD。
  CHAPTERXX
  THELASTDAYS
  AfterashortvisittoLondon,RichardreturnedtoNewYorkinFebruary,1916。DuringhisabsencehiswifeandHopehadoccupiedtheScribnercottageatMountKisco,abouttwomilesfromCrossroads。Heremybrotherfinishedhissecondbookonthewar,andwrotenumerousarticlesandlettersurgingtheimmediatenecessityforpreparednessinthiscountry。AstoRichard'susefulnesstohiscountryatthistime,Iquoteinpartfromtwoappreciationswrittenaftermybrother'sdeathbythetwomostprominentexponentsofpreparedness。
  TheodoreRooseveltsaid:
  "HewasasgoodanAmericanaseverlived,andhisheartflamedagainstcrueltyandinjustice。Hiswritingsformatext-bookofAmericanismwhichallourpeoplewoulddowelltoreadatthepresenttime。"
  Major-GeneralLeonardWoodsaid:
  "ThedeathofRichardHardingDaviswasareallosstothemovementforpreparedness。Mr。Davishadanextensiveexperienceasamilitaryobserver,andthoroughlyappreciatedtheneedofageneraltrainingsystemlikethatofAustraliaorSwitzerlandandofthoroughorganizationofourindustrialresourcesin,ordertoestablishaconditionofreasonablepreparednessinthiscountry。AfewdaysbeforehisdeathhecametoGovernorsIslandforthepurposeofascertaininginwhatlineofworkhecouldbemostusefulinbuildingupsoundpublicopinioninfavorofsuchpreparednessaswouldgiveusarealpeaceinsurance。Hismindwasbentondevotinghisenergiesandabilitiestotheworkofpubliceducationonthisvitallyimportantsubject,andfewmenwerebetterqualifiedtodoso,forhehadservedasamilitaryobserverinmanycampaigns。
  "ThroughouttheCubancampaignhewasattachedtotheheadquartersofmyregimentinCubaasamilitaryobserver。
  HewaswiththeadvancedpartyattheopeningofthefightatLasGuasiinas,andwasdistinguishedthroughoutthefightbycoolnessandgoodconduct。HealsoparticipatedinthebattleofSanJuanandthesiegeofSantiago,andasanobserverwasalwayswheredutycalledhim。Hewasadelightfulcompanion,cheerful,resourceful,andthoughtfuloftheinterestsandwishesofothers。Hisreportsofthegamewerevaluableandamongthebestandmostaccurate。
  "ThePlattsburgmovementtookaverystrongholdofhim。Hesawinthisagreatinstrumentforbuildingupasoundknowledgeconcerningourmilitaryhistoryandpolicy,alsoaverypracticalwayoftrainingmenforthedutiesofjuniorofficers。Herealizedfullythatweshouldneedincaseofwartensofthousandsofofficerswithournewlyraisedtroops,andthatitwouldbeutterlyimpossibletopreparetheminthehurryandconfusionoftheonrushofmodernwar。
  Hisheartwasfilledwithadesiretoservehiscountrytothebestofhisability。HisrecentexperienceinEuropepointedouttohimtheabsolutemadnessoflongerdisregardingtheneedofdoingthosethingswhichreasonablepreparednessdictates,thethingswhichcannotbeaccomplishedaftertroubleisuponus。Hehadinmindatthetimeofhisdeathaseriesofarticlestobewrittenespeciallytobuildupinterestinuniversalmilitarytrainingthroughconveyingtoourpeopleanunderstandingofwhatorganizationasitexiststo-daymeans,andhowvitallyimportantitisforourpeopletodointimeofpeacethosethingswhichmodernwardoesnotpermitdoneonceitisunderway。
  "Daviswasaloyalfriend,athoroughgoingAmericandevotedtothebestinterestsofhiscountry,courageous,sympathetic,andtrue。Hislosshasbeenaveryrealonetoallofuswhoknewandappreciatedhim,andinhisdeaththecauseofpreparednesshaslostanableworkerandthecountryadevotedandloyalcitizen。"
  AlthoughsufferingfromhisstrenuousexperiencesinFrance,andmoreparticularlyfromthoseinGreece,Richardcontinuedtoaccomplishhisusualenormousamountofwork,andduringtheseweekswrotehislastshortstory,"TheDeserter。"
  ThefollowingletterwaswrittentomewhileIwasintheBahamasandwasinreferencetoanovelwhichIhaddedicatedtoHope:
  MOUNTKISCO——February28,1916。
  DEAROLDMAN:
  Nowordyetofthebook,excepttheadvts。Ienclose。Iwillsendyouthenoticesassoonastheybegintoappear。Iamsohappyoverthededication,and,veryproud。So,Hopewillbewhensheknows。AsIhavenotreadthenovelitallwillcomeasasplendidandpleasantsurprise。Iamlookingforwardtosittingdowntoitwithallthepleasureintheworld。
  Youchosetherightmomenttoelope。Neverwasweathersocold,cruelandbitter。Hopeistheonlyonewhogoesoutofdoors。
  IstartthefiresintheBigHousetomorrowandtheplumbersandpaperhangers,paintersenterthedayafter。
  TheattackonVerdunmakesmesick。IwastheresixweeksagoinoneofthefortsbutofcoursecouldnotthennorcanInowwriteofit。Idon'tbelievethedriveevercangetthrough。
  Fortworeasons,andtheunmilitaryoneisthatIbelieveinajustGod。GivemylovetoDai,andforyoualwaysDICK。
  P。S。Iamhappyyouarebothsohappy,butthosepostcardswiththepalmswerecrueltytoanimals。
  Onthe21stofMarch,1916,RichardandhiswifeanddaughtermovedfromtheScribnercottagetoCrossroads,andafewdayslaterhewasattackedbytheillnessthatendedinhisdeathonApril11。Hehaddinedwithhiswifeandafterwardhadworkedonanarticleonpreparedness,writtensomelettersandtelegramsconcerningthesamesubjectand,whilerepeatingoneofthelatteroverthetelephone,wasstricken。
  Withinaweekofhisfifty-thirdyear,justoneyearfromthedayhehadfirstbroughthisbabydaughtertoherrealhome,doingthebestandfinestworkofhiscareerinthecauseoftheAlliesandpreparedness,quiteunconsciousthattheendwasnear,heleftus。Inthosefifty-twoyearshehadcrowdedthework,thepleasures,thekind,chivalrousdeedsofmanymen,andhediedjustasIamsurehewouldhavewishedtodie,workingintothenightforagreatcause,andalthoughillandtired,stillfretfulforthemorningthathemightagaintakeupthefight。