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  “`No,'Isaid;`butIamgoingtogetitto-night。'
  “`You'llnevergetit,'hesaid。`He'snotthatsortofaman。He'snotevenachurchman!'
  “ButIjustwentquietlyonwiththework,withoutanswering,andafterquiteawhileheleft;buthecalledback,ashewentoff,`Well,ifhedoesgiveyouthathundreddollars,cometomeandI'llgiveyouanotherhundred。'''
  Conwellsmilesingenialreminiscenceandwithoutanyapparentsensethatheistellingofagreatpersonaltriumph,andgoeson:
  “Thosetwomenbothpaidthemoney,andofcoursethechurchpeoplethemselves,whoatfirsthadnotquiteunderstoodthatIcouldbeinearnest,joinedinandhelped,withworkandmoney,andas,whilethenewchurchwasbuilding,itwaspeculiarlyimportanttogetandkeepthecongregationtogether,andastheyhadceasedtohaveaministeroftheirown,IusedtorunoutfromBostonandpreachforthem,inaroomwehired。
  “AnditwasthereinLexington,in1879,thatIdeterminedtobecomeaminister。Ihadagoodlawpractice,butIdeterminedtogiveitup。FormanyyearsIhadfeltmoreorlessofacalltotheministry,andhereatlengthwasthedefinitetimetobegin。
  “WeekbyweekIpreachedthere''——howstrange,now,tothinkofWilliamDeanHowellsandthecolonel-preacher!——“andafterawhilethechurchwascompleted,andinthatverychurch,thereinLexington,Iwasordainedaminister。''
  Amarvelousthing,allthis,evenwithoutconsideringthemarvelousheightsthatConwellhassinceattained——amarvelousthing,anachievementofpositiveromance!ThatlittlechurchstoodforAmericanbraveryandinitiativeandself-sacrificeandromanticisminawaythatwellbefittedgoodoldLexington。
  ToleavealargeandoverflowinglawpracticeandtakeuptheministryatasalaryofsixhundreddollarsayearseemedtotherelativesofConwell'swifetheextremeoffoolishness,andtheydidnothesitatesotoexpressthemselves。Naturallyenough,theydidnothaveConwell'svision。Yethehimselfwasfairenoughtorealizeandtoadmitthattherewasagooddealoffairnessintheirobjections;andsohesaidtothecongregationthat,althoughhewasquitereadytocomeforthesixhundreddollarsayear,heexpectedthemtodoublehissalaryassoonashedoubledthechurchmembership。Thisseemedtothemagooddeallikeajoke,buttheyansweredinperfectearnestnessthattheywouldbequitewillingtodothedoublingassoonashedidthedoubling,andinlessthanayearthesalarywasdoubledaccordingly。
  Iaskedhimifhehadfoundithardtogiveupthelucrativelawforapoorministry,andhisreplygaveadelightfulimpressionofhiscapacityforhumorousinsightintohumannature,forhesaid,withagenialtwinkle:
  “Ohyes,itwasawrench;butthereisasortofromanceofself-sacrifice,youknow。Irathersupposetheold-timemartyrsratherenjoyedthemselvesinbeingmartyrs!''
  ConwelldidnotstayverylonginLexington。
  AstrugglinglittlechurchinPhiladelphiaheardofwhathewasdoing,andsoanolddeaconwentuptoseeandhearhim,andaninvitationwasgiven;andastheLexingtonchurchseemedtobeprosperouslyonitsfeet,andtheneedsofthePhiladelphiabodykeenlyappealedtoConwell'simagination,achangewasmade,andatasalaryofeighthundreddollarsayearhewent,in1882,tothelittlestrugglingPhiladelphiacongregation,andofthatcongregationheisstillpastor——only,itceasedtobeastrugglingcongregationagreatmanyyearsago!Andlongagoitbeganpayinghimmorethousandseveryyearthanatfirstitgavehimhundreds。
  DreamerasConwellalwaysisinconnectionwithhisimmensepracticality,andmovedasheisbythespiritualinfluencesoflife,itismorethanlikelythatnotonlydidPhiladelphia'sneedappeal,butalsothefactthatPhiladelphia,asacity,meantmuchtohim,for,comingNorth,woundedfromabattle-fieldoftheCivilWar,itwasinPhiladelphiathathewascaredforuntilhishealthandstrengthwererecovered。ThusitcamethatPhiladelphiahadearlybecomedeartohim。
  Andhereisanexcellentexampleofhowdreaminggreatdreamsmaygohand-in-handwithwinningsuperbresults。ForthatlittlestrugglingcongregationnowownsandoccupiesagreatnewchurchbuildingthatseatsmorepeoplethananyotherProtestantchurchinAmerica——andDr。Conwellfillsit!
  III
  STORYOFTHEFIFTY-SEVENCENTS
  ATeverypointinConwell'slifeoneseesthathewinsthroughhiswonderfulpersonalinfluenceonoldandyoung。Everystepforward,everytriumphachieved,comesnotalonefromhisownenthusiasm,butbecauseofhisputtingthatenthusiasmintoothers。AndwhenIlearnedhowitcameaboutthatthepresentchurchbuildingswerebegun,itwasanotherofthosemarveloustalesoffactthatarestrangerthananyimaginationcouldmakethem。Andyetthetalewassosimpleandsweetandsadandunpretending。
  WhenDr。ConwellfirstassumedchargeofthelittlecongregationthatledhimtoPhiladelphiaitwasreallyalittlechurchbothinitsnumbersandinthesizeofthebuildingthatitoccupied,butitquicklybecamesopopularunderhisleadershipthatthechurchservicesandSunday-
  schoolserviceswerealikesocrowdedthattherewasnoroomforallwhocame,andalwaystherewerepeopleturnedfromthedoors。
  Oneafternoonalittlegirl,whohadeagerlywishedtogo,turnedbackfromtheSunday-schooldoor,cryingbitterlybecausetheyhadtoldherthattherewasnomoreroom。Butatall,black-
  hairedmanmetherandnoticedhertearsand,stopping,askedwhyitwasthatshewascrying,andshesobbinglyrepliedthatitwasbecausetheycouldnotletherintotheSunday-school。
  “Iliftedhertomyshoulder,''saysDr。Conwell,intellingofthis;forafterhearingthestoryelsewhereIaskedhimtotellittomehimself,foritseemedalmosttoostrangetobetrue。
  “Iliftedhertomyshoulder''——andonerealizestheprettysceneitmusthavemadeforthelittlegirltogothroughthecrowdofpeople,dryinghertearsandridingproudlyontheshouldersofthekindly,tall,darkman!“IsaidtoherthatIwouldtakeherin,andIdidso,andIsaidtoherthatweshouldsomedayhavearoombigenoughforallwhoshouldcome。Andwhenshewenthomeshetoldherparents——Ionlylearnedthisafterward——thatshewasgoingtosavemoneytohelpbuildthelargerchurchandSunday-schoolthatDr。Conwellwanted!Herparentspleasantlyhumoredherintheideaandletherrunerrandsanddolittletaskstoearnpennies,andshebegandroppingthepenniesintoherbank。
  “Shewasalovablelittlething——butinonlyafewweeksafterthatshewastakensuddenlyillanddied;andatthefuneralherfathertoldme,quietly,ofhowhislittlegirlhadbeensavingmoneyforabuilding-fund。Andthere,atthefuneral,hehandedmewhatshehadsaved——justfifty-
  sevencentsinpennies。''
  Dr。Conwelldoesnotsayhowdeeplyhewasmoved;heis,afterall,amanofveryfewwordsastohisownemotions。Butadeeptendernesshadcreptintohisvoice。
  “AtameetingofthechurchtrusteesItoldofthisgiftoffifty-sevencents——thefirstgifttowardtheproposedbuilding-fundofthenewchurchthatwassometimetoexist。Foruntilthenthematterhadbarelybeenspokenof,asanewchurchbuildinghadbeensimplyapossibilityforthefuture。
  “Thetrusteesseemedmuchimpressed,anditturnedoutthattheywerefarmoreimpressedthanIcouldpossiblyhavehoped,forinafewdaysoneofthemcametomeandsaidthathethoughtitwouldbeanexcellentideatobuyalotonBroadStreet——theverylotonwhichthebuildingnowstands。''ItwascharacteristicofDr。Conwellthathedidnotpointout,whateveryonewhoknowshimwouldunderstand,thatitwashisowninspirationputintothetrusteeswhichresultedinthisquickanddefinitemoveonthepartofoneofthem。“Italkedthematteroverwiththeowneroftheproperty,andtoldhimofthebeginningofthefund,thestoryofthelittlegirl。Themanwasnotoneofourchurch,norinfact,washeachurch-goeratall,buthelistenedattentivelytothetaleofthefifty-sevencentsandsimplysaidhewasquitereadytogoaheadandsellusthatpieceoflandfortenthousanddollars,taking——andtheunexpectednessofthisdeeplytouchedmetakingafirstpaymentofjustfifty-sevencentsandlettingtheentirebalancestandonafive-per-cent。mortgage!
  “Anditseemedtomethatitwouldbetherightthingtoacceptthisunexpectedlyliberalproposition,andIwentovertheentirematteronthatbasiswiththetrusteesandsomeoftheothermembers,andallthepeopleweresoontalkingofhavinganewchurch。Butitwasnotdoneinthatway,afterall,for,finethoughthatwaywouldhavebeen,therewastobeonestillfiner。
  “Notlongaftermytalkwiththemanwhoownedtheland,andhissurprisinglygood-heartedproposition,anexchangewasarrangedformeoneeveningwithaMountHollychurch,andmywifewentwithme。Wecamebacklate,anditwascoldandwetandmiserable,butasweapproachedourhomewesawthatitwasalllightedfromtoptobottom,anditwasclearthatitwasfullofpeople。Isaidtomywifethattheyseemedtobehavingabettertimethanwehadhad,andwewentin,curioustoknowwhatitwasallabout。
  Anditturnedoutthatourabsencehadbeenintentionallyarranged,andthatthechurchpeoplehadgatheredatourhometomeetusonourreturn。
  AndIwasutterlyamazed,forthespokesmantoldmethattheentiretenthousanddollarshadbeenraisedandthatthelandforthechurchthatIwantedwasfreeofdebt。Andallhadcomesoquicklyanddirectlyfromthatdearlittlegirl'sfifty-sevencents。''
  Doesn'titseemlikeafairytale!Butthenthismanhasallhislifebeenmakingfairytalesintorealities。Heinspiredthechild。Heinspiredthetrustees。Heinspiredtheowneroftheland。Heinspiredthepeople。
  Thebuildingofthegreatchurch——theTempleBaptistChurch,asitistermed——wasagreatundertakingforthecongregation;eventhoughithadbeenswiftlygrowingfromthedayofDr。
  Conwell'stakingchargeofit,itwassomethingfaraheadofwhat,exceptintheeyesofanenthusiast,theycouldpossiblycompleteandpayforandsupport。Norwasitaneasytask。
  Groundwasbrokenforthebuildingin1889,in1891itwasopenedforworship,andthencameyearsofraisingmoneytoclearit。Butitwaslongagoplacedcompletelyoutofdebt,andwithonlyasinglelargesubscription——oneoftenthousanddollars——forthechurchisnotinawealthyneighborhood,noristhecongregationmadeupofthegreatandrich。
  Thechurchisbuiltofstone,anditsinteriorisagreatamphitheater。Specialattentionhasbeengiventofreshairandlight;thereisnothingofthedim,religiouslightthatgoeswithmedievalchurchliness。Behindthepulpitaretiersofseatsforthegreatchoruschoir。Thereisalargeorgan。
  Thebuildingispeculiarlyadaptedforhearingandseeing,andifitisnot,strictlyspeaking,beautifulinitself,itisbeautifulwhenitisfilledwithencirclingrowsofmenandwomen。
  Manoffeelingthatheis,andonewhoappreciatestheimportanceofsymbols,Dr。Conwellhadaheartofolive-woodbuiltintothefrontofthepulpit,forthewoodwasfromanolive-treeintheGardenofGethsemane。Andtheamber-coloredtilesintheinnerwallsofthechurchbear,undertheglaze,thenamesofthousandsofhispeople;
  foreveryone,youngorold,whohelpedinthebuilding,eventothegivingofasingledollar,hashisnameinscribedthere。ForDr。ConwellwishedtoshowthatitisnotonlythehouseoftheLord,butalso,inakeenlypersonalsense,thehouseofthosewhobuiltit。
  Thechurchhasapossibleseatingcapacityof4,200,althoughonly3,135chairshavebeenputinit,forithasbeenthedesirenottocrowdthespaceneedlessly。ThereisalsoagreatroomfortheSunday-school,andextensiveroomsfortheyoungmen'sassociation,theyoungwomen'sassociation,andforakitchen,forexecutiveoffices,formeeting-placesforchurchofficersandboardsandcommittees。Itisaspaciousandpracticalandcompletechurchhome,andthepeoplefeelathomethere。
  “Youseeagain,''saidDr。Conwell,musingly,“theadvantageofaimingatbigthings。Thatbuildingrepresents$109,000aboveground。Itisfreefromdebt。Hadwebuiltasmallchurch,itwouldnowbeheavilymortgaged。''
  IV
  HISPOWERASORATORANDPREACHER
  EVENasayoungmanConwellwonlocalfameasanorator。AttheoutbreakoftheCivilWarhebeganmakingpatrioticspeechesthatgainedenlistments。Aftergoingtothefronthewassentbackhomeforatime,onfurlough,tomakemorespeechestodrawmorerecruits,forhisspeechesweresopersuasive,sopowerful,sofullofhomelyandpatrioticfeeling,thatthemenwhoheardthemthrongedintotheranks。Andasapreacherheusespersuasion,power,simpleandhomelyeloquence,todrawmentotheranksofChristianity。
  Heisanoratorborn,andhasdevelopedthisinbornpowerbythehardestofstudyandthoughtandpractice。Heisoneofthoseraremenwhoalwaysseizeandholdtheattention。Whenhespeaks,menlisten。Itisquality,temperament,control——thewordisimmaterial,butthefactisverymaterialindeed。
  SomequarterofacenturyagoConwellpublishedalittlebookforstudentsonthestudyandpracticeoforatory。That“clear-cutarticulationisthecharmofeloquence''isoneofhisinsisted-uponstatements,anditwellillustratesthelifelongpracticeofthemanhimself,foreverywordashetalkscanbeheardineverypartofalargebuilding,yetalwayshespeakswithoutapparenteffort。
  Heavoids“elocution。''Hisvoiceissoft-pitchedandneverbreaks,evennowwhenheisoverseventy,because,soheexplainsit,healwaysspeaksinhisnaturalvoice。Thereisneverastrainingaftereffect。
  “Aspeakermustpossessalarge-heartedregardforthewelfareofhisaudience,''hewrites,andhereagainweseeConwellexplainingConwellism。
  “Enthusiasminvitesenthusiasm,''isanotherofhispointsofimportance;andoneunderstandsthatitisbydeliberatepurpose,andnotbychance,thathetrieswithsuchtremendousefforttoputenthusiasmintohishearerswitheverysermonandeverylecturethathedelivers。
  “Itiseasytoraisealaugh,butdangerous,foritisthegreatesttestofanorator'scontrolofhisaudiencetobeabletolandthemagainonthesolidearthofsoberthinking。''Ihaveknownhimattheveryendofasermonhavearippleoflaughtersweepfreelyovertheentirecongregation,andtheninamomenthehaseveryindividualunderhiscontrol,listeningsoberlytohiswords。
  Heneverfearstousehumor,anditisalwaysverysimpleandobviousandeffective。Withhimevenaverysimplepunmaybeused,notonlywith-
  outtakingawayfromthestrengthofwhatheissaying,butwithavividincreaseofimpressiveness。
  Andwhenhesayssomethingfunnyitisinsuchadelightfulandconfidentialway,withsuchagenial,quiet,infectioushumorousness,thathisaudienceiscaptivated。Andtheyneverthinkthatheistellingsomethingfunnyofhisown;
  itseems,suchistheskilloftheman,thatheisjustlettingthemknowofsomethinghumorousthattheyaretoenjoywithhim。
  “Beabsolutelytruthfulandscrupulouslyclear,''
  hewrites;andwithdelightfullytersecommonsense,hesays,“Useillustrationsthatillustrate''——
  andneverdidanoratorliveuptothisinjunctionmorethandoesConwellhimself。Nothingismoresurprising,nothingismoreinteresting,thanthewayinwhichhemakesuseasillustrationsoftheimpressionsandincidentsofhislongandvariedlife,and,whateveritis,ithasdirectandinstantbearingontheprogressofhisdiscourse。Hewillrefertosomethingthatheheardachildsayinatrainyesterday;inafewminuteshewillspeakofsomethingthathesaworsomeonewhomhemetlastmonth,orlastyear,ortenyearsago——
  inOhio,inCalifornia,inLondon,inParis,inNewYork,inBombay;andeachmemory,eachillustration,isahammerwithwhichhedriveshomeatruth。
  Thevastnumberofplaceshehasvisitedandpeoplehehasmet,theinfinitevarietyofthingshisobservanteyeshaveseen,givehimhisceaselessflowofillustrations,andhismemoryandhisskillmakeadmirableuseofthem。Itisseldomthatheusesanillustrationfromwhathehasread;everythingis,characteristically,hisown。
  HenryM。Stanley,whoknewhimwell,referredtohimas“thatdouble-sightedYankee,''whocould“seeataglanceallthereisandallthereeverwas。''
  Andneverwasthereamanwhososupplementswithpersonalreminiscencetheplaceorthepersonthathasfiguredintheillustration。WhenheillustrateswiththestoryofthediscoveryofCaliforniagoldatSutter'shealmostparentheticallyremarks,“Ideliveredthislectureonthatveryspotafewyearsago;thatis,inthetownthataroseonthatveryspot。''Andwhenheillustratesbythestoryoftheinventionofthesewing-machine,headds:“Isupposethatifanyofyouwereaskedwhowastheinventorofthesewing-machine,youwouldsaythatitwasEliasHowe。Butthatwouldbeamistake。IwaswithEliasHoweintheCivilWar,andheoftenusedtotellmehowhehadtriedforfourteenyearstoinventthesewing-machineandthatthenhiswife,feelingthatsomethingreallyhadtobedone,inventeditinacoupleofhours。''Listeningtohim,youbegintofeelintouchwitheverybodyandeverything,andinafriendlyandintimateway。
  Always,whetherinthepulpitorontheplatform,asinprivateconversation,thereisanabsolutesimplicityaboutthemanandhiswords;asimplicity,anearnestness,acompletehonesty。Andwhenhesetsdown,inhisbookonoratory,“A
  manhasnorighttousewordscarelessly,''hestandsforthatrespectforword-craftsmanshipthateverysuccessfulspeakerorwritermustfeel。
  “Beintenselyinearnest,''hewrites;andinwritingthishesetsdownaprimeprinciplenotonlyofhisoratory,butofhislife。
  AyoungministertoldmethatDr。Conwelloncesaidtohim,withdeepfeeling,“Alwaysremember,asyoupreach,thatyouarestrivingtosaveatleastonesoulwitheverysermon。''AndtooneofhisclosefriendsDr。Conwellsaid,inoneofhisself-revealingconversations:
  “Ifeel,wheneverIpreach,thatthereisalwaysonepersoninthecongregationtowhom,inallprobability,Ishallneverpreachagain,andthereforeIfeelthatImustexertmyutmostpowerinthatlastchance。''Andinthis,evenifthiswereall,oneseeswhyeachofhissermonsissoimpressive,andwhyhisenergyneverlags。Always,withhim,isthefeelingthatheisintheworldtodoallthegoodhecanpossiblydo;notamoment,notanopportunity,mustbelost。
  Themomentherisesandstepstothefrontofhispulpithehastheattentionofeveryoneinthebuilding,andthisattentionhecloselyholdstillheisthrough。Yetitisneverbyastrikingeffortthatattentionisgained,exceptinsofarthathisuttersimplicityisstriking。“Iwanttopreachsosimplythatyouwillnotthinkitpreaching,butjustthatyouarelisteningtoafriend,''Irememberhissaying,oneSundaymorning,ashebeganhissermon;andthenhewentonjustassimplyassuchhomely,kindly,friendlywordspromised。Andhoweffectively!
  Hebelievesthateverythingshouldbesoputastobeunderstoodbyall,andthisbeliefheappliesnotonlytohispreaching,buttothereadingoftheBible,whosedescriptionshenotonlyvisualizestohimself,butmakesvividlycleartohishearers;andthisoftenmakesforfascinationinresult。
  Forexample,heisreadingthetenthchapterofISamuel,andbegins,“`Thoushaltmeetacompanyofprophets。'''
  “`Singers,'itshouldbetranslated,''heputsin,liftinghiseyesfromthepageandlookingoutoverhispeople。Thenhegoeson,takingthischangeasamatterofcourse,“`Thoushaltmeetacompanyofsingerscomingdownfromthehighplace——'''
  Whereuponheagaininterruptshimself,andinanirresistibleexplanatoryaside,whichinstantlyraisesthedesiredpictureinthemindofeveryone,hesays:“Thatmeans,fromthelittleoldchurchonthehill,youknow。''Andhowplainandclearandrealandinteresting——mostofall,interesting——itisfromthismoment!Anothermanwouldhaveleftitthatprophetswerecomingdownfromahighplace,whichwouldnothaveseemedatallaliveornatural,andhere,suddenly,Conwellhasflashedhispictureofthesingerscomingdownfromthelittleoldchurchonthehill!Thereismagicindoingthatsortofthing。
  Andhegoeson,nowreading:“`Thoushaltmeetacompanyofsingerscomingdownfromthelittleoldchurchonthehill,withapsaltery,andatabret,andapipe,andaharp,andtheyshallsing。'''
  MusicisoneofConwell'sstrongestaids。Hesingshimself;singsasifhelikestosing,andoftenfindshimselfleadingthesinging——usuallyso,indeed,attheprayer-meetings,andoften,ineffect,atthechurchservices。
  Irememberatonechurchservicethatthechoir-leaderwasstandinginfrontofthemassedchoirostensiblyleadingthesinging,butthatConwellhimself,standingattherearofthepulpitplatform,withhiseyesonhishymn-book,silentlyswayingalittlewiththemusicandunconsciouslybeatingtimeasheswayed,wasjustasunconsciouslytherealleader,foritwashewhomthecongregationwerewatchingandwithhimthattheywerekeepingtime!Heneversuspectedit;hewasmerelythinkingalongwiththemusic;andtherewassuchalookofcontagioushappinessonhisfaceasmadeeveryoneinthebuildingsimilarlyhappy。Forhepossessesamysteriousfacultyofimbuingotherswithhisownhappiness。
  Notonlysingers,butthemodernequivalentofpsalteryandtabretandcymbals,allhavetheirplaceinDr。Conwell'sschemeofchurchservice;
  fortheremaybeapiano,andtheremayevenbeatrombone,andthereisagreatorgantohelpthevoices,andattimestherearechimingbells。
  Hismusicaltasteseemstotendtowardthethunderous——orperhapsitisonlythatheknowstherearetimeswhenpeopleliketohearthethunderousandaremovedbyit。
  Andhowthechoirthemselveslikeit!Theyoccupyagreatcurvingspacebehindthepulpit,andputtheirheartsintosong。Andasthecongregationdisperseandthechoirfilterdown,sometimestheyarestillsingingandsomeofthemcontinuetosingastheygoslowlyouttowardthedoors。Theyarehappy——Conwellhimselfishappy——allthecongregationarehappy。Hemakeseverybodyfeelhappyincomingtochurch;hemakesthechurchattractivejustasHowellswassolongagotoldthathedidinLexington。
  Andthereissomethingmorethanhappiness;
  thereisasenseofease,ofcomfort,ofgeneraljoy,thatisquiteunmistakable。Thereisnothingofstiffnessorconstraint。Andwithitallthereisfullreverence。Itisnowonderthatheisaccustomedtofilleveryseatofthegreatbuilding。
  Hisgesturesareusuallyverysimple。Nowandthen,whenheworksuptoemphasis,hestrikesonefistinthepalmoftheotherhand。Whenheisthroughyoudonotrememberthathehasmadeanygesturesatall,butthesoundofhisvoiceremainswithyou,andthelookofhiswonderfuleyes。Andthoughheispastthethreescoreyearsandten,helooksoutoverhispeoplewitheyesthatstillhavetheveritablelookofyouth。
  Likeallgreatmen,henotonlydoesbigthings,butkeepsintouchwithmyriaddetails。Whenhisassistant,announcingthefuneralofanoldmember,hesitatesaboutthestreetandnumberandsaysthattheycanbefoundinthetelephonedirectory,Dr。Conwell'sdeepvoicebreaksquietlyinwith,“Suchanumber[givingit],DauphinStreet''——quietly,andinalowtone,yeteveryoneinthechurchhearsdistinctlyeverysyllableofthatlowvoice。
  Hisfundofpersonalanecdote,orpersonalreminiscence,isconstantandillustrativeinhispreaching,justasitiswhenhelectures,andthereminiscencessweepthroughmanyyears,andattimesarereallystartlinginthevividandhomelikepicturestheypresentofthefamousfolkofthepastthatheknew。
  OneSundayeveninghemadeanalmostcasualreferencetothetimewhenhefirstmetGarfield,thenacandidateforthePresidency。“IaskedMajorMcKinley,whomIhadmetinWashington,andwhosehomewasinnorthernOhio,aswasthatofMr。Garfield,togowithmetoMr。
  Garfield'shomeandintroduceme。Whenwegotthere,aneighborhadtofindhim。`Jim!Jim!'
  hecalled。Yousee,GarfieldwasjustplainJimtohisoldneighbors。It'shardtorecognizeaherooveryourbackfence!''Hepausedamo-
  mentfortheappreciativerippletosubside,andwenton:
  “Wethreetalkedtheretogether''——whatararetalkingthatmusthavebeen-McKinley,Garfield,andConwell——“wetalkedtogether,andafterawhilewegottothesubjectofhymns,andthosetwogreatmenbothtoldmehowdeeplytheylovedtheoldhymn,`TheOld-TimeReligion。'
  Garfieldespeciallylovedit,sohetoldus,becausethegoodoldmanwhobroughthimupasaboyandtowhomheowedsuchgratitude,usedtosingitatthepasturebarsoutsideoftheboy'swindoweverymorning,andyoungJimknew,wheneverheheardthatoldtune,thatitmeantitwastimeforhimtogetup。Hesaidthathehadheardthebestconcertsandthefinestoperasintheworld,buthadneverheardanythinghelovedashestillloved`TheOld-TimeReligion。'
  IforgetwhatreasontherewasforMcKinley'sespeciallylikingit,buthe,asdidGarfield,likeditimmensely。''
  WhatfollowedwasastrikingexampleofConwell'sintentnessonlosingnochancetofixanimpressiononhishearers'minds,andatthesametimeitwasareallyastonishingproofofhispowertomoveandsway。Foranewexpressioncameoverhisface,andhesaid,asiftheideahadonlyatthatmomentoccurredtohim——asitmostprobablyhad——“Ithinkit'sinourhymnal!''
  Andinamomentheannouncedthenumber,andthegreatorganstruckup,andeverypersoninthegreatchurcheveryman,woman,andchild——joinedintheswingingrhythmofverseafterverse,asiftheycouldnevertire,of“TheOld-
  TimeReligion。''Itisasimplemelody——barelymorethanasinglelineofalmostmonotonemusic:
  _Itwasgoodenoughformotherandit'sgoodenoughforme!
  Itwasgoodonthefieryfurnaceandit'sgoodenoughforme!_
  Thusitwenton,withnever-wearyingiteration,andeachtimewiththerefrain,moreandmorerhythmicandswaying:
  _Theold-timereligion,Theold-timereligion,Theold-timereligion——
  It'sgoodenoughforme!_
  ThatitwasgoodfortheHebrewchildren,thatitwasgoodforPaulandSilas,thatitwillhelpyouwhenyou'redying,thatitwillshowthewaytoheaven——alltheseandstillotherlinesweresung,withasortofwailingsoftness,acuriousmonotone,adepthofearnestness。Andthemanwhohadworkedthismiracleofcontrolbyevokingoutofthepasthismemoryofameetingwithtwoofthevanishedgreatonesoftheearth,stoodbeforehispeople,leadingthem,singingwiththem,hiseyesaglowwithaninwardlight。Hismagichadsuddenlysetthemintothespiritoftheoldcamp-meetingdays,thedaysofpioneeringandhardship,whenreligionmeantsomuchtoeverybody,andeventhosewhoknewnothingofsuchthingsfeltthem,evenifbutvaguely。Everyheartwasmovedandtouched,andthatoldtunewillsinginthememoryofallwhothushearditandsungitaslongastheylive。
  V
  GIFTFORINSPIRINGOTHERS
  THEconstantearnestnessofConwell,hisdesiretoletnochanceslipbyofhelpingafellowman,putsoftenintohisvoice,whenhepreaches,anoteofeagerness,ofanxiety。Butwhenheprays,whenheturnstoGod,hismannerundergoesasubtleandunconsciouschange。Aloadhasslippedoffhisshouldersandhasbeenassumedbyahigherpower。Intohisbearing,dignifiedthoughitwas,therecomesanunconsciousincreaseofthedignity。Intohisvoice,firmasitwasbefore,therecomesadeepernoteoffirmness。
  Heisapttoflinghisarmswidespreadasheprays,inafinegesturethatheneverusesatothertimes,andhelooksupwardwiththedignityofamanwho,talkingtoahigherbeing,isproudofbeingafriendandconfidant。OnedoesnotneedtobeaChristiantoappreciatethebeautyandfinenessofConwell'sprayers。
  Heislikelyatanytimetodotheunexpected,andheissogreatamanandhassuchcontrolthatwhateverhedoesseemstoeverybodyaper-
  fectlynaturalthing。Hissincerityissoevident,andwhateverhedoesisdonesosimplyandnaturally,thatitisjustamatterofcourse。
  Iremember,duringonechurchservice,whilethesingingwasgoingon,thathesuddenlyrosefromhischairand,kneelingbesideit,ontheopenpulpit,withhisbacktothecongregation,remainedinthatpostureforseveralminutes。Noonethoughtitstrange。Iwaslikelyenoughtheonlyonewhonoticedit。Hispeopleareusedtohissincerities。AndthistimeitwasmerelythathehadafewwordstosayquietlytoGodandturnedasideforafewmomentstosaythem。
  Hisearnestnessofbeliefinprayermakeshimafirmbelieverinanswerstoprayer,and,infact,towhatmaybetermedthedirectinterpositionofProvidence。Doubtlessthemysticstraininheritedfromhismotherhasalsomuchtodowiththis。
  Hehasatypicallyhomelywayofexpressingitbyoneofhisfavoritemaxims,onethathelovestorepeatencouraginglytofriendswhoareindifficultiesthemselvesorwhoknowofthedifficultiesthatarehis;andthishearteningmaximis,“TrustinGodanddothenextthing。''
  AtonetimeintheearlydaysofhischurchworkinPhiladelphiaapaymentofathousanddollarswasabsolutelyneededtopreventalaw-
  suitinregardtoadebtforthechurchorgan。
  Infact,itwasworsethanadebt;itwasanotesignedbyhimselfpersonally,thathadbecomedue——hewasalwaysreadytoassumepersonalliabilityfordebtsofhischurch——andfailuretomeetthenotewouldmeanameasureofdisgraceaswellasmarkedchurchdiscouragement。
  Hehadtriedallthesourcesthatseemedopentohim,butinvain。Hecouldnotopenlyappealtothechurchmembers,inthiscase,foritwasintheearlydaysofhispastorate,andhiszealfortheorgan,hisdesireanddeterminationtohaveit,asanecessarypartofchurchequipment,hadoutrunthejudgmentofsomeofhisbestfriends,includingthatofthedeaconwhohadgonetoMassachusettsforhim。Theyhadurgedadelaytillotherexpensesweremet,andhehadactedagainsttheiradvice。
  Hehadtriedsuchfriendsashecould,andhehadtriedprayer。Buttherewasnosignofaid,whethersupernaturalornatural。
  Andthen,literallyontheverydayonwhichtheholderofthenotewastobeginproceedingsagainsthim,acheckforpreciselytheneededonethousanddollarscametohim,bymail,fromamanintheWest——amanwhowasatotalstrangertohim。Itturnedoutthattheman'ssister,whowasoneoftheTemplemembership,hadwrittentoherbrotherofDr。Conwell'swork。
  Sheknewnothingofanyspecialneedformoney,knewnothingwhateverofanynoteorofthedemandforathousanddollars;shemerelyoutlinedtoherbrotherwhatDr。Conwellwasaccomplishing,andwithsuchenthusiasmthatthebrotheratoncesenttheopportunecheck。
  Atalatertimethesumoftenthousanddollarswasimportunatelyneeded。Itwasdue,paymenthadbeenpromised。ItwasforsomeoftheconstructionworkoftheTempleUniversitybuildings。Thelastdayhadcome,andConwellandtheveryfewwhoknewoftheemergencywereinthedepthsofgloom。Itwastoolargeasumtoaskthechurchpeopletomakeup,fortheywerenotrichandtheyhadalreadybeengivingsplendidly,oftheirslendermeans,forthechurchandthenfortheuniversity。Therewasnorichmantoturnto;themenfamousforenormouscharitablegiftshaveneverletthemselvesbeinterestedinanyoftheworkofRussellConwell。Itwouldbeunkindandgratuitoustosuggestthatithasbeenbecausetheirnamescouldnotbepersonallyattached,orbecausetheworkisofanunpretentiouskindamongunpretentiouspeople;itneedmerelybesaidthatneithertheynortheiragentshavecaredtoaid,exceptthatoneoftheveryrichest,whosenameisthemostdistinguishedintheentireworldasagiver,didonce,inresponsetoastrongpersonalapplication,givethirty-fivehundreddollars,thisbeingtheextentoftheassociationofthewealthywithanyofthevariedConwellwork。
  Sowhenitwasabsolutelynecessarytohavetenthousanddollarsthepossibilitiesofmoneyhadbeenexhausted,whetherfromcongregationorindividuals。
  RussellConwell,inspiteofhissuperboptimism,isalsoamanofdeepdepressions,andthisisbecauseoftheveryfireandfervorofhisnature,foralwaysinsuchanaturethereisabalancing。Hebelievesinsuccess;successmustcome!——successisinitselfalmostareligionwithhim——successforhimselfandforalltheworldwhowilltryforit!Buttherearetimeswhenheissadanddoubtfuloversomeparticularpossibility。Andheintenselybelievesinprayer——faithcanmovemountains;
  butalwayshebelievesthatitisbetternottowaitforthemountainsthustobemoved,buttogorightoutandgettoworkatmovingthem。Andonceinawhiletherecomesatimewhenthemountainloomstoothreatening,evenafterthebravesteffortsandthedeepesttrust。
  Suchatimehadcome——theten-thousand-dollardebtwasaloomingmountainthathehadtriedinvaintomove。Hecouldstillpray,andhedid,butitwasoneofthetimeswhenhecouldonlythinkthatsomethinghadgonewrong。
  Thedeanoftheuniversity,whohasbeencloselyintouchwithallhisworkformanyyears,toldmeofhow,inadiscouragementwhichwasthemorenotablethroughcontrastwithhisusualunfailingcourage,helefttheexecutiveofficesforhishome,acoupleofblocksaway“Hewentawaywitheverythinglookingdarkbeforehim。ItwasChristmas-time,buttheveryfactofitsbeingChristmasonlyaddedtohisdepression——Christmaswassuchanunnaturaltimeforunhappiness!Butinafewminuteshecameflyingback,radiant,overjoyed,sparklingwithhappiness,wavingaslipofpaperinhishandwhichwasacheckforpreciselytenthousanddollars!Forhehadjustdrawnitoutofanenvelopehandedtohim,ashereachedhome,bythemail-carrier。
  “Andithadcomesostrangelyandsonaturally!
  Forthecheckwasfromawomanwhowasprofoundlyinterestedinhiswork,andwhohadsentthecheckknowingthatinageneralwayitwasneeded,butwithouttheleastideathattherewasanyimmediateneed。Thatwaseightornineyearsago,butalthoughthedonorwastoldatthetimethatDr。Conwellandallofusweremostgratefulforthegift,itwasnotuntilveryrecentlythatshewastoldhowopportuneitwas。
  AndthechangeitmadeinDr。Conwell!Heisagreatmanformaxims,andallofuswhoareassociatedwithhimknowthatoneofhisfavoritesisthat`Itwillallcomeoutrightsometime!'
  Andofcoursewehadarareopportunitytotellhimthatheoughtnevertobediscouraged。Anditissoseldomthatheis!''
  Whenthebignewchurchwasbuildingthemembersofthechurchwerevaguelydisturbedbynoticing,whenthestructurereachedthesecondstory,thatatthatheight,onthesidetowardthevacantandunboughtlandadjoining,therewereseveraldoorsbuiltthatopenedliterallyintonothingbutspace!
  Whenaskedaboutthesedoorsandtheirpurpose,Dr。Conwellwouldmakesomecasualreply,generallytotheeffectthattheymightbeexcellentasfire-escapes。Tonoone,forquiteawhile,didhebroachevenahintofthegreatplanthatwasseethinginhismind,whichwasthatthebuildingsofauniversityweresomedaytostandonthatlandimmediatelyadjoiningthechurch!
  Atthattimetheuniversity,theTempleUniversityasitisnowcalled,wasnotevenacollege,althoughitwasprobablycalledacollege。Conwellhadorganizedit,anditconsistedofanumberofclassesandteachers,meetinginhighlyinadequatequartersintwolittlehouses。ButtheimaginationofConwellearlypicturedgreatnewbuildingswithaccommodationsforthousands!Intimethedreamwasrealized,theimaginationbecameafact,andnowthosesecond-floordoorsactuallyopenfromtheTempleChurchintotheTempleUniversity!
  Yousee,healwaysthinksbig!Hedreamsbigdreamsandwinsbigsuccess。Allhislifehehastalkedandpreachedsuccess,anditisarealandverypracticalbeliefwithhimthatitisjustaseasytodoalargethingasasmallone,and,infact,alittleeasier!Andsohenaturallydoesnotseewhyoneshouldbesatisfiedwiththesmallthingsoflife。“Ifyourroomsarebigthepeoplewillcomeandfillthem,''helikestosay。Thesameeffortthatwinsasmallsuccesswould,rightlydirected,havewonagreatsuccess。“Thinkbigthingsandthendothem!''
  Mostfavoriteofallmaximswiththismanofmaxims,is“LetPatiencehaveherperfectwork。''
  Overandoverhelovestosayit,andhisfriendslaughabouthisloveforit,andheknowsthattheydoandlaughsaboutithimself。“Itirethemall,''