"Iamgoingmyrounds:youcancomewithme,ifIamsoattractive。"
Hesaidheshouldbeproud,andsheputonherhatinthirtyseconds。
Theywalkedtogetherinsilence。Hefeltasifhewerepromenadingatigercat,thatmightstopanymomenttofalluponhim。
Shewalkedhimintoacottage:therewasalittledeadwoodburningonthatportionofthebrickfloorcalledthehearth。Apaleoldmansatclosetothefire,inawoodenarmchair。Shefelthispulse,andwrotehimaprescription。
"ToMr。Vizard'shousekeeper,VizardCourt:
"Pleasegivethebearertwopoundsofgoodroastbeeformutton,notsalted,andonepintportwine,"RHODAGALE,M。D。"
"Here,Jenny,"shesaidtoasharplittlegirl,theman'sgrandniece,"takethisdowntoVizardCourt,andifthehousekeeperobjects,gotothefront-dooranddemandinmynametoseethesquireorMissVizard,andgive_them_thepaper。Don'tyougiveitupwithoutthemeat。Takethisbasketonyourarm。"
Thenshewalkedoutofthecottage,andSevernefollowedher:heventuredtosaythatwasanovelprescription。
Sheexplained。"Physiciansareobligedtosendtherichtothechemist,orelsethefoolswouldthinktheywereslighted。Butweneednotbesonicewiththepoor;wecanprescribetodothemgood。Whenyouinflictedyourcompanyonme,Iwassketchingoutatreatise,tobeentitled,'CureofDisordersbyEsculents。'Thatoldmanisnearlyexsanguis。Thereisnotadrugincreationthatcoulddohimanatomofgood。Nourishingfoodmay。Ifnot,why,heisbookedforthelongjourney。Well,hehashadhisinnings。Heisfourscore。Doyouthink_you_willeverseefourscore——youandyourvices?"
"Oh,no。ButIthink_you_will;andIhopeso;foryougoaboutdoinggood。"
"Andsomepeopleonecouldnamegoaboutdoingmischief?"
Severnemadenoreply。
Soonaftertheydiscoveredalittlegroup,principallywomenandchildren。Thesewereinspectingsomethingontheground,andchatteringexcitedly。Thewordsofdireimport,"Shehavepossessedhimwithadevil,"strucktheirear。ButsoontheycaughtsightofMissGale,andweredeadsilent。Shesaid,"Whatisthematter?Oh,Isee,thevermifugehasacted。"
Itwasso:aputty-facedboyhadbeenunabletoeathisbreakfast;hadsufferedmalaiseforhoursafterward,andatlasthadbeenseizedwithasortofdryretching,andhadrestoredtotheworldtheysoadornanumberofamphibia,whichnowwriggledinaheap,andnodoubtbitterlyregrettedtherecklessimpatiencewithwhichtheyhadfledfromanunpleasantmedicinetoacold-heartedworld。
"Well,goodpeople,"saidMissGale,whatareyoumakingafussabout?
Aretheybetterintheboyoroutofhim?"
Thewomencouldnotfindtheircandoratamoment'snotice,butoldGilesrepliedheartily,"Why,hout!betteranemptyhousethanabadtenant。"
"Thatistrue,"saidhalfadozenvoicesatonce。Theycouldresistcommonsenseinitsliquidform,butnotwhensolidifiedintoaproverb。
"Catchmetheboy,"saidMissGale,severely。
Habitualculpabilitydestroysself-confidence;sotheboysuspectedhimselfofcrime,andinstantlytooktoflight。Hiscompanionslovedhunting;sothreeswifterboysfollowedhimwithacheerfulyell,securedhim,andbroughthimupforsentence。
"Don'tbefrightened,Jacob,"saidthedoctress。"Ionlywanttoknowwhetheryoufeelbetterorworse。"
Hismotherputinherword:"Hewaseversobadallthemorning。"
"Holdyourjaw,"saidoldGiles,"andlettheboytellhisowntale。"
"Well,then,"saidJacob,"Iwasmortalbad,butnowdoIfeellikeafeather;wuston'tis,Ibesoblessedhungrynow。Dall'difIcouldn'teatthedevil——stuffedwiththunderandlightning。"
"I'llprescribeaccordingly,"saidMissGale,andwroteinpencilanorderonabeefsteakpietheyhadsentherfromtheCourt。
Theboy'scompanionsputtheirheadstogetheroverthisorder,andofferedtheirservicestoescorthim。
"No,thankyou,"saidthedoctress。"Hewillgoalone,youyoungmonkeys。
Yourturnwillcome。"
Thensheproceededonherrounds,withMr。Severneatherheels,untilitwaspastoneo'clock。
Thensheturnedroundandfacedhim。"Wewillparthere,"saidshe,"andIwillexplainmyconducttoyou,asyouseeminthedark。Ihavebeenco-operatingwithMissVizardallthistime。IreckonshesentyououtofthewaytogiveLordUxmoorhisopportunity,soIhavedetainedyou。
Whileyouhavebeenstudyingmedicine,hehasbeenpoppingthequestion,ofcourse。Good-by,Mr。Villain。"
Herwordswentthroughthemanlikecoldsteel。Itwasonewomanreadinganother。Heturnedverywhite,andputhishandtohisheart。Butherecoveredhimself,andsaid,"Ifsheprefersanothertome,Imustsubmit。Itisnotmyabsenceforafewhoursthatwillmakethedifference。YoucannotmakemeregretthehoursIhavepassedinyourcompany。Good-by,"andheseemedtoleaveherveryreluctantly。
"Oneword,"saidshe,softeningalittle。"I'mnotproofagainstyourcharm。UnlessIseeZoeVizardindanger,youhavenothingtofearfromme。ButIlove_her,_youunderstand。"
Hereturnedtoherdirectly,andsaid,inmostearnest,supplicatingtones,"Butwillyoueverforgiveme?"
"Iwilltry。"
Andsotheyparted。
Hewenthomeatagreatrate;forMissGale'sinsinuationshadraisedsomefearinhisbreast。
MeantimethisiswhathadreallypassedbetweenZoeandLordUxmoor。
Vizardwenttohisstudy,andFannyretiredatasignalfromZoe。Sherose,butdidnotgo;shewalkedslowlytowardthewindow;Uxmoorjoinedher:forhesawhewastohavehisanswerfromhermouth。
Herbosomheavedalittle,andhercheeksflushed。"LordUxmoor,"shesaid,"youhavedonemethegreatesthonoranymancanpayawoman,andfromyouitisindeedanhonor。IcouldnotwritesuchananswerasI
couldwish;and,besides,IwishtospareyouallthemortificationI
can。"
"Ah!"saidUxmoor,piteously。
"Youareworthyofanylady'slove;butIhaveonlymyesteemtogiveyou,andthatwasgivenlongago。"
Uxmoor,whohadbeengraduallyturningverywhite,faltered,"Ihadmyfears。Good-by。"
Shegavehimherhand。Heputitrespectfullytohislips:thenturnedandlefther,sickatheart,buttoobravetoletitbeseen。Hepreferredheresteemtoherpity。
Bythismeanshegotboth。Sheputherhandkerchieftohereyeswithoutdisguise。Butheonlyturnedatthedoortosay,inaprettyfirmvoice,"Godblessyou!"
Inlessthananhourhedrovehisteamfromthedoor,sittingheartbrokenanddesolate,butfirmandunflinchingasarock。
Sothen,onhisreturnfromHillstoke,SevernefoundthemallatluncheonexceptUxmoor。HedetailedhisvisittoMissGale,and,whilehetalked,observed。Zoewasbeamingwithloveandkindness。Hefeltsureshehadnotdeceivedhim。Helearned,bymerelylistening,thatLordUxmoorwasgone,andheexultedinwardly。
Afterluncheon,Elysium。Hewalkedwiththetwogirls,andFannylaggedbehind;andZoeprovedherselfnocoquette。Acoquettewouldhavebeenalittlecrossandshownhimshehadmadeasacrifice。NotsoZoeVizard。
Shenevertoldhim,norevenFanny,shehadrefusedLordUxmoor。Sheesteemedthegreatsacrificeshehadmadeforhimasalittleone,andsolovedhimalittlemorethathehadcostheranearl'scoronetandalargefortune。
ThepartyresumedtheirhabitsthatUxmoorhadinterrupted,andnowarningvoicewasraised。
TheboringcommencedatHillstoke,andDoctressGalehoveredoverthework。Thevariousstrataandtheirfossildepositswereanendlessstudy,andkepthermicroscopeemployed。Withthis,andhertreatiseon"CurebyEsculents"shewassoemployedthatshedidnotvisittheCourtforsomedays:thencameaninvitationfromLordUxmoortostayaweekwithhim,andinspecthisvillage。Sheacceptedit,anddroveherselfinthebailiff'sgig,allalone。Shefoundherhostattendingtohisduties,butdejected;sothenshesuspected,andturnedtheconversationtoZoeVizard,andsoonsatisfiedherselfhehadnohopesinthatquarter。Yethespokeofherwithundisguisedandtenderadmiration。Thenshesaidtoherself,"Thisisaman,andheshallhaveher。"
ShesatdownandwrotealettertoVizard,tellinghimallsheknew,andwhatshethought,viz。,thatanotherwoman,andarespectableone,hadaclaimonMr。Severne,whichoughttobecloselyinquiredinto,and_thelady'sversionheard。_"Thinkofit,"saidshe。"Hedisownedthewomanwhohadsavedhislife,hewassoafraidIshouldtellMissVizardunderwhatcircumstancesIfirstsawhim。"
Shefoldedandaddressedtheletter。
Buthavingrelievedhermindinsomedegreebythis,sheaskedherselfwhetheritwouldnotbekindertoallpartiestotryandsaveZoewithoutanexposure。ProbablySevernebenefitedbyhisgraceandhisdisarmingqualities;forherultimateresolutionwastogivehimachance,offerhimanalternative:hemusteitherquietlyretire,orbeopenlyexposed。
Sothensheputtheletterinherdesk,madeouthervisit,ofwhichnofurtherparticularscanbegivenatpresent,returnedhome,andwalkeddowntotheCourtnextmorningtohaveitoutwithEdwardSeverne。
But,unfortunately,fromtheverydaysheofferedhimtermsupatHillstoke,thetidebegantoruninSeverne'sfavorwithgreatrapidity。
Alettercamefromthedetective。Severnereceiveditatbreakfast,andlaiditbeforeZoe,whichhadafavorableeffectonhermindtobegin。
Poikilusreportedthatthemoneywasingoodhands。Hehadseenthelady。
Shemadenosecretofthething——thesumwas4,900pounds,andshesaidhalfbelongedtoherandhalftoagentleman。Shedidnotknowhim,butheragent,Ashmead,did。Poikilusaddedthathehadaskedherwouldshehonorthatgentleman'sdraft?Shehadrepliedsheshouldbeafraidtodothat;butMr。Ashmeadshouldhandittohimondemand。Poikilussummedupthattheladywasevidentlyrespectable,andthewholethingsquare。
Severnepostedthislettertohiscousin,undercover,toshowhimhewasreallygoingtoclearhisestate,butbeggedhimtoreturnitimmediatelyandlendhim50pounds。Theaccommodatingcousinsenthim50pounds,toaidhiminwooinghisheiress。Heboughtherahoopring,apologizedforitssmallvalue,andexpressedhisregretthatallhecouldofferherwasonassmallascale,excepthislove。
Sheblushed,andsmiledonhim,likeheavenopening。"Smallandgreat,I
takethem,"saidshe;andherlovelyheadrestedonhisshoulder。
Theywereengaged。
Fromthathourhecouldcommanda_te'te-'a-te'te_withherwheneverhechose,andhisinfernalpassionbegantosuggestallmannerofwild,wickedandunreasonablehopes。
Meantimetherewasnostopping。HesoonfoundhemustspeakseriouslytoVizard。Hewentintohisstudyandbegantoopenthesubject。Vizardstoppedhim。"Fetchtheotherculprit,"saidhe;andwhenZoecame,blushing,hesaid,"NowIamgoingtomakeshorterworkofthisthanyouhavedone。Zoehastenthousandpounds。Whathaveyougot?"
"Onlyasmallestate,wortheightthousandpounds,thatIhopetoclearofallincumbrances,ifIcangetmymoney。"
"Fondofeachother?Well,don'tstrikemedeadwithyoureyes。Ihavewatchedyou,andIownaprettierpairofturtledovesIneversaw。Well,youhavegotloveandIhavegotmoney。I'lltakecareofyouboth。Butyoumustlivewithme。Ipromisenevertomarry。"
ThisbroughtZoeroundhisneck,withtearsandkissesofpureaffection。
Hereturnedthem,andpartedherhairpaternally。
"Thisisabeautifulworld,isn'tit?"saidhe,withmoretendernessthancynicismthistime。
"Ah,thatitis!"criedZoe,earnestly。"ButIcan'thaveyousayyouwillneverbeashappyasIam。Therearetrueheartsinthisheavenlyworld;forIhavefoundone。"
"Ihavenot,anddon'tmeantotryagain。Iamgoinginforthepaternalnow。Youtwoaremychildren。Ihaveatalismantokeepmefrommarrying。
I'llshowityou。"Hedrewaphotographfromhisdrawer,setroundwithgoldandpearls。Heshoweditthemsuddenly。Theybothstarted。AfinephotographofInaKlosking。Shewasdressedasplainlyasatthegambling-table,butwithoutabonnet,andonlyoneroseinherhair。Hernobleforeheadwasshown,andherface,amodelofintelligence,womanliness,andserenedignity。
Hegazedatit,andtheyathimandit。
Hekissedit。"HereismyFate,"saidhe。"Nowmarktheingenuityofaparent。IkeepoutofmyFate'sway。ButIusehertokeepoffanyotherlittleFatesthatmaybeabout。NootherhumbugcanevercatchmewhileI
havesuchanoblehumbugasthistocontemplate。Ah!andheresheisasSiebel。Whatagoddess!Justlookather。Adorable!There,thisshallstanduponmytable,andtheothershallbehunginmybedroom。Then,mydearZoe,youwillbesafefromastepmother。ForIamyourfathernow。
Pleaseunderstandthat。"
ThisbroughtpoorZoeroundhisneckagainwithsuchaneffusionthatatlasthehandedhertoSeverne,andheledherfromtheroom,quiteovercome,and,toavoidallconversationaboutwhathadjustpassed,gaveherovertoFanny,whileheretiredtocomposehimself。
Bydinner-timehewasashappyasaprinceagainandrelievedofallcompunction。
HeheardafterwardfromFannythatZoeandshehaddiscussedtheincidentandVizard'sinfatuation,FannybeingspeciallywrothatVizard'sabuseofpearls;butshetoldhimshehadadvisedZoenottomentionthatlady'sname,butletherdieout。
And,inpointoffact,Zoedidavoidthesubject。
Therecameaneventfulday。Vizardgotaletter,atbreakfast,fromhisbankers,thatmadehimstare,andthenknithisbrows。ItwasaboutEdwardSeverne'sacceptances。Hesaidnothing,butorderedhishorseandrodeintoTaddington。
Thedaywaskeenbutsunny,and,seeinghimafootsoearly,Zoesaidsheshouldlikeadrivebeforeluncheon。ShewouldshowSeverneandFannysomeruinsonPagnellHill。Theycouldleavethetrapatthevillageinnandwalkupthehill。Fannybeggedoff,andSevernewasveryglad。TheprospectofalongwalkupahillwithZoe,andthenadayspentinutterseclusionwithher,firedhisimaginationandmadehisheartbeat。Herewasoneoftheopportunitieshehadlongsighedforofmakingpassionatelovetoinnocenceandinexperience。
Zoeherselfwaseagerforthedrive,andcamedown,followedbyRosawithsomewraps,andwaitedinthemorning-roomforthedog-cart。Itwasbehindtimeforonce,becausethecarefulcoachmanhadinsistedontheaxlebeingoiled。Atlastthesoundofwheelswasheard。Acarriagedrewupatthedoor。
"TellMr。Severne,"saidZoe。"Heisinthedining-room,Ithink。"
Butitwasnotthedog-cart。
Avigilantfootmancamehastilyoutandopenedthehalldoor。Aladywasonthesteps,andspoketohim,but,inspeaking,shecaughtsightofZoeinthehall。Sheinstantlyslippedpassthemanandstoodwithinthegreatdoor。
"MissVizard?"saidshe。
Zoetookasteptowardherandsaid,withastonishment,"MademoiselleKlosking!"
Theladieslookedateachother,andZoesawsomethingstrangewascoming;fortheKloskingwasverypale,yetfirm,andfixedhereyesuponherasiftherewasnothingelseinsight。
"Youhaveavisitor——Mr。Severne?"
"Yes,"saidZoe,drawingup。
"CanIspeakwithhim?"
"Hewillanswerforhimself。EDWARD!"
AthercallSevernecameouthastilybehindInaKlosking。
Sheturned,andtheyfacedeachother。
"Ah!"shecried;andinspiteofall,therewasmoreofjoythananyotherpassionintheexclamation。
Notsohe。Heutteredascreamofdismay,andstaggered,whiteasaghost,butstillglaredatInaKlosking。
Zoe'svoicefellonhimlikeaclapofthunder:"What!——Edward!——Mr。
Severne!——Hasthisladystillanyright——"
"No,nonewhatever!"hecried;"itisallpastandgone。"
"Whatispast?"saidInaKlosking,grandly。"Areyououtofyoursenses?"
Thenshewasclosetohiminamoment,byonegrandmovement,andtookhimbybothlapelsofhiscoat,andheldhimfirmly。"Speakbeforethislady,"shecried。"Have——I——no——rights——overyou?"andhervoicewasmajestic,andherDanisheyesgleamedlightning。
Thewretch'skneesgavewayamomentandheshookinherhands。Then,suddenly,heturnedwild。"Fiend!youhaveruinedme!"heyelled;andthen,withhisnaturalstrength,whichwasgreat,andthesuperhumanpowerofmadexcitement,hewhirledherrightroundandflungherfromhim,anddashedoutofthedoor,utteringcriesofrageanddespair。
Theunfortunatelady,thustakenbysurprise,fellheavily,and,bycruelillluck,struckhertemple,infalling,againstthesharpcornerofamarbletable。Itgashedherforeheadfearfully,andshelaysenseless,withthebloodspurtinginjetsfromherwhitetemple。
Zoescreamedviolently,andthehallandthehallstaircaseseemedtofillbymagic。
Intheterrorandconfusion,HarringtonVizardstrodeintothehall,fromTaddington。"Whatisthematter?"hecried。"Awomankilled?"
Someonecriedoutshehadfallen。
"Water,fools——asponge——don'tstandgaping!"andheflunghimselfonhisknees,andraisedthewoman'sheadfromthefloor。Oneeagerlookintoherwhiteface——onewildcry——"GreatGod!itis——"Hehadrecognizedher。
CHAPTERXX。
ITwaspiteoustoseeandhear。Thebloodwouldnotstop;itspurtednolonger,butitflowedalarmingly。VizardsentHarrisoffinhisownflyforadoctor,tosavetime。Hecalledforice。Hecriedoutinagonytohisservants,"Cannoneofyouthinkofanything?There——thathat。Here,youwomen;tearmethenapoffwithyourfingers。MyGod!whatistobedone?She'llbleedtodeath!"Andheheldhertohisbreast,andalmostmoanedwithpityoverher,ashepressedthecoldspongetoherwound——invain;forstilltheredbloodwouldflow。
Wheelsgroundthegravel。Servantsflewtothedoor,crying,"Thedoctor!
thedoctor!"
Asifhecouldhavebeenfetchedinfiveminutesfromthreemilesoff。
Yetitwasadoctor。HarrishadmetMissGalewalkingquietlydownfromHillstoke。Hehadtoldherinafewhurriedwords,andbroughtherasfastasthehorsescouldgo。
Sheglidedinswiftly,keen,butself-possessed,andtookitallindirectly。
Vizardsawher,andcried,"Ah!Help!——sheisbleedingtodeath!"
"Sheshallnot,"saidRhoda。Thentoonefootman,"Bringafootstool,_you;"_toanother,_"You_bringmeacork;"toVizard,_"You_holdhertowardmeso。Nowspongethewound。"
Thisdone,shepinchedthelipsofthewoundtogetherwithherneat,strongfingers。"SeewhatIdo,"shesaidtoVizard。"Youwillhavetodoit,whileI——Ah,thestool!Nowlayherheadonthat;theotherside,man。Now,sir,compressthewoundasIdid,vigorously。Holdthecork,_you,_tillIwantit。"
Shetookoutofherpocketsomeadhesiveplaster,andflakesofsomestrongstyptic,andapieceofelastic。"Now,"saidshetoVizard,"givemealittleopeninginthemiddletoplasterthesestripsacrossthewound。"Hedidso。Theninamomentshepassedtheelasticunderthesufferer'shead,drewitoverwiththestypticbetweenherfingerandthumb,andcrack!thestypticwastightonthecompressedwound。Sheforcedinmorestyptic,increasingthepressure,thenshewhippedoutasortofsurgicalhousewife,andwithsomecuttinginstrumentreducedthecork,thencutitconvex,andfasteneditonthestypticbyanotherelastic。Therewasnoflutter,yetitwasalldoneinfiftyseconds。
"There,"saidshe,"shewillbleednomore,tospeakof。Nowseatherupright。Why!Ihaveseenherbefore。Thisis——sir,youcansendthemenaway。"'
"Yes;and,Harris,packupMr。Severne'sthings,andbringthemdownherethismoment。"
Themaleservantsretired,thewomenheldaloof。FannyDovercameforward,paleandtrembling,andhelpedtoplaceInaKloskinginthehallporter'schair。Shewasinsensiblestill,butmoanedfaintly。
Hermoanswereechoed:alleyesturned。ItwasZoe,seatedapart,allbowedandbroken——ghastlypale,andglaringstraightbeforeher。
"Poorgirl!"saidVizard。"Weforgother。Itisherheartthatbleeds。
Whereisthescoundrel,thatImaykillhim?"andherushedoutatthedoortolookforhim。Theman'slifewouldnothavebeenworthmuchifSquireVizardcouldhavefoundhimthen。
Buthesooncamebacktohiswretchedhome,andeyedthedismalscene,andthehavoconemanhadmade——themarblefloorallstainedwithblood——InaKloskingsupportedinachair,white,andfaintlymoaning——Zoestillcrushedandglaringatvacancy,andFannysobbingroundherwithpityandterror;forsheknewtheremustbeworsetocomethanthiswildstupor。
"Takehertoherroom,Fannydear,"saidVizard,inahurried,falteringvoice,"anddon'tleaveher。Rosa,helpMissDover。Donotleaveheralone,nightnorday。"ThentoMissGale,"Shewilllive?Tellmeshewilllive。"
"Ihopeso,"saidRhodaGale。"Oh,theblowwillnotkillher,noryetthelossofblood。ButIfeartherewillbedistressofmindaddedtothebodilyshock。Andsuchanobleface!Myownheartbleedsforher。Oh,sir,donotsendherawaytostrangers!Letmetakeheruptothefarm。
Itisnursingshewillneed,andtact,whenshecomestoherself。"
"Sendhereawaytostrangers!"criedVizard。"Never!No。Noteventothefarm。Hereshereceivedherwound;hereallthatyouandIcandoshallbedonetosaveher。Ah,here'sHarris,withthevillain'sthings。Getthelady'sboxesout,andputMr。Severne'sintothefly。Givethemantwoguineas,andlethimleavethematthe'Swan,'inTaddington。"
Hethenbeckoneddownthewomen,andhadInaKloskingcarriedupstairstotheveryroomSevernehadoccupied。
Hethenconvenedtheservants,andplacedthemformallyunderMissGale'sorders,andonefemaleservanthavingmadearemark,heturnedheroutofthehouse,neckandcrop,directlywithhermonth'swages。Theothershadtohelpherpack,onlyhalfanhourbeingallowedforherexit。
Thehouseseemedallchanged。CouldthisbeVizardCourt?Deadgloom——hurriedwhispers——andeverybodywalkingsoftly,andscared——noneknowingwhatmightbethenextcalamity。
Vizardfeltsickatheartandhelpless。Hehaddoneallhecould,andwasreducedtothatconditionwomenbearfarbetterthanmen——hemustwait,andhope,andfear。Hewalkedupanddownthecarpetedlanding,rackedwithanxiety。
AtlasttherecameasinglescreamofagonyfromInaKlosking'sroom。
Itmadethestrongmanquake。
Hetappedsoftlyatthedoor。
Rhodaopenedit。
"Whatisit?"hefaltered。
Shereplied,gravely,"Onlywhatmustbe。Sheisbeginningtorealizewhathasbefallenher。Don'tcomehere。Youcandonogood。IwillrundowntoyouwheneverIdare。Givemeanursetohelp,thisfirstnight。"
Hewentdownandsentintothevillageforawomanwhoboreagreatnamefornursing。Thenhewanderedaboutdisconsolate。
Theleadenhourspassed。Hewenttodress,anddiscoveredInaKlosking'sblooduponhisclothes。Itshockedhimfirst,andthenitmeltedhim:hefeltaninexpressibletendernessatsightofit。Thebloodthathadflowedinherveinsseemedsacredtohim。Hefoldedthatsuit,andtieditupinasilkhandkerchief,andlockeditaway。
Induecoursehesatdowntodinner——weareallsuchcreaturesofhabit。
Therewaseverythingasusual,exceptthefamiliarfaces。Therewastheglitteringplateonthepolishedsideboard,thepyramidofflowerssurroundedwithfruits。Therewereevenchairsatthetable,fortheservantsdidnotknowhewastobequitealone。Buthewas。Onedelicatedishafteranotherwasbroughthim,andsentawayuntasted。SoonafterdinnerRhodaGalecamedownandtoldhimherpatientwasinaprecariouscondition,andshefearedfeveranddelirium。Shebeggedhimtosendoneservantuptothefarmforcertainmedicamentsshehadthere,andanothertothechemistatTaddington。Theseweredispatchedonswifthorses,andbothwerebackinhalfanhour。
By-and-byFannyDovercamedowntohim,withredeyes,andbroughthimZoe'slove。"But,"saidshe,"don'taskhertocomedown。Sheisashamedtolookanybodyintheface,poorgirl。"
"Why?whathas_she_done?"
"Oh,Harrington,shehasmadenosecretofheraffection;andnow,atsightofthatwoman,hehasabandonedher。"
"TellherIlovehermorethanIeverdid,andrespecthermore。Whereisherpride?"
"Pride!sheisfullofit;anditwillhelpher——by-and-by。Butshehasabittertimetogothroughfirst。Youdon'tknowhowsheloveshim。"
"What!lovehimstill,afterwhathehasdone?"
"Yes!Sheinterpretsitthiswayandthat。Shecannotbeartobelieveanotherwomanhasanyrealrighttoseparatethem。"
"Separatethem!Thescoundrelknocked_her_downforlovinghimstill,andfledfromthemboth。Waseverguiltmoreclear?Ifshedoubtsthatheisavillain,tellherfrommeheisaforger,andhasgivenmebillswithfalsenamesonthem。Thebankersgavemenoticeto-day,andIwascominghometoorderhimoutofthehousewhenthismiserablebusinesshappened。"
"Aforger!isitpossible?"saidFanny。"Butitisnousemytellingherthatsortofthing。Ifhehadcommittedmurder,andwastruetoher,shewouldclingtohim。Sheneverknewtillnowhowshelovedhim,norI
neither。SheputhiminCoventryfortellingalie;butshewasfarmoreunhappyallthetimethanhewas。Thereisnothingtodobuttobekindtoher,andletherhideherface。Don'thurryher。"
"NotI。Godhelpher!Ifshehasawish,itshallbegratified。Iampowerless。Sheisyoung。Surelytimewillcureherofavillain,nowheisdetected。"
Fannysaidshehopedso。
Thetruthis,ZoehadnotopenedherhearttoFanny。Sheclungtoher,andwrithedinherarms;butshespokelittle,andonebrokensentencecontradictedtheother。Butmentalagony,likebodily,findsitsvent,notinspeech,thebrain'sgreatinterpreter,butininarticulatecries,andmoans,andsighs,thatproveusanimalseveninthethroesofmind。
Zoewasinthatcruelstageofsuffering。
Sopassedthatmiserableday。
CHAPTERXXI。
INAKLOSKINGrecoveredhersensesthatevening,andaskedMissGalewhereshewas。MissGaletoldhershewasinthehouseofafriend。
"Whatfriend?"
"That,"saidMissGale,"Iwilltellyouby-and-by。Youareingoodhands,andIamyourphysician。"
"Ihaveheardyourvoicebefore,"saidIna,"butIknownotwhere;anditissodark!Whyisitsodark?"
"Becausetoomuchlightisnotgoodforyou。Youhavemetwithanaccident。"
"Whataccident,madam?"
"Youfellandhurtyourpoorforehead。See,Ihavebandagedit,andnowyoumustletmewetthebandage——tokeepyourbrowcool。"
"Thankyou,madam,"saidIna,inherownsweetbutqueenlyway。"Youareverygoodtome。IwishIcouldseeyourfacemoreclearly。Iknowyourvoice。"Then,afterasilence,duringwhichMissGaleeyedherwithanxiety,shesaid,likeonegropingherwaytothetruth,"I——fell——and——hurt——myforehead?——_Ah!"_
ThenitwassheutteredthecrythatmadeVizardquakeatthedoor,andshookforamomentevenRhoda'snerves,though,asarule,theywereironinasituationofthiskind。
IthadallcomebacktoInaKlosking。
Afterthatpiteouscrysheneversaidaword。Shedidnothingbutthink,andputherhandtoherhead。
Andsoonaftermidnightshebegantotalkincoherently。
Thephysiciancouldonlyproceedbyphysicalmeans。Sheattackedthecomingfeveratonce,withtheremediesoftheday,andalsowithaninfusionofmonk's-hood。Thatpoison,promptlyadministered,didnotdeceiveher。Sheobtainedaslightperspiration,whichwassomuchgainedinthebattle。
Inthemorningshegotthepatientshiftedintoanotherbed,andshesleptalittleafterthat。Butsoonshewasawake,restless,andraving:
stillhercharacterpervadedherdelirium。Noviolence。Nothinganysoreinjuredwomanneedbeashamedtohavesaid:onlyitwasalldisconnected。
Onemomentshewasspeakingtotheleaderoftheorchestra,atanothertoMr。Ashmead,atanother,withdivinetenderness,toherstillfaithfulSeverne。Andthoughnothurried,asusualinthesecases,itwasalmostincessantandpitiabletohear,eachobservationwassowiseandgood;
yet,allbeingdisconnected,thehearercouldnotbutfeelthatanoblemindlaybeforehim,overthrownandbrokenintofragmentslikesomeAtticcolumn。
Inthemiddleofthisthehandlewassoftlyturned,andZoeVizardcamein,paleandsomber。
LongbeforethisshehadsaidtoFannyseveraltimes,"Ioughttogoandseeher;"andFannyhadsaid,"Ofcourseyouought。"
Sonowshecame。Shefoldedherarmsandstoodatthefootofthebed,andlookedatherunhappyrival,unhappyaspossibleherself。
Whatcontraryfeelingsfoughtinthatyoungbreast!Pityandhatred。Shemusthatetherivalwhohadcomebetweenherandhimsheloved;shemustpitythewomanwholaythere,pale,wounded,andlittlelikelytorecover。
And,withallthis,agreatdesiretoknowwhetherthissuffererhadanyrighttocomeandseizeEdwardSevernebythearm,andsodrawdowncalamityonboththewomenwholovedhim。
Shelookedandlistened,andRhodaGalethoughtitharduponherpatient。
Butitwasnotinhumannaturethegirlshoulddootherwise;soRhodasaidnothing。
WhatfellfromIna'slipswasnotofakindtomakeZoemoreherfriend。
Hermindseemednowlikeabirdtiedbyalongsilkenthread。Itmadelargeexcursions,butconstantlycamebacktoherlove。Sometimesthatlovewashappy,sometimesunhappy。Oftenshesaid"Edward!"intheexquisitetoneofalovingwoman;andwhenevershedid,Zoereceiveditwithasortofshiver,asifadagger,fineasaneedle,hadpassedthroughherwholebody。
Atlast,aftertellingsometenorthathehadsungFnaturalinsteadofF
sharp,andpraisedsomebody'srenderingofasongin"IlFlautoMagico,"
andtoldAshmeadtomakenomoreengagementsforheratpresent,forshewasgoingtoVizardCourt,thepoorsoulpausedaminute,andutteredadeepmoan。
_"Struckdownbytheveryhandthatwasvowedtoprotectme!"_saidshe。
Thenwassilentagain。Thenbegantocry,andsob,andwringherhands。
Zoeputherhandtoherheartandmovedfeeblytowardthedoor。However,shestoppedamomenttosay,"Iamnousehere。Youwouldsoonhavemeravinginthenextbed。IwillsendFanny。"Thenshedrewherselfup。
"MissGale,everybodyhereisatyourcommand。Praysparenothingyoucanthinkoftosave——_mybrother'sguest。"_
Therecameoutthebitterdrop。
Whenshehadsaidthat,shestalkedfromtheroomlikesomeredIndianbearingamortalarrowinhim,buttooproudtoshowit。
Butwhenshegottoherownroomsheflungherselfonhersofa,andwrithedandsobbedinagony。
FannyDovercameinandfoundherso,andflewtoher。
Butsheorderedheroutquitewildly。"No,no;goto_her,_likealltherest,andleavepoorZoeallalone。She_is_alone。"
ThenFannyclungtoher,andtriedhardtocomforther。
Thisyoungladynowbecameveryzealousandactive。Shedividedhertimebetweenthetwosufferers,andwasindefatigableintheirservice。WhenshewasnotsupportingZoe,shewasalwaysatMissGale'selbowofferingherservices。"Doletmehelpyou,"shesaid。"Doprayletmehelp。Wearepoorathome,andthereisnothingIcannotdo。I'mworthanythreeservants。"
Shealwayshelpedshiftthepatientintoafreshbed,andthatwasdoneveryoften。Shewouldruntothecookorthebutlerforanythingthatwaswantedinahurry。Sheflunggentilityandhumbugtothewinds。Thenshedressedintenminutes,andwentanddinedwithVizard,andmadeexcusesforZoe'sabsence,tokeepeverythingsmooth;andfinallysheinsistedonsittingupwithInaKloskingtillthreeinthemorning,andmadeMissGalegotobedintheroom。"Paidnurses!"saidshe;"theyarenouseexcepttosnoreanddrinkthepatient'swine。YouandIwillwatchhereverymomentofthenight;andifI'meveratalosswhattodo,Iwillcallyou。"
MissGalestaredatheronce,andthenacceptedthisnewphaseofhercharacter。
Thefeverwashotwhileitlasted;butitwassoencounteredwithtonics,andportwine,andstrongbeefsoupnotyourrubbishybeeftea,thatinforty-eighthoursitbegantoabate。InarecognizedRhodaGaleastheladywhohadsavedSeverne'slifeatMontpellier,andweptlongandsilentlyuponherneck。Induecourse,Zoe,hearingtherewasagreatchange,cameinagaintolookather。Shestoodandeyedher。SoonInaKloskingcaughtsightofher,andstaredather。
"Youhere!"saidshe。"Ah!youareMissVizard。Iaminyourhouse。I
willgetupandleaveit;"andshemadeafeebleattempttorise,butfellback,andthetearswelledoutofhereyesatherhelplessness。
Zoewasindignant,butforthemomentmoreshockedthananythingelse。
Shemovedawayalittle,anddidnotknowwhattosay。
"Letmelookatyou,"saidthepatient。"Ah!youarebeautiful。WhenI
sawyouatthetheater,youfascinatedme。Howmuchmoreaman?Iwillresistnomore。Youaretoobeautifultoberesisted。Takehim,andletmedie。"
"Idohernogood,"saidZoe,halfsullenly,halftrembling。
"Indeedyoudonot,"saidRhoda,bluntly,andalmostbitterly。Shewasallnurse。
"I'llcomeherenomore,"saidZoe,sadlybutsternly,andlefttheroom。
ThenInaturnedtoMissGaleandsaid,patiently,"IhopeIwasnotrudetothatlady——whohasbrokenmyheart。"
FannyandRhodatookeachahandandtoldhershecouldnotberudetoanybody。
"Myfriends,"saidIna,lookingpiteouslytoeachinturn,"itisherhouse,youknow,andsheisverygoodtomenow——afterbreakingmyheart。"
ThenFannyshowedadealoftact。_"Her_house!"saidshe。"Itisnomorehersthanmine。Why,thishousebelongstoagentleman,andheismadaftermusic。Heknowsyouverywell,thoughyoudon'tknowhim,andhethinksyouthefirstsingerinEurope。"
"Youflatterme,"saidIna,sadly。
"Well,hethinksso;andheisreckonedaverygoodjudge。Ah!nowI
thinkofit,Iwillshowyousomething,andthenyouwillbelieveme。"
Sheranofftothelibrary,snatchedupIna'spicturesetroundwithpearls,andcamepantinginwithit。"There,"saidshe;"nowyoulookatthat!"andsheputitbeforehereyes。"Now,whoisthat,ifyouplease?"
"Oh!ItisInaKloskingthatwas。Pleasebringmeaglass。"
Thetwoladieslookedateachother。MissGalemadeanegativesignal,andFannysaid,"By-and-by。Thiswilldoinstead,foritisaslikeastwopeas。Nowaskyourselfhowthiscomestobeinthehouse,andsetinpearls。Why,theyareworththreehundredpounds。Iassureyouthatthemasterofthishouseis_fanaticoperlamusica;_heardyousingSiebelatHomburg——ravedaboutyou——wantedtocallonyou。Wehadtodraghimawayfromtheplace;andhedeclaresyouarethefirstsingerintheworld;andyoucannotdoubthissincerity,for_herearethepearls。"_
InaKlosking'spalecheekcolored,andthensheopenedhertwoarmswide,andputthemroundFanny'sneckandkissedher:herinnocentvanitywasgratified,andhergraciousnaturesuggestedgratitudetoherwhohadbroughtherthecompliment,insteadoftheusualungratefulbumptiousnesspraiseelicitsfromvanity。
ThenMissGaleputinherword——"Whenyoumetwiththisunfortunateaccident,Iwasfortakingyouuptomyhouse。Itisthreemilesoff;buthewouldnothearofit。Hesaid,'No;hereshegotherwound,andhereshemustbecured。'"
"So,"saidFanny,"praysetyourmindatease。MycousinHarringtonisaverygoodsoul,butratherarbitrary。Ifyouwanttoleavethisplace,youmustgetthoroughlywellandstrong,forhewillneverletyougotillyouare。"
Betweenthesetwoladies,cleverandcooperating,Inasmiled,andseemedrelieved;butshewastooweaktoconverseanymorejustthen。
SomehoursafterwardshebeckonedFannytoher,andsaid,"Themasterofthehouse——whatishisname?"
"HarringtonVizard。"
"What!——_her_father?"
"La,no;onlyherhalf-brother。"
"IfheissokindtomebecauseIsing,whycomeshenottoseeme?_She_
hascome。"
Fannysmiled。"ItisplainyouarenotanEnglishwoman,thoughyouspeakitsobeautifully。AnEnglishgentlemandoesnotintrudeintoalady'sroom。"
"Itishisroom。"
"Hewouldsaythat,whileyouoccupyit,itisyours,andnothis。"
"Heawaitsmyinvitation,then。"
"Idaresayhewouldcomeifyouweretoinvitehim,butcertainlynotwithout。"
"Iwishtoseehimwhohasbeensokindtome,andsolovesmusic;butnotto-day——Ifeelunable。"
Thenextdaysheaskedforaglass,andwasdistressedatherappearance。
Shebeggedforacap。
"Whatkindofacap?"askedFanny。
"Onelikethat,"saidshe,pointingtoaportraitonthewall。Itwasofaladyinaplainbrownsilkdressandalittlewhiteshawl,andaneatcapwithanarrowlaceborderallroundherface。
Thisparticularcapwasoutofdatefullsixtyyears;butthehousehadastoreroomofrelics,andFanny,withVizard'shelp,soonrummagedoutacapofthesort,withanarrowfrillallround。
Herhairwassmoothed,awhitesilkbandpassedoverthenowclosedwound,andthecapfittedonher。Shelookedpale,butangelic。
FannywentdowntoVizard,andinvitedhimtocomeandseeMademoiselleKlosking——byherdesire。"But,"sheadded,"MissGaleisveryanxiouslestyoushouldgettalkingofSeverne。Shesaysthefeverandlossofbloodhaveweakenedherterribly;andifwebringthefeveronagain,shecannotanswerforherlife。"
"Hasshespokenofhimtoyou?"
"Notonce。"
"Thenwhyshouldshetome?"
"Becauseyouareaman,andshemaythinktogetthe_truth_outofyou:
sheknows_we_shallonlysaywhatisforthebest。Sheisverydeep,andwedon'tknowhermindyet。"
Vizardsaidhewouldbeasguardedashecould;butiftheysawhimgoingwrong,theymustsendhimaway。
"Oh,MissGalewilldothat,youmaybesure,"saidFanny。
Thusprepared,VizardfollowedFannyupthestairstothesick-room。
Eitherthereissuchathingasloveatfirstsight,oritissomethingmorethanfirstsight,whenanobservantmangazesatawomanforanhourinablazeoflight,anddrinksinherlooks,herwalk,hervoice,andalltheoutwardsignsofabeautifulsoul;forthestoutcynic'sheartbeatatenteringthatroomasithadnotbeatforyears。Tobesure,hehadnotonlyseenheronthestageinallherglory,buthadheldher,paleandbleeding,tohismanlybreast,andhisheartwarmedtoherallthemore,and,indeed,fairlymeltedwithtenderness。
Fannywentinandannouncedhim。Hefollowedsoftly,andlookedather。
Wealthcanmakeevenasick-roompretty。TheKloskinglayonsnowypillowswhoseglossydamaskwasedgedwithlace;anduponherformwasaneider-downquiltcoveredwithviolet-coloredsatin,andherfacewassetinthatsweetcapwhichhidherwound,andmadehereloquentfacelessghastly。
Sheturnedtolookathim,andhegazedatherinawaythatspokevolumes。
"Aseat,"saidshe,softly。
Fannywasforputtingoneclosetoher。"No,"saidMissGale,"lowerdown;thensheneednottoturnherhead。"
Sohesatdownnearerherfeet。
"Mygoodhost,"saidshe,inhermellowvoice,thatretaineditsquality,butnotitspower,"Idesiretothankyouforyourgoodnesstoapoorsinger,struckdown——bythehandthatwasboundtoprotecther。"
Vizardfalteredoutthattherewasnothingtothankhimfor。Hewasproudtohaveherunderhisroof,thoughdeeplygrievedatthecause。
Shelookedathim,andhertwonurseslookedatherandateachother,asmuchastosay,"Sheisgoingupondangerousground。"
Theywereright。Butshehadnotthecourage,or,perhaps,asmostwomenarealittlecat-likeinthis,thattheygoawayonceortwicefromthesubjectnearesttheirheartbeforetheyturnandpounceonit,shemustspeakofotherthingsfirst。Saidshe,"ButifIwasunfortunateinthat,Iwasfortunateinthis,thatIfellintogoodhands。Theseladiesaresisterstome,"andshegaveMissGaleherhand,andkissedtheotherhandtoFanny,thoughshecouldscarcelyliftit;"andIhaveahostwholovesmusic,andoverratesmypoorability。"Then,afterapause,"Whathaveyouheardmesing?"
"Siebel。"
"OnlySiebel!why,thatisapoorlittlething。"
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