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第16章

  "Iamgoingmyrounds:youcancomewithme,ifIamsoattractive。"
  Hesaidheshouldbeproud,andsheputonherhatinthirtyseconds。
  Theywalkedtogetherinsilence。Hefeltasifhewerepromenadingatigercat,thatmightstopanymomenttofalluponhim。
  Shewalkedhimintoacottage:therewasalittledeadwoodburningonthatportionofthebrickfloorcalledthehearth。Apaleoldmansatclosetothefire,inawoodenarmchair。Shefelthispulse,andwrotehimaprescription。
  "ToMr。Vizard'shousekeeper,VizardCourt:
  "Pleasegivethebearertwopoundsofgoodroastbeeformutton,notsalted,andonepintportwine,"RHODAGALE,M。D。"
  "Here,Jenny,"shesaidtoasharplittlegirl,theman'sgrandniece,"takethisdowntoVizardCourt,andifthehousekeeperobjects,gotothefront-dooranddemandinmynametoseethesquireorMissVizard,andgive_them_thepaper。Don'tyougiveitupwithoutthemeat。Takethisbasketonyourarm。"
  Thenshewalkedoutofthecottage,andSevernefollowedher:heventuredtosaythatwasanovelprescription。
  Sheexplained。"Physiciansareobligedtosendtherichtothechemist,orelsethefoolswouldthinktheywereslighted。Butweneednotbesonicewiththepoor;wecanprescribetodothemgood。Whenyouinflictedyourcompanyonme,Iwassketchingoutatreatise,tobeentitled,'CureofDisordersbyEsculents。'Thatoldmanisnearlyexsanguis。Thereisnotadrugincreationthatcoulddohimanatomofgood。Nourishingfoodmay。Ifnot,why,heisbookedforthelongjourney。Well,hehashadhisinnings。Heisfourscore。Doyouthink_you_willeverseefourscore——youandyourvices?"
  "Oh,no。ButIthink_you_will;andIhopeso;foryougoaboutdoinggood。"
  "Andsomepeopleonecouldnamegoaboutdoingmischief?"
  Severnemadenoreply。
  Soonaftertheydiscoveredalittlegroup,principallywomenandchildren。Thesewereinspectingsomethingontheground,andchatteringexcitedly。Thewordsofdireimport,"Shehavepossessedhimwithadevil,"strucktheirear。ButsoontheycaughtsightofMissGale,andweredeadsilent。Shesaid,"Whatisthematter?Oh,Isee,thevermifugehasacted。"
  Itwasso:aputty-facedboyhadbeenunabletoeathisbreakfast;hadsufferedmalaiseforhoursafterward,andatlasthadbeenseizedwithasortofdryretching,andhadrestoredtotheworldtheysoadornanumberofamphibia,whichnowwriggledinaheap,andnodoubtbitterlyregrettedtherecklessimpatiencewithwhichtheyhadfledfromanunpleasantmedicinetoacold-heartedworld。
  "Well,goodpeople,"saidMissGale,whatareyoumakingafussabout?
  Aretheybetterintheboyoroutofhim?"
  Thewomencouldnotfindtheircandoratamoment'snotice,butoldGilesrepliedheartily,"Why,hout!betteranemptyhousethanabadtenant。"
  "Thatistrue,"saidhalfadozenvoicesatonce。Theycouldresistcommonsenseinitsliquidform,butnotwhensolidifiedintoaproverb。
  "Catchmetheboy,"saidMissGale,severely。
  Habitualculpabilitydestroysself-confidence;sotheboysuspectedhimselfofcrime,andinstantlytooktoflight。Hiscompanionslovedhunting;sothreeswifterboysfollowedhimwithacheerfulyell,securedhim,andbroughthimupforsentence。
  "Don'tbefrightened,Jacob,"saidthedoctress。"Ionlywanttoknowwhetheryoufeelbetterorworse。"
  Hismotherputinherword:"Hewaseversobadallthemorning。"
  "Holdyourjaw,"saidoldGiles,"andlettheboytellhisowntale。"
  "Well,then,"saidJacob,"Iwasmortalbad,butnowdoIfeellikeafeather;wuston'tis,Ibesoblessedhungrynow。Dall'difIcouldn'teatthedevil——stuffedwiththunderandlightning。"
  "I'llprescribeaccordingly,"saidMissGale,andwroteinpencilanorderonabeefsteakpietheyhadsentherfromtheCourt。
  Theboy'scompanionsputtheirheadstogetheroverthisorder,andofferedtheirservicestoescorthim。
  "No,thankyou,"saidthedoctress。"Hewillgoalone,youyoungmonkeys。
  Yourturnwillcome。"
  Thensheproceededonherrounds,withMr。Severneatherheels,untilitwaspastoneo'clock。
  Thensheturnedroundandfacedhim。"Wewillparthere,"saidshe,"andIwillexplainmyconducttoyou,asyouseeminthedark。Ihavebeenco-operatingwithMissVizardallthistime。IreckonshesentyououtofthewaytogiveLordUxmoorhisopportunity,soIhavedetainedyou。
  Whileyouhavebeenstudyingmedicine,hehasbeenpoppingthequestion,ofcourse。Good-by,Mr。Villain。"
  Herwordswentthroughthemanlikecoldsteel。Itwasonewomanreadinganother。Heturnedverywhite,andputhishandtohisheart。Butherecoveredhimself,andsaid,"Ifsheprefersanothertome,Imustsubmit。Itisnotmyabsenceforafewhoursthatwillmakethedifference。YoucannotmakemeregretthehoursIhavepassedinyourcompany。Good-by,"andheseemedtoleaveherveryreluctantly。
  "Oneword,"saidshe,softeningalittle。"I'mnotproofagainstyourcharm。UnlessIseeZoeVizardindanger,youhavenothingtofearfromme。ButIlove_her,_youunderstand。"
  Hereturnedtoherdirectly,andsaid,inmostearnest,supplicatingtones,"Butwillyoueverforgiveme?"
  "Iwilltry。"
  Andsotheyparted。
  Hewenthomeatagreatrate;forMissGale'sinsinuationshadraisedsomefearinhisbreast。
  MeantimethisiswhathadreallypassedbetweenZoeandLordUxmoor。
  Vizardwenttohisstudy,andFannyretiredatasignalfromZoe。Sherose,butdidnotgo;shewalkedslowlytowardthewindow;Uxmoorjoinedher:forhesawhewastohavehisanswerfromhermouth。
  Herbosomheavedalittle,andhercheeksflushed。"LordUxmoor,"shesaid,"youhavedonemethegreatesthonoranymancanpayawoman,andfromyouitisindeedanhonor。IcouldnotwritesuchananswerasI
  couldwish;and,besides,IwishtospareyouallthemortificationI
  can。"
  "Ah!"saidUxmoor,piteously。
  "Youareworthyofanylady'slove;butIhaveonlymyesteemtogiveyou,andthatwasgivenlongago。"
  Uxmoor,whohadbeengraduallyturningverywhite,faltered,"Ihadmyfears。Good-by。"
  Shegavehimherhand。Heputitrespectfullytohislips:thenturnedandlefther,sickatheart,buttoobravetoletitbeseen。Hepreferredheresteemtoherpity。
  Bythismeanshegotboth。Sheputherhandkerchieftohereyeswithoutdisguise。Butheonlyturnedatthedoortosay,inaprettyfirmvoice,"Godblessyou!"
  Inlessthananhourhedrovehisteamfromthedoor,sittingheartbrokenanddesolate,butfirmandunflinchingasarock。
  Sothen,onhisreturnfromHillstoke,SevernefoundthemallatluncheonexceptUxmoor。HedetailedhisvisittoMissGale,and,whilehetalked,observed。Zoewasbeamingwithloveandkindness。Hefeltsureshehadnotdeceivedhim。Helearned,bymerelylistening,thatLordUxmoorwasgone,andheexultedinwardly。
  Afterluncheon,Elysium。Hewalkedwiththetwogirls,andFannylaggedbehind;andZoeprovedherselfnocoquette。Acoquettewouldhavebeenalittlecrossandshownhimshehadmadeasacrifice。NotsoZoeVizard。
  Shenevertoldhim,norevenFanny,shehadrefusedLordUxmoor。Sheesteemedthegreatsacrificeshehadmadeforhimasalittleone,andsolovedhimalittlemorethathehadcostheranearl'scoronetandalargefortune。
  ThepartyresumedtheirhabitsthatUxmoorhadinterrupted,andnowarningvoicewasraised。
  TheboringcommencedatHillstoke,andDoctressGalehoveredoverthework。Thevariousstrataandtheirfossildepositswereanendlessstudy,andkepthermicroscopeemployed。Withthis,andhertreatiseon"CurebyEsculents"shewassoemployedthatshedidnotvisittheCourtforsomedays:thencameaninvitationfromLordUxmoortostayaweekwithhim,andinspecthisvillage。Sheacceptedit,anddroveherselfinthebailiff'sgig,allalone。Shefoundherhostattendingtohisduties,butdejected;sothenshesuspected,andturnedtheconversationtoZoeVizard,andsoonsatisfiedherselfhehadnohopesinthatquarter。Yethespokeofherwithundisguisedandtenderadmiration。Thenshesaidtoherself,"Thisisaman,andheshallhaveher。"
  ShesatdownandwrotealettertoVizard,tellinghimallsheknew,andwhatshethought,viz。,thatanotherwoman,andarespectableone,hadaclaimonMr。Severne,whichoughttobecloselyinquiredinto,and_thelady'sversionheard。_"Thinkofit,"saidshe。"Hedisownedthewomanwhohadsavedhislife,hewassoafraidIshouldtellMissVizardunderwhatcircumstancesIfirstsawhim。"
  Shefoldedandaddressedtheletter。
  Buthavingrelievedhermindinsomedegreebythis,sheaskedherselfwhetheritwouldnotbekindertoallpartiestotryandsaveZoewithoutanexposure。ProbablySevernebenefitedbyhisgraceandhisdisarmingqualities;forherultimateresolutionwastogivehimachance,offerhimanalternative:hemusteitherquietlyretire,orbeopenlyexposed。
  Sothensheputtheletterinherdesk,madeouthervisit,ofwhichnofurtherparticularscanbegivenatpresent,returnedhome,andwalkeddowntotheCourtnextmorningtohaveitoutwithEdwardSeverne。
  But,unfortunately,fromtheverydaysheofferedhimtermsupatHillstoke,thetidebegantoruninSeverne'sfavorwithgreatrapidity。
  Alettercamefromthedetective。Severnereceiveditatbreakfast,andlaiditbeforeZoe,whichhadafavorableeffectonhermindtobegin。
  Poikilusreportedthatthemoneywasingoodhands。Hehadseenthelady。
  Shemadenosecretofthething——thesumwas4,900pounds,andshesaidhalfbelongedtoherandhalftoagentleman。Shedidnotknowhim,butheragent,Ashmead,did。Poikilusaddedthathehadaskedherwouldshehonorthatgentleman'sdraft?Shehadrepliedsheshouldbeafraidtodothat;butMr。Ashmeadshouldhandittohimondemand。Poikilussummedupthattheladywasevidentlyrespectable,andthewholethingsquare。
  Severnepostedthislettertohiscousin,undercover,toshowhimhewasreallygoingtoclearhisestate,butbeggedhimtoreturnitimmediatelyandlendhim50pounds。Theaccommodatingcousinsenthim50pounds,toaidhiminwooinghisheiress。Heboughtherahoopring,apologizedforitssmallvalue,andexpressedhisregretthatallhecouldofferherwasonassmallascale,excepthislove。
  Sheblushed,andsmiledonhim,likeheavenopening。"Smallandgreat,I
  takethem,"saidshe;andherlovelyheadrestedonhisshoulder。
  Theywereengaged。
  Fromthathourhecouldcommanda_te'te-'a-te'te_withherwheneverhechose,andhisinfernalpassionbegantosuggestallmannerofwild,wickedandunreasonablehopes。
  Meantimetherewasnostopping。HesoonfoundhemustspeakseriouslytoVizard。Hewentintohisstudyandbegantoopenthesubject。Vizardstoppedhim。"Fetchtheotherculprit,"saidhe;andwhenZoecame,blushing,hesaid,"NowIamgoingtomakeshorterworkofthisthanyouhavedone。Zoehastenthousandpounds。Whathaveyougot?"
  "Onlyasmallestate,wortheightthousandpounds,thatIhopetoclearofallincumbrances,ifIcangetmymoney。"
  "Fondofeachother?Well,don'tstrikemedeadwithyoureyes。Ihavewatchedyou,andIownaprettierpairofturtledovesIneversaw。Well,youhavegotloveandIhavegotmoney。I'lltakecareofyouboth。Butyoumustlivewithme。Ipromisenevertomarry。"
  ThisbroughtZoeroundhisneck,withtearsandkissesofpureaffection。
  Hereturnedthem,andpartedherhairpaternally。
  "Thisisabeautifulworld,isn'tit?"saidhe,withmoretendernessthancynicismthistime。
  "Ah,thatitis!"criedZoe,earnestly。"ButIcan'thaveyousayyouwillneverbeashappyasIam。Therearetrueheartsinthisheavenlyworld;forIhavefoundone。"
  "Ihavenot,anddon'tmeantotryagain。Iamgoinginforthepaternalnow。Youtwoaremychildren。Ihaveatalismantokeepmefrommarrying。
  I'llshowityou。"Hedrewaphotographfromhisdrawer,setroundwithgoldandpearls。Heshoweditthemsuddenly。Theybothstarted。AfinephotographofInaKlosking。Shewasdressedasplainlyasatthegambling-table,butwithoutabonnet,andonlyoneroseinherhair。Hernobleforeheadwasshown,andherface,amodelofintelligence,womanliness,andserenedignity。
  Hegazedatit,andtheyathimandit。
  Hekissedit。"HereismyFate,"saidhe。"Nowmarktheingenuityofaparent。IkeepoutofmyFate'sway。ButIusehertokeepoffanyotherlittleFatesthatmaybeabout。NootherhumbugcanevercatchmewhileI
  havesuchanoblehumbugasthistocontemplate。Ah!andheresheisasSiebel。Whatagoddess!Justlookather。Adorable!There,thisshallstanduponmytable,andtheothershallbehunginmybedroom。Then,mydearZoe,youwillbesafefromastepmother。ForIamyourfathernow。
  Pleaseunderstandthat。"
  ThisbroughtpoorZoeroundhisneckagainwithsuchaneffusionthatatlasthehandedhertoSeverne,andheledherfromtheroom,quiteovercome,and,toavoidallconversationaboutwhathadjustpassed,gaveherovertoFanny,whileheretiredtocomposehimself。
  Bydinner-timehewasashappyasaprinceagainandrelievedofallcompunction。
  HeheardafterwardfromFannythatZoeandshehaddiscussedtheincidentandVizard'sinfatuation,FannybeingspeciallywrothatVizard'sabuseofpearls;butshetoldhimshehadadvisedZoenottomentionthatlady'sname,butletherdieout。
  And,inpointoffact,Zoedidavoidthesubject。
  Therecameaneventfulday。Vizardgotaletter,atbreakfast,fromhisbankers,thatmadehimstare,andthenknithisbrows。ItwasaboutEdwardSeverne'sacceptances。Hesaidnothing,butorderedhishorseandrodeintoTaddington。
  Thedaywaskeenbutsunny,and,seeinghimafootsoearly,Zoesaidsheshouldlikeadrivebeforeluncheon。ShewouldshowSeverneandFannysomeruinsonPagnellHill。Theycouldleavethetrapatthevillageinnandwalkupthehill。Fannybeggedoff,andSevernewasveryglad。TheprospectofalongwalkupahillwithZoe,andthenadayspentinutterseclusionwithher,firedhisimaginationandmadehisheartbeat。Herewasoneoftheopportunitieshehadlongsighedforofmakingpassionatelovetoinnocenceandinexperience。
  Zoeherselfwaseagerforthedrive,andcamedown,followedbyRosawithsomewraps,andwaitedinthemorning-roomforthedog-cart。Itwasbehindtimeforonce,becausethecarefulcoachmanhadinsistedontheaxlebeingoiled。Atlastthesoundofwheelswasheard。Acarriagedrewupatthedoor。
  "TellMr。Severne,"saidZoe。"Heisinthedining-room,Ithink。"
  Butitwasnotthedog-cart。
  Avigilantfootmancamehastilyoutandopenedthehalldoor。Aladywasonthesteps,andspoketohim,but,inspeaking,shecaughtsightofZoeinthehall。Sheinstantlyslippedpassthemanandstoodwithinthegreatdoor。
  "MissVizard?"saidshe。
  Zoetookasteptowardherandsaid,withastonishment,"MademoiselleKlosking!"
  Theladieslookedateachother,andZoesawsomethingstrangewascoming;fortheKloskingwasverypale,yetfirm,andfixedhereyesuponherasiftherewasnothingelseinsight。
  "Youhaveavisitor——Mr。Severne?"
  "Yes,"saidZoe,drawingup。
  "CanIspeakwithhim?"
  "Hewillanswerforhimself。EDWARD!"
  AthercallSevernecameouthastilybehindInaKlosking。
  Sheturned,andtheyfacedeachother。
  "Ah!"shecried;andinspiteofall,therewasmoreofjoythananyotherpassionintheexclamation。
  Notsohe。Heutteredascreamofdismay,andstaggered,whiteasaghost,butstillglaredatInaKlosking。
  Zoe'svoicefellonhimlikeaclapofthunder:"What!——Edward!——Mr。
  Severne!——Hasthisladystillanyright——"
  "No,nonewhatever!"hecried;"itisallpastandgone。"
  "Whatispast?"saidInaKlosking,grandly。"Areyououtofyoursenses?"
  Thenshewasclosetohiminamoment,byonegrandmovement,andtookhimbybothlapelsofhiscoat,andheldhimfirmly。"Speakbeforethislady,"shecried。"Have——I——no——rights——overyou?"andhervoicewasmajestic,andherDanisheyesgleamedlightning。
  Thewretch'skneesgavewayamomentandheshookinherhands。Then,suddenly,heturnedwild。"Fiend!youhaveruinedme!"heyelled;andthen,withhisnaturalstrength,whichwasgreat,andthesuperhumanpowerofmadexcitement,hewhirledherrightroundandflungherfromhim,anddashedoutofthedoor,utteringcriesofrageanddespair。
  Theunfortunatelady,thustakenbysurprise,fellheavily,and,bycruelillluck,struckhertemple,infalling,againstthesharpcornerofamarbletable。Itgashedherforeheadfearfully,andshelaysenseless,withthebloodspurtinginjetsfromherwhitetemple。
  Zoescreamedviolently,andthehallandthehallstaircaseseemedtofillbymagic。
  Intheterrorandconfusion,HarringtonVizardstrodeintothehall,fromTaddington。"Whatisthematter?"hecried。"Awomankilled?"
  Someonecriedoutshehadfallen。
  "Water,fools——asponge——don'tstandgaping!"andheflunghimselfonhisknees,andraisedthewoman'sheadfromthefloor。Oneeagerlookintoherwhiteface——onewildcry——"GreatGod!itis——"Hehadrecognizedher。
  CHAPTERXX。
  ITwaspiteoustoseeandhear。Thebloodwouldnotstop;itspurtednolonger,butitflowedalarmingly。VizardsentHarrisoffinhisownflyforadoctor,tosavetime。Hecalledforice。Hecriedoutinagonytohisservants,"Cannoneofyouthinkofanything?There——thathat。Here,youwomen;tearmethenapoffwithyourfingers。MyGod!whatistobedone?She'llbleedtodeath!"Andheheldhertohisbreast,andalmostmoanedwithpityoverher,ashepressedthecoldspongetoherwound——invain;forstilltheredbloodwouldflow。
  Wheelsgroundthegravel。Servantsflewtothedoor,crying,"Thedoctor!
  thedoctor!"
  Asifhecouldhavebeenfetchedinfiveminutesfromthreemilesoff。
  Yetitwasadoctor。HarrishadmetMissGalewalkingquietlydownfromHillstoke。Hehadtoldherinafewhurriedwords,andbroughtherasfastasthehorsescouldgo。
  Sheglidedinswiftly,keen,butself-possessed,andtookitallindirectly。
  Vizardsawher,andcried,"Ah!Help!——sheisbleedingtodeath!"
  "Sheshallnot,"saidRhoda。Thentoonefootman,"Bringafootstool,_you;"_toanother,_"You_bringmeacork;"toVizard,_"You_holdhertowardmeso。Nowspongethewound。"
  Thisdone,shepinchedthelipsofthewoundtogetherwithherneat,strongfingers。"SeewhatIdo,"shesaidtoVizard。"Youwillhavetodoit,whileI——Ah,thestool!Nowlayherheadonthat;theotherside,man。Now,sir,compressthewoundasIdid,vigorously。Holdthecork,_you,_tillIwantit。"
  Shetookoutofherpocketsomeadhesiveplaster,andflakesofsomestrongstyptic,andapieceofelastic。"Now,"saidshetoVizard,"givemealittleopeninginthemiddletoplasterthesestripsacrossthewound。"Hedidso。Theninamomentshepassedtheelasticunderthesufferer'shead,drewitoverwiththestypticbetweenherfingerandthumb,andcrack!thestypticwastightonthecompressedwound。Sheforcedinmorestyptic,increasingthepressure,thenshewhippedoutasortofsurgicalhousewife,andwithsomecuttinginstrumentreducedthecork,thencutitconvex,andfasteneditonthestypticbyanotherelastic。Therewasnoflutter,yetitwasalldoneinfiftyseconds。
  "There,"saidshe,"shewillbleednomore,tospeakof。Nowseatherupright。Why!Ihaveseenherbefore。Thisis——sir,youcansendthemenaway。"'
  "Yes;and,Harris,packupMr。Severne'sthings,andbringthemdownherethismoment。"
  Themaleservantsretired,thewomenheldaloof。FannyDovercameforward,paleandtrembling,andhelpedtoplaceInaKloskinginthehallporter'schair。Shewasinsensiblestill,butmoanedfaintly。
  Hermoanswereechoed:alleyesturned。ItwasZoe,seatedapart,allbowedandbroken——ghastlypale,andglaringstraightbeforeher。
  "Poorgirl!"saidVizard。"Weforgother。Itisherheartthatbleeds。
  Whereisthescoundrel,thatImaykillhim?"andherushedoutatthedoortolookforhim。Theman'slifewouldnothavebeenworthmuchifSquireVizardcouldhavefoundhimthen。
  Buthesooncamebacktohiswretchedhome,andeyedthedismalscene,andthehavoconemanhadmade——themarblefloorallstainedwithblood——InaKloskingsupportedinachair,white,andfaintlymoaning——Zoestillcrushedandglaringatvacancy,andFannysobbingroundherwithpityandterror;forsheknewtheremustbeworsetocomethanthiswildstupor。
  "Takehertoherroom,Fannydear,"saidVizard,inahurried,falteringvoice,"anddon'tleaveher。Rosa,helpMissDover。Donotleaveheralone,nightnorday。"ThentoMissGale,"Shewilllive?Tellmeshewilllive。"
  "Ihopeso,"saidRhodaGale。"Oh,theblowwillnotkillher,noryetthelossofblood。ButIfeartherewillbedistressofmindaddedtothebodilyshock。Andsuchanobleface!Myownheartbleedsforher。Oh,sir,donotsendherawaytostrangers!Letmetakeheruptothefarm。
  Itisnursingshewillneed,andtact,whenshecomestoherself。"
  "Sendhereawaytostrangers!"criedVizard。"Never!No。Noteventothefarm。Hereshereceivedherwound;hereallthatyouandIcandoshallbedonetosaveher。Ah,here'sHarris,withthevillain'sthings。Getthelady'sboxesout,andputMr。Severne'sintothefly。Givethemantwoguineas,andlethimleavethematthe'Swan,'inTaddington。"
  Hethenbeckoneddownthewomen,andhadInaKloskingcarriedupstairstotheveryroomSevernehadoccupied。
  Hethenconvenedtheservants,andplacedthemformallyunderMissGale'sorders,andonefemaleservanthavingmadearemark,heturnedheroutofthehouse,neckandcrop,directlywithhermonth'swages。Theothershadtohelpherpack,onlyhalfanhourbeingallowedforherexit。
  Thehouseseemedallchanged。CouldthisbeVizardCourt?Deadgloom——hurriedwhispers——andeverybodywalkingsoftly,andscared——noneknowingwhatmightbethenextcalamity。
  Vizardfeltsickatheartandhelpless。Hehaddoneallhecould,andwasreducedtothatconditionwomenbearfarbetterthanmen——hemustwait,andhope,andfear。Hewalkedupanddownthecarpetedlanding,rackedwithanxiety。
  AtlasttherecameasinglescreamofagonyfromInaKlosking'sroom。
  Itmadethestrongmanquake。
  Hetappedsoftlyatthedoor。
  Rhodaopenedit。
  "Whatisit?"hefaltered。
  Shereplied,gravely,"Onlywhatmustbe。Sheisbeginningtorealizewhathasbefallenher。Don'tcomehere。Youcandonogood。IwillrundowntoyouwheneverIdare。Givemeanursetohelp,thisfirstnight。"
  Hewentdownandsentintothevillageforawomanwhoboreagreatnamefornursing。Thenhewanderedaboutdisconsolate。
  Theleadenhourspassed。Hewenttodress,anddiscoveredInaKlosking'sblooduponhisclothes。Itshockedhimfirst,andthenitmeltedhim:hefeltaninexpressibletendernessatsightofit。Thebloodthathadflowedinherveinsseemedsacredtohim。Hefoldedthatsuit,andtieditupinasilkhandkerchief,andlockeditaway。
  Induecoursehesatdowntodinner——weareallsuchcreaturesofhabit。
  Therewaseverythingasusual,exceptthefamiliarfaces。Therewastheglitteringplateonthepolishedsideboard,thepyramidofflowerssurroundedwithfruits。Therewereevenchairsatthetable,fortheservantsdidnotknowhewastobequitealone。Buthewas。Onedelicatedishafteranotherwasbroughthim,andsentawayuntasted。SoonafterdinnerRhodaGalecamedownandtoldhimherpatientwasinaprecariouscondition,andshefearedfeveranddelirium。Shebeggedhimtosendoneservantuptothefarmforcertainmedicamentsshehadthere,andanothertothechemistatTaddington。Theseweredispatchedonswifthorses,andbothwerebackinhalfanhour。
  By-and-byFannyDovercamedowntohim,withredeyes,andbroughthimZoe'slove。"But,"saidshe,"don'taskhertocomedown。Sheisashamedtolookanybodyintheface,poorgirl。"
  "Why?whathas_she_done?"
  "Oh,Harrington,shehasmadenosecretofheraffection;andnow,atsightofthatwoman,hehasabandonedher。"
  "TellherIlovehermorethanIeverdid,andrespecthermore。Whereisherpride?"
  "Pride!sheisfullofit;anditwillhelpher——by-and-by。Butshehasabittertimetogothroughfirst。Youdon'tknowhowsheloveshim。"
  "What!lovehimstill,afterwhathehasdone?"
  "Yes!Sheinterpretsitthiswayandthat。Shecannotbeartobelieveanotherwomanhasanyrealrighttoseparatethem。"
  "Separatethem!Thescoundrelknocked_her_downforlovinghimstill,andfledfromthemboth。Waseverguiltmoreclear?Ifshedoubtsthatheisavillain,tellherfrommeheisaforger,andhasgivenmebillswithfalsenamesonthem。Thebankersgavemenoticeto-day,andIwascominghometoorderhimoutofthehousewhenthismiserablebusinesshappened。"
  "Aforger!isitpossible?"saidFanny。"Butitisnousemytellingherthatsortofthing。Ifhehadcommittedmurder,andwastruetoher,shewouldclingtohim。Sheneverknewtillnowhowshelovedhim,norI
  neither。SheputhiminCoventryfortellingalie;butshewasfarmoreunhappyallthetimethanhewas。Thereisnothingtodobuttobekindtoher,andletherhideherface。Don'thurryher。"
  "NotI。Godhelpher!Ifshehasawish,itshallbegratified。Iampowerless。Sheisyoung。Surelytimewillcureherofavillain,nowheisdetected。"
  Fannysaidshehopedso。
  Thetruthis,ZoehadnotopenedherhearttoFanny。Sheclungtoher,andwrithedinherarms;butshespokelittle,andonebrokensentencecontradictedtheother。Butmentalagony,likebodily,findsitsvent,notinspeech,thebrain'sgreatinterpreter,butininarticulatecries,andmoans,andsighs,thatproveusanimalseveninthethroesofmind。
  Zoewasinthatcruelstageofsuffering。
  Sopassedthatmiserableday。
  CHAPTERXXI。
  INAKLOSKINGrecoveredhersensesthatevening,andaskedMissGalewhereshewas。MissGaletoldhershewasinthehouseofafriend。
  "Whatfriend?"
  "That,"saidMissGale,"Iwilltellyouby-and-by。Youareingoodhands,andIamyourphysician。"
  "Ihaveheardyourvoicebefore,"saidIna,"butIknownotwhere;anditissodark!Whyisitsodark?"
  "Becausetoomuchlightisnotgoodforyou。Youhavemetwithanaccident。"
  "Whataccident,madam?"
  "Youfellandhurtyourpoorforehead。See,Ihavebandagedit,andnowyoumustletmewetthebandage——tokeepyourbrowcool。"
  "Thankyou,madam,"saidIna,inherownsweetbutqueenlyway。"Youareverygoodtome。IwishIcouldseeyourfacemoreclearly。Iknowyourvoice。"Then,afterasilence,duringwhichMissGaleeyedherwithanxiety,shesaid,likeonegropingherwaytothetruth,"I——fell——and——hurt——myforehead?——_Ah!"_
  ThenitwassheutteredthecrythatmadeVizardquakeatthedoor,andshookforamomentevenRhoda'snerves,though,asarule,theywereironinasituationofthiskind。
  IthadallcomebacktoInaKlosking。
  Afterthatpiteouscrysheneversaidaword。Shedidnothingbutthink,andputherhandtoherhead。
  Andsoonaftermidnightshebegantotalkincoherently。
  Thephysiciancouldonlyproceedbyphysicalmeans。Sheattackedthecomingfeveratonce,withtheremediesoftheday,andalsowithaninfusionofmonk's-hood。Thatpoison,promptlyadministered,didnotdeceiveher。Sheobtainedaslightperspiration,whichwassomuchgainedinthebattle。
  Inthemorningshegotthepatientshiftedintoanotherbed,andshesleptalittleafterthat。Butsoonshewasawake,restless,andraving:
  stillhercharacterpervadedherdelirium。Noviolence。Nothinganysoreinjuredwomanneedbeashamedtohavesaid:onlyitwasalldisconnected。
  Onemomentshewasspeakingtotheleaderoftheorchestra,atanothertoMr。Ashmead,atanother,withdivinetenderness,toherstillfaithfulSeverne。Andthoughnothurried,asusualinthesecases,itwasalmostincessantandpitiabletohear,eachobservationwassowiseandgood;
  yet,allbeingdisconnected,thehearercouldnotbutfeelthatanoblemindlaybeforehim,overthrownandbrokenintofragmentslikesomeAtticcolumn。
  Inthemiddleofthisthehandlewassoftlyturned,andZoeVizardcamein,paleandsomber。
  LongbeforethisshehadsaidtoFannyseveraltimes,"Ioughttogoandseeher;"andFannyhadsaid,"Ofcourseyouought。"
  Sonowshecame。Shefoldedherarmsandstoodatthefootofthebed,andlookedatherunhappyrival,unhappyaspossibleherself。
  Whatcontraryfeelingsfoughtinthatyoungbreast!Pityandhatred。Shemusthatetherivalwhohadcomebetweenherandhimsheloved;shemustpitythewomanwholaythere,pale,wounded,andlittlelikelytorecover。
  And,withallthis,agreatdesiretoknowwhetherthissuffererhadanyrighttocomeandseizeEdwardSevernebythearm,andsodrawdowncalamityonboththewomenwholovedhim。
  Shelookedandlistened,andRhodaGalethoughtitharduponherpatient。
  Butitwasnotinhumannaturethegirlshoulddootherwise;soRhodasaidnothing。
  WhatfellfromIna'slipswasnotofakindtomakeZoemoreherfriend。
  Hermindseemednowlikeabirdtiedbyalongsilkenthread。Itmadelargeexcursions,butconstantlycamebacktoherlove。Sometimesthatlovewashappy,sometimesunhappy。Oftenshesaid"Edward!"intheexquisitetoneofalovingwoman;andwhenevershedid,Zoereceiveditwithasortofshiver,asifadagger,fineasaneedle,hadpassedthroughherwholebody。
  Atlast,aftertellingsometenorthathehadsungFnaturalinsteadofF
  sharp,andpraisedsomebody'srenderingofasongin"IlFlautoMagico,"
  andtoldAshmeadtomakenomoreengagementsforheratpresent,forshewasgoingtoVizardCourt,thepoorsoulpausedaminute,andutteredadeepmoan。
  _"Struckdownbytheveryhandthatwasvowedtoprotectme!"_saidshe。
  Thenwassilentagain。Thenbegantocry,andsob,andwringherhands。
  Zoeputherhandtoherheartandmovedfeeblytowardthedoor。However,shestoppedamomenttosay,"Iamnousehere。Youwouldsoonhavemeravinginthenextbed。IwillsendFanny。"Thenshedrewherselfup。
  "MissGale,everybodyhereisatyourcommand。Praysparenothingyoucanthinkoftosave——_mybrother'sguest。"_
  Therecameoutthebitterdrop。
  Whenshehadsaidthat,shestalkedfromtheroomlikesomeredIndianbearingamortalarrowinhim,buttooproudtoshowit。
  Butwhenshegottoherownroomsheflungherselfonhersofa,andwrithedandsobbedinagony。
  FannyDovercameinandfoundherso,andflewtoher。
  Butsheorderedheroutquitewildly。"No,no;goto_her,_likealltherest,andleavepoorZoeallalone。She_is_alone。"
  ThenFannyclungtoher,andtriedhardtocomforther。
  Thisyoungladynowbecameveryzealousandactive。Shedividedhertimebetweenthetwosufferers,andwasindefatigableintheirservice。WhenshewasnotsupportingZoe,shewasalwaysatMissGale'selbowofferingherservices。"Doletmehelpyou,"shesaid。"Doprayletmehelp。Wearepoorathome,andthereisnothingIcannotdo。I'mworthanythreeservants。"
  Shealwayshelpedshiftthepatientintoafreshbed,andthatwasdoneveryoften。Shewouldruntothecookorthebutlerforanythingthatwaswantedinahurry。Sheflunggentilityandhumbugtothewinds。Thenshedressedintenminutes,andwentanddinedwithVizard,andmadeexcusesforZoe'sabsence,tokeepeverythingsmooth;andfinallysheinsistedonsittingupwithInaKloskingtillthreeinthemorning,andmadeMissGalegotobedintheroom。"Paidnurses!"saidshe;"theyarenouseexcepttosnoreanddrinkthepatient'swine。YouandIwillwatchhereverymomentofthenight;andifI'meveratalosswhattodo,Iwillcallyou。"
  MissGalestaredatheronce,andthenacceptedthisnewphaseofhercharacter。
  Thefeverwashotwhileitlasted;butitwassoencounteredwithtonics,andportwine,andstrongbeefsoupnotyourrubbishybeeftea,thatinforty-eighthoursitbegantoabate。InarecognizedRhodaGaleastheladywhohadsavedSeverne'slifeatMontpellier,andweptlongandsilentlyuponherneck。Induecourse,Zoe,hearingtherewasagreatchange,cameinagaintolookather。Shestoodandeyedher。SoonInaKloskingcaughtsightofher,andstaredather。
  "Youhere!"saidshe。"Ah!youareMissVizard。Iaminyourhouse。I
  willgetupandleaveit;"andshemadeafeebleattempttorise,butfellback,andthetearswelledoutofhereyesatherhelplessness。
  Zoewasindignant,butforthemomentmoreshockedthananythingelse。
  Shemovedawayalittle,anddidnotknowwhattosay。
  "Letmelookatyou,"saidthepatient。"Ah!youarebeautiful。WhenI
  sawyouatthetheater,youfascinatedme。Howmuchmoreaman?Iwillresistnomore。Youaretoobeautifultoberesisted。Takehim,andletmedie。"
  "Idohernogood,"saidZoe,halfsullenly,halftrembling。
  "Indeedyoudonot,"saidRhoda,bluntly,andalmostbitterly。Shewasallnurse。
  "I'llcomeherenomore,"saidZoe,sadlybutsternly,andlefttheroom。
  ThenInaturnedtoMissGaleandsaid,patiently,"IhopeIwasnotrudetothatlady——whohasbrokenmyheart。"
  FannyandRhodatookeachahandandtoldhershecouldnotberudetoanybody。
  "Myfriends,"saidIna,lookingpiteouslytoeachinturn,"itisherhouse,youknow,andsheisverygoodtomenow——afterbreakingmyheart。"
  ThenFannyshowedadealoftact。_"Her_house!"saidshe。"Itisnomorehersthanmine。Why,thishousebelongstoagentleman,andheismadaftermusic。Heknowsyouverywell,thoughyoudon'tknowhim,andhethinksyouthefirstsingerinEurope。"
  "Youflatterme,"saidIna,sadly。
  "Well,hethinksso;andheisreckonedaverygoodjudge。Ah!nowI
  thinkofit,Iwillshowyousomething,andthenyouwillbelieveme。"
  Sheranofftothelibrary,snatchedupIna'spicturesetroundwithpearls,andcamepantinginwithit。"There,"saidshe;"nowyoulookatthat!"andsheputitbeforehereyes。"Now,whoisthat,ifyouplease?"
  "Oh!ItisInaKloskingthatwas。Pleasebringmeaglass。"
  Thetwoladieslookedateachother。MissGalemadeanegativesignal,andFannysaid,"By-and-by。Thiswilldoinstead,foritisaslikeastwopeas。Nowaskyourselfhowthiscomestobeinthehouse,andsetinpearls。Why,theyareworththreehundredpounds。Iassureyouthatthemasterofthishouseis_fanaticoperlamusica;_heardyousingSiebelatHomburg——ravedaboutyou——wantedtocallonyou。Wehadtodraghimawayfromtheplace;andhedeclaresyouarethefirstsingerintheworld;andyoucannotdoubthissincerity,for_herearethepearls。"_
  InaKlosking'spalecheekcolored,andthensheopenedhertwoarmswide,andputthemroundFanny'sneckandkissedher:herinnocentvanitywasgratified,andhergraciousnaturesuggestedgratitudetoherwhohadbroughtherthecompliment,insteadoftheusualungratefulbumptiousnesspraiseelicitsfromvanity。
  ThenMissGaleputinherword——"Whenyoumetwiththisunfortunateaccident,Iwasfortakingyouuptomyhouse。Itisthreemilesoff;buthewouldnothearofit。Hesaid,'No;hereshegotherwound,andhereshemustbecured。'"
  "So,"saidFanny,"praysetyourmindatease。MycousinHarringtonisaverygoodsoul,butratherarbitrary。Ifyouwanttoleavethisplace,youmustgetthoroughlywellandstrong,forhewillneverletyougotillyouare。"
  Betweenthesetwoladies,cleverandcooperating,Inasmiled,andseemedrelieved;butshewastooweaktoconverseanymorejustthen。
  SomehoursafterwardshebeckonedFannytoher,andsaid,"Themasterofthehouse——whatishisname?"
  "HarringtonVizard。"
  "What!——_her_father?"
  "La,no;onlyherhalf-brother。"
  "IfheissokindtomebecauseIsing,whycomeshenottoseeme?_She_
  hascome。"
  Fannysmiled。"ItisplainyouarenotanEnglishwoman,thoughyouspeakitsobeautifully。AnEnglishgentlemandoesnotintrudeintoalady'sroom。"
  "Itishisroom。"
  "Hewouldsaythat,whileyouoccupyit,itisyours,andnothis。"
  "Heawaitsmyinvitation,then。"
  "Idaresayhewouldcomeifyouweretoinvitehim,butcertainlynotwithout。"
  "Iwishtoseehimwhohasbeensokindtome,andsolovesmusic;butnotto-day——Ifeelunable。"
  Thenextdaysheaskedforaglass,andwasdistressedatherappearance。
  Shebeggedforacap。
  "Whatkindofacap?"askedFanny。
  "Onelikethat,"saidshe,pointingtoaportraitonthewall。Itwasofaladyinaplainbrownsilkdressandalittlewhiteshawl,andaneatcapwithanarrowlaceborderallroundherface。
  Thisparticularcapwasoutofdatefullsixtyyears;butthehousehadastoreroomofrelics,andFanny,withVizard'shelp,soonrummagedoutacapofthesort,withanarrowfrillallround。
  Herhairwassmoothed,awhitesilkbandpassedoverthenowclosedwound,andthecapfittedonher。Shelookedpale,butangelic。
  FannywentdowntoVizard,andinvitedhimtocomeandseeMademoiselleKlosking——byherdesire。"But,"sheadded,"MissGaleisveryanxiouslestyoushouldgettalkingofSeverne。Shesaysthefeverandlossofbloodhaveweakenedherterribly;andifwebringthefeveronagain,shecannotanswerforherlife。"
  "Hasshespokenofhimtoyou?"
  "Notonce。"
  "Thenwhyshouldshetome?"
  "Becauseyouareaman,andshemaythinktogetthe_truth_outofyou:
  sheknows_we_shallonlysaywhatisforthebest。Sheisverydeep,andwedon'tknowhermindyet。"
  Vizardsaidhewouldbeasguardedashecould;butiftheysawhimgoingwrong,theymustsendhimaway。
  "Oh,MissGalewilldothat,youmaybesure,"saidFanny。
  Thusprepared,VizardfollowedFannyupthestairstothesick-room。
  Eitherthereissuchathingasloveatfirstsight,oritissomethingmorethanfirstsight,whenanobservantmangazesatawomanforanhourinablazeoflight,anddrinksinherlooks,herwalk,hervoice,andalltheoutwardsignsofabeautifulsoul;forthestoutcynic'sheartbeatatenteringthatroomasithadnotbeatforyears。Tobesure,hehadnotonlyseenheronthestageinallherglory,buthadheldher,paleandbleeding,tohismanlybreast,andhisheartwarmedtoherallthemore,and,indeed,fairlymeltedwithtenderness。
  Fannywentinandannouncedhim。Hefollowedsoftly,andlookedather。
  Wealthcanmakeevenasick-roompretty。TheKloskinglayonsnowypillowswhoseglossydamaskwasedgedwithlace;anduponherformwasaneider-downquiltcoveredwithviolet-coloredsatin,andherfacewassetinthatsweetcapwhichhidherwound,andmadehereloquentfacelessghastly。
  Sheturnedtolookathim,andhegazedatherinawaythatspokevolumes。
  "Aseat,"saidshe,softly。
  Fannywasforputtingoneclosetoher。"No,"saidMissGale,"lowerdown;thensheneednottoturnherhead。"
  Sohesatdownnearerherfeet。
  "Mygoodhost,"saidshe,inhermellowvoice,thatretaineditsquality,butnotitspower,"Idesiretothankyouforyourgoodnesstoapoorsinger,struckdown——bythehandthatwasboundtoprotecther。"
  Vizardfalteredoutthattherewasnothingtothankhimfor。Hewasproudtohaveherunderhisroof,thoughdeeplygrievedatthecause。
  Shelookedathim,andhertwonurseslookedatherandateachother,asmuchastosay,"Sheisgoingupondangerousground。"
  Theywereright。Butshehadnotthecourage,or,perhaps,asmostwomenarealittlecat-likeinthis,thattheygoawayonceortwicefromthesubjectnearesttheirheartbeforetheyturnandpounceonit,shemustspeakofotherthingsfirst。Saidshe,"ButifIwasunfortunateinthat,Iwasfortunateinthis,thatIfellintogoodhands。Theseladiesaresisterstome,"andshegaveMissGaleherhand,andkissedtheotherhandtoFanny,thoughshecouldscarcelyliftit;"andIhaveahostwholovesmusic,andoverratesmypoorability。"Then,afterapause,"Whathaveyouheardmesing?"
  "Siebel。"
  "OnlySiebel!why,thatisapoorlittlething。"