'That'saperfectly——jetblack——fib!'criedPolly,whowasnowthoroughlyangry;'andIdon'tthinkitisverypoliteofyoutoattackthewholeparty,andsaytheyhaven'tbeennicetoyou,whenthey'vedoneeverythingintheworld!'
'Itisn'tyourpartyanymorethanmine,isit?AndifIdon'tknowhowtobepolite,Icertainlyshan'taskYOUforinstruction;forI
mustknowasmuchaboutthemannersofgoodsocietyasyoudo,inasmuchasIhavecertainlyseenmoreofit!'
Pollysankintoacamp-chair,toostunnedforamomenttoreply,whileLaura,whohadgonequitebeyondthepointwhereshekneworcaredwhatshesaid,wentonwitharushofwords:'Imeantotellyou,nowthatIamstarted,thatanybodywhoisn'tblindcanseewhyyoutoadytotheWinships,whohavemoneyandsocialposition,andwhyyouaresoanxioustokeepeverybodyelsefromgettingintotheirgoodgraces;buttheyaresopartialtoyouthattheyhavegivenyouanentirelyfalseideaofyourself;andyoumightaswellknowthatunlessyoukeepyourselfalittlemoreinthebackground,andgrowalittlelessboldandaffectedandindependent,otherpeoplewillnotbequiteasreadyastheWinshipstomakeapetofagirlwhosemotherkeepsaboarding-house。'
PoorLaura!Itwasnosoonersaidthansheregrettedit——alittle,notmuch。ButpoorPolly!Wherewashergoodangelthen?Whycouldshenothavetreatedthisthrustwiththesilenceandcontemptitdeserved?ButhowcouldLaurahavedetectedandprobedthemostsensitivespotinthegirl'snature?Shelostallcommandofherself。Herrageabsolutelyfrightenedher,foritmadeherdeafandblindtoallconsiderationsofproprietyandself-respect,andforamomentshewasonlyconsciousofthewilddesiretostrike——
yes,eventokill——thepersonwhohadsoinsultedallthatwasdearesttoher。
'Don'tdaretosayanotherword!'shepanted,withsuchflamingcheeksandsuchflashingeyesthatLaurainvoluntarilyretreatedtowardsthedoor,halfafraidofthetempestherwordshadevoked。
'Don'tdaretosayanotherword,orIdon'tknowwhatImaydo!Yes,Iamgladyouaregoing,andeverybodywillbeglad,andthesooneryougothebetter!You'vemadeeverybodymiserableeversinceyoucame,withyourjealousyandyourgossipandyourfine-ladyairs;andifAuntTruthhadn'tlovedyourmother,andifweweremeanenoughtotelltales,wewouldhaverepeatedsomeofyourdisagreeablespeecheslongago。HowcanyoudaretosayIlovetheWinshipsforanythingbutthemselves?Andifyouhadeverseenmydarlingmother,younevercouldhavecalledheraboarding-housekeeper,youcruel——'
Oh,butthedashingtorrentofangrywordsstoppedatthemerementionofhermother。Thewordrecalledhertoherself,buttoolate。Itwokeinhermemorytheclaspofhermother'sarms,thesoundofthesweet,tiredvoice:'Onlytwoofusagainstthebigworld,Polly——youandI。Bebrave,littledaughter,braveandpatient。'Oh,howimpatientandcowardlyshehadbeen!Wouldsheneverlearntobegood?Thebetterimpulsesrushedbackintoherheart,andcrowdedoutthebadonessoquicklythatinanothermomentshewouldhaveflungherselfatLaura'sfeet,andimploredherforgivenessmerelytogainagainherownself-respectandhermother'sapproval;buttherewasnotimeforrepentancethereisn'tsometimes,fortheclatterofwheelsannouncedPancho'sapproachwiththeteam,andMrs。WinshipandAnneBurtoncameintoview,walkingrapidlytowardsthetent。
Laurawasagooddealdisconcertedattheirill-timedappearance,butreflectedrapidlythatifMrs。Winshiphadoverheardanything,itwasprobablyPolly'slastspeech,inwhichcasethatyoungpersonwouldseemtobemoreinfaultthanherself,sosteppingoutofthetentshemetMrs。Winshipandkissedhergood-bye。
LittleAnneranonandjumpedintothewagon,withallachild'sjoyattheprospectofgoinganywhere。Polly'sbackwasturned,butshecouldnotdisappearentirelywithinthetentwithoutcausingMrs。
Winshipsurprise;andshewentthroughalifetimeofmiseryandself-
reproachinthatminuteofshameandfear,whenshedaredneithertoadvancenorretreat。
'Idon'tquiteliketoletyougoalone,Laura,withoutconsultingthedoctor,andIcan'tfindhim,'saidMrs。Winship。'Why,youarenervousandtrembling!Hadn'tyoubetterwaituntilto-morrow?'
'No,thankyou,Mrs。Winship。Iamallreadynow,andwouldprefertogo。IthinkperhapsIhavestayedquitelongenough,asPollyhasjusttoldmethateverybodyisgladtoseethelastofme,andthatI'vemadeyouallmiserablesinceIcame。
ThiswastheclimaxtoPolly'smisery;forshewasalreadysoovercomebythethoughtofherrudenessthatshewasonthepointofbeggingLaura'spardonforthatparticularspeechthenandthere,andshehadonlytohearherexactwordsrepeatedtofeelhowtheywouldsoundinMrs。Winship'sears。
Mrs。WinshipwassoentirelytakenabackbyLaura'sremark,thatshecouldonlyejaculate,'Polly——said——that!Whatdoyoumean?'
'Oh,Iamquitereadytothinkshesaidmorethansheintended,butthosewereherwords。'
'Polly!'
Pollyturned。Alas!itwasplainenoughthatthiswasnofalseaccusation。Herdowncasteyes,flushed,tear-stainedcheeks,quiveringlips,andthesilentshameofherwholefigure,spoketooclearly。
'Canitbepossible,Polly,thatyouspokeinsuchawaytoaguestwhowasabouttoleavemyhouse?'
'Yes。'
ThewordwaswrungfromPolly'stremblinglips。Whatcouldshesaybut'Yes,'——itwastrue,——andhowcouldsherepeatthetauntsthathadprovokedhertoretort?Theywerenotasufficientexcuse;andforthatmatter,nothingcouldbeasufficientexcuseforherlanguage。Nowthatshewasconfrontedwithherownfault,Laura'sseemedsosmallbesideitthatshewouldhavebeenashamedtoofferitasanyjustification。
Mrs。Winshipgrewpale,andforamomentwasquiteatalossastothetreatmentofsuchasituation。
'Don'tsayanymoreaboutit,Mrs。Winship,'saidLaura;'wewerebothangry,orweshouldneverhaveforgottenourselves,andIshallthinknomoreofit。'Lauraspokewithsuchanairofmodestvirtue,andseemedsoreadytoforgiveandforget,thatPollyinhersilenceandconfusionappearedworsethanever。
'ButIwantyoutorememberthatyouaremyguest,notPauline's;
thatIaskedyoutocomeandaskyoutoremain。Icannotallowyoutogosimplybecauseyoudonotchancetobeafavouritewithanotherofmyguests。'Oh!thepangthesewordsgavePolly'sfaulty,tenderlittleheart!
'IamonlygoingbecauseIfeelsoill,——notabitbecauseofwhatPollysaid;Iwasinthewrong,too,perhaps,butIpromisenottoletanybodynoranythingmakemequarrelwhenIvisityouagain。
Good-bye!'andLaurasteppedintothewagon。
'Itrustyouwillnotmentionthistoyourmother,sinceIhopeitistheonlyunpleasantincidentofyourvisit;anditisnofaultofminethatyougoawaywithanunhappyimpressionofourhospitality。'
HereMrs。WinshipreachedupandkissedlittleAnne,andasthehorseswererestive,andnooneseemedtohaveanythingfurthertosay,Panchodroveoff。
'Idon'tcaretotalkwithyouanymoreatpresent,Polly,'saidMrs。
Winship。'Iamtoohurtandtooindignanttospeakofyourconductquietly。Iknowthestrugglesyouhavewithyourtemper,andIamquitewillingtosympathisewithyouevenwhenyoudonotcomeoffvictorious;butthisissomethingquitedifferent。Ican'tconceivehowanyamountofprovocationordislikecouldhaveledyouintosuchdisloyaltytome';andwiththisshewalkedaway。
Pollystaggeredintoalittleplay-roomtentofDicky's,wheresheknewthatshecouldbealone,pinnedthecurtainstogethersothatnoonecouldpeepin,andthrewherselfdownuponthelongcushionedseatwhereDickywaswonttotakehisafternoonnap。There,ingriefanddespair,shesobbedtheafternoonthrough,dreadingtobedisturbedanddreadingtobequestioned。
'Mybeautifulbirthdayspoiled,'shemoaned,'andallmyownfault!
Iwassohappythismorning,butnowwaseveranybodysomiserableasI?AndevenifItellAuntTruthwhatLaurasaid,shewillthinkitnoexcuse,anditisn't!'
Asitnearedsupper-timeshemadeanopeninginthebackofthetent,andafterlongwatchingcaughtsightofGinonhiswaytothebrookforwater,signalledhim,andgavehimthisdespairinglittlenoteforMrs。Winship:-
DearAuntTruth,——Idon'taskyoutoforgiveme——Idon'tdeservetobeforgiven——butIaskyoutodomejustonemoreofyourdearlittlekindnesses。LetmestayaloneinDicky'stenttillmorning,andpleasedon'tletanyonecomenearme。Youcantelleverybodythewholestoryto-night,ifyouthinkbest,thoughIshouldbegladifonlyDr。PaulandBellneedknow;butIdonotmindanythingafterdispleasingyou——nothingcanbesobadasthat。PerhapsyouthinkI
oughttocomeoutandconfessittothemmyself,asapunishment;butoh,AuntTruth,Iampunishingmyselfinherealoneworsethananyoneelsecandoit。IwillgobacktoSantaBarbaraanytimethatyoucansendmetothestagestation,andIwillneveraskyoutolovemeagainuntilIhavelearnedhowtocontrolmytemper。Yourwretched,wretchedPOLLY。
P。S——Irememberthatitismybirthday,andallthatyouhavedoneforme,to-dayandalltheotherdays。ItlooksasifIwereungrateful,butinspiteofwhatIdidIamnot。Thewordsjustblazedout,andIneverknewthattheyweregoingtobesaidtillI
heardthemfallingfrommymouth。ItseemstomethatifIeveratoneforthisIwillhaveaslateandpencilhangingtomybelt,andonlywritewhatIhavetosay。POLLY。
ThemoisturecametoMrs。Winship'seyesasshereadthistear-
stainedlittlenote。'There'ssomethinghereIdon'tquiteunderstand,'shethought;'andyetPollyconfessedthatLauratoldthetruth。Poorchild!——butshehasgottolearnpatienceandself-
controlthroughsuffering。However,I'llkeepthematterasecretfromeverybodyatpresent,andstandbetweenherandmyinquisitivebroodofyoungsters,'andsheslippedthenoteintoherpocket。
Atsixo'clockthemembersofthefamilycameintocampfromvariousdirections,andgatheredaboutthesupper-table。AllweresurprisedatLaura'ssuddendeparture,butnooneseemedespeciallygrief-
stricken。DickyannouncedconfidentiallytoPhilipthatLaurawasa'norful'fraid-catoffrogs,'andJackventuredtheopinionthatMissLaurahadn't'boy'enoughinherforcamp-life。
'ButwhereisPolly?'askedBell,lookingroundthetable,asshepinnedupherriding-skirtandsatdowninherusualseat。
'Shehasabadheadache,andislyingdown,'saidMrs。Winship,quietly;'she'llbeallrightinthemorning。'
'Headache!'ejaculatedfourorfivepeopleatonce,droppingtheirnapkinsandlookingateachotherindismay。
'I'llgoandrubherheadwithCologne,'saidMargery。
'Letmegoandsitwithher,'saidElsie。
'Haveyoubeenteasingher,Jack?'askedMrs。Howard。
'Toomuchbirthday?'askedDr。Paul。'Tellherwecansparealmostanybodyelsebetter。'
'Blessthechild,shewantsmeifsheissick。Goonwithyoursuppers,I'llseetoher,'andBellrosefromthetable。
'No,mydear,Iwantyoualltoleaveheraloneatpresent,'saidMrs。Winship,decidedly。'I'veputhertobedinDicky'splay-tent,andIwanthertobequiet。Ginhastakenhersomesupper,andsheneedsrest。'
PollyOliverinneedofrest!Whatanincomprehensiblestatement!
Nobodywassatisfied,buttherewasnothingmoretobesaid,thoughBellandPhilipexchangedglancesasmuchastosay,'Somethingiswrong。'
Supperended,andtheygatheredroundthecamp-fire,butnothingwasquiteasusual。Itwasallverywelltocrackjokes,butwherewasacertainmerrylaughthatwaswonttoringout,atthesmallestprovocation,insuchaninfectiouswaythateverybodyelsefollowedsuit?Andwhowasthere,whenPollyhadtheheadache,tomakeasaucyspeechandlookdownintothefireinnocently,whileherdimplesdideverythingthatwasrequiredinordertopointtheshaft?
AndpraywhatwastheuseofsingingwhentherewasnoaltotoBell'streble,orofgivingconundrums,sinceitwasalwaysPollywhothoughtofnonsensicalanswersbetterthantherealones?AndasforJack,why,itwasfollytoshootarrowsofwitintotheairwhentherewasnotarget。HesimplystretchedhimselfoutbesideElsie,whowasparticularlyquietandsnoozedpeacefully,withouttakinganypartintheconversation,avowinghisintentionto'turnin'early。
'Turnin'early,forsooth!Whatwasthematterwiththeboy?
'It'snouse,'saidBell,plaintively;'wecan'tbeanythingbuthappy,nowthatwehaveElsiehere;butitneedsonlyonesmallheadachetoshowthatPollyfillsalong-feltwantinthiscamp。Youthinkofherasamodestspokeinthewheeltillshedisappears,andthenyoufindshewasthehub。'
'Yes,'saidMargery,'Ithinkeveryoneroundthisfireissimplyangelic,unlessIexceptJack;butthefactisthatPollyis——well,sheis——Polly,andIdareanyonetocontradictme。'
'Thejudgmentofthecourtisconfirmed,'saidPhilip。
'Andthesharksaid,"IfyouDon'tbelieveitistrue,Justlookatmywisdomtooth!"'
sangGeoffrey。
'Andifanyoneevertellsmeagainthatshehasredhairandhasn'tgoodfeatures,Ishouldjustliketoshowthemapictureofherasshewasto-dayatthedinner-table!'exclaimedBell。
'Asifanybodyneededfeatureswiththosedimples,'addedElsie,'orwouldmindredhairwhenitwassuchprettyhair!'
'IthinkareportofthisconversationwouldgofartowardscuringPolly,'saidDr。Winship,withasmile。
'Andyousaywecan'tgointherebeforewegotobed,mamacita?'
whisperedBellinhermother'sear,astheboyssaidgood-night——andwenttowardstheirtent。
'Mydear,'sheanswereddecidedly,withafondkissforeachofthegirls,'Pollyherselfaskedmetokeepeverybodyaway。'
Pollyherselfwantedtobealone!Wouldwondersnevercease?
MeanwhileDicky,whohaddisappearedforamoment,camebacktothefire,hisbosomheavingwithgriefandrage。
'Iwenttomyplay-tent,'hesobbed,'andputtedmyhandunderneaththecurtainandgavePollyapieceofmysuppercakeIsavedforher——
notthefrostedpart,buttheburntpartIcouldn'teat——andshelikeditandkissedmyhand——andthenIfoughtshewaslonesome,andwouldliketoseemylittlestfrog,andItoldhertoputoutherhandagainforas'prise,andIsqueezedhimintoittight,so'thewouldn'tjump——andshefoughtitwasmorecake,andwhenshefounditwasn'tshefrewmylittlestfrogclearaway,anditgotlosted!'
Thisbroughtahowlofmirthfromeverybody,andDickywasinstructed,whilebeingputtobed,nottosqueezelittlefrogsintopeople'shandsinthedark,asitsometimesaffectedthemunpleasantly。
AllthistimePollywaslyinginthetent,quiteexhaustedwithcrying,andmademorewretchedbyeverysoundofvoiceswaftedtowardsher。PresentlyGinappearedwithhernight-wrapperandvariousthingsforcomfortsentherbythegirls;andasshewearilyundressedherselfandpreparedforthenight,shefoundthreelittlemessagesofcomfortpinnedontheneckandsleevesofherflannelgown,writteninsuchcolossallettersthatshecouldeasilyreadthembythemoonlight。
Ontherightsleeve:-
Cheerup!'IwillneverdesertMr。Micawber!'BELL
Ontheleftsleeve:-
DarlingPolly,——Getwellsoon,orweshallallbesickinordertostaywithyou。Lovingly,MEG。
PS——JacksaidyouweretheLIFEOFTHECAMP!Whatdoyouthinkofthat??M。
Ontheneck:-
Dearest,——YouhavealwayscalledmetheFairyGodmother,andpretendedIcouldseethingsthatotherpeoplecouldn't。
Theboysgreatstupids!thinkyouhavetheheadache。Wegirlscanallseethatyouareintrouble,butonlytheFairyGodmotherKNOWS
WHY;andthoughshecan'tmakeabeautifulgoldcoachoutofthispumpkin,becausethere'ssomethingwrongaboutthepumpkin,yetshewilldoherbestforCinderella,andpullheroutoftheashessomehow。
ELSIE。
Polly'stearsfellfastonthedearlittlenotes,whichshekissedagainandagain,andtuckedunderherpillowtobringhersleep。
'Elsieknowssomething,'shethought,'buthow?sheknowsthatI'mintroubleandthatI'vedonewrong,orshewouldn'thavesaidthataboutnotbeingabletoturnabadpumpkinintoabeautifulgoldcoach;butperhapsshecangetAuntTruthtoforgivemeandtrymeagain。Unlessshecandoit,itwillnevercometopass,forI
haven'tthecouragetoaskher。Iwouldratherrunawayearlyinthemorningandgohomethanhaveherlookatmeagainasshedidto-day。
Oh!whatshallIdo?'andPollywentdownonherkneesbesidetheroughcouch,andsobbedherheartoutinachildishprayerforhelpandcomfort。Itwasjusttheprayerofalittlechildtellingasorrowfulstory;becauseitiswhenwearealoneandintroublethattheunknownandmysteriousGodseemstousmostlikeaFather,andwethrowourselvesintothearmsofHislovelikehelplesschildren,andtellHimoursecretthoughtsandgriefs。
'DearFatherinheaven,'shesobbed,'don'tforgivemeifIoughtnottobeforgiven,butpleasemakeAuntTruthfeelhowsorryIam,andshowmewhetherIoughttotellwhatmademesoangry,thoughit'snoexcuse。Blessandkeepmydarlingpatientlittlemother,andhelpmetogrowmorelikeher,andbraverandstrongertoo,sothatIcantakecareofhersoon,andsheneedn'tworkhardanylonger。PleaseforgivemeforhatingsomethingsinmylifeasmuchasIdo,andI
willtryandlikethembetter;butIthink——yes,Iknow——thatIamfullofwickedpride;andoh,itseemsasifIcouldnever,nevergetoverwantingtoliveinaprettyhouse,andwearprettydresses,andhavemymotherlivelikeBell'sandMargery's。Andoh,ifThoucanstonlyforgivemeforhatingboarderssodreadfully,andbeingashamedofthemeveryminute,Iwilltryandlikethembetterandtelleverybodythatwetakethem——Iwillindeed;andifIcanonlyoncemakeAuntTruthloveandtrustmeagain,Iwillmaketheboarders'
bedsanddusttheirroomsforeverwithoutgrumbling。Please,dearFatherinheaven,rememberthatIhaven'tanyfathertolovemeortoteachmetobegood;andthoughmammadoesherbest,pleasehelphertomakesomethingoutofmeifitcanbedone。Amen。'
'Truth,'saidMrs。Howard,whenallwasquietaboutthecamp,'Elsiewantstoseeyouamomentbeforeshegoestosleep。Willyougotohertent,whileIplayagameofcribbagewithDr。Paul?'
Elsielookedlikeablossominallthebeautifulgreennessofhertent,withheryellowheadcomingoutfromabovethegreensandbrownsofthecretonnebed-coverforalltheworldlikeadaffodilpushingitswayupthroughthemouldtowardsthespringsunshine。
'AuntTruth,'shesaidsoftly,asMrs。Winshipsatdownbesideher,'yourememberthatDr。Paulhungmyhammockinanewplaceto-day,justbehindthegirls'sleeping-tent。NowIknowthatPollyisintrouble,andthatyouaredispleasedwithher。WhatIwanttoask,ifImay,is,howmuchyouknow;forIoverheardagreatdealmyself——
enoughtofeelthatPollydeservesahearing。'
'Ioverheardnothing,'repliedMrs。Winship。'AllthatIknowPollyherselfconfessedinLaura'spresence。PollytoldLaura,justasshewasgoingaway,thateverybodywouldbegladtoseethelastofher,andthatshehadmadeeverybodymiserablefromthebeginningofhervisit。Itwasquiteinexcusable,youknow,dear,foroneofmygueststowaylayanother,justasshewasleaving,andmakesuchacruelspeech。Iwouldratheranythingelsehadhappened。IknowhowimpetuousPollyis,andIcanforgivethechildalmostanything,herheartissofullofloveandgenerosity;butIcannotoverlooksuchabreachofproprietyasthat。OfcourseIhaveseenthatLauraisnotafavouritewithanyofyou。Iconfesssheisnotaverylovableperson,andIthinkshehasledaveryunwholesomelifelatelyandissadlyspoiledbyit;stillthatisnoexcuseforPolly'sconduct。'
'No,ofcourseitisn't,'sighedElsie,withalittlequiverofthelip。'IthoughtIcouldpleadabettercaseforPolly,butIseeexactlyhowthoughtlessandimpoliteshewas;yet,ifyoukneweverything,auntie,dear,youwouldfeelalittledifferent。DoyouthinkitwasniceofLauratorepeatwhatPollysaidrightbeforeher,andjustasshewasgoingaway,whensheknewitwouldmakeyouuncomfortableandthatyouwerenottoblameforit?'
'No,hardly。Itdidn'tshowmuchtact;butgirlsoffifteenorsixteenarenotalwaysremarkableforsocialtact。Iexcusedherpartlybecauseshewashalf-sickandnervous。'
'Well,'Elsiewenton,'Ididn'thearthewholequarrel,sothatIdonotknowhowlongitlastednorwhobeganit。Ican'thelpthinkingitwasLaura,though,forshe'sbeentryingherbesttoprovokePollyforthelastfortnight,anduntilto-dayshehasneverreallysucceeded。Iwashalfasleep,andheardatfirstonlythefaintmurmurofvoices,butwhenIwasfullyawake,LaurawastellingPollythatshedotedonyousimplybecauseyouhadmoneyandposition,whileshehadnot;thatyouwereallsopartialtoherthatshehadlostsightofherowndeficiencies。Thenshecalledherboldandaffected,andIdon'tknowwhatelse,andfinallywoundupbysayingthatnobodybuttheWinshipswouldbelikelytomakeapetofthedaughterofaboarding-housekeeper。'
'Elsie!'ejaculatedMrs。Winship;'thisgrowsworseandworse!IsitpossiblethatLauraBurtoncouldbeguiltyofsuchathought?'
'Ican'tbemistaken。Iwastooexcitednottohearveryclearly;
andthemomentthewordswerespokenIknewmypoordear'sfierytemperwouldneverendurethat。Anditdidn't;itblazedoutinasecond,butitdidn'tlastlong,forbeforeIcouldgettothetentshehadstoppedherselfrightinthemiddleofasentence;andinanotherminuteIheardyourvoice,andcreptbacktothehammock,thinkingthateverythingwouldbesettledbyLaura'sgoingaway。I'dnoideathatshewouldpounceonPollyandgetherindisgrace,theverylastthing,whensheknewthatshewasresponsibleforthewholematter。Yousee,auntie,that,impoliteasPollywas,sheonlytoldLaurathatwegirlsweregladshewasgoing。Shedidn'tbringyouin,afterall;andLauraknewperfectlywellthatshewasawelcomevisitor,andwealltreatedherwiththegreatestpoliteness,thoughit'snousetosaywelikedhermuch。'
'Iamverysorryforthewholeaffair,'sighedMrs。Winship,'thereissomuchwrongonbothsides。Laura'sremark,itistrue,wouldhaveangeredalmostanybodywhowasnotoldandwiseenoughtoseethatitdeservedonlycontempt;butboththegirlsshouldhavehadtoomuchrespectforthemselvesandformetodescendtosuchanunladylikequarrel。However,IamonlytoogladtohearanythingwhichmakesPolly'sfaultless,forIlovehertoodearlynottosufferwhenIhavetobeseverewithher。'
'Shewouldn'taskyoutooverlookherfault,'continuedElsie,withtearsinhereyes。'Iknowjusthowwretchedandpenitentshemustbe——Pollyisalwayssofierceagainstherownfaults——butwhatmustbemakinghersuffermostisthethoughtthatshehasentirelylostyourconfidenceandgoodopinion。Oh,Ican'thelpthinkingthatGodfeelssorrierthisveryminuteforPolly,whofightsandfightsagainsthertemper,likeadearsunbeamtryingtoshineagainandagainwhenacloudkeepscoveringitup,thanHedoesforLaura,whohaseverythingmadesmoothforher,andwhoisunhappywhenherfeathersareruffledtheleastbit。'
'Youareright,dear,insofarthatafierylittlesoullikePolly'scan,ifitfindstherightchannels,doGod'sworkintheworldbetterthanacharacterlikeLaura's,whichisnotcourageous,norstrong,norsweetenoughforgreatservice,unlessitgrowsintobetterthingsthroughbitterorrichexperiences。Now,good-night,myblessedlittlepeacemaker;sleepsweetly,forIamgoingintoPolly'stenttohaveagoodtalkwithher。'
AsMrs。WinshipdroppedthecurtainsofElsie'stentbehindher,andmadeherwayquietlythroughthetrees,thetinklingsoundofabanjofelluponthestillnightair;andpresently,asshenearedPolly'sretreat,thisfacetiousserenade,sungbyJack'swell-knownvoice,waswaftedtoherears:
'Prithee,PollyOliver,whybideyesostill?
PrettyPollyOliver,wefearyouareill。
I'msinging'neaththywindow,whennightdewsarechill,For,prettyPollyOliver,wehearyouareill。'
ShewasabouttodespatchMasterJacktohistentwitharoundscolding,whenthelastwordsofthesongwerefrozenonhislipsbythesoundofasmotheredsob,inplaceofthesaucyretorthehopedtoprovoke。Theunexpectedsobfrightenedhimmorethananyfusiladeofhotwords,andhestoleawayinthedarknessmorecrestfallenthanhehadbeenformanyayear。
Mrs。Winship,moretroubledthanever,pulledapartthecanvascurtains,andstoodintheopening,silently。Thesightoftheforlornlittlefigure,huddledtogetheronthestrawbed,touchedherheart,and,whenPollystartedupwithaneloquentcryandflewintoherextendedarms,shegrantedwillingforgiveness,andthehistoryoftheafternoonwassobbedoutuponhermotherlyshoulder。
ThenextmorningMrs。WinshipannouncedthatPollywasbetter,sentbreakfasttohertent,andbyskilfulgeneralshipdroveeverybodyawayfromthecampbutElsie,whobroughtPollytothesitting-room,madehercomfortableonthelounge,and,administeringmuchgoodadvicetoMargeryandBellconcerningtopicstobeavoided,admittedthemonebyoneintoherpresence,sothatshegraduallyregainedherself-control。Andatthedinner-tableaverypalePollywaspresentagain,withsuchawhitefaceandheavyeyesthatnoonecoulddoubttherehadbeenaheadache,whiletwopeople,atleast,knewthattherehadbeenaheartacheaswell。Thenextday'smailcarriedthefollowinglettertoLauraBurton:
CAMPCHAPARRAL,August16,188。
MydearLaura,——AsItoldyouwhenyouwereleaving,IcannotwellsayhowsorryIamthatanythingshouldhaveoccurredtomaryourpleasantremembranceofyourstaywithus。Thatyourdearmother'sdaughtershouldhavebeentreatedwithdiscourtesywhileshewasmyguestwasverydisagreeabletome;butIhavelearnedthatyouwereyourselfsomewhattoblameintheaffair,andthereforeyoushouldhavebornetheharshtreatmentyoureceivedwithconsiderablepatience,andperhapshavekeptitquitetoyourself。'Thatlittlecattoldher,afterall,'saidLaura,whenshereadthis。'Ididn'tthinkshewasthatkind。'Pollywouldneverhaveconfessedthecauseofthequarrel,becausesheknewnothingcouldjustifyherlanguage;butElsiewaslyinginthehammockbehindthetentandoverheardtheremarkwhichsorousedPolly'sanger。Youwerenotaware,ofcourse,howsoreaspotyoutouchedupon,oryoucouldneverhavespokenasyoudid,thoughIwellknowthatyouwerebothtooangrytoreflect。Pollyisapeculiarlyproudandhigh-spiritedgirl——proud,Iconfess,toafault;butshecomes,onhermother'sside,fromalonglineofpeoplewhohavehadmuchtobeproudofinthewayofunblemishedhonesty,nobility,fineattainments,andsplendidachievements。Ofherfather'shonourableservicestohiscountry,andhissadanduntimelydeath,youmayhaveheard;butyoumaynotknowthatMrs。Oliver'smisfortuneshavebeenverymanyandverybitter,andthattheonlypossibilityofsupportingandeducatingPollyliesatpresentinhertakingboarders,forherhealthwillnotadmitjustnowofherlivinganywheresaveinSouthernCalifornia。Ifailtoseewhythisisnotthoroughlypraiseworthyandrespectable;butifyoudonotconsideritquiteanelegantoccupation,IcanonlysaythatMrs。Oliverpresidesoverthetableatwhichher'boarders'sitwithahigh-breddignityandgraceofmannerthatthehighestladyinthelandmightimitate;andthat,whenhealthandcircumstancespermithertodiminishthedistancebetweenherselfandthegreatworld,sheandherdaughterPolly,byreasonoftheirbirthandtheirculture,willfinddoorsswingingwidetoadmitthemwhereyouandIwouldfinditdifficulttoenter。
Pollyapologisessincerelyforherrudeness,andwillwriteyoutothateffect,asofcourseshedoesnotknowofthisletter。
Sincerelyyourfriend,TRUTHWINSHIP。
CHAPTERIX:ROUNDTHECAMP-FIRE
'Thetimebeforethefiretheysat,Andshortenedthedelaybypleasingchat。'
TheAugustdayshadslippedawayoneafteranother,andSeptemberwasathand。Therewasnoperceptiblechangeofweathertomarktheadventofthenewmonth。Thehillswerealittlebrowner,thedustalittledeeper,thefleasalittlenimbler,andthewaterinthebrookatriflelower,butotherwiseDameNaturedidnotconcernherselfwiththechangeofseasons,inasmuchasshehadnoolddressestogetridof,andnonewonestoputonforalongtimeyet;indeed,sheisneververyfashionableinthislocality,andwearsverymuchthesamegarmentsthroughouttheyear。
Elsieseemedalmostasstrongasanyoftheothergirlsnow,andcouldenterwithzestintoalltheiramusements。Theappetiteofayoungbear,thesound,dreamlesssleepofababy,andtheconstantbreathinginofthepure,life-givingairhadmadeheranewcreature。Mrs。HowardandJackfelt,daybyday,thataburdenofdreadwasbeingliftedfromtheirhearts;andMrs。Howardespeciallyfeltthatshelovedeveryrockandtreeinthecanyon。
Itwasacharmingmorning,andPollywasseatedatthedining-roomtable,deepinthepreparationofalessoninreadingandpronunciationforHopYet。Herforeheadwascreasedwithmanywrinklesofthought,andshebittheendofherlead-pencilasifshewereengagedinsolvingsomedifficultproblem;but,ifthatwereso,whydidthedimpleschaseeachotherinandoutofhercheeksinsuchasuspiciousfashion?Shewasaverygentle,averysedatePolly,theselatterdays,andnotonlyastonishedherfriends,butsurprisedherself,byhergoodbehaviour,herelegantreserveofmanner,herpatiencewithJack,andherabjectdevotiontoDicky。
'I'mafraiditwon'tlast,'shesighedtoherselfoccasionally。'I'malmosttoogood。That'salwaysthewaywithme——Imusteitherbesobadthateverybodyisdiscouraged,orelsesogoodthatIfrightenthem。NowIcatchBellandElsieexchangingglanceseveryday,asmuchastosay,"PoorPolly,shewillneverholdoutatthisrate;doyounoticethatnothingrufflesher——thatsheissimplyangelic?"AsifIcouldn'tbeangelicforafortnight!WhyIhaveoftendoneitforfourweeksatastretch!'
MargerywasinthehabitofgivingHopYetanEnglishlessoneveryotherday,ashehadbeenveryloathtoleavehiseveningschoolinSantaBarbaraandburyhimselfinacanyon,awayfromalleducationalinfluences;butshehaddesertedherpostforonceandgonetoridewithElsie,sothatPollyhadtakenherplaceandwasevolvinganexercisethatHopYetwouldremembertothelatestdayofhislife。
Itlookedsimpleenough:-
1。Thegrassisdry。
2。Thefruitisripe。
3:Thechaparralisgreen。
4。Thenewroadisallright。
5。Thebay-'rum'treeisfreshandpretty。
ButasnoChinamancanpronouncetheletter'r,'itwaslaboriouslyrenderedthus,whentheunhappytimeofthelessoncame:
1。The-glass-is-dly。
2。The-fluit-is-lipe。
3。The-chap-lal-is-gleen。