Theygotwithinahundredyardsofit,andallsawitplainly,scarcebelievingtheirsenses。
Whentheycouldgetnonearerforthewind,thecaptainyieldedtothatinstinctwhichurgesmanalwaystokillacuriosity,"toencouragetherest,"assaiththewittyVoltaire。"Getreadyagun——bestshotintheshiplayandfireit。"
Thiswassoondone。Bangwentthegun。Theshotstruckthewaterclosetothebrute,andmayhavestruckhimunderwater,foraughtIknow。Anyway,itsorelydisturbedhim;forherearedintotheairacolumnofserpent'sfleshthatlookedasthickasthemaintopmastofaseventy-four,openedamouththatlookedcapaciousenoughtoswallowthelargestbuoyanchorintheship,and,withastrangegratingnoisebetweenabarkandahiss,dived,andwasseennomore。
Whenhewasgone,theyalllookedatoneanotherlikemenawakingfromadream。
Stainesalonetookitquitecoolly。Itdidnotsurprisehimintheleast。Hehadalwaysthoughtitincrediblethattheboa-
constrictorshouldbelargerthananysea-snake。Thatideastruckhimasmonstrousandabsurd。Henotedthesea-serpentinhisjournal,butwiththisdoubt,"Semble——morelikeaverylargeeel。"
Nextdaytheycrossedtheline。JustbeforenoonayounggentlemanburstintoStaines'scabin,apologizingforwantofceremony;butifDr。Staineswouldliketoseetheline,itwasnowinsightfromthemizzentop。
"Gladofit,sir,"saidStaines;"collectitformeintheship'sbuckets,ifyouplease。IwanttosendALINEtofriendsathome。"
Younggentlemanburiedhishandsinhispockets,walkedoutinsolemnsilence,andresumedhispositiononthelee-sideofthequarter-deck。
Nevertheless,thisopening,coupledwithwhathehadheardandread,madeStainesalittleuneasy,andhewenttohisfriendFitzroy,andsaid,"Now,lookhere:Iamattheserviceofyouexperiencedandhumorousmariners。Ipleadguiltyatoncetothecrimeofneverhavingpassedtheline;so,makereadyyourswabs,andlatherme;yourship'sscraper,andshaveme;andletusgetitover。ButLordTadcasterisnervous,sensitive,prouderthanheseems,andI'mnotgoingtohavehimdrivenintoafitforalltheNeptunesandAmphitritesincreation。"
Fitzroyheardhimout,thenburstoutlaughing。"Why,thereisnoneofthatgameintheRoyalNavy,"saidhe。"Hasn'tbeenthistwentyyears。"
"I'msosorry,"saidDr。Staines。"Ifthere'saformofwitI
revere,itispracticaljoking。"
"Doctor,youareasatiricalbeggar。"
StainestoldTadcaster,andhewentforwardandchaffedhisfriendthequartermaster,whowasoneoftheforecastlewits。
"Isay,quartermaster,whydoesn'tNeptunecomeonboard?"
Deadsilence。
"IwonderwhathasbecomeofpooroldNep?"
"Goneashore!"growledtheseaman。"LastseeninRateliffHighway。
Gotashopthere——lendsashillinginthepoundonseamen'sadvancetickets。"
"Oh!andAmphitrite?"
"MarriedthesextonatWapping。"
"AndtheNereids?"
"Neruds!"scratchinghishead。"Iharn'tkeptmyeyeonthemsmallcraft。ButIBELIEVEtheyaresellingoystersintheportofLeith。"
Alightbreezecarriedthemacrosstheequator;butsoonaftertheygotbecalmed,anditwasdrearywork,andtheshiprolledgently,butcontinuously,andupsetLordTadcaster'sstomachagain,andquenchedhismanlyspirit。
Atlasttheywerefortunateenoughtocatchthesoutheasttrade,butitwassolanguidatfirstthattheshipbarelymovedthroughthewater,thoughtheyseteverystitch,andstuddingsailsalowandaloft,tillreallyshewasacresofcanvas。
Whileshewassocreepingalong,amaninthemizzentopnoticedanenormoussharkglidingsteadilyinherwake。Thismayseemasmallincident,yetitranthroughtheshiplikewildfire,andcausedmoreorlessuneasinessinthreehundredstouthearts;soneariseveryseamantodeath,andsostrongthepersuasionintheirsuperstitiousminds,thatasharkdoesnotfollowashippertinaciouslywithoutapropheticinstinctofcalamity。
Unfortunately,thequartermasterconveyedthisideatoLordTadcaster,andconfirmeditbynumerousexamplestoprovethattherewasalwaysdeathathandwhenasharkfollowedtheship。
ThereuponTadcastertookitintohisheadthathewasunderarelapse,andthesharkwaswaitingforhisdeadbody:hegotquitelow-spirited。
StainestoldFitzroy。Fitzroysaid,"Sharkbehanged!I'llhavehimondeckinhalfanhour。"Hegotleavefromthecaptain:ahookwasbaitedwithalargepieceofpork,andtowedasternbyastoutline,experiencedoldhandsattendingtoitbyturns。
Thesharkcameupleisurely,surveyedthebait,and,Iapprehend,ascertainedthepositionofthehook。Atallevents,heturnedquietlyonhisback,suckedthebaitoff,andretiredtoenjoyit。
Everyofficerintheshiptriedhiminturn,butwithoutsuccess;
for,iftheygotreadyforhim,and,themomenthetookthebait,jerkedtheropehard,inthatcaseheopenedhisenormousmouthsowidethatthebaitandhookcameoutclear。But,soonerorlater,healwaysgotthebait,andlefthiscaptorsthehook。
Thiswentonfordays,andhishugedorsalfinalwaysintheship'swake。
ThenTadcaster,whohadwatchedtheseexperimentswithhope,losthisspiritandappetite。
Stainesreasonedwithhim,butinvain。Somebodywastodie;and,althoughtherewerethreehundredandmoreintheship,hemustbetheone。Atlastheactuallymadehiswill,andthrewhimselfintoStaines'sarms,andgavehimmessagestohismotherandLadyCicely;andendedbyfrighteninghimselfintoafit。
ThisrousedStaines'spity,andalsoputhimonhismettle。What,sciencebebeatenbyashark!
Heponderedthematterwithallhismight;andatlastanideacametohim。
Heaskedthecaptain'spermissiontotryhishand。Thiswasaccordedimmediately,andtheship'sstoresplacedathisdisposalverypolitely,butwithasly,comicalgrin。
Dr。Stainesgotfromthecarpentersomesheetsofzincandsparecopper,andsomeflannel:thesehecutintothree-inchsquares,andsoakedtheflannelinacidulatedwater。Hethenprocuredaquantityofbell-wire,thegreaterpartofwhichheinsulatedbywrappingitroundwithhotguttapercha。Soeagerwashe,thathedidnotturninallnight。
Inthemorninghepreparedwhathecalledanelectricfuse——hefilledasoda-waterbottlewithgunpowder,attachingsomecorktomakeitbuoyant,putinthefuseandbung,madeitwater-tight,connectedandinsulatedhismainwires——envelopedthebottleinpork——tiedalinetoit,andletthebottleoverboard。
Thecaptainandofficersshooktheirheadsmysteriously。Thetarspeepedandgrinnedfromeveryropetoseeadoctortryandcatchasharkwithasoda-waterbottleandnohook;butsomehowthedoctorseemedtoknowwhathewasabout,sotheyhoveredround,andawaitedtheresult,mystified,butcurious,andshowingtheirteethfromeartoear。
"TheonlythingIfear,"saidStaines,"isthat,themomenthetakesthebait,hewillcutthewirebeforeIcancompletethecircuit,andfirethefuse。"
Nevertheless,therewasanotherobjectiontothesuccessoftheexperiment。Thesharkhaddisappeared。
"Well,"saidthecaptain,"atallevents,youhavefrightenedhimaway。"
"No,"saidlittleTadcaster,whiteasaghost;"heisonlyunderwater,Iknow;waiting——waiting。"
"Thereheis,"criedoneintheratlines。
Therewasarushtothetaffrail——greatexcitement。
"Keepclearofme,"saidStainesquietlybutfirmly。"Itcanonlybedoneatthemomentbeforehecutsthewire。"
Theoldsharkswamslowlyroundthebait。
Hesawitwassomethingnew。
Heswamroundandroundit。
"Hewon'ttakeit,"saidone。
"Hesuspectssomething。"
"Oh,yes,hewilltakethemeatsomehow,andleavethepepper。Slyoldfox!"
"HehaseatenmanyapoorJack,thatone。"
Thesharkturnedslowlyonhisback,and,insteadofgrabbingatthebait,seemedtodrawitbygentlesuctionintothatcapaciousthroat,readytoblowitoutinamomentifitwasnotallright。
Themomentthebaitwasdrawnoutofsight,Stainescompletedthecircuit;thebottleexplodedwithafurythatsurprisedhimandeverybodywhosawit;atonofwaterflewintotheair,andcamedowninspray,andagorycarcassfloated,bellyuppermost,visiblystainingthebluewater。
Therewasaroarofamazementandapplause。
Thecarcasswastowedalongside,atTadcaster'surgentrequest,andthenthepoweroftheexplosionwasseen。Confined,firstbythebottle,thenbythemeat,thenbythefish,andlastlybythewater,ithadexplodedwithtenfoldpower,hadblownthebrute'sheadintoamillionatoms,andhadeventornagreatfurrowinitscarcass,exposingthreefeetofthebackbone。
Taddygloatedonhisenemy,andbegantopickupagainfromthathour。
Thewindimproved,and,asusualinthatlatitude,scarcelyvariedapoint。Theyhadapleasanttime,——privatetheatricalsandotheramusementstilltheygottolatitude26deg。S。andlongitude27
deg。W。Thenthetradewinddesertedthem。Lightandvariablewindssucceeded。
Themastercomplainedofthechronometers,andthecaptainthoughtithisdutytoverifyorcorrectthem;andsoshapedhiscoursefortheislandofTristand'Acunha,thenlyingalittlewayoutofhiscourse。Iought,perhaps,toexplaintothegeneralreaderthattheexactpositionofthisislandbeinglongagoestablishedandrecorded,itwasaninfallibleguidetogobyinverifyingaship'schronometers。
Nextdaytheglassfellallday,andthecaptainsaidheshoulddouble-reeftopsailsatnightfall,forsomethingwasbrewing。
Theweather,however,wasfine,andtheshipwassailingveryfast,when,abouthalfanhourbeforesunset,themast-headmanhailedthattherewasabulkoftimberinsight,broadontheweather-bow。
Thesignalmanwassentup,andsaiditlookedlikearaft。
Thecaptain,whowasondeck,levelledhisglassatit,andmadeitoutaraft,withasortofrailtoit,andthestumpofamast。
Heorderedtheofficerofthewatchtokeeptheshipasclosetothewindaspossible。Heshouldliketoexamineitifhecould。
Themasterrepresented,respectfully,thatitwouldbeunadvisabletobeattowindwardforthat。"Ihavenofaithinourchronometers,sir,anditisimportanttomaketheislandbeforedark;fogsriseheresosuddenly。"
"Verywell,Mr。Bolt;thenIsupposewemustlettheraftgo。"
"MANONTHERAFTTOWINDWARD!"hailedthesignalman。
Thiselectrifiedtheship。Thecaptainranupthemizzenrigging,andscannedtheraft,nownearlyabeam。
"ItISaman!"hecried,andwasabouttoaltertheship'scoursewhen,atthatmoment,thesignalmanhailedagain,——
"ITISACORPSE。"
"Howd'yeknow?"
"Bythegulls。"
Thensucceededanexcitingdialoguebetweenthecaptainandthemaster,who,beinginhisdepartment,wasveryfirm;andwentsofarastosayhewouldnotanswerforthesafetyoftheship,iftheydidnotsightthelandbeforedark。
Thecaptainsaid,"Verywell,"andtookaturnortwo。Butatlasthesaid,"No。HerMajesty'sshipmustnotpassaraftwithamanonit,deadoralive。"
Hethenbegantogivethenecessaryorders;butbeforetheywerealloutofhismouth,afatalinterruptionoccurred。
TadcasterranintoDr。Staines'scabin,crying,"Araftwithacorpsecloseby!"
Stainessprangtothequarterporttosee,andcraningeagerlyout,thelowerportchain,whichhadnotbeenwellsecured,slipped,theportgaveway,andashiswholeweightrestedonit,cantedhimheadlongintothesea。
Asmartseamanintheforechainssawtheaccident,andinstantlyroaredout,"MANOVERBOARD!"acrythatsendsathrillthroughaship'sveryribs。
Anothersmartfellowcutthelife-buoyadriftsoquicklythatitstruckthewaterwithintenyardsofStaines。
Theofficerofthewatch,withouttheintervalofhalfamoment,gavetherightorders,inthevoiceofastentor;
"Letgolife-buoy。
"Life-boat'screwaway。
"Handsshortensail。
"Mainselup。
"Maintopseltomast。"
Theseorderswereexecutedwithadmirableswiftness。Meantimetherewasamightyrushoffeetthroughoutthefrigate,everyhatchwaywascrammedwithmeneagertoforcetheirwayondeck。
Infivesecondsthemiddyofthewatchandhalfhercrewwereintheleecutter,fittedwithClifford'sapparatus。
"Loweraway!"criedtheexcitedofficer;"theotherswillcomedownbythependants。"
Themanstationed,sittingonthebottomboards,easedawayroundly,whensuddenlytherewasahitch——theboatwouldgonofarther。
"Lowerawaythereinthecutter!Whydon'tyoulower?"screamedthecaptain,whohadcomeovertoleewardexpectingtoseetheboatinthewater。
"Theropehasswollen,sir,andthependantswon'tunreeve,"criedthemiddyinagony。
"Volunteersfortheweather-boat!"shoutedthefirstlieutenant;
buttheorderwasunnecessary,formorethanthepropernumberwereinheralready。
"Plugin——loweraway。"
Butmishapsnevercomesingly。Scarcelyhadthisboatgoneafootfromthedavit,thanthevolunteerwhowasactingascoxswain,inreachingoutforsomething,inadvertentlyletgotheline,which,inKynaston'sapparatus,keepsthetackleshooked;consequently,downwenttheboatandcrewtwentyfeet,withaterrificcrash;themenwerestrugglingfortheirlives,andtheboatwasstove。
But,meantime,moremenhavingbeensentintotheleecutter,theirweightcausedthependantstorender,andtheboatgotafloat,andwassoonemployedpickingupthestrugglingcrew。
Seeingthis,LieutenantFitzroycollectedsomehands,andloweredthelife-boatgig,whichwasfittedwithcommontackles,gotdownintoherhimselfbythefalls,andpullingroundtowindward,shoutedtothesignalmanfordirections。
Thesignalmanwasathispost,andhadfixedhiseyeonthemanoverboard,ashisdutywas;buthismess-matewasinthestoveboat,andhehadcastoneanxiouslookdowntoseeifhewassaved,and,sadtorelate,inthatonemomenthehadlostsightofStaines;thesuddendarkness——therewasnotwilight——confusedhimmore,andtheshiphadincreasedherdrift。
Fitzroy,however,madearapidcalculation,andpulledtowindwardwithallhismight。Hewasfollowedinaboutaminutebytheothersoundboatpowerfullymanned,andbothboatsmeltedawayintothenight。
Therewasalongandanxioussuspense,duringwhichitbecamepitchdark,andtheshipburnedbluelightstomarkherpositionmoreplainlytothecrewsthatweregropingtheseaforthatbelovedpassenger。
CaptainHamiltonhadnodoubtthatthefateofStaineswasdecided,onewayorother,longbeforethis;buthekeptquietuntilhesawtheplainsignsofasquallathand。Then,ashewasresponsibleforthesafetyofboatsandship,hesentuprocketstorecallthem。
Thecuttercamealongsidefirst。Lightswerepouredonher,andquaveringvoicesasked,"Haveyougothim?"
Theanswerwasdeadsilence,andsorrowful,droopingheads。
Sadlyandreluctantlywastheordergiventohoisttheboatin。
Thenthegigcamealongside。Fitzroyseatedinher,withhishandsbeforehisface;themengloomyandsad。
"GONE!GONE!"
Soontheshipwasbattlingaheavysquall。
Atmidnightallquietagain,andhoveto。Then,attherequestofmany,thebellwastolled,andtheship'scompanymusteredbareheaded,andmanyastoutseamanintears,asthelastservicewasreadforChristopherStaines。
CHAPTERXIV。
Rosafellillwithgriefatthehotel,andcouldnotmoveforsomedays;butthemomentshewasstrongenough,sheinsistedonleavingPlymouth:likeallwoundedthings,shemustdragherselfhome。
Butwhatahome!Howemptyitstruck,andsheheart-sickanddesolate。Nowallthefamiliarplacesworeanewaspect:thelittleyard,wherehehadsowalkedandwaited,becameatempletoher,andshecameoutandsatinit,andnowfirstfelttothefullhowmuchhehadsufferedthere——withwhatfortitude。Shecreptaboutthehouse,andkissedthechairhehadsatin,andeverymuch-usedplaceandthingofthedeparted。
Hershallownaturedeepenedanddeepenedunderthisbereavement,ofwhich,shesaidtoherself,withashudder,shewasthecause。Andthisisthecourseofnature;thereisnothinglikesufferingtoenlightenthegiddybrain,widenthenarrowmind,improvethetrivialheart。
Asherregretsweretenderanddeep,sohervowsofrepentanceweresincere。Oh,whatawifeshewouldmakewhenhecameback!howthoughtful!howprudent!howloyal!andneverhaveasecret。Shewhohadoncesaid,"Whatistheuseofyourwriting?nobodywillpublishit,"nowcollectedandperusedeverywrittenscrap。Withsimpleaffectionsheevenlockeduphisverywaste-paperbasket,fulloffragmentshehadtorn,oruselesspapershehadthrownthere,beforehewenttoPlymouth。
Inthedrawerofhiswriting-tableshefoundhisdiary。Itwasathickquarto:itbeganwiththeirmarriage,andendedwithhisleavinghome——forthenhetookanothervolume。ThisdiarybecameherBible;shestudieditdaily,tillhertearshidhislines。Theentrieswereverymiscellaneous,veryexact;itwasamapoftheirmarriedlife。Butwhatshestudiedmostwashisobservationsonherowncharacter,soscientific,yetsokindly;andhisscholar-
likeandwisereflections。Thebookwasanunconsciouspictureofagreatmindshehadhithertobutglancedat:nowshesawitallplainbeforeher;sawit,understoodit,adoredit,mournedit。
Suchwomenareshallow,notforwantofaheadupontheirshoulders,butofATTENTION。Theydonotreallystudyanything:
theyhavebeentaughtattheirschoolsthebadartofskimming;butlettheirheartscompeltheirbrainstothinkandthink,theresultisconsiderable。Thedeepestphilosopherneverfathomedacharactermorethoroughlythanthispoorchildfathomedherphilosopher,whenshehadreadhisjournaltenoreleventimes,andbedeweditwithathousandtears。
Onepassagealmostcuthermoreintelligentheartintwain:——
"ThisdarkdayIhavedoneathingincredible。IhavespokenwithbrutalharshnesstotheinnocentcreatureIhavesworntoprotect。
Shehadrunindebt,throughinexperience,andthatunhappytimiditywhichmakeswomenconcealanerrortillitramifies,byconcealment,intoafault;andImuststormandraveather,tillsheactuallyfaintedaway。Brute!Ruffian!Monster!Andshe,howdidshepunishme,poorlamb?Bysoftandtenderwords——likealady,assheis。Oh,mysweetRosa,Iwishyoucouldknowhowyouareavenged。Talkofthescourge——thecat!Iwouldbethankfulfortwodozenlashes。Ah!thereisnoneed,Ithink,topunishamanwhohasbeencrueltoawoman。Lethimalone。Hewillpunishhimselfmorethanyoucan,ifheisreallyaman。"
Fromthedateofthatentry,thisself-reproachandself-torturekeptcroppingupeverynowandtheninthediary;anditappearedtohavebeennotentirelywithoutitsinfluenceinsendingStainestosea,thoughthemainreasonhegavewasthathisRosamighthavethecomfortsandluxuriesshehadenjoyedbeforeshemarriedhim。
Oneday,whileshewascryingoverthisdiary,UnclePhilipcalled;
butnottocomforther,Ipromiseyou。Heburstonher,irate,totakehertotask。Hehadreturned,learnedChristopher'sdeparture,andsettledthereasoninhisownmind:thatuxoriousfoolwasgonetoseabyanaturalreaction;hiseyeswereopentohiswifeatlast,andhewassickofherfolly;sohehadfledtodistantclimes,aswhowouldnot,thatcould?
"SO,ma'am,"saidhe,"mynephewisgonetosea,Ifind——allinahurry。PraymayIaskwhathehasdonethatfor?"
Itwasaverysimplequestion,yetitdidnotelicitaveryplainanswer。Sheonlystaredatthisabruptinquisitor,andthencried,piteously,"Oh,UnclePhilip!"andburstoutsobbing。
"Why,whatisthematter?"
"YouWILLhatemenow。HeisgonetomakemoneyforME;andI
wouldratherhavelivedonacrust。Uncle——don'thateme。I'mapoor,bereaved,heart-brokencreature,thatrepents。"
"Repents!heigho!why,whathaveyoubeenuptonow,ma'am?Nogreatharm,I'llbebound。FlirtingalittlewithsomeFOOL——eh?"
"Flirting!Me!amarriedwoman。"
"Oh,tobesure;Iforgot。Why,surelyhehasnotdesertedyou。"
"MyChristopherdesertme!Helovesmetoowell;farmorethanI
deserve;butnotmorethanIwill。UnclePhilip,Iamtooconfusedandwretchedtotellyouallthathashappened;butIknowyoulovehim,thoughyouhadatiff:uncle,hecalledonyou,toshakehandsandaskyourforgiveness,poorfellow!Hewassosorryyouwereaway。Pleasereadhisdeardiary:itwilltellyouall,betterthanhispoorfoolishwifecan。Iknowitbyheart。I'llshowyouwhereyouandhequarrelledaboutme。There,see。"Andsheshowedhimthepassagewithherfinger。"Henevertoldmeitwasthat,orIwouldhavecomeandbeggedyourpardononmyknees。Butseehowsorryhewas。There,see。AndnowI'llshowyouanotherplace,wheremyChristopherspeaksofyourmany,manyactsofkindness。
There,see。Andnowpleaseletmeshowyouhowhelongedforreconciliation。There,see。Anditisthesamethroughthebook。
AndnowI'llshowyouhowgrievedhewastogowithoutyourblessing。ItoldhimIwassureyouwouldgivehimthat,andhimgoingaway。Ah,me!willheeverreturn?Uncledear,don'thateme。WhatshallIdo,nowheisgone,ifyoudisownme?Why,youaretheonlyStainesleftmetolove。"
"Disownyou,ma'am!thatI'llneverdo。Youareagood-heartedyoungwoman,Ifind。There,runanddryyoureyes;andletmereadChristopher'sdiaryallthrough。ThenIshallseehowthelandlies。"
Rosacompliedwithhisproposal;andlefthimalonewhileshebathedhereyes,andtriedtocomposeherself,forshewasalltremblingatthissuddenirruption。
Whenshereturnedtothedrawing-room,hewaswalkingabout,lookinggraveandthoughtful。
"Itistheoldstory,"saidhe,rathergently:"aMISUNDERSTANDING。
Howwiseourancestorswerethatfirstusedthatwordtomeanaquarrel!for,lookintotwentyquarrels,andyoushalldetectascoreofmis-under-standings。YetourAmericancousinsmustgoandsubstitutetheun-ideaedword'difficulty';thatiswonderful。I
hadnoquarrelwithhim:delightedtoseeeitherofyou。ButIhadcalledtwiceonhim;soIthoughtheoughttogetoverhistemper,andcallonatriedfriendlikeme。Amisunderstanding!Now,mydear,letushavenomoreofthesemisunderstandings。Youwillalwaysbewelcomeatmyhouse,andIshalloftencomehereandlookafteryouandyourinterests。Whatdoyoumeantodo,Iwonder?"
"Sir,Iamtogohometomyfather,ifhewillbetroubledwithme。
Ihavewrittentohim。"
"AndwhatistobecomeoftheBijou?"
"MyChristiethoughtIshouldliketopartwithit,andthefurniture——buthisownwriting-deskandhischair,no,Ineverwill,andhislittleclock。Oh!oh!oh!——ButIrememberwhatyousaidaboutagents,andIdon'tknowwhattodo;forIshallbeaway。"
"Then,leaveittome。I'llcomeandliveherewithoneservant;
andI'llsoonsellitforyou。"
"You,UnclePhilip!"
"Well,whynot?"saidheroughly。
"Thatwillbeagreattroubleanddiscomforttoyou,I'mafraid。"
"IfIfinditso,I'llsoondropit。I'mnotthefooltoputmyselfoutforanybody。Whenyouarereadytogoout,sendmeword,andI'llcomein。"
Soonafterthishebustledoff。Hegaveherasortofhurriedkissatparting,asifhewasashamedofit,andwanteditoverasquicklyaspossible。
Nextdayherfathercame,condoledwithherpolitely,assuredhertherewasnothingtocryabout;husbandswereasortoffunctionariesthatgenerallywenttoseaatsomepartoftheircareer,andnoharmevercameofit。Onthecontrary,"Absencemakestheheartgrowfonder,"saidthisjudiciousparent。
Thissentimenthappenedtobejustalittletootrue,andsetthedaughtercryingbitterly。Butshefoughtagainstit。"Ohno!"
saidshe,"IMUSTN'T。IwillnotbealwayscryinginKentVilla。"
"Lordforbid!"
"Ishallgetoveritintime——alittle。"
"Why,ofcourseyouwill。ButastoyourcomingtoKentVilla,I
amafraidyouwouldnotbeverycomfortablethere。YouknowIamsuperannuated。Onlygotmypensionnow。"
"Iknowthat,papa:and——why,thatisoneofthereasons。Ihaveagoodincomenow;andIthoughtifweputourmeanstogether"——
"Oh,thatisaverydifferentthing。Youwillwantacarriage,I
suppose。Ihaveputminedown。"
"Nocarriage;nohorse;nofootman;noluxuryofanykindtillmyChristiecomesback。Iabhordress;Iabhorexpense;IloatheeverythingIoncelikedtoowell;Idetesteveryfollythathaspartedus;andIhatemyselfworstofall。Oh!oh!oh!Forgivemeforcryingso。"
"Well,Idaresaythereareassociationsaboutthisplacethatupsetyou。Ishallgoandmakereadyforyou,dear;andthenyoucancomeassoonasyoulike。"
Hebestowedapaternalkissonherbrow,andglideddoucelyawaybeforeshecouldpossiblycryagain。
TheverynextweekRosawasatKentVilla,withtherelicsofherhusbandabouther;hischair,hiswriting-table,hisclock,hiswaste-paperbasket,averydeepandlargeone。ShehadthemallinherbedroomatKentVilla。
Herethedaysglidedquietlybutheavily。
ShederivedsomecomfortfromUnclePhilip。Hisrough,friendlywaywasatonic,andbracedher。HecalledseveraltimesabouttheBijou。Toldherhehadputupenormousboardsalloverthehouse,andpuffeditfinely。"Ihavehadahundredagentsatme,"saidhe;"andthenextthing,Ihope,willbeonecustomer;thatisabouttheproportion。"Atlasthewroteherhehadhookedavictim,andsoldtheleaseandfurnitureforninehundredguineas。
StaineshadassignedtheleasetoRosa,soshehadfullpowers;andPhilipinvestedthemoney,andtwohundredmoreshegavehim,inalittlemortgageatsixpercent。
NowcametheletterfromMadeira。Itgavehernewlife。
Christopherwaswell,contented,hopeful。Hisexampleshouldanimateher。Shewouldbravelybearthepresent,andsharehishopesofthefuture:withthesebrighterviewsNatureco-operated。
Theinstinctsofapproachingmaternitybrightenedthefuture。Shefellintogentlereveries,andsawherhusbandreturn,andsawherselfplacetheirinfantinhisarmswithallawife's,amother'spride。
Induecoursecameanotherlongletterfromtheequator,withafulljournal,andmorewordsofhope。Homeinlessthanayear,withreputationincreasedbythislastcure;home,topartnomore。
Ah!whatachangedwifeheshouldfind!howfrugal,howcandid,howfullofappreciation,admiration,andlove,ofthenoblest,dearesthusbandthateverbreathed!
LadyCicelyTrehernewaitedsomeweeks,toletkindersentimentsreturn。ShethencalledinDearStreet,butfoundMrs。StaineswasgonetoGravesend。Shewrotetoher。
Inafewdaysshereceivedareply,studiouslypoliteandcold。
Thispersistentinjusticemortifiedheratlast。Shesaidtoherself,"DoesshethinkhisdeparturewasnolosstoME?Itwastoherinterests,aswellashis,Isacrificedmyownselfishwishes。Iwillwritetohernomore。"
Thisresolutionshesteadilymaintained。Itwasshakenforamoment,whensheheard,byasidewind,thatMrs。Staineswasfastapproachingthegreatpainandperilofwomen。Thenshewavered。
Butno。SheprayedforherbynameintheLiturgy,butshetroubledhernomore。
Thisstateofthingslastedsomesixweeks,whenshereceivedaletterfromhercousinTadcaster,closeontheheelsofhislast,towhichshehadrepliedasIhaveindicated。Sheknewhishandwriting,andopeneditwithasmile。
Thatsmilesoondiedoffherhorror-strickenface。Theletterranthus:——
TRISTAND'ACUNHA,Jan。5。
DEARCICELY,——Aterriblethinghasjusthappened。Wesignalledaraft,withabodyonit,andpoorDr。Stainesleanedoutoftheport-hole,andfelloverboard。Threeboatswereletdownafterhim;butitallwentwrong,somehow,oritwastoolate。Theycouldneverfindhim,hewasdrowned;andthefuneralservicewasreadforthepoorfellow。
Weareallsadlycutup。Everybodylovedhim。Itwasdreadfulnextdayatdinner,whenhischairwasempty。Theverysailorscriedatnotfindinghim。
Firstofall,IthoughtIoughttowritetohiswife。Iknowwhereshelives;itiscalledKentVilla,Gravesend。ButIwasafraid;
itmightkillher:andyouaresogoodandsensible,IthoughtI
hadbetterwritetoyou,andperhapsyoucouldbreakittoherbydegrees,beforeitgetsinallthepapers。
Isendthisfromtheisland,byasmallvessel,andpaidhimtenpoundstotakeit。
Youraffectionatecousin,TADCASTER。
Wordsarepowerlesstodescribeablowlikethis:theamazement,thestupor,thereluctancetobelieve——therising,swelling,surginghorror。Shesatlikeawomanofstone,crumplingtheletter。"Dead!——dead?"
Foralongtimethiswasallhermindcouldrealize——thatChristopherStaineswasdead。Hewhohadbeensofulloflifeandthoughtandgenius,andworthiertolivethanalltheworld,wasdead;andamillionnobodieswerestillalive,andhewasdead。
Shelaybackonthesofa,andallthepowerleftherlimbs。Shecouldnotmoveahand。
Butsuddenlyshestartedup;foranobleinstincttoldherthisblowmustnotfallonthewifeasithadonher,andinhertimeofperil。
Shehadherbonnetoninamoment,andforthefirsttimeinherlife,dartedoutofthehousewithouthermaid。Sheflewalongthestreets,scarcelyfeelingtheground。ShegottoDearStreet,andobtainedPhilipStaines'saddress。Sheflewtoit,andtherelearnedhewasdownatKentVilla。InstantlyshetelegraphedtohermaidtocomedowntoheratGravesend,withthingsforashortvisit,andwaitforheratthestation;andshewentdownbytraintoGravesend。
Hithertoshehadwalkedonair,drivenbyoneoverpoweringimpulse。
Now,asshesatinthetrain,shethoughtalittleofherself。
Whatwasbeforeher?TobreaktoMrs。Stainesthatherhusbandwasdead。Totellherallhermisgivingsweremorethanjustified。Toencounterhercoldcivility,andletherknow,inchbyinch,itmustbeexchangedforcursesandtearingofhair;herhusbandwasdead。Totellherthis,andinthetellingofit,perhapsrevealthatitwasHERgreatbereavement,aswellasthewife's,forshehadadeeperaffectionforhimthansheought。
Well,shetrembledlikeanaspenleaf,trembledlikeoneinanague,evenasshesat。Butshepersevered。
Anoblewomanhashercourage;notexactlythesameasthatwhichleadsforlornhopesagainstbastionsbristlingwithriflesandtonguedwithflamesandthunderbolts;yetnotinferiortoit。
Tadcaster,smallanddull,butnoblebybirthandinstinct,hadseentherightthingforhertodo;andshe,ofthesamebreed,andnoblerfar,hadseenittoo;andthegreatsoulsteadilydrewtherecoilingheartandquiveringbodytothisfierytrial,thisactofhumanity——todowhichwasterribleandhard,toshirkit,cowardlyandcruel。
ShereachedGravesend,anddroveinaflytoKentVilla。
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