"Oh!whatisthematternow?"saidshe。
"Thematteriswhatithasalwaysbeen,ifIcouldonlyhaveseenit。Youhavedeceivedme,anddisgracedyourself。Lookatthosebills。"
"Whatbills?Oh!"
"Youhavehadanallowanceforhousekeeping。"
"Itwasn'tenough。"
"Itwasplenty,ifyouhadkeptfaithwithme,andpaidreadymoney。Itwasenoughforthefirstfiveweeks。Iamhousekeepernow,andIshallallowmyselftwopoundsaweekless,andnotoweashillingeither。"
"Well,allIknowis,Icouldn'tdoit:nowomancould。"
"Then,youshouldhavecometome,andsaidso;andIwouldhaveshownyouhow。WasIinEgypt,orattheNorthPole,thatyoucouldnotfindme,totreatmelikeafriend?Youhaveruinedus:
thesedebtswillsweepawaythelastshillingofourlittlecapital;butitisn'tthat,oh,no!itisthemiserabledeceit。"
Rosa'seyecaughtthesumtotalofMadameCie'sbill,andsheturnedpale。"Oh,whatacheatthatwomanis!"
ButsheturnedpalerwhenChristophersaid,"Thatistheonehonestbill;forIgaveyouleave。Itisthesethatpartus:these!
these!Lookatthem,falseheart!There,goandpackupyourthings。Wecanliveherenolonger;weareruined。Imustsendyoubacktoyourfather。"
"Ithoughtyouwould,soonerorlater,"saidMrs。Staines,panting,trembling,butshowingalittlefight。"HetoldyouIwasn'tfittobeapoorman'swife。"
"Anhonestman'swife,youmean:thatiswhatyouarenotfitfor。
Youwillgohometoyourfather,andIshallgointosomehumblelodgingtoworkforyou。I'llcontrivetokeepyou,andfindyouahundredayeartospendindress——theonlythingyourheartcanreallylove。ButIwon'thaveanenemyhereinthedisguiseofafriend;andIwon'thaveawifeaboutmeImusttreatlikeaservant,andwatchlikeatraitor。"
Thewordswereharsh,buttheagonywithwhichtheywerespokendistinguishedthemfromvulgarvituperation。
TheyoverpoweredpoorRosa;shehadbeenailingalittlesometime,andfromremorseandterror,coupledwithothercauses,naturegaveway。Herlipsturnedwhite,shegaspedinarticulately,and,withalittlepiteousmoan,tottered,andswooneddeadaway。
Hewaswalkingwildlyabout,readytotearhishair,whenshetottered;hesawherjustintimetosaveher,andlaidhergentlyonthefloor,andkneeledoverher。
Awaywentangerandeveryotherfeelingbutloveandpityforthepoor,weakcreaturethat,withallherfaults,wassolovableandsoloved。
Heappliednoremediesatfirst:heknewtheywereuselessandunnecessary。Helaidherheadquitelow,andopeneddoorandwindow,andloosenedallherdress,sighingdeeplyallthetimeathercondition。
Whilehewasthusemployed,suddenlyastrangecrybrokefromhim:
acryofhorror,remorse,joy,tenderness,allcombined:acrycomparedwithwhichlanguageisinarticulate。Hisswiftandpracticaleyehadmadeadiscovery。
Hekneeledoverher,withhiseyesdilatingandhishandsclasped,apictureofloveandtenderremorse。
Shestirred。
Thenhemadehaste,andappliedhisremedies,andbroughtherslowlybacktolife;heliftedherup,andcarriedherinhisarmsquiteawayfromthebillsandthings,that,whenshecameto,shemightseenothingtoreviveherdistress。Hecarriedhertothedrawing-room,andkneeleddownandrockedherinhisarms,andpressedheragainandagaingentlytohisheart,andcriedoverher。"Omydove,mydove!thetendercreatureGodgavemetoloveandcherish,andhaveIuseditharshly?IfIhadonlyknown!ifI
hadonlyknown!"
Whilehewasthusbemoaningher,andblaminghimself,andcryingoverherliketherain,——he,whomshehadneverseenshedatearbeforeinallhistroubles,——shewascomingtoentirely,andherquickearscaughthiswords,andsheopenedherlovelyeyesonhim。
"Iforgiveyou,dear,"shesaidfeebly。"BUTIHOPEYOUWILLBEA
KINDERFATHERTHANAHUSBAND。"
Thesequietwords,spokenwithraregravityandsoftness,wentthroughthegreatheartlikeaknife。
Hegaveasortofshiver,butsaidnotaword。
ButthatnighthemadeasolemnvowtoGodthatnoharshwordfromhislipsshouldeveragainstrikeabeingsoweak,soloving,andsobeyondhiscomprehension。Whylookforcourageandcandorinacreaturesotimidandshy,shecouldnoteventellherhusbandTHAT
until,withhersubtlesense,shesawhehaddiscoveredit?
CHAPTERXII。
Tobeafather;tohaveanimageofhisdarlingRosa,andafruitoftheirlovetoliveandworkfor:thisgavethesoreheartaheavenlyglow,andelasticitytobear。Shouldthisdearobjectbeborntoaninheritanceofdebt,ofpoverty?Never。
Hebegantoactasifhewasevennowafather。HeentreatedRosanottotroubleorvexherself;hewouldlookintotheirfinances,andsetallstraight。
Hepaidallthebills,andputbyaquarter'srentandtaxes。Thenthereremainedofhislittlecapitaljusttenpounds。
Hewenttohisprinters,andhadathousandorder-checksprinted。
Theseformsranthus:——
"Dr。Staines,of13DearStreet,Mayfairblankfordate,ordersofblankherefortradesmanandgoodsordered,forcash。
Receivedsametimeblankfortradesman'sreceipt。Notice:Dr。
Stainesdisownsallordersnotprintedonthisform,andpaidforatdateoforder。"
Heexhibitedtheseforms,andwarnedallthetradespeople,beforeawitnesswhomhetookroundforthatpurpose。
HepaidoffPearmanonthespot。PearmanhadmetClara,dressedlikeapauper,hersoldierhavingemptiedherboxtotheverydregs,andhenowofferedtostay。Butitwastoolate。
StainestoldthecookMrs。Staineswasindelicatehealth,andmustnotbetroubledwithanything。Shemustcometohimforallorders。
"Yes,sir,"saidshe。Butshenosoonercomprehendedthechecksystemfullythanshegavewarning。Itputastoptoherwholesalepilfering。Rosa'scookshadmadefullyahundredpoundsoutofheramongstthemsinceshebegantokeepaccounts。
Underthemalehousekeepereveryarticlewasweighedondelivery,andthissoonrevealedthatthebutcherandthefishmongerhadhabituallydeliveredshortweightfromthefirst,besidesputtingdownthesamethingtwice。Thethingsweresentbackthatmoment,withaprintedform,statingthenatureandextentofthefraud。
Thewasherwoman,whohadbeenpilferingwholesalesolongasMrs。
Stainesandhersloppy-headedmaidscountedthelinen,andthenforgotit,wasbroughtupwitharun,bytriplicateforms,andbyStainescountingthethingsbeforetwowitnesses,andcompellingthewasherwomantocountthemaswell,andverifyordisputeonthespot。Thelaundressgavewarning——aplainconfessionthatstealinghadbeenpartofhertrade。
Hekeptthehousewellforthreepoundsaweek,exclusiveofcoals,candles,andwine。Hiswifehadhadfivepounds,andwhateversheaskedfordinner-parties,yetfounditnothalfenoughuponhermethod。
Hekeptnocoachman。Ifhevisitedapatient,amanintheyarddrovehimatashillingperhour。
Bythesemeans,andbyworkinglikeagalleyslave,hedraggedhisexpendituredownalmosttoalevelwithhisincome。
Rosawasquitecontentatfirst,andthoughtherselfluckytoescapereproachesonsucheasyterms。
Butbyandbysorigorousasystembegantogallher。OnedayshefanciedaBathbun;sentthenewmaidtothepastry-cook's。
Pastry-cookaskedtoseethedoctor'sorder。Maidcouldnotshowit,andcamebackbunless。
Rosacameintothestudytocomplaintoherhusband。
"ABathbun,"saidStaines。"Why,theyarecoloredwithannotto,tosaveanegg,andannottoisadulteratedwithchromatesthatarepoison。Adulterationuponadulteration。I'llmakeyouarealBathbun。"Offcoat,andintothekitchen,andmadeherthree,pure,butratherheavy。Hebroughtthemherinduecourse。Shedeclinedthemlanguidly。Shewasoffthenotion,astheysayinScotland。
"IfIcan'thaveathingwhenIwantit,Idon'tcareforitatall。"Suchwastheprincipleshelaiddownforhisfutureguidance。
Hesighed,andwentbacktohiswork;sheclearedtheplate。
Oneday,whensheaskedforthecarriage,hetoldherthetimewasnowcomeforhertoleaveoffcarriageexercise。Shemustwalkwithhimeveryday,instead。
"ButIdon'tlikewalking。"
"Iamsorryforthat。Butitisnecessarytoyou,andbyandbyyourlifemaydependonit。"
Quietly,butinexorably,hedraggedheroutwalkingeveryday。
Inoneofthesewalksshestoppedatashopwindow,andfellinlovewithsomebaby'sthings。"Oh!Imusthavethat,"saidshe。
"Imust。IshalldieifIdon't;you'llseenow。"
"Youshall,"saidhe,"whenIcanpayforit,"anddrewheraway。
Thetearsofdisappointmentstoodinhereyes,andhisheartyearnedoverher。Buthekepthishead。
Hechangedthedinnerhourtosix,andusedtogooutdirectlyafterwards。
Shebegantocomplainofhisleavingheralonelikethat。
"Well,butwaitabit,"saidhe;"supposeIammakingalittlemoneybyit,tobuyyousomethingyouhavesetyourhearton,poordarling!"
Inaveryfewdaysafterthis,hebroughtheralittleboxwithaslitinit。Heshookit,andmoneyrattled;thenheunlockedit,andpouredoutalittlepileofsilver。"There,"saidhe,"putonyourbonnet,andcomeandbuythosethings。"
Sheputonherbonnet,andonthewaysheaskedhowitcametobeallinsilver。
"Thatisapuzzler,"saidhe,"isn'tit?"
"Andhowdidyoumakeit,dear?bywriting?"
"No。"
"Byfeesfromthepoorpeople?"
"What,undersellmybrethren!Hangit,no!Mydear,Imadeithonestly,andsomedayIwilltellyouhowImadeit;atpresent,allIwilltellyouisthis:Isawmydarlinglongingforsomethingshehadarighttolongfor;Isawthetearsinhersweeteyes,and——oh,comealong,do。IamwretchedtillIseeyouwiththethingsinyourhand。"
Theywenttotheshop;andStainessatandwatchedRosabuyingbaby-clothes。Oh,itwasaprettysighttoseethismodestyoungcreature,littlemorethanachildherself,anticipatingmaternity,butblushingeverynowandthen,andlookingaskantatherlordandmaster。Howhisverybowelsyearnedoverher!
Andwhentheygothome,shespreadthethingsonatable,andtheysathandinhand,andlookedatthem,andsheleanedherheadonhisshoulder,andwentquietlytosleepthere。
Andyet,astimerolledon,shebecameirritableattimes,andimpatient,andwantedallmannerofthingsshecouldnothave,andmadehimunhappy。
Thenhewasoutfromsixo'clocktillone,andshetookitintoherheadtobejealous。Somanyhourstospendawayfromher!Nowthatshewantedallhiscomfort。
Presently,Ellen,thenewmaid,gotgossipingintheyard,andagroomtoldherhermasterhadasweetheartonthesly,hethought;
forhedrovethebroughamouteveryeveninghimself;"and,"saidtheman,"hewearsamustacheatnight。"
Ellenranin,brimfulofthis,andtoldthecook;thecooktoldthewasherwoman;thewasherwomantoldadozenfamilies,tillabouttwohundredpeopleknewit。
AtlastitcametoMrs。Stainesinaroundaboutway,attheverymomentwhenshewascomplainingtoLadyCicelyTreherneofherhardlot。Shehadbeentellinghershewasnothingmorethanalay-
figureinthehouse。
"Myhusbandishousekeepernow,andcook,andall,andmakesmedeliciousdishes,Icantellyou;SUCHcurries!Icouldn'tkeepthehousewithfivepoundsaweek,sonowhedoesitwiththree:
andInevergetthecarriage,becausewalkingisbestforme;andhetakesitouteverynighttomakemoney。Idon'tunderstandit。"
LadyCicelysuggestedthatperhapsDr。Stainesthoughtitbestforhertoberelievedofallworry,andsoundertookthehousekeeping。
"No,no,no,"saidRosa;"Iusedtopaythemallapartoftheirbills,andthenalittlemore,andsoIkeptgettingdeeper;andI
wasashamedtotellChristie,sothathecallsdeceit;andoh,hespoketomesocruellyonce!Buthewasverysorryafterwards,poordear!Whyaregirlsbroughtupsosilly?allpiano,andnosense;andwhyaremensillierstilltogoandmarrysuchsillythings?Awife!Iamnotsomuchasaservant。Oh,Iamfinelyhumiliated,and,"withasuddenheartynaiveteallherown,"itservesmejustright。"
WhileLadyCicelywaspuzzlingthisout,incamealetter。Rosaopenedit,readit,andgaveacrylikeawoundeddeer。
"Oh!"shecried,"Iamamiserablewoman。Whatwillbecomeofme?"
Theletterinformedherbluntlythatherhusbanddrovehisbroughamouteverynighttopursueacriminalamour。
WhileRosawaswringingherhandsinrealanguishofheart,LadyCicelyreadthelettercarefully。
"Idon'tbelievethis,"saidshequietly。
"Nottrue!Why,whowouldbesowickedastostabapoor,inoffensivewretchlikeme,ifitwasn'ttrue?"
"Thefirstuglywomanwould,inaminute。Don'tyouseethewitercan'ttellyouwherehegoes?Dwiveshisbwoughamout!Thatisallyourinfaumantknows。"
"Oh,mydearfriend,blessyou!WhathaveIbeencomplainingtoyouabout?Allislight,excepttolosehislove。WhatshallI
do?Iwillnevertellhim。IwillneveraffronthimbysayingI
suspectedhim。"
"Wosa,ifyoudothat,youwillalwayshaveaserpentgnawingyou。
No;youmustputtheletterquietlyintohishand,andsay,'Isthereanytruthinthat?'"
"Oh,Icouldnot。Ihaven'tthecourage。IfIdothat,Ishallknowbyhisfaceifthereisanytruthinit。"
"Well,andyoumustknowthetwuth。Youshallknowit。Iwanttoknowittoo;forifhedoesnotloveyoutwuly,Iwillnevaatwustmyselftoanythingsodeceitfulasaman。"
Rosaatlastconsentedtofollowthisadvice。
AfterdinnersheputtheletterintoChristopher'shand,andaskedhimquietlywasthereanytruthinthat:thenherhandstrembled,andhereyesdrankhim。
Christopherreadit,andfrowned;thenhelookedup,andsaid,"No,notaword。Whatscoundrelsthereareintheworld!Togoandtellyouthat,NOW!Why,youlittlegoose!haveyoubeensillyenoughtobelieveit?"
"No,"saidsheirresolutely。"ButDOyoudrivethebroughamouteverynight?"
"ExceptSunday。"
"Where?"
"Mydearwife,IneverlovedyouasIloveyounow;andifitwasnotforyou,Ishouldnotdrivethebroughamoutofnights。ThatisallIshalltellyouatpresent;butsomedayI'lltellyouallaboutit。"
Hetooksuchacalmhighhandwithheraboutit,thatshesubmittedtoleaveitthere;butfromthismomenttheserpentdoubtnibbledher。
Ithadonecuriouseffect,though。Sheleftoffcomplainingoftrifles。
NowithappenedonenightthatLadyCicelyTreherneandafriendwereataconcertinHanoverSquare。Theotherladyfeltratherfaint,andLadyCicelyofferedtotakeherhome。Thecarriageshadnotyetarrived,andMissMacnamarasaidtowalkafewstepswoulddohergood:asmartcabmansawthemfromadistanceanddroveup,andtouchinghishatsaid,"Cab,ladies?"
Itseemedaverysuperiorcab,andMissMacnamarasaid"Yes"
directly。
Thecabmanbustleddownandopenedthedoor;MissMacnamaragotinfirst,thenLadyCicely;hereyefellonthecabman'sface,whichwaslightedfullbyastreet-lamp,anditwasChristopherStaines!
Hestartedandwinced;butthewomanoftheworldnevermovedamuscle。
"Whereto?"saidStaines,avertinghishead。
Shetoldhimwhere,andwhentheygotout,said,"I'llsendityoubytheservant。"
Aflunkeysoonafterappearedwithhalf-a-crown,andtheamateurcoachmandroveaway。Hesaidtohimself,"Come,mymustacheisabetterdisguisethanIthought。"
Nextday,andthedayafter,heaskedRosa,withaffectedcarelessness,hadsheheardanythingofLadyCicely。
"No,dear;butIdaresayshewillcallthisafternoon:itisherday。"
Shedidcallatlast,andafterafewwordswithRosa,becamealittlerestless,andaskedifshemightconsultDr。Staines。
"Certainly,dear。Cometohisstudio。"
"No;mightIseehimhere?"
"Certainly。"Sherangthebell,andtoldtheservanttoaskDr。
Stainesifhewouldbekindenoughtostepintothedrawing-room。
Dr。Stainescamein,andbowedtoLadyCicely,andeyedheralittleuncomfortably。
Shebegan,however,inawaythatputhimquiteathisease。"YouremembertheadviceyougaveusaboutmylittlecousinTadcastah。"
"Perfectly:hislifeisveryprecarious;heisbilious,consumptive,and,ifnotwatched,willbeepileptical;andhehasafond,weakmother,whowilllethimkillhimself。"
"Exactly:andyouwecommendedaseavoyage,withamedicalattendanttowatchhisdiet,andcontwolhishabits。Well,shetookotheradvice,andtheyouthisworse;sonowsheisfwightened,andamonthagosheaskedmetopwoposetoyoutosailaboutwithTadcastah;andsheofferedmeathousandpoundsayear。
Iputonmystifflook,andsaid,'Countess,witheverydesiahtoobligeyou,Imustdeclinetocawwythatoffahtoamanofgenius,learning,andweputation,whohastheballathisfeetinLondon。'"
"Lordforgiveyou,LadyCicely。"
"LordblessherforstandingupformyChristie。"
LadyCicelycontinued:"Now,thisgoodlady,youmustknow,isnotexactlyoneofus:thelateearlmawwiedintocotton,orwool,orsomething。Soshesaid,'Nameyourpriceforhim。'Ishwuggedmyshoulders,smiledaffably,andasaffectedlyasyoulike,andchangedthesubject。Butsincethenthingshavehappened。Iamafwaiditismydutytomakeyouthejudgewhetheryouchoosetosailaboutwiththatlittlecub——Rosa,Icanbeataboutthebushnolonger。Isitafitthingthatamanofgenius,atwhosefeetweoughtalltobesittingwithreverence,shoulddriveacabinthepublicstreets?Yes,RosaStaines,yourhusbanddriveshisbroughamoutatnight,nottovisitanyotherlady,asthatanonymouswretchtoldyou,buttomakeafewmisewableshillingsforyou。"
"Oh,Christie!"
"Itisnouse,Dr。Staines;Imustandwilltellher。Mydear,hedroveMEthreenightsago。Hehadacabman'sbadgeonhispoorarm。IfyouknewwhatIsufferedinthosefiveminutes!Indeeditseemscrueltospeakofit——butIcouldnotkeepitfromRosa,andthereasonImustercouragetosayitbeforeyou,sir,itisbecauseIknowshehasotherfriendswhokeepyououtoftheirconsultations;and,afterall,itistheworldthatoughttoblush,andnotyou。"
Herladyship'skindlybosomheaved,andshewantedtocry;soshetookherhandkerchiefoutofherpocketwithouttheleasthurry,andpresseditdelicatelytohereyes,anddidcryquietly,butwithoutanydisguise,likeabravelady,whoneithercriednordidanythingelseshewasashamedtobeseenat。
AsforRosa,shesatsobbingroundChristopher'sneck,andkissedhimwithallhersoul。
"Dearme!"saidChristopher。"Youarebothverykind。But,beggingyourpardon,itismuchadoaboutnothing。"
LadyCicelytooknonoticeofthatobservation。"So,Rosadear,"
saidshe,"Ithinkyouarethepersontodecidewhetherhehadnotbettersailaboutwiththatlittlecub,than——oh!"
"Iwillsettlethat,"saidStaines。"Ihaveonebelovedcreaturetoprovidefor。Imayhaveanother。IMUSTmakemoney。Turningabroughamintoacab,whateveryoumaythink,isanhonestwayofmakingit,andIamnotthefirstdoctorwhohascoinedhisbroughamatnight。ButifthereisagooddealofmoneytobemadebysailingwithLordTadcaster,ofcourseIshouldpreferthattocab-driving,forIhavenevermadeabovetwelveshillingsanight。"
"Oh,astothat,sheshallgiveyoufifteenhundredayear。"
"ThenIjumpatit。"
"What!andleaveME?"
"Yes,love:leaveyou——foryourgood;andonlyforatime。LadyCicely,itisanobleoffer。MydarlingRosawillhaveeverycomfort——ay,everyluxury,tillIcomehome,andthenwewillstartafreshwithagoodbalance,andwithmoreexperiencethanwedidatfirst。"
LadyCicelygazedonhimwithwonder。Shesaid,"Oh!whatstoutheartsmenhave!No,no;don'tlethimgo。See;heisacting。
Hisgreatheartistornwithagony。Iwillhavenohandinpartingmanandwife——no,notforaday。"Andshehurriedawayinrareagitation。
Rosafellonherknees,andaskedChristopher'spardonforhavingbeenjealous;andthatdayshewasafloodofdivinetenderness。
Sherepaidhimrichlyfordrivingthecab。ButshewasunnaturallycoolaboutLadyCicely;andtheexquisitereasonsooncameout。
"Ohyes!Sheisverygood;verykind;butitisnotformenow!
No!youshallnotsailaboutwithhercubofacousin,andleavemeatsuchatime。"
Christophergroaned。
"Christie,youshallnotseethatladyagain。Shecameheretopartus。SHEISINLOVEWITHYOU。Iwasblindnottoseeitbefore。"
Nextday,asLadyCicelysataloneinthemorning-roomthinkingoverthisveryscene,afootmanbroughtinacardandanote。"Dr。
StainesbegsparticularlytoseeLadyCicelyTreherne。"
Thelady'spalecheekcolored;shestoodirresoluteasinglemoment。"IwillseeDr。Staines,"saidshe。
Dr。Stainescamein,lookingpaleandworn;hehadnotsleptawinksinceshesawhimlast。
Shelookedathimfull,anddivinedthisataglance。Shemotionedhimtoaseat,andsatdownherself,withherwhitehandpressingherforehead,andherheadturnedalittleawayfromhim。
CHAPTERXIII。
Hetoldherhehadcometothankherforhergreatkindness,andtoaccepttheoffer。
Shesighed。"Ihopeditwastodeclineit。Thinkofthemiseryofseparation,bothtoyouandher。"
"Itwillbemisery。Butwearenothappyasitis,andshecannotbearpoverty。Norisitfairsheshould,whenIcangivehereverycomfortbyjustplayingthemanforayearortwo。"HethentoldLadyCicelythereweremorereasonsthanhechosetomention:gohemust,andwould;andheimploredhernottolettheaffairdrop。
Inshort,hewassadbutresolved,andshefoundshemustgoonwithit,orbreakfaithwithhim。Shetookherdesk,andwrotealetterconcludingthebargainforhim。Shestipulatedforhalftheyear'sfeeinadvance。ShereadDr。Stainestheletter。
"YouAREafriend!"saidhe。"Ishouldneverhaveventuredonthat;itwillbeagodsendtomypoorRosa。YouwillbekindtoherwhenIamgone?"
"Iwill。"
"SowillUnclePhilip,Ithink。IwillseehimbeforeIgo,andshakehands。Hehasbeenagoodfriendtome;buthewastooharduponHER;andIcouldnotstandthat。"
Thenhethankedandblessedheragain,withthetearsinhiseyes,andlefthermoredisturbedandtearfulthanshehadeverbeensinceshegrewtowoman。"Ocruelpoverty!"shethought,"thatsuchamanshouldbetornfromhishome,andthankmefordoingit——
allforalittlemoney——andherearewepoorcommonplacecreaturesrollinginit。"
Staineshurriedhome,andtoldhiswife。Sheclungtohimconvulsively,andweptbitterly;butshemadenodirectattempttoshakehisresolution;shesaw,byhisironlook,thatshecouldonlyafflict,notturnhim。
NextdaycameLadyCicelytoseeher。LadyCicelywasveryuneasyinhermind,andwantedtoknowwhetherRosawasreconciledtotheseparation。
Rosareceivedherwithaforcedpolitenessandanicycoldnessthatpetrifiedher。Shecouldnotstaylonginfaceofsuchareception。Atparting,shesaid,sadly,"Youlookonmeasanenemy。"
"Whatelsecanyouexpect,whenyoupartmyhusbandandme?"saidRosa,withquietsternness。
"Imeantwell,"saidLadyCicelysorrowfully;"butIwishIhadneverinterfered。"
"SodoI,"andshebegantocry。
LadyCicelymadenoanswer。Shewentquietlyaway,hangingherheadsadly。
Rosawasunjust,butshewasnotrudenorvulgar;andLadyCicely'stemperwassowellgovernedthatitneverblindedherheart。Shewithdrew,butwithouttheleastideaofquarrellingwithherafflictedfriend,orabandoningher。Shewentquietlyhome,andwrotetoLady——,tosaythatsheshouldbegladtoreceiveDr。
Staines'sadvanceassoonasconvenient,sinceMrs。Staineswouldhavetomakefresharrangements,andthemoneymightbeuseful。
Themoneywasforthcomingdirectly。LadyCicelybroughtittoDearStreet,andhandedittoDr。Staines。Hiseyessparkledatthesightofit。
"GivemylovetoRosa,"saidshesoftly,andcuthervisitveryshort。
StainestookthemoneytoRosa,andsaid,"Seewhatourbestfriendhasbroughtus。Youshallhavefourhundred,andIhope,afterthebitterlessonsyouhavehad,youwillbeabletodowiththatforsomemonths。ThetwohundredIshallkeepasareservefundforyoutodrawon。"
"No,no!"saidRosa。"Ishallgoandlivewithmyfather,andneverspendapenny。OChristie,ifyouknewhowIhatemyselfforthefollythatispartingus!Oh,whydon'ttheyteachgirlssenseandmoney,insteadofmusicandtheglobes?"
ButChristopheropenedabankingaccountforher,andgaveheracheck-book,andentreatedhertopayeverythingbycheck,andrunnobillswhatever;andshepromised。HealsoadvertisedtheBijou,andputabillinthewindow:"Theleaseofthishouse,andthefurniture,tobesold。"
Rosacriedbitterlyatsightofit,thinkinghowhighinhopetheywere,whentheyhadtheirfirstdinnerthere,andalsowhenshewenttoherfirstsaletobuythefurniturecheap。
Andnoweverythingmovedwithterriblerapidity。TheAmphitritewastosailfromPlymouthinfivedays;and,meantime,therewassomuchtobedone,thatthedaysseemedtogallopaway。
Dr。Stainesforgotnothing。Hemadehiswillinduplicate,leavingalltohiswife;heleftonecopyatDoctors'Commonsandanotherwithhislawyer;inventoriedallhisfurnitureandeffectsinduplicate,too;wrotetoUnclePhilip,andthencalledonhimtoseekareconciliation。Unfortunately,Dr。PhilipwasinScotland。
AtlastthissadpairwentdowntoPlymouthtogether,theretomeetLordTadcasterandgoonboardH。M。S。Amphitrite,lyingoutatanchor,underordersfortheAustralianStation。
Theymetattheinn,asappointed;andsentwordoftheirarrivalonboardthefrigate,askingtoremainonshoretillthelastminute。
Dr。StainespresentedhispatienttoRosa;andafteralittlewhiledrewhimapartandquestionedhimprofessionally。Hethenaskedforaprivateroom。HereheandRosareallytookleave;forwhatcouldthepoorthingssaytoeachotheronacrowdedquay?Hebeggedherforgiveness,onhisknees,forhavingoncespokenharshlytoher,andshetoldhim,withpassionatesobs,hehadneverspokenharshlytoher;herfollyitwashadpartedthem。
Poorwretches!theyclungtogetherwithathousandvowsofloveandconstancy。Theyweretoprayforeachotheratthesamehours:tothinkofsomekindwordorlovingact,atotherstatedhours;andsotheytriedtofightwiththeirsufferingmindsagainstthecruelseparation;andifeithershoulddie,theotherwastoliveweddedtomemory,andneverlistentolovefromotherlips;butno!Godwaspitiful;Hewouldletthemmeetagainerelong,topartnomore。Theyrockedineachother'sarms;theycriedovereachother——itwaspitiful。
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