AssoonaswewereoutsidethetownIfellback,permittingFanchettetotakemyplace.Foranotherleague,alonganddrearyone,weploddedoninsilence,horsesandmenalikejadedandsullen,andthewomenscarcelyabletokeeptheirsaddlesforfatigue.Atlast,muchtomyrelief,seeingthatIbegantofearIhadtaxedmademoiselle'sstrengthtoofar,thelonglowbuildingsoftheinnatwhichIproposedtostaycameinsight,atthecrossingoftheroadandriver.Theplacelookedblankandcheerless,fortheduskwasthickening;butaswetrailedonebyoneintothecourtyardastreamoffirelightburstonusfromdoorsandwindows,andadozensoundsoflifeandcomfortgreetedourears.
Noticingthatmademoisellewasbenumbedandcrampedwithlongsitting,Iwouldhavehelpedhertodismount;butshefiercelyrejectedmyaid,andIhadtocontentmyselfwithrequestingthelandlordtoassignthebestaccommodationhehadtotheladyandherattendant,andsecureasmuchprivacyforthemaspossible.
Themanassentedverycivillyandsaidallshouldbedone;butI
noticedthathiseyeswanderedwhileItalked,andthatheseemedtohavesomethingonhismind.Whenhereturned,afterdisposingofthem,itcameout.
'Didyoueverhappentoseehim,sir?'heaskedwithasigh;yetwasthereasmugairofpleasuremingledwithhismelancholy.
'Seewhom?'Ianswered,staringathim,forneitherofushadmentionedanyone.
'TheDuke,sir.'
Istaredagainbetweenwonderandsuspicion.'TheDukeofNeversisnotinthispart,ishe?'Isaidslowly.'IheardhewasontheBrittanyborder,awaytothewestward.'
'MonDieu!'myhostexclaimed,raisinghishandsinastonishment.'Youhavenotheard,sir?'
'Ihaveheardnothing,'Iansweredimpatiently.
'Youhavenotheard,sir,thatthemostpuissantandillustriouslordtheDukeofGuiseisdead?'
'M.deGuisedead?Itisnottrue!'Icriedastonished.
Henodded,however,severaltimeswithanairofgreatimportance,andseemedasifhewouldhavegoneontogivemesomeparticulars.But,remembering,asIfancied,thathespokeinthehearingofhalf-a-dozenguestswhosataboutthegreatfirebehindme,andhadbotheyesandearsopen,hecontentedhimselfwithshiftinghistoweltohisotherarmandaddingonly,'Yes,sir,deadasanynail.Thenewscamethroughhereyesterday,andmadeaprettystir.IthappenedatBloisthedaybutonebeforeChristmas,ifallbetrue.'
Iwasthunderstruck.ThiswasnewswhichmightchangethefaceofFrance.'Howdidithappen?'Iasked.
Myhostcoveredhismouthwithhishandandcoughed,and,privilytwitchingmysleeve,gavemetounderstandwithsomeshamefacednessthathecouldnotsaymoreinpublic.Iwasabouttomakesomeexcusetoretirewithhim,whenaharshvoice,addressedapparentlytome,causedmetoturnsharply.Ifoundatmyelbowatallthin-facedmonkinthehabitoftheJacobinorder.Hehadrisenfromhisseatbesidethefire,andseemedtobelabouringundergreatexcitement.
'Whoaskedhowithappened?'hecried,rollinghiseyesinakindoffrenzy,whilestillobservant,orIwasmuchmistaken,ofhislisteners.IsthereamaninFrancetowhomthetalehasnotbeentold?Isthere?'
'Iwillanswerforone,'Ireplied,regardinghimwithlittlefavour.'Ihaveheardnothing.'
'Thenyoushall!Listen!'heexclaimed,raisinghisrighthandandbrandishingitasthoughhedenouncedapersonthenpresent.
'Hearmyaccusation,madeinthenameofMotherChurchandthesaintsagainstthearchhypocrite,theperjurerandassassinsittinginhighplaces!HeshallbeAnathemaMaranatha,forhehasshedthebloodoftheholyandthepure,thechosenofHeaven!Heshallgodowntothepit,andthatsoon.Thebloodthathehasshedshallberequiredofhim,andthatbeforeheisoneyearolder.'
'Tut-tut.Allthatsoundsveryfine,goodfather,'Isaid,waxingimpatient,andalittlescornful;forIsawthathewasoneofthosewanderingandoftencrazymonksinwhomtheLeaguefoundtheirmostusefulemissaries.'ButIshouldprofitmorebyyourgentlewords,ifIknewwhomyouwerecursing.'
'Themanofblood!'hecried;'throughwhomthelastbutnottheleastofGod'ssaintsandmartyrsenteredintogloryontheFridaybeforeChristmas.'
Movedbysuchprofanity,andjudginghim,notwithstandingtheextravaganceofhiswordsandgestures,tobelessmadthanheseemed,andatleastasmuchknaveasfool,Ibadehimsternlyhavedonewithhiscursing,andproceedtohisstoryifhehadone.
Hegloweredatmeforamoment,asthoughheweremindedtolaunchhisspiritualweaponsatmyhead;butasIreturnedhisglarewithanunmovedeye——andmyfourrascals,whowereasimpatientasmyselftolearnthenews,andhadscarcemorereverenceforashavencrown,begantomurmur——hethoughtbetterofit,andcoolingassuddenlyashehadflamedup,lostnomoretimeinsatisfyingourcuriosity.
Itwouldillbecomeme,however,tosetdowntheextravagantandoftenblasphemousharangueinwhich,stylingM.deGuisethemartyrofGod,hetoldthestorynowsofamiliar——thestoryofthatdarkwintrymorningatBlois,whentheking'smessenger,knockingearlyattheduke'sdoor,badehimhurry,forthekingwantedhim.Thestoryistriteenoughnow.WhenIhearditfirstintheinnontheClain,itwasallnewandallmarvellous.
Themonk,too,tellingthestoryasifhehadseentheeventswithhisowneyes,omittednothingwhichmightimpresshishearers.Hetoldushowthedukereceivedwarningafterwarning,andansweredintheveryantechamber,'Hedarenot!'Howhisblood,mysteriouslyadvisedofcomingdissolution,grewchill,andhiseye,woundedatChateauThierry,begantorun,sothathehadtosendforthehandkerchiefhehadforgottentobring.Hetoldus,even,howthedukedrewhisassassinsupanddownthechamber,howhecriedformercy,andhowhediedatlastatthefootoftheking'sbed,andhowtheking,whohadneverdaredtofacehimliving,cameandspurnedhimdead!
Therewerepalefacesroundthefirewhenheceased,andbentbrowsandlipshardpressedtogether.ThenhestoodandcursedtheKingofFrance——cursinghimopenlybythenameofHenryofValois,athingIhadneverlookedtohearinFrance——thoughnoonesaid'Amen,'andallglancedovertheirshoulders,andourhostpatteredfromtheroomasifhehadseenaghost,itseemedtobenoman'sdutytogainsayhim.
Formyself,IwasfullofthoughtswhichitwouldhavebeenunsafetoutterinthatcompanyorsoneartheLoire.Ilookedbacksixteenyears.WhobutHenryofGuisehadspurnedthecorpseofColigny?AndwhobutHenryofValoishadbackedhimintheact?WhobutHenryofGuisehaddrenchedPariswithblood,andwhobutHenryofValoishadriddenbyhisside?One23rdofthemonth——adaynevertobeerasedfromFrance'sannals——hadpurchasedforhimatermofgreatness.Asecond23rdsawhim,paytheprice——sawhisashescastsecretlyandbynightnomanknowswhere!
Movedbysuchthoughts,andobservingthatthepriestwasgoingtheroundofthecompanycollectingmoneyformassesfortheduke'ssoul,towhichobjectIcouldneithergivewithagoodconsciencenorrefusewithoutexcitingsuspicion,Islippedout;
andfindingamanofdecentappearancetalkingwiththelandlordinasmallroombesidethekitchen,Icalledforaflaskofthebestwine,andbymeansofthatintroductionobtainedmysupperintheircompany.
ThestrangerwasaNormanhorsedealer,returninghome,afterdisposingofhisstring.Heseemedtobeinalargewayofbusiness,andbeingofabluff,independentspirit,asmanyofthoseNormantownsmenare,wasinclinedatfirsttotreatmewithmorefamiliaritythanrespect;thefactofmynag,forwhichhewouldhavechaffered,excellingmycoatinquality,leadinghimtosetmedownasastewardorintendant.Thepursuitofhistrade,however,hadbroughthimintoconnectionwithallclassesofmenandhequicklyperceivedhismistake;andasheknewtheprovincesbetweentheSeineandLoiretoperfection,andmadeitpartofhisbusinesstoforeseethechancesofpeaceandwar,I
obtainedagreatamountofinformationfromhim,andindeedconceivednolittlelikingforhim.HebelievedthattheassassinationofM.deGuisewouldalienatesomuchofFrancefromthekingthathismajestywouldhavelittleleftsavethetownsontheLoire,andsomeotherplaceslyingwithineasyreachofhiscourtatBlois.
'But,'Isaid,'thingsseemquietnow.Here,forinstance.'
'Itisthecalmbeforethestorm,'heanswered.'Thereisamonkinthere.Haveyouheardhim?'
Inodded.
'Heisonlyoneamongahundred——athousand,'thehorsedealercontinued,lookingatmeandnoddingwithmeaning.Hewasabrown-hairedmanwithshrewdgreyeyes,suchasmanyNormanshave.'Theywillgettheirwaytoo,youwillsee,'hewenton.
'Well,horseswillgoup,soIhavenocausetogrumble;but,ifIwereonmywaytoBloiswithwomenorgearofthatkind,I
shouldnotchoosethistimeforpickingposiesontheroad.I
shouldseetheinsideofthegatesassoonaspossible.'
Ithoughttherewasmuchinwhathesaid;andwhenhewentontomaintainthatthekingwouldfindhimselfbetweenthehammerandtheanvil——betweentheLeagueholdingallthenorthandtheHuguenotsholdingallthesouth——andmustneedsintimecometotermswiththelatterseeingthattheformerwouldrestcontentwithnothingshortofhisdeposition,Ibegantoagreewithhimthatweshouldshortlyseegreatchangesandverystirringtimes.
'Stilliftheydeposetheking,'Isaid,'theKingofNavarremustsucceedhim.HeistheheirofFrance.'
'Bah!'mycompanionrepliedsomewhatcontemptuously.'TheLeaguewillseetothat.Hegoeswiththeother.'
'Thenthekingsareinonecry,andyouareright,'Isaidwithconviction.'Theymustunite.'
'Sotheywill.Itisonlyaquestionoftime,'hesaid.
Inthemorning,havingonlyonemanwithhim,and,asIguessed,aconsiderablesumofmoney,hevolunteeredtojoinourpartyasfarasBlois.Iassentedgladly,andhedidso,thisadditiontoournumbersriddingmeatonceofthegreaterpartofmyfears.
Ididnotexpectanyoppositiononthepartofmademoiselle,whowouldgaininconsequenceaswellasinsafety.Nordidsheofferany.Shewascontent,Ithink,towelcomeanyadditiontoourpartywhichwouldsaveherfromthenecessityofridinginthecompanyofmyoldcloak.
CHAPTERVI.
MYMOTHER'SLODGING.
TravellingbywayofChatelheraultandTours,wereachedtheneighbourhoodofBloisalittleafternoononthethirddaywithoutmisadventureoranyintimationofpursuit.TheNormanprovedhimselfacheerfulcompanionontheroad,asIalreadyknewhimtobeamanofsenseandshrewdnesswhilehispresencerenderedthetaskofkeepingmymeninorderaneasyone.I
begantoconsidertheadventureaspracticallyachieved;andregardingMademoiselledelaVireasalreadyineffecttransferredtothecareofM.deRosny,IventuredtoturnmythoughtstothedevelopmentofmyownplansandthechoiceofahaveninwhichImightrestsecurefromthevengeanceofM.deTurenne.
ForthemomentIhadevadedhispursuit,and,assistedbytheconfusioncausedeverywherebythedeathofGuisehadsucceededinthwartinghisplansandaffrontinghisauthoritywithseemingease.ButIknewtoomuchofhispowerandhadheardtoomanyinstancesofhisfiercetemperandresolutewilltopresumeonshortimpunityortoexpectthefuturewithanythingbutdiffidenceanddismay.
TheexclamationsofmycompanionsoncomingwithinsightofBloisarousedmefromthesereflections.Ijoinedthem,andfullysharedtheiremotionasIgazedonthestatelytowerswhichhadwitnessedsomanyroyalfestivities,and,alas!oneroyaltragedy;whichhadshelteredLouistheWell-belovedandFrancistheGreat,andrungwiththelaughterofDianaofPoitiersandthesecondHenry.Theplayoffancywreathedthesombrebuildingwithahundredmemoriesgraveandgay.But,thoughtherichplainoftheLoirestillswelledupwardasofoldingentlehomageatthefeetofthegallanttown,theshadowofcrimeseemedtodarkenall,anddimeventhegloriesoftheroyalstandardwhichhungidlyintheair.
Wehadheardsomanyreportsofthefearandsuspicionwhichreignedinthecityandofthestrictsupervisionwhichwasexercisedoverallwhoentered——thekingdreadingarepetitionofthedayoftheBarricades——thatwehaltedatalittleinnamileshortofthegateandbrokeupourcompany.IpartedfrommyNormanfriendwithmutualexpressionsofesteem,andfrommyownmen,whomIhadpaidoffinthemorning,complimentingeachofthemwithahandsomepresent,withafeelingofreliefequallysincere.Ihoped——butthehopewasnotfatedtobegratified——thatImightneverseetheknavesagain.
ItwantedlessthananhourofsunsetwhenIrodeuptothegate,afewpacesinfrontofmademoiselleandherwoman;asifIhadreallybeentheintendantforwhomthehorse-dealerhadmistakenme.Wefoundtheguardhouselinedwithsoldiers,whoscannedusverynarrowlyasweapproached,andwhosesternfeaturesandorderedweaponsshowedthattheywerenotthereformereeffect.
Thefact,however,thatwecamefromTours,acitystillintheking'shands,servedtoallaysuspicion,andwepassedwithoutaccident.
Onceinthestreets,andridinginsinglefilebetweenthehouses,tothewindowsofwhichthetownsfolkseemedtobeattractedbytheslightestcommotion,sofullofterrorwastheair,Iexperiencedamomentofhugerelief.ThiswasBlois——
Bloisatlast.WewerewithinafewscoreyardsoftheBleedingHeart.InafewminutesIshouldreceiveaquittance,andbefreetothinkonlyofmyself.
NorwasmypleasuremuchlessenedbythefactthatIwassosoontopartfromMademoiselledelaVire.Frankly,Iwasfarfromlikingher.Exposuretotheairofacourthadspoiled,itseemedtome,whatevergracesofdispositiontheyoungladyhadeverpossessed.Shestillmaintained,andhadmaintainedthroughoutthejourney,thecoldandsuspiciousattitudeassumedatstarting;norhadsheeverexpressedtheleastsolicitudeonmybehalf,ortheslightestsensethatwewereincurringdangerinherservice.Shehadnotscrupledconstantlytopreferherwhimstothecommonadvantage,andevensafety;whilehersenseofself-importancehadcometobesogreat,thatsheseemedtoholdherselfexemptfromthedutyofthankinganyhumancreature.
Icouldnotdenythatshewasbeautiful——indeed,Ioftenthought,whenwatchingher,ofthedaywhenIhadseenherintheKingofNavarre'santechamberinallthegloryofhercharms.ButIfeltnonethelessthatIcouldturnmybackonher——leavingherinsafety——withoutregret;andbethankfulthatherpathwouldneveragaincrossmine.
WithsuchthoughtsinmybreastIturnedthecorneroftheRuedeSt.DenysandcameatonceupontheBleedingHeart,asmallbutdecent-lookinghostelrysituateneartheendofthestreetandoppositeachurch.Abluffgrey-hairedman,whowasstandinginthedoorway,cameforwardaswehalted,andlookingcuriouslyatmademoiselleaskedwhatIlacked;addingcivillythatthehousewasfullandtheyhadnosleepingroom,thelateeventshavingdrawnagreatassemblagetoBlois.
'Iwantonlyanaddress,'Ianswered,leaningfromthesaddleandspeakinginalowvoicethatImightnotbeoverheardbythepassers-by.'TheBarondeRosnyisinBlois,ishenot?'
ThemanstartedatthenameoftheHuguenotleader,andlookedroundhimnervously.But,seeingthatnoonewasverynearus,heanswered:'Hewas,sir;buthelefttownaweekagoandmore.
'Therehavebeenstrangedoingshere,andM.deRosnythoughtthattheclimatesuitedhimill.'
Hesaidthiswithsomuchmeaning,aswellasconcernthatheshouldnotbeoverheard,that,thoughIwastakenabackandbitterlydisappointed,Isucceededinrestrainingallexclamationsandevenshowoffeeling.Afterapauseofdismay,IaskedwhitherM.deRosnyhadgone.
'ToRosny,'wastheanswer.
'AndRosny?'
'IsbeyondChartres,prettywellallthewaytoMantes,'themananswered,strokingmyhorse'sneck.'Saythirtyleagues.'
Iturnedmyhorse,andhurriedlycommunicatedwhathesaidtomademoiselle,whowaswaitingafewpacesaway.Unwelcometome,thenewswasstilllesswelcometoher.Herchagrinandindignationknewnobounds.Foramomentwordsfailedher,butherflashingeyessaidmorethanhertongueasshecriedtome:
'Well,sir,andwhatnow?Isthistheendofyourfinepromises?
WhereisyourRosny,ifallbenotalyinginventionofyourown?'
FeelingthatshehadsomeexcuseIsuppressedmycholer,andhumblyrepeatingthatRosnywasathishouse,twodaysfartheron,andthatIcouldseenothingforitbuttogotohim,Iaskedthelandlordwherewecouldfindalodgingforthenight.
'Indeed,sir,thatismorethanIcansay,'heanswered,lookingcuriouslyatus,andthinking,Idoubtnot,thatwithmyshabbycloakandfinehorse,andmademoiselle'smaskandspatteredriding-coat,wewereanoddcouple.'Thereisnotaninnwhichisnotfulltothegarrets——nay,andthestables;and,whatismore,peoplearecharyoftakingstrangersin.Thesearestrangetimes.Theysay,'becontinuedinalowertone,'thattheoldqueenisdyingupthere,andwillnotlastthenight.'
Inodded.'Wemustgosomewhere'Isaid.
'IwouldhelpyouifIcould,'heanswered,shrugginghisshoulders.'Butthereitis!Bloisisfullfromthetilestothecellars.'
Myhorseshiveredunderme,andmademoiselle,whosepatiencewasgone,criedharshlytometodosomething.'Wecannotspendthenightinthestreets,'shesaidfiercely.
Isawthatshewaswornoutandscarcelymistressofherself.
Thelightwasfalling,andwithitsomerain.Thereekofthekennelsandthecloseairfromthehousesseemedtostifleus.
Thebellatthechurchbehinduswasjanglingoutvespers.Afewpeople,attractedbythesightofourhorsesstandingbeforetheinn,hadgatheredroundandwerewatchingus.
SomethingIsawmustbedone,anddonequickly.Indespair,andseeingnootherresort,IbroachedaproposalofwhichIhadnothithertoevendreamed.'Mademoiselle,'Isaidbluntly,'Imusttakeyoutomymother's.'
'Toyourmother's,sir?'shecried,rousingherself.Hervoicerangwithhaughtysurprise.
'Yes,'Irepliedbrusquely;'since,asyousay,wecannotspendthenightinthestreets,andIdonotknowwhereelseIcandisposeofyou.FromthelastadvicesIhadIbelievehertohavefollowedthecourthither.Myfriend,'Icontinued,turningtothelandlord,'doyouknowbynameaMadamedeBonne,whoshouldbeinBlois?'
'AMadamedeBonne!'hemuttered,reflecting.'Ihaveheardthenamelately.Waitamoment.'Disappearingintothehouse,hereturnedalmostimmediately,followedbyalankypale-facedyouthwearingatatteredblacksoutane.'Yes,'hesaidnodding,'thereisaworthyladyofthatnamelodginginthenextstreet,Iamtold.Asithappens,thisyoungmanlivesinthesamehouse,andwillguideyou,ifyoulike.'
Iassented,and,thankinghimforhisinformation,turnedmyhorseandrequestedtheyouthtoleadtheway.Wehadscarcelypassedthecornerofthestreet,however,andenteredonesomewhatmorenarrowandlessfrequented,whenmademoiselle,whowasridingbehindme,stoppedandcalledtome.Idrewrein,and,turning,askedwhatitwas.
'Iamnotcoming,'shesaid,hervoicetremblingslightly,butwhetherwithalarmorangerIcouldnotdetermine.'Iknownothingofyou,andI——IdemandtobetakentoM.deRosny.'
'IfyoucrythatnamealoudinthestreetsofBlois,mademoiselle,'Iretorted,'youarelikeenoughtobetakenwhitheryouwillnotcaretogo!AsforM.deRosny,Ihavetoldyouthatheisnothere.HehasgonetohisseatatMantes.'
'Thentakemetohim!'
'Atthishourofthenight?'Isaiddrily.'Itistwodays'
journeyfromhere.'
'ThenIwillgotoaninn,'sherepliedsullenly.
'Youhaveheardthatthereisnoroomintheinns'IrejoinedwithwhatpatienceIcould.'Andtogofrominntoinnatthishourmightleadusintotrouble.IcanassureyouthatIamasmuchtakenabackbyM.deRosny'sabsenceasyouare.Forthepresent,weareclosetomymother'slodging,and——'
'Iknownothingofyourmother!'sheexclaimedpassionately,hervoiceraised.'Youhaveenticedmehitherbyfalsepretences,sir,andIwillendureitnolonger.Iwill——'
'Whatyouwilldo,Idonotknowthen,mademoiselle,'Ireplied,quiteatmywits'end;forwhatwiththerainandthedarkness,theunknownstreets——inwhichourtarryingmightatanymomentcollectacrowd——andthisstubborngirl'sopposition,Iknewnotwhithertoturn.'FormypartIcansuggestnothingelse.Itdoesnotbecomemetospeakofmymother,'Icontinued,'orI
mightsaythatevenMademoiselledelaVireneednotbeashamedtoacceptthehospitalityofMadamedeBonne.Noraremymother'scircumstances,'Iaddedproudly,'thoughnarrow,someanastodepriveheroftheprivilegesofherbirth.'
Mylastwordsappearedtomakesomeimpressionuponmycompanion.
Sheturnedandspoketoherwoman,whorepliedinalowvoice,tossingherheadthewhileandglaringatmeinspeechlessindignation.Hadtherebeenanythingelseforit,theywoulddoubtlesshavefloutedmyofferstill;butapparentlyFanchettecouldsuggestnothing,andpresentlymademoiselle,withasullenair,bademeleadon.
Takingthisforpermission,thelankyyouthintheblacksoutane,whohadremainedatmybridlethroughoutthediscussion,nowlisteningandnowstaring,noddedandresumedhisway;andI
followed.Afterproceedingalittlemorethanfiftyyardshestoppedbeforeamean-lookingdoorway,flankedbygratedwindows,andfrontedbyaloftywallwhichItooktobethebackofsomenobleman'sgarden.Thestreetatthispointwasunlighted,andlittlebetterthananalley;norwastheappearanceofthehouse,whichwasnarrowandill-looking,thoughlofty,calculated,asfarasIcouldmakeitoutisthedarkness,toallaymademoiselle'ssuspicions.Knowing,however,thatpeopleofpositionareoftenobligedintownstolodgeinpoorhouses,I
thoughtnothingofthis,andonlystrovetogetmademoiselledismountedasquicklyaspossible.Theladgropedaboutandfoundtworingsbesidethedoor,andtotheseItiedupthehorses.Then,biddinghimleadtheway,andbeggingmademoiselletofollow,Iplungedintothedarknessofthepassageandfeltmywaytothefootofthestaircase,whichwasentirelyunlighted,andsmelledcloseandunpleasant.
'Whichfloor?'Iaskedmyguide.
'Thefourth,'heansweredquietly.
'Morbleu!'Imuttered,asIbegantoascend,myhandonthewall.'Whatisthemeaningofthis?'
ForIwasperplexed.TherevenuesofMarsac,thoughsmall,shouldhavekept;mymother,whomIhadlastseeninParisbeforetheNemoursedict,intolerablecomfort——suchmodestcomfort,atanyrate,ascouldscarcelybelookedforinsuchahouseasthis——obscure,ill-tended,unlighted.Tomyperplexitywasadded,beforeIreachedthetopofthestairs,disquietude——
disquietudeonheraccountaswellasonmademoiselle's.Ifeltthatsomethingwaswrong,andwouldhavegivenmuchtorecalltheinvitationIhadpressedonthelatter.
WhattheyoungladythoughtherselfIcouldprettywellguess,asIlistenedtoherhurriedbreathingatmyshoulder.WitheverystepIexpectedhertorefusetogofarther.But,havingoncemadeuphermind,shefollowedmestubbornly,thoughthedarknesswassuchthatinvoluntarilyIloosenedmydagger,andpreparedtodefendmyselfshouldthisturnouttobeatrap.
Wereachedthetop,however,withoutaccident.Ourguideknockedsoftlyatadoorandimmediatelyopeneditwithoutwaitingforananswer.Afeeblelightshoneoutonthestair-head,andbendingmyhead,forthelintelwaslow,Isteppedintotheroom.
Iadvancedtwopacesandstoodlookingaboutmeinangrybewilderment.Thebarenessofextremepovertymarkedeverythingonwhichmyeyesrested.Acrackedearthenwarelampsmokedandsputteredonastoolinthemiddleoftherottingfloor.Anoldblackcloaknailedtothewall,andflappingtoandfrointhedraughtlikesomedeadgallowsbird,hunginfrontoftheunglazedwindow.Ajarinacornercaughtthedrippingsfromaholeintheroof.Anironpotandasecondstool——thelattercastingalongshadowacrossthefloor——stoodbesidethehandfulofwoodashes,whichsmoulderedonthehearth.AndthatwasallthefurnitureIsaw,exceptabedwhichfilledthefartherendofthelongnarrowroom,andwascurtainedoffsoastoformakindofmiserablealcove.
Aglancesufficedtoshowmeallthis,andthattheroomwasempty,orapparentlyempty.YetIlookedagainandagain,stupefied.Atlastfindingmyvoice,Iturnedtotheyoungmanwhohadbroughtushither,andwithafierceoathdemandedofhimwhathemeant.
Heshrankbackbehindtheopendoor,andyet;answeredwithakindofsullensurprisethatIhadaskedforMadamedeBonne's,andthiswasit.
'MadamedeBonne's!'Imuttered.'ThisMadamedeBonne's!'
Henodded.
'Ofcourseitis!Andyouknowit!'mademoisellehissedinmyear,hervoice,assheinterposed,hoarsewithpassion.'Don'tthinkthatyoucandeceiveusanylonger.Weknowall!This,'
shecontinued,lookinground,hercheeksscarlet,hereyesablazewithscorn,'isyourmother's,isit!Yourmotherwhohasfollowedthecourthither——whosemeansarenarrow,butnotsosmallastodepriveheroftheprivilegesofherrank!Thisisyourmother'shospitality,isit?Youareacheat,sir!andadetectedcheat!Letusbegone!Letmego,sir,Isay!'
TwiceIhadtriedtostopthecurrentofherwords;butinvain.
Nowwithangerwhichsurpassedhersahundredfold——forwho,beingaman,wouldhearhimselfmisnamedbeforehismother?——I
succeeded,'Silence,mademoiselle!'Icried,mygrasponherwrist.'Silence,Isay!Thisismymother!'
Andrunningforwardtothebed,Ifellonmykneesbesideit.A
feeblehandhadhalfwithdrawnthecurtain,andthroughthegapmymother'sstrickenfacelookedout,agreatfearstampeduponit.
CHAPTERVII.
SIMONFLEIX.
ForsomeminutesIforgotmademoiselleinpayingthoseassiduousattentionstomymotherwhichherstateandmydutydemanded;andwhichIofferedthemoreanxiouslythatIrecognised,withasinkingheart,thechangeswhichageandillnesshadmadeinhersincemylastvisit.Theshockofmademoiselle'swordshadthrownherintoasyncope,fromwhichshedidnotrecoverforsometime;andthenratherthroughtheassistanceofourstrangeguide,whoseemedwellawarewhattodo,thanthroughmyefforts.
AnxiousasIwastolearnwhathadreducedhertosuchstraitsandsuchaplace,thiswasnotthetimetosatisfymycuriosity,andIpreparedmyselfinsteadforthetaskofeffacingthepainfulimpressionwhichmademoiselle'swordshadmadeonhermind.
Onfirstcomingtoherselfshedidnotrememberthem,but,contenttofindmebyherside——forthereissomethingsoalchemicinamother'slovethatIdoubtnotmypresencechangedhergarrettoapalace——shespentherselfinfeeblecaressesandbrokenwords.Presently,however,hereyefallingonmademoiselleandhermaid,whoremainedstandingbythehearth,lookingdarklyatusfromtimetotime,sherecalled,firsttheshockwhichhadprostratedher,andthenitscause,andraisingherselfonherelbow,lookedaboutherwildly.'Gaston!'shecried,clutchingmyhandwithherthinfingers,'whatwasitI
heard?Itwasofyousomeonespoke——awoman!Shecalledyou——ordidIdreamit?——acheat!You!'
'Madame,madame,'Isaid,strivingtospeakcarelessly,thoughthesight;ofhergreyhair,stragglinganddishevelled,movedmestrangely,'wasit;likely?Wouldanyonedaretousesuchexpressionsofmeisyourpresence?Youmustindeedhavedreamedit!'
Thewords,however,returningmoreandmorevividlytohermind,shelookedatmeverypitifully,andingreatagitationlaidherarmonmyneck,asthoughshewouldsheltermewiththepunystrengthwhichjustenabledhertoriseinbed.'Butsomeone,'
shemuttered,hereyesonthestrangers,'saidit,Gaston?I
heardit.Whatdiditmean?'
'Whatyouheard,madame,'Ianswered,withanattemptatgaiety,thoughthetearsstoodinmyeyes,'was,doubtless,mademoiselleherescoldingourguidefromTours,whodemandedthreetimestheproperPOURBOIRE.Theimpudentrascaldeservedallthatwassaidtohim,Iassureyou.'
'Wasthatit?'shemurmureddoubtfully.
'Thatmusthavebeenwhatyouheard,madame,'Ianswered,asifI
feltnodoubt.
Shefellbackwithasighofrelief,andalittlecolourcameintoherwanface.Buthereyesstilldweltcuriously,andwithapprehension,onmademoiselle,whostoodlookingsullenlyintothefire;andseeingthismyheartmisgavemesorelythatIhaddoneafoolishthinginbringingthegirlthere.Iforesawahundredquestionswhichwouldbeasked,andahundredcomplicationswhichmustensue,andfeltalreadytheblushofshamemountingtomycheek.
'Whoisthat?'mymotheraskedsoftly.'Iamill.Shemustexcuseme.'Shepointedwithherfragilefingertomycompanions.
Irose,andstillkeepingherhandinmine,turnedsoastofacethehearth.'This,madame,'Iansweredformally,'isMademoiselle——,buthernameIwillcommittoyoulater,andinprivate.Sufficeittosaythatsheisaladyofrank,whohasbeencommittedtomychargebyahighpersonage.'
'Ahighpersonage?'mymotherrepeatedgently,glancingatmewithasmileofgratification.
'Oneofthehighest,'Isaid,'Suchachargebeingagreathonourtome,IfeltthatIcouldnotbetterexecuteitmadame,sincewemustlieinBloisonenight,thanbyrequestingyourhospitalityonherbehalf.'
IdaredmademoiselleasIspoke——Idaredherwithmyeyetocontradictorinterruptme.Foranswer,shelookedatmeonce,incliningherheadalittle,andgazingatusfromunderherlongeyelashes.Thensheturnedbacktothefire,andherfootresumeditsangrytappingonthefloor.
'IregretthatIcannotreceiveherbetter,'mymotheransweredfeebly.'Ihavehadlossesoflate.I——butIwillspeakofthatatanothertime.Mademoiselledoubtlessknows,'shecontinuedwithdignity,'youandyourpositioninthesouthtoowelltothinkillofthemomentarystraitstowhichshefindsmereduced.'
Isawmademoisellestart,andIwrithedundertheglanceofcovertscorn,ofamazedindignation,whichsheshotatme.Butmymothergentlypattingmyhand,Iansweredpatiently,'Mademoisellewillthinkonlywhatiskind,madame——ofthatIamassured.Andlodgingsarescarceto-nightinBlois.'
'Buttellmeofyourself,Gaston,'mymothercriedeagerly;andI
hadnottheheart,withhertouchonmyhand,hereyesonmyface,totearmyselfaway,muchasIdreadedwhatwascoming,andlongedtoendthescene.'Tellmeofyourself.Youarestillinfavourwiththekingof——Iwillnotnamehimhere?'
'Still,madame,'Ianswered,lookingsteadilyatmademoiselle,thoughmyfaceburned.
'Youarestill——heconsultsyou,Gaston?'
'Still,madame.'
Mymotherheavedahappysigh,andsanklowerinthebed.'Andyouremployments?'shemurmured,hervoicetremblingwithgratification.'Theyhavenotbeenreduced?Youstillretainthem,Gaston?'
'Still,madame,'Ianswered,theperspirationstandingonmybrow,myshamealmostmorethanIcouldbear.
'Twelvethousandlivresayear,Ithink?'
'Thesame,madame.'
'Andyourestablishment?Howmanydoyoukeepnow?Yourvalet,ofcourse?Andlackeys——howmanyatpresent?'Sheglanced,withaneyeofpride,whileshewaitedformyanswer,firstatthetwosilentfiguresbythefire,thenatthepoverty-strickenroom;asifthesightofitsbarenessheightenedforherthejoyofmyprosperity.
Shehadnosuspicionofmytrouble,mymisery,orthatthelastquestionalmostfilledthecuptoofull.Hithertoallhadbeeneasy,butthisseemedtochokeme.Istammeredandlostmyvoice.Mademoiselle,herheadbowed,wasgazingintothefire.
Fanchettewasstaringatme,herblackeyesroundassaucers,hermouthhalf-open.'Well,madame,'Imutteredatlength,'totellyouthetruth,atpresent,youmustunderstand,Ihavebeenforcedto——'
'What,Gaston?'MadamedeBonnehalfroseinbed.Hervoicewassharpwithdisappointmentandapprehension;thegraspofherfingersonmyhandgrewcloser.
Icouldnotresistthatappeal.Iflungawaythelastragofshame.'Toreducemyestablishmentsomewhat,'Ianswered,lookingamiserabledefianceatmademoiselle'savertedfigure.
Shehadcalledmealiarandacheat——hereintheroom!Imuststandbeforeheraliarandacheatconfessed.'Ikeepbutthreelackeysnow,madame.'
Stillitiscreditable,'mymothermutteredthoughtfully,hereyesshining.'Yourdress,however,Gaston——onlymyeyesareweak——seemstome——'
'Tut,tut!Itisbutadisguise,'Iansweredquickly.
'Imighthaveknownthat,'sherejoined,sinkingbackwithasmileandasighofcontent.'ButwhenIfirstsawyouIwasalmostafraidthatsomethinghadhappenedtoyou.AndIhavebeenuneasylately,'shewenton,releasingmyhand,andbeginningtoplaywiththecoverlet,asthoughtheremembrancetroubledher.'Therewasamanhereawhileago——afriendofSimonFleixthere——whohadbeensouthtoPauandNerac,andhesaidtherewasnoM.deMarsacabouttheCourt.'
'HeprobablyknewlessoftheCourtthanthewine-tavern,'I
answeredwithaghastlysmile.
'ThatwasjustwhatItoldhim,'mymotherrespondedquicklyandeagerly.'IwarrantyouIsenthimawayill-satisfied.'
'Ofcourse,'Isaid;'therewillalwaysbepeopleofthatkind.
Butnow,ifyouwillpermitme,madame,Iwillmakesucharrangementsformademoiselleasarenecessary.'
Beggingheraccordinglytoliedownandcomposeherself——forevensoshortaconversation,followingontheexcitementofourarrival,hadexhaustedhertoapainfuldegree——Itooktheyouth,whohadjustreturnedfromstablingourhorses,alittleaside,andlearningthathelodgedinasmallerchamberonthefarthersideofthelanding,secureditfortheuseofmademoiselleandherwoman.Inspiteofacertainexcitabilitywhichmarkedhimattimes,heseemedtobeaquick,readyfellow,andhewillinglyundertooktogoout,lateasitwas,andprocuresomeprovisionsandafewotherthingswhichweresadlyneeded,aswellformymother'scomfortasforourown.IdirectedFanchettetoaidhiminthepreparationoftheotherchamber,andthusforawhileI
wasleftalonewithmademoiselle.Shehadtakenoneofthestools,andsatcoweringoverthefire,thehoodofhercloakdrawnaboutherhead;insuchamannerthatevenwhenshelookedatme,whichshedidfromtimetotime,Isawlittlemorethanhereyes,brightwithcontemptuousanger.
'So,sir,'shepresentlybegan,speakinginalowvoice,andturningslightlytowardsme,'youpractiselyingevenhere?'
IfeltsostronglythefutilityofdenialorexplanationthatI
shruggedmyshouldersandremainedsilentunderthesneer.Twomoredays——twomoredayswouldtakeustoRosny,andmytaskwouldbedone,andMademoiselleandIwouldpartforgoodandall.Whatwoulditmatterthenwhatshethoughtofme?Whatdiditmatternow?
Forthefirsttimeinourintercoursemysilenceseemedtodisconcertanddispleaseher.'Haveyounothingtosayforyourself?'shemutteredsharply,crushingafragmentofcharcoalunderherfoot,andstoopingtopeerattheashes.'Haveyounotanotherlieinyourquiver,M.deMarsac?'DeMarsac!'Andsherepeatedthetitle,withascornfullaugh,asifsheputnofaithinmyclaimtoit.
ButIwouldanswernothing——nothing;andweremainedsilentuntilFanchette,comingintosaythatthechamberwasready,heldthelightforhermistresstopassout.Itoldthewomantocomebackandfetchmademoiselle'ssupper,andthen,beingleftalonewithmymother,whohadfallenasleep,withasmileonherthin,wornface,Ibegantowonderwhathadhappenedtoreducehertosuchdirepoverty.
Ifearedtoagitateherbyreferringtoit;butlaterintheevening,whenhercurtainsweredrawnandSimonFleixandIwerelefttogether,eyeingoneanotheracrosstheemberslikedogsofdifferentbreeds——withacertainstrangenessandsuspicion——mythoughtsrecurredtothequestion;anddeterminingfirsttolearnsomethingaboutmycompanion,whosepale,eagerfaceandtattered,blackdressgavehimacertainindividuality,IaskedhimwhetherhehadcomefromPariswithMadamedeBonne.
Henoddedwithoutspeaking.
Iaskedhimifhehadknownherlong.
'Twelvemonths,'heanswered.'Ilodgedonthefifth,madameonthesecond,floorofthesamehouseinParis.'
Ileanedforwardandpluckedthehemofhisblackrobe.'Whatisthis?'Isaid,withalittlecontempt.'Youarenotapriest,man.'
'No,'heanswered,fingeringthestuffhimself,andgazingatmeinacurious,vacantfashion.'IamastudentoftheSorbonne.'
Idrewofffromhimwithamutteredoath,wondering——whileI
lookedathimwithsuspiciouseyes——howhecametobehere,andparticularlyhowhecametobeinattendanceonmymother,whohadbeeneducatedfromchildhoodintheReligion,andhadprofesseditinprivateallherlife.Icouldthinkofnoonewho,inolddays,wouldhavebeenlesswelcomeinherhousethanaSorbonnist,andbegantofancythathereshouldliethesecretofhermiserablecondition.
'Youdon'tlike,theSorbonne?'hesaid,readingmythoughts;
whichwere,indeed,plainenough.
'NomorethanIlovethedevil!'Isaidbluntly.
Heleanedforwardand,stretchingoutathin,nervoushand,laiditonmyknee.'Whatiftheyareright,though?'hemuttered,hisvoicehoarse.'Whatiftheyareright,M.deMarsac?'
'Whoright?'Iaskedroughly,drawingbackafresh.
'TheSorbonne.'herepeated,hisfaceredwithexcitement,hiseyespeeringuncannilyintomine.'Don'tyousee,'hecontinued,pinchingmykneeinhisearnestness,andthrustinghisfacenearerandnearertomine,'itallturnsonthat?Itallturnsonthat——salvationordamnation!Aretheyright?Areyouright?
Yousayyestothis,notothat,youwhite-coats;andyousayitlightly,butareyouright?Areyouright?MonDieu!'hecontinued,drawingbackabruptlyandclawingtheairwithimpatience,'Ihaveread,read,read!Ihavelistenedtosermons,theses,disputations,andIknownothing.IknownomorethanwhenIbegan.'
Hesprangupandbegantopacethefloor,whileIgazedathimwithafeelingofpity.Averylearnedpersononcetoldmethatthetroublesofthesetimesbredfourkindsofmen,whoweremuchtobecompassionated:fanaticsontheonesideortheother,wholostsightofallelseintheintensityoftheirfaith;menwho,likeSimonFleix,soughtdesperatelyaftersomethingtobelieve,andfounditnot;andlastly,scoffers,who,believinginnothing,lookedonallreligionasamockery.
Hepresentlystoppedwalking——inhisutmostexcitementIremarkedthatheneverforgotmymother,buttrodmorelightlywhenhedrewnearthealcove——andspokeagain.'YouareaHuguenot?'hesaid.
'Yes,'Ireplied.
'Soisshe,'herejoined,pointingtowardsthebed.'Butdoyoufeelnodoubts?'
'None,'Isaidquietly.
'Nordoesshe.'heansweredagain,stoppingoppositeme.Youmadeupyourmind——how?'
'IwasbornintheReligion,'Isaid.
'Andyouhaveneverquestionedit?'
'Never.'