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第4章

  "I'lltellyouwhat,Mr.Wilson,wemustusealittlestrategy.Youshallseeacarpenter,andhavetheroofrepairedatyourownexpense."
  "Mr.Wilson'scountenancefell."Ifear——"hecommenced.
  "ButIwillrepayyouwhateveritcosts.Howwillthatdo?"
  "Howkindyouare,SquireHadley!"
  "ItisonlywhatIoughttodo,andwouldhavedonebeforeifIhadthoughthowtomanageit.AsMrs.Hadleywillwonderhowyouraisedthemoney,Iwillsayyouhadagiftfromafriend,andthatItoldyoutorepairthehouseatyourownexpense."
  AfewdayslaterMrs.Hadleycamehomeinsomeexcitement.
  "Mr.Hadley,"saidshe,severely,"Ifindthattheminister'shouseisbeingnewshingled."
  "Isit?"askedherhusbandindifferently.
  "Thisisthewayyouwasteyourmoney,isit?"
  "WhathaveItodowithit?IfMr.Wilsonchoosestoshinglethehouseathisownexpense,Iamperfectlywilling."
  "Didn'tyouorderitdone?"inquiredhiswife,inamazement.
  "Certainlynot.Theministerspokeofitwhenhepaidtherent,andItoldhimhecoulddoitathisownexpenseifhechoseto."
  "That'sjustwhatyououghttohavesaid.ButIdon'tunderstandwheretheministerfindsthemoney,ifheissopoorasyousayheis."
  "I
  understandthathehasreceivedagiftofmoneyfromafriend,"saidthediplomaticSquire.
  "I
  didn'tknowhehadanyfriendlikelytogivehimmoney.Doyouknowwhoitis?"
  "Hedidn'ttellme,andIdidn'tinquire,"answeredtheSquire,pluminghimselfonhisstrategy.
  "Wasitalargesum?"
  "I
  don'tthinkitwas."
  "I
  wishhisfriendhadgivenhimenoughtopayforpaintingthehouse,too."
  "Why?Thehousewouldn'tbeanywarmerforpainting,"saidtheSquireslyly.
  "Itwouldlookbetter."
  "Andsoministertohisvanity."
  "Youseemtobeverystupidthismorning,"saidMrs.Hadley,provoked.
  "I
  amonlyrepeatingyourownobservations,mydear."
  "IfMr.Wilsoncanaffordtopaintthehouse,Iaminfavorofhisdoingit;
  butIdon'tthinkyouhaveanycalltopayforit.Thehousewillbebetterpropertyifitisnewlypainted."
  "Thendon'tyouthinkIoughttodoit,Lucretia?"
  "No,Idon't,"saidMrs.Hadleysharply.
  "I
  thinkmyself,"saidthewilySquire,"consideringthelowrateatwhichtheministergetsthehouse,hecouldaffordtoputononecoatofpaintathisownexpense.Ihaveagreatmindtohintittohim."
  "You'dbetterdoit,Mr.Hadley,"saidhiswifeapprovingly.
  "I
  will;butperhapshewon'tlookatitinthesamelight."
  Withinaweekthepainterswereatworkontheparsonage.Thecoatofpaintimproveditsappearanceverymuch.Isuspectthebillwaspaidinthesamewayastheshingling;butthisisasecretbetweentheministerandSquireHadley,whosestrategyquitebaffledhiswife'spenetration.
  Chapter6
  "Please,MissFrost,thesewingsocietyisgoingtomeetatourhousethisafternoon,andmotherwantsyoutocomeroundafterschool,andstaytosupper."
  ThespeakerwasAnniePeabody,daughterofDeaconUriahPeabody,amanwholivedinagroove,andjudgedallmenaccordingtohisownexperienceoflife,whichwasverylimited.Hewasanaustere,oldfashionedCalvinist,whobelievedthatatleastnineteentwentiethsofhisfellowmenwereelectedtoperdition.Mr.
  Wilson'stheologywasnotsternenoughtosuithim.Hecharacterizedtheminister'ssermonsasmilkandwater.
  "Whatwewant,parson,isstrongmeat,"hemorethanonceremarkedtotheminister."You'realwaysexhortin'mentodoright.Idon'ttakemuchstockinthatkindoftalk."
  "WhatshallIpreachthen,DeaconPeabody?"askedtheministermildly.
  "IfIwereaministerI'dstirupthesinners,"saidthedeaconemphatically.
  "Howwouldyoudoit?"
  "I'ddescribethelakeoffire,andthetormentsofthedamned,an'let'emunderstandwhatispreparedfor'emiftheydon'tfearGodanddohiscommandments."
  Theministershudderedalittle.Hewasamanofsensitiveorganization,uponwhomthesegloomysuggestionsjarredunpleasantly."Ican'tpaintsuchluridpictures,deacon,"heanswered;"nordoIfeelthattheywoulddoanygood.Idon'twanttopaintourMakerasacrueltyrant,butasamercifulandconsiderateFather."
  "I'mafeared,parson,thatyouain'tsoundinthedoctrines.orknowwhattheScripturessay,`Vengeanceismine;Iwillrepay,saiththeLord.'"
  "Wealsoread,`Likeasafatherpitiethhischildren,sotheLordpitieththemthatfearhim.'"
  "Butsupposetheydon'tfearhim,"saidthedeacontriumphantly.
  "I
  believeinthepunishmentofsin,"returnedMr.Wilson."Wecannoterrwithoutincurringthepenalty,butIbelieveGod,inpunishingthesinner,doesnotceasetolovehim.`Whomhelovethhechasteneth:'or,aswehavearighttosay,helovesthosethathechastens."
  "I
  don'tknowaboutthat,"saidthedeacon."Ithinkthat'stwistin'
  Scripturetoourownends.Howmanydoyouthinkaregoin'tobesaved,ParsonWilson?"
  "I
  cannothazardaconjecture,deacon.HeavenforbidthatIshouldseektolimitthegoodnessandmercyofGod."
  "Doyouthinkaquarterwillbesaved?"persistedthedeacon.
  "OfcourseIdon'tmeantheheathen.Thereain'tnohopeforanyofthem,unlessthey'vebeenconvertedbythemissionaries.Imeanofthemthat'sbroughtupunderChristianinstitutions."
  "A
  quarter?Mostcertainly.IfIfeltthatthreequartersoftheraceweredestinedtobelost,mysoulwouldbeweigheddownwithgrief."
  "Well,formypart,"saidthedeacon,"I'venoideathatasmanyasaquarterwillbesaved.AboutoneintwentyisfullashighasIcalc'lateon."
  "GoodHeavens!DeaconPeabody,youcan'tbeinearnest."
  "Yes,Ibe.Why,ParsonWilson,lookatthepeopleastheyare,"thedeaconpronounceditair——"ain'ttheysteepedinfollyandvice?Ain'ttheycarnallyminded?Ain'ttheylivin'forthisworldwithoutnothoughtoftheother?Airtheyfitforthemansionsoftheblest?Tellmethat."
  Thedeacon'svoiceroseinasortofcrescendo,andheputthelastquestiontriumphantly.
  "WearenoneofusfitforHeaven,"repliedtheminister,"butwecanrelyonGod'smercy.Yourdoctrineissimplyhorrible.Ifbutoneintwentyistobe,saved,don'tyoufeelanxiousaboutyourownsoul?"
  "OfcourseI'mapoor,miserablesinner,"saidthedeaconcomplacently;"butI'maprofessin'Christian,andIhavefaithinChrist.
  IthinkIcomewithinthepromises."
  "Supposeyouweresureofyourownsalvation,doesn'tthethoughtofthemillionswhoaretoperishevergiveyouanguish?"
  "OfcourseI'msorryforthepoor,deludedsinners,"saidthedeacon,whomanagedneverthelesstomaintainacheerfulexterior;"butthepeaceofGodremainsinmysoul,andIdon'tallowthefollyofotherstodisturbme."
  Theministershookhishead.
  "IfIbelievedasyoudo,deacon,"hesaid,"Icouldnotclosemyeyesatnight.Icouldnotrejoiceinthebrightsunshineandgloriousbeautyofoutwardnature.Ishouldputonsackclothandashes,andpouroutmysoultoGodinearnestprayerthathewouldturnhissoulfromwrath."
  "I
  don'tfeellikeinterferin'withGod'sarrangements.I'venodoubtthey'reforthebest."
  "YouthinkitbestthatallheathenandnineteentwentiethsofthosethatliveinChristiancountriesshouldbedamned?"askedtheministerwithsomevehemence.
  "Ifit'stheLord'swill,"saidDeaconPeabody,inasanctifiedtone,"I'mresignedtoit."
  DeaconPeabodyshouldhavelivedatleastfiftyyearsearlier.Hefoundfewofhiscontemporariestoagreewithhiminhisrigidnotions.MostoftheparishsympathizedratherwiththemildertheologyofMr.Wilson.Haditbeenotherwise,hadthedeaconthoughtitpossibletoobtainapreacherinharmonywithhisownsternviews,hewouldhaveheadedamovementtogetridoftheminister.Asitwas,hecontentedhimselfwithprotesting,inpublicandprivate,againstwhatheregardedasperniciousandblindingerror.
  Thishasbeenalongdigression,butthedeaconwasaprominentmaninGranville,andinterestingastherepresentativeofaclassnumerousinPuritandays.
  WhenMabelenteredthedeacon'sparlor,afterschoolwasover,shefoundsomedozenladiescongregated,includingthemostprominentmatronsofGranville.TherewerebuttwootheryoungladiesbesidesMissFrost.OneofthemwasMissClarissaBassett,theotheragrownupdaughterofthedeacon——MissCharityPeabody,whowasnotedforalackofthatvirtuewhichhadbeengivenherasadesignation.Mrs.Peabody,instrangecontrasttoherhusband,hadaheartoverflowingwithkindness.andwasdisposedtolookonthebestsideofeverybody.
  "I
  amverygladtoseeyou,MissFrost,"saidMrs.Peabodycordially,advancingtomeettheschoolteacher."I'vemeanttocall,butIcouldn'tseemtogettime.Isupposeyouknowsomeoftheseladies.I'llintroduceyoutosuchasyoudon'tknow."
  SoMabelmadetheroundsandwasgenerallyintroduced.Thoughthesocietywassounlikethatinwhichshehadbeenaccustomedtomingle,shehadanaturalgraceandtactwhichcarriedherthroughtheordealeasilyandnaturally.ShefinallyfoundaseatnexttoMrs.PriscillaPulsifer,anoldladyofaninquiringturnofmind,whowasanewacquaintance,andpromptlyseizedtheopportunitytocross-examineMabel,asshehadlongdesiredtodo.
  "You'rethenewschoolteacher,ain'tyou?"
  "Yes,Iam."
  "Howoldbeyou?"askedtheoldlady,glaringatherthroughherglasses.
  "Twentytwo,"answeredMabel,resentingwhatsheconsideredanimpertinentquestionbyacounterinquiry.Howoldareyou,Mrs.
  Pulsifer?"
  "Seventyone;andIain'tashamedon't,either,"answeredtheoldlady,bridling.
  Mabelwasalreadysorryforherquestion."Ageisnotathingtobeashamedof,"shesaid."Youdon'tlooksooldasthat."
  "Sofolkssay,"saidMrs.Pulsifer,quiteappeased,andresumingherinquiries:"You'refromthecity,ain'tyou?"
  "Yes."
  "Evertaughtafore?"
  "Thisismyfirstschool."
  "Howdoyouliketeachin'?"
  "BetterthanIexpected.Ifeelrepaidformylaborbywatchingtheprogressofthescholars."
  "Howmuchwagesdoyouget?"askedtheoldladypractically.
  "Sevendollarsaweek."
  "That'spootygoodpayforasinglegal,"remarkedMrs.Pulsifer.
  "Youdon'thaveanybodydependentonyou?"
  "Doyoumeanahusband,Mrs.Pulsifer?"askedMabel,hereyessparklingwithfun.
  "I
  didn'tknowbutyoumighthaveamother,orbrotheran'sister,tosupport."
  "No,"saidMabelsadly,"Iamaloneintheworld."
  "Sho!Is'poseyoucalc'lateonbein'marriedsometime,"saidtheoldlady,withdirectness.
  "PerhapsImaybe,"saidMabel,amused,"butIcan'tsayI
  calculateonit."
  "I
  guessyoucangetsomebodytomarryyou,"saidthepracticaloldlady.
  "You'regoodlookin',andarelikelytopleasethemen.ClarissaBassett'striedhard,butsomehowshedon'tmakeout."
  MissBassettwassittingattheotherendoftheroom,and,fortunately,wasengagedinconversationwithMrs.Hayden,sothatshedidnothearthislastremark.
  "Thankyou,"saidMabeldemurely."Youquiteencourageme."
  "IwastwentyfivemyselfbeforeIwasmarried,"continuedMrs.
  Pulsifer."NotbutwhatIhadoffersbefore.Maybeyou'vehadachance?"andtheoldladyscrutinizedMabel'scountenance.
  "MaybeIhave,"sheanswered,wantingtolaugh.
  "That'sapootygownyouhaveon,"saidMrs.Pulsifer,herattentiondivertedbyMabel'sdress."Wasitmadeinthecity?"
  "Yes."
  "Lookslikenicecloth,"continuedMrs.Pulsifer,takingafoldbetweenherthumbandfinger.
  "I
  thinkitis,"answeredMabel."Howmuchwasitayard?"
  "I'mafraidIdon'tremember,"Mabelreplied.
  Thefactis,shehadintrustedthepurchaseofhersummerdressestoherdressmaker,whorenderedherthebillinalump.Iftherewereanydetailsshedidnotrememberthem.
  "That'sstrange,"saidtheoldlady,staring."IknowthepriceofalltheclothesIeverbought."
  "YouprobablyhaveabettermemorythanI,"saidMabel,hopingbythiscomplimenttoturntheattack,butinvain.
  "Haven'tyouanyideeoftheprice?"askedtheoldlady.
  "Itmayhavebeenadollarayard."
  "Howmanyyardsdidyouget?"
  "I——
  amnotsure."
  "Howmuchdidyoupayforthatcollar?"
  "I
  amreallysorryIcan'ttellyou,"saidMabel,whofeltsomewhatembarrassed.
  "Perhapsyoudon'tliketotell."
  "I
  wouldtellyouwithpleasure,ifIknew."
  "'Pearstomeyoumustbeapoormanagernottokeepmoreaccountofyourexpenses,"saidMrs.Pulsifer.
  "I
  amafraidIam,"saidMabel.
  "Howmanydressesdidyoubringwithyou,MissFrost?"
  Theoldlady'scatechizingwasgettingannoying,butMabelunderstoodthatshemeantnooffenseandansweredpatiently,"Six."
  "Didtheyallcostasmuchasthis?"
  "I
  shouldthinkso."
  "I
  don'tseehowyoucanaffordtospendsomuchondress,"saidMrs.
  Pulsifer,"consideringyouhaveonlysevendollarsaweeksalary."
  "I
  shalltrytobemoreprudenthereafter,Mrs.Pulsifer."
  "You'dbetter.Themenwillbeafraidtomarryyouiftheythinkyou'reextravagant.ItoldmysonJotham,`Jotham,'saysI,`don'tyoumarryawomanthatwantstoputallhermoneyonherback.'SaysI,`Anextravagantwifeisacursetoamanthatwantstobeforehanded.'"
  "Didyoursonfollowyouradvice?"
  "Yes;
  hemarriedalikelygirlthatmakesallherowndresses.Jothamtoldmeonlylastweekthathedidn'tbuyherbutonedressalllastyear."
  "Youmustbepleasedwithyourdaughter-in-law,Mrs.Pulsifer."
  "Yes;she'sprettygoodaswivesgonowadays,butIdon'tthinkshe'sagoodcook."
  "Thatisapity."
  "Canyoucook,MissFrost?
  "I
  don'tknowmuchaboutcooking."
  Sho!
  You'llwanttoknowhowwhenyou'remarried."
  "WhenIseeanychanceofmarryingImeantotakelessons,"saidMabel.
  Justthen,toMabel'srelief,supperwasreportedtobeready,andthemembersofthesewingsocietyfiledoutwithalacritytothesittingroom,wherealongtablewasbountifullyspreadwithhotbiscuit,preserves,andseveralkindsofcakeandpies.Themistressofthehousehold,ratherflushedbytheheatofthekitchen,welcomedherguests,andrequestedthemtotakeseats.MabeltookcarenottositintheneighborhoodofMrs.Pulsifer.Theoldlady'scuriosityhadcometobeannoying,yetcouldnotwellberesented.
  ShecongratulatedherselfonfindinghernextneighbortobeMrs.Wilson,theminister'swife,asmallwoman,inawellwornsilk,tenyearsold,whichhadbeenheronly"companydress"duringthatentireperiod.Therewasalookofpatientanxietyonthegoodwoman'sfacewhichhadbecomehabitual.Shewassorelyperplexedatalltimestomakebothendsmeet.Evennowshewasuncomfortableinmindfromthisverycause.DuringthemorningMr.Bennett,thebutcher,hadcalledattheparsonage,andurgentlyrequestedpaymentforhis"littlebill."Itamountedtoonlytwentyfivedollars,buttheminister'sstockofreadymoneywasreducedtofivedollars,andtopaythisonaccountwouldhavelefthimpenniless.Hiscandidstatementofhispecuniaryconditionwasnotwellreceived.
  "I
  don'tthinkpeopleoughttobuymeatiftheycan'tpayforit,"saidthebutcherbluntly.
  "Theparishisowingmemorethantheamountofyourbill,Mr.
  Bennett,"saidtheperplexedminister."JustassoonasIcancollectthemoney——"
  "I
  needitnow,"saidthebutchercoarsely."Ihavebillstopay,andI
  can'tpaythemunlessmycustomerspayme."
  "I
  wishIcouldpayyouatonce."saidMr.Wilsonwistfully."Wouldyoutakeanorderontheparishtreasurer?"
  "No;he'ssoslackitwouldn'tdo,meanygood.Can'tyoupayhalftoday,Mr.Wilson?"
  "I
  havebutfivedollarsonhand,Mr.Bennett;Ican'tpayyouthewholeofthat.
  Iwilldivideitwithyou.""Twodollarsandahalf!Itwouldbeonlytenpercentofmybill."
  Heclosed,however,byagreeingtotakeit;butgrumbledashedidso.
  "Thesethingstrymeagooddeal,"saidtheminister,withasigh,afterthedepartureofhiscreditor."IsometimesthinkIwillleavetheprofession,andtrytofindsomebusinessthatwillpaymebetter."
  "Itwouldbehazardoustochangenow,Theophilus,"saidhiswife.
  "Youhavenobusinesstraining,andwouldbeaslikelytodoworseasbetter."
  "Perhapsyouareright,mydear.Isupposewemustworryalong.Doyouthinkwecouldeconomizeanymorethanwedo?
  "I
  don'tseehowwecan.I'velainawakemanyanightthinkingwhetheritwouldbepossible,butIdon'tseehow.Wecouldn'tpinchourtableanymorewithoutriskinghealth."
  "I
  amafraidyouareright."
  "WhynotcallonMr.Ferry,thetreasurer,andseeifhecannotcollectsomemoremoneyforyou?"
  "I
  willdoso;butIfearitwillbeofnouse."
  Theministerwasright.Mr.Ferryhandedhimtwodollars.
  "ItisallIhavebeenabletocollect,"hesaid."Moneyistight,Mr.Wilson,andeverybodyputsoffpaying."
  ThiswaswhatmadeMrs.Wilson'sfaceashademorecarewornthanusualonthisparticularday.Toaddtohertrouble,Mrs.Bennett,thewifeofherhusband'screditor,whowasalsoamemberofthesewingcircle,hadtreatedherwithgreatcoolness,andalmostturnedherbackuponher.Theminister'swifewassensitive,andshefelttheslight.When,however,shefoundMabelatherside,shesmiledpleasantly.
  "I
  amgladtohaveachancetothankyou,MissFrost,forthepainsyouhavetakenwithmylittleHenry.Hehasneverlearnedsofastwithanyteacherbefore.Youmusthavespecialtalentforteaching."
  "I
  amgladifyouthinkso,Mrs.Wilson.Iamanovice,youknow.IhavesucceededbetterthanIanticipated."
  "Youhavesucceededinwinningthechildren'slove.Henryisenthusiasticaboutyou."
  "I
  don'tthinkIshouldbewillingtoteachunlessIcouldwinthegoodwillofmyscholars,"saidMabel,earnestly."Withthat,itisverypleasanttoteach."
  "I
  canquiteunderstandyourfeelings.BeforeImarriedMr.Wilson,Iservedanapprenticeshipasateacher.IbelieveIfailedasadisciplinarian,"sheadded,smilingfaintly."ThecommitteethoughtIwasn'tstrictenough."
  Iamnotsurprised,"saidMabel."Youlooktookindtobestrict."
  "I
  believeIwastooindulgent;butIthinkIwouldrathererrinthatthanintheoppositedirection."
  "I
  fancy,"saidMabel,"thatyoumustfindyourpositionasaminister'swifealmostasdifficultaskeepingschool."
  "Itcertainlyhasitshardside,"saidMrs.Wilsoncautiously;forshedidnotventuretospeakfreelybeforesomanyofherhusband'sparishioners.
  JustthenMrs.Bennett,thebutcher'swife,whosatontheoppositesideofthetable,interruptedtheirconversation.Shewasalarge,coarselookingwoman,witharedfaceandaloudvoice.
  "MissFrost,"shesaid,inatoneofvoiceaudibletoalltheguests,"Ihaveabonetopickwithyou."
  Mabelarchedherbrows,andmettheglanceofMrs.Bennettwithquiethaughtiness.
  "Indeed!"saidshe,coldly.
  "Yes,indeed!"repliedMrs.Bennett,provokedbythecoolindifferenceoftheschoolteacher.
  "Pleaseexplain,"saidMabelquietly.
  "YoupromotedtwogirlsinmyFlora'sclass,andletherstaywhere,shewas."
  "I
  wouldhavepromotedherifshehadbeencompetent."
  "Whyain'tshecompetent?"Mrs.Bennettwenton.
  "Ofcoursetherecanbeonlyoneanswertothatquestion,Mrs.Bennett.
  Sheisnotsufficientlyadvancedinherstudies."
  SheknowsasmuchasJuliaFletcherorMaryFerris,anyday,"retortedMrs.
  Bennett.
  Supposewedeferourdiscussiontillweleavethetable,"saidMabel,"
  findingitdifficulttoconcealherdisdainforherassailant'sunmannerlyexhibition.
  Mrs.
  Bennettdidnotreply,butsheremarkedaudiblytothewomanwhosatnexttoher;"Theschoolteacher'sratheruppish.'Pearstomeshe'scarryin'
  thingswithahighhand."
  "Youseeaschoolteacherhashertrials,Mrs.Wilson,"saidMabel,turningtoherneighborwitharatherfaintsmile.
  "I
  feelforyou,"saidtheminister'swifesympathetically.
  "Thankyou,butdon'tsupposeIminditatall.Ishallexercisemyowndiscretion,subjectonlytothecommittee.Iamwhollyindependent."
  "I
  wishIcouldbe,"sighedMrs.Wilson;"butnoonecanbelesssothanaminister'swife."
  "Isyourhusbandtobeherethisevening?"askedMabel.
  "Hehasabadheadacheandwasunabletocome.Ishallgohomeearly,asI
  maybeneeded."
  Infact,abouthalfanhourlater,Mrs.Wilsonmadeanapologyandtookherleave.
  "Mrs.Wilsonislookingpaleandcareworn,"saidMrs.Kent.
  "Don'tyouthinkso,Mrs.Hadley?"