Hesatdowninachaironthehearth,overagainstMr.Lorry.Whentheywerealone,Mr.Lorryaskedhimwhathehaddone?
`Notmuch.IfitshouldgoillwiththeprisoneIhaveensuredaccesstohim,Once.'
Mr.Lorry'scountenancefell.
`ItisallIcoulddo,'saidCarton.`Toproposetoomuch,wouldbetoputthisman'sheadundertheaxe,and,ashehimselfsaid,nothingworsecouldhappentohimifheweredenounced.Itwasobviouslytheweaknessoftheposition.Thereisnohelpforit.'
`Butaccesstohim,'saidMr.Lorry,`ifitshouldgoillbeforetheTribunal,willnotsavehim.'
`Ineversaiditwould.'
Mr.Lorry'seyesgraduallysoughtthefire;hissympathywithhisdarling,andtheheavydisappointmentofthissecondarrest,graduallyweakenedthem;hewasanoldmannow,overbornewithanxietyoflate,andhistearsfell.
`Youareagoodmanandatruefriend,'saidCarton,inanalteredvoice.`ForgivemeifInoticethatyouareaffected.Icouldnotseemyfatherweep,andsitby,careless.AndIcouldnotrespectyoursorrowmore,ifyou,weremyfather.Youarefreefromthatmisfortune,however.
Thoughhesaidthelastwords,withaslipintohisusualmanner,therewasatruefeelingandrespectbothinhistoneandinhistouch,thatMr.Lorry,whohadneverseenthebettersideofhim,waswhollyunpreparedfor.Hegavehimhishand,andCartongentlypressedit.
`ToreturntopoorDarnay,'saidCarton.`Don'ttellHerofthisinterview,orthisarrangement.ItwouldnotenableHertogotoseehim.Shemightthinkitwascontrived,incaseoftheworst,toconveytohimthemeansofanticipatingthesentence.'
Mr.Lorryhadnotthoughtofthat,andhelookedquicklyatCartontoseeifitwereinhismind.Itseemedtobe;hereturnedthelook,andevidentlyunderstoodit.
`Shemightthinkathousandthings,'Cartonsaid,`andanyofthemwouldonlyaddtohertrouble.Don'tspeakofmetoher.AsIsaidtoyouwhenIfirstcame,Ihadbetternotseeher.Icanputmyhandout,todoanylittlehelpfulworkforherthatmyhandcanfindtodo,withoutthat.Youaregoingtoher,Ihope?Shemustbeverydesolateto-night.
`Iamgoingnow,directly.'
`Iamgladofthat.Shehassuchastrongattachmenttoyouandrelianceonyou.Howdoesshelook?'
`Anxiousandunhappy,butverybeautiful.'`Ah!'
Itwasalong,grievingsound,likeasigh——almostlikeasob.ItattractedMr.Lorry'seyestoCartonsface,whichwasturnedtothefire.Alight,orashadetheoldgentlemancouldnothavesaidwhich,passedfromitasswiftlyasachangewillsweepoverahill-sideonawildbrightday,andheliftedhisfoottoputbackoneofthelittleflaminglogs,whichwastumblingforward.Heworethewhiteriding-coatandtopboots,theninvogue,andthelightofthefiretouchingtheirlightsurfacesmadehimlookverypale,withhislongbrownhair,alluntrimmed,hanginglooseabouthim.HisindifferencetofirewassufficientlyremarkabletoelicitawordofremonstrancefromMr.Lorry;hisbootwasstilluponthehotembersoftheflaminglog,whenithadbrokenundertheweightofhisfoot.
`Iforgotit,'hesaid.
Mr.Lorry'seyeswereagainattractedtohisface.Takingnoteofthewastedairwhichcloudedthenaturallyhandsomefeatures,andhavingtheexpressionofprisoners'facesfreshinhismind,hewasstronglyremindedofthatexpression.
`Andyourdutiesherehavedrawntoanend,sir?'saidCarton,turningtohim.
`Yes.AsIwastellingyoulastnightwhenLuciecameinsounexpectedly,IhaveatlengthdoneallthatIcandohere.Ihopedtohavelefttheminperfectsafety,andthentohavequittedPass.IhavemyLeavetoPass.Iwasreadytogo.'
Theywerebothsilent.
`Yoursisalonglifetolookbackupon,sir?'saidCarton,wistfully.
`Iaminmyseventy-eighthyear.'
`Youhavebeenusefulallyourlife;steadilyandconstantlyoccupied;trusted,respected,andlookedupto?'
`Ihavebeenamanofbusiness,eversinceIhavebeenaman.Indeed,ImaysaythatIwasamanofbusinesswhenaboy.'
`Seewhataplaceyoufillatseventy-eight.Howmanypeoplewillmissyouwhenyouleaveitempty!'
`Asolitaryoldbachelor,'answeredMr.Lorry,shakinghishead.`Thereisnobodytoweepforme.'
`Howcanyousaythat?Wouldn'tSheweepforyou?Wouldn'therchi!d?'
`Yes,yes,thankGod.Ididn'tquitemeanwhatIsaid.'
`ItisathingtothankGodfor;isitnot?'
`Surely,surely.'
`Ifyoucouldsay,withtruth,toyourownsolitaryheart,to-night,"Ihavesecuredtomyselftheloveandattachment,thegratitudeorrespect,ofnohumancreature;Ihavewonmyselfatenderplaceinnoregard;Ihavedonenothinggoodorserviceabletoberememberedby!"yourseventy-eightyearswouldbeseventy-eightheavycurses;wouldtheynot?'
`Yousaytruly,Mr.Carton;Ithinktheywouldhe.
Sydneyturnedhiseyesagainuponthefire,and,afterasilenceofafewmoments,said:
`Ishouldliketoaskyou:——Doesyourchildhoodseemfaroff?Dothedayswhenyousatatyourmother'sknee,seemdaysofverylongago?'
Respondingtohissoftenedmanner,Mr.Lorryanswered:`Twentyyearsback,yes;atthistimeofmylife,no.For,asIdrawcloserandclosertotheend,Itravelinthecircle,nearerandnearertothebeginning.Itseemstobeoneofthekindsmoothingsandpreparingsoftheway.Myheartistouchednow,bymanyremembrancesthathadlongfallenasleep,ofmyprettyyoungmotherandIsoold!,andbymanyassociationsofthedayswhenwhatwecalltheWorldwasnotsorealwithme,andmyfaultswerenotconfirmedinme.'
`Iunderstandthefeeling!'exclaimedCarton,withabrightflush.`Andyouarethebetterforit?'
`Ihopeso.
Cartonterminatedtheconversationhere,byrisingtohelphimonwithhisoutercoat;`butyou,'saidMr.Lorry,revertingtothetheme,`youareyoung.'
`Yes,'saidCarton.`Iamnotold,butmyyoungwaywasneverthewaytoage.Enoughofme.
`Andofme,Iamsure,'saidMr.Lorry.`Areyougoingout?'
`I'llwalkwithyoutohergate.Youknowmyvagabondandrestlesshabits.IfIshouldprowlaboutthestreetsalongtime,don'tbeuneasy;Ishallreappearinthemorning.YougototheCourtto-morrow?'
Yes,unhappily.'
`Ishallbethere,butonlyasoneofthecrowd.MySpywillfindaplaceforme.Takemyarm,sir.'
Mr.Lorrydidso,andtheywentdown-stairsandoutinthestreets.AfewminutesbroughtthemtoMr.Lorry'sdestination.Cartonlefthimthere;butlingeredatalittledistance,andturnedbacktothegateagainwhenitwasshut,andtouchedit.Hehadheardofhergoingtotheprisoneveryday.`Shecameouthere,'hesaid,lookingabouthim,`turnedthisway,musthavetrodonthesestonesoften.Letmefollowinhersteps.
Itwasteno'clockatnightwhenhestoodbeforetheprisonofLaForce,whereshehadstoodhundredsoftimes.Alittlewood-sawyer,havingclosedhisshop,wassmokinghispipeathisshop-door.
`Goodnight,citizen,'saidSydneyCarton,pausingingoingby;for,themaneyedhiminquisitively.
`Goodnight,citizen.'
`HowgoestheRepublic?'
`YoumeantheGuillotine.Notill.Sixty-threeto-day.Weshallmounttoahundredsoon.Samsonandhismencomplainsometimes,ofbeingexhausted.Ha,ha,ha!Heissodroll,thatSamson.SuchaBarber!'
`Doyouoftengotoseehim——'
`Shave?Always.Everyday.Whatabarber!Youhaveseenhimatwork?'
`Never.'
`Goandseehimwhenhehasagoodbatch.Figurethistoyourselfcitizen;heshavedthesixty-threeto-day,inlessthantwopipes!Lessthantwopipes.Wordofhonour!'
Asthegrinninglittlemanheldoutthepipehewassmoking,toexplainhowhetimedtheexecutioner,Cartonwassosensibleofarisingdesiretostrikethelifeoutofhim,thatheturnedaway.
`ButyouarenotEnglish,'saidthewood-sawyer,`thoughyouwearEnglishdress?'
`Yes,'saidCarton,pausingagain,andansweringoverhisshoulder.
`YouspeaklikeaFrenchman.'
`Iamanoldstudenthere.'
`Aha,aperfectFrenchman!Goodnight,Englishman.'
`Goodnight,citizen.'
`Butgoandseethatdrolldog,'thelittlemanpersisted,callingafterhim.`Andtakeapipewithyou!'
Sydneyhadnotgonefaroutofsight,whenhestoppedinthemiddleofthestreetunderaglimmeringlamp,andwrotewithhispencilonascrapofpaper.Then,traversingwiththedecidedstepofonewhorememberedthewaywell,severaldarkanddirtystreets——muchdirtierthanusual,forthebestpublicthoroughfaresremaineduncleansedinthosetimesofterror——hestoppedatachemist'sshop,whichtheownerwasclosingwithhisownhands.Asmall,dim,crookedshop,keptinatortuous,up-hillthoroughfares,byasmall,dim,crookedman.
Givingthiscitizen,too,goodnight,asheconfrontedhimathiscounter,helaidthescrapofpaperbeforehim.`Whew!'thechemistwhistledsoftly,ashereadit.`Hi!hi!hi!'
SydneyCartontooknoheed,andthechemistsaid:
`Foryou,citizen?'
`Forme.
`Youwillbecarefultokeepthemseparate,citizen?Youknowtheconsequencesofmixingthem?'
`Perfectly.'
Certainsmallpacketsweremadeandgiventohim.Heputthem,onebyone,inthebreastofhisinnercoat,countedoutthemoneyforthem,anddeliberatelylefttheshop.`Thereisnothingmoretodo,'saidhe,glancingupwardatthemoon,`untilto-morrow.Ican'tsleep.
Itwasnotarecklessmanner,themannerinwhichhesaidthesewordsaloudunderthefast-sailingclouds,norwasitmoreexpressiveofnegligencethandefiance.Itwasthesettledmannerofatiredman,whohadwanderedandstruggledandgotlost,butwhoatlengthstruckintohisroadandsawitsend.
Longago,whenhehadbeenfamousamonghisearliestcompetitorsasayouthofgreatpromise,hehadfollowedhisfathertothegrave.Hismotherhaddied,yearsbefore.Thesesolemnwords,whichhadbeenreadathisfather'sgrave,aroseinhismindashewentdownthedarkstreets,amongtheheavyshadows,withthemoonandthecloudssailingonhighabovehim.`Iamtheresurrectionandthelife,saiththeLord:hethatbelievethinme,thoughheweredead,yetshallhelive:andwhosoeverlivethandbelievethinme,shallneverdie.'
Inacitydominatedbytheaxe,aloneatnight,withnaturalsorrowrisinginhimforthesixty-threewhohadbeenthatdayputtodeath,andforto-morrow'svictimsthenawaitingtheirdoomintheprisons,andstillofto-morrow'sandtomorrow's,thechainofassociationthatbroughtthewordshome,likearustyoldship'sanchorfromthedeep,mighthavebeeneasilyfound.Hedidnotseekit,butrepeatedthemandwenton.
Withasolemninterestinthelightedwindowswherethepeopleweregoingtorest,forgetfulthroughafewcalmhoursofthehorrorssurroundingthem;inthetowersofthechurches,wherenoprayersweresaid,forthepopularrevulsionhadeventravelledthatlengthofself-destructionfromyearsofpriestlyimpostors,plunderers,andprofligates;inthedistantburial-places,reserved,astheywroteuponthegates,forEternalSleep;intheaboundinggaols;andinthestreetsalongwhichthesixtiesrolledtoadeathwhichhadbecomesocommonandmaterial,thatnosorrowfulstoryofahauntingSpiriteveraroseamongthepeopleoutofalltheworkingoftheGuillotine;withasolemninterestinthewholelifeanddeathofthecitysettlingdowntoitsshortnightlypauseinfury;SydneyCartoncrossedtheSeineagainforthelighterstreets.
Fewcoacheswereabroad,forridersincoacheswereliabletoliesuspected,andgentilityhiditsheadinrednightcaps,andputonheavyshoes,andtrudged.But,thetheatreswereallwellfilled,andthepeoplepouredcheerfullyoutashepassed,andwentchattinghome.Atoneofthetheatredoors,therewasalittlegirlwithamother,lookingforawayacrossthestreetthroughthemud.Hecarriedthechildover,andbeforethetimidarmwasloosedfromhisneckaskedherforakiss.
`Iamtheresurrectionandthelife,saiththeLord:hethatbelievethinme,thoughheweredead,yetshallhelive:andwhosoeverlivethandbelievethinme,shallneverdie.'
Now,thatthestreetswerequiet,andthenightworeon,thewordswereintheechoesofhisfeet,andwereintheair.Perfectlycalmandsteady,hesometimesrepeatedthemtohimselfashewalked;but,heheardthemalways.
Thenightworeout,and,ashestooduponthebridgelisteningtothewaterasitsplashedtheriver-wallsoftheIslandofParis,wherethepicturesqueconfusionofhousesandcathedralshonebrightinthelightofthemoon,thedaycamecoldly,lookinglikeadeadfaceoutofthesky.Then,thenight,withthemoonandthestars,turnedpaleanddied,andforalittlewhileitseemedasifCreationweredeliveredovertoDeath'sdominion.
But,theglorioussun,rising,seemedtostrikethosewords,thatburdenofthenight,straightandwarmtohisheartinitslongbrightrays.Andlookingalongthem,withreverentlyshadedeyes,abridgeoflightappearedtospantheairbetweenhimandthesun,whiletheriversparkledunderit.
Thestrongtide,soswift,sodeep,andcertain,waslikeacongenialfriend,inthemorningstillness.Hewalkedbythestream,farfromthehouses,andinthelightaridwarmthofthesunfellasleeponthebank.Whenheawokeandwasafootagain,helingeredthereyetalittlelonger,watchinganeddythatturnedandturnedpurposeless,untilthestreamabsorbedit,andcarrieditontothesea——`Likeme!'
Atrading-boat,withasailofthesoftenedcolourofadeadleaf,thenglidedintohisview,floatedbyhim,anddiedaway.Asitssilenttrackinthewaterdisappeared,theprayerthathadbrokenupoutofhisheartforamercifulconsiderationofallhispoorblindnessesanderrors,endedinthewords,`Iamtheresurrectionandthelife.'
Mr.Lorrywasalreadyoutwhenhegotback,anditwaseasytosurmisewherethegoodoldmanwasgone.SydneyCartondranknothingbutalittlecoffee,atesomebread,and,havingwashedandchangedtorefreshhimself,wentouttotheplaceoftrial.
Thecourtwasallastiranda-buzz,whentheblacksheep——whommanyfellawayfromindread——pressedhimintoanobscurecorneramongthecrowd.Mr.Lorrywasthere,andDoctorManettewasthere.Shewasthere,sittingbesideherfather.
Whenherhusbandwasbroughtin,sheturnedalookuponhim,sosustaining,soencouraging,sofullofadmiringloveandpityingtenderness,yetsocourageousforhissake,thatitcalledthehealthybloodintohisface,brightenedhisglance,andanimatedhisheart.Iftherehadbeenanyeyestonoticetheinfluenceofherlook,onSydneyCarton,itwouldhavebeenseentobethesameinfluenceexactly.
BeforethatunjustTribunal,therewaslittleornoorderofprocedure,ensuringtoanyaccusedpersonanyreasonablehearing.TherecouldhavebeennosuchRevolution,ifalllaws,forms,andceremonies,hadnotfirstbeensomonstrouslyabused,thatthesuicidalvengeanceoftheRevolutionwastoscatterthemalltothewinds.
Everyeyewasturnedtothejury.Thesamedeterminedpatriotsandgoodrepublicansasyesterdayandthedaybefore,andto-morrowandthedayafter.Eagerandprominentamongthem,onemanwithacravingface,andhisfingersperpetuallyhoveringabouthislips,whoseappearancegavegreatsatisfactiontothespectators.Alife-thirsting,canniballooking,bloody-mindedjuryman,theJacquesThreeofSt.Antoine.Thewholejury,asajuryofdogsempannelledtotrythedeer.
Everyeyethenturnedtothefivejudgesandthepublicprosecutor.Nofavourableleaninginthatquarterto-day.Afell,uncompromising,murderousbusiness-meaningthere.Everyeyethensoughtsomeothereyeinthecrowd,andgleamedatitapprovingly;andheadsnoddedatoneanother,beforebendingforwardwithastrainedattention.
CharlesEvrémonde,calledDarnay.Releasedyesterday.Re-accusedandretakenyesterday.Indictmentdeliveredtohimlastnight.SuspectedandDenouncedenemyoftheRepublic,Aristocrat,oneofafamilyoftyrants,oneofaraceproscribed,forthattheyhadusedtheirabolishedprivilegestotheinfamousoppressionofthepeople.CharlesEvrémonde,calledDarnay,inrightofsuchproscription,absolutelyDeadinLaw.
Tothiseffect,inasfeworfewerwords,thePublicProsecutor.
ThePresidentasked,wastheAccusedopenlydenouncedorsecretly?
`Openly,President.'
`Bywhom?'
`Threevoices.ErnestDefarge,wine-vendorofSt.Antoine.'
`Good.'
`ThérèseDefarge,hiswife.'
`Good.'
`AlexandreManette,physician.'
Agreatuproartookplaceinthecourt,andinthemidstofit,DoctorManettewasseen,paleandtrembling,standingwherehehadbeenseated.
`President,Iindignantlyprotesttoyouthatthisisaforgeryandafraud.Youknowtheaccusedtobethehusbandofmydaughter.Mydaughter,andthosedeartoher,arefardearertomethanmylife.WhoandwhereisthefalseconspiratorwhosaysthatIdenouncethehusbandofmychild!
`CitizenManette,betranquil.TofailinsubmissiontotheauthorityoftheTribunalwouldbetoputyourselfoutofLaw.Astowhatisdearertoyouthanlife,nothingcanbesodeartoagoodcitizenastheRepublic.'
Loudacclamationshailedthisrebuke.ThePresidentranghisbell,andwithwarmthresumed.
`IftheRepublicshoulddemandofyouthesacrificeofyourchildherselfyouwouldhavenodutybuttosacrificeherListentowhatistofollow.Inthemeanwhile,besilent!'
Franticacclamationswereagainraised.DoctorManettesatdown,withhiseyeslookingaround,andhislipstrembling;hisdaughterdrewclosertohim.Thecravingmanonthejuryrubbedhishandstogether,andrestoredtheusualhandtohismouth.
Defargewasproduced,whenthecourtwasquietenoughtoadmitofhisbeingheard,andrapidlyexpoundedthestoryoftheimprisonment,andofhishavingbeenamereboyintheDoctor'sservice,andoftherelease,andofthestateoftheprisonerwhenreleasedanddeliveredtohim.Thisshortexaminationfollowed,forthecourtwasquickwithitswork.
`YoudidgoodserviceatthetakingoftheBastille,citizen?'
`Ibelieveso.'
Here,anexcitedwomanscreechedfromthecrowd:`Youwereoneofthebestpatriotsthere.Whynotsayso?Youwereacannonierthatdaythere,andyouwereamongthefirsttoentertheaccursedfortresswhenitfell.Patriots,Ispeakthetruth!'
ItwasTheVengeancewho,amidstthewarmcommendationsoftheaudience,thusassistedtheproceedings.ThePresidentranghisbell;but,TheVengeance,warmingwithencouragement,shrieked,`Idefythatbell!'whereinshewaslikewisemuchcommended.
`InformtheTribunalofwhatyoudidthatdaywithintheBastille,citizen.'
`Iknew,'saidDefarge,lookingdownathiswife,whostoodatthebottomofthestepsonwhichhewasraised,lookingsteadilyupathim;`Iknewthatthisprisoner,ofwhomIspeak,hadbeenconfinedinacellknownasOneHundredandFive,NorthTower.Iknewitfromhimself.HeknewhimselfbynoothernamethanOneHundredandFive,NorthTower,whenhemadeshoesundermycare.AsIservemygunthatday,Iresolve,whentheplaceshallfall,toexaminethatcell.Itfalls.Imounttothecell,withafellow-citizenwhoisoneoftheJury,directedbyagaoler.Iexamineit,veryclosely.Inaholeinthechimney,whereastonehasbeenworkedoutandreplaced,Ifindawrittenpaper.Thisisthatwrittenpaper.IhavemadeitmybusinesstoexaminesomespecimensofthewritingofDoctorManette.ThisisthewritingofDoctorManette.Iconfidethispaper,inthewritingofDoctorManette,tothehandsofthePresident.
`Letitberead.'
Inadeadsilenceandstillness——theprisonerundertriallookinglovinglyathiswife,hiswifeonlylookingfromhimtolookwithsolicitudeatherfather,DoctorManettekeepinghiseyesfixedonthereader,MadameDefargenevertakinghersfromtheprisoner,Defargenevertakinghisfromhisfeastingwile,andalltheothereyesthereintentupontheDoctor,whosawnoneofthem——thepaperwasread,asfollows.
CHAPTERX
TheSubstanceoftheShadow
`I,ALEXANDREMANETTE,unfortunatephysician,nativeofBeauvais,andafterwardsresidentinParis,writethismelancholypaperinmydolefulcellintheBastille,duringthelastmonthoftheyear1767.Iwriteitatstolenintervals,undereverydifficulty.Idesigntosecreteitinthewallofthechimney,whereIhaveslowlyandlaboriouslymadeaplaceofconcealmentforit.Somepityinghandmayfinditthere,whenIandmysorrowsaredust.
`ThesewordsareformedbytherustyironpointwithwhichIwritewithdifficultyinscrapingsofsootandcharcoalfromthechimney,mixedwithblood,inthelastmonthofthetenthyearofmycaptivity.Hopehasquitedepartedfrommybreast.IknowfromterriblewarningsIhavenotedinmyselfthatmyreasonwillnotlongremainunimpaired,butIsolemnlydeclarethatIamatthistimeinthepossessionofmyrightmind——thatmymemoryisexactandcircumstantial——andthatIwritethetruthasIshallanswerforthesemylastrecordedwords,whethertheybeeverreadbymenornot,attheEternalJudgment-seat.
`Onecloudymoonlightnight,inthethirdweekofDecemberIthinkthetwenty-secondofthemonthintheyear1757,IwaswalkingonaretiredpartofthequaybytheSeinefortherefreshmentofthefrostyair,atanhour'sdistancefrommyplaceofresidenceintheStreetoftheSchoolofMedicine,whenacarriagecamealongbehindme,drivenveryfast.AsIstoodasidetoletthatcarriagepass,apprehensivethatitmightotherwiserunmedown,aheadwasputoutatthewindow,andavoicecalledtothedrivertostop.
`Thecarriagestoppedassoonasthedrivercouldreininhishorses,andthesamevoicecalledtomebymyname.Ianswered.ThecarriagewasthensofarinadvanceofmethattwogentlemenhadtimetoopenthedoorandalightbeforeIcameupwithit.Iobservedthattheywerebothwrappedincloaksandappearedtoconcealthemselves.Astheystoodcarriagedoor,Ialsoobservedthattheybothlookedofaboutmyownage,orratheryounger,andthattheyweregreatlyalike,instature,manner,voice,andasfarasIcouldseefacetoo.
`"YouareDoctorManette?"saidone.
`"Iam."
`"DoctorManette,formerlyofBeauvais,"saidtheother;"theyoungphysician,originallyanexpertsurgeon,whowithinthelastyearortwohasmadearisingreputationinParis?"
`"Gentlemen,"Ireturned,"IamthatDoctorManetteofwhomyouspeaksograciously."
`"wehavebeentoyourresidence,"saidthefirst,"andnotbeingsofortunateastofindyouthere,andbeinginformedthatyouwereprobablywalkinginthisdirection,wefollowed,inthehopeofovertakingyou.Willyoupleasetoenterthecarriage?"
`Themannerofbothwasimperious,andtheybothmoved,asthesewordswerespoken,soastoplacemebetweenthemselvesandthecarriagedoor.Theywerearmed.Iwasnot.
`"Gentlemen,"saidI,"pardonme;butIusuallyinquirewhodoesmethehonourtoseekmyassistance,andwhatisthenatureofthecasetowhichIamsummoned."
`Thereplytothiswasmadebyhimwhohadspokensecond."Doctor,yourclientsarepeopleofcondition.Astothenatureofthecase,ourconfidenceinyourskillassuresusthatyouwillascertainitforyourselfbetterthanwecandescribeit.Enough.Willyoupleasetoenterthecarriage?"
`Icoulddonothingbutcomply,andIentereditinsilence.Theybothenteredafterme——thelastspringingin,afterputtingupthesteps.Thecarriageturnedabout,anddroveonasitsformerspeed.
`Irepeatthisconversationexactlyasitoccurred.Ihavenodoubtthatitis,wordforword,thesame.Idescribeeverythingexactlyasittookplace,constrainingmymindnottowanderfromthetask.WhereImakethebrokenmarksthatfollowhere,Ileaveoffforthetime,andputmypaperinitshiding-place.****
`Thecarriageleftthestreetsbehind,passedtheNorthBarrier,andemergeduponthecountryroad.Attwo-thirdsofaleaguefromtheBarrier——Ididnotestimatethedistanceatthattime,butafterwardswhenItraversedit——itstruckoutofthemainavenue,andpresentlystoppedatasolitaryhouse.Weallthreealighted,andwalked,byadampsoftfootpathinagardenwhereaneglectedfountainhadoverflowed,tothedoorofthehouse.Itwasnotopenedimmediately,inanswertotheringingofthebell,andoneofmytwoconductorsstruckthemanwhoopenedit,withhisheavyriding-glove,acrosstheface.
`Therewasnothinginthisactiontoattractmyparticularattention,forIhadseencommonpeoplestruckmorecommonlythandogs.But,theotherofthetwo,beingangrylike-wise,struckthemaninlikemannerwithhisarm;thelookandbearingofthebrotherswerethensoexactlyalike,thatIthenfirstperceivedthemtobetwinbrothers.
`Fromthetimeofouralightingattheoutergatewhichwefoundlocked,andwhichoneofthebrothershadopenedtoadmitus,andhadre-locked,Ihadheardcriesproceedingfromanupperchamber.Iwasconductedtothischamberstraight,thecriesgrowinglouderasweascendedthestairs,andIfoundapatientinahighfeverofthebrain,lyingonabed.
`Thepatientwasawomanofgreatbeauty,andyoung;assuredlynotmuchpasttwenty.Herhairwastornandragged,andherarmswereboundtohersideswithsashesandhandkerchiefs.Inoticedthatthesebondswereallportionsofagentleman'sdress.Ononeofthem,whichwasafringedScarfforadressofceremony,IsawthearmorialbearingsofaNoble,andtheletterE.
`Isawthis,withinthefirstminuteofmycontemplationofthepatient;for,inherrestlessstrivingsshehadturnedoveronherfaceontheedgeofthebed,haddrawntheendofthescarfintohermouth,andwasindangerofsuffocation.Myfirstactwastoputoutmyhandtorelieveherbreathing;andinmovingthescarfaside,theembroideryinthecornercaughtmysight.
`Iturnedhergentlyover,placedmyhandsuponherbreasttocalmherandkeepherdown,andlookedintoherface.Hereyesweredilatedandwild,andsheconstantlyutteredpiercingshrieks,andrepeatedthewords,"Myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!"andthencounteduptotwelve,andsaid,"Hush!"Foraninstant,andnomore,shewouldpausetolisten,andthenthepiercingshriekswouldbeginagain,andshewouldrepeatthecry,"Myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!"andwouldcountuptotwelve,andsay"Hush!"Therewasnovariationintheorder,orthemanner.Therewasnocessation,buttheregularmoment'spause,intheutteranceofthesesounds.
`"Howlong,"Iasked,"hasthislasted?"
`Todistinguishthebrothers,Iwillcallthemtheelderandtheyounger;bytheelder,Imeanhimwhoexercisedthemostauthority.Itwastheelderwhoreplied,"Sinceaboutthishourlastnight."
`"ShehasaHusband,afather,andabrother?"
`"Abrother."
`"Idonotaddressherbrother?"
`Heansweredwithgreatcontempt,"No."
`"Shehassomerecentassociationwiththenumbertwelve?"
`Theyoungerbrotherimpatientlyrejoined,"Withtwelveo'clock?"
`"See,gentlemen,"saidI,stillkeepingmyhandsuponherbreast,"howuselessIam,asyouhavebroughtme!IfIhadknownwhatIwascomingtosee,Icouldhavecomeprovided.Asitis,timemustbelost.Therearenomedicinestobeobtainedinthislonelyplace."
`Theelderbrotherlookedtotheyounger,whosaidhaughtily,"Thereisacaseofmedicineshere;"andbroughtitfromacloset,andputitonthetable.***
`Iopenedsomeofthebottles,smeltthem,andputthestopperstomylips.IfIhadwantedtouseanythingsavenarcoticmedicinesthatwerepoisonsinthemselves,Iwouldnothaveadministeredanyofthose.
`"Doyoudoubtthem?"askedtheyoungerbrother.
`"Yousee,monsieur,Iamgoingtousethem,"Ireplied,andsaidnomore.
`Imadethepatientswallow,withgreatdifficulty,andaftermanyefforts,thedosethatIdesiredtogive.AsIintendedtorepeatitafterawhile,andasitwasnecessarytowatchitsinfluence,Ithensatdownbythesideofthebed.Therewasatimidandsuppressedwomaninattendancewifeofthemandown-stairs,whohadretreatedintoacorner.Thehousewasdampanddecayed,indifferentlyfurnished——evidently,recentlyoccupiedandtemporarilyused.Somethickoldhangingshadbeennailedupbeforethewindows,todeadenthesoundoftheshrieks.Theycontinuedtobeutteredintheirregularsuccession,withthecry,"Myhusband,myfather,andmybrother!"thecountinguptotwelve,and"Hush!"Thefrenzywassoviolent,thatIhadnotunfastenedthebandagesrestrainingthearms,but,Ihadlookedtothem,toseethattheywerenotpainful.Theonlysparkofencouragementinthecase,was,thatmyhanduponthesufferer'sbreasthadthismuchsoothinginfluence,thatforminutesatatimeittranquillisedthefigure.Ithadnoeffectuponthecries:nopendulumcouldbemoreregular.
`ForthereasonthatmyhandhadthiseffectIassume,Ihadsatbythesideofthebedforhalfanhour,withthetwobrotherslookingon,beforetheeldersaid:
`"Thereisanotherpatient."
`Iwasstartledandasked,"Isitapressingcase?"
`"Youhadbettersee,"hecarelesslyanswered;andtookupalight.***
`Theotherpatientlayinabackroomacrossasecondstaircase,whichwasaspeciesofloftoverastable.Therewasalowplasteredceilingtoapartofit;therestwasopen,totheridgeofthetiledroof,andtherewerebeamsacross.Hayandstrawwerestoredinthatportionoftheplace,fagotsforfiring,andaheapofapplesinsand.Ihadtopassthroughthatpart,togetattheother.Mymemoryiscircumstantialandunshaken.Itryitwiththesedetails,andIseethemall,inthismycellintheBastille,nearthecloseofthetenthyearofmycaptivity,asIsawthemallthatnight.
`Onsomehayontheground,withacushionthrownunderhishead,layahandsomepeasant-boy-aboyofnotmorethanseventeenatthemost.Helayonhisback,withhisteethset,hisrighthandclenchedonhisbreast,andhisglaringeyeslookingstraightupward.Icouldnotseewherehiswoundwas,asIkneeledononekneeoverhim;but,Icouldseethathewasdyingofawoundfromasharppoint.
`"Iamadoctor,mypoorfellow,"saidI."Letmeexamineit."
`"Idonotwantitexamined,"heanswered;"letitbe."
`Itwasunderhishand,andIsoothedhimtoletmemovehishandaway.Thewoundwasasword-thrust,receivedfromtwentytotwenty-fourhoursbefore,butnoskillcouldhavesavedhimifithadbeenlookedtowithoutdelay.Hewasthendyingfast.AsIturnedmyeyestotheelderbrother,Isawhimlookingdownatthishandsomeboywhoselifewasebbingout,asifhewereawoundedbird,orhare,orrabbit;notatallasifhewereafellow-creature.
`"Howhasthisbeendone,monsieur?"saidI.
`"Acrazedyoungcommondog!Aserf!Forcedmybrothertodrawuponhim,andhasfallenbymybrother'sSword——likeagentleman."
`Therewasnotouchofpity,sorrow,orkindredhumanity,inthisanswer.Thespeakerseemedtoacknowledgethatitwasinconvenienttohavethatdifferentorderofcreaturedyingthere,andthatitwould'havebeenbetterifhehaddiedintheusualobscureroutineofhisverminkind.Hewasquiteincapableofanycompassionatefeelingabouttheboy,orabouthisfate.
`Theboy'seyeshadslowlymovedtohimashehadspoken,andtheynowslowlymovedtome.
`"Doctor,theyareveryproud,theseNobles;butwecommondogsareproudtoo,sometimes.Theyplunderus,outrageus,beatus,killus;butwehavealittleprideleft,sometimes.She——haveyouseenher,Doctor?"
`Theshrieksandthecrieswereaudiblethere,thoughsubduedbythedistance.Hereferredtothem,asifshewerelyinginourpresence.
`Isaid,"Ihaveseenher."
`"Sheismysister,Doctor.Theyhavehadtheirshamefulrights,theseNobles,inthemodestyandvirtueofoursisters,manyyears,butMhavehadgoodgirlsamongus.Iknowit,andhaveheardmyfathersayso.Shewasagoodgirl.Shewasbetrothedtoagoodyoungman,too:atenantofhis.Wearealltenantsofhis——thatman'swhostandsthere.Theotherishisbrother,theworstofabadrace."
`Itwaswiththegreatestdifficultythattheboygatheredbodilyforcetospeak;but,hisspiritspokewithadreadfulemphasis.
`Weweresorobbedbythatmanwhostandsthere,asallwecommondogsarebythosesuperiorBeings——taxedbyhimwithoutmercy,obligedtoworkforhimwithoutpay,obligedtogrindourcornathismill,obligedtofeedscoresofhistamebirdsonourwretchedcrops,andforbiddenforourlivestokeepasingletamebirdofourown,pillagedandplunderedtothatdegreethatwhenwechancedtohaveabitofmeat,weateitinfear,withthedoorbarredandtheshuttersclosed,thathispeopleshouldnotseeitandtakeitfromus——Isay,weweresorobbed,andhunted,andweremadesopoor,thatourfathertoldusitwasadreadfulthingtobringachildintotheworld,andthatwhatweshouldmostprayfor,was,thatourwomenmightbebarrenandourmiserableracedieout!"
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