ThetwoshadowyfiguresseenthroughthegreygauzesofthemorningbyRuth,fivehoursbeforethistime,hadgoneontotheopenplacebythenorthentranceofSylvaniaCastle,wherethelanetotheruinsoftheoldcastlebranchedoff。Alistenerwouldnothavegatheredthatasinglewordpassedbetweenthem。Themanwalkedwithdifficulty,supportedbythewoman。Atthisspottheystoppedandkissedeachotheralongwhile。
’WeoughttowalkallthewaytoBudmouth,ifwewishnottobediscovered,’hesaidsadly。’AndIcan’tevengetacrosstheisland,evenbyyourhelp,darling。Itistwomilestothefootofthehill。’
She,whowastrembling,triedtospeakconsolingly:
’IfyoucouldwalkweshouldhavetogodowntheStreetofWells,whereperhapssomebodywouldknowme?NowifwegetbelowheretotheCove,can’twepushoffoneofthelittleboatsIsawtherelastnight,andpaddlealongclosetotheshoretillwegettothenorthside?Thenwecanwalkacrosstothestationverywell。Itisquitecalm,andasthetidesetsinthatdirection,itwilltakeusalongofitself,withoutmuchrowing。I’veoftengotroundinaboatthatway。’
Thisseemedtobetheonlyplanthatoffered,andabandoningthestraightroadtheywounddownthedefilespannedfurtheronbytheoldcastlearch,andformingtheoriginalfosseofthefortress。
Thestrokeoftheirownfootsteps,lightlyasthesefell,wasflappedbacktothemwithimpertinentgratuitousnessbytheverticalfacesoftherock,sostillwaseverythingaround。Alittlefurther,andtheyemergedupontheopenledgeofthelowertierofcliffs,totherightbeingtheslopingpathwayleadingdowntothesecludedcreekattheirbase——thesinglepracticablespotofexitfromorentrancetotheisleonthissidebyaseagoingcraft;onceanactivewharf,whencemanyafinepublicbuildinghadsailed——includingSaintPaul’sCathedral。
Thetimorousshadowyshapesdescendedthefootway,oneatleastofthemknowingtheplacesowellthatshefounditscarcelynecessarytoguideherselfdownbytouchingthenaturalwallofstoneonherrighthand,ashercompaniondid。Thus,withquicksuspensivebreathingstheyarrivedatthebottom,andtrodthefewyardsofshinglewhich,ontheforbiddingshorehereabout,couldbefoundatthisspotalone。Itwassosolitaryastobeunvisitedoftenforfour-and-twentyhoursbyalivingsoul。Upontheconfinedbeachweredrawnuptwoorthreefishing-lerrets,andacoupleofsmallerones,besidethembeingaroughslipwayforlaunching,andaboathouseoftarredboards。Thetwoloversunitedtheirstrengthtopushthesmallestoftheboatsdowntheslope,andfloatingittheyscrambledin。
Thegirlbrokethesilencebyasking,’Wherearetheoars?’
Hefeltabouttheboat,butcouldfindnone。’Iforgottolookfortheoars!’hesaid。
’Theyarelockedintheboathouse,Isuppose。Nowwecanonlysteerandtrusttothecurrent!’
Thecurrentsherewereofacomplicatedkind。Itwastrue,asthegirlhadsaid,thatthetideranroundtothenorth,butataspecialmomentineveryfloodtheresetinalongtheshoreanarrowrefluxcontrarytothegeneralouterflow,called’TheSouthern’bythelocalsailors。ItwasproducedbythepeculiarcurvesofcoastlyingeastandwestoftheBeal;thesebentsouthwardintwobackstreamstheup-Channelflowoneachsideofthepeninsula,whichtwostreamsunitedoutsidetheBeal,andtheremetthedirecttidalflow,theconfluenceofthethreecurrentsmakingthesurfaceoftheseaatthispointtoboillikeapot,evenincalmestweather。Thedisturbedarea,asiswellknown,iscalledtheRace。
ThusalthoughtheouterseawasnowrunningnorthwardtotheroadsteadandthemainlandofWessex’TheSouthern’raninfullforcetowardstheBealandtheRacebeyond。Itcaughtthelovers’haplessboatinafewmoments,and,unabletorowacrossit——mereriver’swidththatitwas——
theybeheldthegreyrocksnearthem,andthegrimwrinkledforeheadoftheisleabove,slidingawaynorthwards。
Theygazedhelplesslyateachother,though,inthelong-livingfaithofyouth,withoutdistinctfear。Theundulationsincreasedinmagnitude,andswungthemhigherandlower。Theboatrocked,receivedasmartslapofthewavesnowandthen,andwheeledround,sothatthelightshipwhichstolidlywinkedatthemfromthequicksand,thesingleobjectwhichtoldthemoftheirbearings,wassometimesontheirrighthandandsometimesontheirleft。Neverthelesstheycouldalwaysdiscernfromitthattheircourse,whetherstemwardsorsternwards,wassteadilysouth。
Abrightideaoccurredtotheyoungman。Hepulledouthishandkerchiefand,strikingalight,setitonfire。Shegavehimhers,andhemadethatflareupalso。Theonlyavailablefuelleftwasthesmallumbrellathegirlhadbrought;thiswasalsokindledinanopenedstate,andhehelditupbythestemtillitwasconsumed。
Thelightshiphadloomedquitelargebythistime,andafewminutesaftertheyhadburntthehandkerchiefsandumbrellaacolouredflamerepliedtothemfromthevessel。Theyflungtheirarmsroundeachother。
’Iknewweshouldn’tbedrowned!’saidAvicehysterically。
’Ithoughtweshouldn’ttoo,’saidhe。
Withtheappearanceofdayaboatputofftotheirassistance,andtheyweretowedtowardstheheavyredhulkwiththelargewhitelettersonitsside。
3。VII。ANOLDTABERNACLEINANEWASPECT
TheOctoberdaythickenedintodusk,andJocelynsatmusingbesidethecorpseofMrs。Pierston。Avicehavinggoneawaynobodyknewwhither,hehadactedasthenearestfriendofthefamily,andattendedaswellashecouldtothesombredutiesnecessitatedbyhermother’sdecease。
Itwasdoubtful,indeed,ifanybodyelsewereinapositiontodoso。
OfAvicetheSecond’stwobrothers,onehadbeendrownedatsea,andtheotherhademigrated,whileheronlychildbesidesthepresentAvicehaddiedininfancy。Asforherfriends,shehadbecomesoabsorbedinherambitiousandnearlyaccomplisheddesignofmarryingherdaughtertoJocelyn,thatshehadgraduallycompletedthatestrangementbetweenherselfandtheotherislanderswhichhadbeenbegunsolongagoaswhen,ayoungwoman,shehadherselfbeenaskedbyPierstontomarryhim。Onhertantalizinginabilitytoacceptthehonouroffered,sheandherhusbandhadbeensetupinamatter-of-factbusinessinthestonetradebyherpatron,butthatunforgettablerequestintheLondonstudiohadmadeherfeeleversincearefinedkinshipwithsculpture,andaproportionatealoofnessfrommerequarrying,whichwas,perhaps,nomorethanavenialweaknessinAvicetheSecond。Herdaughter’sobjectiontoJocelynshecouldneverunderstand。Toherowneyehewasnoolderthanwhenhehadproposedtoher。
AshesatdarklingheretheghostlyoutlinesofformershapestakenbyhisLovecameroundtheirsistertheunconsciouscorpse,confrontinghimfromthewallinsadarray,likethepicturedTrojanwomenbeheldbyAEneasonthewallsofCarthage。Manyofthemhehadidealizedinbustandinfigurefromtimetotime,butitwasnotassuchthatherememberedandreanimatedthemnow;ratherwasitinalltheirnaturalcircumstances,weaknesses,andstains。Andthenashecametohimselftheirvoicesgrewfainter;theyhadallgoneoffontheirdifferentcareers,andhewasleftherealone。
Theprobableridiculethatwouldresulttohimfromtheeventsofthedayhedidnotmindinitselfatall。Buthewouldfainhaveremovedthemisapprehensionsonwhichitwouldbebased。That,however,wasimpossible。Nobodywouldeverknowthetruthabouthim;whatitwashehadsoughtthathadsoeluded,tantalized,andescapedhim;whatitwasthathadledhimsuchadance,andhadatlast,ashebelievedjustnowinthefreshnessofhisloss,beendiscoveredinthegirlwhohadlefthim。Itwasnottheflesh;hehadneverkneltlowtothat。Notawomanintheworldhadbeenwreckedbyhim,thoughhehadbeenimpassionedbysomany。Nobodywouldguessthefurthersentiment——thecordialloving-kindness——whichhadlainbehindwhathadseemedtohimtheenrapturedfulfilmentofapleasingdestinypostponedforfortyyears。HisattractiontothethirdAvicewouldberegardedbytheworldastheselfishdesignsofanelderlymanonamaid。
Hislifeseemednolongeraprofessionalman’sexperience,butaghoststory;andhewouldfainhavevanishedfromhishauntsonthiscriticalafternoon,astheresthaddone。Hedesiredtosleepawayhistendencies,tomakesomethinghappenwhichwouldputanendtohisbondagetobeautyintheideal。
Sohesatontillitwasquitedark,andalightwasbrought。Therewasachillywindblowingoutside,andthelightshiponthequicksandafarlookedharassedandforlorn。Thehaggardsolitudewasbrokenbyaringatthedoor。
Pierstonheardavoicebelow,theaccentsofawoman。Theyhadagroundqualityoffamiliarity,asuperficialarticulationofstrangeness。Onlyonepersoninallhisexperiencehadeverpossessedpreciselythosetones;rich,asiftheyhadoncebeenpowerful。
Explanationsseemedtobeaskedforandgiven,andinaminutehewasinformedthataladywasdownstairswhomperhapshewouldliketosee。
’Whoisthelady?’Jocelynasked。
Theservanthesitatedalittle。’Mrs。Leverre——themotherofthe——
younggentlemanMissAvicehasrunoffwith。’
’Yes——I’llseeher,’saidPierston。
HecoveredthefaceofthedeadAvice,anddescended。’Leverre,’hesaidtohimself。Hisearshadknownthatnamebeforeto-day。ItwasthenamethosetravellingAmericanshehadmetinRomegavethewomanhesupposedmightbeMarciaBencomb。
Asuddenadjustinglightburstuponmanyfamiliarthingsatthatmoment。Hefoundthevisitorinthedrawing-room,standingupveiled,thecarriagewhichhadbroughtherbeinginwaitingatthedoor。Bythedimlighthecouldseenothingofherfeaturesinsuchcircumstances。
’Mr。Pierston?’
’IamMr。Pierston。’
’YourepresentthelateMrs。Pierston?’
’Ido——thoughIamnotoneofthefamily。’
’Iknowit……IamMarcia——afterfortyyears。’
’Iwasdiviningasmuch,Marcia。Maythelineshavefallentoyouinpleasantplacessincewelastmet!But,ofallmomentsofmylife,whydoyouchoosetohuntmeupnow?’
’Why——Iamthestep-motherandonlyrelationoftheyoungmanyourbrideelopedwiththismorning。’
’Iwasjustguessingthat,too,asIcamedownstairs。But——’
’AndIamnaturallymakinginquiries。’
’Yes。Letustakeitquietly,andshutthedoor。’
Marciasatdown。Andhelearntthattheconjunctionofoldthingsandnewwasnoaccident。WhatMrs。Pierstonhaddiscussedwithhernurseandneighbourasvagueintelligence,wasnowrevealedtoJocelynatfirsthandbyMarciaherself;how,manyyearsaftertheirseparation,andwhenshewasleftpoorbythedeathofherimpoverishedfather,shehadbecomethewifeofthatbygoneJerseyloverofhers,whowantedatendernurseandmotherfortheinfantlefthimbyhisfirstwiferecentlydeceased;howhehaddiedafewyearslater,leavingherwiththeboy,whomshehadbroughtupatSt。HeliersandinParis,educatinghimaswellasshecouldwithherlimitedmeans,tillhebecametheFrenchmasterataschoolinSandbourne;andhow,ayearago,sheandhersonhadgottoknowMrs。Pierstonandherdaughterontheirvisittotheisland,’toascertain,’sheadded,moredeliberately,’notentirelyforsentimentalreasons,whathadbecomeofthemanwithwhomIelopedinthefirstflushofmyyoungwomanhood,andonlymissedmarryingbymyownwill。’
Pierstonbowed。
’Well,thatwashowtheacquaintancebetweenthechildrenbegan,andtheirpassionateattachmenttoeachother。’ShedetailedhowAvicehadinducedhermothertolethertakelessonsinFrenchofyoungLeverre,renderingtheirmeetingseasy。Marciahadneverthoughtofhinderingtheirintimacy,forinherrecentyearsofafflictionshehadacquiredanewinterestinthenameshehadrefusedtotakeinherpurse-proudyoungwomanhood;anditwasnotuntilsheknewhowdeterminedMrs。
PierstonwastomakeherdaughterJocelyn’swifethatshehadobjectedtoherson’sacquaintancewithAvice。Butitwastoolatetohinderwhathadbeenbegun。Hehadlatelybeenill,andshehadbeenfrightenedbyhisnotreturninghomethenightbefore。ThenoteshehadreceivedfromhimthatdayhadonlyinformedherthatAviceandhimselfhadgonetobemarriedimmediately——whithershedidnotknow。
’Whatdoyoumeantodo?’sheasked。
’Idonothing:thereisnothingtobedone……ItishowIservedhergrandmother——oneofTime’srevenges。’
’Servedhersoforme。’
’Yes。Nowshemeforyourson。’
Marciapausedalongwhilethinkingthatover,tillarousingherselfsheresumed:’Butcan’tweinquirewhichwaytheywentoutoftheisland,orgathersomeparticularsaboutthem?’
’Aye——yes。Wewill。’
AndPierstonfoundhimselfasinadreamwalkingbesideMarciaalongtheroadintheircommonquest。Hediscoveredthatalmosteveryoneoftheneighbouringinhabitantsknewmoreabouttheloversthanhedidhimself。
Atthecornersomemenwereengagedinconversationontheoccurrence。
Itwasallusiveonly,butknowingthedialect,PierstonandMarciagathereditsimporteasily。Assoonasithadgotlightthatmorningoneoftheboatswasdiscoveredmissingfromthecreekbelow,andwhentheflightoftheloverswasmadeknownitwasinferredthattheyweretheculprits。
UnconsciouslyPierstonturnedinthedirectionofthecreek,withoutregardingwhetherMarciafollowedhim,andthoughitwasdarkerthanwhenAviceandLeverrehaddescendedinthemorninghepursuedhiswaydowntheinclinetillhereachedthewater-side。
’Isthatyou,Jocelyn?’
TheinquirycamefromMarcia。Shewasbehindhim,abouthalf-waydown。
’Yes,’hesaid,noticingthatitwasthefirsttimeshehadcalledhimbyhisChristianname。
’Ican’tseewhereyouare,andIamafraidtofollow。’
Afraidtofollow。Howstrangelythatalteredhisconceptionofher。
Tillthismomentshehadstoodinhismindastheimperious,invincibleMarciaofold。Therewasastrangepathosinthisrevelation。Hewentbackandfeltforherhand。’I’llleadyoudown,’hesaid。Andhedidso。
Theylookedoutuponthesea,andthelightshipshiningasifithadquiteforgottenallaboutthefugitives。’Iamsouneasy,’saidMarcia。’Doyouthinktheygotsafelytoland?’
’Yes,’repliedsomeoneotherthanJocelyn。Itwasaboatmansmokingintheshadowoftheboathouse。Heinformedherthattheywerepickedupbythelightshipmen,andafterwards,attheirrequest,takenacrosstotheoppositeshore,wheretheylanded,proceedingthenceonfoottothenearestrailwaystationandenteringthetrainforLondon。Thisintelligencehadreachedtheislandaboutanhourbefore。
’They’llbemarriedto-morrowmorning!’saidMarcia。
’Somuchthebetter。Don’tregretit,Marcia。Heshallnotlosebyit。Ihavenorelationintheworldexceptsometwentiethcousinsintheisle,ofwhomherfatherwasone,andI’lltakestepsatoncetomakeheragoodmatchforhim。Asforme……Ihavelivedadaytoolong。’
3。VIII。’ALASFORTHISGREYSHADOW,ONCEAMAN!’
InthemonthofNovemberwhichfollowedPierstonwaslyingdangerouslyillofafeverathishouseinLondon。
ThefuneralofthesecondAvicehadhappenedtobeononeofthosedrenchingafternoonsoftheautumn,whentherawrainflieslevelasthemissilesoftheancientinhabitantsacrossthebeakedpromontorywhichhasformedthesceneofthisnarrative,scarcelyalightingexceptagainsttheuprightsidesofthingssturdyenoughtostanderect。Onepersononlyfollowedthecorpseintothechurchaschiefmourner,JocelynPierston——fickleloverinthebrief,faithfulfriendinthelongrun。NomeanshadbeenfoundofcommunicatingwithAvicebeforetheinterment,thoughthedeathhadbeenadvertisedinthelocalandotherpapersinthehopethatitmightcatchhereye。
So,whenthepatheticprocessioncameoutofthechurchandmovedroundintothegraveyard,ahiredvehiclefromBudmouthwasseencomingatgreatspeedalongtheopenroadfromTop-o’-Hill。Itstoppedatthechurchyardgate,andayoungmanandwomanalightedandentered,thevehiclewaiting。TheyglidedalongthepathandreachedPierston’ssidejustasthebodywasdepositedbythegrave。
Hedidnotturnhishead。HeknewitwasAvice,withHenriLeverre——bythistime,hesupposed,herhusband。Herremorsefulgrief,thoughsilent,seemedtoimpregnatetheatmospherewithitsheaviness。
PerceivingthattheyhadnotexpectedhimtobetherePierstonedgedback;andwhentheservicewasoverhekeptstillfurtheraloof,anactofconsideratenesswhichsheseemedtoappreciate。
Thus,byhisowncontrivance,neitherAvicenortheyoungmanheldcommunicationwithJocelynbywordorbysign。Aftertheburialtheyreturnedastheyhadcome。
ItwassupposedthathisexposurethatdayinthebleakestchurchyardinWessex,tellinguponadistractedmentalandbodilycondition,hadthrownPierstonintothechillandfeverwhichheldhimswayingforweeksbetweenlifeanddeathshortlyafterhisreturntotown。Whenhehadpassedthecrisis,andbegantoknowagainthattherewassuchastateasmentalequilibriumandphysicalcalm,heheardawhisperedconversationgoingonaroundhim,andthetouchoffootstepsonthecarpet。Thelightinthechamberwassosubduedthatnothingaroundhimcouldbeseenwithanydistinctness。Twolivingfigureswerepresent,anursemovingaboutsoftly,andavisitor。Hediscernedthatthelatterwasfeminine,andforthetimethiswasall。
Hewasrecalledtohissurroundingsbyavoicemurmuringtheinquiry:
’Doesthelighttryyoureyes?’
Thetonesseemedfamiliar:theywerespokenbythewomanwhowasvisitinghim。HerecollectedthemtobeMarcia’s,andeverythingthathadhappenedbeforehefellillcamebacktohismind。
’Areyouhelpingtonurseme,Marcia?’heasked。
’Yes。Ihavecomeuptostayheretillyouarebetter,asyouseemtohavenootherwomanfriendwhocareswhetheryouaredeadoralive。I
amlivingquitenear。Iamgladyouhavegotroundthecorner。Wehavebeenveryanxious。’
’Howgoodyouare!……And——haveyouheardoftheothers?’
’Theyaremarried。Theyhavebeenheretoseeyou,andareverysorry。
Shesatbyyou,butyoudidnotknowher。Shewasbrokendownwhenshediscoveredhermother’sdeath,whichhadneveronceoccurredtoherasbeingimminent。Theyhavegoneawayagain。Ithoughtitbestsheshouldleave,nowthatyouareoutofdanger。NowyoumustbequiettillIcomeandtalkagain。’
Pierstonwasconsciousofasingularchangeinhimself,whichhadbeenrevealedbythisslightdiscourse。Hewasnolongerthesamemanthathehadhithertobeen。Themalignantfever,orhisexperiences,orboth,hadtakenawaysomethingfromhim,andputsomethingelseinitsplace。
Duringthenextdays,withfurtherintellectualexpansion,hebecameclearlyawareofwhatthiswas。Theartisticsensehadlefthim,andhecouldnolongerattachadefinitesentimenttoimagesofbeautyrecalledfromthepast。Hisappreciativenesswascapableofexercisingitselfonlyonutilitarianmatters,andrecollectionofAvice’sgoodqualitiesalonehadanyeffectonhismind;ofherappearancenoneatall。
Atfirsthewasappalled;andthenhesaid,’ThankGod!’
Marcia,who,withsomethingofheroldabsolutism,cametohishousecontinuallytoinquireandgiveorders,andtohisroomtoseehimeveryafternoon,foundoutforherselfinthecourseofhisconvalescencethisstrangedeathofthesensuoussideofJocelyn’snature。ShehadsaidthatAvicewasgettingextraordinarilyhandsome,andthatshedidnotwonderherstepsonlosthishearttoher——aninadvertentremarkwhichsheimmediatelyregretted,infearlestitshouldagitatehim。Hemerelyanswered,however,’Yes;Isupposesheishandsome。She’smore——awisegirlwhowillmakeagoodhousewifeintime……Iwishyouwerenothandsome,Marcia。’
’Why?’
’Idon’tquiteknowwhy。Well——itseemsastupidqualitytome。I
can’tunderstandwhatitisgoodforanymore。’
’O——Iasawomanthinkthere’sgoodinit。’
’Isthere?ThenIhavelostallconceptionofit。Idon’tknowwhathashappenedtome。IonlyknowIdon’tregretit。RobinsonCrusoelostadayinhisillness:Ihavelostafaculty,forwhichlossHeavenbepraised!’
Therewassomethingpatheticinthisannouncement,andMarciasighedasshesaid,’Perhapswhenyougetstrongitwillcomebacktoyou。’
Pierstonshookhishead。ItthenoccurredtohimthatneversincethereappearanceofMarciahadheseenherinfulldaylight,orwithoutabonnetandthickveil,whichshealwaysretainedonthesefrequentvisits,andthathehadbeenunconsciouslyregardingherastheMarciaoftheirearlytime,afancywhichthesmallchangeinhervoicewellsustained。Thestatelyfigure,thegoodcolour,theclassicalprofile,theratherlargehandsomenoseandsomewhatprominent,regularteeth,thefulldarkeye,formedstilltheMarciaofhisimagination;thequeenlycreaturewhohadinfatuatedhimwhenthefirstAvicewasdespisedandhersuccessorsunknown。Itwasthisoldideawhich,inhisrevoltfrombeauty,hadledtohisregretatherassumedhandsomeness。Hebeganwonderingnowhowmuchremainedofthatpresentationafterfortyyears。
’Whydon’tyoueverletmeseeyou,Marcia?’heasked。
’O,Idon’tknow。Youmeanwithoutmybonnet?Youhaveneveraskedmeto,andIamobligedtowrapupmyfacewiththiswoolveilbecauseI
suffersofromachesinthesecoldwinterwinds,thoughathickveilisawkwardforanyonewhosesightisnotsogoodasitwas。’
TheimpregnableMarcia’ssightnotsogoodasitwas,andherfaceintheachingstageoflife:thesesimplethingscameassermonstoJocelyn。
’ButcertainlyIwillgratifyyourcuriosity,’sheresumedgood-
naturedly。’Itisreallyacomplimentthatyoushouldstilltakethatsortofinterestinme。’
Shehadmovedroundfromthedarksideoftheroomtothelamp——forthedaylighthadgone——andshenowsuddenlytookoffthebonnet,veilandall。Shestoodrevealedtohiseyesasremarkablygood-looking,consideringthelapseofyears。
’Iam——vexed!’hesaid,turninghisheadasideimpatiently。’Youarefairandfive-and-thirty——notadaymore。Youstillsuggestbeauty。
YOUwon’tdoasachastisement,Marcia!’
’Ah,butImay!Tothinkthatyouknowwomannobetterafterallthistime!’
’How?’
’Tobesoeasilydeceived。Think:itislamplight;andyoursightisweakatpresent;and……Well,Ihavenoreasonforbeinganythingbutcandidnow,Godknows!SoIwilltellyou……Myhusbandwasyoungerthanmyself;andhehadanabsurdwishtomakepeoplethinkhehadmarriedayoungandfresh-lookingwoman。TofallinwithhisvanityItriedtolookit。WewereofteninParis,andIbecameasskilledinbeautifyingartificesasanypasseewifeoftheFaubourgSt。
Germain。SincehisdeathIhavekeptupthepractice,partlybecausetheviceisalmostineradicable,andpartlybecauseIfoundthatithelpedmewithmeninbringinguphisboyonsmallmeans。AtthismomentIamfrightfullymadeup。ButIcancurethat。I’llcomeinto-morrowmorning,ifitisbright,justasIreallyam;you’llfindthatTimehasnotdisappointedyou。RememberIamasoldasyourself;
andIlookit。’
Themorrowcame,andwithitMarcia,quiteearly,asshehadpromised。
Ithappenedtobesunny,andshuttingthebedroomdoorshewentroundtothewindow,wheresheuncoveredimmediately,inhisfullview,andsaid,’SeeifIamsatisfactorynow——toyouwhothinkbeautyvain。Therestofme——anditisagooddeal——liesonmydressing-tableathome。
Ishallneverputitonagain——never!’
Butshewasawoman;andherlipsquivered,andtherewasatearinhereye,assheexposedtheruthlesstreatmenttowhichshehadsubjectedherself。Thecruelmorningrays——aswithJocelynunderAvice’sscrutiny——showedintheirfullbareness,unenrichedbyaddition,undisguisedbytheartsofcolourandshade,thethinremainsofwhathadoncebeenMarcia’smajesticbloom。ShestoodtheimageandsuperscriptionofAge——anoldwoman,paleandshrivelled,herforeheadploughed,hercheekhollow,herhairwhiteassnow。Tothisthefaceheoncekissedhadbeenbroughtbytheraspings,chisellings,scourgings,bakings,freezingsoffortyinvidiousyears——bythethinkingsofmorethanhalfalifetime。
’IamsorryifIshockyou,’shewentonhuskilybutfirmly,ashedidnotspeak。’Butthemothfretsthegarmentsomewhatinsuchaninterval。’
’Yes——yes!……Marcia,youareabravewoman。Youhavethecourageofthegreatwomenofhistory。Icannolongerlove;butIadmireyoufrommysoul!’
’Don’tsayIamgreat。SayIhavebeguntobepassablyhonest。Itismorethanenough。’
’Well——I’llsaynothingthen,morethanhowwonderfulitisthatawomanshouldhavebeenabletoputbacktheclockofTimethirtyyears!’
’Itshamesmenow,Jocelyn。Ishallneverdoitanymore!’
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Assoonashewasstrongenoughhegothertotakehimroundtohisstudioinacarriage。Theplacehadbeenkeptaired,buttheshutterswereshut,andtheyopenedthemthemselves。Helookedrounduponthefamiliarobjects——somecompleteandmatured,themainofthemseedlings,grafts,andscionsofbeauty,waitingforamindtogrowtoperfectionin。
’No——Idon’tlikethem!’hesaid,turningaway。’Theyareasuglinesstome!Idon’tfeelasingletouchofkinwithorinterestinanyoneofthemwhatever。’
’Jocelyn——thisissad。’
’No——notatall。’Hewentagaintowardsthedoor。’Nowletmelookround。’Helookedback,Marciaremainingsilent。’TheAphrodites——howIinsultedherfairformbythosefailures!——theFreyjas,theNymphsandFauns,Eves,Avices,andotherinnumerableWell-Beloveds——Iwanttoseethemneveranymore!……"Insteadofsweetsmellthereshallbestink,andthereshallbeburninginsteadofbeauty,"saidtheprophet。’
Andtheycameaway。OnanotherafternoontheywenttotheNationalGallery,totesthistasteinpaintings,whichhadformerlybeengood。
Asshehadexpected,itwasjustthesamewithhimthere。Hesawnomoretomovehim,hedeclared,inthetime-defyingpresentationsofPerugino,Titian,Sebastiano,andotherstatuesquecreatorsthanintheworkofthepavementartisttheyhadpassedontheirway。
’Itisstrange!’saidshe。
’Idon’tregretit。Thatfeverhaskilledafacultywhichhas,afterall,broughtmemygreatestsorrows,ifafewlittlepleasures。Letusbegone。’
Hewasnowsowelladvancedinconvalescencethatitwasdeemedamostdesirablethingtotakehimdownintohisnativeair。Marciaagreedtoaccompanyhim。’Idon’tseewhyIshouldn’t,’saidshe。’Anoldfriendlesswomanlikeme,andyouanoldfriendlessman。’
’Yes。ThankHeavenIamoldatlast。Thecurseisremoved。’
ItmaybeshortlystatedherethatafterhisdeparturefortheislePierstonneveragainsawhisstudiooritscontents。Hehadbeendowntherebutabriefwhilewhen,findinghissenseofbeautyinartandnatureabsolutelyextinct,hedirectedhisagentintowntodispersethewholecollection;whichwasdone。Hisleaseofthebuildingwassold,andinthecourseoftimeanothersculptorwonadmirationtherefromthosewhoknewnotJoseph。ThenextyearhisnamefiguredontheretiredlistofAcademicians。
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Astimewentonhegrewaswellasoneofhisagecouldexpecttobeaftersuchablastingillness,butremainedontheisle,intheonlyhousehenowpossessed,acomparativelysmalloneatthetopoftheStreetofWells。AgrowingsenseoffriendshipwhichitwouldbefoolishtointerruptledhimtotakeasomewhatsimilarhouseforMarciaquitenear,andremoveherfurniturethitherfromSandbourne。
WhenevertheafternoonwasfinehewouldcallforherandtheywouldtakeastrolltogethertowardstheBeal,ortheancientCastle,seldomgoingthewholeway,hissciaticaandherrheumatismeffectuallypreventingthem,exceptinthedriestatmospheres。Hehadnowchangedhisstyleofdressentirely,appearingalwaysinahomelysuitoflocalmake,andofthefashionofthirtyyearsbefore,theachievementofatailoressatEastQuarriers。Healsolethisiron-greybeardgrowasitwould,andwhatlittlehairhehadleftfromthebaldnesswhichhadfollowedthefever。Andthus,numberinginyearsbuttwo-and-sixty,hemighthavepassedforseventy-five。
Thoughtheirearlyadventureaslovershadhappenedsolongago,itshistoryhadbecomeknownintheislewithmysteriousrapidityandfulnessofdetail。Thegossiptowhichitsbearingontheirpresentfriendshipgaverisewasthesubjectoftheirconversationononeofthesewalksalongthecliffs。
’Itisextraordinarywhataninterestourneighbourstakeinouraffairs,’heobserved。’Theysay"thoseoldfolkoughttomarry;
betterlatethannever。"That’showpeopleare——wantingtoroundoffotherpeople’shistoriesinthebestmachine-madeconventionalmanner。’
’Yes。Theykeeponaboutittome,too,indirectly。’
’Dothey!Ibelieveadeputationwillwaituponussomemorning,requestingintheinterestsofmatchmakingthatwewillpleasetogetmarriedassoonaspossible……Hownearweweretodoingitfortyyearsago,onlyyouweresoindependent!Ithoughtyouwouldhavecomebackandwasmuchsurprisedthatyoudidn’t。’
’Myindependentideaswerenotblameworthyinme,asanislander,thoughasakimberlinyoungladyperhapstheywouldhavebeen。Therewassimplynoreasonfromanislander’spointofviewwhyIshouldcomeback,sincenoresultthreatenedfromourunion;andIdidn’t。Myfatherkeptthatviewbeforeme,andIbowedtohisjudgment。’
’Andsotheislandruledourdestinies,thoughwewerenotonit。Yes——
weareinhandsnotourown……Didyouevertellyourhusband?’
’No。’
’Didheeverhearanything?’
’NotthatIamaware。’
Callinguponheroneday,hefoundherinastateofgreatdiscomfort。
Incertaingustywindsthechimneysofthelittlehouseshehadtakenheresmokedintolerably,andoneofthesewindswasblowingthen。Herdrawing-roomfirecouldnotbekeptburning,andratherthanletawomanwhosufferedfromrheumatismshiverfirelessheaskedhertocomeroundandlunchwithhimasshehadoftendonebefore。Astheywenthethought,notforthefirsttime,howneedlessitwasthatsheshouldbeputtothisinconveniencebytheiroccupyingtwohouses,whenonewouldbettersuittheirnowconstantcompanionship,anddisembarrassheroftheobjectionablechimneys。Moreover,bymarryingMarcia,andestablishingaparentalrelationwiththeyoungpeople,theratherdelicatebusinessofhismakingthemaregularallowancewouldbecomeanaturalproceeding。
Andsothezealouswishesoftheneighbourstogiveageometricalshapetotheirstorywerefulfilledalmostinspiteofthechiefpartiesthemselves。Whenheputthequestiontoherdistinctly,Marciaadmittedthatshehadalwaysregrettedtheimperiousdecisionofheryouth;andshemadenoadoaboutacceptinghim。
’Ihavenolovetogive,youknow,Marcia,’hesaid。’ButsuchfriendshipasIamcapableofisyourstilltheend。’
’Itisnearlythesamewithme——perhapsnotquite。But,liketheotherpeople,Ihavesomehowfelt,andyouwillunderstandwhy,thatIoughttobeyourwifebeforeIdie。’
Itchancedthatadayortwobeforetheceremony,whichwasfixedtotakeplaceveryshortlyaftertheforegoingconversation,Marcia’srheumatismsuddenlybecameacute。Theattackpromised,however,tobeonlytemporary,owingtosomeaccidentalexposureofherselfinmakingpreparationsforremoval,andastheythoughtitundesirabletopostponetheirunionforsuchareason,Marcia,afterbeingwellwrappedup,waswheeledintothechurchinachair。
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Amonththereafter,whentheyweresittingatbreakfastonemorning,Marciaexclaimed’Well——goodheavens!’whilereadingalettershehadjustreceivedfromAvice,whowaslivingwithherhusbandinahousePierstonhadboughtforthematSandbourne。
Jocelynlookedup。
’Why——AvicesaysshewantstobeseparatedfromHenri!Didyoueverhearofsuchathing!She’scominghereaboutitto-day。’
’Separated?Whatdoesthechildmean!’Pierstonreadtheletter。
’Ridiculousnonsense!’hecontinued。’Shedoesn’tknowwhatshewants。
Isayshesha’n’tbeseparated!Tellherso,andthere’sanendofit。
Why——howlonghavetheybeenmarried?Nottwelvemonths。Whatwillshesaywhentheyhavebeenmarriedtwentyyears!’
Marciaremainedreflecting。’Ithinkthatremorsefulfeelingsheunluckilyhasattimes,ofhavingdisobeyedhermother,andcausedherdeath,makesherirritable,’shemurmured。’Poorchild!’
Lunch-timehadhardlycomewhenAvicearrived,lookingverytearfulandexcited。Marciatookherintoaninnerroom,hadaconversationwithher,andtheycameouttogether。
’Oit’snothing,’saidMarcia。’Itellhershemustgobackdirectlyshehashadsomeluncheon。’
’Ah,that’sallverywell!’sobbedAvice。’B-b-butifyouhadbeenm-
marriedsolongasIhave,y-youwouldn’tsaygobacklikethat!’
’Whatisitallabout?’inquiredPierston。
’HesaidthatifheweretodieI——I——shouldbelookingoutforsomebodywithfairhairandgreyeyes,just——justtospitehiminhisgrave,becausehe’sdark,andhe’squitesureIdon’tlikedarkpeople!
Andthenhesaid——ButIwon’tbesotreacherousastotellanymoreabouthim!Iwish——’
’Avice,yourmotherdidthisverything。Andshewentbacktoherhusband。Nowyouaretodothesame。Letmesee;thereisatrain——’
’Shemusthavesomethingtoeatfirst。Sitdown,dear。’
ThequestionwassettledbythearrivalofHenrihimselfattheendofluncheon,withaveryanxiousandpaleface。Pierstonwentofftoabusinessmeeting,andlefttheyoungcoupletoadjusttheirdifferencesintheirownway。
Hisbusinesswas,amongkindredundertakingswhichfollowedtheextinctionoftheWell-Belovedandotherideals,toadvanceaschemefortheclosingoftheoldnaturalfountainsintheStreetofWells,becauseoftheirpossiblecontamination,andsupplyingthetownletwithwaterfrompipes,aschemethatwascarriedoutathisexpense,asiswellknown。Hewasalsoengagedinacquiringsomeoldmoss-grown,mullionedElizabethancottages,forthepurposeofpullingthemdownbecausetheyweredamp;whichheafterwardsdid,andbuiltnewoneswithhollowwalls,andfullofventilators。
Atpresentheissometimesmentionedas’thelateMr。Pierston’bygourd-likeyoungart-criticsandjournalists;andhisproductionsarealludedtoasthoseofamannotwithoutgenius,whosepowerswereinsufficientlyrecognizedinhislifetime。