首页 >出版文学> The Well-Beloved——A Sketch of A Temperament>第5章
  Pierstonbecamecoldasastone。ThechilltowardsNicholathatthepresenceofthegirl,——sprite,witch,trollthatshewas——broughtwithitcamelikeadoom。Heknewwhatafoolhewas,ashehadsaid。Buthewaspowerlessinthegraspoftheidealizingpassion。HecaredmoreforAvice’sfinger-tipsthanforMrs。Pine-Avon’swholepersonality。
  PerhapsNicholasawit,forshesaidmournfully:’NowIhavedoneallIcould!Ifeltthattheonlycounterpoisetomycrueltytoyouinmydrawing-roomwouldbetocomeasasupplianttoyours。’
  ’Itismosthandsomeandnobleofyou,myverydearfriend!’saidhe,withanemotionofcourtesyratherthanofenthusiasm。
  Thenadieuxwerespoken,andshedroveaway。ButPierstonsawonlytheretreatingAvice,andknewthathewashelplessinherhands。ThechurchoftheislandhadrisennearthefoundationsofthePagantemple,andaChristianemanationfromtheformermightbewrathfullytorturinghimthroughtheveryfalsegodstowhomhehaddevotedhimselfbothinhiscraft,likeDemetriusofEphesus,andinhisheart。
  PerhapsDivinepunishmentforhisidolatrieshadcome。
  2。X。SHEFAILSTOVANISHSTILL
  PierstonhadnotturnedfarbacktowardsthecastlewhenhewasovertakenbySomersandthemanwhocarriedhispaintinglumber。Theypacedtogethertothedoor;themandepositedthearticlesandwentaway,andthetwowalkedupanddownbeforeentering。
  ’Imetanextremelyinterestingwomanintheroadoutthere,’saidthepainter。
  ’Ah,sheis!Asprite,asylph;Psycheindeed!’
  ’Iwasstruckwithher。’
  ’Itshowshowbeautywilloutthroughthehomeliestguise。’
  ’Yes,itwill;thoughnotalways。Andthiscasedoesn’tproveit,forthelady’sattirewasinthelatestandmostapprovedtaste。’
  ’Oh,youmeantheladywhowasdriving?’
  ’Ofcourse。What,wereyouthinkingoftheprettylittlecottage-girloutsidehere?Ididmeether,butwhat’sshe?Verywellforone’spicture,thoughhardlyforone’sfireside。Thislady——’
  ’IsMrs。Pine-Avon。Akind,proudwoman,who’lldowhatpeoplewithnopridewouldnotcondescendtothinkof。SheisleavingBudmouthto-
  morrow,andshedroveacrosstoseeme。Youknowhowthingsseemedtobegoingwithusatonetime?ButIamnogoodtoanywoman。She’sbeenverygeneroustowardsme,whichI’venotbeentoher……
  She’llultimatelythrowherselfawayuponsomewretchunworthyofher,nodoubt。’
  ’Doyouthinkso?’murmuredSomers。Afterawhilehesaidabruptly,’I’llmarryhermyself,ifshe’llhaveme。Ilikethelookofher。’
  ’Iwishyouwould,Alfred,orrathercould!Shehaslonghadanideaofslippingoutoftheworldoffashionintotheworldofart。Sheisawomanofindividualityandearnestinstincts。Iaminrealtroubleabouther。Iwon’tsayshecanbewon——itwouldbeungenerousofmetosaythat。Buttry。Icanbringyoutogethereasily。’
  ’I’llmarryher,ifshe’swilling!’Withthephlegmaticdogmatismthatwaspartofhim,Somersadded:’Whenyouhavedecidedtomarry,takethefirstnicewomanyoumeet。Theyareallalike。’
  ’Well——youdon’tknowheryet,’repliedJocelyn,whocouldgivepraisewherehecouldnotgivelove。
  ’Butyoudo,andI’lltakeheronthestrengthofyourjudgment。Isshereallyhandsome?——Ihadbutthemerestglance。ButIknowsheis,orshewouldn’thavecaughtyourdiscriminatingeye。’
  ’Youmaytakemywordforit;shelooksaswellathandasafar。’
  ’Whatcolourarehereyes?’
  ’Hereyes?Idon’tgomuchinforcolour,beingprofessionallysworntoform。But,letmesee——grey;andherhairratherlightthandarkbrown。’
  ’Iwantedsomethingdarker,’saidSomersairily。’TherearesomanyfairmodelsamongnativeEnglishwomen。Still,blondesareusefulproperty!……Well,well;thisisflippancy。ButIlikedthelookofher。’
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  Somershadgonebacktotown。Itwasawetdayonthelittlepeninsula:butPierstonwalkedoutasfarasthegarden-houseofhishiredcastle,wherehesatdownandsmoked。Thiserectionbeingontheboundary-wallofhispropertyhisearcouldnowandthencatchthetonesofAvice’svoicefromheropen-dooredcottageinthelanewhichskirtedhisfence;andhenoticedthattherewerenomodulationsinit。
  Heknewwhythatwas。Shewishedtogoout,andcouldnot。Hehadobservedbeforethatwhenshewasplanninganoutingaparticularnotewouldcomeintohervoiceduringtheprecedinghours:adove’sroundnessofsound;nodoubttheeffectuponhervoiceofherthoughtsofherlover,orlovers。Yetthelatteritcouldnotbe。Shewaspureandsinglehearted:halfaneyecouldseethat。Whence,then,thetwomen?Possiblythequarrierwasarelation。
  Thereseemedreasoninthiswhen,goingoutintothelane,heencounteredoneoftheredjacketshehadbeenthinkingof。Soldierswereseldomseeninthisouterpartoftheisle:theirbeatfromtheforts,whenonpleasure,wasintheoppositedirection,andthismanmusthavehadaspecialreasonforcominghither。Pierstonsurveyedhim。Hewasaround-faced,good-humouredfellowtolookat,havingtwolittlepiecesofmoustacheonhisupperlip,likeapairofminnowsrampant,andsmallblackeyes,overwhichtheGlengarrycapstraddledflat。Itwasahatefulideathathertendercheekshouldbekissedbythelipsofthisheavyyoungman,whohadneverbeensublimedbyasinglebattle,evenwithdefencelesssavages。
  Thesoldierwentbeforeherhouse,lookedatthedoor,andmovedondownthecrookedwaytothecliffs,wheretherewasapathbacktotheforts。Buthedidnotadoptit,returningbythewayhehadcome。
  Thisshowedhiswishtopassthehouseagain。Shegavenosign,however,andthesoldierdisappeared。
  PierstoncouldnotbesatisfiedthatAvicewasinthehouse,andhecrossedovertothefrontofherlittlefreeholdandtappedatthedoor,whichstoodajar。
  Nobodycame:hearingaslightmovementwithinhecrossedthethreshold。Avicewastherealone,sittingonalowstoolinadarkcorner,asthoughshewishedtobeunobservedbyanycasualpasser-by。
  Shelookedupathimwithoutemotionorapparentsurprise;buthecouldthenseethatshewascrying。Theview,forthefirsttime,ofdistressinanunprotectedyounggirltowardswhomhefeltdrawnbytiesofextraordinarydelicacyandtenderness,movedPierstonbeyondmeasure。Heenteredwithoutceremony。
  ’Avice,mydeargirl!’hesaid。’Somethingisthematter!’
  Shelookedassent,andhewenton:’Nowtellmeallaboutit。PerhapsIcanhelpyou。Come,tellme。’
  ’Ican’t!’shemurmured。’GrammerStockwoolisupstairs,andshe’llhear!’Mrs。Stockwoolwastheoldwomanwhohadcometolivewiththegirlforcompanysincehermother’sdeath。
  ’Thencomeintomygardenopposite。Thereweshallbequiteprivate。’
  Sherose,putonherhat,andaccompaniedhimtothedoor。Heresheaskedhimifthelanewereempty,andonhisassuringherthatitwasshecrossedoverandenteredwithhimthroughthegarden-wall。
  Theplacewasashadyandsecludedone,thoughthroughtheboughstheseacouldbeseenquitenearathand,itsmoaningsbeingdistinctlyaudible。Awater-dropfromatreefellhereandthere,buttherainwasnotenoughtohurtthem。
  ’Nowletmehearit,’hesaidsoothingly。’Youmaytellmewiththegreatestfreedom。Iwasafriendofyourmother’s,youknow。Thatis,Iknewher;andI’llbeafriendofyours。’
  Thestatementwasrisky,ifhewishedhernottosuspecthimofbeinghermother’sfalseone。Butthatlover’snameappearedtobeunknowntothepresentAvice。
  ’Ican’ttellyou,sir,’sherepliedunwillingly;’exceptthatithastodowithmyownchangeableness。Therestisthesecretofsomebodyelse。’
  ’Iamsorryforthat,’saidhe。
  ’IamgettingtocareforoneIoughtnottothinkof,anditmeansruin。Ioughttogetaway!’。
  ’Youmeanfromtheisland?’
  ’Yes。’
  Pierstonreflected。HispresenceinLondonhadbeendesiredforsometime;yethehaddelayedgoingbecauseofhisnewsolicitudeshere。
  Buttogoandtakeherwithhimwouldaffordhimopportunityofwatchingoverher,tendinghermind,anddevelopingit;whileitmightremoveherfromsomeloomingdanger。Itwasasomewhatawkwardguardianshipforhim,asalonelyman,tocarryout;still,itcouldbedone。Heaskedherabruptlyifshewouldreallyliketogoawayforawhile。
  ’Ilikebesttostayhere,’sheanswered。’Still,Ishouldnotmindgoingsomewhere,becauseIthinkIoughtto。’
  ’WouldyoulikeLondon?’
  Avice’sfacelostitsweepingshape。’Howcouldthatbe?’shesaid。
  ’Ihavebeenthinkingthatyoucouldcometomyhouseandmakeyourselfusefulinsomeway。Irentjustnowoneofthosenewplacescalledflats,whichyoumayhaveheardof;andIhaveastudioattheback。’
  ’Ihaven’theardof’em,’shesaidwithoutinterest。
  ’Well,Ihavetwoservantsthere,andasmymanhasaholidayyoucanhelpthemforamonthortwo。’
  ’Wouldpolishingfurniturebeanygood?Icandothat。’
  ’Ihaven’tmuchfurniturethatrequirespolishing。Butyoucanclearawayplasterandclaymessesinthestudio,andchippingsofstone,andhelpmeinmodelling,anddustallmyVenusfailures,andhandsandheadsandfeetandbones,andotherobjects。’
  Shewasstartled,yetattractedbythenoveltyoftheproposal。
  ’Onlyforatime?’shesaid。
  ’Onlyforatime。Asshortasyoulike,andaslong。’
  Thedeliberatemannerinwhich,afterthefirstsurprise,Avicediscussedthearrangementsthathesuggested,mighthavetoldhimhowfarwasanyfeelingforhimselfbeyondfriendship,andpossiblygratitude,fromagitatingherbreast。Yettherewasnothingextravagantinthediscrepancybetweentheirages,andhehoped,aftershapinghertohimself,towinher。Whathadgrievedhertotearsshewouldnotmoreparticularlytell。
  Shehadnaturallynotmuchneedofpreparation,butshemadeevenlesspreparationthanhewouldhaveexpectedhertorequire。Sheseemedeagertobeoffimmediately,andnotasoulwastoknowofherdeparture。Why,ifshewereinloveandatfirstaversetoleavetheisland,sheshouldbesoprecipitatenowhefailedtounderstand。
  Buthetookgreatcaretocompromiseinnowayagirlinwhomhisinterestwasasprotectiveasitwaspassionate。Heaccordinglylefthertogetoutoftheislandalone,awaitingheratastationafewmilesuptherailway,where,discoveringhimselftoherthroughthecarriage-window,heenteredthenextcompartment,hisframepervadedbyaglowwhichwasalmostjoyathavingforthefirsttimeinhischargeonewhoinheritedthefleshandborethenamesoearlyassociatedwithhisown,andattheprospectofputtingthingsrightwhichhadbeenwrongthroughmanyyears。
  2。XI。THEIMAGEPERSISTS
  Itwasdarkwhenthefour-wheeledcabwhereinhehadbroughtAvicefromthestationstoodattheentrancetothepileofflatsofwhichPierstonoccupiedonefloor——rarerthenasresidencesinLondonthantheyarenow。LeavingAvicetoalightandgettheluggagetakeninbytheporterPierstonwentupstairs。Tohissurprisehisfloorwassilent,andonenteringwithalatchkeytheroomswereallindarkness。
  Hedescendedtothehall,whereAvicewasstandinghelplessbesidetheluggage,whiletheporterwasoutsidewiththecabman。
  ’Doyouknowwhathasbecomeofmyservants?’askedJocelyn。
  ’What——andain’ttheythere,saur?Ah,thenmybeliefisthatwhatI
  suspectedisthrue!Youdidn’tleaveyourwine-cellarunlocked,didyou,saur,bynomistake?’
  Pierstonconsidered。Hethoughthemighthaveleftthekeywithhiselderservant,whomhehadbelievedhecouldtrust,especiallyasthecellarwasnotwellstocked。
  ’Ah,thenitwasso!She’sbeenveryqueer,saur,thislastweekortwo。Oyes,sendingmessagesdownthespakin’-tubewhichwerelikemadnessitself,andorderingusthisandthat,tillwewouldtakenonoticeatall。Iseethembothgooutlastnight,andpossiblytheywentforaholidaynotexpectingye,ormaybeforgood!Shure,ifye’dwritten,saur,I’dha’gottheplaceready,yebeingoutofaman,too,thoughit’snotmedutyatall!’
  WhenPierstongottohisflooragainhefoundthatthecellardoorwasopen;somebottleswerestandingemptythathadbeenfull,andmanyabstractedaltogether。Allotherarticlesinthehouse,however,appearedtobeintact。Hislettertohishousekeeperlayintheboxasthepostmanhadleftit。
  Bythistimetheluggagehadbeensentupinthelift;andAvice,likesomuchmoreluggage,stoodatthedoor,thehall-porterbehindofferinghisassistance。
  ’Comehere,Avice,’saidthesculptor。’Whatshallwedonow?Here’saprettystateofaffairs!’
  Avicecouldsuggestnothing,tillshewasstruckwiththebrightthoughtthatsheshouldlightafire。
  ’Lightafire?——ah,yes……Iwonderifwecouldmanage。Thisisanoddcoincidence——andawkward!’hemurmured。’Verywell,lightafire。’
  ’Isthisthekitchen,sir,allmixedupwiththeparlours?’
  ’Yes。’
  ’ThenIthinkIcandoallthat’swantedhereforabit;atanyrate,tillyoucangethelp,sir。Atleast,IcouldifIcouldfindthefuel-house。’TisnosuchbigplaceasIthought!’
  ’That’sright:takecourage!’saidhewithatendersmile。’Now,I’lldineoutthisevening,andleavetheplaceforyoutoarrangeasbestyoucanwiththehelpoftheporter’swifedownstairs。’
  ThisPierstonaccordinglydid,andsotheircommonresidencebegan。
  Feelingmoreandmorestronglythatsomedangerawaitedherinhernativeislandhedeterminednottosendherbacktilltheloverorloverswhoseemedtotroublehershouldhavecooledoff。Hewasquitewillingtotaketheriskofhisactionthusfarinhissolicitousregardforher。
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  Itwasadualsolitude,indeed;for,thoughPierstonandAviceweretheonlytwopeopleintheflat,theydidnotkeepeachothercompany,theformerbeingasscrupulouslyfearfulofgoingnearhernowthathehadtheopportunityashehadbeenprompttoseekherwhenhehadnone。
  Theylivedinsilence,hismessagestoherbeingfrequentlywrittenonscrapsofpaperdepositedwhereshecouldseethem。Itwasnotwithoutapangthathenotedherunconsciousnessoftheirisolatedposition——apositiontowhich,hadsheexperiencedanyreciprocityofsentiment,shewouldreadilyhavebeenalive。
  Consideringthat,thoughnotprofound,shewashardlyamatter-of-factgirlasthatphraseiscommonlyunderstood,shewasexasperatinginthematter-of-factqualityofherresponsestothefriendlyremarkswhichwouldescapehiminspiteofhimself,aswellasinhergeneralconduct。Wheneverheformedsomeculinaryexcuseforwalkingacrossthefewyardsoftessellatedhallwhichseparatedhisroomfromthekitchen,andspokethroughthedoorwaytoher,sheanswered,’Yes,sir,’or’No,sir,’withoutturninghereyesfromtheparticularworkthatshewasengagedin。
  Intheusualcoursehewouldhaveobtainedacoupleofproperlyqualifiedservantsimmediately;buthelivedonwiththeone,orratherthelessthanone,thatthiscottage-girlafforded。Ithadbeenhisalmostinvariablecustomtodineatoneofhisclubs。Nowhesatathomeoverthemiserablechoporsteaktowhichhelimitedhimselfindreadlestsheshouldcomplainoftherebeingtoomuchworkforoneperson,anddemandtobesenthome。Acharwomancameeverytwoorthreedays,effectinganextraordinaryconsumptionoffoodandalcoholicliquids:yetitwasnotforthisthatPierstondreadedherpresence,butlest,inconversingwithAvice,sheshouldopenthegirl’seyestotheoddityofhersituation。Avicecouldseeforherselfthattheremusthavebeentwoorthreeservantsintheflatduringhisformerresidencethere:buthisreasonsfordoingwithoutthemseemednevertostrikeher。
  Hisintentionhadbeentokeepheroccupiedexclusivelyatthestudio,butaccidenthadmodifiedthis。However,hesentherroundonemorning,andenteringhimselfshortlyafterfoundherengagedinwipingthelayersofdustfromthecastsandmodels。
  Thecolourofthedustneverceasedtoamazeher。’ItisliketheholdofaBudmouthcollier,’shesaid,’andthebeautifulfacesoftheseclaypeoplearequitespoiltbyit。’
  ’Isupposeyou’llmarrysomeday,Avice?’remarkedPierston,asheregardedherthoughtfully。
  ’Somedoandsomedon’t,’shesaid,withareservedsmile,stillattendingtothecasts。’
  ’Youareveryoffhand,’saidhe。
  Shearchlyweighedthatremarkwithoutfurtherspeech。Itwastantalizingconductinthefaceofhisinstincttocherishher;
  especiallywhenheregardedthecharmofherbendingprofile;thewell-
  characterizedthoughsoftlylinednose,theroundchinwith,asitwere,asecondleapinitscurvetothethroat,andthesweepoftheeyelashesovertherosycheekduringthesedulouslyloweredglance。
  Howfutilelyhehadlabouredtoexpressthecharacterofthatfaceinclay,and,whilecatchingitinsubstance,hadyetlostsomethingthatwasessential!
  Thateveningafterdusk,inthestressofwritingletters,hesentheroutforstamps。Shehadbeenabsentsomequarterofanhourwhen,suddenlydrawinghimselfupfromoverhiswriting-table,itflasheduponhimthathehadabsolutelyforgottenhertotalignoranceofLondon。
  Theheadpost-office,towhichhehadsentherbecauseitwaslate,wastwoorthreestreetsoff,andhehadmadehisrequestinthemostgeneralmanner,whichshehadaccededtowithalacrityenough。Howcouldhehavedonesuchanunreflectingthing?
  Pierstonwenttothewindow。Itwashalf-pastnineo’clock,andowingtoherabsencetheblindswerenotdown。Heopenedthecasementandsteppedoutuponthebalcony。Thegreenshadeofhislampscreeneditsraysfromthegloomwithout。Overtheoppositesquarethemoonhung,andtotherighttherestretchedalongstreet,filledwithadiminishingarrayoflamps,somesingle,someinclusters,amongthemanoccasionalblueorredone。Fromacornercamethenotesofapiano-organstrummingoutastirringmarchofRossini’s。Theshadowyblackfiguresofpedestriansmovedup,down,andacrosstheembrownedroadway。Abovetheroofswasabankoflividmist,andhigheragreenish-bluesky,inwhichstarswerevisible,thoughitslowerpartwasstillpalewithdaylight,againstwhichrosechimney-potsintheformofelbows,prongs,andfists。
  Fromthewholesceneproceededagroundrumble,milesinextent,uponwhichindividualrattles,voices,atinwhistle,thebarkofadog,rodelikebubblesonasea。Thewholenoiseimpressedhimwiththesensethatnooneinitsenormousmasseverrequiredrest。
  Inthisillimitableoceanofhumanitytherewasaunitofexistence,hisAvice,wanderingalone。
  Pierstonlookedathiswatch。Shehadbeengonehalfanhour。Itwasimpossibletodistinguishheratthisdistance,evenifsheapproached。
  Hecameinside,andputtingonhishatdeterminedtogooutandseekher。Hereachedtheendofthestreet,andtherewasnothingofhertobeseen。Shehadtheoptionoftwoorthreeroutesfromthispointtothepost-office;yetheplungedatrandomintoone,tillhereachedtheofficetofinditquitedeserted。Almostdistractednowbyhisanxietyforherheretreatedasrapidlyashehadcome,regaininghomeonlytofindthatshehadnotreturned。
  Herecollectedtellingherthatifsheshouldeverloseherwayshemustcallacabanddrivehome。Itoccurredtohimthatthiswaswhatshewoulddonow。Heagainwentoutuponthebalcony;thedignifiedstreetinwhichhelivedwasalmostvacant,andthelampsstoodlikeplacedsentinelsawaitingsomeprocessionwhichtarriedlong。Atapointunderhimwheretheroadwastornuptherestoodaredlight,andatthecornertwomenweretalkinginleisurelyrepose,asifsunningthemselvesatnoonday。Loversofafelinedisposition,whowereneverseenbydaylight,jokedanddartedateachotherinandoutofareagates。
  Hisattentionwasfixedonthecabs,andheheldhisbreathasthehollowclapofeachhorse’shoofsdrewnearthefrontofthehouse,onlytogoonwardintothesquare。Thetwolampsofeachvehicleafardilatedwithitsnearapproach,andseemedtoswervetowardshim。ItwasAvicesurely?No,itpassedby。
  Almostfranticheagaindescendedandlethimselfoutofthehouse,movingtowardsamorecentralpart,wheretheroarstillcontinued。
  Beforeemergingintothenoisythoroughfareheobservedasmallfigureapproachingleisurelyalongtheoppositeside,andhastenedacrosstofinditwasshe。
  2。XII。AGRILLEDESCENDSBETWEEN
  ’OAvice!’hecried,withthetenderlysubduedscoldingofamother。
  ’Whatisthisyouhavedonetoalarmmeso!’
  Sheseemedunconsciousofhavingdoneanything,andwasaltogethersurprisedathisanxiety。Inhisreliefhedidnotspeakfurthertillheaskedhersuddenlyifshewouldtakehisarmsinceshemustbetired。
  ’Ono,sir!’sheassuredhim,’Iamnotabittired,andIdon’trequireanyhelpatall,thankyou。’
  Theywentupstairswithoutusingthelift,andheletherandhimselfinwithhislatchkey。Sheenteredthekitchen,andhe,following,satdowninachairthere。
  ’Wherehaveyoubeen?’hesaid,withalmostangeredconcernonhisface。’Yououghtnottohavebeenabsentmorethantenminutes。’
  ’Iknewtherewasnothingformetodo,andthoughtIshouldliketoseealittleofLondon,’sherepliednaively。’SowhenIhadgotthestampsIwentonintothefashionablestreets,whereladiesareallwalkingaboutjustasifitweredaytime!’TwasforalltheworldlikecominghomebynightfromMartinmasFairattheStreeto’Wells,onlymoregenteel。’
  ’OAvice,Avice,youmustnotgooutlikethis!Don’tyouknowthatI
  amresponsibleforyoursafety?Iamyour——well,guardian,infact,andamboundbylawandmorals,andIdon’tknowwhat-all,todeliveryouuptoyournativeislandwithoutascratchorblemish。Andyetyouindulgeinsuchamidnightvagaryasthis!’
  ’ButIamsure,sir,thegentlemeninthestreetweremorerespectablethantheyareanywhereathome!Theyweredressedinthelatestfashion,andwouldhavescornedtodomeanyharm;andastotheirlove-making,Ineverheardanythingsopolitebefore。’
  ’Well,youmustnotdoitagain。I’lltellyousomedaywhy。What’sthatyouhaveinyourhand?’
  ’Amouse-trap。Therearelotsofmiceinthiskitchen——sootymice,notcleanlikeours——andIthoughtI’dtrytocatchthem。ThatwaswhatI
  wentsofartobuy,astherewerenoshopsopenjustabouthere。I’llsetitnow。’
  Sheproceededatoncetodoso,andPierstonremainedinhisseatregardingtheoperation,whichseemedentirelytoengrossher。Itwasextraordinary,indeed,toobservehowshewilfullylimitedherinterests;withwhatcontentshereceivedtheordinarythingsthatlifeoffered,andpersistentlyrefusedtobeholdwhataninfinitelyextendedlifelayopentoherthroughhim。Ifshehadonlysaidthewordhewouldhavegotalicenceandmarriedherthenextmorning。Wasitpossiblethatshedidnotperceivethistendencyinhim?Shecouldhardlybeawomanifshedidnot;andinherairy,elusive,offhanddemeanourshewasverymuchofawomanindeed。
  ’Itonlyholdsonemouse,’hesaidabsently。
  ’ButIshallhearitthrowinthenight,andsetitagain。’
  Hesighedandlefthertoherownresourcesandretiredtorest,thoughhefeltnotendencytosleep。Atsomesmallhourofthedarkness,owing,possibly,tosomeinterveningdoorbeingleftopen,heheardthemouse-trapclick。Anotherlightsleepermusthaveheardittoo,foralmostimmediatelyafterthepit-patofnakedfeet,accompaniedbythebrushingofdrapery,wasaudiblealongthepassagetowardsthekitchen。
  Afterherabsenceinthatapartmentlongenoughtoresetthetrap,hewasstartledbyascreamfromthesamequarter。Pierstonsprangoutofbed,jumpedintohisdressing-gown,andhastenedinthedirectionofthecry。
  Avice,barefootedandwrappedinashawl,wasstandinginachair;themouse-traplayonthefloor,themouserunningroundandroundinitsneighbourhood。
  ’Iwastryingtotakeenout,’saidsheexcitedly,’andhegotawayfromme!’
  Pierstonsecuredthemousewhilesheremainedstandingonthechair。
  Then,havingsetthetrapanew,hisfeelingburstoutpetulantly——
  ’Agirllikeyoutothrowyourselfawayuponsuchacommonplacefellowasthatquarryman!Whydoyoudoit!’
  Hermindwassointentlyfixeduponthematterinhandthatitwassomemomentsbeforeshecaughthisirrelevantsubject。’BecauseIamafoolishgirl,’shesaidquietly。
  ’What!Don’tyoulovehim?’saidJocelyn,withasurprisedstareupatherasshestood,inherconcernappearingtheveryAvicewhohadkissedhimtwentyyearsearlier。
  ’Itisnotmuchusetotalkaboutthat,’saidshe。
  ’Then,isitthesoldier?’
  ’Yes,thoughIhaveneverspokentohim。’
  ’Neverspokentothesoldier?’
  ’Never。’
  ’Haseitheronetreatedyoubadly——deceivedyou?’
  ’No。Certainlynot。’
  ’Well,Ican’tmakeyouout;andIdon’twishtoknowmorethanyouchoosetotellme。Come,Avice,whynottellmeexactlyhowthingsare?’
  ’Notnow,sir!’shesaid,herprettypinkfaceandbrowneyesturnedinsimpleappealtohimfromherpedestal。’Iwilltellyouallto-
  morrow;anthatIwill!’
  Heretreatedtohisownroomandlaydownmeditating。Somequarterofanhouraftershehadretreatedtohersthemouse-trapclickedagain,andPierstonraisedhimselfonhiselbowtolisten。Theplacewassostillandthejerry-builtdoor-panelssothinthathecouldhearthemousejumpingaboutinsidethewiresofthetrap。Butheheardnofootstepthistime。Ashewaswakefulandrestlessheagainarose,proceededtothekitchenwithalight,andremovingthemouseresetthetrap。Returninghelistenedoncemore。HecouldseeinthefardistancethedoorofAvice’sroom;butthatthoughtfulhousewifehadnotheardthesecondcapture。Fromtheroomcameasoftbreathinglikethatofaninfant。
  Heenteredhisownchamberandreclinedhimselfgloomilyenough。Herlackofallconsciousnessofhim,theaspectofthedesertedkitchen,thecoldgrate,impressedhimwithadeepersenseoflonelinessthanhehadeverfeltbefore。
  Foolishhewas,indeed,tobesodevotedtothisyoungwoman。Herdefencelessness,herfreedomfromtheleastthoughtthattherelurkedadangerintheirpropinquity,wereinfactsecondarysafeguards,notmuchlessstrongthanthatofherbeinghermother’simage,againstrisktoherfromhim。Yetitwasoutofthisthathisdepressioncame。
  AtsightofherthenextmorningPierstonfeltthathemustputanendtosuchastateofthings。HesentAviceofftothestudio,wrotetoanagentforacoupleofservants,andthenwentroundtohiswork。
  Avicewasbusyrightingallthatshewasallowedtotouch。Itwasthegirl’sdelighttobeoccupiedamongthemodelsandcasts,whichforthefirsttimesheregardedwiththewistfulinterestofasoulstrugglingtoreceiveideasofbeautyvaguelydiscernedyetevereludingher。
  Thatbrightnessinhermother’smindwhichmighthavedescendedtothesecondAvicewiththematernalfaceandform,hadbeendimmedbyadmixturewiththemediocrityofherfather’s,andbyonewhorememberedlikePierstonthedualorganizationtheoppositescouldbeoftenseenwrestlinginternally。
  Theywerealoneinthestudio,andhisfeelingsfoundvent。Puttinghisarmsroundherhesaid,’Mydarling,sweetlittleAvice!Iwanttoaskyousomething——surelyyouguesswhat?Iwanttoknowthis:willyoubemarriedtome,andliveherewithmealwaysandever?’
  ’O,Mr。Pierston,whatnonsense!’
  ’Nonsense?’saidhe,shrinkingsomewhat。
  ’Yes,sir。’
  ’Well,why?AmItooold?Surelythere’snoseriousdifference?’
  ’Ono——Ishouldnotmindthatifitcametomarrying。Thedifferenceisnotmuchforhusbandandwife,thoughitisrathermuchforkeepingcompany。’
  Shestruggledtogetfree,andwheninthemovementsheknockeddowntheEmpressFaustina’sheadhedidnottrytoretainher。Hesawthatshewasnotonlysurprisedbutalittlealarmed。
  ’Youhaven’tsaidwhyitisnonsense!’heremarkedtartly。
  ’Why,Ididn’tknowyouwasthinkingofmelikethat。Ihadn’tanythoughtofit!Andallalonehere!WhatshallIdo?’
  ’Sayyes,myprettyAvice!We’llthengooutandbemarriedatonce,andnobodybeanythewiser。’
  Sheshookherhead。’Icouldn’t,sir。’
  ’Itwouldbewellforyou。Youdon’tlikeme,perhaps?’
  ’YesIdo——verymuch。Butnotinthatsortofway——quite。Still,I
  mighthavegottoloveyouintime,if——’
  ’Well,then,try,’hesaidwarmly。’Yourmotherdid!’
  NosoonerhadthewordsslippedoutthanPierstonwouldhaverecalledthem。Hehadfeltinamomentthattheyjeopardizedhiscause。
  ’Motherlovedyou?’saidAvice,incredulouslygazingathim。
  ’Yes,’hemurmured。
  ’Youwerenotherfalseyoungman,surely?Thatonewho——’
  ’Yes,yes!Saynomoreaboutit。’
  ’Whoranawayfromher?’
  ’Almost。’
  ’ThenIcanNEVER,NEVERlikeyouagain!Ididn’tknowitwasagentleman——I——Ithought——’
  ’Itwasn’tagentleman,then。’
  ’O,sir,pleasegoaway!Ican’tbearthesightof’eeatthismoment!
  PerhapsIshallgetto——tolikeyouasIdid;but——’
  ’No;I’md————difI’llgoaway!’saidPierston,thoroughlyirritated。
  ’Ihavebeencandidwithyou;yououghttobethesamewithme!’
  ’Whatdoyouwantmetotell?’
  ’Enoughtomakeitcleartomewhyyoudon’tacceptthisoffer。
  Everythingyouhavesaidyetisareasonforthereverse。Now,mydear,Iamnotangry。’
  ’Yesyouare。’
  ’NoI’mnot。Nowwhatisyourreason?’
  ’ThenameofitisIsaacPierston,downhome。’
  ’How?’
  ’Imeanhecourtedme,andledmeontoislandcustom,andthenIwenttochapelonemorningandmarriedhiminsecret,becausemotherdidn’tcareabouthim;andIdidn’teitherbythattime。Andthenhequarrelledwithme;andjustbeforeyouandIcametoLondonhewentawaytoGuernsey。ThenIsawasoldier;Ineverknewhisname,butI
  fellinlovewithhimbecauseIamsoquickatthat!Still,asitwaswrong,Itriednottothinkofhim,andwouldn’tlookathimwhenhepassed。ButitmademecryverymuchthatImustn’t。Iwasthenverymiserable,andyouaskedmetocometoLondon。Ididn’tcarewhatI
  didwithmyself,andIcame。’
  ’Heavenaboveus!’saidPierston,hispaleanddistressedfaceshowingwithwhatashockthisannouncementhadcome。’Whyhaveyoudonesuchextraordinarythings?Or,rather,whydidn’tyoutellmeofthisbefore?Then,atthepresentmomentyouarethewifeofamanwhoisinGuernsey,whomyoudonotloveatall;butinsteadofhimloveasoldierwhomyouhaveneverspokento;whileIhavenearlybroughtscandaluponusbothbyyourlettingmeloveyou。Really,youareaverywickedwoman!’
  ’No,Iamnot!’shepouted。
  Still,Avicelookedpaleandratherfrightened,anddidnotlifthereyesfromthefloor。’Isaiditwasnonsenseinyoutowanttohaveme!’shewenton,’and,evenifIhadn’tbeenmarriedtothathorridIsaacPierston,Icouldn’thavemarriedyouafteryoutoldmethatyouwasthemanwhoranawayfrommymother。’
  ’Ihavepaidthepenalty!’hesaidsadly。’Menofmysortalwaysgettheworstofitsomehow。ThoughIneverdidyourmotheranyharm。
  Now,Avice——I’llcallyoudearAviceforyourmother’ssakeandnotforyourown——ImustseewhatIcandotohelpyououtofthedifficultythatunquestionablyyouarein。Whycan’tyouloveyourhusbandnowyouhavemarriedhim?’
  Avicelookedasideatthestatuaryasifthesubtletiesofherorganizationwerenotveryeasytodefine。
  ’Washethatblack-beardedtypicallocalcharacterIsawyouwalkingwithoneSunday?Thesamesurnameasmine;though,ofcourse,youdon’tnoticethatinaplacewherethereareonlyhalf-a-dozensurnames?’
  ’Yes,thatwasIke。Itwasthateveningwedisagreed。Hescoldedme,andIansweredhim(youmusthaveheardus);andthenextdayhewentaway。’
  ’Well,asIsay,Imustconsiderwhatitwillbebesttodoforyouinthis。Thefirstthing,itseemstome,willbetogetyourhusbandhome。’
  Sheimpatientlyshruggedhershoulders。’Idon’tlikehim!’
  ’Thenwhydidyoumarryhim?’
  ’Iwasobligedto,afterwe’dprovedeachotherbyislandcustom。’
  ’Youshouldn’thavethoughtofsuchathing。Itisridiculousandoutofdatenowadays。’
  ’Ah,he’ssoold-fashionedinhisnotionsthathedoesn’tthinklikethat。However,he’sgone。’
  ’Ah——itisonlyatiffbetweenyou,Idaresay。I’llstarthiminbusinessifhe’llcome……Isthecottageathomestillinyourhands?’
  ’Yes,itismyfreehold。GrammerStockwoolistakingcareo’itforme。’
  ’Good。Andbackthereyougostraightway,myprettymadam,andwaittillyourhusbandcomestomakeitupwithyou。’
  ’Iwon’tgo!——Idon’twanthimtocome!’shesobbed。’Iwanttostayherewithyou,oranywhere,exceptwherehecancome!’
  ’Youwillgetoverthat。Now,gobacktotheflat,there’sadearAvice,andbereadyinonehour,waitinginthehallforme。’
  ’Idon’twantto!’
  ’ButIsayyoushall!’
  Shefounditwasnousetodisobey。Preciselyatthemomentappointedhemethertherehimself,burdenedonlywithavaliseandumbrella,shewithaboxandotherthings。DirectingtheportertoputAviceandherbelongingsintoafour-wheeledcabfortherailway-station,hewalkedonwardfromthedoor,andkeptlookingbehind,tillhesawthecabapproaching。Hethenenteredbesidetheastonishedgirl,andonwardtheywenttogether。
  Theysatoppositeeachotherinanemptycompartment,andthetediousrailwayjourneybegan。Regardinghercloselynowbythelightofherrevelationhewonderedathimselfforneverdivininghersecret。
  Wheneverhelookedatherthegirl’seyesgrewrebellious,andatlastshewept。
  ’Idon’twanttogotohim!’shesobbedinamiserablevoice。
  Pierstonwasalmostasmuchdistressedasshe。’Whydidyouputyourselfandmeinsuchaposition?’hesaidbitterly。’Itisnousetoregretitnow!AndIcan’tsaythatIdo。Itaffordsmeawayoutofatryingposition。Evenifyouhadnotbeenmarriedtohimyouwouldnothavemarriedme!’
  ’Yes,Iwould,sir。’
  ’What!Youwould?Yousaidyouwouldn’tnotlongago。’
  ’Ilikeyoubetternow!Ilikeyoumoreandmore!’
  Pierstonsighed,foremotionallyhewasnotmucholderthanshe。Thathitchinhisdevelopment,renderinghimthemostlopsidedofGod’screatures,washisstandingmisfortune。Aproposaltoherwhichcrossedhismindwasdismissedasdisloyalty,particularlytoaninexperiencedfellow-islanderandonewhowasbyraceandtraditionsalmostakinswoman。
  Littlemorepassedbetweenthetwainonthatwretched,never-to-be-
  forgottenday。Aphrodite,Ashtaroth,Freyja,orwhoeverthelove-queenofhisislemighthavebeen,waspunishinghimsharply,assheknewbuttoowellhowtopunishhervotarieswhentheyrevertedfromtheephemeraltothestablemood。Whenwasittoend——thiscurseofhisheartnotageingwhilehisframemovednaturallyonward?Perhapsonlywithlife。
  Hisfirstactthedayafterdepositingherinherownhousewastogotothechapelwhere,byherstatement,themarriagehadbeensolemnized,andmakesureofthefact。Perhapshefeltanillogicalhopethatshemightbefree,eventhen,inthetarnishedconditionwhichsuchfreedomwouldhaveinvolved。However,therestoodthewordsdistinctly:IsaacPierston,AnnAviceCaro,sonanddaughterofSo-
  and-so,marriedonsuchaday,signedbythecontractingparties,theofficiatingminister,andthetwowitnesses。
  2。XIII。SHEISENSHROUDEDFROMSIGHT
  Oneeveninginearlywinter,whentheairwasdryandgusty,thedarklittlelanewhichdividedthegroundsofSylvaniaCastlefromthecottageofAvice,andleddowntotheadjoiningruinofRed-KingCastle,waspacedbyasolitaryman。Thecottagewasthecentreofhisbeat;itswesternlimitbeingthegatesoftheformerresidence,itseasternthedrawbridgeoftheruin。Thefewothercottagesthereabout——
  allasifcarvedfromthesolidrock——wereindarkness,butfromtheupperwindowofAvice’stinyfreeholdglimmeredalight。Itsrayswererepeatedfromthefar-distantseabythelightshiplyingmooredoverthemysteriousShamblesquicksand,whichbroughttamelessnessanddomesticityintoduepositionasbalancedopposites。
  Theseamoaned——morethanmoaned——amongthebouldersbelowtheruins,athroeofitstidebeingtimedtoregularintervals。Thesesoundswereaccompaniedbyanequallyperiodicmoanfromtheinteriorofthecottagechamber;sothatthearticulateheaveofwaterandthearticulateheaveoflifeseemedbutdifferingutterancesoftheselfsametroubledterrestrialBeing——whichinonesensetheywere。
  Pierston——forthemaninthelanewashe——wouldlookfromlightshiptocottagewindow;thenbackagain,ashewaitedtherebetweenthetravailoftheseawithout,andthetravailofthewomanwithin。Soonaninfant’swailoftheveryfeeblestwasalsoaudibleinthehouse。Hestartedfromhiseasypacing,andwentagainwestward,standingattheelbowofthelanealongtime。Thenthepeaceofthesleepingvillagewhichlaythatwaywasbrokenbylightwheelsandthetrotofahorse。
  Pierstonwentbacktothecottagegateandawaitedthearrivalofthevehicle。
  Itwasalightcart,andamanjumpeddownasitstopped。Hewasinabroad-brimmedhat,underwhichnomoreofhimcouldbeperceivedthanthatheworeablackbeardclippedlikeayewfence——atypicalaspectintheisland。
  ’YouareAvice’shusband?’askedthesculptorquickly。
  Themanrepliedthathewas,inthelocalaccent。’I’vejustcomeinbyto-day’sboat,’headded。’Icouldn’tgithereavore。IhadcontractedforthejobatPeter-Port,andhadtoseeto’ttotheend。’
  ’Well,’saidPierston,’yourcomingmeansthatyouarewillingtomakeitupwithher?’
  ’Ay,Idon’tknowbutIbe,’saidtheman。’Midsowelldothatasanythingelse!’
  ’Ifyoudo,thoroughly,agoodbusinessinyouroldlineawaitsyouhereintheisland。’
  ’Wi’allmyheart,then,’saidtheman。Hisvoicewasenergetic,and,thoughslightlytouchy,itshowed,onthewhole,adispositiontosetthingsright。
  Thedriverofthetrapwaspaidoff,andJocelynandIsaacPierston——
  undoubtedlyscionsofacommonstockinthisisleofintermarriages,thoughtheyhadnoproofofit——enteredthehouse。Nobodywasintheground-floorroom,inthecentreofwhichstoodasquaretable,inthecentreofthetablealittlewoolmat,andinthecentreofthematalamp,theapartmenthavingtheappearanceofbeingrigidlysweptandsetinorderforaneventofinterest。
  ThewomanwholivedinthehousewithAvicenowcamedownstairs,andtotheinquiryofthecomerssherepliedthatmatterswereprogressingfavourably,butthatnobodycouldbeallowedtogoupstairsjustthen。
  Afterplacingchairsandviandsforthemsheretreated,andtheysatdown,thelampbetweenthem——theloverofthesuffererabove,whohadnorighttoher,andthemanwhohadeveryrighttoher,butdidnotloveher。Engagingindesultoryandfragmentaryconversationtheylistenedtothetramplingoffeetonthefloor-boardsoverhead——
  Pierstonfullofanxietyandattentiveness,Ikeawaitingthecourseofnaturecalmly。
  Soontheyheardthefeeblebleatsrepeated,andthenthelocalpractitionerdescendedandenteredtheroom。
  ’Howisshenow?’saidPierston,themoretaciturnIkelookingupwithhimfortheanswerthathefeltwouldservefortwoaswellasforone。
  ’Doingwell,remarkablywell,’repliedtheprofessionalgentleman,withamannerofhavingsaiditinotherplaces;andhisvehiclenotbeingatthedoorhesatdownandsharedsomerefreshmentwiththeothers。
  WhenhehaddepartedMrs。Stockwoolagainsteppeddown,andinformedthemthatIke’spresencehadbeenmadeknowntohiswife。
  Thetruantquarrierseemedratherinclinedtostaywherehewasandfinishthemugofale,butPierstonquickenedhim,andheascendedthestaircase。AssoonasthelowerroomwasemptyPierstonleantwithhiselbowsonthetable,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。
  Ikewasabsentnogreattime。Descendingwithaproprietarymienthathadbeenlackingbefore,heinvitedJocelyntoascendlikewise,sinceshehadstatedthatshewouldliketoseehim。Jocelynwentupthecrookedoldsteps,thehusbandremainingbelow。
  Avice,thoughwhiteasthesheets,lookedbrighterandhappierthanhehadexpectedtofindher,andwasapparentlyverymuchfortifiedbythepinklittlelumpatherside。Sheheldoutherhandtohim。
  ’Ijustwantedtotell’ee,’shesaid,strivingagainstherfeebleness,’Ithoughtitwouldbenoharmtoseeyou,though’tisrathersoon——totell’eehowverymuchIthankyouforgettingmesettledagainwithIke。Heisverygladtocomehomeagain,too,hesays。Yes,you’vedoneagoodmanykindthingsforme,sir。’
  Whethershewerereallyglad,orwhetherthewordswereexpressedasamatterofduty,Pierstondidnotattempttolearn。
  Hemerelysaidthathevaluedherthanks。’Now,Avice,’headdedtenderly,’Iresignmyguardianshipofyou。Ihopetoseeyourhusbandinasoundlittlebusinesshereinaveryshorttime。’
  ’Ihopeso——forbaby’ssake,’shesaid,withabrightsigh。’Wouldyou——liketoseeher,sir?’
  ’Thebaby?Oyes——YOURbaby!YoumustchristenherAvice。’
  ’Yes——soIwill!’shemurmuredreadily,anddisclosedtheinfantwithsometimidity。’Ihopeyouforgiveme,sir,forconcealingmythoughtlessmarriage!’
  ’Ifyouforgivemeformakinglovetoyou。’
  ’Yes。Howwereyoutoknow!Iwish——’
  Pierstonbadehergood-bye,kissingherhand;turnedfromherandtheincipientbeingwhomhewastomeetagainunderveryalteredconditions,andleftthebed-chamberwithatearinhiseye。
  ’Hereendeththatdream!’saidhe。