Pierstonbecamecoldasastone。ThechilltowardsNicholathatthepresenceofthegirl,——sprite,witch,trollthatshewas——broughtwithitcamelikeadoom。Heknewwhatafoolhewas,ashehadsaid。Buthewaspowerlessinthegraspoftheidealizingpassion。HecaredmoreforAvice’sfinger-tipsthanforMrs。Pine-Avon’swholepersonality。
PerhapsNicholasawit,forshesaidmournfully:’NowIhavedoneallIcould!Ifeltthattheonlycounterpoisetomycrueltytoyouinmydrawing-roomwouldbetocomeasasupplianttoyours。’
’Itismosthandsomeandnobleofyou,myverydearfriend!’saidhe,withanemotionofcourtesyratherthanofenthusiasm。
Thenadieuxwerespoken,andshedroveaway。ButPierstonsawonlytheretreatingAvice,andknewthathewashelplessinherhands。ThechurchoftheislandhadrisennearthefoundationsofthePagantemple,andaChristianemanationfromtheformermightbewrathfullytorturinghimthroughtheveryfalsegodstowhomhehaddevotedhimselfbothinhiscraft,likeDemetriusofEphesus,andinhisheart。
PerhapsDivinepunishmentforhisidolatrieshadcome。
2。X。SHEFAILSTOVANISHSTILL
PierstonhadnotturnedfarbacktowardsthecastlewhenhewasovertakenbySomersandthemanwhocarriedhispaintinglumber。Theypacedtogethertothedoor;themandepositedthearticlesandwentaway,andthetwowalkedupanddownbeforeentering。
’Imetanextremelyinterestingwomanintheroadoutthere,’saidthepainter。
’Ah,sheis!Asprite,asylph;Psycheindeed!’
’Iwasstruckwithher。’
’Itshowshowbeautywilloutthroughthehomeliestguise。’
’Yes,itwill;thoughnotalways。Andthiscasedoesn’tproveit,forthelady’sattirewasinthelatestandmostapprovedtaste。’
’Oh,youmeantheladywhowasdriving?’
’Ofcourse。What,wereyouthinkingoftheprettylittlecottage-girloutsidehere?Ididmeether,butwhat’sshe?Verywellforone’spicture,thoughhardlyforone’sfireside。Thislady——’
’IsMrs。Pine-Avon。Akind,proudwoman,who’lldowhatpeoplewithnopridewouldnotcondescendtothinkof。SheisleavingBudmouthto-
morrow,andshedroveacrosstoseeme。Youknowhowthingsseemedtobegoingwithusatonetime?ButIamnogoodtoanywoman。She’sbeenverygeneroustowardsme,whichI’venotbeentoher……
She’llultimatelythrowherselfawayuponsomewretchunworthyofher,nodoubt。’
’Doyouthinkso?’murmuredSomers。Afterawhilehesaidabruptly,’I’llmarryhermyself,ifshe’llhaveme。Ilikethelookofher。’
’Iwishyouwould,Alfred,orrathercould!Shehaslonghadanideaofslippingoutoftheworldoffashionintotheworldofart。Sheisawomanofindividualityandearnestinstincts。Iaminrealtroubleabouther。Iwon’tsayshecanbewon——itwouldbeungenerousofmetosaythat。Buttry。Icanbringyoutogethereasily。’
’I’llmarryher,ifshe’swilling!’Withthephlegmaticdogmatismthatwaspartofhim,Somersadded:’Whenyouhavedecidedtomarry,takethefirstnicewomanyoumeet。Theyareallalike。’
’Well——youdon’tknowheryet,’repliedJocelyn,whocouldgivepraisewherehecouldnotgivelove。
’Butyoudo,andI’lltakeheronthestrengthofyourjudgment。Isshereallyhandsome?——Ihadbutthemerestglance。ButIknowsheis,orshewouldn’thavecaughtyourdiscriminatingeye。’
’Youmaytakemywordforit;shelooksaswellathandasafar。’
’Whatcolourarehereyes?’
’Hereyes?Idon’tgomuchinforcolour,beingprofessionallysworntoform。But,letmesee——grey;andherhairratherlightthandarkbrown。’
’Iwantedsomethingdarker,’saidSomersairily。’TherearesomanyfairmodelsamongnativeEnglishwomen。Still,blondesareusefulproperty!……Well,well;thisisflippancy。ButIlikedthelookofher。’
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Somershadgonebacktotown。Itwasawetdayonthelittlepeninsula:butPierstonwalkedoutasfarasthegarden-houseofhishiredcastle,wherehesatdownandsmoked。Thiserectionbeingontheboundary-wallofhispropertyhisearcouldnowandthencatchthetonesofAvice’svoicefromheropen-dooredcottageinthelanewhichskirtedhisfence;andhenoticedthattherewerenomodulationsinit。
Heknewwhythatwas。Shewishedtogoout,andcouldnot。Hehadobservedbeforethatwhenshewasplanninganoutingaparticularnotewouldcomeintohervoiceduringtheprecedinghours:adove’sroundnessofsound;nodoubttheeffectuponhervoiceofherthoughtsofherlover,orlovers。Yetthelatteritcouldnotbe。Shewaspureandsinglehearted:halfaneyecouldseethat。Whence,then,thetwomen?Possiblythequarrierwasarelation。
Thereseemedreasoninthiswhen,goingoutintothelane,heencounteredoneoftheredjacketshehadbeenthinkingof。Soldierswereseldomseeninthisouterpartoftheisle:theirbeatfromtheforts,whenonpleasure,wasintheoppositedirection,andthismanmusthavehadaspecialreasonforcominghither。Pierstonsurveyedhim。Hewasaround-faced,good-humouredfellowtolookat,havingtwolittlepiecesofmoustacheonhisupperlip,likeapairofminnowsrampant,andsmallblackeyes,overwhichtheGlengarrycapstraddledflat。Itwasahatefulideathathertendercheekshouldbekissedbythelipsofthisheavyyoungman,whohadneverbeensublimedbyasinglebattle,evenwithdefencelesssavages。
Thesoldierwentbeforeherhouse,lookedatthedoor,andmovedondownthecrookedwaytothecliffs,wheretherewasapathbacktotheforts。Buthedidnotadoptit,returningbythewayhehadcome。
Thisshowedhiswishtopassthehouseagain。Shegavenosign,however,andthesoldierdisappeared。
PierstoncouldnotbesatisfiedthatAvicewasinthehouse,andhecrossedovertothefrontofherlittlefreeholdandtappedatthedoor,whichstoodajar。
Nobodycame:hearingaslightmovementwithinhecrossedthethreshold。Avicewastherealone,sittingonalowstoolinadarkcorner,asthoughshewishedtobeunobservedbyanycasualpasser-by。
Shelookedupathimwithoutemotionorapparentsurprise;buthecouldthenseethatshewascrying。Theview,forthefirsttime,ofdistressinanunprotectedyounggirltowardswhomhefeltdrawnbytiesofextraordinarydelicacyandtenderness,movedPierstonbeyondmeasure。Heenteredwithoutceremony。
’Avice,mydeargirl!’hesaid。’Somethingisthematter!’
Shelookedassent,andhewenton:’Nowtellmeallaboutit。PerhapsIcanhelpyou。Come,tellme。’
’Ican’t!’shemurmured。’GrammerStockwoolisupstairs,andshe’llhear!’Mrs。Stockwoolwastheoldwomanwhohadcometolivewiththegirlforcompanysincehermother’sdeath。
’Thencomeintomygardenopposite。Thereweshallbequiteprivate。’
Sherose,putonherhat,andaccompaniedhimtothedoor。Heresheaskedhimifthelanewereempty,andonhisassuringherthatitwasshecrossedoverandenteredwithhimthroughthegarden-wall。
Theplacewasashadyandsecludedone,thoughthroughtheboughstheseacouldbeseenquitenearathand,itsmoaningsbeingdistinctlyaudible。Awater-dropfromatreefellhereandthere,buttherainwasnotenoughtohurtthem。
’Nowletmehearit,’hesaidsoothingly。’Youmaytellmewiththegreatestfreedom。Iwasafriendofyourmother’s,youknow。Thatis,Iknewher;andI’llbeafriendofyours。’
Thestatementwasrisky,ifhewishedhernottosuspecthimofbeinghermother’sfalseone。Butthatlover’snameappearedtobeunknowntothepresentAvice。
’Ican’ttellyou,sir,’sherepliedunwillingly;’exceptthatithastodowithmyownchangeableness。Therestisthesecretofsomebodyelse。’
’Iamsorryforthat,’saidhe。
’IamgettingtocareforoneIoughtnottothinkof,anditmeansruin。Ioughttogetaway!’。
’Youmeanfromtheisland?’
’Yes。’
Pierstonreflected。HispresenceinLondonhadbeendesiredforsometime;yethehaddelayedgoingbecauseofhisnewsolicitudeshere。
Buttogoandtakeherwithhimwouldaffordhimopportunityofwatchingoverher,tendinghermind,anddevelopingit;whileitmightremoveherfromsomeloomingdanger。Itwasasomewhatawkwardguardianshipforhim,asalonelyman,tocarryout;still,itcouldbedone。Heaskedherabruptlyifshewouldreallyliketogoawayforawhile。
’Ilikebesttostayhere,’sheanswered。’Still,Ishouldnotmindgoingsomewhere,becauseIthinkIoughtto。’
’WouldyoulikeLondon?’
Avice’sfacelostitsweepingshape。’Howcouldthatbe?’shesaid。
’Ihavebeenthinkingthatyoucouldcometomyhouseandmakeyourselfusefulinsomeway。Irentjustnowoneofthosenewplacescalledflats,whichyoumayhaveheardof;andIhaveastudioattheback。’
’Ihaven’theardof’em,’shesaidwithoutinterest。
’Well,Ihavetwoservantsthere,andasmymanhasaholidayyoucanhelpthemforamonthortwo。’
’Wouldpolishingfurniturebeanygood?Icandothat。’
’Ihaven’tmuchfurniturethatrequirespolishing。Butyoucanclearawayplasterandclaymessesinthestudio,andchippingsofstone,andhelpmeinmodelling,anddustallmyVenusfailures,andhandsandheadsandfeetandbones,andotherobjects。’
Shewasstartled,yetattractedbythenoveltyoftheproposal。
’Onlyforatime?’shesaid。
’Onlyforatime。Asshortasyoulike,andaslong。’
Thedeliberatemannerinwhich,afterthefirstsurprise,Avicediscussedthearrangementsthathesuggested,mighthavetoldhimhowfarwasanyfeelingforhimselfbeyondfriendship,andpossiblygratitude,fromagitatingherbreast。Yettherewasnothingextravagantinthediscrepancybetweentheirages,andhehoped,aftershapinghertohimself,towinher。Whathadgrievedhertotearsshewouldnotmoreparticularlytell。
Shehadnaturallynotmuchneedofpreparation,butshemadeevenlesspreparationthanhewouldhaveexpectedhertorequire。Sheseemedeagertobeoffimmediately,andnotasoulwastoknowofherdeparture。Why,ifshewereinloveandatfirstaversetoleavetheisland,sheshouldbesoprecipitatenowhefailedtounderstand。
Buthetookgreatcaretocompromiseinnowayagirlinwhomhisinterestwasasprotectiveasitwaspassionate。Heaccordinglylefthertogetoutoftheislandalone,awaitingheratastationafewmilesuptherailway,where,discoveringhimselftoherthroughthecarriage-window,heenteredthenextcompartment,hisframepervadedbyaglowwhichwasalmostjoyathavingforthefirsttimeinhischargeonewhoinheritedthefleshandborethenamesoearlyassociatedwithhisown,andattheprospectofputtingthingsrightwhichhadbeenwrongthroughmanyyears。
2。XI。THEIMAGEPERSISTS
Itwasdarkwhenthefour-wheeledcabwhereinhehadbroughtAvicefromthestationstoodattheentrancetothepileofflatsofwhichPierstonoccupiedonefloor——rarerthenasresidencesinLondonthantheyarenow。LeavingAvicetoalightandgettheluggagetakeninbytheporterPierstonwentupstairs。Tohissurprisehisfloorwassilent,andonenteringwithalatchkeytheroomswereallindarkness。
Hedescendedtothehall,whereAvicewasstandinghelplessbesidetheluggage,whiletheporterwasoutsidewiththecabman。
’Doyouknowwhathasbecomeofmyservants?’askedJocelyn。
’What——andain’ttheythere,saur?Ah,thenmybeliefisthatwhatI
suspectedisthrue!Youdidn’tleaveyourwine-cellarunlocked,didyou,saur,bynomistake?’
Pierstonconsidered。Hethoughthemighthaveleftthekeywithhiselderservant,whomhehadbelievedhecouldtrust,especiallyasthecellarwasnotwellstocked。
’Ah,thenitwasso!She’sbeenveryqueer,saur,thislastweekortwo。Oyes,sendingmessagesdownthespakin’-tubewhichwerelikemadnessitself,andorderingusthisandthat,tillwewouldtakenonoticeatall。Iseethembothgooutlastnight,andpossiblytheywentforaholidaynotexpectingye,ormaybeforgood!Shure,ifye’dwritten,saur,I’dha’gottheplaceready,yebeingoutofaman,too,thoughit’snotmedutyatall!’
WhenPierstongottohisflooragainhefoundthatthecellardoorwasopen;somebottleswerestandingemptythathadbeenfull,andmanyabstractedaltogether。Allotherarticlesinthehouse,however,appearedtobeintact。Hislettertohishousekeeperlayintheboxasthepostmanhadleftit。
Bythistimetheluggagehadbeensentupinthelift;andAvice,likesomuchmoreluggage,stoodatthedoor,thehall-porterbehindofferinghisassistance。
’Comehere,Avice,’saidthesculptor。’Whatshallwedonow?Here’saprettystateofaffairs!’
Avicecouldsuggestnothing,tillshewasstruckwiththebrightthoughtthatsheshouldlightafire。
’Lightafire?——ah,yes……Iwonderifwecouldmanage。Thisisanoddcoincidence——andawkward!’hemurmured。’Verywell,lightafire。’
’Isthisthekitchen,sir,allmixedupwiththeparlours?’
’Yes。’
’ThenIthinkIcandoallthat’swantedhereforabit;atanyrate,tillyoucangethelp,sir。Atleast,IcouldifIcouldfindthefuel-house。’TisnosuchbigplaceasIthought!’
’That’sright:takecourage!’saidhewithatendersmile。’Now,I’lldineoutthisevening,andleavetheplaceforyoutoarrangeasbestyoucanwiththehelpoftheporter’swifedownstairs。’
ThisPierstonaccordinglydid,andsotheircommonresidencebegan。
Feelingmoreandmorestronglythatsomedangerawaitedherinhernativeislandhedeterminednottosendherbacktilltheloverorloverswhoseemedtotroublehershouldhavecooledoff。Hewasquitewillingtotaketheriskofhisactionthusfarinhissolicitousregardforher。
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Itwasadualsolitude,indeed;for,thoughPierstonandAviceweretheonlytwopeopleintheflat,theydidnotkeepeachothercompany,theformerbeingasscrupulouslyfearfulofgoingnearhernowthathehadtheopportunityashehadbeenprompttoseekherwhenhehadnone。
Theylivedinsilence,hismessagestoherbeingfrequentlywrittenonscrapsofpaperdepositedwhereshecouldseethem。Itwasnotwithoutapangthathenotedherunconsciousnessoftheirisolatedposition——apositiontowhich,hadsheexperiencedanyreciprocityofsentiment,shewouldreadilyhavebeenalive。
Consideringthat,thoughnotprofound,shewashardlyamatter-of-factgirlasthatphraseiscommonlyunderstood,shewasexasperatinginthematter-of-factqualityofherresponsestothefriendlyremarkswhichwouldescapehiminspiteofhimself,aswellasinhergeneralconduct。Wheneverheformedsomeculinaryexcuseforwalkingacrossthefewyardsoftessellatedhallwhichseparatedhisroomfromthekitchen,andspokethroughthedoorwaytoher,sheanswered,’Yes,sir,’or’No,sir,’withoutturninghereyesfromtheparticularworkthatshewasengagedin。
Intheusualcoursehewouldhaveobtainedacoupleofproperlyqualifiedservantsimmediately;buthelivedonwiththeone,orratherthelessthanone,thatthiscottage-girlafforded。Ithadbeenhisalmostinvariablecustomtodineatoneofhisclubs。Nowhesatathomeoverthemiserablechoporsteaktowhichhelimitedhimselfindreadlestsheshouldcomplainoftherebeingtoomuchworkforoneperson,anddemandtobesenthome。Acharwomancameeverytwoorthreedays,effectinganextraordinaryconsumptionoffoodandalcoholicliquids:yetitwasnotforthisthatPierstondreadedherpresence,butlest,inconversingwithAvice,sheshouldopenthegirl’seyestotheoddityofhersituation。Avicecouldseeforherselfthattheremusthavebeentwoorthreeservantsintheflatduringhisformerresidencethere:buthisreasonsfordoingwithoutthemseemednevertostrikeher。
Hisintentionhadbeentokeepheroccupiedexclusivelyatthestudio,butaccidenthadmodifiedthis。However,hesentherroundonemorning,andenteringhimselfshortlyafterfoundherengagedinwipingthelayersofdustfromthecastsandmodels。
Thecolourofthedustneverceasedtoamazeher。’ItisliketheholdofaBudmouthcollier,’shesaid,’andthebeautifulfacesoftheseclaypeoplearequitespoiltbyit。’
’Isupposeyou’llmarrysomeday,Avice?’remarkedPierston,asheregardedherthoughtfully。
’Somedoandsomedon’t,’shesaid,withareservedsmile,stillattendingtothecasts。’
’Youareveryoffhand,’saidhe。
Shearchlyweighedthatremarkwithoutfurtherspeech。Itwastantalizingconductinthefaceofhisinstincttocherishher;
especiallywhenheregardedthecharmofherbendingprofile;thewell-
characterizedthoughsoftlylinednose,theroundchinwith,asitwere,asecondleapinitscurvetothethroat,andthesweepoftheeyelashesovertherosycheekduringthesedulouslyloweredglance。
Howfutilelyhehadlabouredtoexpressthecharacterofthatfaceinclay,and,whilecatchingitinsubstance,hadyetlostsomethingthatwasessential!
Thateveningafterdusk,inthestressofwritingletters,hesentheroutforstamps。Shehadbeenabsentsomequarterofanhourwhen,suddenlydrawinghimselfupfromoverhiswriting-table,itflasheduponhimthathehadabsolutelyforgottenhertotalignoranceofLondon。
Theheadpost-office,towhichhehadsentherbecauseitwaslate,wastwoorthreestreetsoff,andhehadmadehisrequestinthemostgeneralmanner,whichshehadaccededtowithalacrityenough。Howcouldhehavedonesuchanunreflectingthing?
Pierstonwenttothewindow。Itwashalf-pastnineo’clock,andowingtoherabsencetheblindswerenotdown。Heopenedthecasementandsteppedoutuponthebalcony。Thegreenshadeofhislampscreeneditsraysfromthegloomwithout。Overtheoppositesquarethemoonhung,andtotherighttherestretchedalongstreet,filledwithadiminishingarrayoflamps,somesingle,someinclusters,amongthemanoccasionalblueorredone。Fromacornercamethenotesofapiano-organstrummingoutastirringmarchofRossini’s。Theshadowyblackfiguresofpedestriansmovedup,down,andacrosstheembrownedroadway。Abovetheroofswasabankoflividmist,andhigheragreenish-bluesky,inwhichstarswerevisible,thoughitslowerpartwasstillpalewithdaylight,againstwhichrosechimney-potsintheformofelbows,prongs,andfists。
Fromthewholesceneproceededagroundrumble,milesinextent,uponwhichindividualrattles,voices,atinwhistle,thebarkofadog,rodelikebubblesonasea。Thewholenoiseimpressedhimwiththesensethatnooneinitsenormousmasseverrequiredrest。
Inthisillimitableoceanofhumanitytherewasaunitofexistence,hisAvice,wanderingalone。
Pierstonlookedathiswatch。Shehadbeengonehalfanhour。Itwasimpossibletodistinguishheratthisdistance,evenifsheapproached。
Hecameinside,andputtingonhishatdeterminedtogooutandseekher。Hereachedtheendofthestreet,andtherewasnothingofhertobeseen。Shehadtheoptionoftwoorthreeroutesfromthispointtothepost-office;yetheplungedatrandomintoone,tillhereachedtheofficetofinditquitedeserted。Almostdistractednowbyhisanxietyforherheretreatedasrapidlyashehadcome,regaininghomeonlytofindthatshehadnotreturned。
Herecollectedtellingherthatifsheshouldeverloseherwayshemustcallacabanddrivehome。Itoccurredtohimthatthiswaswhatshewoulddonow。Heagainwentoutuponthebalcony;thedignifiedstreetinwhichhelivedwasalmostvacant,andthelampsstoodlikeplacedsentinelsawaitingsomeprocessionwhichtarriedlong。Atapointunderhimwheretheroadwastornuptherestoodaredlight,andatthecornertwomenweretalkinginleisurelyrepose,asifsunningthemselvesatnoonday。Loversofafelinedisposition,whowereneverseenbydaylight,jokedanddartedateachotherinandoutofareagates。
Hisattentionwasfixedonthecabs,andheheldhisbreathasthehollowclapofeachhorse’shoofsdrewnearthefrontofthehouse,onlytogoonwardintothesquare。Thetwolampsofeachvehicleafardilatedwithitsnearapproach,andseemedtoswervetowardshim。ItwasAvicesurely?No,itpassedby。
Almostfranticheagaindescendedandlethimselfoutofthehouse,movingtowardsamorecentralpart,wheretheroarstillcontinued。
Beforeemergingintothenoisythoroughfareheobservedasmallfigureapproachingleisurelyalongtheoppositeside,andhastenedacrosstofinditwasshe。
2。XII。AGRILLEDESCENDSBETWEEN
’OAvice!’hecried,withthetenderlysubduedscoldingofamother。
’Whatisthisyouhavedonetoalarmmeso!’
Sheseemedunconsciousofhavingdoneanything,andwasaltogethersurprisedathisanxiety。Inhisreliefhedidnotspeakfurthertillheaskedhersuddenlyifshewouldtakehisarmsinceshemustbetired。
’Ono,sir!’sheassuredhim,’Iamnotabittired,andIdon’trequireanyhelpatall,thankyou。’
Theywentupstairswithoutusingthelift,andheletherandhimselfinwithhislatchkey。Sheenteredthekitchen,andhe,following,satdowninachairthere。
’Wherehaveyoubeen?’hesaid,withalmostangeredconcernonhisface。’Yououghtnottohavebeenabsentmorethantenminutes。’
’Iknewtherewasnothingformetodo,andthoughtIshouldliketoseealittleofLondon,’sherepliednaively。’SowhenIhadgotthestampsIwentonintothefashionablestreets,whereladiesareallwalkingaboutjustasifitweredaytime!’TwasforalltheworldlikecominghomebynightfromMartinmasFairattheStreeto’Wells,onlymoregenteel。’
’OAvice,Avice,youmustnotgooutlikethis!Don’tyouknowthatI
amresponsibleforyoursafety?Iamyour——well,guardian,infact,andamboundbylawandmorals,andIdon’tknowwhat-all,todeliveryouuptoyournativeislandwithoutascratchorblemish。Andyetyouindulgeinsuchamidnightvagaryasthis!’
’ButIamsure,sir,thegentlemeninthestreetweremorerespectablethantheyareanywhereathome!Theyweredressedinthelatestfashion,andwouldhavescornedtodomeanyharm;andastotheirlove-making,Ineverheardanythingsopolitebefore。’
’Well,youmustnotdoitagain。I’lltellyousomedaywhy。What’sthatyouhaveinyourhand?’
’Amouse-trap。Therearelotsofmiceinthiskitchen——sootymice,notcleanlikeours——andIthoughtI’dtrytocatchthem。ThatwaswhatI
wentsofartobuy,astherewerenoshopsopenjustabouthere。I’llsetitnow。’
Sheproceededatoncetodoso,andPierstonremainedinhisseatregardingtheoperation,whichseemedentirelytoengrossher。Itwasextraordinary,indeed,toobservehowshewilfullylimitedherinterests;withwhatcontentshereceivedtheordinarythingsthatlifeoffered,andpersistentlyrefusedtobeholdwhataninfinitelyextendedlifelayopentoherthroughhim。Ifshehadonlysaidthewordhewouldhavegotalicenceandmarriedherthenextmorning。Wasitpossiblethatshedidnotperceivethistendencyinhim?Shecouldhardlybeawomanifshedidnot;andinherairy,elusive,offhanddemeanourshewasverymuchofawomanindeed。
’Itonlyholdsonemouse,’hesaidabsently。
’ButIshallhearitthrowinthenight,andsetitagain。’
Hesighedandlefthertoherownresourcesandretiredtorest,thoughhefeltnotendencytosleep。Atsomesmallhourofthedarkness,owing,possibly,tosomeinterveningdoorbeingleftopen,heheardthemouse-trapclick。Anotherlightsleepermusthaveheardittoo,foralmostimmediatelyafterthepit-patofnakedfeet,accompaniedbythebrushingofdrapery,wasaudiblealongthepassagetowardsthekitchen。
Afterherabsenceinthatapartmentlongenoughtoresetthetrap,hewasstartledbyascreamfromthesamequarter。Pierstonsprangoutofbed,jumpedintohisdressing-gown,andhastenedinthedirectionofthecry。
Avice,barefootedandwrappedinashawl,wasstandinginachair;themouse-traplayonthefloor,themouserunningroundandroundinitsneighbourhood。
’Iwastryingtotakeenout,’saidsheexcitedly,’andhegotawayfromme!’
Pierstonsecuredthemousewhilesheremainedstandingonthechair。
Then,havingsetthetrapanew,hisfeelingburstoutpetulantly——
’Agirllikeyoutothrowyourselfawayuponsuchacommonplacefellowasthatquarryman!Whydoyoudoit!’
Hermindwassointentlyfixeduponthematterinhandthatitwassomemomentsbeforeshecaughthisirrelevantsubject。’BecauseIamafoolishgirl,’shesaidquietly。
’What!Don’tyoulovehim?’saidJocelyn,withasurprisedstareupatherasshestood,inherconcernappearingtheveryAvicewhohadkissedhimtwentyyearsearlier。
’Itisnotmuchusetotalkaboutthat,’saidshe。
’Then,isitthesoldier?’
’Yes,thoughIhaveneverspokentohim。’
’Neverspokentothesoldier?’
’Never。’
’Haseitheronetreatedyoubadly——deceivedyou?’
’No。Certainlynot。’
’Well,Ican’tmakeyouout;andIdon’twishtoknowmorethanyouchoosetotellme。Come,Avice,whynottellmeexactlyhowthingsare?’
’Notnow,sir!’shesaid,herprettypinkfaceandbrowneyesturnedinsimpleappealtohimfromherpedestal。’Iwilltellyouallto-
morrow;anthatIwill!’
Heretreatedtohisownroomandlaydownmeditating。Somequarterofanhouraftershehadretreatedtohersthemouse-trapclickedagain,andPierstonraisedhimselfonhiselbowtolisten。Theplacewassostillandthejerry-builtdoor-panelssothinthathecouldhearthemousejumpingaboutinsidethewiresofthetrap。Butheheardnofootstepthistime。Ashewaswakefulandrestlessheagainarose,proceededtothekitchenwithalight,andremovingthemouseresetthetrap。Returninghelistenedoncemore。HecouldseeinthefardistancethedoorofAvice’sroom;butthatthoughtfulhousewifehadnotheardthesecondcapture。Fromtheroomcameasoftbreathinglikethatofaninfant。
Heenteredhisownchamberandreclinedhimselfgloomilyenough。Herlackofallconsciousnessofhim,theaspectofthedesertedkitchen,thecoldgrate,impressedhimwithadeepersenseoflonelinessthanhehadeverfeltbefore。
Foolishhewas,indeed,tobesodevotedtothisyoungwoman。Herdefencelessness,herfreedomfromtheleastthoughtthattherelurkedadangerintheirpropinquity,wereinfactsecondarysafeguards,notmuchlessstrongthanthatofherbeinghermother’simage,againstrisktoherfromhim。Yetitwasoutofthisthathisdepressioncame。
AtsightofherthenextmorningPierstonfeltthathemustputanendtosuchastateofthings。HesentAviceofftothestudio,wrotetoanagentforacoupleofservants,andthenwentroundtohiswork。
Avicewasbusyrightingallthatshewasallowedtotouch。Itwasthegirl’sdelighttobeoccupiedamongthemodelsandcasts,whichforthefirsttimesheregardedwiththewistfulinterestofasoulstrugglingtoreceiveideasofbeautyvaguelydiscernedyetevereludingher。
Thatbrightnessinhermother’smindwhichmighthavedescendedtothesecondAvicewiththematernalfaceandform,hadbeendimmedbyadmixturewiththemediocrityofherfather’s,andbyonewhorememberedlikePierstonthedualorganizationtheoppositescouldbeoftenseenwrestlinginternally。
Theywerealoneinthestudio,andhisfeelingsfoundvent。Puttinghisarmsroundherhesaid,’Mydarling,sweetlittleAvice!Iwanttoaskyousomething——surelyyouguesswhat?Iwanttoknowthis:willyoubemarriedtome,andliveherewithmealwaysandever?’
’O,Mr。Pierston,whatnonsense!’
’Nonsense?’saidhe,shrinkingsomewhat。
’Yes,sir。’
’Well,why?AmItooold?Surelythere’snoseriousdifference?’
’Ono——Ishouldnotmindthatifitcametomarrying。Thedifferenceisnotmuchforhusbandandwife,thoughitisrathermuchforkeepingcompany。’
Shestruggledtogetfree,andwheninthemovementsheknockeddowntheEmpressFaustina’sheadhedidnottrytoretainher。Hesawthatshewasnotonlysurprisedbutalittlealarmed。
’Youhaven’tsaidwhyitisnonsense!’heremarkedtartly。
’Why,Ididn’tknowyouwasthinkingofmelikethat。Ihadn’tanythoughtofit!Andallalonehere!WhatshallIdo?’
’Sayyes,myprettyAvice!We’llthengooutandbemarriedatonce,andnobodybeanythewiser。’
Sheshookherhead。’Icouldn’t,sir。’
’Itwouldbewellforyou。Youdon’tlikeme,perhaps?’
’YesIdo——verymuch。Butnotinthatsortofway——quite。Still,I
mighthavegottoloveyouintime,if——’
’Well,then,try,’hesaidwarmly。’Yourmotherdid!’
NosoonerhadthewordsslippedoutthanPierstonwouldhaverecalledthem。Hehadfeltinamomentthattheyjeopardizedhiscause。
’Motherlovedyou?’saidAvice,incredulouslygazingathim。
’Yes,’hemurmured。
’Youwerenotherfalseyoungman,surely?Thatonewho——’
’Yes,yes!Saynomoreaboutit。’
’Whoranawayfromher?’
’Almost。’
’ThenIcanNEVER,NEVERlikeyouagain!Ididn’tknowitwasagentleman——I——Ithought——’
’Itwasn’tagentleman,then。’
’O,sir,pleasegoaway!Ican’tbearthesightof’eeatthismoment!
PerhapsIshallgetto——tolikeyouasIdid;but——’
’No;I’md————difI’llgoaway!’saidPierston,thoroughlyirritated。
’Ihavebeencandidwithyou;yououghttobethesamewithme!’
’Whatdoyouwantmetotell?’
’Enoughtomakeitcleartomewhyyoudon’tacceptthisoffer。
Everythingyouhavesaidyetisareasonforthereverse。Now,mydear,Iamnotangry。’
’Yesyouare。’
’NoI’mnot。Nowwhatisyourreason?’
’ThenameofitisIsaacPierston,downhome。’
’How?’
’Imeanhecourtedme,andledmeontoislandcustom,andthenIwenttochapelonemorningandmarriedhiminsecret,becausemotherdidn’tcareabouthim;andIdidn’teitherbythattime。Andthenhequarrelledwithme;andjustbeforeyouandIcametoLondonhewentawaytoGuernsey。ThenIsawasoldier;Ineverknewhisname,butI
fellinlovewithhimbecauseIamsoquickatthat!Still,asitwaswrong,Itriednottothinkofhim,andwouldn’tlookathimwhenhepassed。ButitmademecryverymuchthatImustn’t。Iwasthenverymiserable,andyouaskedmetocometoLondon。Ididn’tcarewhatI
didwithmyself,andIcame。’
’Heavenaboveus!’saidPierston,hispaleanddistressedfaceshowingwithwhatashockthisannouncementhadcome。’Whyhaveyoudonesuchextraordinarythings?Or,rather,whydidn’tyoutellmeofthisbefore?Then,atthepresentmomentyouarethewifeofamanwhoisinGuernsey,whomyoudonotloveatall;butinsteadofhimloveasoldierwhomyouhaveneverspokento;whileIhavenearlybroughtscandaluponusbothbyyourlettingmeloveyou。Really,youareaverywickedwoman!’
’No,Iamnot!’shepouted。
Still,Avicelookedpaleandratherfrightened,anddidnotlifthereyesfromthefloor。’Isaiditwasnonsenseinyoutowanttohaveme!’shewenton,’and,evenifIhadn’tbeenmarriedtothathorridIsaacPierston,Icouldn’thavemarriedyouafteryoutoldmethatyouwasthemanwhoranawayfrommymother。’
’Ihavepaidthepenalty!’hesaidsadly。’Menofmysortalwaysgettheworstofitsomehow。ThoughIneverdidyourmotheranyharm。
Now,Avice——I’llcallyoudearAviceforyourmother’ssakeandnotforyourown——ImustseewhatIcandotohelpyououtofthedifficultythatunquestionablyyouarein。Whycan’tyouloveyourhusbandnowyouhavemarriedhim?’
Avicelookedasideatthestatuaryasifthesubtletiesofherorganizationwerenotveryeasytodefine。
’Washethatblack-beardedtypicallocalcharacterIsawyouwalkingwithoneSunday?Thesamesurnameasmine;though,ofcourse,youdon’tnoticethatinaplacewherethereareonlyhalf-a-dozensurnames?’
’Yes,thatwasIke。Itwasthateveningwedisagreed。Hescoldedme,andIansweredhim(youmusthaveheardus);andthenextdayhewentaway。’
’Well,asIsay,Imustconsiderwhatitwillbebesttodoforyouinthis。Thefirstthing,itseemstome,willbetogetyourhusbandhome。’
Sheimpatientlyshruggedhershoulders。’Idon’tlikehim!’
’Thenwhydidyoumarryhim?’
’Iwasobligedto,afterwe’dprovedeachotherbyislandcustom。’
’Youshouldn’thavethoughtofsuchathing。Itisridiculousandoutofdatenowadays。’
’Ah,he’ssoold-fashionedinhisnotionsthathedoesn’tthinklikethat。However,he’sgone。’
’Ah——itisonlyatiffbetweenyou,Idaresay。I’llstarthiminbusinessifhe’llcome……Isthecottageathomestillinyourhands?’
’Yes,itismyfreehold。GrammerStockwoolistakingcareo’itforme。’
’Good。Andbackthereyougostraightway,myprettymadam,andwaittillyourhusbandcomestomakeitupwithyou。’
’Iwon’tgo!——Idon’twanthimtocome!’shesobbed。’Iwanttostayherewithyou,oranywhere,exceptwherehecancome!’
’Youwillgetoverthat。Now,gobacktotheflat,there’sadearAvice,andbereadyinonehour,waitinginthehallforme。’
’Idon’twantto!’
’ButIsayyoushall!’
Shefounditwasnousetodisobey。Preciselyatthemomentappointedhemethertherehimself,burdenedonlywithavaliseandumbrella,shewithaboxandotherthings。DirectingtheportertoputAviceandherbelongingsintoafour-wheeledcabfortherailway-station,hewalkedonwardfromthedoor,andkeptlookingbehind,tillhesawthecabapproaching。Hethenenteredbesidetheastonishedgirl,andonwardtheywenttogether。
Theysatoppositeeachotherinanemptycompartment,andthetediousrailwayjourneybegan。Regardinghercloselynowbythelightofherrevelationhewonderedathimselfforneverdivininghersecret。
Wheneverhelookedatherthegirl’seyesgrewrebellious,andatlastshewept。
’Idon’twanttogotohim!’shesobbedinamiserablevoice。
Pierstonwasalmostasmuchdistressedasshe。’Whydidyouputyourselfandmeinsuchaposition?’hesaidbitterly。’Itisnousetoregretitnow!AndIcan’tsaythatIdo。Itaffordsmeawayoutofatryingposition。Evenifyouhadnotbeenmarriedtohimyouwouldnothavemarriedme!’
’Yes,Iwould,sir。’
’What!Youwould?Yousaidyouwouldn’tnotlongago。’
’Ilikeyoubetternow!Ilikeyoumoreandmore!’
Pierstonsighed,foremotionallyhewasnotmucholderthanshe。Thathitchinhisdevelopment,renderinghimthemostlopsidedofGod’screatures,washisstandingmisfortune。Aproposaltoherwhichcrossedhismindwasdismissedasdisloyalty,particularlytoaninexperiencedfellow-islanderandonewhowasbyraceandtraditionsalmostakinswoman。
Littlemorepassedbetweenthetwainonthatwretched,never-to-be-
forgottenday。Aphrodite,Ashtaroth,Freyja,orwhoeverthelove-queenofhisislemighthavebeen,waspunishinghimsharply,assheknewbuttoowellhowtopunishhervotarieswhentheyrevertedfromtheephemeraltothestablemood。Whenwasittoend——thiscurseofhisheartnotageingwhilehisframemovednaturallyonward?Perhapsonlywithlife。
Hisfirstactthedayafterdepositingherinherownhousewastogotothechapelwhere,byherstatement,themarriagehadbeensolemnized,andmakesureofthefact。Perhapshefeltanillogicalhopethatshemightbefree,eventhen,inthetarnishedconditionwhichsuchfreedomwouldhaveinvolved。However,therestoodthewordsdistinctly:IsaacPierston,AnnAviceCaro,sonanddaughterofSo-
and-so,marriedonsuchaday,signedbythecontractingparties,theofficiatingminister,andthetwowitnesses。
2。XIII。SHEISENSHROUDEDFROMSIGHT
Oneeveninginearlywinter,whentheairwasdryandgusty,thedarklittlelanewhichdividedthegroundsofSylvaniaCastlefromthecottageofAvice,andleddowntotheadjoiningruinofRed-KingCastle,waspacedbyasolitaryman。Thecottagewasthecentreofhisbeat;itswesternlimitbeingthegatesoftheformerresidence,itseasternthedrawbridgeoftheruin。Thefewothercottagesthereabout——
allasifcarvedfromthesolidrock——wereindarkness,butfromtheupperwindowofAvice’stinyfreeholdglimmeredalight。Itsrayswererepeatedfromthefar-distantseabythelightshiplyingmooredoverthemysteriousShamblesquicksand,whichbroughttamelessnessanddomesticityintoduepositionasbalancedopposites。
Theseamoaned——morethanmoaned——amongthebouldersbelowtheruins,athroeofitstidebeingtimedtoregularintervals。Thesesoundswereaccompaniedbyanequallyperiodicmoanfromtheinteriorofthecottagechamber;sothatthearticulateheaveofwaterandthearticulateheaveoflifeseemedbutdifferingutterancesoftheselfsametroubledterrestrialBeing——whichinonesensetheywere。
Pierston——forthemaninthelanewashe——wouldlookfromlightshiptocottagewindow;thenbackagain,ashewaitedtherebetweenthetravailoftheseawithout,andthetravailofthewomanwithin。Soonaninfant’swailoftheveryfeeblestwasalsoaudibleinthehouse。Hestartedfromhiseasypacing,andwentagainwestward,standingattheelbowofthelanealongtime。Thenthepeaceofthesleepingvillagewhichlaythatwaywasbrokenbylightwheelsandthetrotofahorse。
Pierstonwentbacktothecottagegateandawaitedthearrivalofthevehicle。
Itwasalightcart,andamanjumpeddownasitstopped。Hewasinabroad-brimmedhat,underwhichnomoreofhimcouldbeperceivedthanthatheworeablackbeardclippedlikeayewfence——atypicalaspectintheisland。
’YouareAvice’shusband?’askedthesculptorquickly。
Themanrepliedthathewas,inthelocalaccent。’I’vejustcomeinbyto-day’sboat,’headded。’Icouldn’tgithereavore。IhadcontractedforthejobatPeter-Port,andhadtoseeto’ttotheend。’
’Well,’saidPierston,’yourcomingmeansthatyouarewillingtomakeitupwithher?’
’Ay,Idon’tknowbutIbe,’saidtheman。’Midsowelldothatasanythingelse!’
’Ifyoudo,thoroughly,agoodbusinessinyouroldlineawaitsyouhereintheisland。’
’Wi’allmyheart,then,’saidtheman。Hisvoicewasenergetic,and,thoughslightlytouchy,itshowed,onthewhole,adispositiontosetthingsright。
Thedriverofthetrapwaspaidoff,andJocelynandIsaacPierston——
undoubtedlyscionsofacommonstockinthisisleofintermarriages,thoughtheyhadnoproofofit——enteredthehouse。Nobodywasintheground-floorroom,inthecentreofwhichstoodasquaretable,inthecentreofthetablealittlewoolmat,andinthecentreofthematalamp,theapartmenthavingtheappearanceofbeingrigidlysweptandsetinorderforaneventofinterest。
ThewomanwholivedinthehousewithAvicenowcamedownstairs,andtotheinquiryofthecomerssherepliedthatmatterswereprogressingfavourably,butthatnobodycouldbeallowedtogoupstairsjustthen。
Afterplacingchairsandviandsforthemsheretreated,andtheysatdown,thelampbetweenthem——theloverofthesuffererabove,whohadnorighttoher,andthemanwhohadeveryrighttoher,butdidnotloveher。Engagingindesultoryandfragmentaryconversationtheylistenedtothetramplingoffeetonthefloor-boardsoverhead——
Pierstonfullofanxietyandattentiveness,Ikeawaitingthecourseofnaturecalmly。
Soontheyheardthefeeblebleatsrepeated,andthenthelocalpractitionerdescendedandenteredtheroom。
’Howisshenow?’saidPierston,themoretaciturnIkelookingupwithhimfortheanswerthathefeltwouldservefortwoaswellasforone。
’Doingwell,remarkablywell,’repliedtheprofessionalgentleman,withamannerofhavingsaiditinotherplaces;andhisvehiclenotbeingatthedoorhesatdownandsharedsomerefreshmentwiththeothers。
WhenhehaddepartedMrs。Stockwoolagainsteppeddown,andinformedthemthatIke’spresencehadbeenmadeknowntohiswife。
Thetruantquarrierseemedratherinclinedtostaywherehewasandfinishthemugofale,butPierstonquickenedhim,andheascendedthestaircase。AssoonasthelowerroomwasemptyPierstonleantwithhiselbowsonthetable,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。
Ikewasabsentnogreattime。Descendingwithaproprietarymienthathadbeenlackingbefore,heinvitedJocelyntoascendlikewise,sinceshehadstatedthatshewouldliketoseehim。Jocelynwentupthecrookedoldsteps,thehusbandremainingbelow。
Avice,thoughwhiteasthesheets,lookedbrighterandhappierthanhehadexpectedtofindher,andwasapparentlyverymuchfortifiedbythepinklittlelumpatherside。Sheheldoutherhandtohim。
’Ijustwantedtotell’ee,’shesaid,strivingagainstherfeebleness,’Ithoughtitwouldbenoharmtoseeyou,though’tisrathersoon——totell’eehowverymuchIthankyouforgettingmesettledagainwithIke。Heisverygladtocomehomeagain,too,hesays。Yes,you’vedoneagoodmanykindthingsforme,sir。’
Whethershewerereallyglad,orwhetherthewordswereexpressedasamatterofduty,Pierstondidnotattempttolearn。
Hemerelysaidthathevaluedherthanks。’Now,Avice,’headdedtenderly,’Iresignmyguardianshipofyou。Ihopetoseeyourhusbandinasoundlittlebusinesshereinaveryshorttime。’
’Ihopeso——forbaby’ssake,’shesaid,withabrightsigh。’Wouldyou——liketoseeher,sir?’
’Thebaby?Oyes——YOURbaby!YoumustchristenherAvice。’
’Yes——soIwill!’shemurmuredreadily,anddisclosedtheinfantwithsometimidity。’Ihopeyouforgiveme,sir,forconcealingmythoughtlessmarriage!’
’Ifyouforgivemeformakinglovetoyou。’
’Yes。Howwereyoutoknow!Iwish——’
Pierstonbadehergood-bye,kissingherhand;turnedfromherandtheincipientbeingwhomhewastomeetagainunderveryalteredconditions,andleftthebed-chamberwithatearinhiseye。
’Hereendeththatdream!’saidhe。