PREFACE
ThepeninsulacarvedbyTimeoutofasinglestone,whereonmostofthefollowingscenesarelaid,hasbeenforcenturiesimmemorialthehomeofacuriousandwell-nighdistinctpeople,cherishingstrangebeliefsandsingularcustoms,nowforthemostpartobsolescent。Fancies,likecertainsoft-woodedplantswhichcannotbearthesilentinlandfrosts,butthrivebytheseaintheroughestofweather,seemtogrowupnaturallyhere,inparticularamongstthosenativeswhohavenoactiveconcerninthelaboursofthe’Isle。’Henceitisaspotapttogenerateatypeofpersonagelikethecharacterimperfectlysketchedinthesepages——anativeofnatives——whomsomemaychoosetocallafantast(iftheyhonourhimwiththeirconsiderationsofar),butwhomothersmayseeonlyasonethatgaveobjectivecontinuityandanametoadelicatedreamwhichinavaguerformismoreorlesscommontoallmen,andisbynomeansnewtoPlatonicphilosophers。
TothosewhoknowtherockycoignofEnglandheredepicted——overlookingthegreatChannelHighwaywithallitssuggestiveness,andstandingoutsofarintomid-seathattouchesoftheGulfStreamsoftentheairtillFebruary——itismatterofsurprisethattheplacehasnotbeenmorefrequentlychosenastheretreatofartistsandpoetsinsearchofinspiration——foratleastamonthortwointheyear,thetempestuousratherthanthefineseasonsbypreference。Tobesure,onenookthereinistheretreat,attheircountry’sexpense,ofothergeniusesfromadistance;buttheirpresenceishardlydiscoverable。Yetperhapsitisaswellthattheartisticvisitorsdonotcome,ornomorewouldbeheardoflittlefreeholdhousesbeingboughtandsoldthereforacoupleofhundredpounds——builtofsolidstone,anddatingfromthesixteenthcenturyandearlier,withmullions,copings,andcorbelscomplete。Thesetransactions,bytheway,arecarriedoutandcovenanted,orweretilllately,intheparishchurch,inthefaceofthecongregation,suchbeingtheancientcustomoftheIsle。
Asforthestoryitself,itmaybeworthwhiletoremarkthat,differingfromallormostothersoftheseriesinthattheinterestaimedatisofanidealorsubjectivenature,andfranklyimaginative,verisimilitudeinthesequenceofeventshasbeensubordinatedtothesaidaim。
Thefirstpublicationofthistaleinanindependentformwasin1897;
butithadappearedintheperiodicalpressin1892,underthetitleof’ThePursuitoftheWell-Beloved。’Afewchaptersofthatexperimentalissuewererewrittenforthepresentandfinalformofthenarrative。
T。H。
August1912。
CONTENTS
PARTFIRST——AYOUNGMANOFTWENTY。
I。ASUPPOSITITIOUSPRESENTMENTOFHER
II。THEINCARNATIONISASSUMEDTOBETRUE
III。THEAPPOINTMENT
IV。ALONELYPEDESTRIAN
V。ACHARGE
VI。ONTHEBRINK
VII。HEREARLIERINCARNATIONS
VIII。’TOOLIKETHELIGHTNING’
IX。FAMILIARPHENOMENAINTHEDISTANCE
PARTSECOND——AYOUNGMANOFFORTY。
I。THEOLDPHANTOMBECOMESDISTINCT
II。SHEDRAWSCLOSEANDSATISFIES
III。SHEBECOMESANINACCESSIBLEGHOST
IV。SHETHREATENSTORESUMECORPOREALSUBSTANCE
V。THERESUMPTIONTAKESPLACE
VI。THEPASTSHINESINTHEPRESENT
VII。THENEWBECOMESESTABLISHED
VIII。HISOWNSOULCONFRONTSHIM
IX。JUXTAPOSITIONS
X。SHEFAILSTOVANISHSTILL
XI。THEIMAGEPERSISTS
XII。AGRILLEDESCENDSBETWEEN
XIII。SHEISENSHROUDEDFROMSIGHT
PARTTHIRD——AYOUNGMANOFSIXTY。
I。SHERETURNSFORTHENEWSEASON
II。MISGIVINGSONTHERE-EMBODIMENT
III。THERENEWEDIMAGEBURNSITSELFIN
IV。ADASHFORTHELASTINCARNATION
V。ONTHEVERGEOFPOSSESSION
VI。THEWELL-BELOVEDIS——WHERE?
VII。ANOLDTABERNACLEINANEWASPECT
VIII。’ALASFORTHISGREYSHADOW,ONCEAMAN!’
PARTFIRST——AYOUNGMANOFTWENTY。
——’Now,ifTimeknowsThatHer,whoseradiantbrowsWeavethemagarlandofmyvows;
HerthatdaresbeWhattheselineswishtosee:
Iseeknofurther,itisShe。’
——R。CRASHAW。
1。I。ASUPPOSITITIOUSPRESENTMENTOFHER
Apersonwhodifferedfromthelocalwayfarerswasclimbingthesteeproadwhichleadsthroughthesea-skirtedtownletdefinableastheStreetofWells,andformsapassintothatGibraltarofWessex,thesingularpeninsulaonceanisland,andstillcalledsuch,thatstretchesoutliketheheadofabirdintotheEnglishChannel。Itisconnectedwiththemainlandbyalongthinneckofpebbles’castupbyragesofthese,’andunparalleledinitskindinEurope。
Thepedestrianwaswhathelookedlike——ayoungmanfromLondonandthecitiesoftheContinent。Nobodycouldseeatpresentthathisurbanismsatuponhimonlyasagarment。Hewasjustrecollectingwithsomethingofself-reproachthatawholethreeyearsandeightmonthshadflownsincehepaidhislastvisittohisfatheratthislonelyrockofhisbirthplace,theinterveningtimehavingbeenspentamidmanycontrastingsocieties,peoples,manners,andscenes。
Whathadseemedusualintheislewhenhelivedtherealwayslookedquaintandoddafterhislaterimpressions。Morethaneverthespotseemedwhatitwassaidoncetohavebeen,theancientVindiliaIsland,andtheHomeoftheSlingers。Thetoweringrock,thehousesabovehouses,oneman’sdoorsteprisingbehindhisneighbour’schimney,thegardenshungupbyoneedgetothesky,thevegetablesgrowingonapparentlyalmostverticalplanes,theunityofthewholeislandasasolidandsingleblockoflimestonefourmileslong,werenolongerfamiliarandcommonplaceideas。Allnowstooddazzlinglyuniqueandwhiteagainstthetintedsea,andthesunflashedoninfinitelystratifiedwallsofoolite,ThemelancholyruinsOfcancelledcycles,……
withadistinctivenessthatcalledtheeyestoitasstronglyasanyspectaclehehadbeheldafar。
Afteralaboriousclamberhereachedthetop,andwalkedalongtheplateautowardstheeasternvillage。Thetimebeingabouttwoo’clock,inthemiddleofthesummerseason,theroadwasglaringanddusty,anddrawingneartohisfather’shousehesatdowninthesun。
Hestretchedouthishandupontherockbesidehim。Itfeltwarm。
Thatwastheisland’spersonaltemperaturewheninitsafternoonsleepasnow。Helistened,andheardsounds:whirr-whirr,saw-saw-saw。
Thoseweretheisland’ssnores——thenoisesofthequarrymenandstone-
sawyers。
Oppositetothespotonwhichhesatwasaroomycottageorhomestead。
Liketheislanditwasallofstone,notonlyinwallsbutinwindow-
frames,roof,chimneys,fence,stile,pigstyandstable,almostdoor。
Herememberedwhohadusedtolivethere——andprobablylivedtherenow——
theCarofamily;the’roan-mare’Caros,astheywerecalledtodistinguishthemfromotherbranchesofthesamepedigree,therebeingbuthalf-a-dozenChristianandsurnamesinthewholeisland。Hecrossedtheroadandlookedinattheopendoorway。Yes,theretheywerestill。
Mrs。Caro,whohadseenhimfromthewindow,methimintheentry,andanold-fashionedgreetingtookplacebetweenthem。Amomentafteradoorleadingfromthebackroomswasthrownopen,andayounggirlaboutseventeenoreighteencameboundingin。
’Why,’TISdearJoce!’sheburstoutjoyfully。Andrunninguptotheyoungman,shekissedhim。
Thedemonstrationwassweetenoughfromtheownerofsuchanaffectionatepairofbrighthazeleyesandbrowntressesofhair。Butitwassosudden,sounexpectedbyamanfreshfromtowns,thathewincedforamomentquiteinvoluntarily;andtherewassomeconstraintinthemannerinwhichhereturnedherkiss,andsaid,’MyprettylittleAvice,howdoyoudoaftersolong?’
Forafewsecondsherimpulsiveinnocencehardlynoticedhisstartofsurprise;butMrs。Caro,thegirl’smother,hadobserveditinstantly。
Withapainedflushsheturnedtoherdaughter。
’Avice——mydearAvice!Why——whatareyoudoing?Don’tyouknowthatyou’vegrownuptobeawomansinceJocelyn——Mr。Pierston——waslastdownhere?Ofcourseyoumustn’tdonowasyouusedtodothreeorfouryearsago!’
TheawkwardnesswhichhadarisenwashardlyremovedbyPierston’sassurancethathequiteexpectedhertokeepupthepracticeofherchildhood,followedbyseveralminutesofconversationongeneralsubjects。Hewasvexedfromhissoulthathisunawaremovementshouldsohavebetrayedhim。AthisleavingherepeatedthatifAviceregardedhimotherwisethanassheusedtodohewouldneverforgiveher;butthoughtheypartedgoodfriendsherregretattheincidentwasvisibleinherface。Jocelynpassedoutintotheroadandonwardtohisfather’shousehardby。Themotheranddaughterwereleftalone。
’Iwasquiteamazedat’ee,mychild!’exclaimedtheelder。’AyoungmanfromLondonandforeigncities,usednowtothestrictestcompanymanners,andladieswhoalmostthinkitvulgartosmilebroad!Howcouldyedoit,Avice?’
’I——Ididn’tthinkabouthowIwasaltered!’saidtheconscience-
strickengirl。’Iusedtokisshim,andheusedtokissmebeforehewentaway。’
’Butthatwasyearsago,mydear!’
’Oyes,andforthemomentIforgot!Heseemedjustthesametomeasheusedtobe。’
’Well,itcan’tbehelpednow。Youmustbecarefulinthefuture。
He’sgotlotsofyoungwomen,I’llwarrant,andhasfewthoughtsleftforyou。He’swhattheycallasculptor,andhemeanstobeagreatgeniusinthatlinesomeday,theydosay。’
’Well,I’vedoneit;anditcan’tbemended!’moanedthegirl。
MeanwhileJocelynPierston,thesculptorofbuddingfame,hadgoneonwardtothehouseofhisfather,aninartisticmanoftradeandcommercemerely,fromwhom,nevertheless,Jocelyncondescendedtoacceptayearlyallowancependingthefamousdaystocome。Buttheelder,havingreceivednowarningofhisson’sintendedvisit,wasnotathometoreceivehim。Jocelynlookedroundthefamiliarpremises,glancedacrosstheCommonatthegreatyardswithinwhicheternalsawsweregoingtoandfrouponeternalblocksofstone——theverysamesawsandtheverysameblocksthathehadseentherewhenlastintheisland,soitseemedtohim——andthenpassedthroughthedwellingintothebackgarden。
Likeallthegardensintheisleitwassurroundedbyawallofdry-
jointedspawls,andatitsfurtherextremityitranoutintoacorner,whichadjoinedthegardenoftheCaros。Hehadnosoonerreachedthisspotthanhebecameawareofamurmuringandsobbingontheothersideofthewall。ThevoiceherecognizedinamomentasAvice’s,andsheseemedtobeconfidinghertroubletosomeyoungfriendofherownsex。
’Oh,whatshallIDO!whatSHALLIdo!’shewassayingbitterly。’Soboldasitwas——soshameless!HowcouldIthinkofsuchathing!Hewillneverforgiveme——never,neverlikemeagain!He’llthinkmeaforwardhussy,andyet——andyetIquiteforgothowmuchIhadgrown。
Butthathe’llneverbelieve!’Theaccentswerethoseofonewhohadforthefirsttimebecomeconsciousofherwomanhood,asanunwontedpossessionwhichshamedandfrightenedher。
’Didheseemangryatit?’inquiredthefriend。
’Ono——notangry!Worse。Coldandhaughty。O,he’ssuchafashionablepersonnow——notatallanislandman。Butthere’snouseintalkingofit。IwishIwasdead!’
Pierstonretreatedasquicklyashecould。Hegrievedattheincidentwhichhadbroughtsuchpaintothisinnocentsoul;andyetitwasbeginningtobeasourceofvaguepleasuretohim。Hereturnedtothehouse,andwhenhisfatherhadcomebackandwelcomedhim,andtheyhadsharedamealtogether,Jocelynagainwentout,fullofanearnestdesiretosoothehisyoungneighbour’ssorrowinawayshelittleexpected;though,totellthetruth,hisaffectionforherwasratherthatofafriendthanofalover,andhefeltbynomeanssurethatthemigratory,elusiveidealizationhecalledhisLovewho,eversincehisboyhood,hadflittedfromhumanshelltohumanshellanindefinitenumberoftimes,wasgoingtotakeupherabodeinthebodyofAviceCaro。
1。II。THEINCARNATIONISASSUMEDTOBETRUE
Itwasdifficulttomeetheragain,eventhoughonthislumpofrockthedifficultylayasaruleratherinavoidancethaninmeeting。ButAvicehadbeentransformedintoaverydifferentkindofyoungwomanbytheself-consciousnessengenderedofherimpulsivegreeting,and,notwithstandingtheirnearneighbourhood,hecouldnotencounterher,tryashewould。Nosoonerdidheappearaninchbeyondhisfather’sdoorthanshewastoearthlikeafox;sheboltedupstairstoherroom。
Anxioustosootheherafterhisunintentionalslighthecouldnotstandtheseevasionslong。Themannersoftheislewereprimitiveandstraightforward,evenamongthewell-to-do,andnotingherdisappearanceonedayhefollowedherintothehouseandonwardtothefootofthestairs。
’Avice!’hecalled。
’Yes,Mr。Pierston。’
’Whydoyourunupstairslikethat?’
’Oh——onlybecauseIwantedtocomeupforsomething。’
’Well,ifyou’vegotit,can’tyoucomedownagain?’
’No,Ican’tverywell。’
’Come,DEARAvice。That’swhatyouare,youknow。’
Therewasnoresponse。
’Well,ifyouwon’t,youwon’t!’hecontinued。’Idon’twanttobotheryou。’AndPierstonwentaway。
Hewasstoppingtolookattheold-fashionedflowersunderthegardenwallswhenheheardavoicebehindhim。
’Mr。Pierston——Iwasn’tangrywithyou。WhenyouweregoneIthought——
youmightmistakeme,andIfeltIcoulddonolessthancomeandassureyouofmyfriendshipstill。’
TurninghesawtheblushingAviceimmediatelybehindhim。
’Youareagood,deargirl!’saidhe,and,seizingherhand,setuponhercheekthekindofkissthatshouldhavebeentheresponsetohersonthedayofhiscoming。
’DarlingAvice,forgivemefortheslightthatday!Sayyoudo。Come,now!AndthenI’llsaytoyouwhatIhaveneversaidtoanyotherwoman,livingordead:"Willyouhavemeasyourhusband?"’
’Ah!——mothersaysIamonlyoneofmany!’
’Youarenot,dear。YouknewmewhenIwasyoung,andothersdidn’t。’
Somehoworotherherobjectionsweregotover,andthoughshedidnotgiveanimmediateassent,sheagreedtomeethimlaterintheafternoon,whenshewalkedwithhimtothesouthernpointoftheislandcalledtheBeal,or,bystrangers,theBill,pausingoverthetreacherouscavernknownasCaveHole,intowhichthesearoaredandsplashednowasithaddonewhentheyvisitedittogetheraschildren。
Tosteadyherselfwhilelookinginheofferedherhisarm,andshetookit,forthefirsttimeasawoman,forthehundredthtimeashiscompanion。
Theyrambledontothelighthouse,wheretheywouldhavelingeredlongerifAvicehadnotsuddenlyrememberedanengagementtorecitepoetryfromaplatformthatveryeveningattheStreetofWells,thevillagecommandingtheentrancetotheisland——thevillagethathasnowadvancedtobeatown。
’Recite!’saidhe。’Who’dhavethoughtanybodyoranythingcouldrecitedownhereexceptthereciterwehearawaythere——theneverspeechlesssea。’
’Obutwearequiteintellectualnow。Inthewinterparticularly。
But,Jocelyn——don’tcometotherecitation,willyou?Itwouldspoilmyperformanceifyouwerethere,andIwanttobeasgoodastherest。’
’Iwon’tifyoureallywishmenotto。ButIshallmeetyouatthedoorandbringyouhome。’
’Yes!’shesaid,lookingupintohisface。Avicewasperfectlyhappynow;shecouldneverhavebelievedonthatmortifyingdayofhiscomingthatshewouldbesohappywithhim。Whentheyreachedtheeastsideoftheisletheyparted,thatshemightbesoonenoughtotakeherplaceontheplatform。Pierstonwenthome,andafterdark,whenitwasaboutthehourforaccompanyingherback,hewentalongthemiddleroadnorthwardtotheStreetofWells。
Hewasfullofmisgiving。HehadknownAviceCarosowellofoldthathisfeelingforhernowwasrathercomradeshipthanlove;andwhathehadsaidtoherinamomentofimpulsethatmorningratherappalledhiminitsconsequences。Notthatanyofthemoresophisticatedandaccomplishedwomenwhohadattractedhimsuccessivelywouldbelikelytoriseinconvenientlybetweenthem。Forhehadquitedisabusedhismindoftheassumptionthattheidolofhisfancywasanintegralpartofthepersonalityinwhichithadsojournedforalongorashortwhile。
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TohisWell-Belovedhehadalwaysbeenfaithful;butshehadhadmanyembodiments。EachindividualityknownasLucy,Jane,Flora,Evangeline,orwhat-not,hadbeenmerelyatransientconditionofher。
Hedidnotrecognizethisasanexcuseorasadefence,butasafactsimply。Essentiallyshewasperhapsofnotangiblesubstance;aspirit,adream,afrenzy,aconception,anaroma,anepitomizedsex,alightoftheeye,apartingofthelips。Godonlyknewwhatshereallywas;Pierstondidnot。Shewasindescribable。
Nevermuchconsideringthatshewasasubjectivephenomenonvivifiedbytheweirdinfluencesofhisdescentandbirthplace,thediscoveryofherghostliness,ofherindependenceofphysicallawsandfailings,hadoccasionallygivenhimasenseoffear。Heneverknewwhereshenextwouldbe,whithershewouldleadhim,havingherselfinstantaccesstoallranksandclasses,toeveryabodeofmen。Sometimesatnighthedreamtthatshewas’thewile-weavingDaughterofhighZeus’inperson,bentontormentinghimforhissinsagainstherbeautyinhisart——theimplacableAphroditeherselfindeed。Heknewthathelovedthemasqueradingcreaturewhereverhefoundher,whetherwithblueeyes,blackeyes,orbrown;whetherpresentingherselfastall,fragile,orplump。Shewasneverintwoplacesatonce;buthithertoshehadneverbeeninoneplacelong。
Bymakingthiscleartohismindsometimebeforeto-day,hehadescapedagooddealofuglyself-reproach。Itwassimplythatshewhoalwaysattractedhim,andledhimwhithershewouldasbyasilkenthread,hadnotremainedtheoccupantofthesamefleshlytabernacleinhercareersofar。Whethershewouldultimatelysettledowntoonehecouldnotsay。
HadhefeltthatshewasbecomingmanifestinAvice,hewouldhavetriedtobelievethatthiswastheterminalspotofhermigrations,andhavebeencontenttoabidebyhiswords。ButdidheseetheWell-
BelovedinAviceatall?Thequestionwassomewhatdisturbing。
Hehadreachedthebrowofthehill,anddescendedtowardsthevillage,whereinthelongstraightRomanstreethesoonfoundthelightedhall。
Theperformancewasnotyetover;andbygoingroundtothesideofthebuildingandstandingonamoundhecouldseetheinteriorasfardownastheplatformlevel。Avice’sturn,orsecondturn,cameonalmostimmediately。Herprettyembarrassmentonfacingtheaudienceratherwonhimawayfromhisdoubts。Shewas,intruth,whatiscalleda’nice’girl;attractive,certainly,butaboveallthingsnice——oneoftheclasswithwhomtherisksofmatrimonyapproximatemostnearlytozero。Herintelligenteyes,herbroadforehead,herthoughtfulcarriage,ensuredonething,thatofallthegirlshehadknownhehadnevermetonewithmorecharmingandsolidqualitiesthanAviceCaro’s。
Thiswasnotamereconjecture——hehadknownherlongandthoroughly;
hereverymoodandtemper。
Aheavywagonpassingwithoutdrownedhersmallsoftvoiceforhim;buttheaudiencewerepleased,andsheblushedattheirapplause。Henowtookhisstationatthedoor,andwhenthepeoplehaddonepouringouthefoundherwithinawaitinghim。
TheyclimbedhomewardslowlybytheOldRoad,Pierstondragginghimselfupthesteepbythewaysidehand-railandpullingAviceafterhimuponhisarm。Atthetoptheyturnedandstoodstill。Totheleftofthemtheskywasstreakedlikeafanwiththelighthouserays,andundertheirfront,atperiodsofaquarterofaminute,therearoseadeep,hollowstrokelikethesinglebeatofadrum,theintervalsbeingfilledwithalong-drawnrattling,asofbonesbetweenhugecaninejaws。ItcamefromthevastconcaveofDeadman’sBay,risingandfallingagainstthepebbledyke。
Theeveningandnightwindsherewere,toPierston’smind,chargedwithasomethingthatdidnotburdenthemelsewhere。TheybroughtitupfromthatsinisterBaytothewest,whosemovementsheandhewerehearingnow。Itwasapresence——animaginaryshapeoressencefromthehumanmultitudelyingbelow:thosewhohadgonedowninvesselsofwar,EastIndiamen,barges,brigs,andshipsoftheArmada——selectpeople,common,anddebased,whoseinterestsandhopeshadbeenaswideasunderasthepoles,butwhohadrolledeachothertoonenessonthatrestlesssea-bed。Therecouldalmostbefeltthebrushoftheirhugecompositeghostasitranashapelessfigureovertheisle,shriekingforsomegoodgodwhowoulddisuniteitagain。
Thetwainwanderedalongwaythatnightamidtheseinfluences——sofarastotheoldHopeChurchyard,whichlayinaravineformedbyalandslipagesago。Thechurchhadslippeddownwiththerestofthecliff,andhadlongbeenaruin。ItseemedtosaythatinthislastlocalstrongholdofthePagandivinities,wherePagancustomslingeredyet,Christianityhadestablisheditselfprecariouslyatbest。InthatsolemnspotPierstonkissedher。
ThekisswasbynomeansonAvice’sinitiativethistime。Herformerdemonstrativenessseemedtohaveincreasedherpresentreserve。
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Thatdaywasthebeginningofapleasantmonthpassedmainlyineachother’ssociety。Hefoundthatshecouldnotonlyrecitepoetryatintellectualgatherings,butplaythepianofairly,andsingtoherownaccompaniment。
Heobservedthateveryaimofthosewhohadbroughtheruphadbeentogetherawaymentallyasfaraspossiblefromhernaturalandindividuallifeasaninhabitantofapeculiarisland:tomakeheranexactcopyoftensofthousandsofotherpeople,inwhosecircumstancestherewasnothingspecial,distinctive,orpicturesque;toteachhertoforgetalltheexperiencesofherancestors;todrownthelocalballadsbysongspurchasedattheBudmouthfashionablemusic-sellers’,andthelocalvocabularybyagoverness-tongueofnocountryatall。Shelivedinahousethatwouldhavebeenthefortuneofanartist,andlearnttodrawLondonsuburbanvillasfromprintedcopies。
Avicehadseenallthisbeforehepointeditout,but,withagirl’stractability,hadacquiesced。Byconstitutionshewaslocaltothebone,butshecouldnotescapethetendencyoftheage。
ThetimeforJocelyn’sdeparturedrewnear,andshelookedforwardtoitsadly,butserenely,theirengagementbeingnowasettledthing。
Pierstonthoughtofthenativecustomonsuchoccasions,whichhadprevailedinhisandherfamilyforcenturies,bothbeingoftheoldstockoftheisle。Theinfluxof’kimberlins,’or’foreigners’(asstrangersfromthemainlandofWessexwerecalled),hadledinalargemeasuretoitsdiscontinuance;butunderneaththeveneerofAvice’seducationmanyanold-fashionedidealayslumbering,andhewonderedif,inhernaturalmelancholyathisleaving,sheregrettedthechangingmannerswhichmadeunpopulartheformalratificationofabetrothal,accordingtotheprecedentoftheirsiresandgrandsires。
1。III。THEAPPOINTMENT
’Well,’saidhe,’hereweare,arrivedatthefag-endofmyholiday。
Whatapleasantsurprisemyoldhome,whichIhavenotthoughtworthcomingtoseeforthreeorfouryears,hadinstoreforme!’
’Youmustgoto-morrow?’sheaskeduneasily。
’Yes。’
Somethingseemedtooverweighthem;somethingmorethanthenaturalsadnessofapartingwhichwasnottobelong;andhedecidedthatinsteadofleavinginthedaytimeashehadintended,hewoulddeferhisdeparturetillnight,andgobythemail-trainfromBudmouth。Thiswouldgivehimtimetolookintohisfather’squarries,andenableher,ifshechose,towalkwithhimalongthebeachasfarastoHenrytheEighth’sCastleabovethesands,wheretheycouldlingerandwatchthemoonriseoverthesea。Shesaidshethoughtshecouldcome。
SoafterspendingthenextdaywithhisfatherinthequarriesJocelynpreparedtoleave,andatthetimeappointedsetoutfromthestonehouseofhisbirthinthisstoneisletowalktoBudmouth-Regisbythepathalongthebeach,AvicehavingsometimeearliergonedowntoseesomefriendsintheStreetofWells,whichwashalfwaytowardsthespotoftheirtryst。Thedescentsoonbroughthimtothepebblebank,andleavingbehindhimthelasthousesoftheisle,andtheruinsofthevillagedestroyedbytheNovembergaleof1824,hestruckoutalongthenarrowthreadofland。Whenhehadwalkedahundredyardshestopped,turnedasidetothepebbleridgewhichwalledoutthesea,andsatdowntowaitforher。
Betweenhimandthelightsoftheshipsridingatanchorintheroadsteadtwomenpassedslowlyinthedirectionheintendedtopursue。
OneofthemrecognizedJocelyn,andbadehimgood-night,adding,’Wishyoujoy,sir,ofyourchoice,andhopetheweddenwillbesoon!’
’Thankyou,Seaborn。Well——weshallseewhatChristmaswilldotowardsbringingitabout。’
’Mywifeopeneduponitthismornen:"PleaseGod,I’llupandseethattherewedden,"saysshe,"knowing’embothfromtheircrawlingdays。"’
Themenmovedon,andwhentheywereoutofPierston’shearingtheonewhohadnotspokensaidtohisfriend,’Whowasthatyoungkimberlin?
Hedon’tseemoneo’we。’
’Oh,heis,though,everyincho’en。He’sMr。JocelynPierston,thestwone-merchant’sonlysonupatEastQuarriers。He’stobemarriedtoastylishyoungbody;hermother,awidowwoman,carriesonthesamebusinessaswellasshecan;buttheirtradeisnotatwentiethpartofPierston’s。He’sworththousandsandthousands,theysay,though’adoliveoninthesamewoldwayupinthesamewoldhouse。ThissonisdoengreatthingsinLondonasa’image-carver;andIcanmindwhen,asaboy,’afirsttooktocarvingsoldiersouto’bitso’stwonefromthesoft-bedofhisfather’squarries;andthen’amadeaseto’stwonenchess-men,andso’agoton。He’squitethegentinLondon,theytellme;andthewonderisthat’acaredtocomebackhereandpickuplittleAviceCaro——nicemaidassheisnotwithstanding……Hullo!
there’stobeachangeintheweathersoon。’
Meanwhilethesubjectoftheirremarkswaitedattheappointedplacetillseveno’clock,thehournamedbetweenhimselfandhisaffianced,hadstruck。Almostatthemomenthesawafigurecomingforwardfromthelastlampatthebottomofthehill。Butthefigurespeedilyresolveditselfintothatofaboy,who,advancingtoJocelyn,inquiredifhewereMr。Pierston,andhandedhimanote。
1。IV。ALONELYPEDESTRIAN
WhentheboyhadgoneJocelynretracedhisstepstothelastlamp,andread,inAvice’shand:
’MYDEAREST,——IshallbesorryifIgrieveyouatallinwhatIamgoingtosayaboutourarrangementtomeetto-nightintheSandsfootruin。ButIhavefanciedthatmyseeingyouagainandagainlatelyisincliningyourfathertoinsist,andyouashisheirtofeel,thatweoughttocarryoutIslandCustominourcourting——yourpeoplebeingsucholdinhabitantsinanunbrokenline。Truthtosay,mothersupposesthatyourfather,fornaturalreasons,mayhavehintedtoyouthatweought。Now,thethingiscontrarytomyfeelings:itisnearlyleftoff;andIdonotthinkitgood,evenwherethereisproperty,asinyourcase,tojustifyit,inameasure。IwouldrathertrustinProvidence。
’Onthewhole,therefore,itisbestthatIshouldnotcome——ifonlyforappearances——andmeetyouatatimeandplacesuggestingthecustom,toothersthanourselves,atleast,ifknown。
’Iamsurethatthisdecisionwillnotdisturbyoumuch;thatyouwillunderstandmymodernfeelings,andthinknoworseofmeforthem。Anddear,ifitweretobedone,andwewereunfortunateinit,wemightbothhaveenougholdfamilyfeelingtothink,likeourforefathers,andpossiblyyourfather,thatwecouldnotmarryhonourably;andhencewemightbemadeunhappy。
’However,youwillcomeagainshortly,willyounot,dearJocelyn?——andthenthetimewillsoondrawonwhennomoregood-byeswillberequired。——Alwaysandeveryours,’AVICE。’
Jocelyn,havingreadtheletter,wassurprisedatthenaiveteitshowed,andatAviceandhermother’santiquatedsimplicityinsupposingthattobestillagraveandoperatingprinciplewhichwasabygonebarbarismtohimselfandotherabsenteesfromtheisland。Hisfather,asamoney-maker,mighthavepracticalwishesonthematterofdescendantswhichlentplausibilitytotheconjectureofAviceandhermother;buttoJocelynhehadneverexpressedhimselfinfavouroftheancientways,old-fashionedashewas。
Amusedthereforeatherregardofherselfasmodern,Jocelynwasdisappointed,andalittlevexed,thatsuchanunforeseenreasonshouldhavedeprivedhimofhercompany。Howtheoldideassurvivedundertheneweducation!
Thereaderisaskedtorememberthatthedate,thoughrecentinthehistoryoftheIsleofSlingers,wasmorethanfortyyearsago。
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Findingthattheeveningseemedlouring,yetindisposedtogobackandhireavehicle,hewentonquicklyalone。Insuchanexposedspotthenightwindwasgusty,andtheseabehindthepebblebarrierkickedandflouncedincomplexrhythms,whichcouldbetranslatedequallywellasshocksofbattleorshoutsofthanksgiving。
Presentlyonthepaleroadbeforehimhediscernedafigure,thefigureofawoman。HerememberedthatawomanpassedhimwhilehewasreadingAvice’sletterbythelastlamp,andnowhewasovertakingher。
HedidhopeforamomentthatitmightbeAvice,withachangedmind。
Butitwasnotshe,noranybodylikeher。Itwasataller,squarerformthanthatofhisbetrothed,andalthoughtheseasonwasonlyautumnshewaswrappedinfurs,orinthickandheavyclothingofsomekind。
Hesoonadvancedabreastofher,andcouldgetglimpsesofherprofileagainsttheroadsteadlights。Itwasdignified,arresting,thatofaveryJuno。Nothingmoreclassicalhadheeverseen。Shewalkedataswingingpace,yetwithsucheaseandpowerthattherewasbutlittledifferenceintheirrateofspeedforseveralminutes;andduringthistimeheregardedandconjectured。However,hewasabouttopassherbywhenshesuddenlyturnedandaddressedhim。
’MrPierston,Ithink,ofEastQuarriers?’
Heassented,andcouldjustdiscernwhatahandsome,commanding,imperiousfaceitwas——quiteofapiecewiththeproudtonesofhervoice。Shewasanewtypealtogetherinhisexperience;andheraccentwasnotsolocalasAvice’s。
’Canyoutellmethetime,please?’
Helookedathiswatchbytheaidofalight,andintellingherthatitwasaquarterpastsevenobserved,bythemomentarygleamofhismatch,thathereyeslookedalittleredandchafed,asifwithweeping。
’Mr。Pierston,willyouforgivewhatwillappearverystrangetoyou,I
daresay?Thatis,mayIaskyoutolendmesomemoneyforadayortwo?Ihavebeensofoolishastoleavemypurseonthedressing-
table。’
Itdidappearstrange:andyettherewerefeaturesintheyounglady’spersonalitywhichassuredhiminamomentthatshewasnotanimpostor。
Heyieldedtoherrequest,andputhishandinhispocket。Hereitremainedforamoment。Howmuchdidshemeanbythewords’somemoney’?TheJunonianqualityofherformandmannermadehimthrowhimselfbyanimpulseintoharmonywithher,andherespondedregally。
Hescentedaromance。Hehandedherfivepounds。
Hismunificencecausedhernoapparentsurprise。’Itisquiteenough,thankyou,’sheremarkedquietly,asheannouncedthesum,lestsheshouldbeunabletoseeitforherself。
Whileovertakingandconversingwithherhehadnotobservedthattherisingwind,whichhadproceededfrompuffingtogrowling,andfromgrowlingtoscreeching,withtheaccustomedsuddennessofitschangeshere,hadatlengthbroughtwhatitpromisedbythesevagaries——rain。
Thedrops,whichhadatfirsthittheirleftcheekslikethepelletsofapopgun,soonassumedthecharacterofarakingfusilladefromthebankadjoining,oneshotofwhichwassufficientlysmarttogothroughJocelyn’ssleeve。Thetallgirlturned,andseemedtobesomewhatconcernedatanonsetwhichshehadplainlynotforeseenbeforeherstarting。
’Wemusttakeshelter,’saidJocelyn。
’Butwhere?’saidshe。
Towindwardwasthelong,monotonousbank,tooobtuselypiledtoaffordascreen,overwhichtheycouldhearthecaninecrunchingofpebblesbytheseawithout;ontheirrightstretchedtheinnerbayorroadstead,thedistantriding-lightsoftheshipsnowdimandglimmering;behindthemafaintsparkhereandthereinthelowerskyshowedwheretheislandrose;beforetherewasnothingdefinite,andcouldbenothing,tilltheyreachedaprecariouswoodbridge,amilefurtheron,HenrytheEighth’sCastlebeingalittlefurtherstill。
Butjustwithinthesummitofthebank,whitherithadapparentlybeenhauledtobeoutofthewayofthewaves,wasoneofthelocalboatscalledlerrets,bottomupwards。Assoonastheysawitthepairranupthepebblyslopetowardsitbyasimultaneousimpulse。Theythenperceivedthatithadlaintherealongtime,andwerecomfortedtofinditcapableofaffordingmoreprotectionthananybodywouldhaveexpectedfromadistantview。Itformedashelterorstoreforthefishermen,thebottomofthelerretbeingtarredasaroof。Bycreepingunderthebows,whichoverhungthebankonpropstoleeward,theymadetheirwaywithin,where,uponsomethwarts,oars,andotherfragmentarywoodwork,layamassofdrynetting——awholesein。Uponthistheyscrambledandsatdown,throughinabilitytostandupright。
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Therainfelluponthekeeloftheoldlerretlikecornthrowninhandfulsbysomecolossalsower,anddarknesssetintoitsfullshade。
Theycrouchedsoclosetoeachotherthathecouldfeelherfursagainsthim。Neitherhadspokensincetheylefttheroadwaytillshesaid,withattemptedunconcern:’Thisisunfortunate。’
Headmittedthatitwas,andfound,afterafewfurtherremarkshadpassed,thatshecertainlyhadbeenweeping,therebeingasuppressedgaspofpassionatenessinherutterancenowandthen。
’Itismoreunfortunateforyou,perhaps,thanforme,’hesaid,’andI
amverysorrythatitshouldbeso。’
Sherepliednothingtothis,andheaddedthatitwasratheradesolateplaceforawoman,aloneandafoot。Hehopednothingserioushadhappenedtodragheroutatsuchanuntowardtime。
Atfirstsheseemednotatalldisposedtoshowanycandouronherownaffairs,andhewaslefttoconjectureastoherhistoryandname,andhowshecouldpossiblyhaveknownhim。But,astheraingavenottheleastsignofcessation,heobserved:’Ithinkweshallhavetogoback。’
’Never!’saidshe,andthefirmnesswithwhichsheclosedherlipswasaudibleintheword。
’Whynot?’heinquired。
’Therearegoodreasons。’
’Icannotunderstandhowyoushouldknowme,whileIhavenoknowledgeofyou。’
’Oh,butyouknowme——aboutme,atleast。’
’IndeedIdon’t。HowshouldI?Youareakimberlin。’
’Iamnot。Iamarealislander——orwas,rather……Haven’tyouheardoftheBest-BedStoneCompany?’
’Ishouldthinkso!Theytriedtoruinmyfatherbygettingawayhistrade——or,atleast,thefounderofthecompanydid——oldBencomb。’
’He’smyfather!’
’Indeed。IamsorryIshouldhavespokensodisrespectfullyofhim,forIneverknewhimpersonally。Aftermakingoverhislargebusinesstothecompany,heretired,Ibelieve,toLondon?’
’Yes。Ourhouse,orratherhis,notmine,isatSouthKensington。Wehavelivedthereforyears。ButwehavebeentenantsofSylvaniaCastle,ontheislandhere,thisseason。Wetookitforamonthortwooftheowner,whoisaway。’
’ThenIhavebeenstayingquitenearyou,MissBencomb。Myfather’sisacomparativelyhumbleresidencehardby。’
’Buthecouldaffordamuchbiggeroneifhechose。’
’Youhaveheardso?Idon’tknow。Hedoesn’ttellmemuchofhisaffairs。’
’Myfather,’sheburstoutsuddenly,’isalwaysscoldingmeformyextravagance!Andhehasbeendoingitto-daymorethanever。HesaidIgoshoppingintowntosimplyadiabolicalextent,andexceedmyallowance!’
’Wasthatthisevening?’
’Yes。AndthenitreachedsuchastormofpassionbetweenusthatI
pretendedtoretiretomyroomfortherestoftheevening,butI
slippedout;andIamnevergoingbackhomeagain。’
’Whatwillyoudo?’
’IshallgofirsttomyauntinLondon;andifshewon’thaveme,I’llworkforaliving。Ihaveleftmyfatherforever!WhatIshouldhavedoneifIhadnotmetyouIcannottell——ImusthavewalkedallthewaytoLondon,Isuppose。NowIshalltakethetrainassoonasIreachthemainland。’
’Ifyoueverdointhishurricane。’
’Imustsitheretillitstops。’
Andthereonthenetstheysat。PierstonknewofoldBencombashisfather’sbitterestenemy,whohadmadeagreatfortunebyswallowingupthesmallstone-merchants,buthadfoundJocelyn’ssireatrifletoobigtodigest——thelatterbeing,infact,thechiefrivaloftheBest-
BedCompanytothatday。JocelynthoughtitstrangethatheshouldbethrownbyfateintoapositiontoplaythesonoftheMontaguestothisdaughteroftheCapulets。
Astheytalkedtherewasamutualinstincttodroptheirvoices,andonthisaccounttheroarofthestormnecessitatedtheirdrawingquiteclosetogether。Somethingtendercameintotheirtonesasquarter-hourafterquarter-hourwenton,andtheyforgotthelapseoftime。Itwasquitelatewhenshestartedup,alarmedatherposition。
’Rainornorain,Icanstaynolonger,’shesaid。
’Docomeback,’saidhe,takingherhand。’I’llreturnwithyou。Mytrainhasgone。’
’No;Ishallgoon,andgetalodginginBudmouthtown,ifeverIreachit。’
’Itissolatethattherewillbenohouseopen,exceptalittleplacenearthestationwhereyouwon’tcaretostay。However,ifyouaredeterminedIwillshowyoutheway。Icannotleaveyou。Itwouldbetooawkwardforyoutogotherealone。’
Shepersisted,andtheystartedthroughthetwangingandspinningstorm。Thesearolledandrosesohighontheirleft,andwassonearthemontheirright,thatitseemedasiftheyweretraversingitsbottomliketheChildrenofIsrael。Nothingbutthefrailbankofpebblesdividedthemfromtheraginggulfwithout,andateverybangofthetideagainstitthegroundshook,theshingleclashed,thesprayrosevertically,andwasblownovertheirheads。Quantitiesofsea-
watertrickledthroughthepebblewall,andraninrivuletsacrosstheirpathtojointheseawithin。The’Island’wasanislandstill。
Theyhadnotrealizedtheforceoftheelementstillnow。Pedestrianshadoftenbeenblownintotheseahereabout,anddrowned,owingtoasuddenbreachinthebank;which,however,hadsomethingofasupernaturalpowerinbeingabletocloseupandjoinitselftogetheragainaftersuchdisruption,likeSatan’sformwhen,cutintwobytheswordofMichael,’Theetherealsubstanceclosed,Notlongdivisible。’
Herclothingofferedmoreresistancetothewindthanhis,andshewasconsequentlyinthegreaterdanger。Itwasimpossibletorefusehisprofferedaid。Firsthegavehisarm,butthewindtorethemapartaseasilyascoupledcherries。Hesteadiedherbodilybyencirclingherwaistwithhisarm;andshemadenoobjection。
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Somewhereaboutthistime——itmighthavebeensooner,itmighthavebeenlater——hebecameconsciousofasensationwhich,initsincipientandunrecognizedform,hadlurkedwithinhimfromsomeunnoticedmomentwhenhewassittingclosetohisnewfriendunderthelerret。Thoughayoungman,hewastoooldahandnottoknowwhatthiswas,andfeltalarmed——evendismayed。ItmeantapossiblemigrationoftheWell-
Beloved。Thethinghadnot,however,takenplace;andhewentonthinkinghowsoftandwarmtheladywasinherfurcovering,asheheldhersotightly;theonlydryspotsintheclothingofeitherbeingherleftsideandhisright,wheretheyexcludedtherainbytheirmutualpressure。
Assoonastheyhadcrossedtheferry-bridgetherewasalittlemoreshelter,buthedidnotrelinquishhisholdtillsherequestedhim。
Theypassedtheruinedcastle,andhavinglefttheislandfarbehindthemtrodmileaftermiletilltheydrewneartotheoutskirtsoftheneighbouringwatering-place。Intoittheyploddedwithoutpause,crossingtheharbourbridgeaboutmidnight,wettotheskin。
Hepitiedher,and,whilehewonderedatit,admiredherdetermination。
Thehousesfacingthebaynowshelteredthemcompletely,andtheyreachedthevicinityofthenewrailwayterminus(whichthestationwasatthisdate)withoutdifficulty。Ashehadsaid,therewasonlyonehouseopenhereabout,alittletemperanceinn,wherethepeoplestayedupforthearrivalofthemorningmailandpassengersfromtheChannelboats。Theirapplicationforadmissionledtothewithdrawalofabolt,andtheystoodwithinthegaslightofthepassage。
Hecouldseenowthatthoughshewassuchafinefigure,quiteastallashimself,shewasbutinthebloomofyoungwomanhood。Herfacewascertainlystriking,thoughratherbyitsimperiousnessthanitsbeauty;
andthebeatingofthewindandrainandsprayhadinflamedhercheekstopeonyhues。
ShepersistedinthedeterminationtogoontoLondonbyanearlymorningtrain,andhethereforeofferedadviceonlessermattersonly。
’Inthatcase,’hesaid,’youmustgouptoyourroomandsenddownyourthings,thattheymaybedriedbythefireimmediately,ortheywillnotbeready。Iwilltelltheservanttodothis,andsendyouupsomethingtoeat。’
Sheassentedtohisproposal,without,however,showinganymarksofgratitude;andwhenshehadgonePierstondespatchedherthelightsupperpromisedbythesleepygirlwhowas’nightporter’atthisestablishment。Hefeltravenouslyhungryhimself,andsetaboutdryinghisclothesaswellashecould,andeatingatthesametime。
Atfirsthewasindoubtwhattodo,butsoondecidedtostaywherehewastillthemorrow。Bytheaidofsometemporarywraps,andsomeslippersfromthecupboard,hewascontrivingtomakehimselfcomfortablewhenthemaid-servantcamedownstairswithadamparmfulofwoman’sraiment。
Pierstonwithdrewfromthefire。Themaid-servantkneltdownbeforetheblazeandheldupwithextendedarmsoneofthehabilimentsoftheJunoupstairs,fromwhichacloudofsteambegantorise。Assheknelt,thegirlnoddedforward,recoveredherself,andnoddedagain。
’Youaresleepy,mygirl,’saidPierston。
’Yes,sir;Ihavebeenupalongtime。WhennobodycomesIliedownonthecouchintheotherroom。’
’ThenI’llrelieveyouofthat;goandliedownintheotherroom,justasifwewerenothere。I’lldrytheclothingandputthearticleshereinaheap,whichyoucantakeuptotheyoungladyinthemorning。’
The’nightporter’thankedhimandlefttheroom,andhesoonheardhersnoringfromtheadjoiningapartment。ThenJocelynopenedproceedings,overhaulingtherobesandextendingthemonebyone。Asthesteamwentuphefellintoareverie。Heagainbecameconsciousofthechangewhichhadbeeninitiatedduringthewalk。TheWell-Belovedwasmovinghouse——hadgoneovertothewearerofthisattire。
Inthecourseoftenminutesheadoredher。
AndhowaboutlittleAviceCaro?Hedidnotthinkofherasbefore。
HewasnotsurethathehadeverseentherealBelovedinthatfriendofhisyouth,solicitousashewasforherwelfare。But,lovingherornot,heperceivedthatthespirit,emanation,idealism,whichcalleditselfhisLovewasflittingstealthilyfromsomeremoterfiguretothenearoneinthechamberoverhead。
Avicehadnotkeptherengagementtomeethiminthelonelyruin,fearingherownimaginings。Buthe,infact,morethanshe,hadbeeneducatedoutoftheislandinnocencethathadupheldoldmanners;andthiswasthestrangeconsequenceofAvice’smisapprehension。