首页 >出版文学> The Well-Beloved——A Sketch of A Temperament>第1章
  PREFACE
  ThepeninsulacarvedbyTimeoutofasinglestone,whereonmostofthefollowingscenesarelaid,hasbeenforcenturiesimmemorialthehomeofacuriousandwell-nighdistinctpeople,cherishingstrangebeliefsandsingularcustoms,nowforthemostpartobsolescent。Fancies,likecertainsoft-woodedplantswhichcannotbearthesilentinlandfrosts,butthrivebytheseaintheroughestofweather,seemtogrowupnaturallyhere,inparticularamongstthosenativeswhohavenoactiveconcerninthelaboursofthe’Isle。’Henceitisaspotapttogenerateatypeofpersonagelikethecharacterimperfectlysketchedinthesepages——anativeofnatives——whomsomemaychoosetocallafantast(iftheyhonourhimwiththeirconsiderationsofar),butwhomothersmayseeonlyasonethatgaveobjectivecontinuityandanametoadelicatedreamwhichinavaguerformismoreorlesscommontoallmen,andisbynomeansnewtoPlatonicphilosophers。
  TothosewhoknowtherockycoignofEnglandheredepicted——overlookingthegreatChannelHighwaywithallitssuggestiveness,andstandingoutsofarintomid-seathattouchesoftheGulfStreamsoftentheairtillFebruary——itismatterofsurprisethattheplacehasnotbeenmorefrequentlychosenastheretreatofartistsandpoetsinsearchofinspiration——foratleastamonthortwointheyear,thetempestuousratherthanthefineseasonsbypreference。Tobesure,onenookthereinistheretreat,attheircountry’sexpense,ofothergeniusesfromadistance;buttheirpresenceishardlydiscoverable。Yetperhapsitisaswellthattheartisticvisitorsdonotcome,ornomorewouldbeheardoflittlefreeholdhousesbeingboughtandsoldthereforacoupleofhundredpounds——builtofsolidstone,anddatingfromthesixteenthcenturyandearlier,withmullions,copings,andcorbelscomplete。Thesetransactions,bytheway,arecarriedoutandcovenanted,orweretilllately,intheparishchurch,inthefaceofthecongregation,suchbeingtheancientcustomoftheIsle。
  Asforthestoryitself,itmaybeworthwhiletoremarkthat,differingfromallormostothersoftheseriesinthattheinterestaimedatisofanidealorsubjectivenature,andfranklyimaginative,verisimilitudeinthesequenceofeventshasbeensubordinatedtothesaidaim。
  Thefirstpublicationofthistaleinanindependentformwasin1897;
  butithadappearedintheperiodicalpressin1892,underthetitleof’ThePursuitoftheWell-Beloved。’Afewchaptersofthatexperimentalissuewererewrittenforthepresentandfinalformofthenarrative。
  T。H。
  August1912。
  CONTENTS
  PARTFIRST——AYOUNGMANOFTWENTY。
  I。ASUPPOSITITIOUSPRESENTMENTOFHER
  II。THEINCARNATIONISASSUMEDTOBETRUE
  III。THEAPPOINTMENT
  IV。ALONELYPEDESTRIAN
  V。ACHARGE
  VI。ONTHEBRINK
  VII。HEREARLIERINCARNATIONS
  VIII。’TOOLIKETHELIGHTNING’
  IX。FAMILIARPHENOMENAINTHEDISTANCE
  PARTSECOND——AYOUNGMANOFFORTY。
  I。THEOLDPHANTOMBECOMESDISTINCT
  II。SHEDRAWSCLOSEANDSATISFIES
  III。SHEBECOMESANINACCESSIBLEGHOST
  IV。SHETHREATENSTORESUMECORPOREALSUBSTANCE
  V。THERESUMPTIONTAKESPLACE
  VI。THEPASTSHINESINTHEPRESENT
  VII。THENEWBECOMESESTABLISHED
  VIII。HISOWNSOULCONFRONTSHIM
  IX。JUXTAPOSITIONS
  X。SHEFAILSTOVANISHSTILL
  XI。THEIMAGEPERSISTS
  XII。AGRILLEDESCENDSBETWEEN
  XIII。SHEISENSHROUDEDFROMSIGHT
  PARTTHIRD——AYOUNGMANOFSIXTY。
  I。SHERETURNSFORTHENEWSEASON
  II。MISGIVINGSONTHERE-EMBODIMENT
  III。THERENEWEDIMAGEBURNSITSELFIN
  IV。ADASHFORTHELASTINCARNATION
  V。ONTHEVERGEOFPOSSESSION
  VI。THEWELL-BELOVEDIS——WHERE?
  VII。ANOLDTABERNACLEINANEWASPECT
  VIII。’ALASFORTHISGREYSHADOW,ONCEAMAN!’
  PARTFIRST——AYOUNGMANOFTWENTY。
  ——’Now,ifTimeknowsThatHer,whoseradiantbrowsWeavethemagarlandofmyvows;
  HerthatdaresbeWhattheselineswishtosee:
  Iseeknofurther,itisShe。’
  ——R。CRASHAW。
  1。I。ASUPPOSITITIOUSPRESENTMENTOFHER
  Apersonwhodifferedfromthelocalwayfarerswasclimbingthesteeproadwhichleadsthroughthesea-skirtedtownletdefinableastheStreetofWells,andformsapassintothatGibraltarofWessex,thesingularpeninsulaonceanisland,andstillcalledsuch,thatstretchesoutliketheheadofabirdintotheEnglishChannel。Itisconnectedwiththemainlandbyalongthinneckofpebbles’castupbyragesofthese,’andunparalleledinitskindinEurope。
  Thepedestrianwaswhathelookedlike——ayoungmanfromLondonandthecitiesoftheContinent。Nobodycouldseeatpresentthathisurbanismsatuponhimonlyasagarment。Hewasjustrecollectingwithsomethingofself-reproachthatawholethreeyearsandeightmonthshadflownsincehepaidhislastvisittohisfatheratthislonelyrockofhisbirthplace,theinterveningtimehavingbeenspentamidmanycontrastingsocieties,peoples,manners,andscenes。
  Whathadseemedusualintheislewhenhelivedtherealwayslookedquaintandoddafterhislaterimpressions。Morethaneverthespotseemedwhatitwassaidoncetohavebeen,theancientVindiliaIsland,andtheHomeoftheSlingers。Thetoweringrock,thehousesabovehouses,oneman’sdoorsteprisingbehindhisneighbour’schimney,thegardenshungupbyoneedgetothesky,thevegetablesgrowingonapparentlyalmostverticalplanes,theunityofthewholeislandasasolidandsingleblockoflimestonefourmileslong,werenolongerfamiliarandcommonplaceideas。Allnowstooddazzlinglyuniqueandwhiteagainstthetintedsea,andthesunflashedoninfinitelystratifiedwallsofoolite,ThemelancholyruinsOfcancelledcycles,……
  withadistinctivenessthatcalledtheeyestoitasstronglyasanyspectaclehehadbeheldafar。
  Afteralaboriousclamberhereachedthetop,andwalkedalongtheplateautowardstheeasternvillage。Thetimebeingabouttwoo’clock,inthemiddleofthesummerseason,theroadwasglaringanddusty,anddrawingneartohisfather’shousehesatdowninthesun。
  Hestretchedouthishandupontherockbesidehim。Itfeltwarm。
  Thatwastheisland’spersonaltemperaturewheninitsafternoonsleepasnow。Helistened,andheardsounds:whirr-whirr,saw-saw-saw。
  Thoseweretheisland’ssnores——thenoisesofthequarrymenandstone-
  sawyers。
  Oppositetothespotonwhichhesatwasaroomycottageorhomestead。
  Liketheislanditwasallofstone,notonlyinwallsbutinwindow-
  frames,roof,chimneys,fence,stile,pigstyandstable,almostdoor。
  Herememberedwhohadusedtolivethere——andprobablylivedtherenow——
  theCarofamily;the’roan-mare’Caros,astheywerecalledtodistinguishthemfromotherbranchesofthesamepedigree,therebeingbuthalf-a-dozenChristianandsurnamesinthewholeisland。Hecrossedtheroadandlookedinattheopendoorway。Yes,theretheywerestill。
  Mrs。Caro,whohadseenhimfromthewindow,methimintheentry,andanold-fashionedgreetingtookplacebetweenthem。Amomentafteradoorleadingfromthebackroomswasthrownopen,andayounggirlaboutseventeenoreighteencameboundingin。
  ’Why,’TISdearJoce!’sheburstoutjoyfully。Andrunninguptotheyoungman,shekissedhim。
  Thedemonstrationwassweetenoughfromtheownerofsuchanaffectionatepairofbrighthazeleyesandbrowntressesofhair。Butitwassosudden,sounexpectedbyamanfreshfromtowns,thathewincedforamomentquiteinvoluntarily;andtherewassomeconstraintinthemannerinwhichhereturnedherkiss,andsaid,’MyprettylittleAvice,howdoyoudoaftersolong?’
  Forafewsecondsherimpulsiveinnocencehardlynoticedhisstartofsurprise;butMrs。Caro,thegirl’smother,hadobserveditinstantly。
  Withapainedflushsheturnedtoherdaughter。
  ’Avice——mydearAvice!Why——whatareyoudoing?Don’tyouknowthatyou’vegrownuptobeawomansinceJocelyn——Mr。Pierston——waslastdownhere?Ofcourseyoumustn’tdonowasyouusedtodothreeorfouryearsago!’
  TheawkwardnesswhichhadarisenwashardlyremovedbyPierston’sassurancethathequiteexpectedhertokeepupthepracticeofherchildhood,followedbyseveralminutesofconversationongeneralsubjects。Hewasvexedfromhissoulthathisunawaremovementshouldsohavebetrayedhim。AthisleavingherepeatedthatifAviceregardedhimotherwisethanassheusedtodohewouldneverforgiveher;butthoughtheypartedgoodfriendsherregretattheincidentwasvisibleinherface。Jocelynpassedoutintotheroadandonwardtohisfather’shousehardby。Themotheranddaughterwereleftalone。
  ’Iwasquiteamazedat’ee,mychild!’exclaimedtheelder。’AyoungmanfromLondonandforeigncities,usednowtothestrictestcompanymanners,andladieswhoalmostthinkitvulgartosmilebroad!Howcouldyedoit,Avice?’
  ’I——Ididn’tthinkabouthowIwasaltered!’saidtheconscience-
  strickengirl。’Iusedtokisshim,andheusedtokissmebeforehewentaway。’
  ’Butthatwasyearsago,mydear!’
  ’Oyes,andforthemomentIforgot!Heseemedjustthesametomeasheusedtobe。’
  ’Well,itcan’tbehelpednow。Youmustbecarefulinthefuture。
  He’sgotlotsofyoungwomen,I’llwarrant,andhasfewthoughtsleftforyou。He’swhattheycallasculptor,andhemeanstobeagreatgeniusinthatlinesomeday,theydosay。’
  ’Well,I’vedoneit;anditcan’tbemended!’moanedthegirl。
  MeanwhileJocelynPierston,thesculptorofbuddingfame,hadgoneonwardtothehouseofhisfather,aninartisticmanoftradeandcommercemerely,fromwhom,nevertheless,Jocelyncondescendedtoacceptayearlyallowancependingthefamousdaystocome。Buttheelder,havingreceivednowarningofhisson’sintendedvisit,wasnotathometoreceivehim。Jocelynlookedroundthefamiliarpremises,glancedacrosstheCommonatthegreatyardswithinwhicheternalsawsweregoingtoandfrouponeternalblocksofstone——theverysamesawsandtheverysameblocksthathehadseentherewhenlastintheisland,soitseemedtohim——andthenpassedthroughthedwellingintothebackgarden。
  Likeallthegardensintheisleitwassurroundedbyawallofdry-
  jointedspawls,andatitsfurtherextremityitranoutintoacorner,whichadjoinedthegardenoftheCaros。Hehadnosoonerreachedthisspotthanhebecameawareofamurmuringandsobbingontheothersideofthewall。ThevoiceherecognizedinamomentasAvice’s,andsheseemedtobeconfidinghertroubletosomeyoungfriendofherownsex。
  ’Oh,whatshallIDO!whatSHALLIdo!’shewassayingbitterly。’Soboldasitwas——soshameless!HowcouldIthinkofsuchathing!Hewillneverforgiveme——never,neverlikemeagain!He’llthinkmeaforwardhussy,andyet——andyetIquiteforgothowmuchIhadgrown。
  Butthathe’llneverbelieve!’Theaccentswerethoseofonewhohadforthefirsttimebecomeconsciousofherwomanhood,asanunwontedpossessionwhichshamedandfrightenedher。
  ’Didheseemangryatit?’inquiredthefriend。
  ’Ono——notangry!Worse。Coldandhaughty。O,he’ssuchafashionablepersonnow——notatallanislandman。Butthere’snouseintalkingofit。IwishIwasdead!’
  Pierstonretreatedasquicklyashecould。Hegrievedattheincidentwhichhadbroughtsuchpaintothisinnocentsoul;andyetitwasbeginningtobeasourceofvaguepleasuretohim。Hereturnedtothehouse,andwhenhisfatherhadcomebackandwelcomedhim,andtheyhadsharedamealtogether,Jocelynagainwentout,fullofanearnestdesiretosoothehisyoungneighbour’ssorrowinawayshelittleexpected;though,totellthetruth,hisaffectionforherwasratherthatofafriendthanofalover,andhefeltbynomeanssurethatthemigratory,elusiveidealizationhecalledhisLovewho,eversincehisboyhood,hadflittedfromhumanshelltohumanshellanindefinitenumberoftimes,wasgoingtotakeupherabodeinthebodyofAviceCaro。
  1。II。THEINCARNATIONISASSUMEDTOBETRUE
  Itwasdifficulttomeetheragain,eventhoughonthislumpofrockthedifficultylayasaruleratherinavoidancethaninmeeting。ButAvicehadbeentransformedintoaverydifferentkindofyoungwomanbytheself-consciousnessengenderedofherimpulsivegreeting,and,notwithstandingtheirnearneighbourhood,hecouldnotencounterher,tryashewould。Nosoonerdidheappearaninchbeyondhisfather’sdoorthanshewastoearthlikeafox;sheboltedupstairstoherroom。
  Anxioustosootheherafterhisunintentionalslighthecouldnotstandtheseevasionslong。Themannersoftheislewereprimitiveandstraightforward,evenamongthewell-to-do,andnotingherdisappearanceonedayhefollowedherintothehouseandonwardtothefootofthestairs。
  ’Avice!’hecalled。
  ’Yes,Mr。Pierston。’
  ’Whydoyourunupstairslikethat?’
  ’Oh——onlybecauseIwantedtocomeupforsomething。’
  ’Well,ifyou’vegotit,can’tyoucomedownagain?’
  ’No,Ican’tverywell。’
  ’Come,DEARAvice。That’swhatyouare,youknow。’
  Therewasnoresponse。
  ’Well,ifyouwon’t,youwon’t!’hecontinued。’Idon’twanttobotheryou。’AndPierstonwentaway。
  Hewasstoppingtolookattheold-fashionedflowersunderthegardenwallswhenheheardavoicebehindhim。
  ’Mr。Pierston——Iwasn’tangrywithyou。WhenyouweregoneIthought——
  youmightmistakeme,andIfeltIcoulddonolessthancomeandassureyouofmyfriendshipstill。’
  TurninghesawtheblushingAviceimmediatelybehindhim。
  ’Youareagood,deargirl!’saidhe,and,seizingherhand,setuponhercheekthekindofkissthatshouldhavebeentheresponsetohersonthedayofhiscoming。
  ’DarlingAvice,forgivemefortheslightthatday!Sayyoudo。Come,now!AndthenI’llsaytoyouwhatIhaveneversaidtoanyotherwoman,livingordead:"Willyouhavemeasyourhusband?"’
  ’Ah!——mothersaysIamonlyoneofmany!’
  ’Youarenot,dear。YouknewmewhenIwasyoung,andothersdidn’t。’
  Somehoworotherherobjectionsweregotover,andthoughshedidnotgiveanimmediateassent,sheagreedtomeethimlaterintheafternoon,whenshewalkedwithhimtothesouthernpointoftheislandcalledtheBeal,or,bystrangers,theBill,pausingoverthetreacherouscavernknownasCaveHole,intowhichthesearoaredandsplashednowasithaddonewhentheyvisitedittogetheraschildren。
  Tosteadyherselfwhilelookinginheofferedherhisarm,andshetookit,forthefirsttimeasawoman,forthehundredthtimeashiscompanion。
  Theyrambledontothelighthouse,wheretheywouldhavelingeredlongerifAvicehadnotsuddenlyrememberedanengagementtorecitepoetryfromaplatformthatveryeveningattheStreetofWells,thevillagecommandingtheentrancetotheisland——thevillagethathasnowadvancedtobeatown。
  ’Recite!’saidhe。’Who’dhavethoughtanybodyoranythingcouldrecitedownhereexceptthereciterwehearawaythere——theneverspeechlesssea。’
  ’Obutwearequiteintellectualnow。Inthewinterparticularly。
  But,Jocelyn——don’tcometotherecitation,willyou?Itwouldspoilmyperformanceifyouwerethere,andIwanttobeasgoodastherest。’
  ’Iwon’tifyoureallywishmenotto。ButIshallmeetyouatthedoorandbringyouhome。’
  ’Yes!’shesaid,lookingupintohisface。Avicewasperfectlyhappynow;shecouldneverhavebelievedonthatmortifyingdayofhiscomingthatshewouldbesohappywithhim。Whentheyreachedtheeastsideoftheisletheyparted,thatshemightbesoonenoughtotakeherplaceontheplatform。Pierstonwenthome,andafterdark,whenitwasaboutthehourforaccompanyingherback,hewentalongthemiddleroadnorthwardtotheStreetofWells。
  Hewasfullofmisgiving。HehadknownAviceCarosowellofoldthathisfeelingforhernowwasrathercomradeshipthanlove;andwhathehadsaidtoherinamomentofimpulsethatmorningratherappalledhiminitsconsequences。Notthatanyofthemoresophisticatedandaccomplishedwomenwhohadattractedhimsuccessivelywouldbelikelytoriseinconvenientlybetweenthem。Forhehadquitedisabusedhismindoftheassumptionthattheidolofhisfancywasanintegralpartofthepersonalityinwhichithadsojournedforalongorashortwhile。
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  TohisWell-Belovedhehadalwaysbeenfaithful;butshehadhadmanyembodiments。EachindividualityknownasLucy,Jane,Flora,Evangeline,orwhat-not,hadbeenmerelyatransientconditionofher。
  Hedidnotrecognizethisasanexcuseorasadefence,butasafactsimply。Essentiallyshewasperhapsofnotangiblesubstance;aspirit,adream,afrenzy,aconception,anaroma,anepitomizedsex,alightoftheeye,apartingofthelips。Godonlyknewwhatshereallywas;Pierstondidnot。Shewasindescribable。
  Nevermuchconsideringthatshewasasubjectivephenomenonvivifiedbytheweirdinfluencesofhisdescentandbirthplace,thediscoveryofherghostliness,ofherindependenceofphysicallawsandfailings,hadoccasionallygivenhimasenseoffear。Heneverknewwhereshenextwouldbe,whithershewouldleadhim,havingherselfinstantaccesstoallranksandclasses,toeveryabodeofmen。Sometimesatnighthedreamtthatshewas’thewile-weavingDaughterofhighZeus’inperson,bentontormentinghimforhissinsagainstherbeautyinhisart——theimplacableAphroditeherselfindeed。Heknewthathelovedthemasqueradingcreaturewhereverhefoundher,whetherwithblueeyes,blackeyes,orbrown;whetherpresentingherselfastall,fragile,orplump。Shewasneverintwoplacesatonce;buthithertoshehadneverbeeninoneplacelong。
  Bymakingthiscleartohismindsometimebeforeto-day,hehadescapedagooddealofuglyself-reproach。Itwassimplythatshewhoalwaysattractedhim,andledhimwhithershewouldasbyasilkenthread,hadnotremainedtheoccupantofthesamefleshlytabernacleinhercareersofar。Whethershewouldultimatelysettledowntoonehecouldnotsay。
  HadhefeltthatshewasbecomingmanifestinAvice,hewouldhavetriedtobelievethatthiswastheterminalspotofhermigrations,andhavebeencontenttoabidebyhiswords。ButdidheseetheWell-
  BelovedinAviceatall?Thequestionwassomewhatdisturbing。
  Hehadreachedthebrowofthehill,anddescendedtowardsthevillage,whereinthelongstraightRomanstreethesoonfoundthelightedhall。
  Theperformancewasnotyetover;andbygoingroundtothesideofthebuildingandstandingonamoundhecouldseetheinteriorasfardownastheplatformlevel。Avice’sturn,orsecondturn,cameonalmostimmediately。Herprettyembarrassmentonfacingtheaudienceratherwonhimawayfromhisdoubts。Shewas,intruth,whatiscalleda’nice’girl;attractive,certainly,butaboveallthingsnice——oneoftheclasswithwhomtherisksofmatrimonyapproximatemostnearlytozero。Herintelligenteyes,herbroadforehead,herthoughtfulcarriage,ensuredonething,thatofallthegirlshehadknownhehadnevermetonewithmorecharmingandsolidqualitiesthanAviceCaro’s。
  Thiswasnotamereconjecture——hehadknownherlongandthoroughly;
  hereverymoodandtemper。
  Aheavywagonpassingwithoutdrownedhersmallsoftvoiceforhim;buttheaudiencewerepleased,andsheblushedattheirapplause。Henowtookhisstationatthedoor,andwhenthepeoplehaddonepouringouthefoundherwithinawaitinghim。
  TheyclimbedhomewardslowlybytheOldRoad,Pierstondragginghimselfupthesteepbythewaysidehand-railandpullingAviceafterhimuponhisarm。Atthetoptheyturnedandstoodstill。Totheleftofthemtheskywasstreakedlikeafanwiththelighthouserays,andundertheirfront,atperiodsofaquarterofaminute,therearoseadeep,hollowstrokelikethesinglebeatofadrum,theintervalsbeingfilledwithalong-drawnrattling,asofbonesbetweenhugecaninejaws。ItcamefromthevastconcaveofDeadman’sBay,risingandfallingagainstthepebbledyke。
  Theeveningandnightwindsherewere,toPierston’smind,chargedwithasomethingthatdidnotburdenthemelsewhere。TheybroughtitupfromthatsinisterBaytothewest,whosemovementsheandhewerehearingnow。Itwasapresence——animaginaryshapeoressencefromthehumanmultitudelyingbelow:thosewhohadgonedowninvesselsofwar,EastIndiamen,barges,brigs,andshipsoftheArmada——selectpeople,common,anddebased,whoseinterestsandhopeshadbeenaswideasunderasthepoles,butwhohadrolledeachothertoonenessonthatrestlesssea-bed。Therecouldalmostbefeltthebrushoftheirhugecompositeghostasitranashapelessfigureovertheisle,shriekingforsomegoodgodwhowoulddisuniteitagain。
  Thetwainwanderedalongwaythatnightamidtheseinfluences——sofarastotheoldHopeChurchyard,whichlayinaravineformedbyalandslipagesago。Thechurchhadslippeddownwiththerestofthecliff,andhadlongbeenaruin。ItseemedtosaythatinthislastlocalstrongholdofthePagandivinities,wherePagancustomslingeredyet,Christianityhadestablisheditselfprecariouslyatbest。InthatsolemnspotPierstonkissedher。
  ThekisswasbynomeansonAvice’sinitiativethistime。Herformerdemonstrativenessseemedtohaveincreasedherpresentreserve。
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  Thatdaywasthebeginningofapleasantmonthpassedmainlyineachother’ssociety。Hefoundthatshecouldnotonlyrecitepoetryatintellectualgatherings,butplaythepianofairly,andsingtoherownaccompaniment。
  Heobservedthateveryaimofthosewhohadbroughtheruphadbeentogetherawaymentallyasfaraspossiblefromhernaturalandindividuallifeasaninhabitantofapeculiarisland:tomakeheranexactcopyoftensofthousandsofotherpeople,inwhosecircumstancestherewasnothingspecial,distinctive,orpicturesque;toteachhertoforgetalltheexperiencesofherancestors;todrownthelocalballadsbysongspurchasedattheBudmouthfashionablemusic-sellers’,andthelocalvocabularybyagoverness-tongueofnocountryatall。Shelivedinahousethatwouldhavebeenthefortuneofanartist,andlearnttodrawLondonsuburbanvillasfromprintedcopies。
  Avicehadseenallthisbeforehepointeditout,but,withagirl’stractability,hadacquiesced。Byconstitutionshewaslocaltothebone,butshecouldnotescapethetendencyoftheage。
  ThetimeforJocelyn’sdeparturedrewnear,andshelookedforwardtoitsadly,butserenely,theirengagementbeingnowasettledthing。
  Pierstonthoughtofthenativecustomonsuchoccasions,whichhadprevailedinhisandherfamilyforcenturies,bothbeingoftheoldstockoftheisle。Theinfluxof’kimberlins,’or’foreigners’(asstrangersfromthemainlandofWessexwerecalled),hadledinalargemeasuretoitsdiscontinuance;butunderneaththeveneerofAvice’seducationmanyanold-fashionedidealayslumbering,andhewonderedif,inhernaturalmelancholyathisleaving,sheregrettedthechangingmannerswhichmadeunpopulartheformalratificationofabetrothal,accordingtotheprecedentoftheirsiresandgrandsires。
  1。III。THEAPPOINTMENT
  ’Well,’saidhe,’hereweare,arrivedatthefag-endofmyholiday。
  Whatapleasantsurprisemyoldhome,whichIhavenotthoughtworthcomingtoseeforthreeorfouryears,hadinstoreforme!’
  ’Youmustgoto-morrow?’sheaskeduneasily。
  ’Yes。’
  Somethingseemedtooverweighthem;somethingmorethanthenaturalsadnessofapartingwhichwasnottobelong;andhedecidedthatinsteadofleavinginthedaytimeashehadintended,hewoulddeferhisdeparturetillnight,andgobythemail-trainfromBudmouth。Thiswouldgivehimtimetolookintohisfather’squarries,andenableher,ifshechose,towalkwithhimalongthebeachasfarastoHenrytheEighth’sCastleabovethesands,wheretheycouldlingerandwatchthemoonriseoverthesea。Shesaidshethoughtshecouldcome。
  SoafterspendingthenextdaywithhisfatherinthequarriesJocelynpreparedtoleave,andatthetimeappointedsetoutfromthestonehouseofhisbirthinthisstoneisletowalktoBudmouth-Regisbythepathalongthebeach,AvicehavingsometimeearliergonedowntoseesomefriendsintheStreetofWells,whichwashalfwaytowardsthespotoftheirtryst。Thedescentsoonbroughthimtothepebblebank,andleavingbehindhimthelasthousesoftheisle,andtheruinsofthevillagedestroyedbytheNovembergaleof1824,hestruckoutalongthenarrowthreadofland。Whenhehadwalkedahundredyardshestopped,turnedasidetothepebbleridgewhichwalledoutthesea,andsatdowntowaitforher。
  Betweenhimandthelightsoftheshipsridingatanchorintheroadsteadtwomenpassedslowlyinthedirectionheintendedtopursue。
  OneofthemrecognizedJocelyn,andbadehimgood-night,adding,’Wishyoujoy,sir,ofyourchoice,andhopetheweddenwillbesoon!’
  ’Thankyou,Seaborn。Well——weshallseewhatChristmaswilldotowardsbringingitabout。’
  ’Mywifeopeneduponitthismornen:"PleaseGod,I’llupandseethattherewedden,"saysshe,"knowing’embothfromtheircrawlingdays。"’
  Themenmovedon,andwhentheywereoutofPierston’shearingtheonewhohadnotspokensaidtohisfriend,’Whowasthatyoungkimberlin?
  Hedon’tseemoneo’we。’
  ’Oh,heis,though,everyincho’en。He’sMr。JocelynPierston,thestwone-merchant’sonlysonupatEastQuarriers。He’stobemarriedtoastylishyoungbody;hermother,awidowwoman,carriesonthesamebusinessaswellasshecan;buttheirtradeisnotatwentiethpartofPierston’s。He’sworththousandsandthousands,theysay,though’adoliveoninthesamewoldwayupinthesamewoldhouse。ThissonisdoengreatthingsinLondonasa’image-carver;andIcanmindwhen,asaboy,’afirsttooktocarvingsoldiersouto’bitso’stwonefromthesoft-bedofhisfather’squarries;andthen’amadeaseto’stwonenchess-men,andso’agoton。He’squitethegentinLondon,theytellme;andthewonderisthat’acaredtocomebackhereandpickuplittleAviceCaro——nicemaidassheisnotwithstanding……Hullo!
  there’stobeachangeintheweathersoon。’
  Meanwhilethesubjectoftheirremarkswaitedattheappointedplacetillseveno’clock,thehournamedbetweenhimselfandhisaffianced,hadstruck。Almostatthemomenthesawafigurecomingforwardfromthelastlampatthebottomofthehill。Butthefigurespeedilyresolveditselfintothatofaboy,who,advancingtoJocelyn,inquiredifhewereMr。Pierston,andhandedhimanote。
  1。IV。ALONELYPEDESTRIAN
  WhentheboyhadgoneJocelynretracedhisstepstothelastlamp,andread,inAvice’shand:
  ’MYDEAREST,——IshallbesorryifIgrieveyouatallinwhatIamgoingtosayaboutourarrangementtomeetto-nightintheSandsfootruin。ButIhavefanciedthatmyseeingyouagainandagainlatelyisincliningyourfathertoinsist,andyouashisheirtofeel,thatweoughttocarryoutIslandCustominourcourting——yourpeoplebeingsucholdinhabitantsinanunbrokenline。Truthtosay,mothersupposesthatyourfather,fornaturalreasons,mayhavehintedtoyouthatweought。Now,thethingiscontrarytomyfeelings:itisnearlyleftoff;andIdonotthinkitgood,evenwherethereisproperty,asinyourcase,tojustifyit,inameasure。IwouldrathertrustinProvidence。
  ’Onthewhole,therefore,itisbestthatIshouldnotcome——ifonlyforappearances——andmeetyouatatimeandplacesuggestingthecustom,toothersthanourselves,atleast,ifknown。
  ’Iamsurethatthisdecisionwillnotdisturbyoumuch;thatyouwillunderstandmymodernfeelings,andthinknoworseofmeforthem。Anddear,ifitweretobedone,andwewereunfortunateinit,wemightbothhaveenougholdfamilyfeelingtothink,likeourforefathers,andpossiblyyourfather,thatwecouldnotmarryhonourably;andhencewemightbemadeunhappy。
  ’However,youwillcomeagainshortly,willyounot,dearJocelyn?——andthenthetimewillsoondrawonwhennomoregood-byeswillberequired。——Alwaysandeveryours,’AVICE。’
  Jocelyn,havingreadtheletter,wassurprisedatthenaiveteitshowed,andatAviceandhermother’santiquatedsimplicityinsupposingthattobestillagraveandoperatingprinciplewhichwasabygonebarbarismtohimselfandotherabsenteesfromtheisland。Hisfather,asamoney-maker,mighthavepracticalwishesonthematterofdescendantswhichlentplausibilitytotheconjectureofAviceandhermother;buttoJocelynhehadneverexpressedhimselfinfavouroftheancientways,old-fashionedashewas。
  Amusedthereforeatherregardofherselfasmodern,Jocelynwasdisappointed,andalittlevexed,thatsuchanunforeseenreasonshouldhavedeprivedhimofhercompany。Howtheoldideassurvivedundertheneweducation!
  Thereaderisaskedtorememberthatthedate,thoughrecentinthehistoryoftheIsleofSlingers,wasmorethanfortyyearsago。
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  Findingthattheeveningseemedlouring,yetindisposedtogobackandhireavehicle,hewentonquicklyalone。Insuchanexposedspotthenightwindwasgusty,andtheseabehindthepebblebarrierkickedandflouncedincomplexrhythms,whichcouldbetranslatedequallywellasshocksofbattleorshoutsofthanksgiving。
  Presentlyonthepaleroadbeforehimhediscernedafigure,thefigureofawoman。HerememberedthatawomanpassedhimwhilehewasreadingAvice’sletterbythelastlamp,andnowhewasovertakingher。
  HedidhopeforamomentthatitmightbeAvice,withachangedmind。
  Butitwasnotshe,noranybodylikeher。Itwasataller,squarerformthanthatofhisbetrothed,andalthoughtheseasonwasonlyautumnshewaswrappedinfurs,orinthickandheavyclothingofsomekind。
  Hesoonadvancedabreastofher,andcouldgetglimpsesofherprofileagainsttheroadsteadlights。Itwasdignified,arresting,thatofaveryJuno。Nothingmoreclassicalhadheeverseen。Shewalkedataswingingpace,yetwithsucheaseandpowerthattherewasbutlittledifferenceintheirrateofspeedforseveralminutes;andduringthistimeheregardedandconjectured。However,hewasabouttopassherbywhenshesuddenlyturnedandaddressedhim。
  ’MrPierston,Ithink,ofEastQuarriers?’
  Heassented,andcouldjustdiscernwhatahandsome,commanding,imperiousfaceitwas——quiteofapiecewiththeproudtonesofhervoice。Shewasanewtypealtogetherinhisexperience;andheraccentwasnotsolocalasAvice’s。
  ’Canyoutellmethetime,please?’
  Helookedathiswatchbytheaidofalight,andintellingherthatitwasaquarterpastsevenobserved,bythemomentarygleamofhismatch,thathereyeslookedalittleredandchafed,asifwithweeping。
  ’Mr。Pierston,willyouforgivewhatwillappearverystrangetoyou,I
  daresay?Thatis,mayIaskyoutolendmesomemoneyforadayortwo?Ihavebeensofoolishastoleavemypurseonthedressing-
  table。’
  Itdidappearstrange:andyettherewerefeaturesintheyounglady’spersonalitywhichassuredhiminamomentthatshewasnotanimpostor。
  Heyieldedtoherrequest,andputhishandinhispocket。Hereitremainedforamoment。Howmuchdidshemeanbythewords’somemoney’?TheJunonianqualityofherformandmannermadehimthrowhimselfbyanimpulseintoharmonywithher,andherespondedregally。
  Hescentedaromance。Hehandedherfivepounds。
  Hismunificencecausedhernoapparentsurprise。’Itisquiteenough,thankyou,’sheremarkedquietly,asheannouncedthesum,lestsheshouldbeunabletoseeitforherself。
  Whileovertakingandconversingwithherhehadnotobservedthattherisingwind,whichhadproceededfrompuffingtogrowling,andfromgrowlingtoscreeching,withtheaccustomedsuddennessofitschangeshere,hadatlengthbroughtwhatitpromisedbythesevagaries——rain。
  Thedrops,whichhadatfirsthittheirleftcheekslikethepelletsofapopgun,soonassumedthecharacterofarakingfusilladefromthebankadjoining,oneshotofwhichwassufficientlysmarttogothroughJocelyn’ssleeve。Thetallgirlturned,andseemedtobesomewhatconcernedatanonsetwhichshehadplainlynotforeseenbeforeherstarting。
  ’Wemusttakeshelter,’saidJocelyn。
  ’Butwhere?’saidshe。
  Towindwardwasthelong,monotonousbank,tooobtuselypiledtoaffordascreen,overwhichtheycouldhearthecaninecrunchingofpebblesbytheseawithout;ontheirrightstretchedtheinnerbayorroadstead,thedistantriding-lightsoftheshipsnowdimandglimmering;behindthemafaintsparkhereandthereinthelowerskyshowedwheretheislandrose;beforetherewasnothingdefinite,andcouldbenothing,tilltheyreachedaprecariouswoodbridge,amilefurtheron,HenrytheEighth’sCastlebeingalittlefurtherstill。
  Butjustwithinthesummitofthebank,whitherithadapparentlybeenhauledtobeoutofthewayofthewaves,wasoneofthelocalboatscalledlerrets,bottomupwards。Assoonastheysawitthepairranupthepebblyslopetowardsitbyasimultaneousimpulse。Theythenperceivedthatithadlaintherealongtime,andwerecomfortedtofinditcapableofaffordingmoreprotectionthananybodywouldhaveexpectedfromadistantview。Itformedashelterorstoreforthefishermen,thebottomofthelerretbeingtarredasaroof。Bycreepingunderthebows,whichoverhungthebankonpropstoleeward,theymadetheirwaywithin,where,uponsomethwarts,oars,andotherfragmentarywoodwork,layamassofdrynetting——awholesein。Uponthistheyscrambledandsatdown,throughinabilitytostandupright。
  1。V。ACHARGE
  Therainfelluponthekeeloftheoldlerretlikecornthrowninhandfulsbysomecolossalsower,anddarknesssetintoitsfullshade。
  Theycrouchedsoclosetoeachotherthathecouldfeelherfursagainsthim。Neitherhadspokensincetheylefttheroadwaytillshesaid,withattemptedunconcern:’Thisisunfortunate。’
  Headmittedthatitwas,andfound,afterafewfurtherremarkshadpassed,thatshecertainlyhadbeenweeping,therebeingasuppressedgaspofpassionatenessinherutterancenowandthen。
  ’Itismoreunfortunateforyou,perhaps,thanforme,’hesaid,’andI
  amverysorrythatitshouldbeso。’
  Sherepliednothingtothis,andheaddedthatitwasratheradesolateplaceforawoman,aloneandafoot。Hehopednothingserioushadhappenedtodragheroutatsuchanuntowardtime。
  Atfirstsheseemednotatalldisposedtoshowanycandouronherownaffairs,andhewaslefttoconjectureastoherhistoryandname,andhowshecouldpossiblyhaveknownhim。But,astheraingavenottheleastsignofcessation,heobserved:’Ithinkweshallhavetogoback。’
  ’Never!’saidshe,andthefirmnesswithwhichsheclosedherlipswasaudibleintheword。
  ’Whynot?’heinquired。
  ’Therearegoodreasons。’
  ’Icannotunderstandhowyoushouldknowme,whileIhavenoknowledgeofyou。’
  ’Oh,butyouknowme——aboutme,atleast。’
  ’IndeedIdon’t。HowshouldI?Youareakimberlin。’
  ’Iamnot。Iamarealislander——orwas,rather……Haven’tyouheardoftheBest-BedStoneCompany?’
  ’Ishouldthinkso!Theytriedtoruinmyfatherbygettingawayhistrade——or,atleast,thefounderofthecompanydid——oldBencomb。’
  ’He’smyfather!’
  ’Indeed。IamsorryIshouldhavespokensodisrespectfullyofhim,forIneverknewhimpersonally。Aftermakingoverhislargebusinesstothecompany,heretired,Ibelieve,toLondon?’
  ’Yes。Ourhouse,orratherhis,notmine,isatSouthKensington。Wehavelivedthereforyears。ButwehavebeentenantsofSylvaniaCastle,ontheislandhere,thisseason。Wetookitforamonthortwooftheowner,whoisaway。’
  ’ThenIhavebeenstayingquitenearyou,MissBencomb。Myfather’sisacomparativelyhumbleresidencehardby。’
  ’Buthecouldaffordamuchbiggeroneifhechose。’
  ’Youhaveheardso?Idon’tknow。Hedoesn’ttellmemuchofhisaffairs。’
  ’Myfather,’sheburstoutsuddenly,’isalwaysscoldingmeformyextravagance!Andhehasbeendoingitto-daymorethanever。HesaidIgoshoppingintowntosimplyadiabolicalextent,andexceedmyallowance!’
  ’Wasthatthisevening?’
  ’Yes。AndthenitreachedsuchastormofpassionbetweenusthatI
  pretendedtoretiretomyroomfortherestoftheevening,butI
  slippedout;andIamnevergoingbackhomeagain。’
  ’Whatwillyoudo?’
  ’IshallgofirsttomyauntinLondon;andifshewon’thaveme,I’llworkforaliving。Ihaveleftmyfatherforever!WhatIshouldhavedoneifIhadnotmetyouIcannottell——ImusthavewalkedallthewaytoLondon,Isuppose。NowIshalltakethetrainassoonasIreachthemainland。’
  ’Ifyoueverdointhishurricane。’
  ’Imustsitheretillitstops。’
  Andthereonthenetstheysat。PierstonknewofoldBencombashisfather’sbitterestenemy,whohadmadeagreatfortunebyswallowingupthesmallstone-merchants,buthadfoundJocelyn’ssireatrifletoobigtodigest——thelatterbeing,infact,thechiefrivaloftheBest-
  BedCompanytothatday。JocelynthoughtitstrangethatheshouldbethrownbyfateintoapositiontoplaythesonoftheMontaguestothisdaughteroftheCapulets。
  Astheytalkedtherewasamutualinstincttodroptheirvoices,andonthisaccounttheroarofthestormnecessitatedtheirdrawingquiteclosetogether。Somethingtendercameintotheirtonesasquarter-hourafterquarter-hourwenton,andtheyforgotthelapseoftime。Itwasquitelatewhenshestartedup,alarmedatherposition。
  ’Rainornorain,Icanstaynolonger,’shesaid。
  ’Docomeback,’saidhe,takingherhand。’I’llreturnwithyou。Mytrainhasgone。’
  ’No;Ishallgoon,andgetalodginginBudmouthtown,ifeverIreachit。’
  ’Itissolatethattherewillbenohouseopen,exceptalittleplacenearthestationwhereyouwon’tcaretostay。However,ifyouaredeterminedIwillshowyoutheway。Icannotleaveyou。Itwouldbetooawkwardforyoutogotherealone。’
  Shepersisted,andtheystartedthroughthetwangingandspinningstorm。Thesearolledandrosesohighontheirleft,andwassonearthemontheirright,thatitseemedasiftheyweretraversingitsbottomliketheChildrenofIsrael。Nothingbutthefrailbankofpebblesdividedthemfromtheraginggulfwithout,andateverybangofthetideagainstitthegroundshook,theshingleclashed,thesprayrosevertically,andwasblownovertheirheads。Quantitiesofsea-
  watertrickledthroughthepebblewall,andraninrivuletsacrosstheirpathtojointheseawithin。The’Island’wasanislandstill。
  Theyhadnotrealizedtheforceoftheelementstillnow。Pedestrianshadoftenbeenblownintotheseahereabout,anddrowned,owingtoasuddenbreachinthebank;which,however,hadsomethingofasupernaturalpowerinbeingabletocloseupandjoinitselftogetheragainaftersuchdisruption,likeSatan’sformwhen,cutintwobytheswordofMichael,’Theetherealsubstanceclosed,Notlongdivisible。’
  Herclothingofferedmoreresistancetothewindthanhis,andshewasconsequentlyinthegreaterdanger。Itwasimpossibletorefusehisprofferedaid。Firsthegavehisarm,butthewindtorethemapartaseasilyascoupledcherries。Hesteadiedherbodilybyencirclingherwaistwithhisarm;andshemadenoobjection。
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  Somewhereaboutthistime——itmighthavebeensooner,itmighthavebeenlater——hebecameconsciousofasensationwhich,initsincipientandunrecognizedform,hadlurkedwithinhimfromsomeunnoticedmomentwhenhewassittingclosetohisnewfriendunderthelerret。Thoughayoungman,hewastoooldahandnottoknowwhatthiswas,andfeltalarmed——evendismayed。ItmeantapossiblemigrationoftheWell-
  Beloved。Thethinghadnot,however,takenplace;andhewentonthinkinghowsoftandwarmtheladywasinherfurcovering,asheheldhersotightly;theonlydryspotsintheclothingofeitherbeingherleftsideandhisright,wheretheyexcludedtherainbytheirmutualpressure。
  Assoonastheyhadcrossedtheferry-bridgetherewasalittlemoreshelter,buthedidnotrelinquishhisholdtillsherequestedhim。
  Theypassedtheruinedcastle,andhavinglefttheislandfarbehindthemtrodmileaftermiletilltheydrewneartotheoutskirtsoftheneighbouringwatering-place。Intoittheyploddedwithoutpause,crossingtheharbourbridgeaboutmidnight,wettotheskin。
  Hepitiedher,and,whilehewonderedatit,admiredherdetermination。
  Thehousesfacingthebaynowshelteredthemcompletely,andtheyreachedthevicinityofthenewrailwayterminus(whichthestationwasatthisdate)withoutdifficulty。Ashehadsaid,therewasonlyonehouseopenhereabout,alittletemperanceinn,wherethepeoplestayedupforthearrivalofthemorningmailandpassengersfromtheChannelboats。Theirapplicationforadmissionledtothewithdrawalofabolt,andtheystoodwithinthegaslightofthepassage。
  Hecouldseenowthatthoughshewassuchafinefigure,quiteastallashimself,shewasbutinthebloomofyoungwomanhood。Herfacewascertainlystriking,thoughratherbyitsimperiousnessthanitsbeauty;
  andthebeatingofthewindandrainandsprayhadinflamedhercheekstopeonyhues。
  ShepersistedinthedeterminationtogoontoLondonbyanearlymorningtrain,andhethereforeofferedadviceonlessermattersonly。
  ’Inthatcase,’hesaid,’youmustgouptoyourroomandsenddownyourthings,thattheymaybedriedbythefireimmediately,ortheywillnotbeready。Iwilltelltheservanttodothis,andsendyouupsomethingtoeat。’
  Sheassentedtohisproposal,without,however,showinganymarksofgratitude;andwhenshehadgonePierstondespatchedherthelightsupperpromisedbythesleepygirlwhowas’nightporter’atthisestablishment。Hefeltravenouslyhungryhimself,andsetaboutdryinghisclothesaswellashecould,andeatingatthesametime。
  Atfirsthewasindoubtwhattodo,butsoondecidedtostaywherehewastillthemorrow。Bytheaidofsometemporarywraps,andsomeslippersfromthecupboard,hewascontrivingtomakehimselfcomfortablewhenthemaid-servantcamedownstairswithadamparmfulofwoman’sraiment。
  Pierstonwithdrewfromthefire。Themaid-servantkneltdownbeforetheblazeandheldupwithextendedarmsoneofthehabilimentsoftheJunoupstairs,fromwhichacloudofsteambegantorise。Assheknelt,thegirlnoddedforward,recoveredherself,andnoddedagain。
  ’Youaresleepy,mygirl,’saidPierston。
  ’Yes,sir;Ihavebeenupalongtime。WhennobodycomesIliedownonthecouchintheotherroom。’
  ’ThenI’llrelieveyouofthat;goandliedownintheotherroom,justasifwewerenothere。I’lldrytheclothingandputthearticleshereinaheap,whichyoucantakeuptotheyoungladyinthemorning。’
  The’nightporter’thankedhimandlefttheroom,andhesoonheardhersnoringfromtheadjoiningapartment。ThenJocelynopenedproceedings,overhaulingtherobesandextendingthemonebyone。Asthesteamwentuphefellintoareverie。Heagainbecameconsciousofthechangewhichhadbeeninitiatedduringthewalk。TheWell-Belovedwasmovinghouse——hadgoneovertothewearerofthisattire。
  Inthecourseoftenminutesheadoredher。
  AndhowaboutlittleAviceCaro?Hedidnotthinkofherasbefore。
  HewasnotsurethathehadeverseentherealBelovedinthatfriendofhisyouth,solicitousashewasforherwelfare。But,lovingherornot,heperceivedthatthespirit,emanation,idealism,whichcalleditselfhisLovewasflittingstealthilyfromsomeremoterfiguretothenearoneinthechamberoverhead。
  Avicehadnotkeptherengagementtomeethiminthelonelyruin,fearingherownimaginings。Buthe,infact,morethanshe,hadbeeneducatedoutoftheislandinnocencethathadupheldoldmanners;andthiswasthestrangeconsequenceofAvice’smisapprehension。