"Oh,thatwasprobablybychance。"
"No,suh!"shecried,vehemently。"An’demgelmunwouldn’playt’-night,noway;mos’on`emgoin’widyouto-morreran’deysayin’goodbytode’rfolksdisevenin’,notgamblin’!MizTanberry’llbeinastateermineontelshehyuhf’umme,an’Igoin’hurryback。Youwon’comedah,suh?
Ikintellherdatyousayyousutneyain’comin’nighourneighborhooddisnight?"
"Ihadnotdreamedofcoming,tellher,please。ProbablyIshallnotgooutatallthisevening。Butitwaskindofyoutocome。Good-night。"
Hestoodwithacandletolightherdownthestairs,butaftershehadgonehedidnotreturntotheoffice。Instead,hewentslowlyuptohisownroom,glancingfirstintoCrailey’s——thedoorsofneitherwereoftenlocked——tobeholdachaosofdisorderandunfinishedpacking。Inhisownchamberitonlyremainedforhimtoclosethelidsofafewbigboxes,andtopackasmalltrunkwhichhemeanttotakewithhimtothecampoftheStatetroops,andhewouldbereadyfordeparture。Hesetaboutthistask,arid,concludingthattherewasnonecessitytowearhisuniformonthesteamboat,decidedtoplaceitinthetrunk,andwenttothebedwherehehadfoldedandleftit。Itwasnotthere。Nordidathoroughsearchrevealitanywhereintheroom。Yetnoonecouldhavestolenit,forwhenhehadgonedowntotheofficeCraileyhadremainedonthisfloor。MamiehadcomewithinafewminutesafterCraileywentout,andduringhisconversationwithhertheoffice-doorhadbeenopen;noonecouldhavepassedwithoutbeingseen。Also,athiefwouldhavetakenotherthingsaswellastheuniform;andsurelyCraileymusthaveheard;Craileywould——
Crailey——!
ThenTomrememberedthefigureinthelongcloakandthemilitarycap,and,withasickheart,begantounderstand。HehadreadtheJournal,andheknewwhyCraileymightwishtomasqueradeinamajor’suniformthatnight。IfMissCarewereadittoo,andastrangewonderroseinhermind,thisandawordwouldconvinceher。Tomconsidereditimprobablethatthewonderwouldrise,forcircumstanceshadtoowellestablishedherinamistake,trivialandordinaryenoughatfirst,merelytheconfusingoftwonamesbyagirlnewtothetown,butsostrengthenedbyeveryconfirmationCrailey’switcouldcompassthatshewould,nodoubt,onlysetCummings’sparagraphasideasanewspapererror。Still,Craileyhadwishedtobeonthesafeside!
Tomsighedratherbitterly。Hewasconvincedthattheharlequinwouldcomehomesoon,replacetheuniform(whichwasprobablyextremelybecomingtohim,astheywereofaheightandfiguremuchthesame),andafterward,inhisordinarydress,wouldsallyforthtospendhislasteveningwithFanchon。TomwonderedhowCraileywouldfeelandwhathewouldthinkabouthimselfwhilehewaschanginghisclothes,butherememberedhispartner’sextraordinarypowersofmentaladjustment——andforthefirsttimeinhislifeVanrevelmadenoallowancefortheother’stemperament,andtherecametohimamomentwhenhefeltthathecouldalmostdislikeCraileyGrayAtallevents,hewouldgooutuntilCraileyhadcomeandleftagain,forhehadnodesiretobeholdthemasquerader’sreturn。Soheexchangedhisdressing-gownforacoat,fastenedhiscollar,andhadbeguntoarrangehiscravatatthemirror,when,suddenly,thevoiceoftheoldnegressseemedtosoundclosebesidehimintheroom"He’ssettin’dah——waitin’!"
Thecravatwasnevertied;Tom’shandsdropped,tohissidesashestartedbackfromthestaringfaceinthemirror。RobertCarewewaswaiting——andCrailey——AllatoncetherewasbutonevitalnecessityintheworldforTomVanrevel,thatwastofindCrailey;hemustgotoCrailey——eveninCarewe’sownhouse——hemustgotoCrailey!
Hedasheddownthestairsandintothestreet。Thepeopleweremakingagreatuproarinfrontofthehotel,explodingbombs,firingmusketsintheair,sendinguprockets;andrapidlycrossingtheoutskirtsofthecrowd,hepassedintoCareweStreet,unnoticed。Herethedetonationswerenotsodeafening,thoughthelittlesteamboatatthewharfwascontributingtotheconfusionwithallinherpower,screechingsimultaneouslyapprovalofthecelebrationandherlastsignalsofdeparture。
AtthefirstcornerTomhadnomorethanleftthesidewalkwhenhecamewithinafootofbeingriddendownbytwohorsemenwhorodeatsodes-
perateagallopthat(thesoundoftheirhoof-beatsbeinglostintheuproarfromMainStreet)theywereuponhimbeforehewasawareofthem。
Heleapedbackwithanangryshouttoknowwhotheywerethattheyrodesowildly。Atthesametimeasharpexplosionatthefootofthestreetsentaredflareoverthescene,aflash,gonewithsuchincredibleswiftnessintoreneweddarknessthathesawtheflyinghorsemenalmostasequestrianstatuesilluminedbyaflickeroflightning,buthesawthemwiththesamedistinctnessthatlightninggives,andrecognizedtheforemostasRobertCarewe。Andintheinstantofthatrecognition,TomknewwhathadhappenedtoCraileyGray,forhesawthetruthintheghastlyfaceofhisenemy。
Carewerodestiffly,likeamanfrozenuponhishorse,andhisfacewaslikethatofafrozenman;hiseyesglassyandnotfixeduponhiscourse,sothatitwasadeathlythingtosee。Once,longago,Tomhadseenamanridingforhislife,andheworethissamelook。TheanimalboundedandswervedunderVanrevel’senemyinthemadrushdownthestreet,buthesatrigid,boltuprightinthesaddle,hisfacesettothatlookofcoldness。
ThesecondriderwasoldNelson,whorodewithbodycrouchedforward,hiseyeballslikeshiningporcelainsetinebony,andhisarmlikeaflail,cruellylashinghisownhorseandhismaster’swithaheavywhip。"Desteamboat!"beshouted,hoarsely,bringingdownthelashononeandthenontheother。"Desteamboat,desteamboat——fo’God’ssake,honey,desteamboat!"
TheysweptintoMainStreet,Nelsonleaningfaracrosstotheother’sbridle,andturningbothhorsestowardtheriver,butbeforetheyhadmadethecorner,TomVanrevelwasrunningwithallthespeedthatwasinhimtowardhisenemy’shouse。Theoneblockbetweenhimandthatforbiddengroundseemedtohimmileslong,andhefeltthathewasrunningasamaninadream,and,atthehighestpitchofagonizedexertion,coveringnospace,butonlyworkingtheairinoneplace,likeatreadmill。Allthatwasinhismind,heart,andsoulwastoreachCrailey。HehadknownbytherevelationofCarewe’sfaceinwhatcasehewouldfindhisfriend;butasheranheputtheknowledgefromhimwithagreatshudder,andresolveduponincredulityinspiteofhiscertainty。Allhelethimselffeelwastheneedtorun,torununtilhefoundCrailey,whowassomewhereinthedarknessofthetreesaboutthelong,lowhouseonthecorner。Whenhereachedtheborderinghedge,hedidnotstayforgateorpath,but,withaloudshout,hurledhimselfhalfover,halfthrough,thehedge,likeaboltfromacatapult。
Lightsshonefromonlyoneroominthehouse,thelibrary;butasherantowardtheporchacandleflickeredinthehall,andtherecamethesoundofavoiceweepingwithterror。
Atthathecalledmoredesperatelyuponhisincredulitytoaidhim,forthevoicewasMrs。Tan-berry’s。Ifithadbeenanyotherthanshe,whosobbedsohopelessly——shewhowasalwayssteadyandstrong!Ifhecould,hewouldhavestoppedtopray,now,beforehefacedherandthetruth;buthisflyingfeetcarriedhimon。
"Whoisit?"shegasped,brokenly,fromthehall。"Mamie?Haveyoubroughthim?"
"It’sI,"hecried,asheplungedthroughthedoorway。"It’sVanrevel。"
Mrs。Tanberrysettheironcandlestickdownuponthetablewithacrash。
"You’vecometoolate!"shesobbed。"Anothermanhastakenyourdeathonhimself。"
Hereeledbackagainstthewall。"Oh,God!"hesaid。"Oh,God,God,God!
Crailey!"
"Yes,"sheanswered。"It’sthepoorvagabondthatyoulovedsowell。"
Togethertheyranthroughthehalltothelibrary。Craileywaslyingonthelongsofa,hiseyesclosed,hisheadlikeapieceofcarvenmarble,thegayuniform,inwhichhehadtrickedhimselfoutsogallantly,openatthethroat,andhiswhitelinenstainedwithafewlittlesplotchesofred。
BesidehimkneltMissBetty,holdingherlacehandkerchiefuponhisbreast;shewasaswhiteashe,andasmotionless;sothat,asshekneltthere,immovablebesidehim,herarmlikealabasteracrosshisbreast,theymighthavebeenasculptor’sgroup。Thehandkerchiefwasstainedalittle,likethelinen,andlikeit,too,stainedbutalittle。Nearby,onthefloor,stoodaflaskofbrandyandapitcherofwater。
"You!"MissBetty’sfaceshowednochange,norevenafaintsurprise,ashereyesfelluponTomVanrevel,butherlipssoundlesslyframedtheword。
"You!"
Tomflunghimselfonhiskneesbesideher。
"Crailey!"hecried,inasharpvoicethathadaterribleshakeinit。
"Crailey!Crailey,Iwantyoutohearme!"Hetookoneofthelimphandsinhisandbegantochafeit,whileMrs。Tanberrygraspedtheother。
"There’sstillamovementinthepulse,"shefaltered。……
"Still!"echoedTom,roughly。"You’remad!YoumademethinkCraileywasdead!DoyouthinkCraileyGrayisgoingtodie?Hecouldn’t,Itellyou——hecouldn’t;youdon’tknowhim!Who’sgoneforthedoctor?"Hedashedsomebrandyuponhishandkerchiefandsetittothewhitelips。
"Mamie。Shewashereintheroomwithmewhenithappened。"
"`Happened’!`Happened’!"hemockedher,furiously。"`Happened’isabeautifulword!"
"Godforgiveme!"sobbedMrs。Tanberry。"Iwassittinginthelibrary,andMamiehadjustcomefromyou,whenweheardMr。Careweshoutfromthecupolaroom:`Standawayfrommydaughter,Vanrevel,andtakethislikeadog!’Onlythat;——andMamieandIrantothewindow,andwesawthroughtheduskamaninuniformleapbackfromMissBetty——theywereinthatlittleopenspacenearthehedge。Hecalledoutsomethingandwavedhishand,buttheshotcameatthesametime,andhefell。EventhenIwassure,inspiteofwhatMamiehadsaid,IwasassureasRobertCarewewas,thatitwasyou。Hecameandtookonelook——andsaw——andthenNelsonbroughtthehorsesandmadehimmountandgo。Mamieranforthedoctor,andBettyandIcarriedCraileyin。Itwashardwork。"
MissBetty’shandhadfallenfromCrailey’sbreastwhereTom’stookitsplace。Sheroseunsteadilytoherfeetandpushedbackthehairfromherforehead,shiveringconvulsivelyasshelookeddownatthemotionlessfigureonthesofa。
"Crailey!"saidTom,inthesameangry,shakingvoice。"Crailey,you’vegottorouseyourself!Thiswon’tdo;you’vegottobeaman!Crailey!"
Hewastryingtoforcethebrandythroughthetightlyclenchedteeth。"
Crailey!"
"Crailey!"whisperedMissBetty,leaning。heavilyonthebackofachair。
"Crailey?"ShelookedatMrs。Tanberrywithvagueinterrogation,butMrs。
Tanberrydidnotunderstand。
"Crailey!"
ItwasthenthatCrailey’seyelidsflutteredandslowlyopened;andhiswanderingglance,dullatfirst,slowlygrewclearandtwinklingasitrestedontheashy,strickenfaceofhisbestfriend。
"Tom,"hesaid,feebly,"itwasworththeprice,towearyourclothesjustonce!"
Andthen,atlast,MissBettysawandunderstood。Fornotthehonestgentleman,whomeveryoneexceptRobertCareweheldinesteemandaf-
fection,notherfather’senemy,Vanrevel,laybeforeherwiththedeath-
woundinhisbreastforhersake,butthatother——CraileyGray,thene’er-
do-weelandlight-o’-love,CraileyGray,wit,poet,andscapegrace,thewell-belovedtownscamp。
Hesawthatsheknew,and,ashisbrighteningeyeswandereduptoher,hesmiledfaintly。"Evenabaddoglikestohavehisday,"hewhispered。
CHAPTERXIX
TheFlagGoesMarchingByWillCummingshadabandonedthepenforthesworduntilsuchtimeasSantaAnnashouldcryforquarter,andhadlefttheofficeinchargeofanimportedsubstitute;butlatethatnighthecametohisdeskoncemore,towritethestoryoftheaccidenttoCorporalGray;andthetalethathewrotehadbeenalreadyputintowritingbyTomVanrevelasitfellfromCrailey’slips,afterthedoctorhad,come,sothatnonemightdoubtit。
Noonediddoubtit。WhatreasonhadMr。CarewetoinjureCraileyGray?
OnlyfiveinRouenknewthetruth;forNelsonhadgonewithhismaster,and,exceptMamie,theotherservantsoftheCarewehouseholdhadbeenamongthecrowdinfrontoftheRouenHousewhentheshotwasfired。
Sothestorywentoverthetown:howCraileyhadcalledtosaygood-bytoMrs。Tanberry;howMr。Carewehappenedtobeexaminingthemuskethisfatherhadcarriedin1812,whentheweaponwasaccidentallydischarged,theballenteringCrailey’sbreast;howMr。Carewe,strickenwithremorseandhorroroverthisfrightfulmisfortune,andsufferingtoosevereanguishofmindtoremainuponthescene,ofthetragedywhichhiscarelessnesshadmade,hadfled,attendedbyhisservant;andhowtheyhadleapedaboardtheeveningboatasitwaspullingout,andwerenowontheirwaydowntheriver。
Andthiswasthestory,too,thatTomtoldFanchon;foritwashewhobroughthertoCrailey。ThroughthelongnightshekneltatCrailey’sside,hishandalwayspressedtoherbreastorcheek,hereyesalwaysupward,andherlipsmovingwithherprayers,notforCraileytobespared,butthattheFatherwouldtakegoodcareofhiminheaventillshecame。"Ihadalreadygivenhimup,"shesaidtoTom,meekly,inasmallvoice。"Iknewitwastocome,andperhapsthiswayisbetterthanthat——
Ithoughtitwouldbefarawayfromme。NowIcanbewithhim,andperhapsIshallhavehimalittlelonger,forhewastohavegoneawaybeforenoon。"
Themorningsunroseuponafairworld,gaywithbird-chatteringsfromthebigtreesoftheCareweplace,andpleasantwiththeodorsofMissBetty’sgarden,andCrailey,lyinguponthebedofthemanwhohadshothim,hearkenedandsmiledgood-bytothesummerheloved;and,whenthedaybroke,askedthatthebedbemovedsothathemightlieclosebythewindow。ItwasTomwhohadbornehimtothatroom。"Ihavecarriedhimbeforethis,"hesaid,wavingtheothersaside。
Notlongaftersunrise,whenthebedhadbeenmovednearthewindow,CraileybeggedFanchontobringhimaminiatureofhismotherwhichhehadgivenher,andurgedhertogoforitherself;hewantednohandsbutherstotouchit,hesaid。AndwhenshehadgoneheaskedtobeleftalonewithTom。
"Givemeyourhand,Tom,"hesaid,faintly。"I’dliketokeepholdofitaminuteorso。Icouldn’thavesaidthatyesterday,couldI,withoutcausingusbothhorribleembarrassment?ButIfancyIcannow,becauseI’mdonefor。That’stoobad,isn’tit?I’mveryyoung,afterall。DoyourememberwhatpoorAndreCheniersaidashewentuptobeguillotined?——’Therewerethingsinthisheadofmine!’ButIwanttotellyouwhat’sbeenthematterwithme。Itwasjustmybeingabadsortofpoet。IsupposethatI’veneverlovedanyone;yetI’vecaredmoredeeplythanothermenforeverylovelythingIeversaw,andthere’ssolittlethathasn’tlovelinessinit。I’dbeashamednottohavecaredforthebeautyinallthewomenI’vemadeloveto——butaboutthisone——themostbeautifulofall——I————————"
"Shewillunderstand!"saidTom,quickly。
"Shewill——yes——she’swiseandgood。IfFanchonknew,therewouldn’tbeevenamemorylefttoher——andIdon’tthinkshe’dlive。Anddoyouknow,IbelieveI’vedoneafavorforMissBettyingettingmyselfshot;Carewewillnevercomeback。Tom,waseveraman’sknaverysoexactlythearchitectofhisowndestructionasmine?Andforwhatgain?Justtheexcitementofthecomedyfromdaytoday!——forshewassuretodespisemeassoonassheknew——andthedesiretohearhervoicesayanotherkindlythingtome——andtheeverlastingperhapsineverywoman,andthisonetheHeart’sDesireofalltheworld!Ah,well!Tellme——Iwanttohearitfromyou——howmanyhoursdoesthedoctorsay?"
"Hours,Crailey?"Tom’shandtwitchedpitifullyintheother’sfeeblegrasp。
"Iknowit’sonlyafew。"
"They’reallfools,doctors!"exclaimedVanrevel,fiercely。
"No,no。AndIknowthatnothingcanbedone。Youallseeit,andyouwantmetogoeasily——oryouwouldn’tletmehavemyownwaysomuch!Itfrightensme,Iownup,tothinkthatsosoonI’llbewiserthanthewisestintheworld。YetIalwayswantedtoknow。I’vesoughtandI’vesought——butnowtogooutaloneonthesearch——itmustbethesearch,fortheHolyGrail——I————"
"Pleasedon’ttalk,"beggedTom,inabrokenwhisper。"Formercy’ssake,lad。Itwearsonyouso。"
Craileylaughedweakly。"DoyouthinkIcoulddiepeacefullywithouttalkingagreatdeal?There’sonethingIwant,Tom。Iwanttoseeallofthemoncemore,alltheoldfriendsthataregoingdowntheriveratnoon。Whatharmcoulditdo?Iwantthemtocomebyhereontheirwaytotheboat,withthebandandthenewflag。ButIwantthebandtoplaycheerfully!Ask`emtoplay`RosintheBow,’willyou?I’veneverbe-
lievedinmournfulness,andIdon’twanttoseeanyofitnow。It’stherankestimpietyofall!Andbesides,Iwanttoseethemasthey’llbewhentheycomemarchinghome——theymustlookgay!"
"Ah,don’t,lad,don’t!"Tomflungonearmabouttheother’sshoulderandCraileywassilent,butrestedhishandgentlyonhisfriend’shead。InthatattitudeFanchonfoundthemwhenshecame。
Thevolunteersgatheredatthecourt-housetwohoursbeforenoon。Theymeteachotherdismally,speakinginundertonesastheyformedinlinesoffour,whiletheirdispiritedfacesshowedthattheheartwasoutofthem。
Notsowiththecrowdsofcountryfolkandtownspeoplewholinedthestreetstoseethelastofthem。Forthese,whenthebandcamemarchingdownthestreetandtookitsplace,setuparoyalcheeringthatgrewlouderasJeffersonBareaud,thecolor-bearer,carriedtheflagtotheheadoftheprocession。Withtherecruitsmarchedtheveteransof1812
andtheIndianwars,theone-leggedcobblerstumpingalongbesideGeneralTrumble,wholookedverydejectedandold。Thelinesstoodinsilence,andrespondedtothecheeringbyquietlyremovingtheirhats;sothatthepeoplewhisperedthatitwasmorelikeanOddFellows’Sundayfuneralthanthedepartureofenthusiasticpatriotsfortheseatofwar。GeneralTrumble’swasnottheonlysadfaceintheranks;allweredowncastandnervous,eventhoseoftheladsfromthecountry,whohadnotknownthecomradetheyweretoleavebehind。
Jeffersonunfurledtheflag;Marshgavethewordofcommand,thebandbegantoplayaquick-step,andtheprocessionmovedforwarddownthecheeringlaneofpeople,whowavedlittleflagsandhandkerchiefsandthrewtheirhatsintheairastheyshouted。But,contrarytoexpectation,theparadewasnotdirectlyalongMainStreettotheriver。
"Rightwheel!March!"commandedTappingham,hoarsely,wavinghissword,andJeffersonledthewayintoCareweStreet。
"ForGod’ssake,don’tcrynow!"andTappingham,withalargedropstreakingdownhisowncheek,turnedsavagelyuponLieutenantCummings。
"Thatisn’twhathewants。Hewantstoseeuslookingcheeryandsmiling。
Wecandoitforhimthisonce,Iguess!Ineversawhimanyotherway。"
"Youlookdamnsmilingyourself!"snuffledWill。
"Iwillwhenweturninatthegates,"retortedhisCaptain。"Onmysoul,IswearI’llkilleverysnifflingidiotthatdoesn’t!——Inline,there!"bestormedferociouslyatabigrecruit。
ThelivelystrainsofthebandandtheshoutingofthepeoplegrewlouderandlouderintheroomwhereCraileylay。Hiseyesglistenedasheheard,andhesmiled,nottheoldsmileoftheworldlyprelate,butmerrily,likeachildwhenmusicisheard。Theroomwasdarkened,saveforthelightoftheonewindowwhichfellsoftlyuponhisheadandbreastanduponanotherfairheadclosetohis,whereFanchonknelt。IntheshadowsatoneendoftheroomwereMissBettyandMrs。TanberryandMrs。Bareaudandthewhite-
haireddoctorwhohadsaid,"Lethimhavehisownwayinallheasks。"
Tomstoodalone,closebytheheadofthecouch。
"Hailtotheband!"Craileychuckled,softly。"Howtherogueskeepthetime!It’s`RosintheBow,’allright!Ah,thatisasitshouldbe。
Mrs。Tanberry,youandIhaveonethingincommon,ifyou’llletmeflattermyselfsofar:we’vealwaysbelievedingoodcheerinspiteofthedevilandall,youandI,eh?Thebestofthings,evenifthingsarebad,dearlady,eh?"
"Youdarlingvagabond!"Mrs。Tanberrymurmured,tryingtosmilebacktohim。
"Harkto`em!"saidCrailey。"They’reverynear!Onlyhearthepeoplecheerthem!They’ll`marchawaysogaily,’won’tthey?——andhowrightthatis!"Thevanguardappearedinthestreet,andoverthehedgegleamedtheoncomingbanner,thefreshcolorsflyingoutonastrongbreeze。
Craileygreeteditwithabreathlesscry。"There’stheflag——look,Fanchon,yourflag!——。wavingabovethehedge;andit’sJeffwhocarriesit。Doesn’titalwaysmakeyouwanttodance!Bravo,bravo!"
Theprocessionhaltedforamomentinthestreetandthemusicceased。
Then,withajubilantflourishofbrassandtherollofdrums,thebandstruckup"TheStarSpangledBanner,"andJeffersonBareaudproudlyledthewaythroughthegatesanddownthedriveway,thebrightsilkstreamingoverhead。Behindhimbrisklymarchedthevolunteers,withheadserectandcheerfulfaces,astheyknewCorporalGraywishedtoseethem,theirCaptainflourishinghisswordintheair。
"Heretheycome!Doyousee,Fanchon?"criedCrailey,excitedly。"Theyareallthere,JeffandTappingham,andthetwoMadrillonsandWill,thedearoldfellow——he’llneverwriteadecentparagraphaslongashelives,Godblesshim!——andyoungFrank——whatdeviltriesI’veledtheboyinto!——
andthere’stheoldGeneral,forgettingallthetiffswe’vehad。Godblessthemallandgrantthemallasafereturn!Whatoneartharetheytakingofftheirhatsfor?——Ah,good-by,boys,good-by!"
Theysawthewhitefaceatthewindow,andtheslenderhandflutteringitsfarewell,andTappinghamhaltedhismen。
"ThreetimesthreeforCorporalGray!"heshouted,managing,somehow,tokeepthesmileuponhislips。"Threetimesthree,andmayherejoinhiscompanybeforeweentertheMexicancapital!"
Hebeatthetimeforthethunderouscheersthattheygave;theprocessiondescribedacircleonthelawn,andthen,withthebandplayingandcolorsflying,passedoutofthegatesandtookupthemarchtothewharf。
"theflag,theflag!"whisperedCrailey,followingitwithhiseyes。"Itshowsthatyouhelpedmakeit,Fanchon,it’ssobeautiful。Ah,Tom,they’vesaidweabusedit,sometimes——itwasonlythatweloveditsowellwedidn’tliketoseeanyonemakeitlooksillyormean。But,afterall,nomancandothat——no,nornogroupofmen,norparty!Hisvoicegrewlouderasthelaststrainsofthemusiccamemorefaintlyfromthestreet。
"They’lltakeyourbanneracrosstheRioGrande,Fanchon,butthatisnotall——somedayitsstarsmustspreadovertheworld!Don’tyouallseethattheywill?"
Afteralittlewhile,heclosedhiseyeswithasigh;thedoctorbentoverhimquickly,andMissBettystartedforwardunconsciouslyandcriedout。
Butthebrighteyesopenedagainandfixedthemselvesuponherwithalltheirold,gayinscrutability。
"Notyet,"saidCrailey。"MissCarewe,mayItellyouthatIamsorryI
couldnothaveknownyousooner?PerhapsyoumighthavelikedmeforFanchon’ssake——Iknowyoucareforher。"
"Ido——Ido!"shefaltered。"Iloveher,and——ah!——Idolikeyou,Mr。
Gray,forIknowyou,thoughInever——metyouuntil——lastnight。Godblessyou——Godblessyou!"
Shewaveredamoment,likealilyinthewind,andputoutahandblindly。
"Notyou!"shesaidsharply,asTomVanrevelstartedtowardher。Mrs。
Tanberrycamequicklyandputanarmabouther,andtogethertheywentoutoftheroom。
"Youmustbegoodtoher,Tom,"saidCraileythen,inaverylowvoice。
"I!"answeredTom,gently。"Therewasneverachanceofthat,lad。"
"Listen,"whisperedCrailey。"Leandown——no——closer。"HecastaquickglanceatFanchon,kneelingattheothersideofthebed,hergoldenheadonthewhitecoverlet,heroutstretchedhandclutchinghis;andhespokesoclosetoTom’searandinsolowatonethatonlyTomcouldhear。"Shenevercaredforme。Shefeltthatsheoughtto——butthatwasonlybecauseImasqueradedinyourhistory。ShewantedtotellmebeforeIwentawaythattherewasnochanceforme。Shewastellingmethat,whenhecalledfromthewindow。Itwasatthedance,thenightbefore,thatsheknew。I
thinktherehasbeensomeoneelsefromthefirst——Godsendit’syou!Didyouspeaktoherthatnightorshetoyou?"
"Ah,no,"saidTomVanrevel。"Alltheothers。"
Mrs。TanberryandBettyandMr。Bareaudwaitedinthelibrary,thetwowomenhuddledtogetheronasofa,withtheirarmsroundeachother,andallthehousewasverystill。Byandby,theyheardaprolonged,far-awaycheeringandthesteamer’swhistle,andknewthattheboatwasoff。Halfanhourlater,WillCummingscamebackalone,enteredtheroomontip-toe,andsilentlysankintoachairnearMr。Bareaud,withhisfaceawayfromMissBetty。HewastoremaininRouenanotherweek,andjoinhisregimentwithTom。Noneofthethreeappearedtonoticehiscomingmorethandimly,andhesatwithhisfacebowedinhishands,anddidnotmove。
Thusperhapsanhourpassed,withonlyasoundoffootstepsonthegravelofthedriveway,nowandthen,andalowmurmurofvoicesintherearofthehousewherepeoplecametoaskafterCrailey;andwhenthedooroftheroomwherehelaywasopened,thefourwatchersstartedasataloudexplosion。ItwasMrs。Bareaudandtheolddoctor,andtheyclosedthedooragain,softly,andcameintotheothers。TheyhadleftCraileyalonewithFanchonandTomVanrevel,thetwowholovedhimbest。
ThewarmdaybeyondthewindowsbecamelikeSunday,novoicessoundedfromwithoutinthenoonhush,thoughsometimesalittlegroupofpeoplewouldgatheracrossthestreettoeyethehousecuriouslyandnodandwhisper。
Thestrong,blueshadowsoftheverandapillarsstoleslowlyacrossthewhiteflooroftheporchinalesseningslant,andfinallylayallinaline,asthetallclockinacornerofthelibraryasthmaticallycoughedthehourofnoon。InthisjarringdiscordancetherewassomethingfrightfultoMissBetty。Sheroseabruptly,and,imperiouslywavingbackMrs。Tanberry,whowouldhavedetainedher——fortherewasinherfaceandmannertheincipientwildnessofcontroloverstrainedtothebreaking-
point——shewenthurriedlyoutoftheroomandoutofthehouse,totheoldbenchinthegarden。Thereshesankdown,herfacehiddeninherarms;
thereonthespotwhereshehadfirstseenCraileyGray。
>Fromthere,too,hadrisentheserenadeofthemanshehadspurnedandinsulted;andthereshehadcometoworshipthestarswhenCraileybadeherlooktothem。Andnowthestrangeyoungteacherwaspayingthebitterpriceforhisfooleries——andwhocoulddoubtthatthepricewasabitterone?Tohavethespiritsosuddenly,cruellyrivenfromthesprightlybodythatwas,butafewhoursago,haleandalert,obedienttoevery,pettywish,coulddance,run,andleap;tobeforcedwithsuchhideousprecipitationtoleavethewarmbreathofJuneandundergothelonelychange,mergingwiththeshadow;tobeflungfromtheexquisiteandcommonplacedayofsunshineintotheappallingadventurethatshouldnothavebeenhisforyears——andhurledintoitbywhathand!——ah,bitter,bitterpriceforaharlequinade!And,alas,alas!forthebraveharlequin!
Agentletouchfelluponhershoulder,andMissBettysprangtoherfeetandscreamed。ItwasNelsonwhostoodbeforeher,hatinhand,hisheaddeeplybowed。
"Ishewithyou?"shecried,clutchingatthebenchforsupport。
"No’m,"answeredtheoldman,humbly。"Ireckonweallain’goin’seedatmannomo`。"
"Whereishe?"
"Ondeway,honey,ondeway。"
"Theway——toRouen!"shegasped。
"No’m;hegoin’crossdebigwater。"Hestretchedouthishandandpointedsolemnlytotheeast。"Himan’mewecotchdeboat,an’yo’pamek`emtakendehossesonbode。DenwegitoffatLeeville,fivemile’
downderivuh,an’yo’pahol’deboatwhilesIridbackalonean’gitdenews,an’whatdetaleisyouallistole,f’umoleMist’Chen’eth;an’
Mist’Chen’eth,heridbackwidmean’seeyo’paatLeeville,an’deytalkindeshedbydelandin’,an’yo’patellMist’Chen’ethwhat`rangementshegoin’makewiddeproprety。`Denhegitondeboatag’inan’deysto’theragoin’;an’heain’wavenogood-by,nersaynomo’
wu’ds。Mist’Chen’ethridbackwhensdelightcome;butIres’dehossesan’comebackslow,`caseIponduhondeworl’,an’Imightysorryferyo’
pa,Missy。Heam’comin’backnomo’,honey,an’MizTanberryan’mean’
Mamie,wegoin’takekeereryou。Yo’pagonebackdahtodeF’enchmun,whuhhe`uzayoungman。Hemightysick,an’hescairt,honey;an’heain’goin’gitovahdat,neider。`Peahtome,Missy,likehedonehadavizhumerheownsoul,whenhecomean’lookdownatdatyoungmanlayin’
ondegrass,las’night!"
Theoldfellowbenthisbackbeforeherinasolemnbow,asafeudalretainerinallegiancetotheheir,butmoreindeferencetothesorrowwrittenuponher,andrespectingitsmagnitude。Withnowordsofcomfort,forheknewshewantedonlytobealone,hemovedaway,withinfirmstepsandshakinghead,towardtherearofthehouse。
MissBettythrewherselfuponthebenchagain,facedownwardinherarms。
Andstillthehouselayinsilenceunderthesunshine。
Anhourhadpassed,andtheshadowsslantedstronglytotheeast,whenthestillnesswasbrokenbyasound,lowandsmallatfirst,thenrisingfearfully,along,quaveringwailofsupremeanguish,thatclutchedandshookthelistener’sheart。NoonecouldhaverecognizedthevoiceasFanchon’s,yeteveryonewhohearditknewthatitwashers;andthatthesoulofCraileyGrayhadgoneoutuponthequestfortheHolyGrail。
MissBetty’shandsclenchedconvulsivelyroundthearmofthebenchandafitofshudderingseizedherasifwiththegripofaviolentchill,thoughhereyesweredry。Thenshelayquiet。
Alongtimeafterward,shebecameawareofastepthatpacedthegardenpathbehindher,andturnedherfaceuponherarmsothatshesaw,butmadenoothermotion。ItwasTomVanrevel,walkingslowlyupanddown,hishandsbehindhisbackandhishatpulledfardownoverhiseyes。Hehadnotseenher。
Sheroseandspokehisname。
Heturnedandcametoher。"Almostattheverylast,"hesaid,"Craileywhisperedtomethatbeknewyouthoughthimagreatscamp,buttotellyoutobesuretorememberthatitwasalltrueaboutthestars。"
CHAPTERXX
"Goodby"
Itwasbetweentwilightandcandlelight,thegentlehalf-hourwhenthekindoldSandManstealsupthestairsofhouseswherechildrenare;whenrusticloversstrollwithslowandquietstepsdowncountrylanes,andoldbachelorsareloneliestanddreamofthethingsthatmighthavebeen。
ThroughthesilenceoftheclearduskcamethewhistleoftheeveningboatthatwastobearTomVanrevelthroughthefirststageofhislongjourneytothefrontofwar,andthesoundfellcheerlesslyuponMissBetty’sear,asshestoodleaningagainstthesun-dialamongthelilacbushes。Herattitudewasnotoneofreverie;yetshestoodverystill,sostillthat,inthewanshimmerofthefadedafterglow,onemighthavepassedclosebyherandnothaveseenher。Thelong,darkfoldsofhergownshowedfaintlyagainstthegraystone,andherarms,barefromtheelbow,layacrossthefaceofthedialwithunrelaxedfingersclenchingthecornice;
herheaddrooping,notlanguidlybutwithtension,hereyeshalf-closed,showingthelashesagainstapalecheek;andthus,motionless,leaningonthestoneinthedusk,shemighthavebeenSorrow’sself。
Shedidnotmove,therewasnotevenaflickeroftheeyelashes,whenastepsoundedonthegravelofthedriveway,andVanrevelcameslowlyfromthehouse。Hestoppedatalittledistancefromher,hatinhand。Hewasverythin,wornandold-looking,andinthefailinglightmighthavebeentakenforatall,gentleghost;yethisshouldersweresquaredandheheldhimselfasstraightashehadthefirsttimeshehadeverseenhim。
"Mrs。TanberrytoldmeIshouldfindyouhere,"hesaid,hesitatingly。"I
havecometosaygood-by。"
Shedidnotturntowardhim,nordidmorethanherlipsmoveassheanswered,"Good-by,"andhertonewasneitherkindnorcold,butheldnomeaningwhatever,notevenindifference。
Therewasanintervalofsilence;then,withoutsurprise,hewalkedsadlytothegate,paused,wheeledaboutsuddenly,andreturnedwithaquick,firmstep。
"IwillnotgountilIknowthatIdonotmisunderstandyou,"hesaid,"notevenifthereisonlytheslightestchancethatIdo。Iwanttosaysomethingtoyou,ifyouwillletme,thoughnaturallyIrememberyouonceaskedmenevertospeaktoyouagain。ItisonlythatIhavethoughtyoudidthatunderamisconception,orelseIshouldstillobeyyou。Ifyou——"
"Whatisitthatyouwishtosay?"Hertonewasunchanged。
"OnlythatIthinkthehardesttimeforyouhaspassed,andthat——"
"Doyou?"sheinterrupted。
"Yes,"hereturned,"thesaddestofyourlife。Ithinkithasgoneforever。AndIthinkthatwhatwillcometoyouwillbeallyouwishfor。
Therewillbealittletimeofwaiting——"
"Waitingforwhat?"
Hedrewastepnearer,andhisvoicebecameverygentle。"CummingsandI
reachourregimenttomorrownight;andthereinthecampisagroupofmenonthewaytothewar,andtheyallgothemorebravelybecauseeachoneofthemhasyouinhisheart;——notonebutwillbeabettersoldierbecauseofyou。Iwantyoutobelievethatifallofthemdon’tcomeback,yettheonewhosesafetyyouthinkofandfearforwillreturn。
For,yousee,Craileytoldmewhatyousaidtohimwhen——whenhemetyouherethelasttime。Ihavenowaytoknowwhichofthemyoumeant;but——
hewillcomebacktoyou!Iamsureofit,becauseIbelieveyouaretobehappy。Ah,you’vehadyourallotmentofpain!Afterall,thereissolittletoregret:thetownseemsemptywithoutitsyoungmen,yetyoumayrejoice,rememberinghowbravelytheywentandhowgaily!TheywillsinghalfthewaytoVeraCruz!YouthinkitstrangeIshouldsaythereissolittletoregret,whenI’vejustlaidawaymybestfriend。Itwashisowndoctrine,andtheselfishpersonalgriefandsorenessgrowslesswhenI
thinkofthegallantendhemade,foritwashewhowentawaymostbravelyandjauntilyofall。Craileywasnofailure,unlessIletwhathetaughtmegotonoeffect。AndbesurehewouldhavetoldyouwhatItellyounow,thatalliswellwithallintheworld。"
"Please!"shecried,withaquickintakeofbreaththroughclosedteeth。
"Iwilldoanythingintheworldtopleaseyou,"heanswered,sorrowfully。
"Doyoumeanthat——"
Sheturnedatlastandfacedhim,butwithoutliftinghereyes。"Whydidyoucometosaygood-bytome?"
"Idon’tunderstand。"
"Ithinkyoudo。"Hervoicewascoldandsteady,butitwassuddenlygiventohimtoperceivethatshewastremblingfromheadtoheel。
Anexclamationofremorsebrokefromhim。
"Ah!Youcameheretobealone。I——"
"Stop,"shesaid。"Yousaidgood-bytomeoncebefore。Didyoucometosee——whatyousawthen?"
Hefellbackinutteramazement,butsheadvanceduponhimswiftly。"Wasitthat?"shecried。
Theunfortunateyoungmancouldmakenoreply,andremainedunabletodefendhimselffromherinexplicableattack。
"Youhavenotforgotten,"shewenton,impetuously。"Itwasinthecrowd,justbeforetheygaveyoutheflag。Yousaw——Iknowyousaw——anditkilledmewiththeshameofit!Nowyoucometometolookatthesamethingagain——andtheboatwaitingforyou!IsitinrevengeforthatnightattheBareauds’?Perhapsthissoundswildtoyou——Ican’thelpthat——butwhyshouldyoutrytomakeitharderforme?"
>Fromtheporchcameastrongvoice:"Vanrevel!"
"GodknowsIhaven’tmeantto,"saidTom,inbitterpain。"Idon’tunderstand。It’sCummingscallingforme;I’llgoatonce。I’dhoped,stupidlyenough,thatyouwouldtellmewhomitwasyoumeantwhenyouspoketoCrailey,sothatIcouldhelptomakeitsurerthathe’dcomebacktoyou。ButI’veonlyannoyedyou。Andyouwerehere——awayfromthehouse————avoidingme,andfearingthatI——"
"Vanrevel!"shoutedWilliam。(Mrs。TanberryhadnottoldLieutenantCummingswheretofindMissBetty。)
"Fearing?Yes?"
"FearingthatImightdiscoveryou。"Helethiseyesrestonherlovelinessoncemore,andashesawthatshestilltrembled,heextendedhishandtowardherinagestureofinfinitegentleness,likeablessing,heavedonegreatsigh,and,withheaderectandbodystraight,sethisfacemanfullytowardthehouse。
Hehadtakenthreestrideswhenhisheartstoppedbeatingatanineffabletouchonhissleeve。For,withasharpcry,shesprangtohim;andthen,oncemore,amongthelilacbusheswherehehadcaughtthewhitekitten,hishandwasseizedandheldbetweentwosmallpalms,andtheeyesofMissBettyCarewelookedintotheverysoulofhim。
"No!"shecried。"No!Fearingwithasickheartthatyoumightnotcome!"
Herpaleface,mistywithsweetness,waveredbeforehiminthedusk,andheliftedhisshakinghandtohisforehead;herownwentwithit,andthetouchofthatsteadiedhim。
"Youmean,"hewhispered,brokenly,"youmeanthatyou——"
"Yes,always,"sheanswered,rushingthroughthewords,halfintears。
"TherewasalittletimewhenIlovedwhatyourlifehadbeenmorethanyou。Ah,itwasyouthatIsawinhim。Yetitwasnotwhatyouhaddoneafterall,butjustyou!Iknewtherecouldnotbeanyoneelse——thoughI
thoughtitcouldneverbeyou——thatnight,justbeforetheygavetheflag。"
"We’velittletime,Vanrevel!"calledthevoicefromtheporch。
Tom’seyesfilledslowly。Heraisedthemandlookedatthenewlycomestars。"Crailey,Crailey!"hemurmured。
Hergazefollowedhis。"Ah,it’she——andthey——thatmakemeknowyouwillcomebacktome!"shesaid。