首页 >出版文学> The Two Vanrevels>第5章
  "Yes?"Hertonewasasquietlycontemptuousasshecouldmakeit。"Howveryfrankofyou!MayIask:Areyouconvincedthatspeechesofthatsortarealwaystoalady’sliking?"
  "No,"heansweredhumbly,andhunghishead。Thenshethrewthequestionathimabruptly:
  "Wasityouwhocametosinginourgarden?"
  Therewasalongpausebeforeaprofoundsighcametremulouslyfromthedarkness,likeasadandtenderconfession。"Yes。"
  "Ithoughtso!"sheexclaimed。"Mrs。Tanberrythoughtitwassomeoneelse;
  butIknewthatitwasyou。"
  "Yes,youareright,"hesaid,quietly。"ItwasI。Itwasmyonlywaytotellyouwhatyouknownow。"
  "Ofcourse!"Shesetitallasidewiththosetwowordsandtheslightestgestureofherhand。"Itwasasongmadeforanothergirl,Ibelieve?"
  sheaskedlightly,andwithanicysmile,inquiredfarther:"Fortheone——
  theonebeforethelast,Iunderstand?"
  Heliftedhishead,surprised。"Whathasthattodowithit?Themusicwasmadeforyou——butthen,Ithinkallmusicwasmadeforyou。"
  "Leavethemusicoutofit,ifyouplease,"shesaid,impatiently。"Yourtalentsmakeyoumodest!Nodoubtyouconsideritunmaidenlyinmetohavereferredtotheserenadebeforeyouspokeofit;butIamnotonetocastdownmyeyesandletitpass。No,noronetoosweettofacethetruth,either!"shecriedwithsuddenpassion。"Tosingthatsonginthewayyoudid,meant-oh,youthoughtIwouldflirtwithyou!Whatrighthadyoutocomewithsuchasongtome?
  Tomintendedonlytodisclaimthepresumption,sofarfromhisthoughts,thathissonghadmovedher,forhecouldseethatherattackwaspromptedbyherinexplicableimpressionthathehadassumedtheattitudeofaconqueror,buthisexplanationbeganunfortunately。
  "Forgiveme。Ithinkyouhavecompletelymisunderstood;youthoughtitmeantsomethingIdidnotintend,atall,and——"
  "What!"shesaid,andhereyesblazed,fornowshebeheldhimasthearrantsneakoftheworld。He,thelady-killer,withhishypocriticalairofstrengthandmelancholysweetness,theleaderofdrunkenrevels,and,byreputation,thetownLotharioandLight-o’-Love,underpromiseofmarriagetoFanchonBareaud,hadtriedtomakelovetoanothergirl,andnowhiscowardiceintryingtodisclaimwhathehaddonelenthimtheinsolencetosaytothisother:"Mychild,youarebetrayedbyyouryouthandconceit;youexaggeratemymeaning。Ihadnointentiontodistinguishyoubycoquettingwithyou!"Thiswasherinterpretationofhim;andherindignationwasnotlessenedbytheinevitableconclusionthathe,whohadbeenthroughsomanysceneswithwomen,secretlyfoundhersimplicitydiverting。MissBettyhadalittleofherfatherinher;whileitwaspartofheryouth,too,that,ofallthingsshecouldleastenduretheshadowofasmileatherownexpense。
  "Oh,oh!"shecried,hervoiceshakingwithanger。"Isupposeyourbadheartishalf-chokedwithyourlaughteratme。"
  Sheturnedfromhimswiftly,andlefthim。
  Almostrunning,sheenteredthehouse,andhurriedtoaseatbyMrs。
  Tanberry,nestlingtoherlikeayoungsaplingonahillside。
  Instantaneously,severalgentlemen,whohadhastilyacquittedthemselvesofvariousobligationsinordertoseekher,sprangforwardwitheagergreetings,sothatwhenthestrickenTom,dazedandconfoundedbyhisevilluck,followedherataboutfivepaces,hefoundhimselfconfrontedbyanimpenetrableabbatisformedbythespikedtailsofthecoatsofGeneralTrumble,Madrillon,TappinghamMarsh,CummingsandJeffersonBareaud。
  WithinthisfortificationrangoutlaughterandsallyfromMissCarewe;
  hercolorwashighandhereyessparklednevermorebrightly。
  Flourishandalarumssoundedforaquadrille。Eachofthesemi-circle,firmlyelbowinghisneighbor,beggedthedanceofMissBetty;butTomwashimselfagain,andlaidalong,stronghandonMadrillon’sshoulder,pressedhimgentlyaside,andsaid:
  "Forgiveme;MissCarewehashonoredmebythepromiseofthisquadrille。"
  Hebowed,offeringhisarm,andnoneofthemwastoovaintoenvythatbowandgesture。
  Foramomentheremainedwaiting。MissCareweroseslowly,and,directlyfacinghim,saidincomposedandevenvoice:"Youforcemetobegyounevertoaddressmeagain。"
  SheplacedherhandontheGeneral’sarm,turningherbacksquarelyuponTom。
  Inadditiontothosewhoheard,manypersonsinthatpartoftheroomsawtheaffrontandpausedinarrestedattitudes;others,observingthese,turnedinquiringly,sothatsuddensilencefell,brokenonlybythevoiceofMissBettyasshemovedaway,talkingcheerilytotheGeneral。Tomwasleftstandingaloneinthebrokensemicircle。
  Alltheeyessweptfromhertohimandback;theneveryonebegantotalkhastilyaboutnothing。Theyoungman’shumiliationwaspublic。
  Hewenttothedoorundercoverofthemovementofthevariouscouplestofindplacesinthequadrille,yeteverysidelongglanceintheroomstillresteduponhim,andheknewit。Heremainedintheball,alone,throughthatdance,andatitsconclusion,walkedslowlythroughtherooms,speakingtopeople,hereandthere,asthoughnothinghadhappened,butwhenthemusicsoundedagain,hewenttothedressing-room,foundhishatandcloak,andleftthehouse。Forawhilehestoodontheoppositesideofthestreet,watchingthelightedwindows,andtwicehecaughtsightofthelilacandwhitebrocade,thedarkhair,andthewreathofmarguerites。
  Then,withahotpaininhisbreast,andthestepofaGrenadier,hemarcheddownthestreet。
  InthecarriageMrs。TanberrytookBetty’shandinhers。"I’lldoasyouwish,child,"shesaid,"andneverspeaktoyouofhimagainaslongasI
  live,exceptthisonce。Ithinkitwasbestforhisownsakeaswellasyours,but——"
  "Heneededalesson,"interruptedMissBetty,wearily。Shehaddancedlongandhard,andshewasverytired。
  Mrs。Tanberry’sstaccatolaughcameoutirrepressibly。"Allthevagabondsdo,Princess!"shecried。"AndIthinktheyaregettingit。"
  "No,no,Idon’tmean——"
  "We’veturnedtheirheads,mydear,betweenus,youandI;andwe’llhavetoturn`emagain,orthey’llbreaktheirneckslookingovertheirshoul-
  dersatus,theowls!"Shepressedthegirl’shandaffectionately。"Butyou’llletmesaysomethingjustonce,andforgivemebecausewe’rethesamefoolishage,youknow。It’sonlythis:Thenextyoungmanyousuppress,takehimoffinacorner!Leadhimawayfromthecrowdwherehewon’thavetostandandletthemlookathimafterward。That’sall,mydear,andyoumustn’tmind。"
  "I’mnotsorry!"saidMissBettyhotly。"I’mnotsorry!"
  "No,no,"saidMrs。Tanberry,soothingly。"Itwasbetterthistimetodojustwhatyoudid。I’dhavedoneitmyself,tomakequitesurehewouldkeepaway——becauseIlikehim。"
  "I’mnotsorry!"saidMissBettyagain。
  "I’mnotsorry!"sherepeatedandreiteratedtoherselfafterMrs。
  Tanberryhadgonetobed。Shehadsunkintoachairinthelibrarywithabook,and"I’mnotsorry!"shewhisperedastheopenunreadpageblurredbeforeher,"I’mnotsorry!"Hehadneededhislesson;butshehadtobeartherecollectionofhowwhitehisfacewentwhenhereceivedit。Heraffronthadputabouthimastrangeloneliness:theonefigurewiththestilledcrowdstaring;ithadmadeapicturefromwhichhermind’seyehadbeenunabletoescape,dancedsheneversohardandlate。Unconsciously,RobertCarewe’sdaughterhadavengedtheotherfigurewhichhadstoodinlonelyhumiliationbeforethestaringeyes。
  "I’mnotsorry!"Ah,didtheythinkitwasinhertohurtanylivingthingintheworld?Thebookdroppedfromherlap,andshebowedherheaduponherhands。"I’mnotsorry!"——andtearsuponthesmalllacegauntlets!
  Shesawthem,andwithanincoherentexclamation,halfself-pitying,halfimpatient,ranouttothestarsabovehergarden。
  Shewasthereforperhapshalfanhour,andjustbeforeshereturnedtothehouseshedidasingularthing。
  Standingwhereallwascleartothesky,whereshehadstoodafterhertalkwiththeIncroyable,whenhehadbidherlooktothestars,sheraisedherarmstothemagain,herface,palewithagreattenderness,uplifted。
  "You,you,you!"shewhispered。"Iloveyou!"
  Andyetitwastonothingdefinite,tonoman,noroutlineofaman,tonophantomnordream-lover,thatshespoke;neithertohimshehadaffronted,nortohimwhohadbiddenherlooktothestars。Norwasittothestarsthemselves。
  Shereturnedslowlyandthoughtfullytothehouse,wonderingwhatshehadmeant。
  CHAPTERXI
  AVoiceinaGardenCraileycamehomethenextdaywithanewpoem,butnofish。Heloungedupthestairs,lateintheafternoon,hummingcheerfullytohimself,and,droppinghisrodinacornerofTom’soffice,laidthepoemonthedeskbeforehispartner,producedalarge,newly-replenishedflask,openedit,stretchedhimselfcomfortablyuponacapacioushorse-hairsofa,drankadeepdraught,chuckledsoftly,andrequestedMr。Vanreveltosettherhymestomusicimmediately。
  "Tryitonyourinstrument,"hesaid。"It’sasimpleverseaboutnothingbutstars,andyoucanworkitoutintwentyminuteswiththeguitar。"
  "Itisbroken,"saidTom,notlookingupfromhiswork。
  "Broken!When?"
  "Lastnight。"
  "Whobrokeit?"
  "Itfellfromthetableinmyroom。"
  "How?Easilymended,isn’tit?"
  "IthinkIshallnotplayitsoonagain。"
  Craileyswunghislonglegsoffthesofaandabruptlysatupright。
  "What’sthis?"heaskedgravely。
  Tompushedhispapersawayfromhim,roseandwenttothedustywindowthatlookedtothewest,where,attheendofthelongstreet,thesunwassettingbehindtheruinofcharredtimbersonthebankoftheshiningriver。
  "ItseemsthatIplayedoncetoooften,"hesaid。
  Craileywasthoroughlyastonished。Hetookalong,affectionatepullattheflaskandofferedittohispartner。
  "No,"saidTom,turningtohimwithatroubledface,"andifIwereyou,I
  wouldn’teither。Thesefishingtripsofyours——"
  "Fishing!"Craileylaughed。"Tripsofapoetaster!It’sthenIwritebest,andwriteIwill!There’sapoem,andadamnedgoodone,too,oldpreacher,ineverygillofwhiskey,andI’mtheladthatcanextractit!
  Lord!what’sbetterthantobeoutintheopen,allbyyourselfinthewoods,orontheriver?Thinkofthelongnightsalonewiththegloryofheavenandagooddemijohn。Why,aman’sthoughtsarelikeactorsperformingintheairandallthecrowdingstarsforaudience!Youknowinyoursoulyou’dratherhavemeoutthere,goingitallbymyself,thanraisingthunderovertown。Andyouknow,too,itdoesn’ttellonme;itdoesn’tshow!Youcouldn’tguess,tosaveyourlife,howmuchI’vehadto-day,now,couldyou?"
  "Yes,"returnedtheother,"Icould。"
  "Well,well,"saidCrailey,good-naturedly,"weweren’ttalkingofme。"
  Hesetdowntheflask,wenttohisfriendanddroppedahandlightlyonhisshoulder。"Whatmadeyoubreaktheguitar?Tellme。"
  "WhatmakesyouthinkIbrokeit?"askedhispartnersharply。
  "Tellmewhyyoudidit,"saidCrailey。
  AndTom,pacingtheroom,toldhim,whileCraileystoodinsilence,lookinghimeagerlyintheeyewheneverTomturnedhisway。Thelistenerinterruptedseldom;onceitwastoexclaim:"Butyouhaven’tsaidwhyyoubroketheguitar?"
  Ifthineeyeoffendthee,pluckitout!’Ioughttohavecutoffthehandsthatplayedtoher。""Andcutyourthroatforsingingtoher?"
  "Shewasright!"theotheranswered,stridingupanddowntheroom。
  "Right——athousandtimes!ineverythingshedid。ThatIshouldevenap-
  proachher,wasanunspeakableinsolence。Ihadforgotten,andso,possibly,hadshe,butIhadnotevenbeenproperlyintroducedtoher。"
  "No,youhadn’t,that’strue,"observedCrailey,reflectively。"Youdon’tseemtohavemuchtoreproachherwith,Tom。"
  "Reproachher!"criedtheother。"ThatIshoulddreamshewouldspeaktomeorhaveanythingtodowithme,wastocastadoubtuponherloyaltyasadaughter。Shewasright,Isay!Andshedidtheonlythingshecoulddo:rebukedmebeforethemall。NooneevermeritedwhathegotmoreroundlythanIdeservedthat。WhowasI,inhereyes,thatIshouldbesiegeherwithmyimportunities,whobutherfather’sworstenemy?"
  DeepanxietyknittedCrailey’sbrow。"Iunderstoodsheknewofthequarrel,"hesaid,thoughtfully。"Isawthat,theothereveningwhenI
  helpedheroutofthecrowd。Shespokeofitonthewayhome,Iremember;
  buthowdidsheknowthatyouwereVanrevel?Nooneintownwouldbeapttomentionyoutoher。"
  "No,butshedidknow,yousee。"
  "Yes,"returnedMr。Grayslowly。"Soitseems!Probablyherfathertoldhertoavoidyou,anddescribedyousothatsherecognizedyouasthemanwhocaughtthekitten。"
  Hepaused,pickeduptheflask,andagainappliedhimselftoitscontents,hiseyespeeringovertheup-tiltedvesselatTom,whocontinuedtopaceupanddownthelengthoftheoffice。Afteratime,Crailey,fumblinginhiscoat,foundalongcheroot,and,ashelitit,inquiredcasually:
  "Doyourememberifsheaddressedyoubyname?"
  "Ithinknot,"Tomanswered,halting。"Whatdoesitmatter?"
  Craileydrewadeepbreath。
  "Itdoesn’t,"hereturned。
  "Sheknewmewellenough,"saidTom,sadly,asheresumedhissentry-go。
  "Yes,"repeatedCrailey,deliberately。"Soitseems;soitseems!"Heblewalongstreamofsmokeoutintotheairbeforehim,andsoftlymur-
  muredagain:"Soitseems,soitseems。"
  Silencefell,brokenonlybythesoundofTom’sfootsteps,until,presently,someoneinformallyshoutedhisnamefromthestreetbelow。ItwasonlyWillCummings,passingthetimeofday,butwhenTomturnedfromthewindowafteransweringhim,Crailey,hispoem,andhisflaskweregone。
  ThateveningVanrevelsatinthedustyoffice,drivinghimselftohisworkwithasharpgoad,fortherewasafacethatcamebetweenhimandallelseintheworld,andavoicethatsoundedalwaysinhisears。Buttheworkwasdonebeforeherosefromhischair,thoughheshowedahaggardvisageashebentabovehiscandlestoblowthemout。
  Itwaseleveno’clock;Craileyhadnotcomeback,andTomknewthathislight-heartedfriendwouldnotreturnformanyhours;andso,havingnomindtoread,andnobeliefthathecouldifhetried,hewentouttowalkthestreets。Hewentdowntotheriverfirst,andstoodforalittlewhilegazingattheruinsofthetwowarehouses,andthatwaslikeamanwithaheadachebeatinghisskullagainstawall。Ashestoodontheblackenedwharf,hesawhowthecharredbeamsroseabovehimagainsttheskylikeagallows,anditseemedtohimthatnothingcouldhavebeenabettersymbol,forherehehadhangedhisself-respect。"Reproachher!"
  He,whohadsodisplayedhisimbecilitybeforeher!Hadhebeenherfather’sbestfriend,heshouldhavehadtoogreatasenseofshametodaretospeaktoherafterthatnightwhenherquietintelligencehadexhibitedhimtohimself,andtoalltheworld,asnoughtelsethanafool——andanoisyoneatthat!
  Suddenlyashudderconvulsedhim;hestruckhisopenpalmacrosshisforeheadandspokealoud,while,fromhorizontohorizon,thenightairgrewthickwiththewhisperedlaughterofobservinghobgoblins:
  "Andeveniftherehadbeennostairway,wecouldhavesliddownthehose-
  line!"
  Heretracedhissteps,atall,grayfiguremovingslowlythroughthebluedarkness,andhislipsformedtheheart-sickshadowofasmilewhenhefoundthathehadunconsciouslyturnedintoCareweStreet。Presentlyhecametoagapinahedge,throughwhichhehadsometimesstolentohearthesoundofaharpandagirl’svoicesinging;buthedidnotentertheretonight,thoughhepausedamoment,hisheadbowedonhisbreast。
  Therecameasoundofvoices;theyseemedtobemovingtowardthehedge,towardthegapwherehestood;oneaman’seager,quick,butverymusical;
  theother,agirl’s,arichandclearcontraltothatpassedintoTom’ssoullikeapsalmofrejoicingandlikeascimitarofflame。Heshivered,andmovedawayquickly,butnotbeforetheman’svoice,somewhatlouderforthemoment,camedistinctlyfromtheothersideofthehedge:
  "Afterall,"saidthevoice,witharippleoflaughter,"afterall,weren’tyoualittlehardonthatpoorMr。Gray?"
  Tomdidnotunderstand,butheknewthevoice。ItwasthatofCraileyGray。
  Heheardthesamevoiceagainthatnight,andagainstoodunseen。Longaftermidnighthewasstilltrampingthestreetsonhislonelyrounds,whenhechancedtopasstheRouenHouse,whichhostelrybore,totheuninitiatedeye,theappearanceofhavingcloseditsdoorsuponallhospitalitiesforthenight,instrictcompliancewiththelawofthecityfathers,yetaslenderwandofbrightlightmightbediscoveredunderneaththestreetdoorofthebar-room。
  >Fromwithinthemerryretreatissuedanuproarofshouting,raucouslaughterandthepoundingofglassesontables,heraldingalltooplainlythehypocrisyofthelandlord,andpossiblythatofthecityfathersalso。
  Tomknewwhatcompanywasgatheredthere:gamblers,truckmen,drunkenfarmers,menfromtheriversteamersmakingriotwhiletheirboatslayatthewharf,withamotleygatheringofgood-for-nothingsoftheback-
  alleys,andtipplingclerksfromtheMainStreetstores。Therecameloudcriesforasong,and,inanswer,thevoiceofCraileyroseoverthegeneraldin,somewhathoarse,andneversomusicalwhenhesangaswhenhespoke,yetsotouchinginitsdramatictendernessthatsoonthenoisefellaway,andtheroistererssatquietlytolisten。ItwasnotthefirsttimeBenJonson’ssonghadstilledadisreputablecompany。
  "Isenttheelatearosywreath,Notsomuchhonoringthee,AsgivingitthehopethatthereItmightnotwitheredbe。"
  Perhaps,justthen,Vanrevelwouldhavewishedtohearhimsinganythingintheworldratherthanthat,foronCrailey’slipsitcarriedtoomuchmeaningtonight,afterthevoiceinthegarden。AndTomlingerednomorenearthebetrayingsliveroflightbeneaththedoorthanhehadbythegapinthehedge,butwentsteadilyonhisway。
  Notfarfromthehotelhepassedasmallbuildingbrightlylightedandechoingwithunusualclamorsofindustry:theofficeoftheRouenJournal。
  Thepresswasgoing,andMr。Cummings’sthinfigurecrossedandrecrossedthewindows,whilehisvoicecouldbeheardenergeticallybiddinghisas-
  sistantsto"Lookalive!"sothatTomimaginedthatsomethingmighthavehappenedbetweentheNuecesRiverandtheRioGrande;buthedidnotstoptoaskthejournalist,forhedesiredtobeholdthefaceofnoneofhisfriendsuntilhehadfoughtoutsomethingswithinhimself。Sohestrodeontowardnowhere。
  DaywasbreakingwhenMr。Grayclimbedthestairstohisroom。Thereweretwoflights,theascentofthefirstofwhichoccupiedabouthalfanhourofCrailey’sinvaluabletime;andthesecondmighthavetakenmoreofit,orpossiblyconsumedthegreaterpartofthemorning,hadhereceivednoassistance。But,ashereclinedtomeditateuponthefirstlanding,anothermanenteredthehallwayfromwithout,ascendedquickly,andCraileybecamepleasantlyconsciousthattwostronghandshadliftedhimtohisfeet;and,presently,thathewasbeingbornealoftuponthenew-
  comer’sback。Itseemedquiteajourney,yetthemotionwassoothing,sohemadenoefforttoopenhiseyes,untilhefoundhimselfgentlydepositeduponthecouchinhisownchamber,whenhesmiledamiably,and,lookingup,discoveredhispartnerstandingoverhim。
  Tomwasverypaleandthereweredeep,violetscrawlsbeneathhiseyes。
  ForonceinhislifehebadcomehomelaterthanCrailey。
  "Firsttime,youknow,"saidCrailey,withdifficulty。"You’lladmitfirsttimecompletelyincapable?Oftenneededguidinghand,butnever——
  quite——before。"
  "Yes,"saidTom,quietly,"itisthefirsttimeIeversawyouquitefinished。"
  "ThinkImustbegrowingoldandconstitutionrefusesbearit。
  Disgracefultobeseenincondition,yetcelebrationjustified。H’rahforthenews!"Hewavedhishandwildly。"Oldred,white,andblue!
  Americaneaglenowkindlyproceedtoscream!Starspangledbannerintendsstreamingtoallthetradewinds!Seatosea!Gloriousvictoriesonpoliticalthievingexhibition——no,expedition!Everybodynotresponsibleforthetroubletogoandgethimselfpatrioticallykilled!"
  "Whatdoyoumean?"
  "Water!"saidtheother,feebly。Tombroughtthepitcher,andCrailey,settinghishotlipstoit,dranklonganddeeply;then,withhisfriend’sassistance,hetiedaheavilymoistenedtowelroundhishead。"Allrightverysoonandsoberagain,"hemuttered,andlaybackuponthepillowwitheyestightlyclosedinanintenseefforttoconcentratehiswill。Whenheopenedthemagain,fourorfiveminuteslater,theyhadmarvellouslyclearedandhislookwasself-containedandsane。
  "Haven’tyouheardthenews?"Hespokemuchmoreeasilynow。"ItcameatmidnighttotheJournal。"
  "No;I’vebeenwalkinginthecountry。"
  "TheMexicanscrossedtheRioGrandeonthetwenty-sixthoflastmonth,capturedCaptainThorntonandmurderedColonelCrook。Thatmeanswariscertain。"
  "Ithasbeencertainforalongtime,"saidTom。"Polkhasforceditfromthefirst。"
  "Thenit’sadevilofapityhecan’tbetheonlymantodie!"
  "Havetheycalledforvolunteers?"askedTom,goingtowardthedoor。
  "No;butifthenewsistrue,theywill。"
  "Yes,"saidTom;andashereachedthehallwayhepaused。"CanIhelpyoutoundress?"
  "Certainlynot!"Craileysatup,indignantly。"Can’tyouseethatI’mperfectlysober?Itwasthemeresttemporaryfit,andI’veshakenitoff。
  Don’tyousee?"Hegotuponhisfeet,staggered,butshookhimselflikeadogcomingoutofthewater,andcametothedoorwithinfirmsteps。
  "You’regoingtobed,aren’tyou?"askedTom。"You’dmuchbetter。"
  "No,"answeredCrailey。"Areyou?
  "No。I’mgoingtowork。"
  "You’vebeenallupnight,too,haven’tyou?"Craileyputhishandontheother’sshoulder。"Wereyouhuntingforme?"
  "No;notlastnight。"
  Craileylurchedsuddenly,andTomcaughthimaboutthewaisttosteadyhim。
  "Sweethearting,tippling,vingt-et-un,orpoker,eh,Tom?"heshouted,thickly,withawildlaugh。"Ha,ha,oldsmug-face,uptomybadtricksatlast!"But,recoveringhimselfimmediately,hepushedtheotheroffatarm’slength,andslappedhimselfsmartlyonthebrow。"Nevermind;allright,allright——onlyabadwave,nowandthen。Awalkwillmakememoreamanthanever。"
  "You’dmuchbettergotobed,Crailey。"
  "Ican’t。I’mgoingtochangemyclothesandgoout。"
  "Why?"
  Craileydidnotanswer,butatthatmomenttheCatholicchurch-bell,summoningthefaithfultomass,pealedloudlyonthemorningair;andthesteadyglanceofTomVanrevelrestedupontherecklesseyesofthemanbesidehimastheylistenedtogethertoitsinsistentcall。Tomsaid,gently,almosttimidly:
  "Youhavean——engagement?"
  Thistimetheanswercamebriskly。"Yes;IpromisedtotakeFanchontothecemeterybeforebreakfast,toplacesomeflowersonthegraveofthelittlebrotherwhodied。Thishappenstobehisbirthday。"
  ItwasTomwhoavertedhiseyes,notCrailey。
  "Thenyou’dbesthurry,"hesaid,hesitatingly;"Imustn’tkeepyou,"andwentdownstairstohisofficewithflushedcheeks,ahanginghead,andanexpressionwhichwouldhaveledastrangertobelievethathehadjustbeencaughtinalie。
  HewenttotheMainStreetwindow,andseatedhimselfupontheledge,theonlyoneintheroomnottoodustyforoccupation;forhere,atthishour,TomhadtakenhisplaceeverymorningsinceElizabethCarewehadcomefromtheconvent。Thewindowwasacoignofvantage,commandingthecornerofCareweandMainstreets。Somedistancewestofthecorner,theCatholicchurchcastitslongshadowacrossMainStreet,and,inordertoenterthechurch,apersonwholiveduponCareweStreetmustpassthecorner,orelsemakeahalf-miledetourandapproachfromtheotherdirection——whichthepersonneverdid。TomhadthoughtitoutthefirstnightthattheimageofMissBettyhadkepthimawake——andthatwasthefirstnightMissCarewespentinRouen——theSt。Mary’sgirlwouldbesuretogotomasseveryday,whichwaswhythewindow-ledgewasdustedthenextmorning。
  Theglassdoorsofthelittlecornerdrug-storecaughttheearlysunofthehotMaymorningandbecamelikesheets0fpolishedbrass;afarmer’swagonrattleddownthedustystreet;agroupofIrishwaitressesfromthehotelmadetheboardwalkrattleundertheirhurriedstepsastheywenttowardthechurch,talkingbusilytooneanother;andablinkingyouthinhisshirt-sleeves,whoworetheairofonenewly,butnotgladly,risen,begantostrugglemournfullywiththeshuttersofMadrillon’sbank。A
  momentlater,TomheardCraileycomedownthestairs,sureoffootandhumminglightlytohimself。Thedooroftheofficewasclosed;Craileydidnotlookin,butpresentlyappeared,smiling,trim,immaculate,allinwhitelinen,ontheoppositesideofthestreet,andofferedbadinagetotheboywhotoiledattheshutters。
  Thebellhadalmostceasedtoringwhenalady,dressedplainlyinblack,butgracefulandtall,camerapidlyoutofCareweStreet,turnedatthecornerbythelittledrug-store,andwenttowardthechurch。Theboywasleftstaring,forCrailey’sbanterbrokeoffinthemiddleofaword。
  Heovertookheronthechurchsteps,andtheywentintogether。
  ThatafternoonFanchonBareaudtoldTomhowbeautifulherbetrothedhadbeentoher;hehadbroughtheragreatbouquetofvioletsandlilies-of-
  the-valley,andhadtakenhertothecemeterytoplacethemonthegraveofherbabybrother,whosebirthdayitwas。TearscametoFanchon’seyesasshespokeofherlover’sgoodness,andofhowwonderfullyhehadtalkedastheystoodbesidethelittlegrave。
  "HewastheonlyonewhorememberedthatthiswaspoortinyJean’sbirthday!"shesaid,andsobbed。"Hecamejustafterbreakfastandaskedmetogoouttherewithhim。"
  CHAPTERXII
  TheRoomintheCupolaMr。Carewereturned,onewarmMayafternoon,bythesixo’clockboat,whichwassometimesadaylateandsometimesafewhoursearly;thelattercontingencyarising,asinthepresentinstance,whentheownerwasaboard。Nelsondrovehimfromthewharftothebank,whereheconferredbriefly,inanundertone,withEugeneMadrillon;afterwhichEugenesentanotecontainingthreewordstoTappinghamMarsh。Marshtoreupthenote,andsaunteredovertotheclub,wherehefoundGeneralTrumbleandJeffersonBareaudamicablydiscussingapitcherofcherrybounce。
  "Hehascome,"saidTappingham,pleasedtofindthepairtheonlyoccupantsoftheplace。"HesawMadrillon,andthere’sasessionto-
  night。"
  "PraisetheLord!"exclaimedthestoutGeneral,risingtohisfeet。"I’llseeoldChenowethatonce。Myfingershavetheitch。"
  "Andmine,too,"saidBareaud。"I’dbeguntothinkwe’dneverhaveagowithhimagain。"
  "YoumustseethatCraileycomes。Wewantafulltable。Draghim,ifyoucan’tgethimanyotherway。"
  "Hewon’tneedurging,"saidJefferson。
  "Buthecutuslasttime。"
  "Hewon’tcuttonight。Whathour?"
  "Nine,"answeredTappingham。"It’stobeafullsitting,remember。"
  "Don’tfearforus,"laughedTrumble。
  "NorforCrailey,"Jeffersonadded。"Aftersolongavacationyoucouldn’tkeephimawayifyouchainedhimtothecourt-housepillars;he’dtear`emintwo!"
  "Here’stoourbetterfortunes,then!saidtheoldsoldier,fillingaglassforTappingham;and,"Here’stoourbetterfortunes!"echoedtheyoungmen,pouringoffthegentleliquorheartily。Havingthusmadelibationtotheirparticulargod,thetrioseparated。ButJeffersondidnotencounterthealacrityofacceptanceheexpectedfromCrailey,whenhefoundhim,halfanhourlater,atthehotelbar。Indeed,atfirst,Mr。
  Graynotoniyrefusedoutrighttogo,butseriouslyurgedthesamecourseuponJefferson;moreover,hisremonstrancewasofferedinsuchevidentgoodfaiththatBareaud,intheactofswallowingoneofhislargedosesofquinine,pausedwithonlyhalfthepowderdownhisthroat,gazing,nonplussed,athisprospectivebrother-in-law。
  "Myimmortalsoul!"hegasped。"IsthisCraileyGray?What’sthetrouble?"
  "Nothing,"repliedCrailey,quietly。"Onlydon’tgo,you’velostenough。"
  "Well,you’reabeautifulone!"Jeffersonexclaimed,withanincredulouslaugh。"You’reamasterhand;you,totalkaboutlosingenough!"
  "Iknow,Iknow,"Craileybegan,shakinghishead,"but——"
  "You’vepromisedFanchonnevertogoagain,andyou’reafraidMissBettywillseeorhearus,andtellheryouwerethere。"
  "Idon’tknowMissCarewe。"
  "Thenyouneedn’tfear;besides,she’llbeoutwhenwecome,andasleepwhenwego。Shewillneverknowwe’vebeeninthehouse。"
  "Thathasnothingtodowithit,"saidCrailey,impatiently;andhewasthemoreearnestbecauseherememberedthedangerousgeographyoftheCarewehouse,whichmadeitimpossibleforanyonetoleavethecupola-roomexceptbythelonghallwhichpassedcertaindoors。"Iwillnotgo,andwhat’smore,IpromisedFanchonI’dtrytokeepyououtofithereafter。"
  "Lord,butwe’revirtuous!"laughedtheincredulousJefferson。"I’llcomeforyouataquartertonine。"
  "Iwillnotgo,Itellyou。"
  Jeffersonroared。"Yes,youwill。Youcouldn’tkeepfromitifyoutried!"Andhetookhimselfoff,laughingviolently,againpromisingtocallforCraileyonhiswaytothetryst,andleavinghimstillwarmlyprotestingthatitwouldbeagreatfollyforeitherofthemtogo。
  Craileylookedafterthelad’slong,thinfigurewithanexpressionasnearangerasheeverwore。"He’llgo,"hesaidtohimself。
  "And——ah,well——I’llhavetoriskit!I’llgowithhim,butonlytotryandbringhimawayearly——thatis,asearlyasit’ssafetobesurethattheyareasleepdownstairs。AndIwon’tplay。No,I’llnotplay;I’llnotplay。"
  Hepaidhisscoreandwentoutofthehotelbyasidedoor。Somedistanceupthestreet,Bareaudwasstilltobeseen,lounginghomewardinthepleasantafternoonsunshine,hestoppedonacornerandserenelypouredanotherquininepowderintohimselfandthrewthepapertoacoupleofpigswholookedupfromtheguttermaliciously。
  "Confoundhim!"saidCrailey,laughingruefully。"Hemakesmeamissionary——forI’llkeepmywordtoFanchoninthat,atleast!I’lllookafterJeffersontonight。Ah,ImightaswellbeoldTomVanrevel,indeed!"
  Meanwhile,Mr。Carewehadtakenpossessionofhisownagain。Hisdaughterrantothedoortomeethim;shewastremblingalittle,and,blushingandsmiling,heldoutbothherhandstohim,sothatMrs。Tanberryvowedthiswastheloveliestcreatureintheworld,andthekindest。
  Mr。Carewebowedslightly,astoanacquaintance,anddisregardedtheextendedhands。
  Atthat,theblushfadedfromMissBetty’scheeks;shetremblednomore,andasalutationasicyasherfather’swasreturnedtohim。Hebenthisheavybrowsuponher,andshotablackglanceherway,being,ofcourse,immediatelyenragedbyherreflectionofhisownmanner,buthedidnotspeaktoher。
  Nordidheonceaddressherduringtheeveningmeal,preferringtohonorMrs。Tanberrywithhisconversation,tothatdiplomaticlady’ssecretanger,butoutwardamusement。Shecheerfullyneglectedtoanswerhimattimes,havingnottheslightestaweofhim,andturnedtothegirlinstead;indeed,shewasonlypreventedfromratinghimsoundlyathisowntablebythefearthatshemightmakethesituationmoredifficultforheryoungcharge。Assoonasitwaspossible,shemadeherescapewithMissBetty,andtheydroveawayinthetwilighttopayvisitsofduty,leavingMr。Carewefrowningathiscoffeeontheveranda。
  Whentheycamehome,threehourslater,MissBettynoticedthatafringeofilluminationborderedeachoftheheavilycurtainedwindowsinthecupola,andsheutteredanexclamation,forshehadneverknownthatroomtobelighted。
  "Look!"shecried,touchingMrs。Tanberry’sarm,asthehorsestrottedthroughthegatesunderadrizzleofrain,"Ithoughttheroominthecupolawasempty。It’salwayslocked,andwhenIcamefromSt。Mary’shetoldmethatoldfurniturewasstoredthere。"
  Mrs。Tanberrywasgratefulforthedarkness。"Hemayhavegonetheretoread,"sheanswered,inaqueervoice。"Letusgoquietlytobed,child,soasnottodisturbhim。"
  Bettyhadaslittledesiretodisturbherfatherasshehadtoseehim;
  thereforesheobeyedherfriend’sinjunction,andwenttoherroomontip-
  toe。Thehousewasverysilentasshelitthecandlesonherbureau。
  Outside,thegentledrizzleandthesoothingtinklefromtheeavesweretheonlysounds;within,therewasbutthefaintrustleofgarmentsfromMrs。Tanberry’sroom。Presentlythelatterceasedtobeheard,andawoodenmoanofprotestfromthefour-posteruponwhichthegoodladyreposed,announcedthatshehaddrawnthecurtainsandwooedtherulersofNod。
  Althoughitwasoneofthosenightsofwhichtheysay,"Itisagoodnighttosleep,"MissBettywasnotdrowsy。Shehadhalf-unfastenedonesmallsandal,butshetiedtheribbonsagain,andseatedherselfbytheopenwindow。Theledgeandcasementframedadimoblongofthinlightfromthecandlesbehindher,alonelylustre,whichcrossedtheverandatomeltshapelesslyintodarknessonthesoggylawn。Shefeltamelancholyinthesoftlyfallingrainandwet,blackfoliagethatchimedwiththesadnessofherownspirit。Thenightsuitedherverywell,forherfather’scominghadbroughtaweightofdepressionwithit。Whycouldhenothavespokenonewordtoher,evenacrossone?Sheknewthathedidnotloveher,yet,merelyasafellow-being,shewasentitledtoameasureofcourtesy;
  andthefactthatshewashisdaughtercouldnotexcusehisfailuretorenderit。Wasshetocontinuetolivewithhimontheirpresentterms?
  Shehadnointentiontomakeanotherefforttoalterthem;buttoremainastheywerewouldbeintolerable,andMrs。Tanberrycouldnotstayforever,toactasabufferbetweenherandherfather。Peeringoutintothedismalnight,shefoundherownfutureasblack,anditseemednowonderthattheSisterslovedtheconventlife;thatthepalenunsforsooktheworldwhereintherewassomuchuselessunkindness;wherewomenwerepettyandjealous,likethatcowardlyFanchon,andmenwholookedgreatweretricksters,likeFanchon’sbetrothed。MissBettyclenchedherdelicatefingers。Shewouldnotrememberthatwhite,startledfaceagain!
  Anotherfacehelpedhertoshutouttherecollection:thatofthemanwhohadcometomasstomeetheryesterdaymorning,andwithwhomshehadtakenalongwalkafterward。HehadshownheraquaintoldEnglishgardenerwholivedonthebankoftheriver,hadboughtherabouquet,andshehadhelpedhimtoselectanothertosendtoasickfriend。Howbeautifultheflowerswere,andhowhappyhehadmadethemorningforher,withhisgayety,hislightness,andhisoddwisdom!Wasitonlyyesterday?
  Herfather’scominghadmadeyesterdayafortnightold。
  Butthecontinuouslypatteringrainandthesoftdrip-dropfromtheroof,thoughasmournfulasshechosetofindthem,began,afterwhile,toweavetheirsomnolentspells,andsheslowlydriftedfromreveriesofunhappysorts,intohalf-dreams,inwhichshewasstillawareshewasawake;yetslumber,heavy-eyed,stirringfromthecurtainsbesideherwiththesmallnightbreeze,breathedstrangedistortionsuponfamiliarthings,anddrowsyimpossibilitiesmoveduponthesurfaceofherthoughts。Herchin,restinguponherhand,sankgently,untilherheadalmostlayuponherrelaxedarms。
  "Thatismine,CraileyGray!"
  Shesprangtoherfeet,immeasurablystartled,onehandclutchingthebackofherchair,theothertremulouslypressedtohercheek,convincedthatherfatherhadstoopedoverherandshoutedthesentenceinherear。Foritwashisvoice,andthehouserangwiththewords;alltherooms,halls,andeventhewalls,seemedstillmurmurouswiththesuddensound,likethetinglingofabellafterithadbeenstruck。Andyet——everythingwasquiet。
  Shepressedherfingerstoherforehead,tryingtountanglethemazeofdreamswhichhadevolvedthisshockforher,thesuddenclamorinherfather’svoiceofanameshehatedandhopednevertohearagain,anameshewastryingtoforget。Butasshewasunabletotraceanythingwhichhadledtoit,thereremainedonlytheconclusionthathernerveswerenotwhattheyshouldbe。Thevaporshavingbecomeobsoleteforyoungladiesasanexplanationforallunpleasantsensations,theywereinstructedtohave"nerves。"ThiswasMissBetty’sfirstconsciousnessofherown,and,desiringnogreateracquaintancewiththem,shetoldherselfitwasunwholesometofallasleepinachairbyanopenwindowwhenthenightwasassadasshe。
  Turningtoachairinfrontofthesmallovalmirrorofherbureau,sheunclaspedthebrooch。whichheldherlacecollar,and,seatingherself,begantounfastenherhair。Suddenlyshepaused,herupliftedarmsfallingmechanicallytohersides。
  Someonewascomingthroughthelonghallwithasoft,almostinaudiblestep,astepwhichwasnotherfather’s。Sheknewatonce,withinstinctivecertainty,thatitwasnothe。NorwasitNelson,whowouldhaveshuffled;norcoulditbethevainMamie,noroneoftheotherservants,fortheydidnotsleepinthehouse。Itwasastepmorelikeawoman’s,thoughcertainlyitwasnotMrs。Tanberry’s。
  Bettyrose,tookacandle,andstoodsilentforamoment,theheavytressesofherhair,half-unloosed,fallinguponherneckandleftshoulderlikethefoldsofadarkdrapery。
  Attheslightrustleofherrising,thestepsceasedinstantly。Herheartsetupawildbeatingandthecandleshookinherhand。Butshewasbraveandyoung,and,followinganirresistibleimpulse,sheranacrosstheroom,flungopenthedoor,andthrewthelightofthecandleintothehall,holdingitatarm’slengthbeforeher。
  ShecamealmostfacetofacewithCraileyGray。