CHAPTERVI
TheEverUnpracticalFeminineItwasaninvestigatingnegrochildoftenderyears,who,possessedofapettysenseofcauseandeffect,broughtanilluminativesimplicitytobearupontheproblemoftheforce-pump;andamultitudinousagitationgreetedhisdiscoverythattheengineershadforgottentoconnecttheirpipeswiththeriver。
Thisna媣eomissionwasfataltothesecondwarehouse;thewallburstintoflamebelowCraileyGray,whoclungtothetopoftheladder,choking,stifled,anddizzilyfightingthesparksthatcoveredhim,yetstillclutchingthenozzleofthehose-linetheyhadpassedtohim。Whenthestreamatlastleapedforth,makingthenozzlefightinhisgrasp,hesentitstraightupintotheairandletthecataractfallbackuponhimselfanduponthetwomenbeneathhimontheladder。
Therecameamomentofblessedrelief;andhelookedoutoverthebroadrosybluroffacesinthestreet,wherenoonewonderedmorethanhehowthewaterwastoreachtheroof。Suddenlyhestarted,wipedhiseyeswithhiswetsleeve,andpeeredintentlydownfromundertheshadingarm。Hisrovingglancecrossedthesmokeandflametorestuponatall,whitefigurethatstood,full-lengthabovetheheadsofthepeople,uponapedestalwroughtwiththegrotesqueimagesofboys:agirl’sfigure,stillasnoon,enrapt,likethestatueofsomeyounggoddessforwhomweremadethesesacrificialpyres。Mr。Grayrecognizedhisopportunity。
Ablackenedandunrecognizablefacepeereddownfromtheeaves,andthevoicebelongingtoitsaid,angrily:"Whydidn’ttheysendupthatlinebeforetheyputthewaterthroughit?"
"Nevermind,Tom,"answeredCraileycheerfully,"I’llbringitup。"
"Youcan’t;I’llcomedownforit。Don’tbeeverykindofafool!"
"Youwantamonopoly,doyou?"AndCrailey,callingtoTappinghamMarsh,nextbelowhim,tocomehigher,leftthewrithingnozzleinthelatter’spossession,swunghimselfoutuponthegrappling-ladder,imitatingthechief’sgymnastics,andimmediately,onehandgraspingthesecondrung,onekneecrookedoverthelowest,leanedheaddownandtookthenozzlefromMarsh。Itwasaheavyweight,andthoughMarshsupportedthelinebeneathit,thegreatstreamhurtlingforthmadeitadifficultthingtomanage,foritwriggled,recoiledandstruggledasifithadbeenalive。
Craileymadethreeattemptstodrawhimselfup;butthestrainwastoomuchforhisgrip,andonthethirdattempthisfingersmeltedfromtherung,andheswungdownfearfully,hangingbyhisknee,butstillclingingtothenozzle。
"Giveitup,Crailey;itisn’tworthit,"Vanrevelcalledfromoverhead,notdaringtheweightofbothonthelightgrappling-ladder。
ButthoughCraileycarednomoreforthesavingofRobertCarewe’spropertythanforabutterfly’swinginChina,hecouldnotgiveupnow,anymorethanasaladbecouldhaveforbornetoturnsomersaultswhentheprettiestlittlegirllookedoutoftheschool-housewindow。HepassedthenozzletoTappingham,caughtthesecondrungwithhislefthand,and,oncemorehangingheaddownward,seizedthenozzle;then,withhiskneehookedtight,asthegushingwaterdescribedahugesemicircleuponthesmokeandhotvapor,hemadeamadlurchthroughtheair,whilewomenshrieked;buthelandedupright,half-sittingonthelowestrung。Heclimbedthegrappling-ladderswiftly,inspiteoftheweightandcontortionsoftheunmanageablebeasthecarriedwithhim;Tomleanedfardownandtookitfromhim;andCrailey,passingtheeaves,fell,exhausted,upontheroof。
Justashereachedthistemporarysecurity,aladywasborne,fainting,outoftheacclaimingcrowd。Fanchonwasthere。
Wordhadbeenpassedtothegentlemenofthe"EngineCompany"toshutoffthewaterinordertoallowthelinetobecarrieduptheladder,andtheyreceivedthecommandatthemomentTomliftedthenozzle,sothatthestreamdriedupinhishands。Thiswasthelaststraw,andtheblackened,singedandscarredchief,settingthetrumpettohislips,gavehimselfentirelytowrath。
ItstruckCrailey,evenasbelay,coughingandweepingwithsmoke,thattherewassomethingsplendidandlargeintheother’srage。Vanrevelwasordinarilysosteadyandcoolthatthiswasworthseeing,thisberserkergesture;worthhearing,thiswonderfulprofanity,likeWashington’sonefitofcursing;andCrailey,knowingTom,knew,too,thatithadnotcomeuponhimbecauseCarewehadadaughterintowhoseeyesTomhadlooked;nordidheragebecausehebelievedthatCrailey’slifeandhiswereinthegreaterhazardforthelackofeverydropofwaterthatshouldhaveissuedfromtheemptynozzle。Theirlungswereburdenedwithsmoke,whiletheintolerablesmartingofthroat,eyes,andnostrilswasliketheincisionofathousandneedlesinthemembranes;theirclotheswereluminouswithglowingcircleswherethesparkswereeating;theblazewidenedonthewallbeneaththem,andMarshwasshoutinghoarselythathecouldnolongerholdhispositionontheladder;yetCraileyknewthatnoneofthiswasinTom’smindashestood,scorched,blistered,andhaggard,ontheedgeoftheroof,shakinghisfistattheworld。Itwasbecausehischanceofsavingthepropertyofamanhedespisedwasbeingendangered。
Craileystretchedforthahandandtouchedhisfriend’sknee。"Yoursideoftheconversationisatrifleloud,Tom,"hesaid。"MissCareweisdownthere,acrossthestreet,onapileofboxes。"
Tomstoppedinthemiddleofaword,forwhichhemayhavereceivedbuthalfablackstrokefromtherecordingangel。Hewheeledtowardthestreet,and,shieldinghisinflamedeyeswithhishand,gazeddownwardinastrickensilence。FromthatmomentMr。Vanrevel’sinstructionstohisfollowerswereofadecorumatwhichnotthemeekestSunday-schoolscholardarehavecavilled。
Thethreemennowonthelongladder,Marsh,EugeneMadrillon,andWillCummings,foundtheirpositionuntenable;fortheflames,reachingallalongthewall,werelickingattheladderitself,betweenMarshandEugene。"Ican’tstandthisanylonger,"gaspedTappingham,"butIcan’tleavethosetwoupthere,either。"
"Notalone,"shoutedCummingsfrombeneathMadrillon。"Let’sgoup。"
Thusithappened,thatwhenthewatercameagain,andVanrevelletitfallinagratefulcascadeuponCraileyandhimself,threemanlyvoiceswereheardsinging,asthreementoiledthroughthebillowsofrosygray,belowthebeleagueredpair:
"OhthenobleDukeofYork,HehadTenthousandmen;
Hemarchedthemupthesideofahouse,Andmarchedthemdownagain!"
Aheadappearedabovetheeaves,andMarsh,thenEugene,thenCummings,camecrawlingoverthecorniceinturn,tojointheircomrades。Theywereagallantband,thoseyounggentlemenofRouen,andtheycamewiththeironicalsongontheirlips,and,lookingatoneanother,raggedandscarified,burstintohoarsebutindomitablelaughter。
Twoothersmadeanattempttofollow,andwouldnotberestrained。Itwasnoticedthatpartsofthelowerladderhadbeencharring;andtheladder-
menwerepreparingtoremoveittoalessdangerouspoint,whenoldGeneralTrumbleandyoungJeffersonBareaudmadearushtomountit,andwerewellupontheirupwardwaybeforetheladder,weakenedatthemiddle,sagged,splintered,andbroke,TrumbleandBareaudfallingwithit。Andtherewasthegrappling-ladder,danglingfortyfeetabovetheground;andtherewerethefiveupontheroof。
TheDepartmenthadnootherladderofmorethanhalfthelengthoftheshatteredone。NotonlytheDepartment,buteverysoulinRouen,knewthat;andthererosethethick,lowsighofamultitude,asoundfrightfultohear。Itbecameagroan,thenswelledintoadeepcryofalarmandlamentation。
Andnow,almostsimultaneously,thewestwallofthebuilding,andthesouthwall,andallthesouthwesternportionsoftheroof,coveredthem-
selveswithvoluminousmantlesofflame,whichincreasedsohugelyandwithsuchsavagerapiditythattheonestreamontheroofwasseentobebutaridiculousanduselessopposition。
Everybodybegantoshoutadvicetohisneighbor;andnobodylistenedeventohimself。Thefiremenwereinasgreataturmoilaswasthecrowd,whilewomencoveredtheireyes。YoungFrankChenowethwassobbingcursesuponthebruisedandshakingTrumbleandJeffersonBareaud,whocouldonlystandremorseful,impotentlygroaning,andmadenoanswer。
Thewallsofthesouthernmostwarehousefollowedtheroof,crashinginwardoneaftertheother,asacrificialpyrewithitspurposeconsummated;andintheseethandflareofitspassing,TomVanrevelagainshadedhiseyeswithhishand,andlookeddownacrosstheupturnedfaces。Thepedestalwiththegrotesquecarvingswasstillthere;butthecrowningfigurehaddisappeared——theyounggoddesswasgone。Forshe,ofallthatthrong,hadanideainherhead,and,afterscreamingittoeverymanwithinreach,onlytodiscovertheimpossibilityofmakingherselfunderstoodinthatBabel,shewasstrugglingtomakeherwaytowardthesecondwarehouse,throughtheswayingjamofpeople。Itwasadifficulttask,asthefartherinshemanagedtogo,thedenserbecamethepressandthemoretightlyshefoundthepeoplewedged,untilshereceivedinvoluntaryaidfromthefiremen。Inturningtheirsecondstreamtoplayineffectuallyuponthelowerstrataofflame,theyaccidentallydeflectedittowardthecrowd,whoseparatedwildly,leavingabiggap,ofwhichMissBettytookinstantadvantage。Shedartedacross,andthenextmoment,unnoticed,hadenteredthebuildingthroughthedoorwhichCraileyGrayhadopened。
Thefiveyoungmenontheroofwerewellawarethattherewaslittletodobuttowait,andsoontheywouldseewhichwastowin,theyorthefire;
sotheyshiftedtheirlineofhosetotheeasternfrontofthebuilding——
outofharm’sway,foralittletime,atleast——andheldthemuzzlesteady,watchingitswork。Andintruthitwasnotlongbeforetheyunderstoodwhichwouldconquer。ThesouthernandwesternportionsofthebuildinghadflungoutgreatflamesthatflutteredandflaredonthebreezelikeTitanicflags;andsteadily,slowly,atfirst,thenfasterasthesecondsflew,thefiveweredrivenbackward,upthelowslopeoftherooftowardthegable-ridge。TomVanrevelheldthefirstjointofthenozzle,andheretreatedwithasulkyface,liftinghisfootgrudginglyateachstep。Theywereallsilent,now,andnoonespokeuntilWillCummingsfaltered:
"Surelythey’llgetaropeuptoussomeway?"
Willknewaswellasdidtheothersthattherewasnoway;buthisspeechstruckthesullenheartofthechiefwithremorse。Heturned。"Ihopeyou’llallforgivemeforgettingyouuphere。"
Asound,halfsob,halfgiggle,camefromtheparchedlipsofEugeneMadrillon,ashepattedTomontheshoulderwithoutspeaking,andCraileynoddedquietly,thenleftthegroupandwenttotheeasternedgeoftheroofandlookedoutuponthecrowd。Cummingsdroppedthelineandsatdown,buryinghishotfaceinhisarms,fortheyallsawthatVanrevelthought"itwasnouse,"butaquestionofafewminutes,andtheywouldretreatacrossthegableandeitherjumporgodownwiththeroof。
Sincetheworldbegan,idleandindustriousphilosophershavespeculatedmuchuponthethoughtsofmenabouttodie;yetitcannotbetooingenuoustobelievethatsuchthoughtsvaryasthemen,theircharacters,andconditionsoflifevary。Nevertheless,pursuantwiththetraditionsofminstrelsyandromance,itisconceivablethatyoung,unmarriedmen,calledupontofacedesperatesituations,might,atthecrucialmoment,rushtoacommonexperienceofsummoningthevision,eachofhisheart’sdesire,andtomeet,eachhisdoom,withhernameuponhislips。
Anextraordinarythingoccurredinthepresentinstance,for,bymeansofsomefragmentaryremarksletfallatthetime,andafterwardrecalledsuchasTappinghamMarsh’sgasping:"Atleastitwillbeonherfather’sroof!"
andfromotherthingslateroverheard,aninevitabledeductionhasbeenreachedthatfourofthefivegentlemenintheperilouscasehereindescribedwereoccupiedwiththevisionofthesameperson,towit:MissElizabethCarewe,"thelast——theprettiest——tocometotown!"
CraileyGray,alone,spokenotatall;butwhydidhestrainandstrainhiseyestowardthatempty’pedestalwiththegrotesquecarvings?DidheseekFanchonthere,orwasMissCarewethelastsweetapparitioninthefanciesofallfiveoftheunhappyyoungmen?
Thecoincidenceoftheactualappearanceoftheladyamongthem,thereforeseemedthemoremiraculous,when,wanandhopeless,staggeringdesperatelybackwardtothegable-ridge,theyheardaclearcontraltovoicebehindthem:
"Hadn’tyoubetterallcomedownnow?"itsaid。——"Thestairwaywillbeonfirebeforelong。"
Onlyonethingcouldhavebeenmoreshockinglyunexpectedtothefivethanthatthereshouldbeasixthpersonontheroof,andthiswasthatthesixthpersonshouldbeMissBettyCarewe。
Theyturned,aghast,agape,chopfallenwithastonishment,stunned,andincredulous。
Shestoodjustbehindthegable-ridge,smilingamiably,amostincongruouslittlepinkfaninherhand,thesmoke-wreathspartlyobscuringherandcurlingbetweenthefiveandherwhitedress,likemistsfloatingacrossthenewmoon。
Wasitbutakindlyphantasmofthebrain?WasittheincarnationofthelastvisionofthelostVolunteers?WasitaValkyrieassumingthatlovelylikenesstoperchuponthiseyrie,waitingtobeartheirheroicsoulstoValhalla,or——wasitMissBettyCarewe?
Tothechiefshespoke——allofthemagreedtothatafterward——butitwasCraileywhoanswered,whileTomcouldonlystare,andstandwagginghisheadatthelovelyphantom,likeaMandarinonashelf。
"Mymotherinheaven!"gaspedCrailey。"Howdidyoucomeuphere?"
"There’satrapintheroofontheothersideoftheridge,"shesaid,andshebegantofanherselfwiththepinkfan。"Astairwayrunsallthewaydown——oldNelsonshowedmethroughthesebuildingsyesterday——andthatsideisn’tonfireyet。I’msosorryIdidn’tthinkofituntilamomentago,becauseyoucouldhavebroughtthewaterupthatway。Butdon’tyouthinkyou’dbettercomedownnow?"
CHAPTERVII
TheComedianNotsavageHun,nor"barbarousVandyke,"nordemonApache,couldwishtodwelluponthestateofmindoftheChiefoftheRouenVolunteerFireDepartment;therefore,letthecurtainofmercydescend。"Withoutaword,heturnedanddraggedthenozzletotheeasterneaves,whence,afterawarninggesturetothosebelow,hedroppedittotheground。And,outofcompassion,itshouldbelittlemorethanhintedthatthegestureofwarningwasveryslight。
Whentherescuedbandreachedthefootofthelastflightofstairs,theybeheldtheopendoorwayasaframeforagreatpressofintentandcon-
tortedfaces,everyeyestillstrainedtowatchtheroof;noneoftheharrowedspectatorscomprehendingtheappearanceofthegirl’sfigurethere,norabletoseewhithershehadledthefiveyoungmen,untilTappinghamMarshraisedashoutasheleapedoutofthedooranddanceduponthesolidearthagain。
Then,indeed,therewasamightyuproar;cheeraftercheerascendedtotheredvaultofheaven;womenwept,menwhooped,andthepeoplerushedfortheheroeswithwide-open,welcomingarms。JeffersonBareaudandFrankChenowethandGeneralTrumbledashedatTomVanrevelwithincoherentcriesofthanksgiving,shakinghishandsandbeatinghimhystericallyupontheback。Hegreetedthemwithbitterlaughter。
"Helpgetthewaterintothenextwarehouse;thisoneisbeyondcontrol,butwecansavetheothertwo。Takethelinesinthroughthedoor!"Hebrushedtherejoicingfriendsoffabruptly,andwentoninaqueer,hollowvoice:"Therearestairs——andI’msosorryIdidn’tthinkofituntilamomentago,becauseyoucouldhavebroughtthewaterupthatway!"
Aremarkablecaseofdesertionhadoccurred,thepreviousinstant,underhiseyes。Asthepartyemergedfromthewarehouseintothestreet,TomheardCraileysayhurriedlytoMissCarewe:"Letmegetyouawaycomequickly!"sawhimsuddenlyseizeherband,and,eludingtheonrushingcrowd,runwithherroundthecornerofthebuilding。Andsomehow,throughwhatinspiration,orthroughwhatknowledgeofhispartner’s"temperament,"heavenknows,thepropheticsoulofthechiefwasunhappilyassuredthatCraileywouldofferhimselfasescorttoherhome,andfindacceptance。Butwhynot?WasitCraileywhohadpubliclycalledhisfellow-manfool,idiot,imbecile,atthetopofhislungs,onlytofindhimselftheprovennumskulloftheuniverse!Tomstoodforamomentstaringafterthevanishingpair,whileoverhisfacestolethestrangestexpressionthatevermansawthere;then,withmeeklybowedshoulders,beturnedagaintohiswork。
Atthecornerofthewarehouse,MissCarewedetachedherhandfromCrailey’s,yetstillfollowedhimashemadeaquickdetourroundthenextbuilding。Aminuteortwolatertheyfoundthemselves,undetected,uponMainStreetintherearofthecrowd。ThereCraileypaused。
"Forgiveme,"hesaid,breathlessly,"fortakingyourhand。Ithoughtyouwouldliketogetaway。"
Sheregardedhimgravely,sothathefounditdifficulttoreadherlook,exceptthatitwasseriouslyquestioning;butwhethertheinterrogationwasaddressedtohimortoherselfhecouldnotdetermine。Afterasilenceshesaid:
"Idon’tknowwhyIfollowedyou。Ibelieveitmusthavebeenbecauseyoudidn’tgivemetimetothink。"
This,ofcourse,madehimevenquickerwithherthanbefore。"It’sallover,"hesaidbriskly。"Thefirstwarehouseisgone;thesecondwillgo,butthey’llsavetheotherseasilyenough,nowthatyouhavepointedoutthatthelinesmaybeutilizedotherwisethanasadjunctsofperformancesonthehightrapeze!"Theywerestandingbyapicket-fence,andheleanedagainstit,overcomebymirthinwhichshedidnotjoin。Hergravityreacteduponhimatonce,andhislaughterwasstoppedshort。"Willyounotacceptmeasanescorttoyourhome?"hesaidformally。"Idonotknow,"shereturnedsimply,thesortofhonesttroubleinherglancethatisseenonlyinveryyoungeyes。
"`Whatreasonintheworld!"hereturned,withacraftysharpnessofastonishment。
Shecontinuedtogazeuponhimthoughtfully,whilehetriedtolookintohereyes,butwasbaffledbecausetheradiantbeamsfromthelady’sorbs(astheelderChenowethmighthavesaid)restedsomewheredangerouslynearhischin,whichworriedhim,for,thoughhischinmadenoretreatandwasfarfromill-looking,itwas,nevertheless,thatfeaturewhichhemostdistrusted。"Won’tyoutellmewhynot?"herepeated,uneasily。
"Because,"sheansweredatlast,speakinghesitatingly,"becauseitisn’tsoeasyamatterformeasyouseemtothink。Youhavenotbeenintroducedtome,andIknowyouneverwillbe,andthatwhatyoutoldmewastrue。"
"WhichpartofwhatItoldyou?"Thequestionescapedfromhiminstantly。
"Thattheothersmightcomewhentheyliked,butthatyoucouldnot。"
"Ohyes,yes。"Hisexpressionalteredtoasinceredejection;hisshouldersdrooped,andhisvoiceindicatedsupremeannoyance。"Imighthaveknownsomeonewouldtellyou!Whowasit?DidtheysaywhyI——"
"Onaccountofyourquarrelwithmyfather。"
"Myquarrelwithyourfather!"heexclaimed;andhisfacelitwithanelatedsurprise;hisshouldersstraightened。Hetookastepnearerher,andasked,eagerly:"Whotoldyouthat?"
"Myfatherhimself。HespokeofaMr。Vanrevelwhomhe——disliked,andwhomImustnotmeet;and,rememberingwhatyouhadsaid,ofcourseIknewthatyouwerehe。"
"Oh!"Crailey’slipsbegantoformasmileofsuchappealingandinimitablesweetnessthatVoltairewouldhavetrustedhim;asmilealto-
getherrose-leaves。"ThenIloseyou,"hesaid,"formyonlychancetoknowyouwasinkeepingithiddenfromyou。Andnowyouunderstand!"
"No,"sheanswered,gravely,"Idon’tunderstand;thatiswhattroublesme。IfIdid,andbelievedyouhadtherightofthedifference,Icouldbelieveitnosinthatyoushouldspeaktome,shouldtakemehomenow。I
thinkitiswrongnottoactfromyourownunderstandingofthings。"
Theyoungmansethisexpressionasoneindomitablyfixeduponthecourseofhonor,costwhatitmight;and,intheveryaction,hislurkingpleasureindoingithoppedoutintheflickerofatwinkleinhiseyes,andasinstantlysoughtcoveragain——thefleaintherose-jar。
"Thenyoumustasksomeother,"hesaid,firmly。"Adisinterestedpersonshouldtellyou。Thedifferencewaspoliticalinthebeginning,butbecamepersonalafterward;anditisnowaquarrelwhichcanneverbepatchedup,though,formypart,Iwishthatitcouldbe。Icansaynomore,becauseapartytoitshouldnotspeak。"
Shemethislevellooksquarelyatlast;andnomaneverhadamoretruthfulpairofeyesthanCraileyGray,foritwashisgreataccomplishmentthathecouldadjusthisemotion,hisreason,andsomethingthatmightbecalledhisfaith,tofitanysituationinanycharacter。
"Youmaytakemehome,"sheanswered。"Imaybewrong,andevendisloyal;
butIdonotfeelitso,now。Youdidaverybravethingtonighttosavehimfromloss,andIthinkthatwhatyouhavesaidwasjustwhatyoushouldhavesaid。"
Sotheywentdownthestreet,thehubbubandconfusionofthefiregrowingmoreandmoreindistinctbehindthem。Theywalkedslowly,and,foratime,neitherspoke;yetthesilencewasofakindwhichtheadeptrejoicedtohaveproducedthussoon——theirsecondmeeting。ForhebelievedthereweremorestrangethingsinheavenandearththanHoratiowot;andoneofthestrangestwasthatwheneverhewasnearanattractivewomanduringasilencesuchasthis,somethingnottobedefined,butaseffectiveasitwasindefinite,alwayswentoutfromhimtoher。Itwaslikeawordoftenderness,awordtoogentle,toocompelling,toosweet,tobepartofanytongue,spokenorwritten。Andmore:thisineffablewordhadanecho,andcamebacktohimfromthewoman。
Ashispartnerhadindress,soCraileyhadwithwomen,somecoloroftheBeau;butitwasnotinwhatexperiencehadgivenhimtorecognizeasafact:thattheywereapttofallinlovewithhim。(Thattheywereapttoremaininlovewithhim——heunderstoodperfectly——wasanothermatter。)
Andheknewwhentheyweredoingit;couldhavetoldthemaccurately,ateachstep,whattheywerefeeling,thinking,dreaming,duringtheprocess,becausehewasusuallyexhibitingthesamesymptomstohimselfatthesametime。
Thus,hisownbreastoccupiedwiththatdizzyelationwhichfolloweditsreceptionoftheinsaneyounggod’sarrows,andhisheartwarmwiththeriseoftheoldemotionthatheknewsowell,hewasneverthelessabletowalkwithhisfingeronthepulseoftheexquisitemoment,countingherheartbeatsandhisown。
So,tohisfancy,astheywalked,thelittlespacebetweenthemwashungwithbrilliantstrands,likegossamerchainsofgold,alreadylinkingthemtogether;everysecondfixinganotherslender,preciousfetter,bindingthemcloser,drawinghernearer。HewaiteduntiltheypassedintotheshadowsofthedesertedCareweStreetbeforehespoke。Therebestoppedabruptly;atwhichsheturned,astonished。
"Nowthatyouhavesavedmylife,"hesaid,inalow,tremuloustone,"whatareyougoingtodowithit?"
Hereyesopenedalmostaswidelyastheyhadatherfirstsightofhiminhergarden。Therewasalongpausebeforeshereplied,andwhenshedid,itwastohisconsiderablesurprise。
"Ihaveneverseenaplay,exceptthefunnylittleonesweactedattheconvent,"shesaid,"butisn’tthatthewaytheyspeakonthestage?"
Craileyrealizedthathisjudgmentofthesilencebadbeenmistaken,andyetitwaswithathrillofdelightthatherecognizedherclearreadingofhim。Hehadbeentoofloridagain。
"Letusgo。"Hisvoicewassoftwithrestrainedforgiveness。"Youmockedmeoncebefore。
"Mockedyou?"sherepeated,astheywenton。
"Mockedme,"hesaid,firmly。"Mockedmeforseemingtheatrical,andyetyouhavelearnedthatwhatIsaidwastrue;asyouwillagain。"
Shemuseduponthis;then,asinwhimsicalindulgencetoanimportunatechild:
"Well,tellmewhatyoumeanwhenyousayIsavedyourlife。"
"Youcamealone,"bebegan,hastily,"tostanduponthatburningroof——"
"Whenceallbuthimhadfled!"Herlaughterrangout,interruptinghim。
"MyroomwasonthefourthflooratSt。Mary’s,andIdidn’tmindclimbingthreeflightsthisevening。"
Crailey’sgood-naturewasalwaysperfect。"Youmockmeandyoumockme!"
hecried,andmadeherlaughterbutpartofagayduet。"IknowIhavegonetoofast,havesaidthingsIshouldhavewaitedtosay;but,ah!
rememberthesmallchanceIhaveagainsttheotherswhocanseeyouwhentheylike。Don’tfloutmebecauseItrytomakethemostofarare,stolenmomentwithyou。"
"Do!"sheexclaimed,graveupontheinstant。"Domakethemostofit!I
havenothingbutinexperience。Makethemostbytreatingmeseriously。
Won’tyou?Iknowyoucan,andI——I——"Shefalteredtoafullstop。Shewasearnestandquiet,andtherehadbeensomethinginhertone,too——asveryoftentherewas——thatshowedhowyoungshewas。"Oh!"shebeganagain,turningtohimimpulsively,"Ihavethoughtaboutyousincethateveninginthegarden,andIhavewishedIcouldknowyou。Ican’tbequiteclearhowithappened,buteventhosefewminutesleftanumberofstrongimpressionsaboutyou。AndthestrongestwasthatyouwereonewithwhomIcouldtalkofagreatmanythings,ifyouwouldonlyberealwithme。Ibelieve——thoughI’mnotsurewhyIdo——thatitisverydifficultforyoutobereal;perhapsbecauseyouaresodifferentatdifferenttimesthatyouaren’tsure,yourself,whichtherealyouis。
Butthepersonthatyouarebeginningtobeformybenefitmustbethemosttriflingofallyourselves,lighterandeasiertoputonthanthelittlemaskyoucarriedtheothernight。Iftherewerenothingbetterunderneaththemask,Imightplay,too。"
"Didyoulearnthisattheconvent?"gaspedCrailey。
"Therewasaworldthereinminiature,"sheanswered,speakingveryquickly。"Ithinkallpeoplearemadeofthesamematerials,onlyinsuchdifferentproportions。Ithinkalittleworldmightholdasmuchasthelargest,ifyouthoughtitallouthardenough,andyourexperiencemightbejustasbroadanddeepinasmallcorneroftheearthasanywhereelse。
ButIdon’tknow!Iwanttounderstand——Iwanttounderstandeverything!
Ireadbooks,andtherearepeople——butnoonewhotellsmewhatIwant——
I——"
"Stop。"Heliftedhishand。"Iwon’tact;Ishallnever`play’foryouagain。"Hewasbreathless;thewitchingsilencewasnothingtowhatstirredhimnow。Asingularexaltationroseinhim,togetherwiththerecklessimpulsetospeakfromthemoodhervehementconfidencehadin-
spired。Hegavewaytoit。
"Iknow,Iknow,"hesaidhuskily。"Iunderstandallyoumean,allyoufeel,allyouwish。Itisallechoinghere,andhere,andhere!"Hetouchedhisbreast,hiseyes,andhisforeheadwiththefingersofhislongandslenderhand。"Wesighandstrainoureyesandstretchoutourarmsinthedark,gropingalwaysforthestrangeblessingthatisjustbeyondourgrasp,seekingforthepreciousunknownthatliesjustoverthehorizon!It’swhattheymeantbythepotofgoldwheretherainbowends——
only,itmaybethere,afterall!"
Theystoppedunconsciously,andremainedstandingatthelowerendoftheCarewehedge。Thewesternglowhadfaded,andshewasgazingathimthroughthedarkness,leaningforward,neverdreamingthathertightgrasphadbrokenthesticksofthelittlepinkfan。
"Yes,"shewhispered,eagerly。"Youareright:youunderstand!"
Hewenton,thewordscomingfasterandfaster:"Wearehaunted——youandI——bythewishtoknowallthings,andbythequestionthatliesundereverythoughtwehave:theagonizingWhither?Isn’titlikethat?Itisreallydeaththatmakesusthink。YouareagoodCatholic:yougotomass;butyouwishtoknow。DoesGodreign,ordiditallhappen?
Sometimesitseemssodeadlyprobablethattheuniversejustwas,noGodtoplanit,nothingbutthings;thatwedieassparrowsdie,andthebrainisallthesoulwehave,athingthatbecomescloggedandstopssomeday。
Andisthatall?"
Sheshiveredslightly,buthersteadfasteyesdidnotshiftfromhim。Hethrewbackhishead,andhisface,upliftedtothejewelledskyofthemoonlessnight,wasbeatificinitspeacefulness,ashecontinuedinanalteredtone,gentleandlow:
"Ithinkallquestionsareansweredthere。Thestarstellitall。Whenyoulookatthemyouknow!Theyhaveputthemonourflag。Therearetimeswhenthisseemsbutapoornation:boastful,corrupt,violent,andpreparing,asitisnow,tostealanothercountrybyfraudandwar;yetthestarsontheflagalwaysmakemehappyandconfident。Doyouseetheconstellationsswingingaboveus,suchunimaginablevastnesses,notrovingorcrashingthroughtheillimitableathaphazard,butmovinginmoreexcellentmeasure,andtoafinerrhythm,thanthemostdelicateclockworkmanevermade?Thegreatocean-linesmarkourseaswiththeirpathsthroughthewater;thefinebrainsoftheeartharebehindtheshipsthatsailfromporttoport,yethowawrythesystemgoes!Whendoesashipcometoherharboratanhourdeterminedwhenshesailed?Whatisashipbesidethesmallestmoonofthesmallestworld?But,thereaboveus,moons,worlds,suns,alltheinfiniteclusterofcolossi,moveintoplacetotheexactnessofahairatthepreciseinstant。Thatinstanthasbeenplanned,yousee;itispartofasystem——andcanasystemexistthatnomindmade?ThinkoftheMindthatmadethisone!DoyoubelievesoinconceivablymajesticanIntelligenceasthatcouldbeanythingbutgood?
Ah,whenyouwonder,lookaboveyou;lookaboveyouinthenight,Isay,"
hecried,hishandupraisedlikehistransfiguredface。"Lookaboveyouandyouwillneverfearthatasparrow’sfallcouldgounmarked!"
Itwasnottothestarsthatshelooked,buttotheorator,aslongasheheldthatpose,whichlasteduntilahard-riddenhorsecamegallopingdownthestreet。Asitdashedby,thoughtheriderlookedneithertorightnorleft,MissBettyunconsciouslymadeafeverishclutchathercompanion’ssleeve,drawinghimclosertothehedge。
"Itismyfather,"shesaidhurriedlyinalowvoice。"Hemustnotseeyou。Youmustnevercomehere。Perhaps——"Shepaused,thenquicklywhispered:"Youhavebeenverykindtome。Good-night。"
Helookedatherkeenly,andthroughthedimnesssawthatherfacewasshiningwithexcitement。Hedidnotspeakagain,but,takingastepback-
ward,smiledfaintly,benthisheadinhumbleacquiescence,andmadeaslightgestureofhishandforhertoleavehim。Shesethereyesuponhisoncemore,thenturnedswiftlyandalmostranalongthehedgetothegate;butthereshestoppedandlookedback。Hewasstandingwhereshehadlefthim,hisfaceagainupliftedtothesky。
Shewavedhimanuncertainfarewell,andranintothegarden,bothpalmsagainstherburningcheeks。
Nightisthegreatnecromancer,andstrangearethefabricsheweaves;helaysqueerspells;breathessoeerieanintoxicationthroughthedusk;hecancastsuchglamoursaboutavoice!Heistheverykingoffairyland。
MissBettybegantowalkrapidlyupanddownthegardenpaths,herheadbentandherbandsstillpressedtohercheeks;nowandthenanunconsciousexclamationburstfromher,incoherent,morelikeagaspthanaword。Alongtimeshepacedthevigilwithherstirringheart,herskirtssweepingthedewfromtheleaningflowers。Herlipsmovedoften,butonlytheconfused,vehement"Oh,oh!"camefromthem,untilatlastshepausedinthemiddleofthegarden,awayfromthetrees,whereallwasopentothesparklingfirmament,andextendedherarmsoverherhead。
"O,strangeteacher,"shesaidaloud,"Itakeyourbeautifulstars!I
shallknowhowtolearnfromthem!"
Shegazedsteadilyupward,enrapt,hereyesresplendentwiththeirownstarlight。
"Oh,stars,stars,stars!"shewhispered。
Intheteethofallwizardry,Night’sspellsdopassatsunrise;
marvellouspoemssinktodoggerel,mightydreamstoblownashesandsolidsregainweight。MissBetty,wakingatdaybreak,sawthemotesdancinginthesunatherwindow,andwatchedthemwithaplacid,unrememberingeye。
Shebegantostareattheminapuzzledway,whilealookofwonderslowlyspreadoverherface。Suddenlyshesatupright,asthoughsomethinghadstartledher。Herfingersclenchedtightly。
"Ah,ifthatwasplaying!"
CHAPTERVIII
ATaleofaPoliticalDifferenceMr。Carewewasalreadyatthebreakfast-table,butthelightofhiscountenance,hiddenbehindtheRouenJournal,wasnotvouchsafedtohisdaughterwhenshetookherplaceoppositehim,nordidheseefittoreturnhermorninggreeting,fromwhichshegenerouslyconcludedthattheburningofthetwowarehouseshadmeantaseverelosstohim。
"Iamsosorry,father,"shesaidgently。(Shehadnotcalledhim"papa"
sincethemorningafterherball。)"Ihopeitisn’ttobeagreattroubletoyou。"Therewasnoresponse,and,afterwaitingforsometime,shespokeagain,rathertremulously,yetnottimidly:"Father?"
Herose,anduponhisbrowweremarkedtheblackestlinesofangershehadeverseen,sothatsheleanedbackfromhim,startled;buthethrewdowntheopenpaperbeforeheronthetable,andstruckitwithhisclenchedfist。
"Readthat!"hesaid。Andhestoodoverherwhilesheread。
Thereweresomegrandiloquentheadlines:"MissElizabethCareweanAngelofMercy!CharmingBelleSavestheLivesofFiveProminentCitizens!HerPresenceofMindPreventsConflagrationfromWipingOuttheCity!"ItmaybenotedthatWillCummings,editorandproprietoroftheJournal,hadwrittenthesetributes,aswellasthewholeaccountoftheevening’stransactions,andMissBettyloomedaslargeinWill’snarrativeasinhisgoodandlovelornheart。TherewasverylittleconcerningthefireintheJournal;itwasnearlyallaboutBetty。Thatisoneofthemisfortuneswhichpursuealadywhoallowsaneditortofallinlovewithher。
However,therewasascantmentionofthearrivaloftheVolunteers"uponthescene"(thoughnoneatallatthecauseoftheirdelay)andanelo-
quentparagraphwasdevotedtotheirhandsomeappearance,Mr。Cummingshavingbeenoneofthosewhoinsistedthatthenewuniformsshouldbeworn。"Soon,"saidtheJournal,"throughthedaringoftheChiefoftheDepartment,andtheCaptainoftheHook-and-LadderCompany,oneofwhomplacedandmountedthegrappling-ladder,overwhichhewasimmediatelyfollowedbytheothercarryingthehose,astreamwassenttoplayuponthedevouringelement,afeatofderring-dopersonallywitnessedbyamajorityofourreaders。Mr。VanrevelandMr。GraywerejoinedbyEugeneMadrillon,TappinghamMarsh,andtheeditorofthispaper,afterwhichoccurredtheunfortunateaccidenttothelongladder,leavingthefivenamedgentlemenintheirterriblepredicament,facetofacewithdeathinitsmostawfulform。Atthisfrightfulmoment"——andalltherestwasaboutMissCarewe。
AsWillhimselfadmitted,hehad"laidhimselfoutonthatdescription。"
Oneparagraphwascomposedofshortsentences,eachbeginningwiththeword"alone。""Alonesheenteredtheshattereddoor!Aloneshesetfootuponthefirstflightofstairs!Alonesheascendedthesecond!Aloneshemountedthethird。Alonesheliftedherhandtothetrap!Alonesheopenedit!"Shewasdeclaredtohavemadeherappearancetotheunfortunateprisonersontheroof,evenas"thepalm-ladendovetothedespairingNoah,"andWillalsoassertedrepeatedlythatshewasthe"HeroineoftheHour。"
MissBettyblushedtoseehernamesoblazonedforthinprint;butshelackedonekindofvanity,andfailedtofindgoodreasonformorethanasomewhattroubledlaughter,thewriter’spurposewassomanifestlykindinspiteofthebizarreresult。
"Oh,IwishMr。Cummingshadn’t!"sheexclaimed。"Itwouldhavebeenbetternottospeakofmeatall,ofcourse;butIcan’tseethatthereisanythingtoresent——itissofunny!"
"Funny!"Mr。Carewerepeatedthewordinacrackedfalsetto,withtheevidentintentionofmockingher,andatthesametimehideouslycontortedhisfaceintoagrotesqueidiocyofexpression,pursinghislipssoextremely,andsettinghisbrowssoawry,thathisotherfeatureswerecartoonedoutofallfamiliarlikeness,effectinganalterationasshockingtobehold,inamanofhisseverecastofcountenance,aswashisfalsettomimicrytohear。Sheroseinakindofterror,perceivingthatthiscontortionwasproducedinburlesqueofherownexpression,and,ashepressednearerher,steppedback,overturningherchair。Shehadlittlerecollectionofherfatherduringherchildhood;andaslongasshecouldremember,noonehadspokentoherangrily,orevenroughly。
Assheretreatedfromhim,heleanedforward,thrustingthehideousmaskclosertoherwhiteandhorror-strickenface。
"Youcan’tseeanythingtoresentinthat!"hegibbered。"It’ssofunny,isit?Funny!Funny!Funny!I’llshowyouwhetherit’sfunnyornot,I’llshowyou!"Hisvoicerosealmosttoashriek。"Youhangaroundfires,doyou,onthepublicstreetsatnight?You’reaniceoneformetoleaveinchargeofmyhousewhileI’maway,youtrollop!Whatdidyoumeanbygoinguponthatroof?YouknewthatdamnedVanrevelwasthere!Youdid,Isay,youknewit!"
Sherantowardthedoorwithafrightenedcry;buthegotbetweenitandher,menacingherwithhisupraisedopenhands,shakingthemoverher。
"You’realovelydaughter,aren’tyou!"heshoutedhoarsely。"Youknewperfectlywellwhowasonthatroof,andyouwent!Didn’tyougo?Answermethat!IfI’dhadarmsaboutmewhenIgotthere,I’dhaveshotthatmandead!Hewasonmyproperty,givingorders,theblackhound!AndwhenIorderedhimout,hetoldmeifIinterferedwithhisworkbeforeitwasfinished,he’dhavemethrownout——methatownedthewholeplace;andtherewasn’tamanthatwouldlendmeapistol!`Rescue!’You’dbetterrescuehimfromme,youpalm-ladendove,forI’llshoothim,Iwill!I’llkillthatdog;andheknowsit。Hecanblusterinacrowd,buthe’llhidenow!He’sacowardand——"
"Hecamehomewithme;hebroughtmehomelastnight!"Hervoicerangoutintheroomlikethatofsomeotherperson,andshehardlyknewthatitwasherselfwhospoke。
"Youlie!"hescreamed,andfellbackfromher,hisfaceworkingasthoughunderthedominanceofsomephysicaldisorder,thefleshofitplasticbeyondconception,sothatshecriedoutandcoveredherfacewithherarm。"Youlie!IsawyouatthehedgewithCraileyGray,thoughyouthoughtIdidn’t。Whatdoyouwanttolielikethatfor?Vanreveldidn’tevenspeaktoyou。IaskedMadrillon。Youlie!"
Hechokeduponthewords;arackingcoughshookhimfromheadtofoot;hestaggeredbackanddroppeduponheroverturnedchair,hisarmsbeatingthetableinfrontofhim,hisheadjerkingspasmodicallybackwardandforwardashegaspedforbreath。
"Ringthebell,"bepantedthickly,withanincoherentgesture。"Nelsonknows。Ring!"
Nelsonevidentlyknew。Hebroughtbrandyandwaterfromthesideboardwithnostintinghand,andwithintenminutesMr。Carewewasinhisaccustomedseat,competenttofinishhisbreakfast。Insolitude,however,hesat,andnooneguessedhisthoughts。
ForMissBettyhadfledtoherownroom,andhadboltedthedoor。Shelayuponthebed,shudderingandshiveringwithnauseaandcold,thoughthedaywaswarm。Then,likeahotpaininherbreast,cameahomesicknessforSt。Mary’s,andtheflood-tideoftears,asshethoughtofthequietconventinthesunshineovertothewest,thepeaceofit,andthegoodnessofeverybodythere。
"SisterCecilia!"Hershouldersshookwiththegreatsobthatfollowedthisname,dearesttoherintheworld,convulsivelywhisperedtothepil-
low"DearSisterCecilia!"Shepattedthewhitepillowwithherhand,asthoughitwerethecoolcheekagainstwhichsheyearnedtolayherown。
"Ah,youwouldknow——youwouldknow!"WiththethoughtoftheserenefaceofthegoodSister,andofthekindarmsthatwouldhavegoneroundherinhertrouble,hersobbinggrewloudanduncontrollable。Butshewouldnothaveherfatherhearit,andburiedherfacedeepinthepillow。Afteratime,shebegantogrowquieter,turned,andlaywithweteyesstaringunseeinglyatthewall,herunderlipquiveringwiththedeepintakeofeachbrokensigh。
"Oh,stars,stars,stars!"shewhispered。
"Missy?"Therecameasoftknockuponthedoorandtheclinkofsilveruponchina。"Missy?
"Whatisit?"
SoquickwasMissBettythat,althoughsheansweredalmostatonce,thetearswerewashedaway,andshewaspassingacool,wettoweloverhereyesatthemomentshespoke。
"Jassme。Ibrungyo’breakfas’,honey。"
OldNelson’svoicewasalwayslowandgentle,withaquaverandhesitancyintheutterance;nowitwastenderandcomfortingwiththecomprehensionofoneinsuffering,theextraordinarytact,whichtheoldofhisracenearlyallcometopossess。"Li’lchicken-wingonpiecebrowntoast,honey。"
Whensheopenedthedoorhecamein,bendingattentivelyoverhistray,and,withoutaglancetowardhisyoungmistress,madesomeshowoffussandbustle,asheplacedituponatablenearthewindowanddrewupachairforhersothatshecouldsitwithherbacktothelight。
"Dahnow!"heexclaimedsoftly,removingthewhitenapkinanddisplayingotherdaintiesbesidesthechickenwing。"Dassdeway!DatoleMamieindekitchen,shegotherfailin’san’hergrievin’sins;butdewayshedohan’lechickenan’biscuitsutneyain’tnoneon`em!Shepleadfo’metoaxyouhowyoulikedembiscuit。"
Hekepthisheadbentlowoverthetable,settingaforkclosertoBetty’shand;arrangingtheplates,thenrearrangingthem,butneverturninghiseyesinherdirection。
"DatoleMamiemightyvain,yessuh!"Hesufferedaveryquietchuckletoescapehim。"Shedidmostsutney`sistdatIaxyouain’tyoulikedembiscuit。Shedeve’yvaines’womanindisState,datoleMamie,yessuh!"
AndnowhecastonequickglanceoutofthecornerofhiseyeatMissBetty,beforeventuringalouderchuckle。"Shereckondembiscuitgoin’
githerbySain’Petuhwhenshe`proachdehevumlygates!Uhuh!Itellhershegotgitredemptionfo’deaigsshedoneruindesemanyyeahs;
`causesheasuselesswidanommelickasatwo-daycalfondeslickice!"
Herehelaughedloudandlong。"YoujassgoandtalkwiddatMamie,someday,Missy;you’llseehowvaindatwomanis。"
"Hasfathergoneout,Nelson?"askedBettyinalowvoice。
"Yes’m;heuptown。"Theoldman’stonesankatoncetothelevelofherown;becameconfidential,asonespeakstoanotherinaroomwheresomebodyisill。"Hemekkin’perpetrationtogodownderivuhdisaft’noon。Hesayhedonebrokedenewstoyoudathegoin’`way。Deygoin’buil’demwa’houserightup,an’yo’pahenecistatego`way`countdecontrack。Hebegonetwoweek’,honey,"Nelsonfinished,withouttoomuchtheairofimpartingcheerytidings,butwithjustenough。