Whendinnerwasfinishedtothelastgrapeandthelastpaddleinthefingerglasses——foritwasareallytrulygrown-updinner——thechildrenweretakentothetheatre,guidedtoaboxclosetothestage,andleft。
Father’spartingwordswere:’Now,don’tyoustiroutofthisbox,whateveryoudo。Ishallbebackbeforetheendoftheplay。Begoodandyouwillbehappy。Isthiszonetorridenoughfortheabandonmentofgreat-coats,Bobs?No?Well,then,Ishouldsayyouweresickeningforsomething——mumpsormeaslesorthrushorteething。Goodbye。’
Hewent,andRobertwasatlastabletoremovehiscoat,mophisperspiringbrow,andreleasethecrushedanddishevelledPhoenix。
Roberthadtoarrangehisdamphairatthelooking-glassatthebackofthebox,andthePhoenixhadtopreenitsdisorderedfeathersforsometimebeforeeitherofthemwasfittobeseen。
Theywerevery,veryearly。Whenthelightswentupfully,thePhoenix,balancingitselfonthegildedbackofachair,swayedinecstasy。
’Howfairasceneisthis!’itmurmured;’howfarfairerthanmytemple!OrhaveIguessedaright?Haveyoubroughtmehithertoliftupmyheartwithemotionsofjoyoussurprise?Tellme,myRobert,isitnotthatthis,THISismytruetemple,andtheotherwasbutahumbleshrinefrequentedbyoutcasts?’
’Idon’tknowaboutoutcasts,’saidRobert,’butyoucancallthisyourtempleifyoulike。Hush!themusicisbeginning。’
Iamnotgoingtotellyouabouttheplay。AsIsaidbefore,onecan’ttelleverything,andnodoubtyousaw’TheWaterBabies’
yourselves。Ifyoudidnotitwasashame,or,rather,apity。
WhatImusttellyouisthat,thoughCyrilandJaneandRobertandAntheaenjoyeditasmuchasanychildrenpossiblycould,thepleasureofthePhoenixwasfar,fargreaterthantheirs。
’Thisisindeedmytemple,’itsaidagainandagain。’Whatradiantrites!Andalltodohonourtome!’
Thesongsintheplayittooktobehymnsinitshonour。Thechoruseswerechoricsongsinitspraise。Theelectriclights,itsaid,weremagictorcheslightedforitssake,anditwassocharmedwiththefootlightsthatthechildrencouldhardlypersuadeittositstill。Butwhenthelimelightwasshownitcouldcontainitsapprovalnolonger。Itflappeditsgoldenwings,andcriedinavoicethatcouldbeheardalloverthetheatre:
’Welldone,myservants!Yehavemyfavourandmycountenance!’
LittleTomonthestagestoppedshortinwhathewassaying。A
deepbreathwasdrawnbyhundredsoflungs,everyeyeinthehouseturnedtotheboxwherethelucklesschildrencringed,andmostpeoplehissed,orsaid’Shish!’or’Turnthemout!’
Thentheplaywenton,andanattendantpresentlycametotheboxandspokewrathfully。
’Itwasn’tus,indeeditwasn’t,’saidAnthea,earnestly;’itwasthebird。’
Themansaidwell,then,theymustkeeptheirbirdveryquiet。
’Disturbingeveryonelikethis,’hesaid。
’Itwon’tdoitagain,’saidRobert,glancingimploringlyatthegoldenbird;’I’msureitwon’t。’
’Youhavemyleavetodepart,’saidthePhoenixgently。
’Well,heisabeauty,andnomistake,’saidtheattendant,’onlyI’dcoverhimupduringtheacts。Itupsetstheperformance。’
Andhewent。
’Don’tspeakagain,there’sadear,’saidAnthea;’youwouldn’tliketointerferewithyourowntemple,wouldyou?’
SonowthePhoenixwasquiet,butitkeptwhisperingtothechildren。Itwantedtoknowwhytherewasnoaltar,nofire,noincense,andbecamesoexcitedandfretfulandtiresomethatfouratleastofthepartyoffivewisheddeeplythatithadbeenleftathome。
WhathappenednextwasentirelythefaultofthePhoenix。Itwasnotintheleastthefaultofthetheatrepeople,andnoonecouldeverunderstandafterwardshowitdidhappen。Noone,thatis,excepttheguiltybirditselfandthefourchildren。ThePhoenixwasbalancingitselfonthegiltbackofthechair,swayingbackwardsandforwardsandupanddown,asyoumayseeyourowndomesticparrotdo。Imeanthegreyonewiththeredtail。Alleyeswereonthestage,wherethelobsterwasdelightingtheaudiencewiththatgemofasong,’Ifyoucan’twalkstraight,walksideways!’whenthePhoenixmurmuredwarmly——
’Noaltar,nofire,noincense!’andthen,beforeanyofthechildrencouldevenbegintothinkofstoppingit,itspreaditsbrightwingsandsweptroundthetheatre,brushingitsgleamingfeathersagainstdelicatehangingsandgildedwoodwork。
Itseemedtohavemadebutonecircularwing-sweep,suchasyoumayseeagullmakeovergreywateronastormyday。Nextmomentitwasperchedagainonthechair-back——andallroundthetheatre,whereithadpassed,littlesparksshoneliketinselseeds,thenlittlesmokewreathscurleduplikegrowingplants——littleflamesopenedlikeflower-buds。Peoplewhispered——thenpeopleshrieked。
’Fire!Fire!’Thecurtainwentdown——thelightswentup。
’Fire!’criedeveryone,andmadeforthedoors。
’Amagnificentidea!’saidthePhoenix,complacently。’Anenormousaltar——firesuppliedfreeofcharge。Doesn’ttheincensesmelldelicious?’
Theonlysmellwasthestiflingsmellofsmoke,ofburningsilk,orscorchingvarnish。
Thelittleflameshadopenednowintogreatflame-flowers。Thepeopleinthetheatrewereshoutingandpressingtowardsthedoors。
’Oh,howCOULDyou!’criedJane。’Let’sgetout。’
’Fathersaidstayhere,’saidAnthea,verypale,andtryingtospeakinherordinaryvoice。
’Hedidn’tmeanstayandberoasted,’saidRobert。’Noboysonburningdecksforme,thankyou。’
’Notmuch,’saidCyril,andheopenedthedoorofthebox。
Butafiercewaftofsmokeandhotairmadehimshutitagain。Itwasnotpossibletogetoutthatway。
Theylookedoverthefrontofthebox。Couldtheyclimbdown?
Itwouldbepossible,certainly;butwouldtheybemuchbetteroff?
’Lookatthepeople,’moanedAnthea;’wecouldn’tgetthrough。’
And,indeed,thecrowdroundthedoorslookedasthickasfliesinthejam-makingseason。
’Iwishwe’dneverseenthePhoenix,’criedJane。
EvenatthatawfulmomentRobertlookedroundtoseeifthebirdhadoverheardaspeechwhich,howevernatural,washardlypoliteorgrateful。
ThePhoenixwasgone。
’Lookhere,’saidCyril,’I’vereadaboutfiresinpapers;I’msureit’sallright。Let’swaithere,asfathersaid。’
’Wecan’tdoanythingelse,’saidAntheabitterly。
’Lookhere,’saidRobert,’I’mNOTfrightened——no,I’mnot。ThePhoenixhasneverbeenaskunkyet,andI’mcertainit’llseeusthroughsomehow。IbelieveinthePhoenix!’
’ThePhoenixthanksyou,ORobert,’saidagoldenvoiceathisfeet,andtherewasthePhoenixitself,ontheWishingCarpet。
’Quick!’itsaid。’Standonthoseportionsofthecarpetwhicharetrulyantiqueandauthentic——and——’
Asuddenjetofflamestoppeditswords。Alas!thePhoenixhadunconsciouslywarmedtoitssubject,andintheunintentionalheatofthemomenthadsetfiretotheparaffinwithwhichthatmorningthechildrenhadanointedthecarpet。Itburnedmerrily。Thechildrentriedinvaintostampitout。Theyhadtostandbackandletitburnitselfout。WhentheparaffinhadburnedawayitwasfoundthatithadtakenwithitallthedarnsofScotchheather-mixturefingering。Onlythefabricoftheoldcarpetwasleft——andthatwasfullofholes。
’Come,’saidthePhoenix,’I’mcoolnow。’
Thefourchildrengotontowhatwasleftofthecarpet。Verycarefultheywerenottoleavealegorahandhangingoveroneoftheholes。Itwasveryhot——thetheatrewasapitoffire。Everyoneelsehadgotout。
JanehadtositonAnthea’slap。
’Home!’saidCyril,andinstantlythecooldraughtfromunderthenurserydoorplayedupontheirlegsastheysat。Theywereallonthecarpetstill,andthecarpetwaslyinginitsproperplaceonthenurseryfloor,ascalmandunmovedasthoughithadneverbeentothetheatreortakenpartinafireinitslife。
Fourlongbreathsofdeepreliefwereinstantlybreathed。Thedraughtwhichtheyhadneverlikedbeforewasforthemomentquitepleasant。Andtheyweresafe。Andeveryoneelsewassafe。Thetheatrehadbeenquiteemptywhentheyleft。Everyonewassureofthat。
Theypresentlyfoundthemselvesalltalkingatonce。Somehownoneoftheiradventureshadgiventhemsomuchtotalkabout。Noneotherhadseemedsoreal。
’Didyounotice——?’theysaid,and’Doyouremember——?’
WhensuddenlyAnthea’sfaceturnedpaleunderthedirtwhichithadcollectedonitduringthefire。
’Oh,’shecried,’motherandfather!Oh,howawful!They’llthinkwe’reburnedtocinders。Oh,let’sgothisminuteandtellthemwearen’t。’
’Weshouldonlymissthem,’saidthesensibleCyril。
’Well——YOUgothen,’saidAnthea,’orIwill。Onlydowashyourfacefirst。Motherwillbesuretothinkyouareburnttoacinderifsheseesyouasblackasthat,andshe’llfaintorbeillorsomething。Oh,Iwishwe’dnevergottoknowthatPhoenix。’
’Hush!’saidRobert;’it’snousebeingrudetothebird。I
supposeitcan’thelpitsnature。Perhapswe’dbetterwashtoo。
NowIcometothinkofitmyhandsarerather——’
NoonehadnoticedthePhoenixsinceithadbiddenthemtosteponthecarpet。Andnoonenoticedthatnoonehadnoticed。
Allwerepartiallyclean,andCyrilwasjustplungingintohisgreat-coattogoandlookforhisparents——he,andnotunjustly,calleditlookingforaneedleinabundleofhay——whenthesoundoffather’slatchkeyinthefrontdoorsenteveryoneboundingupthestairs。
’Areyouallsafe?’criedmother’svoice;’areyouallsafe?’andthenextmomentshewaskneelingonthelinoleumofthehall,tryingtokissfourdampchildrenatonce,andlaughingandcryingbyturns,whilefatherstoodlookingonandsayinghewasblessedorsomething。
’Buthowdidyouguesswe’dcomehome,’saidCyril,later,wheneveryonewascalmenoughfortalking。
’Well,itwasratherarumthing。WeheardtheGarrickwasonfire,andofcoursewewentstraightthere,’saidfather,briskly。
’Wecouldn’tfindyou,ofcourse——andwecouldn’tgetin——butthefirementolduseveryonewassafelyout。AndthenIheardavoiceatmyearsay,"Cyril,Anthea,Robert,andJane"——andsomethingtouchedmeontheshoulder。Itwasagreatyellowpigeon,anditgotinthewayofmyseeingwho’dspoken。Itflutteredoff,andthensomeonesaidintheotherear,"They’resafeathome";andwhenIturnedagain,toseewhoitwasspeaking,hangediftherewasn’tthatconfoundedpigeononmyothershoulder。Dazedbythefire,Isuppose。Yourmothersaiditwasthevoiceof——’
’Isaiditwasthebirdthatspoke,’saidmother,’andsoitwas。
OratleastIthoughtsothen。Itwasn’tapigeon。Itwasanorange-colouredcockatoo。Idon’tcarewhoitwasthatspoke。Itwastrueandyou’resafe。’
Motherbegantocryagain,andfathersaidbedwasagoodplaceafterthepleasuresofthestage。
Soeveryonewentthere。
RoberthadatalktothePhoenixthatnight。
’Oh,verywell,’saidthebird,whenRoberthadsaidwhathefelt,’didn’tyouknowthatIhadpoweroverfire?Donotdistressyourself。I,likemyhighpriestsinLombardStreet,canundotheworkofflames。Kindlyopenthecasement。’
Itflewout。
Thatwaswhythepaperssaidnextdaythatthefireatthetheatrehaddonelessdamagethanhadbeenanticipated。Asamatteroffactithaddonenone,forthePhoenixspentthenightinputtingthingsstraight。Howthemanagementaccountedforthis,andhowmanyofthetheatreofficialsstillbelievethattheyweremadonthatnightwillneverbeknown。
Nextdaymothersawtheburntholesinthecarpet。
’Itcaughtwhereitwasparaffiny,’saidAnthea。
’Imustgetridofthatcarpetatonce,’saidmother。
Butwhatthechildrensaidinsadwhisperstoeachother,astheyponderedoverlastnight’sevents,was——
’WemustgetridofthatPhoenix。’
CHAPTER12
THEENDOFTHEEND
’Egg,toast,tea,milk,tea-cupandsaucer,egg-spoon,knife,butter——that’sall,Ithink,’remarkedAnthea,assheputthelasttouchestomother’sbreakfast-tray,andwent,verycarefullyupthestairs,feelingforeverystepwithhertoes,andholdingontothetraywithallherfingers。Shecreptintomother’sroomandsetthetrayonachair。Thenshepulledoneoftheblindsupverysoftly。
’Isyourheadbetter,mammydear?’sheasked,inthesoftlittlevoicethatshekeptexpresslyformother’sheadaches。’I’vebroughtyourbrekkie,andI’veputthelittleclothwithclover-leavesonit,theoneImadeyou。’
’That’sverynice,’saidmothersleepily。
Antheaknewexactlywhattodoformotherswithheadacheswhohadbreakfastinbed。ShefetchedwarmwaterandputjustenougheaudeCologneinit,andbathedmother’sfaceandhandswiththesweet-scentedwater。Thenmotherwasabletothinkaboutbreakfast。
’Butwhat’sthematterwithmygirl?’sheasked,whenhereyesgotusedtothelight。
’Oh,I’msosorryyou’reill,’Antheasaid。’It’sthathorriblefireandyoubeingsofrightened。Fathersaidso。Andweallfeelasifitwasourfaults。Ican’texplain,but——’
’Itwasn’tyourfaultabit,youdarlinggoosie,’mothersaid。
’Howcoulditbe?’
’That’sjustwhatIcan’ttellyou,’saidAnthea。’Ihaven’tgotafutilebrainlikeyouandfather,tothinkofwaysofexplainingeverything。’
Motherlaughed。
’Myfutilebrain——ordidyoumeanfertile?——anyway,itfeelsverystiffandsorethismorning——butIshallbequiteallrightbyandby。Anddon’tbeasillylittlepetgirl。Thefirewasn’tyourfaults。No;Idon’twanttheegg,dear。I’llgotosleepagain,Ithink。Don’tyouworry。Andtellcooknottobothermeaboutmeals。Youcanorderwhatyoulikeforlunch。’
Antheaclosedthedoorverymousily,andinstantlywentdownstairsandorderedwhatshelikedforlunch。Sheorderedapairofturkeys,alargeplum-pudding,cheese-cakes,andalmondsandraisins。
Cooktoldhertogoalong,do。Andshemightaswellnothaveorderedanything,forwhenlunchcameitwasjusthashedmuttonandsemolinapudding,andcookhadforgottenthesippetsforthemuttonhashandthesemolinapuddingwasburnt。
WhenAnthearejoinedtheothersshefoundthemallplungedinthegloomwhereshewasherself。Foreveryoneknewthatthedaysofthecarpetwerenownumbered。Indeed,sowornwasitthatyoucouldalmosthavenumbereditsthreads。
Sothatnow,afternearlyamonthofmagichappenings,thetimewasathandwhenlifewouldhavetogooninthedull,ordinarywayandJane,Robert,Anthea,andCyrilwouldbejustinthesamepositionastheotherchildrenwholiveinCamdenTown,thechildrenwhomthesefourhadsooftenpitied,andperhapsalittledespised。
’Weshallbejustlikethem,’Cyrilsaid。
’Except,’saidRobert,’thatweshallhavemorethingstorememberandbesorrywehaven’tgot。’
’Mother’sgoingtosendawaythecarpetassoonasshe’swellenoughtoseeaboutthatcoconutmatting。Fancyuswithcoconut-matting——us!Andwe’vewalkedunderlivecoconut-treesontheislandwhereyoucan’thavewhooping-cough。’
’Prettyisland,’saidtheLamb;’paint-boxsandsandseaallshinysparkly。’
Hisbrothersandsistershadoftenwonderedwhetherherememberedthatisland。Nowtheyknewthathedid。
’Yes,’saidCyril;’nomorecheapreturntripsbycarpetforus——that’sadeadcert。’
Theywerealltalkingaboutthecarpet,butwhattheywereallthinkingaboutwasthePhoenix。
Thegoldenbirdhadbeensokind,sofriendly,sopolite,soinstructive——andnowithadsetfiretoatheatreandmademotherill。
Nobodyblamedthebird。Ithadactedinaperfectlynaturalmanner。Buteveryonesawthatitmustnotbeaskedtoprolongitsvisit。Indeed,inplainEnglishitmustbeaskedtogo!
Thefourchildrenfeltlikebasespiesandtreacherousfriends;andeachinitsmindwassayingwhooughtnottobetheonetotellthePhoenixthattherecouldnolongerbeaplaceforitinthathappyhomeinCamdenTown。Eachchildwasquitesurethatoneofthemoughttospeakoutinafairandmanlyway,butnobodywantedtobetheone。
Theycouldnottalkthewholethingoverastheywouldhavelikedtodo,becausethePhoenixitselfwasinthecupboard,amongtheblackbeetlesandtheoddshoesandthebrokenchessmen。
ButAntheatried。
’It’sveryhorrid。Idohatethinkingthingsaboutpeople,andnotbeingabletosaythethingsyou’rethinkingbecauseofthewaytheywouldfeelwhentheythoughtwhatthingsyouwerethinking,andwonderedwhatthey’ddonetomakeyouthinkthingslikethat,andwhyyouwerethinkingthem。’
AntheawassoanxiousthatthePhoenixshouldnotunderstandwhatshesaidthatshemadeaspeechcompletelybafflingtoall。ItwasnottillshepointedtothecupboardinwhichallbelievedthePhoenixtobethatCyrilunderstood。
’Yes,’hesaid,whileJaneandRobertweretryingtotelleachotherhowdeeplytheydidn’tunderstandwhatAntheaweresaying;
’butafterrecenteventfulnessesanewleafhastobeturnedover,and,afterall,motherismoreimportantthanthefeelingsofanyofthelowerformsofcreation,howeverunnatural。’
’Howbeautifullyyoudodoit,’saidAnthea,absentlybeginningtobuildacard-housefortheLamb——’mixingupwhatyou’resaying,I
mean。Weoughttopractisedoingitsoastobereadyformysteriousoccasions。We’retalkingaboutTHAT,’shesaidtoJaneandRobert,frowning,andnoddingtowardsthecupboardwherethePhoenixwas。ThenRobertandJaneunderstood,andeachopeneditsmouthtospeak。
’Waitaminute,’saidAntheaquickly;’thegameistotwistupwhatyouwanttosaysothatnoonecanunderstandwhatyou’resayingexceptthepeopleyouwanttounderstandit,andsometimesnotthem。’
’Theancientphilosophers,’saidagoldenvoice,’Wellunderstoodtheartofwhichyouspeak。’
OfcourseitwasthePhoenix,whohadnotbeeninthecupboardatall,buthadbeencockingagoldeneyeatthemfromthecorniceduringthewholeconversation。
’Prettydickie!’remarkedtheLamb。’CANARYdickie!’
’Poormisguidedinfant,’saidthePhoenix。
Therewasapainfulpause;thefourcouldnotbutthinkitlikelythatthePhoenixhadunderstoodtheirveryveiledallusions,accompaniedastheyhadbeenbygesturesindicatingthecupboard。
ForthePhoenixwasnotwantinginintelligence。
’Wewerejustsaying——’Cyrilbegan,andIhopehewasnotgoingtosayanythingbutthetruth。Whateveritwashedidnotsayit,forthePhoenixinterruptedhim,andallbreathedmorefreelyasitspoke。
’Igather,’itsaid,’thatyouhavesometidingsofafatalnaturetocommunicatetoourdegradedblackbrotherswhoruntoandfroforeveryonder。’Itpointedaclawatthecupboard,wheretheblackbeetleslived。
’CanaryTALK,’saidtheLambjoyously;’goandshowmammy。’
HewriggledoffAnthea’slap。
’Mammy’sasleep,’saidJane,hastily。’Comeandbewildbeastsinacageunderthetable。’
ButtheLambcaughthisfeetandhands,andevenhishead,sooftenandsodeeplyintheholesofthecarpetthatthecage,ortable,hadtobemovedontothelinoleum,andthecarpetlaybaretosightwithallitshorridholes。
’Ah,’saidthebird,’itisn’tlongforthisworld。’
’No,’saidRobert;’everythingcomestoanend。It’sawful。’
’Sometimestheendispeace,’remarkedthePhoenix。’Iimaginethatunlessitcomessoontheendofyourcarpetwillbepieces。’
’Yes,’saidCyril,respectfullykickingwhatwasleftofthecarpet。ThemovementofitsbrightcolourscaughttheeyeoftheLamb,whowentdownonallfoursinstantlyandbegantopullattheredandbluethreads。
’Aggedydaggedygaggedy,’murmuredtheLamb;’daggedyagagag!’
Andbeforeanyonecouldhavewinked(eveniftheyhadwantedto,anditwouldnothavebeenoftheslightestuse)themiddleofthefloorshowedbare,anislandofboardssurroundedbyaseaoflinoleum。Themagiccarpetwasgone,ANDSOWASTHELAMB!
Therewasahorriblesilence。TheLamb——thebaby,allalone——hadbeenwaftedawayonthatuntrustworthycarpet,sofullofholesandmagic。Andnoonecouldknowwherehewas。Andnoonecouldfollowhimbecausetherewasnownocarpettofollowon。
Janeburstintotears,butAnthea,thoughpaleandfrantic,wasdry-eyed。
’ItMUSTbeadream,’shesaid。
’That’swhattheclergymansaid,’remarkedRobertforlornly;’butitwasn’t,anditisn’t。’
’ButtheLambneverwished,’saidCyril;’hewasonlytalkingBosh。’
’Thecarpetunderstandsallspeech,’saidthePhoenix,’evenBosh。
IknownotthisBoshland,butbeassuredthatitstongueisnotunknowntothecarpet。’
’Doyoumean,then,’saidAnthea,inwhiteterror,’thatwhenhewassaying"Aggletydag,"orwhateveritwas,thathemeantsomethingbyit?’
’Allspeechhasmeaning,’saidthePhoenix。
’ThereIthinkyou’rewrong,’saidCyril;’evenpeoplewhotalkEnglishsometimessaythingsthatdon’tmeananythinginparticular。’
’Oh,nevermindthatnow,’moanedAnthea;’youthink"Aggetydag"
meantsomethingtohimandthecarpet?’
’Beyonddoubtitheldthesamemeaningtothecarpetastothelucklessinfant,’thePhoenixsaidcalmly。
’AndWHATdiditmean?OhWHAT?’
’Unfortunately,’thebirdrejoined,’IneverstudiedBosh。’
Janesobbednoisily,buttheotherswerecalmwithwhatissometimescalledthecalmnessofdespair。TheLambwasgone——theLamb,theirownpreciousbabybrother——whohadneverinhishappylittlelifebeenforamomentoutofthesightofeyesthatlovedhim——hewasgone。Hehadgonealoneintothegreatworldwithnoothercompanionandprotectorthanacarpetwithholesinit。Thechildrenhadneverreallyunderstoodbeforewhatanenormouslybigplacetheworldis。AndtheLambmightbeanywhereinit!
’Andit’snousegoingtolookforhim。’Cyril,inflatandwretchedtones,onlysaidwhattheotherswerethinking。
’Doyouwishhimtoreturn?’thePhoenixasked;itseemedtospeakwithsomesurprise。
’Ofcoursewedo!’criedeverybody。
’Isn’themoretroublethanhe’sworth?’askedthebirddoubtfully。
’No,no。Oh,wedowanthimback!Wedo!’
’Then,’saidthewearerofgoldplumage,’ifyou’llexcuseme,I’lljustpopoutandseewhatIcando。’
Cyrilflungopenthewindow,andthePhoenixpoppedout。
’Oh,ifonlymothergoesonsleeping!Oh,supposeshewakesupandwantstheLamb!Oh,supposetheservantscome!Stopcrying,Jane。
It’snoearthlygood。No,I’mnotcryingmyself——atleastIwasn’ttillyousaidso,andIshouldn’tanywayif——iftherewasanymortalthingwecoulddo。Oh,oh,oh!’
CyrilandRobertwereboys,andboysnevercry,ofcourse。Still,thepositionwasaterribleone,andIdonotwonderthattheymadefacesintheireffortstobehaveinareallymanlyway。
Andatthisawfulmomentmother’sbellrang。
Abreathlessstillnessheldthechildren。ThenAntheadriedhereyes。Shelookedroundherandcaughtupthepoker。ShehelditouttoCyril。
’Hitmyhandhard,’shesaid;’Imustshowmothersomereasonformyeyesbeingliketheyare。Harder,’shecriedasCyrilgentlytappedherwiththeironhandle。AndCyril,agitatedandtrembling,nervedhimselftohitharder,andhitverymuchharderthanheintended。
Antheascreamed。
’Oh,Panther,Ididn’tmeantohurt,really,’criedCyril,clatteringthepokerbackintothefender。
’It’s——all——right,’saidAntheabreathlessly,claspingthehurthandwiththeonethatwasn’thurt;’it’s——getting——red。’
Itwas——aroundredandbluebumpwasrisingonthebackofit。
’Now,Robert,’shesaid,tryingtobreathemoreevenly,’yougoout——oh,Idon’tknowwhere——ontothedustbin——anywhere——andI
shalltellmotheryouandtheLambareout。’
Antheawasnowreadytodeceivehermotherforaslongasevershecould。Deceitisverywrong,weknow,butitseemedtoAntheathatitwasherplaindutytokeephermotherfrombeingfrightenedabouttheLambaslongaspossible。AndthePhoenixmighthelp。
’Italwayshashelped,’Robertsaid;’itgotusoutofthetower,andevenwhenitmadethefireinthetheatreitgotusoutallright。I’mcertainitwillmanagesomehow。’
Mother’sbellrangagain。
’Oh,Eliza’sneveransweredit,’criedAnthea;’sheneverdoes。
Oh,Imustgo。’
Andshewent。
Herheartbeatbumpinglyassheclimbedthestairs。Motherwouldbecertaintonoticehereyes——well,herhandwouldaccountforthat。ButtheLamb——
’No,ImustNOTthinkoftheLamb,shesaidtoherself,andbithertonguetillhereyeswateredagain,soastogiveherselfsomethingelsetothinkof。Herarmsandlegsandback,andevenhertear-reddenedface,feltstiffwithherresolutionnottoletmotherbeworriedifshecouldhelpit。
Sheopenedthedoorsoftly。
’Yes,mother?’shesaid。
’Dearest,’saidmother,’theLamb——’
Antheatriedtobebrave。ShetriedtosaythattheLambandRobertwereout。Perhapsshetriedtoohard。Anyway,whensheopenedhermouthnowordscame。Soshestoodwithitopen。Itseemedeasiertokeepfromcryingwithone’smouthinthatunusualposition。
’TheLamb,’motherwenton;’hewasverygoodatfirst,buthe’spulledthetoilet-coveroffthedressing-tablewithallthebrushesandpotsandthings,andnowhe’ssoquietI’msurehe’sinsomedreadfulmischief。AndIcan’tseehimfromhere,andifI’dgotoutofbedtoseeI’msureIshouldhavefainted。’
’Doyoumeanhe’sHERE?’saidAnthea。
’Ofcoursehe’shere,’saidmother,alittleimpatiently。’Wheredidyouthinkhewas?’
Antheawentroundthefootofthebigmahoganybed。Therewasapause。
’He’snothereNOW,’shesaid。
Thathehadbeentherewasplain,fromthetoilet-coveronthefloor,thescatteredpotsandbottles,thewanderingbrushesandcombs,allinvolvedinthetangleofribbonsandlaceswhichanopendrawerhadyieldedtothebaby’sinquisitivefingers。
’Hemusthavecreptout,then,’saidmother;’dokeephimwithyou,there’sadarling。IfIdon’tgetsomesleepIshallbeawreckwhenfathercomeshome。’
Antheaclosedthedoorsoftly。Thenshetoredownstairsandburstintothenursery,crying——
’Hemusthavewishedhewaswithmother。He’sbeenthereallthetime。"Aggetydag——"’
Theunusualwordwasfrozenonherlip,aspeoplesayinbooks。
Forthere,onthefloor,laythecarpet,andonthecarpet,surroundedbyhisbrothersandbyJane,sattheLamb。Hehadcoveredhisfaceandclotheswithvaselineandvioletpowder,buthewaseasilyrecognizableinspiteofthisdisguise。
’Youareright,’saidthePhoenix,whowasalsopresent;’itisevidentthat,asyousay,"Aggetydag"isBoshfor"Iwanttobewheremymotheris,"andsothefaithfulcarpetunderstoodit。’
’Buthow,’saidAnthea,catchinguptheLambandhugginghim——’howdidhegetbackhere?’
’Oh,’saidthePhoenix,’IflewtothePsammeadandwishedthatyourinfantbrotherwererestoredtoyourmidst,andimmediatelyitwasso。’
’Oh,Iamglad,Iamglad!’criedAnthea,stillhuggingthebaby。
’Oh,youdarling!Shutup,Jane!Idon’tcareHOWmuchhecomesoffonme!Cyril!YouandRobertrollthatcarpetupandputitinthebeetle-cupboard。Hemightsay"Aggetydag"again,anditmightmeansomethingquitedifferentnexttime。Now,myLamb,Panther’llcleanyoualittle。Comeon。’
’Ihopethebeetleswon’tgowishing,’saidCyril,astheyrolledupthecarpet。
Twodayslatermotherwaswellenoughtogoout,andthateveningthecoconutmattingcamehome。Thechildrenhadtalkedandtalked,andthoughtandthought,buttheyhadnotfoundanypolitewayoftellingthePhoenixthattheydidnotwantittostayanylonger。
Thedayshadbeendaysspentbythechildreninembarrassment,andbythePhoenixinsleep。
And,nowthemattingwaslaiddown,thePhoenixawokeandfluttereddownontoit。
Itshookitscrestedhead。
’Ilikenotthiscarpet,’itsaid;’itisharshandunyielding,andithurtsmygoldenfeet。’
’We’vejollywellgottogetusedtoitshurtingOURgoldenfeet,’
saidCyril。
’This,then,’saidthebird,’supersedestheWishingCarpet。’
’Yes,’saidRobert,’ifyoumeanthatit’sinsteadofit。’
’Andthemagicweb?’inquiredthePhoenix,withsuddeneagerness。
’It’stherag-and-bottleman’sdayto-morrow,’saidAnthea,inalowvoice;’hewilltakeitaway。’
ThePhoenixfluttereduptoitsfavouriteperchonthechair-back。
’Hearme!’itcried,’ohyouthfulchildrenofmen,andrestrainyourtearsofmiseryanddespair,forwhatmustbemustbe,andI
wouldnotrememberyou,thousandsofyearshence,asbaseingratesandcrawlingwormscompactoflowselfishness。’
’Ishouldhopenot,indeed,’saidCyril。
’Weepnot,’thebirdwenton;’Ireallydobegthatyouwon’tweep。
Iwillnotseektobreakthenewstoyougently。Lettheblowfallatonce。ThetimehascomewhenImustleaveyou。’
Allfourchildrenbreathedforthalongsighofrelief。
’Weneedn’thavebotheredsoabouthowtobreakthenewstoit,’
whisperedCyril。
’Ah,sighnotso,’saidthebird,gently。’Allmeetingsendinpartings。Imustleaveyou。Ihavesoughttoprepareyouforthis。Ah,donotgiveway!’
’Mustyoureallygo——sosoon?’murmuredAnthea。Itwaswhatshehadoftenheardhermothersaytocallingladiesintheafternoon。
’Imust,really;thankyousomuch,dear,’repliedthebird,justasthoughithadbeenoneoftheladies。
’Iamweary,’itwenton。’Idesiretorest——afterallthehappeningsofthislastmoonIdodesirereallytorest,andIaskofyouonelastboon。’
’Anylittlethingwecando,’saidRobert。
NowthatithadreallycometopartingwiththePhoenix,whosefavouritehehadalwaysbeen,RobertdidfeelalmostasmiserableasthePhoenixthoughttheyalldid。
’Iaskbuttherelicdesignedfortherag-and-bottleman。Givemewhatisleftofthecarpetandletmego。’
’Darewe?’saidAnthea。’Wouldmothermind?’
’Ihavedaredgreatlyforyoursakes,’remarkedthebird。
’Well,then,wewill,’saidRobert。
ThePhoenixfluffedoutitsfeathersjoyously。
’Norshallyouregretit,childrenofgoldenhearts,’itsaid。
’Quick——spreadthecarpetandleavemealone;butfirstpilehighthefire。Then,whileIamimmersedinthesacredpreliminaryrites,doyepreparesweet-smellingwoodsandspicesforthelastactofparting。’
Thechildrenspreadoutwhatwasleftofthecarpet。And,afterall,thoughthiswasjustwhattheywouldhavewishedtohavehappened,allheartsweresad。Thentheyputhalfascuttleofcoalonthefireandwentout,closingthedooronthePhoenix——left,atlast,alonewiththecarpet。
’Oneofusmustkeepwatch,’saidRobert,excitedly,assoonastheywerealloutoftheroom,’andtheotherscangoandbuysweetwoodsandspices。Gettheverybestthatmoneycanbuy,andplentyofthem。Don’tlet’sstandtoathreepenceorso。Iwantittohaveajollygoodsend-off。It’stheonlythingthat’llmakeusfeellesshorridinside。’
ItwasfeltthatRobert,asthepetofthePhoenix,oughttohavethelastmelancholypleasureofchoosingthematerialsforitsfuneralpyre。
’I’llkeepwatchifyoulike,’saidCyril。’Idon’tmind。And,besides,it’sraininghard,andmybootsletinthewet。Youmightcallandseeifmyotheronesare"reallyreliable"againyet。’
SotheyleftCyril,standinglikeaRomansentineloutsidethedoorinsidewhichthePhoenixwasgettingreadyforthegreatchange,andtheyallwentouttobuythepreciousthingsforthelastsadrites。
’Robertisright,’Antheasaid;’thisisnotimeforbeingcarefulaboutourmoney。Let’sgotothestationer’sfirst,andbuyawholepacketoflead-pencils。They’recheaperifyoubuythembythepacket。’
Thiswasathingthattheyhadalwayswantedtodo,butitneededthegreatexcitementofafuneralpyreandapartingfromabelovedPhoenixtoscrewthemuptotheextravagance。
Thepeopleatthestationer’ssaidthatthepencilswererealcedar-wood,soIhopetheywere,forstationersshouldalwaysspeakthetruth。Atanyratetheycostone-and-fourpence。Alsotheyspentsevenpencethree-farthingsonalittlesandal-woodboxinlaidwithivory。
’Because,’saidAnthea,’Iknowsandalwoodsmellssweet,andwhenit’sburneditsmellsverysweetindeed。’
’Ivorydoesn’tsmellatall,’saidRobert,’butIexpectwhenyouburnititsmellsmostawfulvile,likebones。’
Atthegrocer’stheyboughtallthespicestheycouldrememberthenamesof——shell-likemace,cloveslikebluntnails,peppercorns,thelongandtheroundkind;ginger,thedrysort,ofcourse;andthebeautifulbloom-coveredshellsoffragrantcinnamon。Allspicetoo,andcarawayseeds(carawayseedsthatsmeltmostdeadlywhenthetimecameforburningthem)。
Camphorandoiloflavenderwereboughtatthechemist’s,andalsoalittlescentsachetlabelled’ViolettesdeParme’。
TheytookthethingshomeandfoundCyrilstillonguard。WhentheyhadknockedandthegoldenvoiceofthePhoenixhadsaid’Comein,’theywentin。
Therelaythecarpet——orwhatwasleftofit——andonitlayanegg,exactlyliketheoneoutofwhichthePhoenixhadbeenhatched。
ThePhoenixwaswalkingroundandroundtheegg,cluckingwithjoyandpride。
’I’velaidit,yousee,’itsaid,’andasfineaneggaseverI
laidinallmyborndays。’
Everyonesaidyes,itwasindeedabeauty。
Thethingswhichthechildrenhadboughtwerenowtakenoutoftheirpapersandarrangedonthetable,andwhenthePhoenixhadbeenpersuadedtoleaveitseggforamomentandlookatthematerialsforitslastfireitwasquiteovercome。
’Never,neverhaveIhadafinerpyrethanthiswillbe。Youshallnotregretit,’itsaid,wipingawayagoldentear。’Writequickly:"GoandtellthePsammeadtofulfilthelastwishofthePhoenix,andreturninstantly"。’
ButRobertwishedtobepoliteandhewrote——
’PleasegoandaskthePsammeadtobesokindastofulfilthePhoenix’slastwish,andcomestraightback,ifyouplease。’
Thepaperwaspinnedtothecarpet,whichvanishedandreturnedintheflashofaneye。
Thenanotherpaperwaswrittenorderingthecarpettotaketheeggsomewherewhereitwouldn’tbehatchedforanothertwothousandyears。ThePhoenixtoreitselfawayfromitscherishedegg,whichitwatchedwithyearningtendernesstill,thepaperbeingpinnedon,thecarpethastilyrolleditselfuproundtheegg,andbothvanishedforeverfromthenurseryofthehouseinCamdenTown。
’Oh,dear!oh,dear!oh,dear!’saideverybody。
’Bearup,’saidthebird;’doyouthink_I_don’tsuffer,beingpartedfrommypreciousnew-laidegglikethis?Come,conqueryouremotionsandbuildmyfire。’
’OH!’criedRobert,suddenly,andwhollybreakingdown,’Ican’tBEARyoutogo!’
ThePhoenixperchedonhisshoulderandrubbeditsbeaksoftlyagainsthisear。
’Thesorrowsofyouthsoonappearbutasdreams,’itsaid。
’Farewell,Robertofmyheart。Ihavelovedyouwell。’
Thefirehadburnttoaredglow。Onebyonethespicesandsweetwoodswerelaidonit。Somesmeltniceandsome——thecarawayseedsandtheViolettesdeParmesachetamongthem——smeltworsethanyouwouldthinkpossible。
’Farewell,farewell,farewell,farewell!’saidthePhoenix,inafar-awayvoice。
’Oh,GOOD-BYE,’saideveryone,andnowallwereintears。
Thebrightbirdflutteredseventimesroundtheroomandsettledinthehotheartofthefire。Thesweetgumsandspicesandwoodsflaredandflickeredaroundit,butitsgoldenfeathersdidnotburn。Itseemedtogrowred-hottotheveryinsideheartofit——andthenbeforetheeighteyesofitsfriendsitfelltogether,aheapofwhiteashes,andtheflamesofthecedarpencilsandthesandal-woodboxmetandjoinedaboveit。
’Whateverhaveyoudonewiththecarpet?’askedmothernextday。
’Wegaveittosomeonewhowanteditverymuch。ThenamebeganwithaP,’saidJane。
Theothersinstantlyhushedher。
’Oh,well,itwasn’tworthtwopence,’saidmother。
’ThepersonwhobeganwithPsaidweshouldn’tlosebyit,’Janewentonbeforeshecouldbestopped。
’Idaresay!’saidmother,laughing。
Butthatverynightagreatboxcame,addressedtothechildrenbyalltheirnames。Elizanevercouldrememberthenameofthecarrierwhobroughtit。Itwasn’tCarterPatersonortheParcelsDelivery。
Itwasinstantlyopened。Itwasabigwoodenbox,andithadtobeopenedwithahammerandthekitchenpoker;thelongnailscamesqueakingout,andboardsscrunchedastheywerewrenchedoff。
Insidetheboxwassoftpaper,withbeautifulChinesepatternsonit——blueandgreenandredandviolet。Andunderthepaper——well,almosteverythinglovelythatyoucanthinkof。Everythingofreasonablesize,Imean;for,ofcourse,therewerenomotorsorflyingmachinesorthoroughbredchargers。Buttherereallywasalmosteverythingelse。Everythingthatthechildrenhadalwayswanted——toysandgamesandbooks,andchocolateandcandiedcherriesandpaint-boxesandphotographiccameras,andallthepresentstheyhadalwayswantedtogivetofatherandmotherandtheLamb,onlytheyhadneverhadthemoneyforthem。Attheverybottomoftheboxwasatinygoldenfeather。NoonesawitbutRobert,andhepickeditupandhiditinthebreastofhisjacket,whichhadbeensooftenthenesting-placeofthegoldenbird。Whenhewenttobedthefeatherwasgone。ItwasthelastheeversawofthePhoenix。
Pinnedtothelovelyfurcloakthatmotherhadalwayswantedwasapaper,anditsaid——
’Inreturnforthecarpet。Withgratitude。——P。’
Youmayguesshowfatherandmothertalkeditover。Theydecidedatlastthepersonwhohadhadthecarpet,andwhom,curiouslyenough,thechildrenwerequiteunabletodescribe,mustbeaninsanemillionairewhoamusedhimselfbyplayingatbeingarag-and-boneman。Butthechildrenknewbetter。
Theyknewthatthiswasthefulfilment,bythepowerfulPsammead,ofthelastwishofthePhoenix,andthatthisgloriousanddelightfulboxfuloftreasureswasreallythevery,very,veryendofthePhoenixandtheCarpet。