首页 >出版文学> Original Short Stories>第7章
  Wegotbackintotheboat.Thenightwasdark,verydark.Isawclearly,however,thathehadcaughtherbythewaist,andthattheywerehuggingeachotheragainandagain.
  Itwasafrightfulcatastrophe.Ourescapadewasdiscovered,withtheresultthatPerePiquedentwasdismissed.Andmyfather,inafitofanger,sentmetofinishmycourseofphilosophyatRibaudet’sschool.
  SixmonthslaterItookmydegreeofBachelorofArts.ThenIwenttostudylawinParis,anddidnotreturntomynativetowntilltwoyearslater.
  AtthecorneroftheRuedeSerpentashopcaughtmyeye.Overthedoorwerethewords:"ColonialProducts——Piquedent";thenunderneath,soastoenlightenthemostignorant:"Grocery."
  Iexclaimed:
  "’Quantummutatusabillo!’"
  Piquedentraisedhishead,lefthisfemalecustomer,andrushedtowardmewithoutstretchedhands.
  "Ah!myyoungfriend,myyoungfriend,hereyouare!Whatluck!whatluck!"
  Abeautifulwoman,veryplump,abruptlyleftthecashier’sdeskandflungherselfonmybreast.Ihadsomedifficultyinrecognizingher,shehadgrownsostout.
  Iasked:
  "Sothenyou’redoingwell?"
  Piquedenthadgonebacktoweighthegroceries.
  "Oh!verywell,verywell,verywell.Ihavemadethreethousandfrancsclearthisyear!"
  "AndwhataboutLatin,MonsieurPiquedent?"
  "Oh,goodheavens!Latin,Latin,Latin——youseeitdoesnotkeepthepotboiling!"
  AMEETING
  Itwasnothingbutanaccident,anaccidentpureandsimple.Onthatparticulareveningtheprincess’roomswereopen,andastheyappeareddarkafterthebrilliantlylightedparlors,Barond’Etraille,whowastiredofstanding,inadvertentlywanderedintoanemptybedroom.
  Helookedroundforachairinwhichtohaveadoze,ashewassurehiswifewouldnotleavebeforedaylight.Assoonashebecameaccustomedtothelightoftheroomhedistinguishedthebigbedwithitsazure—and—
  goldhangings,inthemiddleofthegreatroom,lookinglikeacatafalqueinwhichlovewasburied,fortheprincesswasnolongeryoung.Behindit,alargebrightsurfacelookedlikealakeseenatadistance.Itwasalargemirror,discreetlycoveredwithdarkdrapery,thatwasveryrarelyletdown,andseemedtolookatthebed,whichwasitsaccomplice.
  Onemightalmostfancythatithadreminiscences,andthatonemightseeinitcharmingfemaleformsandthegentlemovementoflovingarms.
  Thebaronstoodstillforamoment,smiling,almostexperiencinganemotiononthethresholdofthischamberdedicatedtolove.Butsuddenlysomethingappearedinthelooking—glass,asifthephantomswhichhehadevokedhadrisenupbeforehim.Amanandawomanwhohadbeensittingonalowcouchconcealedintheshadowhadarisen,andthepolishedsurface,reflectingtheirfigures,showedthattheywerekissingeachotherbeforeseparating.
  Barond’EtraillerecognizedhiswifeandtheMarquisdeCervigne.Heturnedandwentawaylikeamanwhoisfullymasterofhimself,andwaitedtillitwasdaybeforetakingawaythebaroness;buthehadnolongeranythoughtsofsleeping.
  Assoonastheywerealonehesaid:
  "Madame,IsawyoujustnowinPrincessedeRaynes’room;Ineedsaynomore,andIamnotfondeitherofreproaches,actsofviolence,orofridicule.AsIwishtoavoidallsuchthings,weshallseparatewithoutanyscandal.Ourlawyerswillsettleyourpositionaccordingtomyorders.Youwillbefreetoliveasyoupleasewhenyouarenolongerundermyroof;but,asyouwillcontinuetobearmyname,ImustwarnyouthatshouldanyscandalariseIshallshowmyselfinflexible."
  Shetriedtospeak,buthestoppedher,bowed,andlefttheroom.
  Hewasmoreastonishedandsadthanunhappy.Hehadlovedherdearlyduringthefirstperiodoftheirmarriedlife;buthisardorhadcooled,andnowheoftenamusedhimselfelsewhere,eitherinatheatreorinsociety,thoughhealwayspreservedacertainlikingforthebaroness.
  Shewasveryyoung,hardlyfour—and—twenty,small,slight——tooslight——
  andveryfair.ShewasatrueParisiandoll:clever,spoiled,elegant,coquettish,witty,withmorecharmthanrealbeauty.Heusedtosayfamiliarlytohisbrother,whenspeakingofher:
  "Mywifeischarming,attractive,but——thereisnothingtolayholdof.
  Sheislikeaglassofchampagnethatisallfroth;whenyougettothewineitisverygood,butthereistoolittleofit,unfortunately."
  Hewalkedupanddowntheroomingreatagitation,thinkingofathousandthings.Atonemomenthewasfurious,andfeltinclinedtogivethemarquisagoodthrashing,ortoslaphisfacepublicly,intheclub.
  Buthedecidedthatwouldnotdo,itwouldnotbegoodform;hewouldbelaughedat,andnothisrival,andthisthoughtwoundedhisvanity.
  Sohewenttobed,butcouldnotsleep.ParisknewinafewdaysthattheBaronandBaronessd’Etraillehadagreedtoanamicableseparationonaccountofincompatibilityoftemper.Noonesuspectedanything,noonelaughed,andnoonewasastonished.
  Thebaron,however,toavoidmeetinghiswife,travelledforayear,thenspentthesummerattheseaside,andtheautumninshooting,returningtoParisforthewinter.Hedidnotmeetthebaronessonce.
  Hedidnotevenknowwhatpeoplesaidabouther.Inanycase,shetookcaretorespectappearances,andthatwasallheaskedfor.
  Hebecamedreadfullybored,travelledagain,restoredhisoldcastleofVillebosc,whichtookhimtwoyears;thenforoverayearheentertainedfriendsthere,tillatlast,tiredofalltheseso—calledpleasures,hereturnedtohismansionintheRuedeLille,justsixyearsaftertheseparation.
  Hewasnowforty—five,withagoodcropofgrayhair,ratherstout,andwiththatmelancholylookcharacteristicofthosewhohavebeenhandsome,soughtafter,andliked,butwhoaredeteriorating,daily.
  AmonthafterhisreturntoParis,hetookcoldoncomingoutofhisclub,andhadsuchabadcoughthathismedicalmanorderedhimtoNicefortherestofthewinter.
  HereachedthestationonlyafewminutesbeforethedepartureofthetrainonMondayevening,andhadbarelytimetogetintoacarriage,withonlyoneotheroccupant,whowassittinginacornersowrappedinfursandcloaksthathecouldnotevenmakeoutwhetheritwasamanorawoman,asnothingofthefigurecouldbeseen.Whenheperceivedthathecouldnotfindout,heputonhistravellingcap,rolledhimselfupinhisrugs,andstretchedoutcomfortablytosleep.
  Hedidnotwakeuntilthedaywasbreaking,andlookedatonceathisfellow—traveller,whohadnotstirredallnight,andseemedstilltobesoundasleep.
  M.d’Etraillemadeuseoftheopportunitytobrushhishairandhisbeard,andtotrytofreshenhimselfupalittlegenerally,foranight’straveldoesnotimproveone’sappearancewhenonehasattainedacertainage.
  Agreatpoethassaid:
  "Whenweareyoung,ourmorningsaretriumphant!"
  Thenwewakeupwithacoolskin,abrighteye,andglossyhair.
  Asonegrowsolderonewakesupinaverydifferentcondition.Dulleyes,red,swollencheeks,drylips,hairandbearddisarranged,impartanold,fatigued,worn—outlooktotheface.
  Thebaronopenedhistravellingcase,andimprovedhislooksasmuchaspossible.
  Theenginewhistled,thetrainstopped,andhisneighbormoved.Nodoubthewasawake.Theystartedoffagain,andthenaslantingrayofsunlightshoneintothecarriageandonthesleeper,whomovedagain,shookhimself,andthenhisfacecouldbeseen.
  Itwasayoung,fair,pretty,plumpwoman,andthebaronlookedatherinamazement.Hedidnotknowwhattothink.Hecouldreallyhaveswornthatitwashiswife,butwonderfullychangedforthebetter:stouter——
  whyshehadgrownasstoutashewas,onlyitsuitedhermuchbetterthanitdidhim.
  Shelookedathimcalmly,didnotseemtorecognizehim,andthenslowlylaidasideherwraps.Shehadthatquietassuranceofawomanwhoissureofherself,whofeelsthatonawakingsheisinherfullbeautyandfreshness.
  Thebaronwasreallybewildered.Wasithiswife,orelseaslikeherasanysistercouldbe?Nothavingseenherforsixyears,hemightbemistaken.
  Sheyawned,andthisgesturebetrayedher.Sheturnedandlookedathimagain,calmly,indifferently,asifshescarcelysawhim,andthenlookedoutofthewindowagain.
  Hewasupsetanddreadfullyperplexed,andkeptlookingathersideways.
  Yes;itwassurelyhiswife.Howcouldhepossiblyhavedoubtedit?
  Therecouldcertainlynotbetwonoseslikethat,andathousandrecollectionsflashedthroughhismind.Hefelttheoldfeelingoftheintoxicationoflovestealingoverhim,andhecalledtomindthesweetodorofherskin,hersmilewhensheputherarmsontohisshoulders,thesoftintonationsofhervoice,allhergraceful,coaxingways.
  Buthowshehadchangedandimproved!Itwassheandyetnotshe.Sheseemedriper,moredeveloped,moreofawoman,moreseductive,moredesirable,adorablydesirable.
  Andthisstrange,unknownwoman,whomhehadaccidentallymetinarailwaycarriage,belongedtohim;hehadonlytosaytoher:
  "Iinsistuponit."
  Hehadformerlysleptinherarms,existedonlyinherlove,andnowhehadfoundheragaincertainly,butsochangedthathescarcelyknewher.
  Itwasanother,andyetitwassheherself.Itwassomeonewhohadbeenbornandhadformedandgrownsincehehadlefther.Itwasshe,indeed;
  shewhomhehadloved,butwhowasnowaltered,withamoreassuredsmileandgreaterself—possession.Thereweretwowomeninone,minglingagreatpartofwhatwasnewandunknownwithmanysweetrecollectionsofthepast.Therewassomethingsingular,disturbing,excitingaboutit——akindofmysteryofloveinwhichtherefloatedadeliciousconfusion.
  Itwashiswifeinanewbodyandinnewfleshwhichlipshadneverpressed.
  Andhethoughtthatinafewyearsnearlyeverythingchangesinus;onlytheoutlinecanberecognized,andsometimeseventhatdisappears.
  Theblood,thehair,theskin,allchangesandisrenewed,andwhenpeoplehavenotseeneachotherforalongtime,whentheymeettheyfindeachothertotallydifferentbeings,althoughtheyarethesameandbearthesamename.
  Andtheheartalsocanchange.Ideasmaybemodifiedandrenewed,sothatinfortyyearsoflifewemay,bygradualandconstanttransformations,becomefourorfivetotallynewanddifferentbeings.
  Hedweltonthisthoughttillittroubledhim;ithadfirsttakenpossessionofhimwhenhesurprisedherintheprincess’room.Hewasnottheleastangry;itwasnotthesamewomanthathewaslookingat——
  thatthin,excitablelittledollofthosedays.
  Whatwashetodo?Howshouldheaddressher?andwhatcouldhesaytoher?Hadsherecognizedhim?
  Thetrainstoppedagain.Hegotup,bowed,and,said:"Bertha,doyouwantanythingIcouldbringyou?"
  Shelookedathimfromheadtofoot,andanswered,withoutshowingtheslightestsurprise,orconfusion,oranger,butwiththemostperfectindifference:
  "Idonotwantanything———thankyou."
  Hegotoutandwalkedupanddowntheplatformalittleinordertorecoverhimself,and,asitwere,torecoverhissensesafterafall.
  Whatshouldhedonow?Ifhegotintoanothercarriageitwouldlookasifhewererunningaway.Shouldhebepoliteorimportunate?Thatwouldlookasifhewereaskingforforgiveness.Shouldhespeakasifhewerehermaster?Hewouldlooklikeafool,and,besides,hereallyhadnorighttodoso.
  Hegotinagainandtookhisplace.
  Duringhisabsenceshehadhastilyarrangedherdressandhair,andwasnowlyingstretchedoutontheseat,radiant,andwithoutshowinganyemotion.
  Heturnedtoher,andsaid:"MydearBertha,sincethissingularchancehasbroughtuptogetherafteraseparationofsixyears——aquitefriendlyseparation——arewetocontinuetolookuponeachotherasirreconcilableenemies?Weareshutuptogether,tete—d—tete,whichissomuchthebetterorsomuchtheworse.Iamnotgoingtogetintoanothercarriage,sodon’tyouthinkitispreferabletotalkasfriendstilltheendofourjourney?"
  Sheanswered,quitecalmlyagain:
  "Justasyouplease."
  Thenhesuddenlystopped,reallynotknowingwhattosay;butashehadplentyofassurance,hesatdownonthemiddleseat,andsaid:
  "Well,IseeImustpaymycourttoyou;somuchthebetter.Itis,however,reallyapleasure,foryouarecharming.Youcannotimaginehowyouhaveimprovedinthelastsixyears.IdonotknowanywomanwhocouldgivemethatdelightfulsensationwhichIexperiencedjustnowwhenyouemergedfromyourwraps.Ireallycouldnothavethoughtsuchachangepossible."
  Withoutmovingherheadorlookingathim,shesaid:"Icannotsaythesamewithregardtoyou;youhavecertainlydeterioratedagreatdeal."
  Hegotredandconfused,andthen,withasmileofresignation,hesaid:
  "Youareratherhard."
  "Why?"washerreply."Iamonlystatingfacts.Idon’tsupposeyouintendtooffermeyourlove?Itmust,therefore,beamatterofperfectindifferencetoyouwhatIthinkaboutyou.ButIseeitisapainfulsubject,soletustalkofsomethingelse.WhathaveyoubeendoingsinceIlastsawyou?"
  Hefeltratheroutofcountenance,andstammered:
  "I?Ihavetravelled,donesomeshooting,andgrownold,asyousee.
  Andyou?"
  Shesaid,quitecalmly:"Ihavetakencareofappearances,asyouorderedme."
  Hewasverynearlysayingsomethingbrutal,buthecheckedhimself;andkissedhiswife’shand:
  "AndIthankyou,"hesaid.
  Shewassurprised.Hewasindeeddiplomatic,andalwaysmasterofhimself.
  Hewenton:"Asyouhaveaccededtomyfirstrequest,shallwenowtalkwithoutanybitterness?"
  Shemadealittlemovementofsurprise.
  "Bitterness?Idon’tfeelany;youareacompletestrangertome;Iamonlytryingtokeepupadifficultconversation."
  Hewasstilllookingather,fascinatedinspiteofherharshness,andhefeltseizedwithabrutalBeside,thedesireofthemaster.
  Perceivingthatshehadhurthisfeelings,shesaid:
  "Howoldareyounow?Ithoughtyouwereyoungerthanyoulook."
  "Iamforty—five";andthenheadded:"IforgottoaskafterPrincessedeRaynes.Areyoustillintimatewithher?"
  Shelookedathimasifshehatedhim:
  "Yes,Icertainlyam.Sheisverywell,thankyou."
  Theyremainedsittingsidebyside,agitatedandirritated.Suddenlyhesaid:
  "MydearBertha,Ihavechangedmymind.Youaremywife,andIexpectyoutocomewithmeto—day.Youhave,Ithink,improvedbothmorallyandphysically,andIamgoingtotakeyoubackagain.Iamyourhusband,anditismyrighttodoso."
  Shewasstupefied,andlookedathim,tryingtodivinehisthoughts;buthisfacewasresoluteandimpenetrable.
  "Iamverysorry,"shesaid,"butIhavemadeotherengagements."
  "Somuchtheworseforyou,"washisreply."Thelawgivesmethepower,andImeantouseit."
  TheywerenearingMarseilles,andthetrainwhistledandslackenedspeed.
  Thebaronessrose,carefullyrolledupherwraps,andthen,turningtoherhusband,said:
  "MydearRaymond,donotmakeabaduseofthistete—atetewhichIhadcarefullyprepared.Iwishedtotakeprecautions,accordingtoyouradvice,sothatImighthavenothingtofearfromyouorfromotherpeople,whatevermighthappen.YouaregoingtoNice,areyounot?"
  "Ishallgowhereveryougo."
  "Notatall;justlistentome,andIamsurethatyouwillleavemeinpeace.Inafewmoments,whenwegettothestation,youwillseethePrincessedeRaynesandComtesseHenriotwaitingformewiththeirhusbands.Iwishedthemtoseeas,andtoknowthatwehadspentthenighttogetherintherailwaycarriage.Don’tbealarmed;theywilltelliteverywhereasamostsurprisingfact.
  "ItoldyoujustnowthatIhadmostcarefullyfollowedyouradviceandsavedappearances.Anythingelsedoesnotmatter,doesit?Well,inordertodoso,Iwishedtobeseenwithyou.Youtoldmecarefullytoavoidanyscandal,andIamavoidingit,for,Iamafraid——Iamafraid——"
  Shewaitedtillthetrainhadquitestopped,andasherfriendsranuptoopenthecarriagedoor,shesaid:
  "Iamafraid"——hesitating——"thatthereisanotherreason——jesuisenceinte."
  Theprincessstretchedoutherarmstoembraceher,——andthebaronesssaid,paintingtothebaron,whowasdumbwithastonishment,andwastryingtogetatthetruth:
  "YoudonotrecognizeRaymond?Hehascertainlychangedagooddeal,andheagreedtocomewithmesothatImightnottravelalone.Wetakelittletripslikethisoccasionally,likegoodfriendswhocannotlivetogether.Wearegoingtoseparatehere;hehashadenoughofmealready."
  Sheputoutherhand,whichhetookmechanically,andthenshejumpedoutontotheplatformamongherfriends,whowerewaitingforher.
  Thebaronhastilyshutthecarriagedoor,forhewastoomuchdisturbedtosayawordorcometoanydetermination.Heheardhiswife’svoiceandtheirmerrylaughterastheywentaway.
  Heneversawheragain,nordidheeverdiscoverwhethershehadtoldhimalieorwasspeakingthetruth.
  THEBLINDMAN
  Howisitthatthesunlightgivesussuchjoy?Whydoesthisradiancewhenitfallsontheearthfilluswiththejoyofliving?Thewholeskyisblue,thefieldsaregreen,thehousesallwhite,andourenchantedeyesdrinkinthosebrightcolorswhichbringdelighttooursouls.Andthentherespringsupinourheartsadesiretodance,torun,tosing,ahappylightnessofthought,asortofenlargedtenderness;wefeelalongingtoembracethesun.
  Theblind,astheysitinthedoorways,impassiveintheireternaldarkness,remainascalmaseverinthemidstofthisfreshgaiety,and,notunderstandingwhatistakingplacearoundthem,theycontinuallychecktheirdogsastheyattempttoplay.
  When,atthecloseoftheday,theyarereturninghomeonthearmofayoungbrotheroralittlesister,ifthechildsays:"Itwasaveryfineday!"theotheranswers:"Icouldnoticethatitwasfine.Loulouwouldn’tkeepquiet."
  Iknewoneofthesemenwhoselifewasoneofthemostcruelmartyrdomsthatcouldpossiblybeconceived.
  Hewasapeasant,thesonofaNormanfarmer.Aslongashisfatherandmotherlived,hewasmoreorlesstakencareof;hesufferedlittlesavefromhishorribleinfirmity;butassoonastheoldpeopleweregone,anatrociouslifeofmiserycommencedforhim.Dependentonasisterofhis,everybodyinthefarmhousetreatedhimasabeggarwhoiseatingthebreadofstrangers.Ateverymealtheveryfoodheswallowedwasmadeasubjectofreproachagainsthim;hewascalledadrone,aclown,andalthoughhisbrother—in—lawhadtakenpossessionofhisportionoftheinheritance,hewashelpedgrudginglytosoup,gettingjustenoughtosavehimfromstarving.
  Hisfacewasverypaleandhistwobigwhiteeyeslookedlikewafers.
  Heremainedunmovedatalltheinsultshurledathim,soreservedthatonecouldnottellwhetherhefeltthem.
  Moreover,hehadneverknownanytenderness,hismotherhavingalwaystreatedhimunkindlyandcaringverylittleforhim;forincountryplacesuselesspersonsareconsideredanuisance,andthepeasantswouldbegladtokilltheinfirmoftheirspecies,aspoultrydo.
  Assoonashefinishedhissouphewentandsatoutsidethedoorinsummerandinwinterbesidethefireside,anddidnotstiragainalltheevening.Hemadenogesture,nomovement;onlyhiseyelids,quiveringfromsomenervousaffection,felldownsometimesoverhiswhite,sightlessorbs.Hadheanyintellect,anythinkingfaculty,anyconsciousnessofhisownexistence?Nobodycaredtoinquire.
  Forsomeyearsthingswentoninthisfashion.Buthisincapacityforworkaswellashisimpassivenesseventuallyexasperatedhisrelatives,andhebecamealaughingstock,asortofbuttformerriment,apreytotheinbornferocity,tothesavagegaietyofthebruteswhosurroundedhim.
  Itiseasytoimagineallthecruelpracticaljokesinspiredbyhisblindness.And,inordertohavesomefuninreturnforfeedinghim,theynowconvertedhismealsintohoursofpleasurefortheneighborsandofpunishmentforthehelplesscreaturehimself.
  Thepeasantsfromthenearesthousescametothisentertainment;itwastalkedaboutfromdoortodoor,andeverydaythekitchenofthefarmhousewasfullofpeople.Sometimestheyplacedbeforehisplate,whenhewasbeginningtoeathissoup,somecatordog.Theanimalinstinctivelyperceivedtheman’sinfirmity,and,softlyapproaching,commencedeatingnoiselessly,lappingupthesoupdaintily;and,whentheylappedthefoodrathernoisily,rousingthepoorfellow’sattention,theywouldprudentlyscamperawaytoavoidtheblowofthespoondirectedatrandombytheblindman!
  Thenthespectatorsrangedalongthewallwouldburstoutlaughing,nudgeeachotherandstamptheirfeetonthefloor.Andhe,withouteverutteringaword,wouldcontinueeatingwithhisrighthand,whilestretchingouthislefttoprotecthisplate.
  Anothertimetheymadehimchewcorks,bitsofwood,leavesorevenfilth,whichhewasunabletodistinguish.
  Afterthistheygottiredevenofthesepracticaljokes,andthebrother—
  in—law,angryathavingtosupporthimalways,struckhim,cuffedhimincessantly,laughingathisfutileeffortstowardofforreturntheblows.Thencameanewpleasure——thepleasureofsmackinghisface.Andtheplough—men,theservantgirlsandeveneverypassingvagabondwereeverymomentgivinghimcuffs,whichcausedhiseyelashestotwitchspasmodically.Hedidnotknowwheretohidehimselfandremainedwithhisarmsalwaysheldouttoguardagainstpeoplecomingtooclosetohim.
  Atlasthewasforcedtobeg.
  Hewasplacedsomewhereonthehigh—roadonmarket—days,andassoonasheheardthesoundoffootstepsortherollingofavehicle,hereachedouthishat,stammering:
  "Charity,ifyouplease!"
  Butthepeasantisnotlavish,andforwholeweekshedidnotbringbackasou.
  Thenhebecamethevictimoffurious,pitilesshatred.Andthisishowhedied.
  Onewinterthegroundwascoveredwithsnow,anditwasfreezinghard.
  Hisbrother—in—lawledhimonemorningagreatdistancealongthehighroadinorderthathemightsolicitalms.Theblindmanwasleftthereallday;andwhennightcameon,thebrother—in—lawtoldthepeopleofhishousethathecouldfindnotraceofthemendicant.Thenheadded:
  "Pooh!bestnotbotherabouthim!Hewascoldandgotsomeonetotakehimaway.Neverfear!he’snotlost.He’llturnupsoonenoughtomorrowtoeatthesoup."
  Nextdayhedidnotcomeback.
  Afterlonghoursofwaiting,stiffenedwiththecold,feelingthathewasdying,theblindmanbegantowalk.Beingunabletofindhiswayalongtheroad,owingtoitsthickcoatingofice,hewentonatrandom,fallingintoditches,gettingupagain,withoututteringasound,hissoleobjectbeingtofindsomehousewherehecouldtakeshelter.
  But,bydegrees,thedescendingsnowmadeanumbnessstealoverhim,andhisfeeblelimbsbeingincapableofcarryinghimfarther,hesatdowninthemiddleofanopenfield.Hedidnotgetupagain.
  Thewhiteflakeswhichfellcontinuouslyburiedhim,sothathisbody,quitestiffandstark,disappearedundertheincessantaccumulationoftheirrapidlythickeningmass,andnothingwaslefttoindicatetheplacewherehelay.
  Hisrelativesmadeapretenceofinquiringabouthimandsearchingforhimforaboutaweek.Theyevenmadeashowofweeping.
  Thewinterwassevere,andthethawdidnotsetinquickly.Now,oneSunday,ontheirwaytomass,thefarmersnoticedagreatflightofcrows,whowerewhirlingincessantlyabovetheopenfield,andthendescendinglikeashowerofblackrainatthesamespot,evergoingandcoming.
  Thefollowingweekthesegloomybirdswerestillthere.Therewasacrowdofthemupintheair,asiftheyhadgatheredfromallcornersofthehorizon,andtheyswoopeddownwithagreatcawingintotheshiningsnow,whichtheycoveredlikeblackpatches,andinwhichtheykeptpeckingobstinately.Ayoungfellowwenttoseewhattheyweredoinganddiscoveredthebodyoftheblindman,alreadyhalfdevoured,mangled.
  Hiswaneyeshaddisappeared,peckedoutbythelong,voraciousbeaks.
  AndIcanneverfeelthegladradianceofsunlitdayswithoutsadlyrememberingandponderingoverthefateofthebeggarwhowassuchanoutcastinlife—thathishorribledeathwasarelieftoallwhohadknownhim.
  INDISCRETION
  Theyhadlovedeachotherbeforemarriagewithapureandloftylove.
  Theyhadfirstmetonthesea—shore.Hehadthoughtthisyounggirlcharming,asshepassedbywithherlight—coloredparasolandherdaintydressamidthemarinelandscapeagainstthehorizon.Hehadlovedher,blondandslender,inthesesurroundingsofblueoceanandspacioussky.
  Hecouldnotdistinguishthetendernesswhichthisbuddingwomanawokeinhimfromthevagueandpowerfulemotionwhichthefreshsaltairandthegrandsceneryofsurfandsunshineandwavesarousedinhissoul.
  She,ontheotherhand,hadlovedhimbecausehecourtedher,becausehewasyoung,rich,kind,andattentive.Shehadlovedhimbecauseitisnaturalforyounggirlstolovemenwhowhispersweetnothingstothem.
  So,forthreemonths,theyhadlivedsidebyside,andhandinhand.
  Thegreetingwhichtheyexchangedinthemorningbeforethebath,inthefreshnessofthemorning,orintheeveningonthesand,underthestars,inthewarmthofacalmnight,whisperedlow,verylow,alreadyhadtheflavorofkisses,thoughtheirlipshadnevermet.
  Eachdreamedoftheotheratnight,eachthoughtoftheotheronawaking,and,withoutyethavingvoicedtheirsentiments,eachlongerfortheother,bodyandsoul.
  Aftermarriagetheirlovedescendedtoearth.Itwasatfirstatireless,sensuouspassion,thenexaltedtendernesscomposedoftangiblepoetry,morerefinedcaresses,andnewandfoolishinventions.Everyglanceandgesturewasanexpressionofpassion.
  But,littlebylittle,withoutevennoticingit,theybegantogettiredofeachother.Lovewasstillstrong,buttheyhadnothingmoretorevealtoeachother,nothingmoretolearnfromeachother,nonewtaleofendearment,nounexpectedoutburst,nonewwayofexpressingthewell—
  known,oft—repeatedverb.
  Theytried,however,torekindlethedwindlingflameofthefirstlove.
  Everydaytheytriedsomenewtrickordesperateattempttobringbacktotheirheartstheuncooledardoroftheirfirstdaysofmarriedlife.
  Theytriedmoonlightwalksunderthetrees,inthesweetwarmthofthesummerevenings:thepoetryofmist—coveredbeaches;theexcitementofpublicfestivals.
  OnemorningHenriettesaidtoPaul:
  "Willyoutakemetoacafefordinner?"
  "Certainly,dearie."
  "Tosomewell—knowncafe?"
  "Ofcourse!"
  Helookedatherwithaquestioningglance,seeingthatshewasthinkingofsomethingwhichshedidnotwishtotell.
  Shewenton:
  "Youknow,oneofthosecafes——oh,howcanIexplainmyself?——asportycafe!"
  Hesmiled:"Ofcourse,Iunderstand——youmeaninoneofthecafeswhicharecommonlycalledbohemian."
  "Yes,that’sit.Buttakemetooneofthebigplaces,onewhereyouareknown,onewhereyouhavealreadysupped——no——dined——well,youknow——I———
  —I——oh!Iwillneverdaresayit!"
  "Goahead,dearie.Littlesecretsshouldnolongerexistbetweenus."
  "No,Idarenot."
  "Goon;don’tbeprudish.Tellme."
  "Well,I——I——Iwanttobetakenforyoursweetheart——there!andIwanttheboys,whodonotknowthatyouaremarried,totakemeforsuch;andyoutoo——IwantyoutothinkthatIamyoursweetheartforonehour,inthatplacewhichmustholdsomanymemoriesforyou.There!AndIwillplaythatIamyoursweetheart.It’sawful,Iknow——Iamabominablyashamed,Iamasredasapeony.Don’tlookatme!"
  Helaughed,greatlyamused,andanswered:
  "Allright,wewillgoto—nighttoaveryswellplacewhereIamwellknown."
  Towardseveno’clocktheywentupthestairsofoneofthebigcafesontheBoulevard,he,smiling,withthelookofaconqueror,she,timid,veiled,delighted.Theywereimmediatelyshowntooneoftheluxuriousprivatedining—rooms,furnishedwithfourlargearm—chairsandaredplushcouch.Theheadwaiterenteredandbroughtthemthemenu.Paulhandedittohiswife.
  "Whatdoyouwanttoeat?"
  "Idon’tcare;orderwhateverisgood."
  Afterhandinghiscoattothewaiter,heordereddinnerandchampagne.
  Thewaiterlookedattheyoungwomanandsmiled.Hetooktheorderandmurmured:
  "WillMonsieurPaulhavehischampagnesweetordry?"
  "Dry,verydry."
  Henriettewaspleasedtohearthatthismanknewherhusband’sname.
  Theysatonthecouch,sidebyside,andbegantoeat.
  Tencandleslightedtheroomandwerereflectedinthemirrorsallaroundthem,whichseemedtoincreasethebrilliancyathousand—fold.
  Henriettedrankglassafterglassinordertokeepuphercourage,althoughshefeltdizzyafterthefirstfewglasses.Paul,excitedbythememorieswhichreturnedtohim,keptkissinghiswife’shands.Hiseyesweresparkling.
  Shewasfeelingstrangelyexcitedinthisnewplace,restless,pleased,alittleguilty,butfulloflife.Twowaiters,serious,silent,accustomedtoseeingandforgettingeverything,toenteringtheroomonlywhenitwasnecessaryandtoleavingitwhentheyfelttheywereintruding,weresilentlyflittinghitherandthither.
  Towardthemiddleofthedinner,Henriettewaswellundertheinfluenceofchampagne.Shewasprattlingalongfearlessly,hercheeksflushed,hereyesglistening.
  "Come,Paul;tellmeeverything."
  "What,sweetheart?"
  "Idon’tdaretellyou."
  "Goon!"
  "Haveyoulovedmanywomenbeforeme?"
  Hehesitated,alittleperplexed,notknowingwhetherheshouldhidehisadventuresorboastofthem.
  Shecontinued:
  "Oh!pleasetellme.Howmanyhaveyouloved?"
  "Afew."
  "Howmany?"
  "Idon’tknow.Howdoyouexpectmetoknowsuchthings?"
  "Haven’tyoucountedthem?"
  "Ofcoursenot."
  "Thenyoumusthavelovedagoodmany!"
  "Perhaps."
  "Abouthowmany?Justtellmeabouthowmany."
  "ButIdon’tknow,dearest.Someyearsagoodmany,andsomeyearsonlyafew."
  "Howmanyayear,didyousay?"
  "Sometimestwentyorthirty,sometimesonlyfourorfive."
  "Oh!thatmakesmorethanahundredinall!"
  "Yes,justabout."
  "Oh!Ithinkthatisdreadful!"
  "Whydreadful?"
  "Becauseit’sdreadfulwhenyouthinkofit——allthosewomen——andalways——alwaysthesamething.Oh!it’sdreadful,justthesame——morethanahundredwomen!"
  Hewassurprisedthatsheshouldthinkthatdreadful,andanswered,withtheairofsuperioritywhichmentakewithwomenwhentheywishtomakethemunderstandthattheyhavesaidsomethingfoolish:
  "That’sfunny!Ifitisdreadfultohaveahundredwomen,it’sdreadfultohaveone."
  "Oh,no,notatall!"
  "Whynot?"
  "Becausewithonewomanyouhavearealbondoflovewhichattachesyoutoher,whilewithahundredwomenit’snotthesameatall.Thereisnoreallove.Idon’tunderstandhowamancanassociatewithsuchwomen."
  "Buttheyareallright."
  "No,theycan’tbe!"
  "Yes,theyare!"
  "Oh,stop;youdisgustme!"
  "Butthen,whydidyouaskmehowmanysweetheartsIhadhad?"
  "Because————"
  "That’snoreason!"
  "Whatwerethey—actresses,littleshop—girls,orsocietywomen?"
  "Afewofeach."
  "Itmusthavebeenrathermonotonoustowardthelast."
  "Oh,no;it’samusingtochange."
  Sheremainedthoughtful,staringatherchampagneglass.Itwasfull——
  shedrankitinonegulp;thenputtingitbackonthetable,shethrewherarmsaroundherhusband’sneckandmurmuredinhisear:
  "Oh!howIloveyou,sweetheart!howIloveyou!"
  Hethrewhisarmsaroundherinapassionateembrace.Awaiter,whowasjustentering,backedout,closingthedoordiscreetly.Inaboutfiveminutestheheadwaitercameback,solemnanddignified,bringingthefruitfordessert.Shewasoncemoreholdingbetweenherfingersafullglass,andgazingintotheamberliquidasthoughseekingunknownthings.
  Shemurmuredinadreamyvoice:
  "Yes,itmustbefun!"
  AFAMILYAFFAIR
  ThesmallengineattachedtotheNeuillysteam—tramwhistledasitpassedthePorteMaillottowarnallobstaclestogetoutofitswayandpuffedlikeapersonoutofbreathasitsentoutitssteam,itspistonsmovingrapidlywithanoiseasofironlegsrunning.ThetrainwasgoingalongthebroadavenuethatendsattheSeine.ThesultryheatatthecloseofaJulydaylayoverthewholecity,andfromtheroad,althoughtherewasnotabreathofwindstirring,therearoseawhite,chalky,suffocating,warmdust,whichadheredtothemoistskin,filledtheeyesandgotintothelungs.Peoplestoodinthedoorwaysoftheirhousestotryandgetabreathofair.
  Thewindowsofthesteam—tramwereopenandthecurtainsflutteredinthewind.Therewereveryfewpassengersinside,becauseonwarmdayspeoplepreferredtheoutsideortheplatforms.Theyconsistedofstoutwomeninpeculiarcostumes,ofthoseshopkeepers’wivesfromthesuburbs,whomadeupforthedistinguishedlookswhichtheydidnotpossessbyill—assumeddignity;ofmentiredfromoffice—work,withyellowfaces,stoopedshoulders,andwithoneshoulderhigherthantheother,inconsequenceof,theirlonghoursofwritingatadesk.Theiruneasyandmelancholyfacesalsospokeofdomestictroubles,ofconstantwantofmoney,disappointedhopes,fortheyallbelongedtothearmyofpoor,threadbaredevilswhovegetateeconomicallyincheap,plasteredhouseswithatinypieceofneglectedgardenontheoutskirtsofParis,inthemidstofthosefieldswherenightsoilisdeposited.
  Ashort,corpulentman,withapuffyface,dressedallinblackandwearingadecorationinhisbuttonhole,wastalkingtoatall,thinman,dressedinadirty,whitelinensuit,thecoatallunbuttoned,withawhitePanamahatonhishead.Theformerspokesoslowlyandhesitatinglythatitoccasionallyalmostseemedasifhestammered;hewasMonsieurCaravan,chiefclerkintheAdmiralty.Theother,whohadformerlybeensurgeononboardamerchantship,hadsetupinpracticeinCourbevoie,whereheappliedthevagueremnantsofmedicalknowledgewhichhehadretainedafteranadventurouslife,tothewretchedpopulationofthatdistrict.HisnamewasChenet,andstrangerumorswerecurrentastohismorality.
  MonsieurCaravanhadalwaysledthenormallifeofamaninaGovernmentoffice.Forthelastthirtyyearshehadinvariablygonethesamewaytohisofficeeverymorning,andhadmetthesamemengoingtobusinessatthesametime,andnearlyonthesamespot,andhereturnedhomeeveryeveningbythesameroad,andagainmetthesamefaceswhichhehadseengrowingold.Everymorning,afterbuyinghispennypaperatthecorneroftheFaubourgSaintHonore,heboughttworolls,andthenwenttohisoffice,likeaculpritwhoisgivinghimselfuptojustice,andgottohisdeskasquicklyaspossible,alwaysfeelinguneasy;asthoughhewereexpectingarebukeforsomeneglectofdutyofwhichhemighthavebeenguilty.
  Nothinghadeveroccurredtochangethemonotonousorderofhisexistence,fornoeventaffectedhimexcepttheworkofhisoffice,perquisites,gratuities,andpromotion.Heneverspokeofanythingbutofhisduties,eitherattheoffice,orathome——hehadmarriedtheportionlessdaughterofoneofhiscolleagues.Hismind,whichwasinastateofatrophyfromhisdepressingdailywork,hadnootherthoughts,hopesordreamsthansuchasrelatedtotheoffice,andtherewasaconstantsourceofbitternessthatspoilteverypleasurethathemighthavehad,andthatwastheemploymentofsomanynavalofficials,tinsmiths,astheywerecalledbecauseoftheirsilver—laceasfirst—
  classclerks;andeveryeveningatdinnerhediscussedthematterhotlywithhiswife,whosharedhisangryfeelings,andprovedtotheirownsatisfactionthatitwasineverywayunjusttogiveplacesinParistomenwhooughtproperlytohavebeenemployedinthenavy.
  Hewasoldnow,andhadscarcelynoticedhowhislifewaspassing,forschoolhadmerelybeenexchangedfortheofficewithoutanyintermediatetransition,andtheushers,atwhomhehadformerlytrembled,werereplacedbyhischiefs,ofwhomhewasterriblyafraid.Whenhehadtogointotheroomsoftheseofficialdespots,itmadehimtremblefromheadtofoot,andthatconstantfearhadgivenhimaveryawkwardmannerintheirpresence,ahumbledemeanor,andakindofnervousstammering.
  HeknewnothingmoreaboutParisthanablindmanmightknowwhowasledtothesamespotbyhisdogeveryday;andifhereadtheaccountofanyuncommoneventsorscandalsinhispennypaper,theyappearedtohimlikefantastictales,whichsomepressmanhadmadeupoutofhisownhead,inordertoamusetheinferioremployees.Hedidnotreadthepoliticalnews,whichhispaperfrequentlyalteredasthecausewhichsubsidizeditmightrequire,forhewasnotfondofinnovations,andwhenhewentthroughtheAvenueoftheChamps—Elyseeseveryevening,helookedatthesurgingcrowdofpedestrians,andatthestreamofcarriages,asatravellermightwhohaslosthiswayinastrangecountry.
  Ashehadcompletedhisthirtyyearsofobligatoryservicethatyear,onthefirstofJanuary,hehadhadthecrossoftheLegionofHonorbestoweduponhim,which,inthesemi—militarypublicoffices,isarecompenseforthemiserableslavery——theofficialphraseis,loyalservices——ofunfortunateconvictswhoarerivetedtotheirdesk.Thatunexpecteddignitygavehimahighandnewideaofhisowncapacities,andaltogetherchangedhim.Heimmediatelyleftoffwearinglighttrousersandfancywaistcoats,andworeblacktrousersandlongcoats,onwhichhisribbon,whichwasverybroad,showedoffbetter.Hegotshavedeverymorning,manicuredhisnailsmorecarefully,changedhislineneverytwodays,fromalegitimatesenseofwhatwasproper,andoutofrespectforthenationalOrder,ofwhichheformedapart,andfromthatdayhewasanotherCaravan,scrupulouslyclean,majesticandcondescending.
  Athome,hesaid,"mycross,"ateverymoment,andhehadbecomesoproudofit,thathecouldnotbeartoseemenwearinganyotherribbonintheirbutton—holes.Hebecameespeciallyangryonseeingstrangeorders:
  "WhichnobodyoughttobeallowedtowearinFrance,"andheboreChenetaparticulargrudge,ashemethimonatram—careveryevening,wearingadecorationofonekindoranother,white,blue,orange,orgreen.
  Theconversationofthetwomen,fromtheArcdeTriomphetoNeuilly,wasalwaysthesame,andonthatdaytheydiscussed,firstofall,variouslocalabuseswhichdisgustedthemboth,andtheMayorofNeuillyreceivedhisfullshareoftheircensure.Then,asinvariablyhappensinthecompanyofmedicalmanCaravanbegantoenlargeonthechapterofillness,asinthatmanner,hehopedtoobtainalittlegratuitousadvice,ifhewascarefulnottoshowhishand.Hismotherhadbeencausinghimnolittleanxietyforsometime;shehadfrequentandprolongedfaintingfits,and,althoughshewasninety,shewouldnottakecareofherself.
  Caravangrewquitetender—heartedwhenhementionedhergreatage,andmorethanonceaskedDoctorChenet,emphasizingtheworddoctor——althoughhewasnotfullyqualified,beingonlyanOffcierdeSante——whetherhehadoftenmetanyoneasoldasthat.Andherubbedhishandswithpleasure;not,perhaps,thathecaredverymuchaboutseeingthegoodwomanlastforeverhereonearth,butbecausethelongdurationofhismother’slifewas,asitwereanearnestofoldageforhimself,andhecontinued:
  "Inmyfamily,welastlong,andIamsurethat,unlessImeetwithanaccident,IshallnotdieuntilIamveryold."
  Thedoctorlookedathimwithpity,andglancedforamomentathisneighbor’sredface,hisshort,thickneck,his"corporation,"asChenetcalledittohimself,histwofat,flabbylegs,andtheapoplecticrotundityoftheoldofficial;andraisingthewhitePanamahatfromhishead,hesaidwithasnigger:
  "Iamnotsosureofthat,oldfellow;yourmotherisastoughasnails,andIshouldsaythatyourlifeisnotaverygoodone."
  ThisratherupsetCaravan,whodidnotspeakagainuntilthetramputthemdownattheirdestination,wherethetwofriendsgotout,andChenetaskedhisfriendtohaveaglassofvermouthattheCafeduGlobe,opposite,whichbothofthemwereinthehabitoffrequenting.Theproprietor,whowasafriendoftheirs,heldouttothemtwofingers,whichtheyshookacrossthebottlesofthecounter;andthentheyjoinedthreeoftheirfriends,whowereplayingdominoes,andwhohadbeentheresincemidday.Theyexchangedcordialgreetings,withtheusualquestion:
  "Anythingnew?"Andthenthethreeplayerscontinuedtheirgame,andheldouttheirhandswithoutlookingup,whentheotherswishedthem"Good—night,"andthentheybothwenthometodinner.
  Caravanlivedinasmalltwo—storyhouseinCourbevaie,nearwheretheroadsmeet;thegroundfloorwasoccupiedbyahair—dresser.Twobedrooms,adining—roomandakitchen,formedthewholeoftheirapartments,andMadameCaravanspentnearlyherwholetimeincleaningthemup,whileherdaughter,Marie—Louise,whowastwelve,andherson,Phillip—Auguste,wererunningaboutwithallthelittle,dirty,mischievousbratsoftheneighborhood,andplayinginthegutter.
  Caravanhadinstalledhismother,whoseavaricewasnotoriousintheneighborhood,andwhowasterriblythin,intheroomabovethem.Shewasalwayscross,andsheneverpassedadaywithoutquarrelingandflyingintofurioustempers.Shewouldapostrophizetheneighbors,whowerestandingattheirowndoors,thecoster—mongers,thestreet—sweepers,andthestreet—boys,inthemostviolentlanguage;andthelatter,tohavetheirrevenge,usedtofollowheratadistancewhenshewentout,andcalloutrudethingsafterher.
  AlittleservantfromNormandy,whowasincrediblygiddyandthoughtless,performedthehouseholdwork,andsleptonthesecondfloorinthesameroomastheoldwoman,forfearofanythinghappeningtoherinthenight.
  WhenCaravangotin,hiswife,whosufferedfromachronicpassionforcleaning,waspolishingupthemahoganychairsthatwerescatteredabouttheroomwithapieceofflannel.Shealwaysworecottongloves,andadornedherheadwithacapornamentedwithmanycoloredribbons,whichwasalwaystiltedoveroneear;andwheneveranyonecaughtherpolishing,sweeping,orwashing,sheusedtosay:
  "Iamnotrich;everythingisverysimpleinmyhouse,butcleanlinessismyluxury,andthatisworthquiteasmuchasanyother."
  Asshewasgiftedwithsound,obstinate,practicalcommonsense,sheledherhusbandineverything.Everyeveningduringdinner,andafterwardswhentheywereintheirroom,theytalkedoverthebusinessoftheofficeforalongtime,andalthoughshewastwentyyearsyoungerthanhewas,heconfidedeverythingtoherasifshetookthelead,andfollowedheradviceineverymatter.
  Shehadneverbeenpretty,andnowshehadgrownugly;inadditiontothat,shewasshortandthin,whilehercarelessandtastelesswayofdressingherselfconcealedherfewsmallfeminineattractions,whichmighthavebeenbroughtoutifshehadpossessedanytasteindress.
  Herskirtswerealwaysawry,andshefrequentlyscratchedherself,nomatteronwhatpartofherperson,totallyindifferentastowhomightseeher,andsopersistently,thatanyonewhosawhermightthinkthatshewassufferingfromsomethingliketheitch.Theonlyadornmentsthatsheallowedherselfweresilkribbons,whichshehadingreatprofusion,andofvariouscolorsmixedtogether,inthepretentiouscapswhichsheworeathome.
  Assoonasshesawherhusbandsheroseandsaid,asshekissedhiswhiskers:
  "DidyourememberPotin,mydear?"
  Hefellintoachair,inconsternation,forthatwasthefourthtimeonwhichhehadforgottenacommissionthathehadpromisedtodoforher.
  "Itisafatality,"hesaid;"itisnogoodformetothinkofitalldaylong,forIamsuretoforgetitintheevening."
  Butasheseemedreallysoverysorry,shemerelysaid,quietly:
  "Youwillthinkofitto—morrow,Idaresay.Anythingnewattheoffice?"
  "Yes,agreatpieceofnews;anothertinsmithhasbeenappointedsecondchiefclerk."Shebecameveryserious,andsaid:
  "SohesucceedsRamon;thiswastheverypostthatIwantedyoutohave.
  AndwhataboutRamon?"
  "Heretiresonhispension."
  Shebecamefurious,hercapsliddownonhershoulder,andshecontinued:
  "Thereisnothingmoretobedoneinthatshopnow.Andwhatisthenameofthenewcommissioner?"
  "Bonassot."
  ShetookuptheNavalYearBook,whichshealwayskeptcloseathand,andlookedhimup.
  "’Bonassot—Toulon.Bornin1851.StudentCommissionerin1871.Sub—
  Commissionerin1875.’Hashebeentosea?"shecontinued.AtthatquestionCaravan’slooksclearedup,andhelaugheduntilhissidesshook.
  "AsmuchasBalin——asmuchasBaffin,hischief."Andheaddedanoldofficejoke,andlaughedmorethanever:
  "ItwouldnotevendotosendthembywatertoinspectthePoint—du—Jour,fortheywouldbesickonthepennysteamboatsontheSeine."
  Butsheremainedasseriousasifshehadnotheardhim,andthenshesaidinalowvoice,asshescratchedherchin:
  "IfweonlyhadaDeputytofallbackupon.WhentheChamberhearseverythingthatisgoingonattheAdmiralty,theMinisterwillbeturnedout————,Shewasinterruptedbyaterriblenoiseonthestairs.Marie—LouiseandPhilippe—Auguste,whohadjustcomeinfromthegutter,wereslappingeachotherallthewayupstairs.Theirmotherrushedatthemfuriously,andtakingeachofthembyanarmshedraggedthemintotheroom,shakingthemvigorously;butassoonastheysawtheirfather,theyrusheduptohim,andhekissedthemaffectionately,andtakingoneofthemoneachknee,begantotalktothem.
  Philippe—Augustewasanugly,ill—kemptlittlebrat,dirtyfromheadtofoot,withthefaceofanidiot,andMarie—Louisewasalreadylikehermother——spokelikeher,repeatedherwords,andevenimitatedhermovements.Shealsoaskedhimwhethertherewasanythingfreshattheoffice,andherepliedmerrily:
  "Yourfriend,Ramon,whocomesanddineshereeverySunday,isgoingtoleaveus,littleone.Thereisanewsecondhead—clerk."
  Shelookedatherfather,andwithaprecociouschild’spity,shesaid:
  "Anothermanhasbeenputoveryourheadagain."
  Hestoppedlaughing,anddidnotreply,andinordertocreateadiversion,hesaid,addressinghiswife,whowascleaningthewindows:
  "Howismamma,upstairs?"
  MadameCaravanleftoffrubbing,turnedround.pulledhercapup,asithadfallenquiteontoherback,andsaidwithtremblinglips:
  "Ah!yes;letustalkaboutyourmother,forshehasmadeaprettyscene.Justimagine:ashorttimeagoMadameLebaudin,thehairdresser’swife,cameupstairstoborrowapacketofstarchofme,and,asIwasnotathome,yourmotherchasedheroutasthoughshewereabeggar;butI
  gaveittotheoldwoman.Shepretendednottohear,asshealwaysdoeswhenonetellsherunpleasanttruths,butsheisnomoredeafthanIam,asyouknow.Itisallasham,andtheproofofitis,thatshewentuptoherownroomimmediately,withoutsayingaword."
  Caravan,embarrassed,didnotutteraword,andatthatmomentthelittleservantcameintoannouncedinner.Inordertolethismotherknow,hetookabroom—handle,whichalwaysstoodinacorner,andrappedloudlyontheceilingthreetimes,andthentheywentintothedining—room.MadameCaravan,junior,helpedthesoup,andwaitedfortheoldwoman,butshedidnotcome,andasthesoupwasgettingcold,theybegantoeatslowly,andwhentheirplateswereempty,theywaitedagain,andMadameCaravan,whowasfurious,attackedherhusband:
  "Shedoesitonpurpose,youknowthataswellasIdo.Butyoualwaysupholdher."
  Notknowingwhichsidetotake,hesentMarie—Louisetofetchhergrandmother,andhesatmotionless,withhiseyescastdown,whilehiswifetappedherglassangrilywithherknife.Inaboutaminute,thedoorflewopensuddenly,andthechildcameinagain,outofbreathandverypale,andsaidhurriedly:
  "Grandmammahasfallenonthefloor."
  Caravanjumpedup,threwhistable—napkindown,andrushedupstairs,whilehiswife,whothoughtitwassometrickofhermother—in—law’s,followedmoreslowly,shrugginghershoulders,asiftoexpressherdoubt.Whentheygotupstairs,however,theyfoundtheoldwomanlyingatfulllengthinthemiddleoftheroom;andwhentheyturnedherover,theysawthatshewasinsensibleandmotionless,whileherskinlookedmorewrinkledandyellowthanusual,hereyeswereclosed,herteethclenched,andherthinbodywasstiff.
  Caravankneltdownbyher,andbegantomoan.
  "Mypoormother!mypoormother!"hesaid.ButtheotherMadameCaravansaid:
  "Bah!Shehasonlyfaintedagain,thatisall,andshehasdoneittopreventusfromdiningcomfortably,youmaybesureofthat."
  Theyputheronthebed,undressedhercompletely,andCaravan,hiswife,andtheservantbegantorubher;but,inspiteoftheirefforts,shedidnotrecoverconsciousness,sotheysentRosalie,theservant,tofetchDoctorChenet.Helivedalongwayoff,onthequay,goingtowardsSuresnes,andsoitwasaconsiderabletimebeforehearrived.Hecameatlast,however,and,afterhavinglookedattheoldwoman,feltherpulse,andlistenedforaheartbeat,hesaid:"Itisallover."
  Caravanthrewhimselfonthebody,sobbingviolently;hekissedhismother’srigidface,andweptsothatgreattearsfellonthedeadwoman’sfacelikedropsofwater,and,naturally,MadameCaravan,junior,showedadecorousamountofgrief,andutteredfeeblemoansasshestoodbehindherhusband,whilesherubbedhereyesvigorously.
  But,suddenly,Caravanraisedhimselfup,withhisthinhairindisorder,and,lookingveryuglyinhisgrief,said:
  "But——areyousure,doctor?Areyouquitesure?"
  Thedoctorstoopedoverthebody,and,handlingitwithprofessionaldexterity,asashopkeepermightdo,whenshowingoffhisgoods,hesaid:
  "See,mydearfriend,lookathereye."
  Heraisedtheeyelid,andtheoldwoman’seyeappearedaltogetherunaltered,unless,perhaps,thepupilwasratherlarger,andCaravanfeltasevereshockatthesight.ThenMonsieurChenettookherthinarm,forcedthefingersopen,andsaid,angrily,asifhehadbeencontradicted:
  "Justlookatherhand;Inevermakeamistake,youmaybequitesureofthat."
  Caravanfellonthebed,andalmostbellowed,whilehiswife,stillwhimpering,didwhatwasnecessary.
  Shebroughtthenight—table,onwhichshespreadatowelandplacedfourwaxcandlesonit,whichshelighted;thenshetookasprigofbox,whichwashangingoverthechimneyglass,andputitbetweenthefourcandles,inaplate,whichshefilledwithcleanwater,asshehadnoholywater.
  But,afteramoment’srapidreflection,shethrewapinchofsaltintothewater,nodoubtthinkingshewasperformingsomesortofactofconsecrationbydoingthat,andwhenshehadfinished,sheremainedstandingmotionless,andthedoctor,whohadbeenhelpingher,whisperedtoher:
  "WemusttakeCaravanaway."
  Shenoddedassent,and,goinguptoherhusband,whowasstillonhisknees,sobbing,sheraisedhimupbyonearm,whileChenettookhimbytheother.
  Theyputhimintoachair,andhiswifekissedhisforehead,andthenbegantolecturehim.Chenetenforcedherwordsandpreachedfirmness,courage,andresignation——theverythingswhicharealwayswantinginsuchoverwhelmingmisfortunes——andthenbothofthemtookhimbythearmsagainandledhimout.
  Hewascryinglikeagreatchild,withconvulsivesobs;hisarmshangingdown,andhislegsweak,andhewentdownstairswithoutknowingwhathewasdoing,andmovinghisfeetmechanically.Theyputhimintothechairwhichhealwaysoccupiedatdinner,infrontofhisemptysoupplate.
  Andtherehesat,withoutmoving,hiseyesfixedonhisglass,andsostupefiedwithgrief,thathecouldnoteventhink.
  Inacorner,MadameCaravanwastalkingwiththedoctorandaskingwhatthenecessaryformalitieswere,asshewantedtoobtainpracticalinformation.Atlast,MonsieurChenet,whoappearedtobewaitingforsomething,tookuphishatandpreparedtogo,sayingthathehadnotdinedyet;whereuponsheexclaimed:
  "What!youhavenotdined?Why,stayhere,doctor;don’tgo.Youshallhavewhateverwehave,for,ofcourse,youunderstandthatwedonotfaresumptuously."Hemadeexcusesandrefused,butshepersisted,andsaid:
  "Youreallymuststay;attimeslikethis,peopleliketohavefriendsnearthem,and,besidesthat,perhapsyouwillbeabletopersuademyhusbandtotakesomenourishment;hemustkeepuphisstrength."
  Thedoctorbowed,and,puttingdownhishat,hesaid:
  "Inthatcase,Iwillacceptyourinvitation,madame."
  ShegaveRosalie,whoseemedtohavelostherhead,someorders,andthensatdown,"topretendtoeat,"asshesaid,"tokeepthedoctorcompany."
  Thesoupwasbroughtinagain,andMonsieurChenettooktwohelpings.
  Thentherecameadishoftripe,whichexhaledasmellofonions,andwhichMadameCaravanmadeuphermindtotaste.
  "Itisexcellent,"thedoctorsaid,atwhichshesmiled,and,turningtoherhusband,shesaid:
  "Dotakealittle,mypoorAlfred,onlyjusttoputsomethinginyourstomach.Rememberthatyouhavegottopassthenightwatchingbyher!"
  Heheldouthisplate,docilely,justashewouldhavegonetobed,ifhehadbeentoldto,obeyingherineverything,withoutresistanceandwithoutreflection,andheate;thedoctorhelpedhimselfthreetimes,whileMadameCaravan,fromtimetotime,fishedoutalargepieceattheendofherfork,andswalloweditwithasortofstudiedindifference.
  Whenasaladbowlfullofmacaroniwasbroughtin,thedoctorsaid:
  "ByJove!ThatiswhatIamveryfondof."Andthistime,MadameCaravanhelpedeverybody.Sheevenfilledthesaucersthatwerebeingscrapedbythechildren,who,beinglefttothemselves,hadbeendrinkingwinewithoutanywater,andwerenowkickingeachotherunderthetable.
  ChenetrememberedthatRossini,thecomposer,hadbeenveryfondofthatItaliandish,andsuddenlyheexclaimed:
  "Why!thatrhymes,andonecouldbeginsomelineslikethis:
  TheMaestroRossiniWasfondofmacaroni."
  Nobodylistenedtohim,however.MadameCaravan,whohadsuddenlygrownthoughtful,wasthinkingofalltheprobableconsequencesoftheevent,whileherhusbandmadebreadpellets,whichheputonthetable—cloth,andlookedatwithafixed,idioticstare.Ashewasdevouredbythirst,hewascontinuallyraisinghisglassfullofwinetohislips,andtheconsequencewasthathismind,whichhadbeenupsetbytheshockandgrief,seemedtobecomevague,andhisideasdancedaboutasdigestioncommenced.
  Thedoctor,who,meanwhile,hadbeendrinkingawaysteadily,wasgettingvisiblydrunk,andMadameCaravanherselffeltthereactionwhichfollowsallnervousshocks,andwasagitatedandexcited,and,althoughshehaddrunknothingbutwater,herheadfeltratherconfused.
  Presently,Chenetbegantorelatestoriesofdeaththatappearedcomicaltohim.ForinthatsuburbofParis,thatisfullofpeoplefromtheprovinces,onefindsthatindifferencetowardsdeathwhichallpeasantsshow,wereiteventheirownfatherormother;thatwantofrespect,thatunconsciousbrutalitywhichissocommoninthecountry,andsorareinParis,andhesaid:
  "Why,IwassentforlastweektotheRueduPuteaux,andwhenIwent,I
  foundthepatientdeadandthewholefamilycalmlysittingbesidethebedfinishingabottleofaniseedcordial,whichhadbeenboughtthenightbeforetosatisfythedyingman’sfancy."
  ButMadameCaravanwasnotlistening;shewascontinuallythinkingoftheinheritance,andCaravanwasincapableofunderstandinganythingfurther.
  Coffeewaspresentlyserved,andithadbeenmadeverystrongtogivethemcourage.Aseverycupwaswellflavoredwithcognac,itmadealltheirfacesred,andconfusedtheirideasstillmore.Tomakemattersstillworse,Chenetsuddenlyseizedthebrandybottleandpouredout"adropforeachofthemjusttowashtheirmouthsoutwith,"ashetermedit,andthen,withoutspeakinganymore,overcomeinspiteofthemselves,bythatfeelingofanimalcomfortwhichalcoholaffordsafterdinner,theyslowlysippedthesweetcognac,whichformedayellowishsyrupatthebottomoftheircups.
  Thechildrenhadfallenasleep,andRosaliecarriedthemofftobed.
  Caravan,mechanicallyobeyingthatwishtoforgetoneselfwhichpossessesallunhappypersons,helpedhimselftobrandyagainseveraltimes,andhisdulleyesgrewbright.Atlastthedoctorrosetogo,andseizinghisfriend’sarm,hesaid:
  "Comewithme;alittlefreshairwilldoyougood.Whenoneisintrouble,onemustnotremaininonespot."
  Theotherobeyedmechanically,putonhishat,tookhisstick,andwentout,andbothofthemwalkedarm—in—armtowardstheSeine,inthestarlightnight.
  Theairwaswarmandsweet,forallthegardensintheneighborhoodwerefullofflowersatthisseasonoftheyear,andtheirfragrance,whichisscarcelyperceptibleduringtheday,seemedtoawakenattheapproachofnight,andmingledwiththelightbreezeswhichblewupontheminthedarkness.
  Thebroadavenuewithitstworowsofgaslamps,thatextendedasfarastheArcdeTriomphe,wasdesertedandsilent,buttherewasthedistantroarofParis,whichseemedtohaveareddishvaporhangingoverit.
  Itwasakindofcontinualrumbling,whichwasattimesansweredbythewhistleofatraininthedistance,travellingatfullspeedtotheocean,throughtheprovinces.
  Thefreshaironthefacesofthetwomenratherovercamethematfirst,madethedoctorlosehisequilibriumalittle,andincreasedCaravan’sgiddiness,fromwhichhehadsufferedsincedinner.Hewalkedasifhewereinadream;histhoughtswereparalyzed,althoughhefeltnogreatgrief,forhewasinastateofmentaltorporthatpreventedhimfromsuffering,andheevenfeltasenseofreliefwhichwasincreasedbythemildnessofthenight.