首页 >出版文学> Original Short Stories>第36章
  Insidethereareruinedhalls,crumblingstairways,unknowncavities,dungeons,wallscutthroughinthemiddle,vaultedroofshelduponeknowsnothow,andamassofstonesandcrevices,overgrownwithgrass,whereanimalsglideinandout.
  Iwasexploringthisruinalone.
  SuddenlyIperceivedbehindabitofwallabeing,akindofphantom,likethespiritofthisancientandcrumblinghabitation.
  Iwastakenabackwithsurprise,almostwithfear,whenIrecognizedtheoldladywhomIhadseentwice.
  Shewasweeping,withbigtearsinhereyes,andheldherhandkerchiefinherhand.
  Iturnedaroundtogoaway,whenshespoketome,apparentlyashamedtohavebeensurprisedinhergrief.
  "Yes,monsieur,Iamcrying.Thatdoesnothappenoftentome."
  "Pardonme,madame,forhavingdisturbedyou,"Istammered,confused,notknowingwhattosay."Somemisfortunehasdoubtlesscometoyou."
  "Yes.No——Iamlikealostdog,"shemurmured,andbegantosob,withherhandkerchiefoverhereyes.
  Movedbythesecontagioustears,Itookherhand,tryingtocalmher.
  Thenbrusquelyshetoldmeherhistory,asifnolongerablytobearhergriefalone.
  "Oh!Oh!Monsieur——ifyouknew——thesorrowinwhichIlive——inwhatsorrow.
  "OnceIwashappy.Ihaveahousedownthere——ahome.Icannotgobacktoitanymore;Ishallnevergobacktoitagain,itistoohardtobear.
  "Ihaveason.Itishe!itishe!Childrendon’tknow.Oh,onehassuchashorttimetolive!IfIshouldseehimnowIshouldperhapsnotrecognizehim.HowIlovedhim?HowIlovedhim!Evenbeforehewasborn,whenIfelthimmove.Andafterthat!HowIhavekissedandcaressedandcherishedhim!IfyouknewhowmanynightsIhavepassedinwatchinghimsleep,andhowmanyinthinkingofhim.Iwascrazyabouthim.Whenhewaseightyearsoldhisfathersenthimtoboarding—school.
  Thatwastheend.Henolongerbelongedtome.Oh,heavens!HecametoseemeeverySunday.Thatwasall!
  "HewenttocollegeinParis.Thenhecameonlyfourtimesayear,andeverytimeIwasastonishedtoseehowhehadchanged,tofindhimtallerwithouthavingseenhimgrow.Theystolehischildhoodfromme,hisconfidence,andhislovewhichotherwisewouldnothavegoneawayfromme;theystolemyjoyinseeinghimgrow,inseeinghimbecomealittleman.
  "Isawhimfourtimesayear.Thinkofit!Andateveryoneofhisvisitshisbody,hiseye,hismovements,hisvoicehislaugh,werenolongerthesame,werenolongermine.Allthesethingschangesoquicklyinachild;anditissosadifoneisnottheretoseethemchange;onenolongerrecognizeshim.
  "Oneyearhecamewithdownonhischeek!He!myson!Iwasdumfounded——wouldyoubelieveit?Ihardlydaredtokisshim.Wasitreallyhe,mylittle,littlecurlyheadofold,mydear;dearchild,whomIhadheldinhisdiapersormyknee,andwhohadnursedatmybreastwithhislittlegreedylips——wasithe,thistall,brownboy,whonolongerknewhowtokissme,whoseemedtolovemeasamatterofduty,whocalledme’mother’forthesakeofpoliteness,andwhokissedmeontheforehead,whenIfeltlikecrushinghiminmyarms?
  "Myhusbanddied.Thenmyparents,andthenmytwosisters.WhenDeathentersahouseitseemsasifhewerehurryingtodohisutmost,soasnottohavetoreturnforalongtimeafterthat.Hesparesonlyoneortwotomourntheothers.
  "Iremainedalone.Mytallsonwasthenstudyinglaw.Iwashopingtoliveanddienearhim,andIwenttohimsothatwecouldlivetogether.
  Buthehadfallenintothewaysofyoungmen,andhegavemetounderstandthatIwasinhisway.SoIleft.Iwaswrongindoingso,butIsufferedtoomuchinfeelingmyselfinhisway,I,hismother!AndIcamebackhome.
  "Ihardlyeversawhimagain.
  ’Hemarried.Whatajoy!Atlastweshouldbetogetherforgood.
  Ishouldhavegrandchildren.HiswifewasanEnglishwoman,whotookadisliketome.Why?PerhapsshethoughtthatIlovedhimtoomuch.
  "AgainIwasobligedtogoaway.AndIwasalone.Yes,monsieur.
  "ThenhewenttoEngland,tolivewiththem,withhiswife’sparents.
  Doyouunderstand?Theyhavehim——theyhavemysonforthemselves.
  Theyhavestolenhimfromme.Hewritestomeonceamonth.Atfirsthecametoseeme.Butnowhenolongercomes.
  "ItisnowfouryearssinceIsawhimlast.Hisfacethenwaswrinkledandhishairwhite.Wasthatpossible?Thisman,myson,almostanoldman?Mylittlerosychildofold?NodoubtIshallneverseehimagain.
  "AndsoItravelaboutalltheyear.Igoeastandwest,asyousee,withnocompanion.
  "Iamlikealostdog.Adieu,monsieur!don’tstayherewithmeforithurtsmetohavetoldyouallthis."
  Iwentdownthehill,andonturningroundtoglanceback,Isawtheoldwomanstandingonabrokenwall,lookingoutuponthemountains,thelongvalleyandLakeChamboninthedistance.
  Andherskirtandthequeerlittleshawlwhichsheworearoundherthinshoulderswereflutteringtikeaflaginthewind.
  MADEMOISELLECOCOTTE
  WewerejustleavingtheasylumwhenIsawatall,thinmaninacornerofthecourtwhokeptoncallinganimaginarydog.Hewascryinginasoft,tendervoice:"Cocotte!Comehere,Cocotte,mybeauty!"andslappinghisthighasonedoeswhencallingananimal.Iaskedthephysician,"Whoisthatman?"Heanswered:"Oh!heisnotatallinteresting.HeisacoachmannamedFrancois,whobecameinsaneafterdrowninghisdog."
  Iinsisted:"Tellmehisstory.Themostsimpleandhumblethingsaresometimesthosewhichtouchourheartsmostdeeply."
  Hereisthisman’sadventure,whichwasobtainedfromafriendofhis,agroom:
  TherewasafamilyofrichbourgeoiswholivedinasuburbofParis.
  Theyhadavillainthemiddleofapark,attheedgeoftheSeine.
  TheircoachmanwasthisFrancois,acountryfellow,somewhatdull,kind—
  hearted,simpleandeasytodeceive.
  Oneevening,ashewasreturninghome,adogbegantofollowhim.Atfirsthepaidnoattentiontoit,butthecreature’sobstinacyatlastmadehimturnround.Helookedtoseeifheknewthisdog.No,hehadneverseenit.Itwasafemaledogandfrightfullythin.Shewastrottingbehindhimwithamournfulandfamishedlook,hertailbetweenherlegs,herearsflattenedagainstherheadandstoppingandstartingwheneverhedid.
  Hetriedtochasethisskeletonawayandcried:
  "Runalong!Getout!Kss!kss!"Sheretreatedafewsteps,thensatdownandwaited.Andwhenthecoachmanstartedtowalkagainshefollowedalongbehindhim.
  Hepretendedtopickupsomestones.Theanimalranalittlefartheraway,butcamebackagainassoonastheman’sbackwasturned.
  ThenthecoachmanFrancoistookpityonthebeastandcalledher.Thedogapproachedtimidly.Themanpattedherprotrudingribs,movedbythebeast’smisery,andhecried:"Come!comehere!"Immediatelyshebegantowaghertail,and,feelingherselftakenin,adopted,shebegantorunalongaheadofhernewmaster.
  Hemadeherabedonthestrawinthestable,thenherantothekitchenforsomebread.Whenshehadeatenallshecouldshecurledupandwenttosleep.
  Whenhisemployersheardofthisthenextdaytheyallowedthecoachmantokeeptheanimal.Itwasagoodbeast,caressingandfaithful,intelligentandgentle.
  NeverthelessFrancoisadoredCocotte,andhekeptrepeating:"Thatbeastishuman.Sheonlylacksspeech."
  Hehadamagnificentredleathercollarmadeforherwhichborethesewordsengravedonacopperplate:"MademoiselleCocotte,belongingtothecoachmanFrancois."
  Shewasremarkablyprolificandfourtimesayearwouldgivebirthtoabatchoflittleanimalsbelongingtoeveryvarietyofthecaninerace.
  Francoiswouldpickoutonewhichhewouldleaveherandthenhewouldunmercifullythrowtheothersintotheriver.Butsoonthecookjoinedhercomplaintstothoseofthegardener.Shewouldfinddogsunderthestove,intheicebox,inthecoalbin,andtheywouldstealeverythingtheycameacross.
  Finallythemaster,tiredofcomplaints,impatientlyorderedFrancoistogetridofCocotte.Indespairthemantriedtogiveheraway.Nobodywantedher.Thenhedecidedtoloseher,andhegavehertoateamster,whowastodropherontheothersideofParis,nearJoinville—le—Pont.
  Cocottereturnedthesameday.Somedecisionhadtobetaken.FivefrancswasgiventoatrainconductortotakehertoHavre.Hewastodropherthere.
  Threedayslatershereturnedtothestable,thin,footsoreandtiredout.
  Themastertookpityonherandletherstay.Butotherdogswereattractedasbefore,andoneevening,whenabigdinnerpartywason,astuffedturkeywascarriedawaybyoneofthemrightunderthecook’snose,andshedidnotdaretostophim.
  ThistimethemastercompletelylosthistemperandsaidangrilytoFrancois:"Ifyoudon’tthrowthisbeastintothewaterbefore——to—morrowmorning,I’llputyouout,doyouhear?"
  Themanwasdumbfounded,andhereturnedtohisroomtopackhistrunk,preferringtoleavetheplace.Thenhebethoughthimselfthathecouldfindnoothersituationaslongashedraggedthisanimalaboutwithhim.
  Hethoughtofhisgoodposition,wherehewaswellpaidandwellfed,andhedecidedthatadogwasreallynotworthallthat.AtlasthedecidedtoridhimselfofCocotteatdaybreak.
  Hesleptbadly.Heroseatdawn,andtakingastrongrope,wenttogetthedog.Shestoodupslowly,shookherself,stretchedandcametowelcomehermaster.
  Thenhiscourageforsookhim,andhebegantopetheraffectionately,strokingherlongears,kissinghermuzzleandcallinghertendernames.
  Butaneighboringclockstrucksix.Hecouldnolongerhesitate.
  Heopenedthedoor,calling:"Come!"Thebeastwaggedhertail,understandingthatshewastobetakenout.
  Theyreachedthebeach,andhechoseaplacewherethewaterseemeddeep.
  Thenheknottedtheroperoundtheleathercollarandtiedaheavystonetotheotherend.HeseizedCocotteinhisarmsandkissedhermadly,asthoughheweretakingleaveofsomehumanbeing.Heheldhertohisbreast,rockedherandcalledher"mydearlittleCocotte,mysweetlittleCocotte,"andshegruntedwithpleasure.
  Tentimeshetriedtothrowherintothewaterandeachtimehelostcourage.
  Butsuddenlyhemadeuphismindandthrewherasfarfromhimashecould.Atfirstshetriedtoswim,asshedidwhenhegaveherabath,butherhead,draggeddownbythestone,keptgoingunder,andshelookedathermasterwithwild,humanglancesasshestruggledlikeadrowningperson.Thenthefrontpartofherbodysank,whileherhindlegswavedwildlyoutofthewater.Finallythosealsodisappeared.
  Then,forfiveminutes,bubblesrosetothesurfaceasthoughtheriverwereboiling,andFrancois,haggard,hisheartbeating,thoughtthathesawCocottestrugglinginthemud,and,withthesimplicityofapeasant,hekeptsayingtohimself:"Whatdoesthepoorbeastthinkofmenow?"
  Healmostlosthismind.Hewasillforamonthandeverynighthedreamedofhisdog.Hecouldfeelherlickinghishandsandhearherbarking.Itwasnecessarytocallinaphysician.Atlastherecovered,andtowardthe2ndofJunehisemployerstookhimtotheirestateatBiesard,nearRouen.
  ThereagainhewasneartheSeine.Hebegantotakebaths.Eachmorninghewouldgodownwiththegroomandtheywouldswimacrosstheriver.
  Oneday,astheyweredisportingthemselvesinthewater,Francoissuddenlycriedtohiscompanion:"Lookwhat’scoming!I’mgoingtogiveyouachop!"
  Itwasanenormous,swollencorpsethatwasfloatingdownwithitsfeetstickingstraightupintheair.
  Francoisswamuptoit,stilljoking:"Whew!it’snotfresh.Whatacatch,oldman!Itisn’tthin,either!"Hekeptswimmingaboutatadistancefromtheanimalthatwasinastateofdecomposition.Then,suddenly,hewassilentandlookedatit:attentively.Thistimehecamenearenoughtotouch,it.Helookedfixedlyatthecollar,thenhestretchedouthisarm,seizedtheneck,swungthecorpseroundanddrewitupclosetohimandreadonthecopperwhichhadturnedgreenandwhichstillstucktothediscoloredleather:"MademoiselleCocotte,belongingtothecoachmanFrancois."
  Thedeaddoghadcomemorethanahundredmilestofinditsmaster.
  Heletoutafrightfulshriekandbegantoswimforthebeachwithallhismight,stillhowling;andassoonashetouchedlandheranawaywildly,starknaked,throughthecountry.Hewasinsane!
  THECORSICANBANDIT
  TheroadascendedgentlythroughtheforestofAitone.Thelargepinesformedasolemndomeaboveourheads,andthatmysterioussoundmadebythewindinthetreessoundedlikethenotesofanorgan.
  Afterwalkingforthreehours,therewasaclearing,andthenatintervalsanenormouspineumbrella,andthenwesuddenlycametotheedgeoftheforest,somehundredmetersbelow,thepassleadingtothewildvalleyofNiolo.
  Onthetwoprojectingheightswhichcommandedaviewofthispass,someoldtrees,grotesquelytwisted,seemedtohavemountedwithpainfulefforts,likescoutssentinadvanceofthemultitudeintherear.Whenweturnedround,wesawtheentireforeststretchedbeneathourfeet,likeagiganticbasinofverdure,inclosedbybarerockswhosesummitsseemedtoreachthesky.
  Weresumedourwalk,and,tenminuteslater,foundourselvesinthepass.
  ThenIbeheldaremarkablelandscape.Beyondanotherforeststretchedavalley,butavalleysuchasIhadneverseenbefore;asolitudeofstone,tenleagueslong,hollowedoutbetweentwohighmountains,withoutafieldoratreetobeseen.ThiswastheNiolovalley,thefatherlandofCorsicanliberty,theinaccessiblecitadel,fromwhichtheinvadershadneverbeenabletodriveoutthemountaineers.
  Mycompanionsaidtome:"Thisiswhereallourbanditshavetakenrefuge?"
  Erelongwewereatthefurtherendofthisgorge,sowild,soinconceivablybeautiful.
  Notabladeofgrass,notaplant—nothingbutgranite.Asfarasoureyescouldreach,wesawinfrontofusadesertofglitteringstone,heatedlikeanovenbyaburningsun,whichseemedtohangforthatverypurposerightabovethegorge.Whenweraisedoureyestowardsthecrests,westooddazzledandstupefiedbywhatwesaw.Theylookedlikeafestoonofcoral;allthesummitsareofporphyry;andtheskyoverheadwasviolet,purple,tingedwiththecoloringofthesestrangemountains.
  Lowerdown,thegranitewasofscintillatinggray,andseemedgroundtopowderbeneathourfeet.Atourright,alongalongandirregularcourse,roaredatumultuoustorrent.Andwestaggeredalongunderthisheat,inthislight,inthisburning,arid,desolatevalleycutbythistorrentofturbulentwaterwhichseemedtobeeverhurryingonward,withoutfertilizingtherocks,lostinthisfurnacewhichgreedilydrankitupwithoutbeingsaturatedorrefreshedbyit.
  But,suddenly,therewasvisibleatourrightalittlewoodencrosssunkinalittleheapofstones.Amanhadbeenkilledthere;andIsaidtomycompanion.
  "Tellmeaboutyourbandits."
  Hereplied:
  "Iknewthemostcelebratedofthem,theterribleSt.Lucia.Iwilltellyouhishistory.
  "Hisfatherwaskilledinaquarrelbyayoungmanofthedistrict,itissaid;andSt.Luciawasleftalonewithhissister.Hewasaweak,timidyouth,small,oftenill,withoutanyenergy.Hedidnotproclaimvengeanceagainsttheassassinofhisfather.Allhisrelativescametoseehim,andimploredofhimtoavengehisdeath;heremaineddeaftotheirmenacesandtheirsupplications.
  "Then,followingtheoldCorsicancustom,hissister,inherindignationcarriedawayhisblackclothes,inorderthathemightnotwearmourningforadeadmanwhohadnotbeenavenged.Hewasinsensibletoeventhisaffront,andratherthantakedownfromtherackhisfather’sgun,whichwasstillloaded,heshuthimselfup,notdaringtobravethelooksoftheyoungmenofthedistrict.
  "Heseemedtohaveevenforgottenthecrime,andlivedwithhissisterintheseclusionoftheirdwelling.
  But,oneday,themanwhowassuspectedofhavingcommittedthemurder,wasabouttogetmarried.St.Luciadidnotappeartobemovedbythisnews,but,outofsheerbravado,doubtless,thebridegroom,onhiswaytothechurch,passedbeforethehouseofthetwoorphans.
  "Thebrotherandthesister,attheirwindow,wereeatingfrijoles,whentheyoungmansawthebridalprocessiongoingby.Suddenlyhebegantotremble,rosetohisfeetwithoututteringaword,madethesignofthecross,tookthegunwhichwashangingoverthefireplace,andwentout.
  "Whenhespokeofthislateron,hesaid:’Idon’tknowwhatwasthematterwithme;itwaslikefireinmyblood;IfeltthatImustdoit,that,inspiteofeverything,Icouldnotresist,andIconcealedtheguninacaveontheroadtoCorte.
  "Anhourlater,hecameback,withnothinginhishand,andwithhishabitualairofsadweariness.Hissisterbelievedthattherewasnothingfurtherinhisthoughts.
  Butwhennightfellhedisappeared.
  "Hisenemyhad,thesameevening,torepairtoCorteonfoot,accompaniedbyhistwogroomsmen.
  "Hewaswalkingalong,singingashewent,whenSt.Luciastoodbeforehim,andlookingstraightinthemurderer’sface,exclaimed:’Nowisthetime!’andshothimpoint—blankinthechest.
  "Oneofthemenfled;theotherstaredat,theyoungman,saying:
  "’Whathaveyoudone,St.Lucia?’andhewasabouttohastentoCorteforhelp,whenSt.Luciasaidinasterntone:
  "’Ifyoumoveanotherstep,I’llshootyouintheleg.’
  "Theother,awareofhistimidityhitherto,replied:’Youwouldnotdaretodoit!’andwashurryingoffwhenhefellinstantaneously,histhighshatteredbyabullet.
  "AndSt.Lucia,comingovertowherehelay,said:
  "’Iamgoingtolookatyourwound;ifitisnotserious,I’llleaveyouthere;ifitismortalI’llfinishyouoff."
  "Heinspectedthewound,considereditmortal,andslowlyreloadinghisgun,toldthewoundedmantosayaprayer,andshothimthroughthehead.
  "Nextdayhewasinthemountains.
  "AnddoyouknowwhatthisSt.Luciadidafterthis?
  "Allhisfamilywerearrestedbythegendarmes.Hisuncle,thecure,whowassuspectedofhavingincitedhimtothisdeedofvengeance,washimselfputinprison,andaccusedbythedeadman’srelatives.Butheescaped,tookaguninhisturn,andwenttojoinhisnephewinthebrush.
  "Next,St.Luciakilled,oneaftertheother,hisuncle’saccusers,andtoreouttheireyestoteachtheothersnevertostatewhattheyhadseenwiththeireyes.
  "Hekilledalltherelatives,alltheconnectionsofhisenemy’sfamily.
  Heslewduringhislifefourteengendarmes,burneddownthehousesofhisadversaries,andwas,uptothedayofhisdeath,themostterribleofallthebanditswhosememorywehavepreserved."
  ThesundisappearedbehindMonteCintoandthetallshadowofthegranitemountainwenttosleeponthegraniteofthevalley.WequickenedourpaceinordertoreachbeforenightthelittlevillageofAlbertaccio,nothingbutapileofstonesweldedintothestoneflanksofawildgorge.AndIsaidasIthoughtofthebandit:
  "Whataterriblecustomyourvendettais!"
  Mycompanionansweredwithanairofresignation:
  "Whatwouldyouhave?Amanmustdohisduty!"
  THEGRAVE
  TheseventeenthofJuly,onethousandeighthundredandeighty—three,athalf—pasttwointhemorning,thewatchmaninthecemeteryofBesiers,wholivedinasmallcottageontheedgeofthisfieldofthedead,wasawakenedbythebarkingofhisdog,whichwasshutupinthekitchen.
  Goingdownquickly,hesawtheanimalsniffingatthecrackofthedoorandbarkingfuriously,asifsometramphadbeensneakingaboutthehouse.Thekeeper,Vincent,thereforetookhisgunandwentout.
  Hisdog,precedinghim,atonceraninthedirectionoftheAvenueGeneralBonnet,stoppingshortatthemonumentofMadameTomoiseau.
  Thekeeper,advancingcautiously,soonsawafaintlightonthesideoftheAvenueMalenvers,andstealinginamongthegraves,hecameuponahorribleactofprofanation.
  Amanhaddugupthecoffinofayoungwomanwhohadbeenburiedtheeveningbeforeandwasdraggingthecorpseoutofit.
  Asmalldarklantern,standingonapileofearth,lightedupthishideousscene.
  Vincentspranguponthewretch,threwhimtotheground,boundhishandsandtookhimtothepolicestation.
  Itwasayoung,wealthyandrespectedlawyerintown,namedCourbataille.
  Hewasbroughtintocourt.ThepublicprosecutoropenedthecasebyreferringtothemonstrousdeedsoftheSergeantBertrand.
  Awaveofindignationsweptoverthecourtroom.Whenthemagistratesatdownthecrowdassembledcried:"Death!death!"Withdifficultythepresidingjudgeestablishedsilence.
  Thenhesaidgravely:
  "Defendant,whathaveyoutosayinyourdefense?"
  Courbataille,whohadrefusedcounsel,rose.Hewasahandsomefellow,tall,brown,withafrankface,energeticmannerandafearlesseye.
  Payingnoattentiontothewhistlingsintheroom,hebegantospeakinavoicethatwaslowandveiledatfirst,butthatgrewmorefirmasheproceeded.
  "MonsieurlePresident,gentlemenofthejury:Ihaveverylittletosay.
  ThewomanwhosegraveIviolatedwasmysweetheart.Ilovedher.
  "Ilovedher,notwithasensualloveandnotwithmeretendernessofheartandsoul,butwithanabsolute,completelove,withanoverpoweringpassion.
  "Hearme:
  "WhenImetherforthefirsttimeIfeltastrangesensation.Itwasnotastonishmentnoradmiration,noryetthatwhichiscalledloveatfirstsight,butafeelingofdeliciouswell—being,asifIhadbeenplungedintoawarmbath.Hergesturesseducedme,hervoiceenchantedme,anditwaswithinfinitepleasurethatIlookeduponherperson.
  ItseemedtomeasifIhadseenherbeforeandasifIhadknownheralongtime.Shehadwithinhersomethingofmyspirit.
  "Sheseemedtomelikeananswertoacryutteredbymysoul,tothatvagueandunceasingcrywithwhichwecalluponHopeduringourwholelife.
  "WhenIknewheralittlebetter,themerethoughtofseeingheragainfilledmewithexquisiteandprofounduneasiness;thetouchofherhandinminewasmoredelightfultomethananythingthatIhadimagined;hersmilefilledmewithamadjoy,withthedesiretorun,todance,toflingmyselfupontheground.
  "Sowebecamelovers.
  "Yes,morethanthat:shewasmyverylife.Ilookedfornothingfurtheronearth,andhadnofurtherdesires.Ilongedfornothingfurther.
  "Oneevening,whenwehadgoneonasomewhatlongwalkbytheriver,wewereovertakenbytherain,andshecaughtcold.Itdevelopedintopneumoniathenextday,andaweeklatershewasdead.
  "Duringthehoursofhersufferingastonishmentandconsternationpreventedmyunderstandingandreflectinguponit,butwhenshewasdeadIwassooverwhelmedbyblankdespairthatIhadnothoughtsleft.
  Iwept.
  "Duringallthehorribledetailsoftheintermentmykeenandwildgriefwaslikeamadness,akindofsensual,physicalgrief.
  "Thenwhenshewasgone,whenshewasundertheearth,mymindatoncefounditselfagain,andIpassedthroughaseriesofmoralsufferingssoterriblethateventheloveshehadvouchsafedtomewasdearatthatprice.
  "Thenthefixedideacametome:Ishallnotseeheragain.
  "Whenonedwellsonthisthoughtforawholedayonefeelsasifheweregoingmad.Justthinkofit!Thereisawomanwhomyouadore,auniquewoman,forinthewholeuniversethereisnotasecondonelikeher.
  ThiswomanhasgivenherselftoyouandhascreatedwithyouthemysteriousunionthatiscalledLove.Hereyeseemstoyoumorevastthanspace,morecharmingthantheworld,thatcleareyesmilingwithhertenderness.Thiswomanlovesyou.Whenshespeakstoyouhervoicefloodsyouwithjoy.
  "Andsuddenlyshedisappears!Thinkofit!Shedisappears,notonlyforyou,butforever.Sheisdead.Doyouunderstandwhatthatmeans?
  Never,never,never,notanywherewillsheexistanymore.Nevermorewillthateyelookuponanythingagain;nevermorewillthatvoice,noranyvoicelikeit,utterawordinthesamewayassheutteredit.
  "Nevermorewillafacebebornthatislikehers.Never,never!Themoldsofstatuesarekept;castsarekeptbywhichonecanmakeobjectswiththesameoutlinesandforms.Butthatonebodyandthatonefacewillnevermorebebornagainupontheearth.Andyetmillionsandmillionsofcreatureswillbeborn,andmorethanthat,andthisonewomanwillnotreappearamongallthewomenofthefuture.Isitpossible?Itdrivesonemadtothinkofit.
  "Shelivedfortwenty—years,notmore,andshehasdisappearedforever,forever,forever!Shethought,shesmiled,shelovedme.Andnownothing!Thefliesthatdieintheautumnareasmuchasweareinthisworld.Andnownothing!AndIthoughtthatherbody,herfreshbody,sowarm,sosweet,sowhite,solovely,wouldrotdownthereinthatboxundertheearth.Andhersoul,herthought,herlove——whereisit?
  "Nottoseeheragain!Theideaofthisdecomposingbody,thatImightyetrecognize,hauntedme.Iwantedtolookatitoncemore.
  "Iwentoutwithaspade,alanternandahammer;IjumpedoverthecemeterywallandIfoundthegrave,whichhadnotyetbeenclosedentirely;Iuncoveredthecoffinandtookupaboard.Anabominableodor,thestenchofputrefaction,greetedmynostrils.Oh,herbedperfumedwithorris!
  "YetIopenedthecoffin,and,holdingmylightedlanterndownintoitI
  sawher.Herfacewasblue,swollen,frightful.Ablackliquidhadoozedoutofhermouth.
  "She!Thatwasshe!Horrorseizedme.ButIstretchedoutmyarmtodrawthismonstrousfacetowardme.AndthenIwascaught.
  "AllnightIhaveretainedthefoulodorofthisputridbody,theodorofmywellbeloved,asoneretainstheperfumeofawomanafteraloveembrace.
  "Dowithmewhatyouwill."
  Astrangesilenceseemedtooppresstheroom.Theyseemedtobewaitingforsomethingmore.Thejuryretiredtodeliberate.
  Whentheycamebackafewminuteslatertheaccusedshowednofearanddidnotevenseemtothink.
  Thepresidentannouncedwiththeusualformalitiesthathisjudgesdeclaredhimtobenotguilty.
  Hedidnotmoveandtheroomapplauded.
  TheGraveappearedinGilBlas,July29,1883,underthesignatureof"Maufrigneuse."
  EndOriginalShortStories,Vol.13.
  ByGuydeMaupassantVOLUMEXIII.
  OLDJUDAS
  THELITTLECASK
  BOITELLE
  AWIDOW
  THEENGLISHMENOFETRETAT
  MAGNETISM
  AFATHERSCONFESSION
  AMOTHEROFMONSTERS
  ANUNCOMFORTABLEBED
  APORTRAIT
  THEDRUNKARD
  THEWARDROBE
  THEMOUNTAINPOOL
  ACREMATION
  MISTI
  MADAMEHERMET
  THEMAGICCOUCH
  OLDJUDAS
  Thisentirestretchofcountrywasamazing;itwascharacterizedbyagrandeurthatwasalmostreligious,andyetithadanairofsinisterdesolation.
  Agreat,wildlake,filledwithstagnant,blackwater,inwhichthousandsofreedswerewavingtoandfro,layinthemidstofavastcircleofnakedhills,wherenothinggrewbutbroom,orhereandthereanoakcuriouslytwistedbythewind.
  Justonehousestoodonthebanksofthatdarklake,asmall,lowhouseinhabitedbyUncleJoseph,anoldboatman,wholivedonwhathecouldmakebyhisfishing.Onceaweekhecarriedthefishhecaughtintothesurroundingvillages,returningwiththefewprovisionsthatheneededforhissustenance.
  Iwenttoseethisoldhermit,whoofferedtotakemewithhimtohisnets,andIaccepted.
  Hisboatwasold,worm—eatenandclumsy,andtheskinnyoldmanrowedwithagentleandmonotonousstrokethatwassoothingtothesoul,alreadyoppressedbythesadnessofthelandroundabout.
  ItseemedtomeasifIweretransportedtooldentimes,inthemidstofthatancientcountry,inthatprimitiveboat,whichwaspropelledbyamanofanotherage.
  Hetookuphisnetsandthrewthefishintothebottomoftheboat,asthefishermenoftheBiblemighthavedone.Thenhetookmedowntotheendofthelake,whereIsuddenlyperceivedaruinontheothersideofthebankadilapidatedhut,withanenormousredcrossonthewallthatlookedasifitmighthavebeentracedwithblood,asitgleamedinthelastraysofthesettingsun.
  "Whatisthat?"Iasked.
  "ThatiswhereJudasdied,"themanreplied,crossinghimself.
  Iwasnotsurprised,beingalmostpreparedforthisstrangeanswer.
  StillIasked:
  "Judas?WhatJudas?"
  "TheWanderingJew,monsieur,"headded.
  Iaskedhimtotellmethislegend.
  Butitwasbetterthanalegend,beingatruestory,andquitearecentone,sinceUncleJosephhadknowntheman.
  Thishuthadformerlybeenoccupiedbyalargewoman,akindofbeggar,wholivedonpubliccharity.
  UncleJosephdidnotrememberfromwhomshehadthishut.Oneeveninganoldmanwithawhitebeard,whoseemedtobeatleasttwohundredyearsold,andwhocouldhardlydraghimselfalong,askedalmsofthisforlornwoman,ashepassedherdwelling.
  "Sitdown,father,"shereplied;"everythingherebelongstoalltheworld,sinceitcomesfromalltheworld."
  Hesatdownonastonebeforethedoor.Hesharedthewoman’sbread,herbedofleaves,andherhouse.
  Hedidnotleaveheragain,forhehadcometotheendofhistravels.
  "ItwasOurLadytheVirginwhopermittedthis,monsieur,"Josephadded,"itbeingawomanwhohadopenedherdoortoaJudas,forthisoldvagabondwastheWanderingJew.Itwasnotknownatfirstinthecountry,butthepeoplesuspecteditverysoon,becausehewasalwayswalking;ithadbecomeasortofsecondnaturetohim."
  Andsuspicionhadbeenarousedbystillanotherthing.Thiswoman,whokeptthatstrangerwithher,wasthoughttobeaJewess,fornoonehadeverseenheratchurch.FortenmilesaroundnooneevercalledheranythingelsebuttheJewess.
  Whenthelittlecountrychildrensawhercometobegtheycriedout:
  "Mamma,mamma,hereistheJewess!"
  Theoldmanandshebegantogoouttogetherintotheneighboringdistricts,holdingouttheirhandsatallthedoors,stammeringsupplicationsintotheearsofallthepassers.Theycouldbeseenatallhoursoftheday,onby—paths,inthevillages,oragaineatingbread,sittinginthenoonheatundertheshadowofsomesolitarytree.
  AndthecountrypeoplebegantocallthebeggarOldJudas.
  Onedayhebroughthomeinhissacktwolittlelivepigs,whichafarmerhadgivenhimafterhehadcuredthefarmerofsomesickness.
  Soonhestoppedbegging,anddevotedhimselfentirelytohispigs.
  Hetookthemouttofeedbythelake,orunderisolatedoaks,orinthenear—byvalleys.Thewoman,however,wentaboutalldaybegging,butshealwayscamebacktohimintheevening.
  Healsodidnotgotochurch,andnooneeverhadseenhimcrosshimselfbeforethewaysidecrucifixes.Allthisgaverisetomuchgossip:
  Onenighthiscompanionwasattackedbyafeverandbegantotremblelikealeafinthewind.Hewenttothenearesttowntogetsomemedicine,andthenheshuthimselfupwithher,andwasnotseenforsixdays.
  Thepriest,havingheardthatthe"Jewess"wasabouttodie,cametooffertheconsolationofhisreligionandadministerthelastsacrament.
  WassheaJewess?Hedidnotknow.Butinanycase,hewishedtotrytosavehersoul.
  HardlyhadheknockedatthedoorwhenoldJudasappearedonthethreshold,breathinghard,hiseyesaflame,hislongbeardagitated,likeripplingwater,andhehurledblasphemiesinanunknownlanguage,extendinghisskinnyarmsinordertopreventthepriestfromentering.
  Thepriestattemptedtospeak,offeredhispurseandhisaid,buttheoldmankeptonabusinghim,makinggestureswithhishandsasifthrowing;
  stonesathim.
  Thenthepriestretired,followedbythecursesofthebeggar.
  ThecompanionofoldJudasdiedthefollowingday.Heburiedherhimself,infrontofherdoor.Theywerepeopleofsolittleaccountthatnoonetookanyinterestinthem.
  Thentheysawthemantakehispigsoutagaintothelakeandupthehillsides.Andhealsobeganbeggingagaintogetfood.Butthepeoplegavehimhardlyanything,astherewassomuchgossipabouthim.Everyoneknew,moreover,howhehadtreatedthepriest.
  Thenhedisappeared.ThatwasduringHolyWeek,butnoonepaidanyattentiontohim.
  ButonEasterSundaytheboysandgirlswhohadgonewalkingouttothelakeheardagreatnoiseinthehut.Thedoorwaslocked;buttheboysbrokeitin,andthetwopigsranout,jumpinglikegnats.Nooneeversawthemagain.
  Thewholecrowdwentin;theysawsomeoldragsonthefloor,thebeggar’shat,somebones,clotsofdriedbloodandbitsoffleshinthehollowsoftheskull.
  Hispigshaddevouredhim.
  "ThishappenedonGoodFriday,monsieur."Josephconcludedhisstory,"threehoursafternoon."
  "Howdoyouknowthat?"Iaskedhim.
  "Thereisnodoubtaboutthat,"hereplied.
  Ididnotattempttomakehimunderstandthatitcouldeasilyhappenthatthefamishedanimalshadeatentheirmaster,afterhehaddiedsuddenlyinhishut.
  Asforthecrossonthewall,ithadappearedonemorning,andnooneknewwhathandtraceditinthatstrangecolor.
  SincethennoonedoubtedanylongerthattheWanderingJewhaddiedonthisspot.
  Imyselfbelieveditforonehour.
  THELITTLECASK
  Hewasatallmanoffortyorthereabout,thisJulesChicot,theinnkeeperofSpreville,witharedfaceandaroundstomach,andsaidbythosewhoknewhimtobeasmartbusinessman.HestoppedhisbuggyinfrontofMotherMagloire’sfarmhouse,and,hitchingthehorsetothegatepost,wentinatthegate.
  Chicotownedsomelandadjoiningthatoftheoldwoman,whichhehadbeencovetingforalongwhile,andhadtriedinvaintobuyascoreoftimes,butshehadalwaysobstinatelyrefusedtopartwithit.
  "Iwasbornhere,andhereImeantodie,"wasallshesaid.
  Hefoundherpeelingpotatoesoutsidethefarmhousedoor.Shewasawomanofaboutseventy—two,verythin,shriveledandwrinkled,almostdriedupinfactandmuchbentbutasactiveanduntiringasagirl.
  Chicotpattedheronthebackinafriendlyfashionandthensatdownbyheronastool.
  "Wellmother,youarealwaysprettywellandhearty,Iamgladtosee."
  "Nothingtocomplainof,considering,thankyou.Andhowareyou,MonsieurChicot?"
  "Oh,prettywell,thankyou,exceptafewrheumaticpainsoccasionally;
  otherwiseIhavenothingtocomplainof."
  "Somuchthebetter."
  Andshesaidnomore,whileChicotwatchedhergoingonwithherwork.
  Hercrooked,knottedfingers,hardasalobster’sclaws,seizedthetubers,whichwerelyinginapail,asiftheyhadbeenapairofpincers,andshepeeledthemrapidly,cuttingofflongstripsofskinwithanoldknifewhichsheheldintheotherhand,throwingthepotatoesintothewaterastheyweredone.Threedaringfowlsjumpedoneaftertheotherintoherlap,seizedabitofpeelandthenranawayasfastastheirlegswouldcarrythemwithitintheirbeak.
  Chicotseemedembarrassed,anxious,withsomethingonthetipofhistonguewhichhecouldnotsay.Atlasthesaidhurriedly:
  "Listen,MotherMagloire——"
  "Well,whatisit?"
  "Youarequitesurethatyoudonotwanttosellyourland?"
  "Certainlynot;youmaymakeupyourmindtothat.WhatIhavesaidI
  havesaid,sodon’trefertoitagain."
  "Verywell;onlyIthinkIknowofanarrangementthatmightsuitusbothverywell."
  "Whatisit?"
  "Justthis.Youshallsellittomeandkeepitallthesame.Youdon’tunderstand?Verywell,thenfollowmeinwhatIamgoingtosay."
  Theoldwomanleftoffpeelingpotatoesandlookedattheinnkeeperattentivelyfromunderherheavyeyebrows,andhewenton:
  "Letmeexplainmyself.EverymonthIwillgiveyouahundredandfiftyfrancs.Youunderstandme!suppose!EverymonthIwillcomeandbringyouthirtycrowns,anditwillnotmaketheslightestdifferenceinyourlife——nottheveryslightest.Youwillhaveyourownhomejustasyouhavenow,neednottroubleyourselfaboutme,andwillowemenothing;
  allyouwillhavetodowillbetotakemymoney.Willthatarrangementsuityou?"
  Helookedathergood—humoredly,onemightalmosthavesaidbenevolently,andtheoldwomanreturnedhislooksdistrustfully,asifshesuspectedatrap,andsaid:
  "ItseemsallrightasfarasIamconcerned,butitwillnotgiveyouthefarm."
  "Nevermindaboutthat,"hesaid;"youmayremainhereaslongasitpleasesGodAlmightytoletyoulive;itwillbeyourhome.Onlyyouwillsignadeedbeforealawyermakingitovertome;afteryourdeath.
  Youhavenochildren,onlynephewsandniecesforwhomyoudon’tcareastraw.Willthatsuityou?Youwillkeepeverythingduringyourlife,andIwillgiveyouthethirtycrownsamonth.Itispuregainasfarasyouareconcerned."
  Theoldwomanwassurprised,ratheruneasy,but,nevertheless,verymuchtemptedtoagree,andanswered:
  "Idon’tsaythatIwillnotagreetoit,butImustthinkaboutit.
  Comebackinaweek,andwewilltalkitoveragain,andIwillthengiveyoumydefiniteanswer."
  AndChicotwentoffashappyasakingwhohadconqueredanempire.
  MotherMagloirewasthoughtful,anddidnotsleepatallthatnight;infact,forfourdaysshewasinafeverofhesitation.Shesuspectedthattherewassomethingunderneaththeofferwhichwasnottoheradvantage;
  butthenthethoughtofthirtycrownsamonth,ofallthosecoinsclinkinginherapron,fallingtoher,asitwere,fromtheskies,withoutherdoinganythingforit,arousedhercovetousness.
  Shewenttothenotaryandtoldhimaboutit.HeadvisedhertoacceptChicot’soffer,butsaidsheoughttoaskforanannuityoffiftyinsteadofthirty,asherfarmwasworthsixtythousandfrancsatthelowestcalculation.
  "Ifyouliveforfifteenyearslonger,"hesaid,"eventhenhewillonlyhavepaidforty—fivethousandfrancsforit."
  Theoldwomantrembledwithjoyatthisprospectofgettingfiftycrownsamonth,butshewasstillsuspicious,fearingsometrick,andsheremainedalongtimewiththelawyeraskingquestionswithoutbeingabletomakeuphermindtogo.Atlastshegavehiminstructionstodrawupthedeedandreturnedhomewithherheadinawhirl,justasifshehaddrunkfourjugsofnewcider.
  WhenChicotcameagaintoreceiveheranswershedeclared,afteralotofpersuading,thatshecouldnotmakeuphermindtoagreetohisproposal,thoughshewasallthetimetremblinglestheshouldnotconsenttogivethefiftycrowns,butatlast,whenhegrewurgent,shetoldhimwhatsheexpectedforherfarm.
  Helookedsurprisedanddisappointedandrefused.
  Then,inordertoconvincehim,shebegantotalkabouttheprobabledurationofherlife.
  "Iamcertainlynotlikelytolivemorethanfiveorsixyearslonger.
  Iamnearlyseventy—three,andfarfromstrong,evenconsideringmyage.
  TheothereveningIthoughtIwasgoingtodie,andcouldhardlymanagetocrawlintobed."
  ButChicotwasnotgoingtobetakenin.
  "Come,come,oldlady,youareasstrongasthechurchtower,andwilllivetillyouareahundredatleast;youwillnodoubtseemeputundergroundfirst."
  Thewholedaywasspentindiscussingthemoney,andastheoldwomanwouldnotgivein,theinnkeeperconsentedtogivethefiftycrowns,andsheinsisteduponhavingtencrownsoverandabovetostrikethebargain.
  Threeyearspassedandtheolddamedidnotseemtohavegrownadayolder.Chicotwasindespair,anditseemedtohimasifhehadbeenpayingthatannuityforfiftyyears,thathehadbeentakenin,done,ruined.Fromtimetotimehewenttoseetheoldlady,justasonegoesinJulytoseewhentheharvestislikelytobegin.Shealwaysmethimwithacunninglook,andonemighthavesupposedthatshewascongratulatingherselfonthetrickshehadplayedhim.Seeinghowwellandheartysheseemedheverysoongotintohisbuggyagain,growlingtohimself:
  "Willyouneverdie,youoldhag?"
  Hedidnotknowwhattodo,andhefeltinclinedtostrangleherwhenhesawher.Hehatedherwithaferocious,cunninghatred,thehatredofapeasantwhohasbeenrobbed,andbegantocastaboutforsomemeansofgettingridofher.
  Onedayhecametoseeheragain,rubbinghishandsashedidthefirsttimeheproposedthebargain,and,afterhavingchattedforafewminutes,hesaid:
  "WhydoyounevercomeandhaveabitofdinneratmyplacewhenyouareinSpreville?Thepeoplearetalkingaboutit,andsayingwearenotonfriendlyterms,andthatpainsme.Youknowitwillcostyounothingifyoucome,forIdon’tlookatthepriceofadinner.Comewheneveryoufeelinclined;Ishallbeverygladtoseeyou."
  OldMotherMagloiredidnotneedtobeaskedtwice,andthenextdaybutone,asshehadtogotothetowninanycase,itbeingmarketday,shelethermandrivehertoChicot’splace,wherethebuggywasputinthebarnwhileshewentintothehousetogetherdinner.
  Theinnkeeperwasdelightedandtreatedherlikealady,givingherroastfowl,blackpudding,legofmuttonandbaconandcabbage.Butsheatenexttonothing.Shehadalwaysbeenasmalleater,andhadgenerallylivedonalittlesoupandacrustofbreadandbutter.
  Chicotwasdisappointedandpressedhertoeatmore,butsherefused,andshewoulddrinklittle,anddeclinedcoffee,soheaskedher:
  "Butsurelyyouwilltakealittledropofbrandyorliqueur?"
  "Well,astothat,Idon’tknowthatIwillrefuse."Whereuponheshoutedout:
  "Rosalie,bringthesuperfinebrandy——thespecial——youknow."
  Theservantappeared,carryingalongbottleornamentedwithapapervine—leaf,andhefilledtwoliqueurglasses.
  "Justtrythat;youwillfinditfirstrate."
  Thegoodwomandrankitslowlyinsips,soastomakethepleasurelastallthelonger,andwhenshehadfinishedherglass,shesaid:
  "Yes,thatisfirstrate!"
  AlmostbeforeshehadsaiditChicothadpouredheroutanotherglassful.
  Shewishedtorefuse,butitwastoolate,andshedrankitveryslowly,asshehaddonethefirst,andheaskedhertohaveathird.Sheobjected,buthepersisted.
  "Itisasmildasmilk,youknow;Icandrinktenoradozenglasseswithoutanyilleffects;itgoesdownlikesugaranddoesnotgotothehead;onewouldthinkthatitevaporatedonthetongue:Itisthemostwholesomethingyoucandrink."
  Shetookit,forshereallyenjoyedit,butshelefthalftheglass.
  ThenChicot,inanexcessofgenerosity,said:
  "Lookhere,asitissomuchtoyourtaste,Iwillgiveyouasmallkegofit,justtoshowthatyouandIarestillexcellentfriends."Soshetookoneawaywithher,feelingslightlyovercomebytheeffectsofwhatshehaddrunk.
  Thenextdaytheinnkeeperdroveintoheryardandtookalittleiron—
  hoopedkegoutofhisgig.Heinsistedonhertastingthecontents,tomakesureitwasthesamedeliciousarticle,and,whentheyhadeachofthemdrunkthreemoreglasses,hesaidashewasgoingaway:
  "Well,youknowwhenitisallgonethereismoreleft;don’tbemodest,forIshallnotmind.ThesooneritisfinishedthebetterpleasedI
  shallbe."
  Fourdayslaterhecameagain.Theoldwomanwasoutsideherdoorcuttingupthebreadforhersoup.
  Hewentuptoherandputhisfaceclosetohers,sothathemightsmellherbreath;andwhenhesmeltthealcoholhefeltpleased.
  "IsupposeyouwillgivemeaglassoftheSpecial?"hesaid.Andtheyhadthreeglasseseach.
  Soon,however,itbegantobewhisperedabroadthatMotherMagloirewasinthehabitofgettingdrunkallbyherself.Shewaspickedupinherkitchen,theninheryard,thenintheroadsintheneighborhood,andshewasoftenbroughthomelikealog.
  Theinnkeeperdidnotgonearheranymore,and,whenpeoplespoketohimabouther,heusedtosay,puttingonadistressedlook:
  "Itisagreatpitythatsheshouldhavetakentodrinkatherage,butwhenpeoplegetoldthereisnoremedy.Itwillbethedeathofherinthelongrun."
  Anditcertainlywasthedeathofher.Shediedthenextwinter.AboutChristmastimeshefelldown,unconscious,inthesnow,andwasfounddeadthenextmorning.
  AndwhenChicotcameinforthefarm,hesaid:
  "Itwasverystupidofher;ifshehadnottakentodrinkshewouldprobablyhavelivedtenyearslonger."
  BOITELLE
  FatherBoitelle(Antoine)madeaspecialtyofundertakingdirtyjobsallthroughthecountryside.Whenevertherewasaditchoracesspooltobecleanedout,adunghillremoved,asewercleansed,oranydirtholewhatever,hewayalwaysemployedtodoit.
  Hewouldcomewiththeinstrumentsofhistrade,hissabotscoveredwithdirt,andsettowork,complainingincessantlyabouthisoccupation.
  Whenpeopleaskedhimthenwhyhedidthisloathsomework,hewouldreplyresignedly:
  "Faith,’tisformychildren,whomImustsupport.Thisbringsmeinmorethananythingelse:’
  Hehad,indeed,fourteenchildren.Ifanyoneaskedhimwhathadbecomeofthem,hewouldsaywithanairofindifference:
  "Thereareonlyeightofthemleftinthehouse.Oneisoutatserviceandfivearemarried."
  Whenthequestionerwantedtoknowwhethertheywerewellmarried,herepliedvivaciously:
  "Ididnotopposethem.Iopposedtheminnothing.Theymarriedjustastheypleased.Weshouldn’tgoagainstpeople’slikings,itturnsoutbadly.Iamanightscavengerbecausemyparentswentagainstmylikings.ButforthatIwouldhavebecomeaworkmanliketheothers."
  Hereisthewayhisparentshadthwartedhiminhislikings:
  HewasatthetimeasoldierstationedatHavre,notmorestupidthananother,orsharpereither,arathersimplefellow,however.Whenhewasnotonduty,hisgreatestpleasurewastowalkalongthequay,wherethebirddealerscongregate.Sometimesalone,sometimeswithasoldierfromhisownpartofthecountry,hewouldslowlysaunteralongbycagescontainingparrotswithgreenbacksandyellowheadsfromthebanksoftheAmazon,orparrotswithgraybacksandredheadsfromSenegal,orenormousmacaws,whichlooklikebirdsrearedinhot—houses,withtheirflower—likefeathers,theirplumesandtheirtufts.Parrotsofeverysize,whoseempaintedwithminutecarebytheminiaturist,GodAlmighty,andthelittlebirds,allthesmallerbirdshoppedabout,yellow,blueandvariegated,minglingtheircrieswiththenoiseofthequay;andaddingtothedincausedbyunloadingthevessels,aswellasbypassengersandvehicles,aviolentclamor,loud,shrillanddeafening,asiffromsomedistantforestofmonsters.
  Boitellewouldpause,withwonderingeyes,wide—openmouth,laughingandenraptured,showinghisteethtothecaptivecockatoos,whokeptnoddingtheirwhiteoryellowtopknotstowardtheglaringredofhisbreechesandthecopperbuckleofhisbelt.Whenhefoundabirdthatcouldtalkheputquestionstoit,andifithappenedatthetimetobedisposedtoreplyandtoholdaconversationwithhimhewouldcarryawayenoughamusementtolasthimtillevening.Healsofoundheapsofamusementinlookingatthemonkeys,andcouldconceivenogreaterluxuryforarichmanthantoowntheseanimalsasoneownscatsanddogs.Thiskindoftastefortheexotichehadinhisblood,aspeoplehaveatasteforthechase,orformedicine,orforthepriesthood.Hecouldnothelpreturningtothequayeverytimethegatesofthebarracksopened,drawntowarditbyanirresistiblelonging.
  Ononeoccasion,havingstoppedalmostinecstasybeforeanenormousmacaw,whichwasswellingoutitsplumes,bendingforwardandbridlingupagainasifmakingthecourtcurtseysofparrot—land,hesawthedoorofalittlecafeadjoiningthebirddealer’sshopopen,andayoungnegressappeared,wearingonherheadaredsilkhandkerchief.Shewassweepingintothestreetthecorksandsandoftheestablishment.
  Boitelle’sattentionwassoondividedbetweenthebirdandthewoman,andhereallycouldnottellwhichofthesetwobeingshecontemplatedwiththegreaterastonishmentanddelight.
  Thenegress,havingswepttherubbishintothestreet,raisedhereyes,and,inherturn,wasdazzledbythesoldier’suniform.Thereshestoodfacinghimwithherbroominherhandsasifshewerebringinghimarifle,whilethemacawcontinuedbowing.Butattheendofafewsecondsthesoldierbegantofeelembarrassedatthisattention,andhewalkedawayquietlysoasnottolookasifhewerebeatingaretreat.
  Buthecameback.AlmosteverydayhepassedbeforetheCafedesColonies,andoftenhecoulddistinguishthroughthewindowthefigureofthelittleblack—skinnedmaidserving"bocks"orglassesofbrandytothesailorsoftheport.Frequently,too,shewouldcomeouttothedooronseeinghim;soon,withoutevenhavingexchangedaword,theysmiledatoneanotherlikeacquaintances;andBoitellefelthishearttouchedwhenhesuddenlysaw,glitteringbetweenthedarklipsofthegirl,ashiningrowofwhiteteeth.Atlength,onedayheventuredtoenter,andwasquitesurprisedtofindthatshecouldspeakFrenchlikeeveryoneelse.
  Thebottleoflemonade,ofwhichshewasgoodenoughtoacceptaglassful,remainedinthesoldier’srecollectionmemorablydelicious,anditbecameacustomwithhimtocomeandabsorbinthislittletavernonthequayalltheagreeabledrinkswhichhecouldafford.
  Forhimitwasatreat,ahappiness,onwhichhisthoughtsdweltconstantly,towatchtheblackhandofthelittlemaidpouringsomethingintohisglasswhileherteethlaughedmorethanhereyes.Attheendoftwomonthstheybecamefastfriends,andBoitelle,afterhisfirstastonishmentatdiscoveringthatthisnegresshadasgoodprinciplesashonestFrenchgirls,thatsheexhibitedaregardforeconomy,industry,religionandgoodconduct,lovedhermoreonthataccount,andwassocharmedwithherthathewantedtomarryher.
  Hetoldherhisintentions,whichmadeherdancewithjoy.Shehadalsoalittlemoney,leftherby,afemaleoysterdealer,whohadpickedherupwhenshehadbeenleftonthequayatHavrebyanAmericancaptain.
  Thiscaptainhadfoundher,whenshewasonlyaboutsixyearsold,lyingonbalesofcottonintheholdofhisship,somehoursafterhisdeparturefromNewYork.OnhisarrivalinHavreheabandonedtothecareofthiscompassionateoysterdealerthelittleblackcreature,whohadbeenhiddenonboardhisvessel,heknewnotwhyorbywhom.
  Theoysterwomanhavingdied,theyoungnegressbecameaservantattheColonialTavern.
  AntoineBoitelleadded:"Thiswillbeallrightifmyparentsdon’topposeit.Iwillnevergoagainstthem,youunderstand,never!I’mgoingtosayawordortwotothemthefirsttimeIgobacktothecountry."
  Onthefollowingweek,infact,havingobtainedtwenty—fourhours’leave,hewenttoseehisfamily,whocultivatedalittlefarmatTourteville,nearYvetot.
  Hewaitedtillthemealwasfinished,thehourwhenthecoffeebaptizedwithbrandymakespeoplemoreopen—hearted,beforeinforminghisparentsthathehadfoundagirlwhosatisfiedhistastes,allhistastes,socompletelythattherecouldnotexistanyotherinalltheworldsoperfectlysuitedtohim.
  Theoldpeople,onhearingthis,immediatelyassumedacautiousmannerandwantedexplanations.Hehadconcealednothingfromthemexceptthecolorofherskin.
  Shewasaservant,withoutmuchmeans,butstrong,thrifty,clean,well—
  conductedandsensible.Allthesethingswerebetterthanmoneywouldbeinthehandsofabadhousewife.Moreover,shehadafewsous,leftherbyawomanwhohadrearedher,agoodnumberofsous,almostalittledowry,fifteenhundredfrancsinthesavingsbank.Theoldpeople,persuadedbyhistalk,andrelyingalsoontheirownjudgment,weregraduallyweakening,whenhecametothedelicatepoint.Laughinginratheraconstrainedfashion,hesaid:
  "There’sonlyonethingyoumaynotlike.Sheisnotawhiteslip."
  Theydidnotunderstand,andhehadtoexplainatsomelengthandverycautiously,toavoidshockingthem,thatshebelongedtotheduskyraceofwhichtheyhadonlyseensamplesinpicturesatEpinal.Thentheybecamerestless,perplexed,alarmed,asifhehadproposedaunionwiththedevil.
  Themothersaid:"Black?Howmuchofherisblack?Isthewholeofher?"
  Hereplied:"Certainly.Everywhere,justasyouarewhiteeverywhere."
  Thefatherinterposed:"Black?Isitasblackasthepot?"
  Thesonanswered:"Perhapsalittlelessthanthat.Sheisblack,butnotdisgustinglyblack.Thecure’scassockisblack,butitisnotuglierthanasurplicewhichiswhite."
  Thefathersaid:"Aretheremoreblackpeoplebesidesherinhercountry?"
  Andtheson,withanairofconviction,exclaimed:"Certainly!"
  Buttheoldmanshookhishead.
  "Thatmustbeunpleasant."
  Andtheson:
  "Itisn’tmoredisagreeablethananythingelsewhenyougetaccustomedtoit."
  Themotherasked:
  "Itdoesn’tsoiltheunderwearmorethanotherskins,thisblackskin?"
  "Notmorethanyourown,asitisherpropercolor."
  Then,aftermanyotherquestions,itwasagreedthattheparentsshouldseethisgirlbeforecoming;toanydecision,andthattheyoungfellow,whose,termofmilitaryservicewouldbeoverinamonth,shouldbringhertothehouseinorderthattheymightexamineheranddecidebytalkingthematteroverwhetherornotshewastoodarktoentertheBoitellefamily.
  AntoineaccordinglyannouncedthatonSunday,the22dofMay,thedayofhisdischarge,hewouldstartforTourtevillewithhissweetheart.
  Shehadputon,forthisjourneytothehouseofherlover’sparents,hermostbeautifulandmostgaudyclothes,inwhichyellow,redandblueweretheprevailingcolors,sothatshelookedasifshewereadornedforanationalfestival.
  Attheterminus,astheywereleavingHavre,peoplestaredather,andBoitellewasproudofgivinghisarmtoapersonwhocommandedsomuchattention.Then,inthethird—classcarriage,inwhichshetookaseatbyhisside,shearousedsomuchastonishmentamongthecountryfolksthatthepeopleintheadjoiningcompartmentsstoodupontheirbenchestolookatheroverthewoodenpartitionwhichdividesthecompartments.
  Achild,atsightofher,begantocrywithterror,anotherconcealedhisfaceinhismother’sapron.Everythingwentoffwell,however,uptotheirarrivalattheirdestination.ButwhenthetrainslackeneditsrateofmotionastheydrewnearYvetot,Antoinefelt:illatease,ashewouldhavedoneatareviewwhen;hedidnotknowhisdrillpractice.
  Then,ashe;leanedhisheadout,herecognizedinthedistance:hisfather,holdingthebridleofthehorseharnessedtoacarryall,andhismother,whohadcomeforwardtothegrating,behindwhichstoodthosewhowereexpectingfriends.
  Healightedfirst,gavehishandtohissweetheart,andholdinghimselferect,asifhewereescortingageneral,hewenttomeethisfamily.
  Themother,onseeingthisblackladyinvariegatedcostumeinherson’scompany,remainedsostupefiedthatshecouldnotopenhermouth;andthefatherfoundithardtoholdthehorse,whichtheengineorthenegresscausedtorearcontinuously.ButAntoine,suddenlyfilledwithunmixedjoyatseeingoncemoretheoldpeople,rushedforwardwithopenarms,embracedhismother,embracedhisfather,inspiteofthenag’sfright,andthenturningtowardhiscompanion,atwhomthepassengersontheplatformstoppedtostarewithamazement,heproceededtoexplain:
  "Heresheis!Itoldyouthat,atfirstsight,sheisnotattractive;
  butassoonasyouknowher,Icanassureyouthere’snotabettersortinthewholeworld.Saygood—morningtohersothatshemaynotfeelbadly."
  ThereuponMereBoitelle,almostfrightenedoutofherwits,madeasortofcurtsy,whilethefathertookoffhiscap,murmuring:
  "Iwishyougoodluck!"
  Then,withoutfurtherdelay,theyclimbedintothecarryall,thetwowomenattheback,onseatswhichmadethemjumpupanddownasthevehiclewentjoltingalongtheroad,andthetwomeninfrontonthefrontseat.
  Nobodyspoke.Antoine,illatease,whistledabarrack—roomair;hisfatherwhippedthenag;andhismother,fromwhereshesatinthecorner,keptcastingslyglancesatthenegress,whoseforeheadandcheekbonesshoneinthesunlightlikewell—polishedshoes.
  Wishingtobreaktheice,Antoineturnedround.
  "Well,"saidhe,"wedon’tseeminclinedtotalk."
  "Wemusthavetime,"repliedtheoldwoman.
  Hewenton:
  "Come!Tellusthelittlestoryaboutthathenofyoursthatlaideighteggs."
  Itwasafunnyanecdoteoflongstandinginthefamily.But,ashismotherstillremainedsilent,paralyzedbyheremotion,heundertookhimselftotellthestory,laughingashedidsoatthememorableincident.Thefather,whoknewitbyheartbrightenedattheopeningwordsofthenarrative;hiswifesoonfollowedhisexample;andthenegressherself,whenhereachedthedrollestpartofit,suddenlygaveventtoalaugh,suchaloud,rollingtorrentoflaughterthatthehorse,becomingexcited,brokeintoagallopforawhile.
  Thisservedtocementtheiracquaintance.Theyallbegantochat.
  Theyhadscarcelyreachedthehouseandhadallalighted,whenAntoineconductedhissweethearttoaroom,sothatshemighttakeoffherdress,toavoidstainingit,asshewasgoingtoprepareanicedish,intendedtowintheoldpeople’saffectionsthroughtheirstomachs.Hedrewhisparentsoutsidethehouse,and,withbeatingheart,asked:
  "Well,whatdoyousaynow?"
  Thefathersaidnothing.Themother,lesstimid,exclaimed:
  "Sheistooblack.No,indeed,thisistoomuchforme.Itturnsmyblood."
  "Youwillgetusedtoit,"saidAntoine.
  "Perhapsso,butnotatfirst."
  Theywentintothehouse,wherethegoodwomanwassomewhataffectedatthespectacleofthenegressengagedincooking.Sheatonceproceededtoassisther,withpetticoatstuckedup,activeinspiteofherage.
  Themealwasanexcellentone,verylong,veryenjoyable.Whentheyweretakingaturnafterdinner,Antoinetookhisfatheraside.
  "Well,dad,whatdoyousayaboutit?"
  Thepeasanttookcarenevertocompromisehimself.
  "Ihavenoopinionaboutit.Askyourmother."
  SoAntoinewentbacktohismother,and,detainingherbehindtherest,said:
  "Well,mother,whatdoyouthinkofher?"
  "Mypoorlad,sheisreallytooblack.Ifshewereonlyalittlelessblack,Iwouldnotgoagainstyou,butthisistoomuch.OnewouldthinkitwasSatan!"
  Hedidnotpressher,knowinghowobstinatetheoldwomanhadalwaysbeen,buthefeltatempestofdisappointmentsweepingoverhisheart.
  Hewasturningoverinhismindwhatheoughttodo,whatplanhecoulddevise,surprised,moreover,thatshehadnotconqueredthemalreadyasshehadcaptivatedhimself.Andthey,allfour,walkedalongthroughthewheatfields,havinggraduallyrelapsedintosilence.Whenevertheypassedafencetheysawacountrymansittingonthestile,andagroupofbratsclimbeduptostareatthem,andeveryonerushedoutintotheroadtoseethe"black"whoreyoungBoitellehadbroughthomewithhim.Atadistancetheynoticedpeoplescamperingacrossthefieldsjustaswhenthedrumbeatstodrawpublicattentiontosomelivingphenomenon.PereandMereBoitelle,alarmedatthiscuriosity,whichwasexhibitedeverywherethroughthecountryattheirapproach,quickenedtheirpace,walkingsidebyside,andleavingtheirsonfarbehind.Hisdarkcompanionaskedwhathisparentsthoughtofher.
  Hehesitatinglyrepliedthattheyhadnotyetmadeuptheirminds.
  Butonthevillagegreenpeoplerushedoutofallthehousesinaflutterofexcitement;and,atthesightofthegatheringcrowd,oldBoitelletooktohisheels,andregainedhisabode,whileAntoine;swellingwithrage,hissweetheartonhisarm,advancedmajesticallyunderthestaringeyes,whichopenedwideinamazement.
  Heunderstoodthatitwasatanend,andtherewasnohopeforhim,thathecouldnotmarryhisnegress.Shealsounderstoodit;andastheydrewnearthefarmhousetheybothbegantoweep.Assoonastheyhadgotbacktothehouse,sheoncemoretookoffherdresstoaidthemotherinthehouseholdduties,andfollowedhereverywhere,tothedairy,tothestable,tothehenhouse,takingonherselfthehardestpartofthework,repeatingalways:"Letmedoit,MadameBoitelle,"sothat,whennightcameon,theoldwoman,touchedbutinexorable,saidtoherson:"Sheisagoodgirl,allthesame.It’sapitysheissoblack;butindeedsheistooblack.Icouldnotgetusedtoit.Shemustgobackagain.Sheistoo,tooblack!"
  AndyoungBoitellesaidtohissweetheart:
  "Shewillnotconsent.Shethinksyouaretooblack.Youmustgobackagain.Iwillgowithyoutothetrain.Nomatter——don’tfret.Iamgoingtotalktothemafteryouhavestarted."
  Hethentookhertotherailwaystation,stillcheeringherwithhope,and,whenhehadkissedher,heputherintothetrain,whichhewatchedasitpassedoutofsight,hiseyesswollenwithtears.
  Invaindidheappealtotheoldpeople.Theywouldnevergivetheirconsent.
  Andwhenhehadtoldthisstory,whichwasknownalloverthecountry,AntoineBoitellewouldalwaysadd:
  "FromthattimeforwardIhavehadnoheartforanything——foranythingatall.Notradesuitedmeanylonger,andsoIbecamewhatIam——anightscavenger."
  Peoplewouldsaytohim:
  "Yetyougotmarried."
  "Yes,andIcan’tsaythatmywifedidn’tpleaseme,seeingthatIhavefourteenchildren;butsheisnottheotherone,oh,no——certainlynot!
  Theotherone,markyou,mynegress,shehadonlytogivemeoneglance,andIfeltasifIwereinHeaven."
  AWIDOW
  ThisstorywastoldduringthehuntingseasonattheChateauBaneville.
  Theautumnhadbeenrainyandsad.Theredleaves,insteadofrustlingunderthefeet,wererottingundertheheavydownfalls.
  Theforestwasasdampasitcouldbe.Fromitcameanodorofmust,ofrain,ofsoakedgrassandwetearth;andthesportsmen,theirbackshunchedunderthedownpour,mournfuldogs,withtailsbetweentheirlegsandhairsstickingtotheirsides,andtheyoungwomen,withtheirclothesdrenched,returnedeveryevening,tiredinbodyandinmind.
  Afterdinner,inthelargedrawing—room,everybodyplayedlotto,withoutenjoyment,whilethewindwhistledmadlyaroundthehouse.Thentheytriedtellingstorieslikethosetheyreadinbooks,butnoonewasabletoinventanythingamusing.Thehunterstoldtalesofwonderfulshotsandofthebutcheryofrabbits;andthewomenrackedtheirbrainsforideaswithoutrevealingtheimaginationofScheherezade.Theywereabouttogiveupthisdiversionwhenayoungwoman,whowasidlycaressingthehandofanoldmaidenaunt,noticedalittleringmadeofblondhair,whichshehadoftenseen,withoutpayinganyattentiontoit.
  Shefingereditgentlyandasked,"Auntie,whatisthisring?Itlooksasifitweremadefromthehairofachild."
  Theoldladyblushed,grewpale,thenansweredinatremblingvoice:"Itissad,sosadthatIneverwishtospeakofit.Alltheunhappinessofmylifecomesfromthat.Iwasveryyoungthen,andthememoryhasremainedsopainfulthatIweepeverytimeIthinkofit."
  Immediatelyeverybodywishedtoknowthestory,buttheoldladyrefusedtotellit.Finally,aftertheyhadcoaxedherforalongtime,sheyielded.Hereisthestory:
  "YouhaveoftenheardmespeakoftheSantezefamily,nowextinct.I
  knewthelastthreemalemembersofthisfamily.Theyalldiedinthesamemanner;thishairbelongstothelastone.Hewasthirteenwhenhekilledhimselfforme.Thatseemsstrangetoyou,doesn’tit?
  "Oh!itwasastrangefamily——mad,ifyouwill,butacharmingmadness,themadnessoflove.Fromfathertoson,allhadviolentpassionswhichfilledtheirwholebeing,whichimpelledthemtodowildthings,drovethemtofranticenthusiasm,eventocrime.Thiswasborninthem,justasburningdevotionisincertainsouls.Trappershavenotthesamenatureasminionsofthedrawing—room.Therewasasaying:’AspassionateasaSanteze.’Thiscouldbenoticedbylookingatthem.
  Theyallhadwavyhair,fallingovertheirbrows,curlybeardsandlargeeyeswhoseglancepiercedandmovedone,thoughonecouldnotsaywhy.
  "Thegrandfatheroftheownerofthishair,ofwhomitisthelastsouvenir,aftermanyadventures,duelsandelopements,ataboutsixty—
  fivefellmadlyinlovewithhisfarmer’sdaughter.Iknewthemboth.
  Shewasblond,pale,distinguished—looking,withaslowmanneroftalking,aquietvoiceandalooksogentlethatonemighthavetakenherforaMadonna.Theoldnoblemantookhertohishomeandwassoonsocaptivatedwithherthathecouldnotlivewithoutherforaminute.
  Hisdaughteranddaughter—in—law,wholivedinthechateau,foundthisperfectlynatural,lovewassuchatraditioninthefamily.Nothinginregardtoapassionsurprisedthem,andifonespokebeforethemofpartedlovers,evenofvengeanceaftertreachery,bothsaidinthesamesadtone:’Oh,howhemusthavesufferedtocometothatpoint!’Thatwasall.Theygrewsadovertragediesoflove,butneverindignant,evenwhentheywerecriminal.
  "Now,onedayayoungmannamedMonsieurdeGradelle,whohadbeeninvitedfortheshooting,elopedwiththeyounggirl.
  "MonsieurdeSantezeremainedcalmasifnothinghadhappened,butonemorninghewasfoundhanginginthekennels,amonghisdogs.
  "HissondiedinthesamemannerinahotelinParisduringajourneywhichhemadetherein1841,afterbeingdeceivedbyasingerfromtheopera.
  "Heleftatwelve—year—oldchildandawidow,mymother’ssister.Shecametomyfather’shousewiththeboy,whilewewerelivingatBertillon.Iwasthenseventeen.
  "YouhavenoideahowwonderfulandprecociousthisSantezechildwas.
  Onemighthavethoughtthatallthetendernessandexaltationofthewholeracehadbeenstoredupinthislastone.Hewasalwaysdreamingandwalkingaboutaloneinagreatalleyofelmsleadingfromthechateautotheforest.Iwatchedfrommywindowthissentimentalboy,whowalkedwiththoughtfulsteps,hishandsbehindhisback,hisheadbent,andattimesstoppingtoraisehiseyesasifhecouldseeandunderstandthingsthatwerenotcomprehensibleathisage.
  "Often,afterdinneronclearevenings,hewouldsaytome:’Letusgooutsideanddream,cousin.’Andwewouldgooutsidetogetherinthepark.Hewouldstopquicklybeforeaclearingwherethewhitevaporofthemoonlightsthewoods,andhewouldpressmyhand,saying:’Look!
  look!butyoudon’tunderstandme;Ifeelit.Ifyouunderstoodme,weshouldbehappy.Onemustlovetoknow!Iwouldlaughandthenkissthischild,wholovedmemadly.
  "Often,afterdinner,hewouldsitonmymother’sknees.’Come,auntie,’
  hewouldsay,’tellmesomelove—stories.’Andmymother,asajoke,wouldtellhimalltheoldlegendsofthefamily,allthepassionateadventuresofhisforefathers,forthousandsofthemwerecurrent,sometrueandsomefalse.Itwastheirreputationforloveandgallantrywhichwastheruinofeveryoneofthese—men;theygloriedinitandthenthoughtthattheyhadtoliveuptotherenownoftheirhouse.
  "Thelittlefellowbecameexaltedbythesetenderorterriblestories,andattimeshewouldclaphishands,crying:’I,too,I,too,knowhowtolove,betterthanallofthem!’
  "Then,hebegantocourtmeinatimidandtendermanner,atwhicheveryonelaughed,itwas,soamusing.EverymorningIhadsomeflowerspickedbyhim,andeveryeveningbeforegoingtohisroomhewouldkissmyhandandmurmur:’Iloveyou!’
  "Iwasguilty,veryguilty,andIgrievedcontinuallyaboutit,andI
  havebeendoingpenanceallmylife;Ihaveremainedanoldmaid——or,rather,Ihavelivedasawidowedfiancee,hiswidow.
  "Iwasamusedatthischildishtenderness,andIevenencouragedhim.
  Iwascoquettish,ascharmingaswithaman,alternatelycaressingandsevere.Imaddenedthischild.Itwasagameformeandajoyousdiversionforhismotherandmine.Hewastwelve!thinkofit!Whowouldhavetakenthisatom’spassionseriously?Ikissedhimasoftenashewished;Ievenwrotehimlittlenotes,whichwerereadbyourrespectivemothers;andheansweredmebypassionateletters,whichI
  havekept.Judginghimselfasaman,hethoughtthatourlovingintimacywassecret.WehadforgottenthathewasaSanteze.
  "Thislastedforaboutayear.Oneeveningintheparkhefellatmyfeetand,ashemadlykissedthehemofmydress,hekeptrepeating:’I
  loveyou!Iloveyou!Iloveyou!Ifeveryoudeceiveme,ifeveryouleavemeforanother,I’lldoasmyfatherdid.’Andheaddedinahoarsevoice,whichgavemeashiver:’Youknowwhathedid!’
  "Istoodthereastonished.Hearose,andstandingonthetipsofhistoesinordertoreachmyear,forIwastallerthanhe,hepronouncedmyfirstname:’Genevieve!’insuchagentle,sweet,tendertonethatI
  trembledallover.Istammered:’Letusreturn!letusreturn!’Hesaidnomoreandfollowedme;butasweweregoingupthestepsoftheporch,hestoppedme,saying:’Youknow,ifeveryouleaveme,I’llkillmyself.’
  "ThistimeIunderstoodthatIhadgonetoofar,andIbecamequitereserved.Oneday,ashewasreproachingmeforthis,Ianswered:’Youarenowtoooldforjestingandtooyoungforseriouslove.I’llwait.’
  "Ithoughtthatthiswouldendthematter.Intheautumnhewassenttoaboarding—school.WhenhereturnedthefollowingsummerIwasengagedtobemarried.Heunderstoodimmediately,andforaweekhebecamesopensivethatIwasquiteanxious.