Insidethereareruinedhalls,crumblingstairways,unknowncavities,dungeons,wallscutthroughinthemiddle,vaultedroofshelduponeknowsnothow,andamassofstonesandcrevices,overgrownwithgrass,whereanimalsglideinandout.
Iwasexploringthisruinalone.
SuddenlyIperceivedbehindabitofwallabeing,akindofphantom,likethespiritofthisancientandcrumblinghabitation.
Iwastakenabackwithsurprise,almostwithfear,whenIrecognizedtheoldladywhomIhadseentwice.
Shewasweeping,withbigtearsinhereyes,andheldherhandkerchiefinherhand.
Iturnedaroundtogoaway,whenshespoketome,apparentlyashamedtohavebeensurprisedinhergrief.
"Yes,monsieur,Iamcrying.Thatdoesnothappenoftentome."
"Pardonme,madame,forhavingdisturbedyou,"Istammered,confused,notknowingwhattosay."Somemisfortunehasdoubtlesscometoyou."
"Yes.No——Iamlikealostdog,"shemurmured,andbegantosob,withherhandkerchiefoverhereyes.
Movedbythesecontagioustears,Itookherhand,tryingtocalmher.
Thenbrusquelyshetoldmeherhistory,asifnolongerablytobearhergriefalone.
"Oh!Oh!Monsieur——ifyouknew——thesorrowinwhichIlive——inwhatsorrow.
"OnceIwashappy.Ihaveahousedownthere——ahome.Icannotgobacktoitanymore;Ishallnevergobacktoitagain,itistoohardtobear.
"Ihaveason.Itishe!itishe!Childrendon’tknow.Oh,onehassuchashorttimetolive!IfIshouldseehimnowIshouldperhapsnotrecognizehim.HowIlovedhim?HowIlovedhim!Evenbeforehewasborn,whenIfelthimmove.Andafterthat!HowIhavekissedandcaressedandcherishedhim!IfyouknewhowmanynightsIhavepassedinwatchinghimsleep,andhowmanyinthinkingofhim.Iwascrazyabouthim.Whenhewaseightyearsoldhisfathersenthimtoboarding—school.
Thatwastheend.Henolongerbelongedtome.Oh,heavens!HecametoseemeeverySunday.Thatwasall!
"HewenttocollegeinParis.Thenhecameonlyfourtimesayear,andeverytimeIwasastonishedtoseehowhehadchanged,tofindhimtallerwithouthavingseenhimgrow.Theystolehischildhoodfromme,hisconfidence,andhislovewhichotherwisewouldnothavegoneawayfromme;theystolemyjoyinseeinghimgrow,inseeinghimbecomealittleman.
"Isawhimfourtimesayear.Thinkofit!Andateveryoneofhisvisitshisbody,hiseye,hismovements,hisvoicehislaugh,werenolongerthesame,werenolongermine.Allthesethingschangesoquicklyinachild;anditissosadifoneisnottheretoseethemchange;onenolongerrecognizeshim.
"Oneyearhecamewithdownonhischeek!He!myson!Iwasdumfounded——wouldyoubelieveit?Ihardlydaredtokisshim.Wasitreallyhe,mylittle,littlecurlyheadofold,mydear;dearchild,whomIhadheldinhisdiapersormyknee,andwhohadnursedatmybreastwithhislittlegreedylips——wasithe,thistall,brownboy,whonolongerknewhowtokissme,whoseemedtolovemeasamatterofduty,whocalledme’mother’forthesakeofpoliteness,andwhokissedmeontheforehead,whenIfeltlikecrushinghiminmyarms?
"Myhusbanddied.Thenmyparents,andthenmytwosisters.WhenDeathentersahouseitseemsasifhewerehurryingtodohisutmost,soasnottohavetoreturnforalongtimeafterthat.Hesparesonlyoneortwotomourntheothers.
"Iremainedalone.Mytallsonwasthenstudyinglaw.Iwashopingtoliveanddienearhim,andIwenttohimsothatwecouldlivetogether.
Buthehadfallenintothewaysofyoungmen,andhegavemetounderstandthatIwasinhisway.SoIleft.Iwaswrongindoingso,butIsufferedtoomuchinfeelingmyselfinhisway,I,hismother!AndIcamebackhome.
"Ihardlyeversawhimagain.
’Hemarried.Whatajoy!Atlastweshouldbetogetherforgood.
Ishouldhavegrandchildren.HiswifewasanEnglishwoman,whotookadisliketome.Why?PerhapsshethoughtthatIlovedhimtoomuch.
"AgainIwasobligedtogoaway.AndIwasalone.Yes,monsieur.
"ThenhewenttoEngland,tolivewiththem,withhiswife’sparents.
Doyouunderstand?Theyhavehim——theyhavemysonforthemselves.
Theyhavestolenhimfromme.Hewritestomeonceamonth.Atfirsthecametoseeme.Butnowhenolongercomes.
"ItisnowfouryearssinceIsawhimlast.Hisfacethenwaswrinkledandhishairwhite.Wasthatpossible?Thisman,myson,almostanoldman?Mylittlerosychildofold?NodoubtIshallneverseehimagain.
"AndsoItravelaboutalltheyear.Igoeastandwest,asyousee,withnocompanion.
"Iamlikealostdog.Adieu,monsieur!don’tstayherewithmeforithurtsmetohavetoldyouallthis."
Iwentdownthehill,andonturningroundtoglanceback,Isawtheoldwomanstandingonabrokenwall,lookingoutuponthemountains,thelongvalleyandLakeChamboninthedistance.
Andherskirtandthequeerlittleshawlwhichsheworearoundherthinshoulderswereflutteringtikeaflaginthewind.
MADEMOISELLECOCOTTE
WewerejustleavingtheasylumwhenIsawatall,thinmaninacornerofthecourtwhokeptoncallinganimaginarydog.Hewascryinginasoft,tendervoice:"Cocotte!Comehere,Cocotte,mybeauty!"andslappinghisthighasonedoeswhencallingananimal.Iaskedthephysician,"Whoisthatman?"Heanswered:"Oh!heisnotatallinteresting.HeisacoachmannamedFrancois,whobecameinsaneafterdrowninghisdog."
Iinsisted:"Tellmehisstory.Themostsimpleandhumblethingsaresometimesthosewhichtouchourheartsmostdeeply."
Hereisthisman’sadventure,whichwasobtainedfromafriendofhis,agroom:
TherewasafamilyofrichbourgeoiswholivedinasuburbofParis.
Theyhadavillainthemiddleofapark,attheedgeoftheSeine.
TheircoachmanwasthisFrancois,acountryfellow,somewhatdull,kind—
hearted,simpleandeasytodeceive.
Oneevening,ashewasreturninghome,adogbegantofollowhim.Atfirsthepaidnoattentiontoit,butthecreature’sobstinacyatlastmadehimturnround.Helookedtoseeifheknewthisdog.No,hehadneverseenit.Itwasafemaledogandfrightfullythin.Shewastrottingbehindhimwithamournfulandfamishedlook,hertailbetweenherlegs,herearsflattenedagainstherheadandstoppingandstartingwheneverhedid.
Hetriedtochasethisskeletonawayandcried:
"Runalong!Getout!Kss!kss!"Sheretreatedafewsteps,thensatdownandwaited.Andwhenthecoachmanstartedtowalkagainshefollowedalongbehindhim.
Hepretendedtopickupsomestones.Theanimalranalittlefartheraway,butcamebackagainassoonastheman’sbackwasturned.
ThenthecoachmanFrancoistookpityonthebeastandcalledher.Thedogapproachedtimidly.Themanpattedherprotrudingribs,movedbythebeast’smisery,andhecried:"Come!comehere!"Immediatelyshebegantowaghertail,and,feelingherselftakenin,adopted,shebegantorunalongaheadofhernewmaster.
Hemadeherabedonthestrawinthestable,thenherantothekitchenforsomebread.Whenshehadeatenallshecouldshecurledupandwenttosleep.
Whenhisemployersheardofthisthenextdaytheyallowedthecoachmantokeeptheanimal.Itwasagoodbeast,caressingandfaithful,intelligentandgentle.
NeverthelessFrancoisadoredCocotte,andhekeptrepeating:"Thatbeastishuman.Sheonlylacksspeech."
Hehadamagnificentredleathercollarmadeforherwhichborethesewordsengravedonacopperplate:"MademoiselleCocotte,belongingtothecoachmanFrancois."
Shewasremarkablyprolificandfourtimesayearwouldgivebirthtoabatchoflittleanimalsbelongingtoeveryvarietyofthecaninerace.
Francoiswouldpickoutonewhichhewouldleaveherandthenhewouldunmercifullythrowtheothersintotheriver.Butsoonthecookjoinedhercomplaintstothoseofthegardener.Shewouldfinddogsunderthestove,intheicebox,inthecoalbin,andtheywouldstealeverythingtheycameacross.
Finallythemaster,tiredofcomplaints,impatientlyorderedFrancoistogetridofCocotte.Indespairthemantriedtogiveheraway.Nobodywantedher.Thenhedecidedtoloseher,andhegavehertoateamster,whowastodropherontheothersideofParis,nearJoinville—le—Pont.
Cocottereturnedthesameday.Somedecisionhadtobetaken.FivefrancswasgiventoatrainconductortotakehertoHavre.Hewastodropherthere.
Threedayslatershereturnedtothestable,thin,footsoreandtiredout.
Themastertookpityonherandletherstay.Butotherdogswereattractedasbefore,andoneevening,whenabigdinnerpartywason,astuffedturkeywascarriedawaybyoneofthemrightunderthecook’snose,andshedidnotdaretostophim.
ThistimethemastercompletelylosthistemperandsaidangrilytoFrancois:"Ifyoudon’tthrowthisbeastintothewaterbefore——to—morrowmorning,I’llputyouout,doyouhear?"
Themanwasdumbfounded,andhereturnedtohisroomtopackhistrunk,preferringtoleavetheplace.Thenhebethoughthimselfthathecouldfindnoothersituationaslongashedraggedthisanimalaboutwithhim.
Hethoughtofhisgoodposition,wherehewaswellpaidandwellfed,andhedecidedthatadogwasreallynotworthallthat.AtlasthedecidedtoridhimselfofCocotteatdaybreak.
Hesleptbadly.Heroseatdawn,andtakingastrongrope,wenttogetthedog.Shestoodupslowly,shookherself,stretchedandcametowelcomehermaster.
Thenhiscourageforsookhim,andhebegantopetheraffectionately,strokingherlongears,kissinghermuzzleandcallinghertendernames.
Butaneighboringclockstrucksix.Hecouldnolongerhesitate.
Heopenedthedoor,calling:"Come!"Thebeastwaggedhertail,understandingthatshewastobetakenout.
Theyreachedthebeach,andhechoseaplacewherethewaterseemeddeep.
Thenheknottedtheroperoundtheleathercollarandtiedaheavystonetotheotherend.HeseizedCocotteinhisarmsandkissedhermadly,asthoughheweretakingleaveofsomehumanbeing.Heheldhertohisbreast,rockedherandcalledher"mydearlittleCocotte,mysweetlittleCocotte,"andshegruntedwithpleasure.
Tentimeshetriedtothrowherintothewaterandeachtimehelostcourage.
Butsuddenlyhemadeuphismindandthrewherasfarfromhimashecould.Atfirstshetriedtoswim,asshedidwhenhegaveherabath,butherhead,draggeddownbythestone,keptgoingunder,andshelookedathermasterwithwild,humanglancesasshestruggledlikeadrowningperson.Thenthefrontpartofherbodysank,whileherhindlegswavedwildlyoutofthewater.Finallythosealsodisappeared.
Then,forfiveminutes,bubblesrosetothesurfaceasthoughtheriverwereboiling,andFrancois,haggard,hisheartbeating,thoughtthathesawCocottestrugglinginthemud,and,withthesimplicityofapeasant,hekeptsayingtohimself:"Whatdoesthepoorbeastthinkofmenow?"
Healmostlosthismind.Hewasillforamonthandeverynighthedreamedofhisdog.Hecouldfeelherlickinghishandsandhearherbarking.Itwasnecessarytocallinaphysician.Atlastherecovered,andtowardthe2ndofJunehisemployerstookhimtotheirestateatBiesard,nearRouen.
ThereagainhewasneartheSeine.Hebegantotakebaths.Eachmorninghewouldgodownwiththegroomandtheywouldswimacrosstheriver.
Oneday,astheyweredisportingthemselvesinthewater,Francoissuddenlycriedtohiscompanion:"Lookwhat’scoming!I’mgoingtogiveyouachop!"
Itwasanenormous,swollencorpsethatwasfloatingdownwithitsfeetstickingstraightupintheair.
Francoisswamuptoit,stilljoking:"Whew!it’snotfresh.Whatacatch,oldman!Itisn’tthin,either!"Hekeptswimmingaboutatadistancefromtheanimalthatwasinastateofdecomposition.Then,suddenly,hewassilentandlookedatit:attentively.Thistimehecamenearenoughtotouch,it.Helookedfixedlyatthecollar,thenhestretchedouthisarm,seizedtheneck,swungthecorpseroundanddrewitupclosetohimandreadonthecopperwhichhadturnedgreenandwhichstillstucktothediscoloredleather:"MademoiselleCocotte,belongingtothecoachmanFrancois."
Thedeaddoghadcomemorethanahundredmilestofinditsmaster.
Heletoutafrightfulshriekandbegantoswimforthebeachwithallhismight,stillhowling;andassoonashetouchedlandheranawaywildly,starknaked,throughthecountry.Hewasinsane!
THECORSICANBANDIT
TheroadascendedgentlythroughtheforestofAitone.Thelargepinesformedasolemndomeaboveourheads,andthatmysterioussoundmadebythewindinthetreessoundedlikethenotesofanorgan.
Afterwalkingforthreehours,therewasaclearing,andthenatintervalsanenormouspineumbrella,andthenwesuddenlycametotheedgeoftheforest,somehundredmetersbelow,thepassleadingtothewildvalleyofNiolo.
Onthetwoprojectingheightswhichcommandedaviewofthispass,someoldtrees,grotesquelytwisted,seemedtohavemountedwithpainfulefforts,likescoutssentinadvanceofthemultitudeintherear.Whenweturnedround,wesawtheentireforeststretchedbeneathourfeet,likeagiganticbasinofverdure,inclosedbybarerockswhosesummitsseemedtoreachthesky.
Weresumedourwalk,and,tenminuteslater,foundourselvesinthepass.
ThenIbeheldaremarkablelandscape.Beyondanotherforeststretchedavalley,butavalleysuchasIhadneverseenbefore;asolitudeofstone,tenleagueslong,hollowedoutbetweentwohighmountains,withoutafieldoratreetobeseen.ThiswastheNiolovalley,thefatherlandofCorsicanliberty,theinaccessiblecitadel,fromwhichtheinvadershadneverbeenabletodriveoutthemountaineers.
Mycompanionsaidtome:"Thisiswhereallourbanditshavetakenrefuge?"
Erelongwewereatthefurtherendofthisgorge,sowild,soinconceivablybeautiful.
Notabladeofgrass,notaplant—nothingbutgranite.Asfarasoureyescouldreach,wesawinfrontofusadesertofglitteringstone,heatedlikeanovenbyaburningsun,whichseemedtohangforthatverypurposerightabovethegorge.Whenweraisedoureyestowardsthecrests,westooddazzledandstupefiedbywhatwesaw.Theylookedlikeafestoonofcoral;allthesummitsareofporphyry;andtheskyoverheadwasviolet,purple,tingedwiththecoloringofthesestrangemountains.
Lowerdown,thegranitewasofscintillatinggray,andseemedgroundtopowderbeneathourfeet.Atourright,alongalongandirregularcourse,roaredatumultuoustorrent.Andwestaggeredalongunderthisheat,inthislight,inthisburning,arid,desolatevalleycutbythistorrentofturbulentwaterwhichseemedtobeeverhurryingonward,withoutfertilizingtherocks,lostinthisfurnacewhichgreedilydrankitupwithoutbeingsaturatedorrefreshedbyit.
But,suddenly,therewasvisibleatourrightalittlewoodencrosssunkinalittleheapofstones.Amanhadbeenkilledthere;andIsaidtomycompanion.
"Tellmeaboutyourbandits."
Hereplied:
"Iknewthemostcelebratedofthem,theterribleSt.Lucia.Iwilltellyouhishistory.
"Hisfatherwaskilledinaquarrelbyayoungmanofthedistrict,itissaid;andSt.Luciawasleftalonewithhissister.Hewasaweak,timidyouth,small,oftenill,withoutanyenergy.Hedidnotproclaimvengeanceagainsttheassassinofhisfather.Allhisrelativescametoseehim,andimploredofhimtoavengehisdeath;heremaineddeaftotheirmenacesandtheirsupplications.
"Then,followingtheoldCorsicancustom,hissister,inherindignationcarriedawayhisblackclothes,inorderthathemightnotwearmourningforadeadmanwhohadnotbeenavenged.Hewasinsensibletoeventhisaffront,andratherthantakedownfromtherackhisfather’sgun,whichwasstillloaded,heshuthimselfup,notdaringtobravethelooksoftheyoungmenofthedistrict.
"Heseemedtohaveevenforgottenthecrime,andlivedwithhissisterintheseclusionoftheirdwelling.
But,oneday,themanwhowassuspectedofhavingcommittedthemurder,wasabouttogetmarried.St.Luciadidnotappeartobemovedbythisnews,but,outofsheerbravado,doubtless,thebridegroom,onhiswaytothechurch,passedbeforethehouseofthetwoorphans.
"Thebrotherandthesister,attheirwindow,wereeatingfrijoles,whentheyoungmansawthebridalprocessiongoingby.Suddenlyhebegantotremble,rosetohisfeetwithoututteringaword,madethesignofthecross,tookthegunwhichwashangingoverthefireplace,andwentout.
"Whenhespokeofthislateron,hesaid:’Idon’tknowwhatwasthematterwithme;itwaslikefireinmyblood;IfeltthatImustdoit,that,inspiteofeverything,Icouldnotresist,andIconcealedtheguninacaveontheroadtoCorte.
"Anhourlater,hecameback,withnothinginhishand,andwithhishabitualairofsadweariness.Hissisterbelievedthattherewasnothingfurtherinhisthoughts.
Butwhennightfellhedisappeared.
"Hisenemyhad,thesameevening,torepairtoCorteonfoot,accompaniedbyhistwogroomsmen.
"Hewaswalkingalong,singingashewent,whenSt.Luciastoodbeforehim,andlookingstraightinthemurderer’sface,exclaimed:’Nowisthetime!’andshothimpoint—blankinthechest.
"Oneofthemenfled;theotherstaredat,theyoungman,saying:
"’Whathaveyoudone,St.Lucia?’andhewasabouttohastentoCorteforhelp,whenSt.Luciasaidinasterntone:
"’Ifyoumoveanotherstep,I’llshootyouintheleg.’
"Theother,awareofhistimidityhitherto,replied:’Youwouldnotdaretodoit!’andwashurryingoffwhenhefellinstantaneously,histhighshatteredbyabullet.
"AndSt.Lucia,comingovertowherehelay,said:
"’Iamgoingtolookatyourwound;ifitisnotserious,I’llleaveyouthere;ifitismortalI’llfinishyouoff."
"Heinspectedthewound,considereditmortal,andslowlyreloadinghisgun,toldthewoundedmantosayaprayer,andshothimthroughthehead.
"Nextdayhewasinthemountains.
"AnddoyouknowwhatthisSt.Luciadidafterthis?
"Allhisfamilywerearrestedbythegendarmes.Hisuncle,thecure,whowassuspectedofhavingincitedhimtothisdeedofvengeance,washimselfputinprison,andaccusedbythedeadman’srelatives.Butheescaped,tookaguninhisturn,andwenttojoinhisnephewinthebrush.
"Next,St.Luciakilled,oneaftertheother,hisuncle’saccusers,andtoreouttheireyestoteachtheothersnevertostatewhattheyhadseenwiththeireyes.
"Hekilledalltherelatives,alltheconnectionsofhisenemy’sfamily.
Heslewduringhislifefourteengendarmes,burneddownthehousesofhisadversaries,andwas,uptothedayofhisdeath,themostterribleofallthebanditswhosememorywehavepreserved."
ThesundisappearedbehindMonteCintoandthetallshadowofthegranitemountainwenttosleeponthegraniteofthevalley.WequickenedourpaceinordertoreachbeforenightthelittlevillageofAlbertaccio,nothingbutapileofstonesweldedintothestoneflanksofawildgorge.AndIsaidasIthoughtofthebandit:
"Whataterriblecustomyourvendettais!"
Mycompanionansweredwithanairofresignation:
"Whatwouldyouhave?Amanmustdohisduty!"
THEGRAVE
TheseventeenthofJuly,onethousandeighthundredandeighty—three,athalf—pasttwointhemorning,thewatchmaninthecemeteryofBesiers,wholivedinasmallcottageontheedgeofthisfieldofthedead,wasawakenedbythebarkingofhisdog,whichwasshutupinthekitchen.
Goingdownquickly,hesawtheanimalsniffingatthecrackofthedoorandbarkingfuriously,asifsometramphadbeensneakingaboutthehouse.Thekeeper,Vincent,thereforetookhisgunandwentout.
Hisdog,precedinghim,atonceraninthedirectionoftheAvenueGeneralBonnet,stoppingshortatthemonumentofMadameTomoiseau.
Thekeeper,advancingcautiously,soonsawafaintlightonthesideoftheAvenueMalenvers,andstealinginamongthegraves,hecameuponahorribleactofprofanation.
Amanhaddugupthecoffinofayoungwomanwhohadbeenburiedtheeveningbeforeandwasdraggingthecorpseoutofit.
Asmalldarklantern,standingonapileofearth,lightedupthishideousscene.
Vincentspranguponthewretch,threwhimtotheground,boundhishandsandtookhimtothepolicestation.
Itwasayoung,wealthyandrespectedlawyerintown,namedCourbataille.
Hewasbroughtintocourt.ThepublicprosecutoropenedthecasebyreferringtothemonstrousdeedsoftheSergeantBertrand.
Awaveofindignationsweptoverthecourtroom.Whenthemagistratesatdownthecrowdassembledcried:"Death!death!"Withdifficultythepresidingjudgeestablishedsilence.
Thenhesaidgravely:
"Defendant,whathaveyoutosayinyourdefense?"
Courbataille,whohadrefusedcounsel,rose.Hewasahandsomefellow,tall,brown,withafrankface,energeticmannerandafearlesseye.
Payingnoattentiontothewhistlingsintheroom,hebegantospeakinavoicethatwaslowandveiledatfirst,butthatgrewmorefirmasheproceeded.
"MonsieurlePresident,gentlemenofthejury:Ihaveverylittletosay.
ThewomanwhosegraveIviolatedwasmysweetheart.Ilovedher.
"Ilovedher,notwithasensualloveandnotwithmeretendernessofheartandsoul,butwithanabsolute,completelove,withanoverpoweringpassion.
"Hearme:
"WhenImetherforthefirsttimeIfeltastrangesensation.Itwasnotastonishmentnoradmiration,noryetthatwhichiscalledloveatfirstsight,butafeelingofdeliciouswell—being,asifIhadbeenplungedintoawarmbath.Hergesturesseducedme,hervoiceenchantedme,anditwaswithinfinitepleasurethatIlookeduponherperson.
ItseemedtomeasifIhadseenherbeforeandasifIhadknownheralongtime.Shehadwithinhersomethingofmyspirit.
"Sheseemedtomelikeananswertoacryutteredbymysoul,tothatvagueandunceasingcrywithwhichwecalluponHopeduringourwholelife.
"WhenIknewheralittlebetter,themerethoughtofseeingheragainfilledmewithexquisiteandprofounduneasiness;thetouchofherhandinminewasmoredelightfultomethananythingthatIhadimagined;hersmilefilledmewithamadjoy,withthedesiretorun,todance,toflingmyselfupontheground.
"Sowebecamelovers.
"Yes,morethanthat:shewasmyverylife.Ilookedfornothingfurtheronearth,andhadnofurtherdesires.Ilongedfornothingfurther.
"Oneevening,whenwehadgoneonasomewhatlongwalkbytheriver,wewereovertakenbytherain,andshecaughtcold.Itdevelopedintopneumoniathenextday,andaweeklatershewasdead.
"Duringthehoursofhersufferingastonishmentandconsternationpreventedmyunderstandingandreflectinguponit,butwhenshewasdeadIwassooverwhelmedbyblankdespairthatIhadnothoughtsleft.
Iwept.
"Duringallthehorribledetailsoftheintermentmykeenandwildgriefwaslikeamadness,akindofsensual,physicalgrief.
"Thenwhenshewasgone,whenshewasundertheearth,mymindatoncefounditselfagain,andIpassedthroughaseriesofmoralsufferingssoterriblethateventheloveshehadvouchsafedtomewasdearatthatprice.
"Thenthefixedideacametome:Ishallnotseeheragain.
"Whenonedwellsonthisthoughtforawholedayonefeelsasifheweregoingmad.Justthinkofit!Thereisawomanwhomyouadore,auniquewoman,forinthewholeuniversethereisnotasecondonelikeher.
ThiswomanhasgivenherselftoyouandhascreatedwithyouthemysteriousunionthatiscalledLove.Hereyeseemstoyoumorevastthanspace,morecharmingthantheworld,thatcleareyesmilingwithhertenderness.Thiswomanlovesyou.Whenshespeakstoyouhervoicefloodsyouwithjoy.
"Andsuddenlyshedisappears!Thinkofit!Shedisappears,notonlyforyou,butforever.Sheisdead.Doyouunderstandwhatthatmeans?
Never,never,never,notanywherewillsheexistanymore.Nevermorewillthateyelookuponanythingagain;nevermorewillthatvoice,noranyvoicelikeit,utterawordinthesamewayassheutteredit.
"Nevermorewillafacebebornthatislikehers.Never,never!Themoldsofstatuesarekept;castsarekeptbywhichonecanmakeobjectswiththesameoutlinesandforms.Butthatonebodyandthatonefacewillnevermorebebornagainupontheearth.Andyetmillionsandmillionsofcreatureswillbeborn,andmorethanthat,andthisonewomanwillnotreappearamongallthewomenofthefuture.Isitpossible?Itdrivesonemadtothinkofit.
"Shelivedfortwenty—years,notmore,andshehasdisappearedforever,forever,forever!Shethought,shesmiled,shelovedme.Andnownothing!Thefliesthatdieintheautumnareasmuchasweareinthisworld.Andnownothing!AndIthoughtthatherbody,herfreshbody,sowarm,sosweet,sowhite,solovely,wouldrotdownthereinthatboxundertheearth.Andhersoul,herthought,herlove——whereisit?
"Nottoseeheragain!Theideaofthisdecomposingbody,thatImightyetrecognize,hauntedme.Iwantedtolookatitoncemore.
"Iwentoutwithaspade,alanternandahammer;IjumpedoverthecemeterywallandIfoundthegrave,whichhadnotyetbeenclosedentirely;Iuncoveredthecoffinandtookupaboard.Anabominableodor,thestenchofputrefaction,greetedmynostrils.Oh,herbedperfumedwithorris!
"YetIopenedthecoffin,and,holdingmylightedlanterndownintoitI
sawher.Herfacewasblue,swollen,frightful.Ablackliquidhadoozedoutofhermouth.
"She!Thatwasshe!Horrorseizedme.ButIstretchedoutmyarmtodrawthismonstrousfacetowardme.AndthenIwascaught.
"AllnightIhaveretainedthefoulodorofthisputridbody,theodorofmywellbeloved,asoneretainstheperfumeofawomanafteraloveembrace.
"Dowithmewhatyouwill."
Astrangesilenceseemedtooppresstheroom.Theyseemedtobewaitingforsomethingmore.Thejuryretiredtodeliberate.
Whentheycamebackafewminuteslatertheaccusedshowednofearanddidnotevenseemtothink.
Thepresidentannouncedwiththeusualformalitiesthathisjudgesdeclaredhimtobenotguilty.
Hedidnotmoveandtheroomapplauded.
TheGraveappearedinGilBlas,July29,1883,underthesignatureof"Maufrigneuse."
EndOriginalShortStories,Vol.13.
ByGuydeMaupassantVOLUMEXIII.
OLDJUDAS
THELITTLECASK
BOITELLE
AWIDOW
THEENGLISHMENOFETRETAT
MAGNETISM
AFATHERSCONFESSION
AMOTHEROFMONSTERS
ANUNCOMFORTABLEBED
APORTRAIT
THEDRUNKARD
THEWARDROBE
THEMOUNTAINPOOL
ACREMATION
MISTI
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THEMAGICCOUCH
OLDJUDAS
Thisentirestretchofcountrywasamazing;itwascharacterizedbyagrandeurthatwasalmostreligious,andyetithadanairofsinisterdesolation.
Agreat,wildlake,filledwithstagnant,blackwater,inwhichthousandsofreedswerewavingtoandfro,layinthemidstofavastcircleofnakedhills,wherenothinggrewbutbroom,orhereandthereanoakcuriouslytwistedbythewind.
Justonehousestoodonthebanksofthatdarklake,asmall,lowhouseinhabitedbyUncleJoseph,anoldboatman,wholivedonwhathecouldmakebyhisfishing.Onceaweekhecarriedthefishhecaughtintothesurroundingvillages,returningwiththefewprovisionsthatheneededforhissustenance.
Iwenttoseethisoldhermit,whoofferedtotakemewithhimtohisnets,andIaccepted.
Hisboatwasold,worm—eatenandclumsy,andtheskinnyoldmanrowedwithagentleandmonotonousstrokethatwassoothingtothesoul,alreadyoppressedbythesadnessofthelandroundabout.
ItseemedtomeasifIweretransportedtooldentimes,inthemidstofthatancientcountry,inthatprimitiveboat,whichwaspropelledbyamanofanotherage.
Hetookuphisnetsandthrewthefishintothebottomoftheboat,asthefishermenoftheBiblemighthavedone.Thenhetookmedowntotheendofthelake,whereIsuddenlyperceivedaruinontheothersideofthebankadilapidatedhut,withanenormousredcrossonthewallthatlookedasifitmighthavebeentracedwithblood,asitgleamedinthelastraysofthesettingsun.
"Whatisthat?"Iasked.
"ThatiswhereJudasdied,"themanreplied,crossinghimself.
Iwasnotsurprised,beingalmostpreparedforthisstrangeanswer.
StillIasked:
"Judas?WhatJudas?"
"TheWanderingJew,monsieur,"headded.
Iaskedhimtotellmethislegend.
Butitwasbetterthanalegend,beingatruestory,andquitearecentone,sinceUncleJosephhadknowntheman.
Thishuthadformerlybeenoccupiedbyalargewoman,akindofbeggar,wholivedonpubliccharity.
UncleJosephdidnotrememberfromwhomshehadthishut.Oneeveninganoldmanwithawhitebeard,whoseemedtobeatleasttwohundredyearsold,andwhocouldhardlydraghimselfalong,askedalmsofthisforlornwoman,ashepassedherdwelling.
"Sitdown,father,"shereplied;"everythingherebelongstoalltheworld,sinceitcomesfromalltheworld."
Hesatdownonastonebeforethedoor.Hesharedthewoman’sbread,herbedofleaves,andherhouse.
Hedidnotleaveheragain,forhehadcometotheendofhistravels.
"ItwasOurLadytheVirginwhopermittedthis,monsieur,"Josephadded,"itbeingawomanwhohadopenedherdoortoaJudas,forthisoldvagabondwastheWanderingJew.Itwasnotknownatfirstinthecountry,butthepeoplesuspecteditverysoon,becausehewasalwayswalking;ithadbecomeasortofsecondnaturetohim."
Andsuspicionhadbeenarousedbystillanotherthing.Thiswoman,whokeptthatstrangerwithher,wasthoughttobeaJewess,fornoonehadeverseenheratchurch.FortenmilesaroundnooneevercalledheranythingelsebuttheJewess.
Whenthelittlecountrychildrensawhercometobegtheycriedout:
"Mamma,mamma,hereistheJewess!"
Theoldmanandshebegantogoouttogetherintotheneighboringdistricts,holdingouttheirhandsatallthedoors,stammeringsupplicationsintotheearsofallthepassers.Theycouldbeseenatallhoursoftheday,onby—paths,inthevillages,oragaineatingbread,sittinginthenoonheatundertheshadowofsomesolitarytree.
AndthecountrypeoplebegantocallthebeggarOldJudas.
Onedayhebroughthomeinhissacktwolittlelivepigs,whichafarmerhadgivenhimafterhehadcuredthefarmerofsomesickness.
Soonhestoppedbegging,anddevotedhimselfentirelytohispigs.
Hetookthemouttofeedbythelake,orunderisolatedoaks,orinthenear—byvalleys.Thewoman,however,wentaboutalldaybegging,butshealwayscamebacktohimintheevening.
Healsodidnotgotochurch,andnooneeverhadseenhimcrosshimselfbeforethewaysidecrucifixes.Allthisgaverisetomuchgossip:
Onenighthiscompanionwasattackedbyafeverandbegantotremblelikealeafinthewind.Hewenttothenearesttowntogetsomemedicine,andthenheshuthimselfupwithher,andwasnotseenforsixdays.
Thepriest,havingheardthatthe"Jewess"wasabouttodie,cametooffertheconsolationofhisreligionandadministerthelastsacrament.
WassheaJewess?Hedidnotknow.Butinanycase,hewishedtotrytosavehersoul.
HardlyhadheknockedatthedoorwhenoldJudasappearedonthethreshold,breathinghard,hiseyesaflame,hislongbeardagitated,likeripplingwater,andhehurledblasphemiesinanunknownlanguage,extendinghisskinnyarmsinordertopreventthepriestfromentering.
Thepriestattemptedtospeak,offeredhispurseandhisaid,buttheoldmankeptonabusinghim,makinggestureswithhishandsasifthrowing;
stonesathim.
Thenthepriestretired,followedbythecursesofthebeggar.
ThecompanionofoldJudasdiedthefollowingday.Heburiedherhimself,infrontofherdoor.Theywerepeopleofsolittleaccountthatnoonetookanyinterestinthem.
Thentheysawthemantakehispigsoutagaintothelakeandupthehillsides.Andhealsobeganbeggingagaintogetfood.Butthepeoplegavehimhardlyanything,astherewassomuchgossipabouthim.Everyoneknew,moreover,howhehadtreatedthepriest.
Thenhedisappeared.ThatwasduringHolyWeek,butnoonepaidanyattentiontohim.
ButonEasterSundaytheboysandgirlswhohadgonewalkingouttothelakeheardagreatnoiseinthehut.Thedoorwaslocked;buttheboysbrokeitin,andthetwopigsranout,jumpinglikegnats.Nooneeversawthemagain.
Thewholecrowdwentin;theysawsomeoldragsonthefloor,thebeggar’shat,somebones,clotsofdriedbloodandbitsoffleshinthehollowsoftheskull.
Hispigshaddevouredhim.
"ThishappenedonGoodFriday,monsieur."Josephconcludedhisstory,"threehoursafternoon."
"Howdoyouknowthat?"Iaskedhim.
"Thereisnodoubtaboutthat,"hereplied.
Ididnotattempttomakehimunderstandthatitcouldeasilyhappenthatthefamishedanimalshadeatentheirmaster,afterhehaddiedsuddenlyinhishut.
Asforthecrossonthewall,ithadappearedonemorning,andnooneknewwhathandtraceditinthatstrangecolor.
SincethennoonedoubtedanylongerthattheWanderingJewhaddiedonthisspot.
Imyselfbelieveditforonehour.
THELITTLECASK
Hewasatallmanoffortyorthereabout,thisJulesChicot,theinnkeeperofSpreville,witharedfaceandaroundstomach,andsaidbythosewhoknewhimtobeasmartbusinessman.HestoppedhisbuggyinfrontofMotherMagloire’sfarmhouse,and,hitchingthehorsetothegatepost,wentinatthegate.
Chicotownedsomelandadjoiningthatoftheoldwoman,whichhehadbeencovetingforalongwhile,andhadtriedinvaintobuyascoreoftimes,butshehadalwaysobstinatelyrefusedtopartwithit.
"Iwasbornhere,andhereImeantodie,"wasallshesaid.
Hefoundherpeelingpotatoesoutsidethefarmhousedoor.Shewasawomanofaboutseventy—two,verythin,shriveledandwrinkled,almostdriedupinfactandmuchbentbutasactiveanduntiringasagirl.
Chicotpattedheronthebackinafriendlyfashionandthensatdownbyheronastool.
"Wellmother,youarealwaysprettywellandhearty,Iamgladtosee."
"Nothingtocomplainof,considering,thankyou.Andhowareyou,MonsieurChicot?"
"Oh,prettywell,thankyou,exceptafewrheumaticpainsoccasionally;
otherwiseIhavenothingtocomplainof."
"Somuchthebetter."
Andshesaidnomore,whileChicotwatchedhergoingonwithherwork.
Hercrooked,knottedfingers,hardasalobster’sclaws,seizedthetubers,whichwerelyinginapail,asiftheyhadbeenapairofpincers,andshepeeledthemrapidly,cuttingofflongstripsofskinwithanoldknifewhichsheheldintheotherhand,throwingthepotatoesintothewaterastheyweredone.Threedaringfowlsjumpedoneaftertheotherintoherlap,seizedabitofpeelandthenranawayasfastastheirlegswouldcarrythemwithitintheirbeak.
Chicotseemedembarrassed,anxious,withsomethingonthetipofhistonguewhichhecouldnotsay.Atlasthesaidhurriedly:
"Listen,MotherMagloire——"
"Well,whatisit?"
"Youarequitesurethatyoudonotwanttosellyourland?"
"Certainlynot;youmaymakeupyourmindtothat.WhatIhavesaidI
havesaid,sodon’trefertoitagain."
"Verywell;onlyIthinkIknowofanarrangementthatmightsuitusbothverywell."
"Whatisit?"
"Justthis.Youshallsellittomeandkeepitallthesame.Youdon’tunderstand?Verywell,thenfollowmeinwhatIamgoingtosay."
Theoldwomanleftoffpeelingpotatoesandlookedattheinnkeeperattentivelyfromunderherheavyeyebrows,andhewenton:
"Letmeexplainmyself.EverymonthIwillgiveyouahundredandfiftyfrancs.Youunderstandme!suppose!EverymonthIwillcomeandbringyouthirtycrowns,anditwillnotmaketheslightestdifferenceinyourlife——nottheveryslightest.Youwillhaveyourownhomejustasyouhavenow,neednottroubleyourselfaboutme,andwillowemenothing;
allyouwillhavetodowillbetotakemymoney.Willthatarrangementsuityou?"
Helookedathergood—humoredly,onemightalmosthavesaidbenevolently,andtheoldwomanreturnedhislooksdistrustfully,asifshesuspectedatrap,andsaid:
"ItseemsallrightasfarasIamconcerned,butitwillnotgiveyouthefarm."
"Nevermindaboutthat,"hesaid;"youmayremainhereaslongasitpleasesGodAlmightytoletyoulive;itwillbeyourhome.Onlyyouwillsignadeedbeforealawyermakingitovertome;afteryourdeath.
Youhavenochildren,onlynephewsandniecesforwhomyoudon’tcareastraw.Willthatsuityou?Youwillkeepeverythingduringyourlife,andIwillgiveyouthethirtycrownsamonth.Itispuregainasfarasyouareconcerned."
Theoldwomanwassurprised,ratheruneasy,but,nevertheless,verymuchtemptedtoagree,andanswered:
"Idon’tsaythatIwillnotagreetoit,butImustthinkaboutit.
Comebackinaweek,andwewilltalkitoveragain,andIwillthengiveyoumydefiniteanswer."
AndChicotwentoffashappyasakingwhohadconqueredanempire.
MotherMagloirewasthoughtful,anddidnotsleepatallthatnight;infact,forfourdaysshewasinafeverofhesitation.Shesuspectedthattherewassomethingunderneaththeofferwhichwasnottoheradvantage;
butthenthethoughtofthirtycrownsamonth,ofallthosecoinsclinkinginherapron,fallingtoher,asitwere,fromtheskies,withoutherdoinganythingforit,arousedhercovetousness.
Shewenttothenotaryandtoldhimaboutit.HeadvisedhertoacceptChicot’soffer,butsaidsheoughttoaskforanannuityoffiftyinsteadofthirty,asherfarmwasworthsixtythousandfrancsatthelowestcalculation.
"Ifyouliveforfifteenyearslonger,"hesaid,"eventhenhewillonlyhavepaidforty—fivethousandfrancsforit."
Theoldwomantrembledwithjoyatthisprospectofgettingfiftycrownsamonth,butshewasstillsuspicious,fearingsometrick,andsheremainedalongtimewiththelawyeraskingquestionswithoutbeingabletomakeuphermindtogo.Atlastshegavehiminstructionstodrawupthedeedandreturnedhomewithherheadinawhirl,justasifshehaddrunkfourjugsofnewcider.
WhenChicotcameagaintoreceiveheranswershedeclared,afteralotofpersuading,thatshecouldnotmakeuphermindtoagreetohisproposal,thoughshewasallthetimetremblinglestheshouldnotconsenttogivethefiftycrowns,butatlast,whenhegrewurgent,shetoldhimwhatsheexpectedforherfarm.
Helookedsurprisedanddisappointedandrefused.
Then,inordertoconvincehim,shebegantotalkabouttheprobabledurationofherlife.
"Iamcertainlynotlikelytolivemorethanfiveorsixyearslonger.
Iamnearlyseventy—three,andfarfromstrong,evenconsideringmyage.
TheothereveningIthoughtIwasgoingtodie,andcouldhardlymanagetocrawlintobed."
ButChicotwasnotgoingtobetakenin.
"Come,come,oldlady,youareasstrongasthechurchtower,andwilllivetillyouareahundredatleast;youwillnodoubtseemeputundergroundfirst."
Thewholedaywasspentindiscussingthemoney,andastheoldwomanwouldnotgivein,theinnkeeperconsentedtogivethefiftycrowns,andsheinsisteduponhavingtencrownsoverandabovetostrikethebargain.
Threeyearspassedandtheolddamedidnotseemtohavegrownadayolder.Chicotwasindespair,anditseemedtohimasifhehadbeenpayingthatannuityforfiftyyears,thathehadbeentakenin,done,ruined.Fromtimetotimehewenttoseetheoldlady,justasonegoesinJulytoseewhentheharvestislikelytobegin.Shealwaysmethimwithacunninglook,andonemighthavesupposedthatshewascongratulatingherselfonthetrickshehadplayedhim.Seeinghowwellandheartysheseemedheverysoongotintohisbuggyagain,growlingtohimself:
"Willyouneverdie,youoldhag?"
Hedidnotknowwhattodo,andhefeltinclinedtostrangleherwhenhesawher.Hehatedherwithaferocious,cunninghatred,thehatredofapeasantwhohasbeenrobbed,andbegantocastaboutforsomemeansofgettingridofher.
Onedayhecametoseeheragain,rubbinghishandsashedidthefirsttimeheproposedthebargain,and,afterhavingchattedforafewminutes,hesaid:
"WhydoyounevercomeandhaveabitofdinneratmyplacewhenyouareinSpreville?Thepeoplearetalkingaboutit,andsayingwearenotonfriendlyterms,andthatpainsme.Youknowitwillcostyounothingifyoucome,forIdon’tlookatthepriceofadinner.Comewheneveryoufeelinclined;Ishallbeverygladtoseeyou."
OldMotherMagloiredidnotneedtobeaskedtwice,andthenextdaybutone,asshehadtogotothetowninanycase,itbeingmarketday,shelethermandrivehertoChicot’splace,wherethebuggywasputinthebarnwhileshewentintothehousetogetherdinner.
Theinnkeeperwasdelightedandtreatedherlikealady,givingherroastfowl,blackpudding,legofmuttonandbaconandcabbage.Butsheatenexttonothing.Shehadalwaysbeenasmalleater,andhadgenerallylivedonalittlesoupandacrustofbreadandbutter.
Chicotwasdisappointedandpressedhertoeatmore,butsherefused,andshewoulddrinklittle,anddeclinedcoffee,soheaskedher:
"Butsurelyyouwilltakealittledropofbrandyorliqueur?"
"Well,astothat,Idon’tknowthatIwillrefuse."Whereuponheshoutedout:
"Rosalie,bringthesuperfinebrandy——thespecial——youknow."
Theservantappeared,carryingalongbottleornamentedwithapapervine—leaf,andhefilledtwoliqueurglasses.
"Justtrythat;youwillfinditfirstrate."
Thegoodwomandrankitslowlyinsips,soastomakethepleasurelastallthelonger,andwhenshehadfinishedherglass,shesaid:
"Yes,thatisfirstrate!"
AlmostbeforeshehadsaiditChicothadpouredheroutanotherglassful.
Shewishedtorefuse,butitwastoolate,andshedrankitveryslowly,asshehaddonethefirst,andheaskedhertohaveathird.Sheobjected,buthepersisted.
"Itisasmildasmilk,youknow;Icandrinktenoradozenglasseswithoutanyilleffects;itgoesdownlikesugaranddoesnotgotothehead;onewouldthinkthatitevaporatedonthetongue:Itisthemostwholesomethingyoucandrink."
Shetookit,forshereallyenjoyedit,butshelefthalftheglass.
ThenChicot,inanexcessofgenerosity,said:
"Lookhere,asitissomuchtoyourtaste,Iwillgiveyouasmallkegofit,justtoshowthatyouandIarestillexcellentfriends."Soshetookoneawaywithher,feelingslightlyovercomebytheeffectsofwhatshehaddrunk.
Thenextdaytheinnkeeperdroveintoheryardandtookalittleiron—
hoopedkegoutofhisgig.Heinsistedonhertastingthecontents,tomakesureitwasthesamedeliciousarticle,and,whentheyhadeachofthemdrunkthreemoreglasses,hesaidashewasgoingaway:
"Well,youknowwhenitisallgonethereismoreleft;don’tbemodest,forIshallnotmind.ThesooneritisfinishedthebetterpleasedI
shallbe."
Fourdayslaterhecameagain.Theoldwomanwasoutsideherdoorcuttingupthebreadforhersoup.
Hewentuptoherandputhisfaceclosetohers,sothathemightsmellherbreath;andwhenhesmeltthealcoholhefeltpleased.
"IsupposeyouwillgivemeaglassoftheSpecial?"hesaid.Andtheyhadthreeglasseseach.
Soon,however,itbegantobewhisperedabroadthatMotherMagloirewasinthehabitofgettingdrunkallbyherself.Shewaspickedupinherkitchen,theninheryard,thenintheroadsintheneighborhood,andshewasoftenbroughthomelikealog.
Theinnkeeperdidnotgonearheranymore,and,whenpeoplespoketohimabouther,heusedtosay,puttingonadistressedlook:
"Itisagreatpitythatsheshouldhavetakentodrinkatherage,butwhenpeoplegetoldthereisnoremedy.Itwillbethedeathofherinthelongrun."
Anditcertainlywasthedeathofher.Shediedthenextwinter.AboutChristmastimeshefelldown,unconscious,inthesnow,andwasfounddeadthenextmorning.
AndwhenChicotcameinforthefarm,hesaid:
"Itwasverystupidofher;ifshehadnottakentodrinkshewouldprobablyhavelivedtenyearslonger."
BOITELLE
FatherBoitelle(Antoine)madeaspecialtyofundertakingdirtyjobsallthroughthecountryside.Whenevertherewasaditchoracesspooltobecleanedout,adunghillremoved,asewercleansed,oranydirtholewhatever,hewayalwaysemployedtodoit.
Hewouldcomewiththeinstrumentsofhistrade,hissabotscoveredwithdirt,andsettowork,complainingincessantlyabouthisoccupation.
Whenpeopleaskedhimthenwhyhedidthisloathsomework,hewouldreplyresignedly:
"Faith,’tisformychildren,whomImustsupport.Thisbringsmeinmorethananythingelse:’
Hehad,indeed,fourteenchildren.Ifanyoneaskedhimwhathadbecomeofthem,hewouldsaywithanairofindifference:
"Thereareonlyeightofthemleftinthehouse.Oneisoutatserviceandfivearemarried."
Whenthequestionerwantedtoknowwhethertheywerewellmarried,herepliedvivaciously:
"Ididnotopposethem.Iopposedtheminnothing.Theymarriedjustastheypleased.Weshouldn’tgoagainstpeople’slikings,itturnsoutbadly.Iamanightscavengerbecausemyparentswentagainstmylikings.ButforthatIwouldhavebecomeaworkmanliketheothers."
Hereisthewayhisparentshadthwartedhiminhislikings:
HewasatthetimeasoldierstationedatHavre,notmorestupidthananother,orsharpereither,arathersimplefellow,however.Whenhewasnotonduty,hisgreatestpleasurewastowalkalongthequay,wherethebirddealerscongregate.Sometimesalone,sometimeswithasoldierfromhisownpartofthecountry,hewouldslowlysaunteralongbycagescontainingparrotswithgreenbacksandyellowheadsfromthebanksoftheAmazon,orparrotswithgraybacksandredheadsfromSenegal,orenormousmacaws,whichlooklikebirdsrearedinhot—houses,withtheirflower—likefeathers,theirplumesandtheirtufts.Parrotsofeverysize,whoseempaintedwithminutecarebytheminiaturist,GodAlmighty,andthelittlebirds,allthesmallerbirdshoppedabout,yellow,blueandvariegated,minglingtheircrieswiththenoiseofthequay;andaddingtothedincausedbyunloadingthevessels,aswellasbypassengersandvehicles,aviolentclamor,loud,shrillanddeafening,asiffromsomedistantforestofmonsters.
Boitellewouldpause,withwonderingeyes,wide—openmouth,laughingandenraptured,showinghisteethtothecaptivecockatoos,whokeptnoddingtheirwhiteoryellowtopknotstowardtheglaringredofhisbreechesandthecopperbuckleofhisbelt.Whenhefoundabirdthatcouldtalkheputquestionstoit,andifithappenedatthetimetobedisposedtoreplyandtoholdaconversationwithhimhewouldcarryawayenoughamusementtolasthimtillevening.Healsofoundheapsofamusementinlookingatthemonkeys,andcouldconceivenogreaterluxuryforarichmanthantoowntheseanimalsasoneownscatsanddogs.Thiskindoftastefortheexotichehadinhisblood,aspeoplehaveatasteforthechase,orformedicine,orforthepriesthood.Hecouldnothelpreturningtothequayeverytimethegatesofthebarracksopened,drawntowarditbyanirresistiblelonging.
Ononeoccasion,havingstoppedalmostinecstasybeforeanenormousmacaw,whichwasswellingoutitsplumes,bendingforwardandbridlingupagainasifmakingthecourtcurtseysofparrot—land,hesawthedoorofalittlecafeadjoiningthebirddealer’sshopopen,andayoungnegressappeared,wearingonherheadaredsilkhandkerchief.Shewassweepingintothestreetthecorksandsandoftheestablishment.
Boitelle’sattentionwassoondividedbetweenthebirdandthewoman,andhereallycouldnottellwhichofthesetwobeingshecontemplatedwiththegreaterastonishmentanddelight.
Thenegress,havingswepttherubbishintothestreet,raisedhereyes,and,inherturn,wasdazzledbythesoldier’suniform.Thereshestoodfacinghimwithherbroominherhandsasifshewerebringinghimarifle,whilethemacawcontinuedbowing.Butattheendofafewsecondsthesoldierbegantofeelembarrassedatthisattention,andhewalkedawayquietlysoasnottolookasifhewerebeatingaretreat.
Buthecameback.AlmosteverydayhepassedbeforetheCafedesColonies,andoftenhecoulddistinguishthroughthewindowthefigureofthelittleblack—skinnedmaidserving"bocks"orglassesofbrandytothesailorsoftheport.Frequently,too,shewouldcomeouttothedooronseeinghim;soon,withoutevenhavingexchangedaword,theysmiledatoneanotherlikeacquaintances;andBoitellefelthishearttouchedwhenhesuddenlysaw,glitteringbetweenthedarklipsofthegirl,ashiningrowofwhiteteeth.Atlength,onedayheventuredtoenter,andwasquitesurprisedtofindthatshecouldspeakFrenchlikeeveryoneelse.
Thebottleoflemonade,ofwhichshewasgoodenoughtoacceptaglassful,remainedinthesoldier’srecollectionmemorablydelicious,anditbecameacustomwithhimtocomeandabsorbinthislittletavernonthequayalltheagreeabledrinkswhichhecouldafford.
Forhimitwasatreat,ahappiness,onwhichhisthoughtsdweltconstantly,towatchtheblackhandofthelittlemaidpouringsomethingintohisglasswhileherteethlaughedmorethanhereyes.Attheendoftwomonthstheybecamefastfriends,andBoitelle,afterhisfirstastonishmentatdiscoveringthatthisnegresshadasgoodprinciplesashonestFrenchgirls,thatsheexhibitedaregardforeconomy,industry,religionandgoodconduct,lovedhermoreonthataccount,andwassocharmedwithherthathewantedtomarryher.
Hetoldherhisintentions,whichmadeherdancewithjoy.Shehadalsoalittlemoney,leftherby,afemaleoysterdealer,whohadpickedherupwhenshehadbeenleftonthequayatHavrebyanAmericancaptain.
Thiscaptainhadfoundher,whenshewasonlyaboutsixyearsold,lyingonbalesofcottonintheholdofhisship,somehoursafterhisdeparturefromNewYork.OnhisarrivalinHavreheabandonedtothecareofthiscompassionateoysterdealerthelittleblackcreature,whohadbeenhiddenonboardhisvessel,heknewnotwhyorbywhom.
Theoysterwomanhavingdied,theyoungnegressbecameaservantattheColonialTavern.
AntoineBoitelleadded:"Thiswillbeallrightifmyparentsdon’topposeit.Iwillnevergoagainstthem,youunderstand,never!I’mgoingtosayawordortwotothemthefirsttimeIgobacktothecountry."
Onthefollowingweek,infact,havingobtainedtwenty—fourhours’leave,hewenttoseehisfamily,whocultivatedalittlefarmatTourteville,nearYvetot.
Hewaitedtillthemealwasfinished,thehourwhenthecoffeebaptizedwithbrandymakespeoplemoreopen—hearted,beforeinforminghisparentsthathehadfoundagirlwhosatisfiedhistastes,allhistastes,socompletelythattherecouldnotexistanyotherinalltheworldsoperfectlysuitedtohim.
Theoldpeople,onhearingthis,immediatelyassumedacautiousmannerandwantedexplanations.Hehadconcealednothingfromthemexceptthecolorofherskin.
Shewasaservant,withoutmuchmeans,butstrong,thrifty,clean,well—
conductedandsensible.Allthesethingswerebetterthanmoneywouldbeinthehandsofabadhousewife.Moreover,shehadafewsous,leftherbyawomanwhohadrearedher,agoodnumberofsous,almostalittledowry,fifteenhundredfrancsinthesavingsbank.Theoldpeople,persuadedbyhistalk,andrelyingalsoontheirownjudgment,weregraduallyweakening,whenhecametothedelicatepoint.Laughinginratheraconstrainedfashion,hesaid:
"There’sonlyonethingyoumaynotlike.Sheisnotawhiteslip."
Theydidnotunderstand,andhehadtoexplainatsomelengthandverycautiously,toavoidshockingthem,thatshebelongedtotheduskyraceofwhichtheyhadonlyseensamplesinpicturesatEpinal.Thentheybecamerestless,perplexed,alarmed,asifhehadproposedaunionwiththedevil.
Themothersaid:"Black?Howmuchofherisblack?Isthewholeofher?"
Hereplied:"Certainly.Everywhere,justasyouarewhiteeverywhere."
Thefatherinterposed:"Black?Isitasblackasthepot?"
Thesonanswered:"Perhapsalittlelessthanthat.Sheisblack,butnotdisgustinglyblack.Thecure’scassockisblack,butitisnotuglierthanasurplicewhichiswhite."
Thefathersaid:"Aretheremoreblackpeoplebesidesherinhercountry?"
Andtheson,withanairofconviction,exclaimed:"Certainly!"
Buttheoldmanshookhishead.
"Thatmustbeunpleasant."
Andtheson:
"Itisn’tmoredisagreeablethananythingelsewhenyougetaccustomedtoit."
Themotherasked:
"Itdoesn’tsoiltheunderwearmorethanotherskins,thisblackskin?"
"Notmorethanyourown,asitisherpropercolor."
Then,aftermanyotherquestions,itwasagreedthattheparentsshouldseethisgirlbeforecoming;toanydecision,andthattheyoungfellow,whose,termofmilitaryservicewouldbeoverinamonth,shouldbringhertothehouseinorderthattheymightexamineheranddecidebytalkingthematteroverwhetherornotshewastoodarktoentertheBoitellefamily.
AntoineaccordinglyannouncedthatonSunday,the22dofMay,thedayofhisdischarge,hewouldstartforTourtevillewithhissweetheart.
Shehadputon,forthisjourneytothehouseofherlover’sparents,hermostbeautifulandmostgaudyclothes,inwhichyellow,redandblueweretheprevailingcolors,sothatshelookedasifshewereadornedforanationalfestival.
Attheterminus,astheywereleavingHavre,peoplestaredather,andBoitellewasproudofgivinghisarmtoapersonwhocommandedsomuchattention.Then,inthethird—classcarriage,inwhichshetookaseatbyhisside,shearousedsomuchastonishmentamongthecountryfolksthatthepeopleintheadjoiningcompartmentsstoodupontheirbenchestolookatheroverthewoodenpartitionwhichdividesthecompartments.
Achild,atsightofher,begantocrywithterror,anotherconcealedhisfaceinhismother’sapron.Everythingwentoffwell,however,uptotheirarrivalattheirdestination.ButwhenthetrainslackeneditsrateofmotionastheydrewnearYvetot,Antoinefelt:illatease,ashewouldhavedoneatareviewwhen;hedidnotknowhisdrillpractice.
Then,ashe;leanedhisheadout,herecognizedinthedistance:hisfather,holdingthebridleofthehorseharnessedtoacarryall,andhismother,whohadcomeforwardtothegrating,behindwhichstoodthosewhowereexpectingfriends.
Healightedfirst,gavehishandtohissweetheart,andholdinghimselferect,asifhewereescortingageneral,hewenttomeethisfamily.
Themother,onseeingthisblackladyinvariegatedcostumeinherson’scompany,remainedsostupefiedthatshecouldnotopenhermouth;andthefatherfoundithardtoholdthehorse,whichtheengineorthenegresscausedtorearcontinuously.ButAntoine,suddenlyfilledwithunmixedjoyatseeingoncemoretheoldpeople,rushedforwardwithopenarms,embracedhismother,embracedhisfather,inspiteofthenag’sfright,andthenturningtowardhiscompanion,atwhomthepassengersontheplatformstoppedtostarewithamazement,heproceededtoexplain:
"Heresheis!Itoldyouthat,atfirstsight,sheisnotattractive;
butassoonasyouknowher,Icanassureyouthere’snotabettersortinthewholeworld.Saygood—morningtohersothatshemaynotfeelbadly."
ThereuponMereBoitelle,almostfrightenedoutofherwits,madeasortofcurtsy,whilethefathertookoffhiscap,murmuring:
"Iwishyougoodluck!"
Then,withoutfurtherdelay,theyclimbedintothecarryall,thetwowomenattheback,onseatswhichmadethemjumpupanddownasthevehiclewentjoltingalongtheroad,andthetwomeninfrontonthefrontseat.
Nobodyspoke.Antoine,illatease,whistledabarrack—roomair;hisfatherwhippedthenag;andhismother,fromwhereshesatinthecorner,keptcastingslyglancesatthenegress,whoseforeheadandcheekbonesshoneinthesunlightlikewell—polishedshoes.
Wishingtobreaktheice,Antoineturnedround.
"Well,"saidhe,"wedon’tseeminclinedtotalk."
"Wemusthavetime,"repliedtheoldwoman.
Hewenton:
"Come!Tellusthelittlestoryaboutthathenofyoursthatlaideighteggs."
Itwasafunnyanecdoteoflongstandinginthefamily.But,ashismotherstillremainedsilent,paralyzedbyheremotion,heundertookhimselftotellthestory,laughingashedidsoatthememorableincident.Thefather,whoknewitbyheartbrightenedattheopeningwordsofthenarrative;hiswifesoonfollowedhisexample;andthenegressherself,whenhereachedthedrollestpartofit,suddenlygaveventtoalaugh,suchaloud,rollingtorrentoflaughterthatthehorse,becomingexcited,brokeintoagallopforawhile.
Thisservedtocementtheiracquaintance.Theyallbegantochat.
Theyhadscarcelyreachedthehouseandhadallalighted,whenAntoineconductedhissweethearttoaroom,sothatshemighttakeoffherdress,toavoidstainingit,asshewasgoingtoprepareanicedish,intendedtowintheoldpeople’saffectionsthroughtheirstomachs.Hedrewhisparentsoutsidethehouse,and,withbeatingheart,asked:
"Well,whatdoyousaynow?"
Thefathersaidnothing.Themother,lesstimid,exclaimed:
"Sheistooblack.No,indeed,thisistoomuchforme.Itturnsmyblood."
"Youwillgetusedtoit,"saidAntoine.
"Perhapsso,butnotatfirst."
Theywentintothehouse,wherethegoodwomanwassomewhataffectedatthespectacleofthenegressengagedincooking.Sheatonceproceededtoassisther,withpetticoatstuckedup,activeinspiteofherage.
Themealwasanexcellentone,verylong,veryenjoyable.Whentheyweretakingaturnafterdinner,Antoinetookhisfatheraside.
"Well,dad,whatdoyousayaboutit?"
Thepeasanttookcarenevertocompromisehimself.
"Ihavenoopinionaboutit.Askyourmother."
SoAntoinewentbacktohismother,and,detainingherbehindtherest,said:
"Well,mother,whatdoyouthinkofher?"
"Mypoorlad,sheisreallytooblack.Ifshewereonlyalittlelessblack,Iwouldnotgoagainstyou,butthisistoomuch.OnewouldthinkitwasSatan!"
Hedidnotpressher,knowinghowobstinatetheoldwomanhadalwaysbeen,buthefeltatempestofdisappointmentsweepingoverhisheart.
Hewasturningoverinhismindwhatheoughttodo,whatplanhecoulddevise,surprised,moreover,thatshehadnotconqueredthemalreadyasshehadcaptivatedhimself.Andthey,allfour,walkedalongthroughthewheatfields,havinggraduallyrelapsedintosilence.Whenevertheypassedafencetheysawacountrymansittingonthestile,andagroupofbratsclimbeduptostareatthem,andeveryonerushedoutintotheroadtoseethe"black"whoreyoungBoitellehadbroughthomewithhim.Atadistancetheynoticedpeoplescamperingacrossthefieldsjustaswhenthedrumbeatstodrawpublicattentiontosomelivingphenomenon.PereandMereBoitelle,alarmedatthiscuriosity,whichwasexhibitedeverywherethroughthecountryattheirapproach,quickenedtheirpace,walkingsidebyside,andleavingtheirsonfarbehind.Hisdarkcompanionaskedwhathisparentsthoughtofher.
Hehesitatinglyrepliedthattheyhadnotyetmadeuptheirminds.
Butonthevillagegreenpeoplerushedoutofallthehousesinaflutterofexcitement;and,atthesightofthegatheringcrowd,oldBoitelletooktohisheels,andregainedhisabode,whileAntoine;swellingwithrage,hissweetheartonhisarm,advancedmajesticallyunderthestaringeyes,whichopenedwideinamazement.
Heunderstoodthatitwasatanend,andtherewasnohopeforhim,thathecouldnotmarryhisnegress.Shealsounderstoodit;andastheydrewnearthefarmhousetheybothbegantoweep.Assoonastheyhadgotbacktothehouse,sheoncemoretookoffherdresstoaidthemotherinthehouseholdduties,andfollowedhereverywhere,tothedairy,tothestable,tothehenhouse,takingonherselfthehardestpartofthework,repeatingalways:"Letmedoit,MadameBoitelle,"sothat,whennightcameon,theoldwoman,touchedbutinexorable,saidtoherson:"Sheisagoodgirl,allthesame.It’sapitysheissoblack;butindeedsheistooblack.Icouldnotgetusedtoit.Shemustgobackagain.Sheistoo,tooblack!"
AndyoungBoitellesaidtohissweetheart:
"Shewillnotconsent.Shethinksyouaretooblack.Youmustgobackagain.Iwillgowithyoutothetrain.Nomatter——don’tfret.Iamgoingtotalktothemafteryouhavestarted."
Hethentookhertotherailwaystation,stillcheeringherwithhope,and,whenhehadkissedher,heputherintothetrain,whichhewatchedasitpassedoutofsight,hiseyesswollenwithtears.
Invaindidheappealtotheoldpeople.Theywouldnevergivetheirconsent.
Andwhenhehadtoldthisstory,whichwasknownalloverthecountry,AntoineBoitellewouldalwaysadd:
"FromthattimeforwardIhavehadnoheartforanything——foranythingatall.Notradesuitedmeanylonger,andsoIbecamewhatIam——anightscavenger."
Peoplewouldsaytohim:
"Yetyougotmarried."
"Yes,andIcan’tsaythatmywifedidn’tpleaseme,seeingthatIhavefourteenchildren;butsheisnottheotherone,oh,no——certainlynot!
Theotherone,markyou,mynegress,shehadonlytogivemeoneglance,andIfeltasifIwereinHeaven."
AWIDOW
ThisstorywastoldduringthehuntingseasonattheChateauBaneville.
Theautumnhadbeenrainyandsad.Theredleaves,insteadofrustlingunderthefeet,wererottingundertheheavydownfalls.
Theforestwasasdampasitcouldbe.Fromitcameanodorofmust,ofrain,ofsoakedgrassandwetearth;andthesportsmen,theirbackshunchedunderthedownpour,mournfuldogs,withtailsbetweentheirlegsandhairsstickingtotheirsides,andtheyoungwomen,withtheirclothesdrenched,returnedeveryevening,tiredinbodyandinmind.
Afterdinner,inthelargedrawing—room,everybodyplayedlotto,withoutenjoyment,whilethewindwhistledmadlyaroundthehouse.Thentheytriedtellingstorieslikethosetheyreadinbooks,butnoonewasabletoinventanythingamusing.Thehunterstoldtalesofwonderfulshotsandofthebutcheryofrabbits;andthewomenrackedtheirbrainsforideaswithoutrevealingtheimaginationofScheherezade.Theywereabouttogiveupthisdiversionwhenayoungwoman,whowasidlycaressingthehandofanoldmaidenaunt,noticedalittleringmadeofblondhair,whichshehadoftenseen,withoutpayinganyattentiontoit.
Shefingereditgentlyandasked,"Auntie,whatisthisring?Itlooksasifitweremadefromthehairofachild."
Theoldladyblushed,grewpale,thenansweredinatremblingvoice:"Itissad,sosadthatIneverwishtospeakofit.Alltheunhappinessofmylifecomesfromthat.Iwasveryyoungthen,andthememoryhasremainedsopainfulthatIweepeverytimeIthinkofit."
Immediatelyeverybodywishedtoknowthestory,buttheoldladyrefusedtotellit.Finally,aftertheyhadcoaxedherforalongtime,sheyielded.Hereisthestory:
"YouhaveoftenheardmespeakoftheSantezefamily,nowextinct.I
knewthelastthreemalemembersofthisfamily.Theyalldiedinthesamemanner;thishairbelongstothelastone.Hewasthirteenwhenhekilledhimselfforme.Thatseemsstrangetoyou,doesn’tit?
"Oh!itwasastrangefamily——mad,ifyouwill,butacharmingmadness,themadnessoflove.Fromfathertoson,allhadviolentpassionswhichfilledtheirwholebeing,whichimpelledthemtodowildthings,drovethemtofranticenthusiasm,eventocrime.Thiswasborninthem,justasburningdevotionisincertainsouls.Trappershavenotthesamenatureasminionsofthedrawing—room.Therewasasaying:’AspassionateasaSanteze.’Thiscouldbenoticedbylookingatthem.
Theyallhadwavyhair,fallingovertheirbrows,curlybeardsandlargeeyeswhoseglancepiercedandmovedone,thoughonecouldnotsaywhy.
"Thegrandfatheroftheownerofthishair,ofwhomitisthelastsouvenir,aftermanyadventures,duelsandelopements,ataboutsixty—
fivefellmadlyinlovewithhisfarmer’sdaughter.Iknewthemboth.
Shewasblond,pale,distinguished—looking,withaslowmanneroftalking,aquietvoiceandalooksogentlethatonemighthavetakenherforaMadonna.Theoldnoblemantookhertohishomeandwassoonsocaptivatedwithherthathecouldnotlivewithoutherforaminute.
Hisdaughteranddaughter—in—law,wholivedinthechateau,foundthisperfectlynatural,lovewassuchatraditioninthefamily.Nothinginregardtoapassionsurprisedthem,andifonespokebeforethemofpartedlovers,evenofvengeanceaftertreachery,bothsaidinthesamesadtone:’Oh,howhemusthavesufferedtocometothatpoint!’Thatwasall.Theygrewsadovertragediesoflove,butneverindignant,evenwhentheywerecriminal.
"Now,onedayayoungmannamedMonsieurdeGradelle,whohadbeeninvitedfortheshooting,elopedwiththeyounggirl.
"MonsieurdeSantezeremainedcalmasifnothinghadhappened,butonemorninghewasfoundhanginginthekennels,amonghisdogs.
"HissondiedinthesamemannerinahotelinParisduringajourneywhichhemadetherein1841,afterbeingdeceivedbyasingerfromtheopera.
"Heleftatwelve—year—oldchildandawidow,mymother’ssister.Shecametomyfather’shousewiththeboy,whilewewerelivingatBertillon.Iwasthenseventeen.
"YouhavenoideahowwonderfulandprecociousthisSantezechildwas.
Onemighthavethoughtthatallthetendernessandexaltationofthewholeracehadbeenstoredupinthislastone.Hewasalwaysdreamingandwalkingaboutaloneinagreatalleyofelmsleadingfromthechateautotheforest.Iwatchedfrommywindowthissentimentalboy,whowalkedwiththoughtfulsteps,hishandsbehindhisback,hisheadbent,andattimesstoppingtoraisehiseyesasifhecouldseeandunderstandthingsthatwerenotcomprehensibleathisage.
"Often,afterdinneronclearevenings,hewouldsaytome:’Letusgooutsideanddream,cousin.’Andwewouldgooutsidetogetherinthepark.Hewouldstopquicklybeforeaclearingwherethewhitevaporofthemoonlightsthewoods,andhewouldpressmyhand,saying:’Look!
look!butyoudon’tunderstandme;Ifeelit.Ifyouunderstoodme,weshouldbehappy.Onemustlovetoknow!Iwouldlaughandthenkissthischild,wholovedmemadly.
"Often,afterdinner,hewouldsitonmymother’sknees.’Come,auntie,’
hewouldsay,’tellmesomelove—stories.’Andmymother,asajoke,wouldtellhimalltheoldlegendsofthefamily,allthepassionateadventuresofhisforefathers,forthousandsofthemwerecurrent,sometrueandsomefalse.Itwastheirreputationforloveandgallantrywhichwastheruinofeveryoneofthese—men;theygloriedinitandthenthoughtthattheyhadtoliveuptotherenownoftheirhouse.
"Thelittlefellowbecameexaltedbythesetenderorterriblestories,andattimeshewouldclaphishands,crying:’I,too,I,too,knowhowtolove,betterthanallofthem!’
"Then,hebegantocourtmeinatimidandtendermanner,atwhicheveryonelaughed,itwas,soamusing.EverymorningIhadsomeflowerspickedbyhim,andeveryeveningbeforegoingtohisroomhewouldkissmyhandandmurmur:’Iloveyou!’
"Iwasguilty,veryguilty,andIgrievedcontinuallyaboutit,andI
havebeendoingpenanceallmylife;Ihaveremainedanoldmaid——or,rather,Ihavelivedasawidowedfiancee,hiswidow.
"Iwasamusedatthischildishtenderness,andIevenencouragedhim.
Iwascoquettish,ascharmingaswithaman,alternatelycaressingandsevere.Imaddenedthischild.Itwasagameformeandajoyousdiversionforhismotherandmine.Hewastwelve!thinkofit!Whowouldhavetakenthisatom’spassionseriously?Ikissedhimasoftenashewished;Ievenwrotehimlittlenotes,whichwerereadbyourrespectivemothers;andheansweredmebypassionateletters,whichI
havekept.Judginghimselfasaman,hethoughtthatourlovingintimacywassecret.WehadforgottenthathewasaSanteze.
"Thislastedforaboutayear.Oneeveningintheparkhefellatmyfeetand,ashemadlykissedthehemofmydress,hekeptrepeating:’I
loveyou!Iloveyou!Iloveyou!Ifeveryoudeceiveme,ifeveryouleavemeforanother,I’lldoasmyfatherdid.’Andheaddedinahoarsevoice,whichgavemeashiver:’Youknowwhathedid!’
"Istoodthereastonished.Hearose,andstandingonthetipsofhistoesinordertoreachmyear,forIwastallerthanhe,hepronouncedmyfirstname:’Genevieve!’insuchagentle,sweet,tendertonethatI
trembledallover.Istammered:’Letusreturn!letusreturn!’Hesaidnomoreandfollowedme;butasweweregoingupthestepsoftheporch,hestoppedme,saying:’Youknow,ifeveryouleaveme,I’llkillmyself.’
"ThistimeIunderstoodthatIhadgonetoofar,andIbecamequitereserved.Oneday,ashewasreproachingmeforthis,Ianswered:’Youarenowtoooldforjestingandtooyoungforseriouslove.I’llwait.’
"Ithoughtthatthiswouldendthematter.Intheautumnhewassenttoaboarding—school.WhenhereturnedthefollowingsummerIwasengagedtobemarried.Heunderstoodimmediately,andforaweekhebecamesopensivethatIwasquiteanxious.