首页 >出版文学> Original Short Stories>第35章
  Meanwhileithadgrownunbearablyhot,thesparklingriverlookedlikeablazeoffireandthefumesofthewineweregettingintotheirheads.
  MonsieurDufour,whohadaviolenthiccough,hadunbuttonedhiswaistcoatandthetopbuttonofhistrousers,whilehiswife,whofeltchoking,wasgraduallyunfasteningherdress.Theapprenticewasshakinghisyellowwiginahappyframeofmind,andkepthelpinghimselftowine,andtheoldgrandmother,feelingtheeffectsofthewine,wasverystiffanddignified.Asforthegirl,onenoticedonlyapeculiarbrightnessinhereyes,whilethebrowncheeksbecamemorerosy.
  Thecoffeefinished,theysuggestedsinging,andeachofthemsangorrepeatedacouplet,whichtheothersapplaudedfrantically.Thentheygotupwithsomedifficulty,andwhilethetwowomen,whowereratherdizzy,weretryingtogetabreathofair,thetwomen,whowerealtogetherdrunk,wereattemptinggymnastics.Heavy,limpandwithscarletfacestheyhungor,awkwardlytotheironrings,withoutbeingabletoraisethemselves.
  Meanwhilethetwoboatingmenhadgottheirboatsintothewater,andtheycamebackandpolitelyaskedtheladieswhethertheywouldlikearow.
  "Wouldyoulikeone,MonsieurDufour?"hiswifeexclaimed."Pleasecome!"
  Hemerelygaveheradrunkennod,withoutunderstandingwhatshesaid.
  Thenoneoftherowerscameupwithtwofishingrodsinhishands,andthehopeofcatchingagudgeon,thatgreatvisionoftheParisianshopkeeper,madeDufour’sdulleyesgleam,andhepolitelyallowedthemtodowhatevertheyliked,whilehesatintheshadeunderthebridge,withhisfeetdanglingovertheriver,bythesideoftheyoungmanwiththeyellowhair,whowassleepingsoundly.
  Oneoftheboatingmenmadeamartyrofhimselfandtookthemother.
  "LetusgotothelittlewoodontheIleauxAnglais!"hecalledoutasherowedoff.Theotherboatwentmoreslowly,fortherowerwaslookingathiscompanionsointentlythatbythoughtofnothingelse,andhisemotionseemedtoparalyzehisstrength,whilethegirl,whowassittinginthebow,gaveherselfuptotheenjoymentofbeingonthewater.Shefeltadisinclinationtothink,alassitudeinherlimbsandatotalenervation,asifshewereintoxicated,andherfacewasflushedandherbreathingquickened.Theeffectsofthewine,whichwereincreasedbytheextremeheat,madeallthetreesonthebankseemtobowasshepassed.Avaguewishforenjoymentandafermentationofherbloodseemedtopervadeherwholebody,whichwasexcitedbytheheatoftheday,andshewasalsodisturbedatthistete—a—teteonthewater,inaplacewhichseemeddepopulatedbytheheat,withthisyoungmanwhothoughtherpretty,whoseardentlooksseemedtocaressherskinandwereaspenetratingandpervadingasthesun’srays.
  Theirinabilitytospeakincreasedtheiremotion,andtheylookedaboutthem.Atlast,however,hemadeaneffortandaskedhername.
  "Henriette,"shesaid.
  "Why,mynameisHenri,"hereplied.Thesoundoftheirvoiceshadcalmedthem,andtheylookedatthebanks.Theotherboathadpassedthemandseemedtobewaitingforthem,andtherowercalledout:
  "Wewillmeetyouinthewood;wearegoingasfarasRobinson’s,becauseMadameDufouristhirsty."Thenhebentoverhisoarsagainandrowedoffsoquicklythathewassoonoutofsight.
  Meanwhileacontinualroar,whichtheyhadheardforsometime,camenearer,andtheriveritselfseemedtoshiver,asifthedullnoisewererisingfromitsdepths.
  "Whatisthatnoise?"sheasked.Itwasthenoiseoftheweirwhichcuttheriverintwoattheisland,andhewasexplainingittoher,when,abovethenoiseofthewaterfall,theyheardthesongofabird,whichseemedalongwayoff.
  "Listen!"hesaid;"thenightingalesaresingingduringtheday,sothefemalebirdsmustbesitting."
  Anightingale!Shehadneverheardonebefore,andtheideaoflisteningtoonerousedvisionsofpoetictendernessinherheart.Anightingale!
  Thatistosay,theinvisiblewitnessofherlovetrystswhichJulietinvokedonherbalcony;thatcelestialmusicwhichitattunedtohumankisses,thateternalinspirerofallthoselanguorousromanceswhichopenanidealskytoallthepoorlittletenderheartsofsensitivegirls!
  Shewasgoingtohearanightingale.
  "Wemustnotmakeanoise,"hercompanionsaid,"andthenwecangointothewood,andsitdownclosebesideit."
  Theboatseemedtoglide.Theysawthetreesontheisland,thebanksofwhichweresolowthattheycouldlookintothedepthsofthethickets.
  Theystopped,hemadetheboatfast,HenriettetookholdofHenri’sarm,andtheywentbeneaththetrees.
  "Stoop,"hesaid,soshestoopeddown,andtheywentintoaninextricablethicketofcreepers,leavesandreedgrass,whichformedanundiscoverableretreat,andwhichtheyoungmanlaughinglycalled"hisprivateroom."
  Justabovetheirheads,perchedinoneofthetreeswhichhidthem,thebirdwasstillsinging.Heutteredtrillsandroulades,andthenloud,vibratingnotesthatfilledtheairandseemedtolosethemselvesonthehorizon,acrossthelevelcountry,throughthatburningsilencewhichweigheduponthewholelandscape.Theydidnotspeakforfearoffrighteningitaway.Theyweresittingclosetogether,and,slowly,Henri’sarmstoleroundthegirl’swaistandsqueezeditgently.Shetookthatdaringhandwithoutanyanger,andkeptremovingitwheneverheputitroundher;without,however,feelingatallembarrassedbythiscaress,justasifithadbeensomethingquitenatural,whichshewasresistingjustasnaturally.
  Shewaslisteningtothebirdinecstasy.Shefeltaninfinitelongingforhappiness,forsomesuddendemonstrationoftenderness,fortherevelationofsuperhumanpoetry,andshefeltsuchasofteningatherheart,andrelaxationofhernerves,thatshebegantocry,withoutknowingwhy.Theyoungmanwasnowstrainingherclosetohim,yetshedidnotremovehisarm;shedidnotthinkofit.Suddenlythenightingalestopped,andavoicecalledoutinthedistance:
  "Henriette!"
  "Donotreply,"hesaidinalowvoice;"youwilldrivethebirdaway."
  Butshehadnoideaofdoingso,andtheyremainedinthesamepositionforsometime.MadameDufourhadsatdownsomewhereorother,forfromtimetotimetheyheardthestoutladybreakoutintolittleburstsoflaughter.
  Thegirlwasstillcrying;shewasfilledwithstrangesensations.
  Henri’sheadwasonhershoulder,andsuddenlyhekissedheronthelips.
  Shewassurprisedandangry,and,toavoidhim,shestoodup.
  Theywerebothverypalewhentheylefttheirgrassyretreat.Theblueskyappearedtothemcloudedandtheardentsundarkened;andtheyfelttilesolitudeandthesilence.Theywalkedrapidly,sidebyside,withoutspeakingortouchingeachother,fortheyseemedtohavebecomeirreconcilableenemies,asifdisgustandhatredhadarisenbetweenthem,andfromtimetotimeHenriettecalledout:"Mamma!"
  Byandbytheyheardanoisebehindabush,andthestoutladyappeared,lookingratherconfused,andhercompanion’sfacewaswrinkledwithsmileswhichhecouldnotcheck.
  MadameDufourtookhisarm,andtheyreturnedtotheboats,andHenri,whowasahead,walkedinsilencebesidetheyounggirl.AtlasttheygotbacktoBezons.MonsieurDufour,whowasnowsober,waswaitingforthemveryimpatiently,whiletheyoungmanwiththeyellowhairwashavingamouthfulofsomethingtoeatbeforeleavingtheinn.Thecarriagewaswaitingintheyard,andthegrandmother,whohadalreadygotin,wasveryfrightenedatthethoughtofbeingovertakenbynightbeforetheyreachedParis,astheoutskirtswerenotsafe.
  Theyallshookbands,andtheDufourfamilydroveoff.
  "Good—by,untilwemeetagain!"theoarsmencried,andtheanswertheygotwasasighandatear.
  Twomonthslater,asHenriwasgoingalongtheRuedesMartyrs,hesawDufour,Ironmonger,overadoor,andsohewentin,andsawthestoutladysittingatthecounter.Theyrecognizedeachotherimmediately,andafteraninterchangeofpolitegreetings,heaskedafterthemall.
  "AndhowisMademoiselleHenriette?"heinquiredspecially.
  "Verywell,thankyou;sheismarried."
  "Ah!"Hefeltacertainemotion,butsaid:"Whomdidshemarry?"
  "Thatyoungmanwhoaccompaniedus,youknow;hehasjoinedusinbusiness."
  "Irememberhimperfectly."
  Hewasgoingout,feelingveryunhappy,thoughscarcelyknowingwhy,whenmadamecalledhimback.
  "Andhowisyourfriend?"sheaskedrathershyly.
  "Heisverywell,thankyou."
  "Pleasegivehimourcompliments,andbeghimtocomeandcall,whenheisintheneighborhood."
  Shethenadded:"Tellhimitwillgivemegreatpleasure."
  "Iwillbesuretodoso.Adieu!"
  "Donotsaythat;comeagainverysoon."
  Thenextyear,oneveryhotSunday,allthedetailsofthatadventure,whichHenrihadneverforgotten,suddenlycamebacktohimsoclearlythathereturnedalonetotheirroominthewood,andwasoverwhelmedwithastonishmentwhenhewentin.Shewassittingonthegrass,lookingverysad,whilebyherside,stillinhisshirtsleeves,theyoungmanwiththeyellowhairwassleepingsoundly,likesomeanimal.
  ShegrewsopalewhenshesawHenrithatatfirsthethoughtshewasgoingtofaint;then,however,theybegantotalkquitenaturally.
  Butwhenhetoldherthathewasveryfondofthatspot,andwenttherefrequentlyonSundaystoindulgeinmemories,shelookedintohiseyesforalongtime.
  "Itoo,thinkofit,"shereplied.
  "Come,mydear,"herhusbandsaid,withayawn."Ithinkitistimeforustobegoing."
  ROSE
  Thetwoyoungwomenappeartobeburiedunderablanketofflowers.Theyarealoneintheimmenselandau,whichisfilledwithflowerslikeagiantbasket.Onthefrontseataretwosmallhampersofwhitesatinfilledwithviolets,andonthebearskinbywhichtheirkneesarecoveredthereisamassofroses,mimosas,pinks,daisies,tuberosesandorangeblossoms,interwovenwithsilkribbons;thetwofrailbodiesseemburiedunderthisbeautifulperfumedbed,whichhideseverythingbuttheshouldersandarmsandalittleofthedaintywaists.
  Thecoachman’swhipiswoundwithagarlandofanemones,thehorses’
  tracesaredottedwithcarnations,thespokesofthewheelsareclothedinmignonette,andwherethelanternsoughttobearetwoenormousroundbouquetswhichlookasthoughtheyweretheeyesofthisstrange,rolling,flower—bedeckedcreature.
  Thelandaudrivesrapidlyalongtheroad,throughtheRued’Antibes,preceded,followed,accompanied,byacrowdofothercarriagescoveredwithflowers,fullofwomenalmosthiddenbyaseaofviolets.ItistheflowercarnivalatCannes.
  ThecarriagereachestheBoulevarddelaFonciere,wherethebattleiswaged.Allalongtheimmenseavenueadoublerowofflower—bedeckedvehiclesaregoingandcominglikeanendlessribbon.Flowersarethrownfromonetotheother.Theypassthroughtheairlikeballs,strikingfreshfaces,bouncingandfallingintothedust,whereanarmyofyoungsterspickthemup.
  Athickcrowdisstandingonthesidewalkslookingonandheldincheckbythemountedpolice,whopassbrutallyalongpushingbackthecuriouspedestriansasthoughtopreventthecommonpeoplefromminglingwiththerich.
  Inthecarriages,peoplecalltoeachother,recognizeeachotherandbombardeachotherwithroses.Achariotfullofprettywomen,dressedinred,likedevils,attractstheeyesofall.Agentleman,wholooksliketheportraitsofHenryIV.,isthrowinganimmensebouquetwhichisheldbackbyanelastic.Fearingtheshock,thewomenhidetheireyesandthemenlowertheirheads,butthegraceful,rapidandobedientmissiledescribesacurveandreturnstoitsmaster,whoimmediatelythrowsitatsomenewface.
  Thetwoyoungwomenbegintothrowtheirstockofflowersbyhandfuls,andreceiveaperfecthailofbouquets;then,afteranhourofwarfare,alittletired,theytellthecoachmantodrivealongtheroadwhichfollowstheseashore.
  ThesundisappearsbehindEsterel,outliningthedark,ruggedmountainagainstthesunsetsky.Theclearbluesea,ascalmasamill—pond,stretchesoutasfarasthehorizon,whereitblendswiththesky;andthefleet,anchoredinthemiddleofthebay,lookslikeaherdofenormousbeasts,motionlessonthewater,apocalypticanimals,armoredandhump—backed,theirfrailmastslookinglikefeathers,andwitheyeswhichlightupwheneveningapproaches.
  Thetwoyoungwomen,leaningbackundertheheavyrobes,lookoutlazilyovertheblueexpanseofwater.Atlastoneofthemsays:
  "Howdelightfultheeveningsare!Howgoodeverythingseems!Don’tyouthinkso,Margot?"
  "Yes,itisgood.Butthereisalwayssomethinglacking."
  "Whatislacking?Ifeelperfectlyhappy.Idon’tneedanythingelse."
  "Yes,youdo.Youarenotthinkingofit.Nomatterhowcontentedwemaybe,physically,wealwayslongforsomethingmore——fortheheart."
  Theotheraskedwithasmile:
  "Alittlelove?"
  "Yes."
  Theystoppedtalking,theireyesfastenedonthedistanthorizon,thentheonecalledMargueritemurmured:"Lifewithoutthatseemstomeunbearable.Ineedtobeloved,ifonlybyadog.Butweareallalike,nomatterwhatyoumaysay,Simone."
  "Notatall,mydear.Ihadrathernotbelovedatallthantobelovedbythefirstcomer.Doyouthink,forinstance,thatitwouldbepleasanttobelovedby——by——"
  Shewasthinkingbywhomshemightpossiblybeloved,glancingacrossthewidelandscape.Hereyes,aftertravelingaroundthehorizon,fellonthetwobrightbuttonswhichwereshiningonthebackofthecoachman’slivery,andshecontinued,laughing:"bymycoachman?"
  MadameMargotbarelysmiled,andsaidinalowtoneofvoice:
  "Iassureyouthatitisveryamusingtobelovedbyaservant.Ithashappenedtometwoorthreetimes.Theyrolltheireyesinsuchafunnymanner——it’senoughtomakeyoudielaughing!Naturally,themoreinlovetheyare,themoresevereonemustbewiththem,andthen,someday,forsomereason,youdismissthem,because,ifanyoneshouldnoticeit,youwouldappearsoridiculous."
  MadameSimonewaslistening,staringstraightaheadofher,thensheremarked:
  "No,I’mafraidthatmyfootman’sheartwouldnotsatisfyme.Tellmehowyounoticedthattheylovedyou."
  "InoticeditthesamewaythatIdowithothermen——whentheygetstupid."
  "Theothersdon’tseemstupidtome,whentheyloveme."
  "Theyareidiots,mydear,unabletotalk,toanswer,tounderstandanything."
  "Buthowdidyoufeelwhenyouwerelovedbyaservant?Wereyou——moved——flattered?"
  "Moved?no,flattered——yesalittle.Oneisalwaysflatteredtobelovedbyaman,nomatterwhohemaybe."
  "Oh,Margot!"
  "Yes,indeed,mydear!Forinstance,Iwilltellyouofapeculiarincidentwhichhappenedtome.Youwillseehowcuriousandcomplexouremotionsare,insuchcases.
  "AboutfouryearsagoIhappenedtobewithoutamaid.Ihadtriedfiveorsix,onerightaftertheother,andIwasaboutreadytogiveupindespair,whenIsawanadvertisementinanewspaperofayounggirlknowinghowtocook,embroider,dresshair,whowaslookingforapositionandwhocouldfurnishthebestofreferences.Besidesalltheseaccomplishments,shecouldspeakEnglish.
  "Iwrotetothegivenaddress,andthenextdaythepersoninquestionpresentedherself.Shewastall,slender,pale,shy—looking.Shehadbeautifulblackeyesandacharmingcomplexion;shepleasedmeimmediately.Iaskedforhercertificates;shegavemeoneinEnglish,forshecame,asshesaid,fromLadyRymwell’s,whereshehadbeenfortenyears.
  "Thecertificateshowedthattheyounggirlhadleftofherownfreewill,inordertoreturntoFrance,andtheonlythingwhichtheyhadhadtofindfaultinherduringherlongperiodofservicewasalittleFrenchcoquettishness.
  "ThisprudishEnglishphraseevenmademesmile,andIimmediatelyengagedthismaid.
  "Shecametomethesameday.HernamewasRose.
  "AttheendofamonthIwouldhavebeenhelplesswithouther.Shewasatreasure,apearl,aphenomenon.
  "Shecoulddressmyhairwithinfinitetaste;shecouldtrimahatbetterthanmostmilliners,andshecouldevenmakemydresses.
  "Iwasastonishedatheraccomplishments.Ihadneverbeforebeenwaitedoninsuchamanner.
  "Shedressedmerapidlyandwithasurprisinglylighttouch.Ineverfeltherfingersonmyskin,andnothingissodisagreeabletomeascontactwithaservant’shand.Isoonbecameexcessivelylazy;itwassopleasanttobedressedfromheadtofoot,andfromlingerietogloves,bythistall,timidgirl,alwaysblushingalittle,andneversayingaword.
  AftermybathshewouldrubandmassagemewhileIdozedalittleonmycouch;Ialmostconsideredhermoreofafriendthanaservant.
  "Onemorningthejanitorasked,mysteriously,tospeaktome.Iwassurprised,andtoldhimtocomein.Hewasagood,faithfulman,anoldsoldier,oneofmyhusband’sformerorderlies.
  "Heseemedtobeembarrassedbywhathehadtosaytome.Atlasthemanagedtomumble:
  "’Madame,thesuperintendentofpoliceisdownstairs.’
  "Iaskedquickly:
  "’Whatdoeshewish?’
  "’Hewishestosearchthehouse.’
  "Ofcoursethepoliceareuseful,butIhatethem.Idonotthinkthatitisanobleprofession.Ianswered,angeredandhurt:
  "’Whythissearch?Forwhatreason?Heshallnotcomein.’
  "Thejanitorcontinued:
  "’Hesaysthatthereisacriminalhiddeninthehouse.’
  "ThistimeIwasfrightenedandItoldhimtobringtheinspectortome,sothatImightgetsomeexplanation.HewasamanwithgoodmannersanddecoratedwiththeLegionofHonor.Hebeggedmypardonfordisturbingme,andtheninformedmethatIhad,amongmydomestics,aconvict.
  "Iwasshocked;andIansweredthatIcouldguaranteeeveryservantinthehouse,andIbegantoenumeratethem.
  "’Thejanitor,PierreCourtin,anoldsoldier.’
  "’It’snothe.’
  "’Astable—boy,sonoffarmerswhomIknow,andagroomwhomyouhavejustseen.’
  "’It’snothe.’
  "’Then,monsieur,youseethatyoumustbemistaken.’
  "’Excuseme,madame,butIampositivethatIamnotmakingamistake.
  Astheconvictionofanotablecriminalisatstake,wouldyoubesokindastosendforallyourservants?"
  "AtfirstIrefused,butIfinallygavein,andsentdownstairsforeverybody,menandwomen.
  "Theinspectorglancedatthemandthendeclared:
  "’Thisisn’tall.’
  "’Excuseme,monsieur,thereisnooneleftbutmymaid,ayounggirlwhomyoucouldnotpossiblymistakeforaconvict.’
  "Heasked:
  "’MayIalsoseeher?’
  "’Certainly.’
  "IrangforRose,whoimmediatelyappeared.Shehadhardlyenteredtheroom,whentheinspectormadeamotion,andtwomenwhomIhadnotseen,hiddenbehindthedoor,sprangforward,seizedherandtiedherhandsbehindherback.
  "Icriedoutinangerandtriedtorushforwardtodefendher.Theinspectorstoppedme:
  "’Thisgirl,madame,isamanwhosenameisJeanNicolasLecapet,condemnedtodeathin1879forassaultingawomanandinjuringhersothatdeathresulted.Hissentencewascommutedtoimprisonmentforlife.
  Heescapedfourmonthsago.Wehavebeenlookingforhimeversince.’
  "Iwasterrified,bewildered.Ididnotbelievehim.Thecommissionercontinued,laughing:
  "’Icanproveittoyou.Hisrightarmistattooed.’
  "’Thesleevewasrolledup.Itwastrue.Theinspectoradded,withbadtaste:
  "’Youcantrustusfortheotherproofs.’
  "Andtheyledmymaidaway!
  "Well,wouldyoubelieveme,thethingthatmovedmemostwasnotangerathavingthusbeenplayedupon,deceivedandmaderidiculous,itwasnottheshameofhavingthusbeendressedandundressed,handledandtouchedbythisman——butadeephumiliation——awoman’shumiliation.Doyouunderstand?"
  "IamafraidIdon’t."
  "Justthink——thismanhadbeencondemnedfor——forassaultingawoman.
  Well!Ithoughtoftheonewhomhehadassaulted——and——andIfelthumiliated——There!Doyouunderstandnow?"
  MadameMargotdidnotanswer.Shewaslookingstraightahead,hereyesfastenedonthetwoshiningbuttonsofthelivery,withthatsphinx—likesmilewhichwomensometimeshave.
  ROSALIEPRUDENT
  Therewasarealmysteryinthisaffairwhichneitherthejury,northepresident,northepublicprosecutorhimselfcouldunderstand.
  ThegirlPrudent(Rosalie),servantattheVarambots’,ofNantes,havingbecomeenceintewithouttheknowledgeofhermasters,had,duringthenight,killedandburiedherchildinthegarden.
  Itwastheusualstoryoftheinfanticidescommittedbyservantgirls.
  Buttherewasoneinexplicablecircumstanceaboutthisone.WhenthepolicesearchedthegirlPrudent’sroomtheydiscoveredacompleteinfant’soutfit,madebyRosalieherself,whohadspenthernightsforthelastthreemonthsincuttingandsewingit.Thegrocerfromwhomshehadboughthercandles,outofherownwages,forthislongpieceofworkhadcometotestify.Itcameout,moreover,thatthesage—femmeofthedistrict,informedbyRosalieofhercondition,hadgivenherallnecessaryinstructionsandcounselincasetheeventshouldhappenatatimewhenitmightnotbepossibletogethelp.ShehadalsoprocuredaplaceatPoissyforthegirlPrudent,whoforesawthatherpresentemployerswoulddischargeher,fortheVarambotcoupledidnottriflewithmorality.
  Therewerepresentatthetrialboththemanandthewoman,amiddle—
  classpairfromtheprovinces,livingontheirincome.Theyweresoexasperatedagainstthisgirl,whohadsulliedtheirhouse,thattheywouldhavelikedtoseeherguillotinedonthespotwithoutatrial.
  Thespitefuldepositionstheymadeagainstherbecameaccusationsintheirmouths.
  Thedefendant,alarge,handsomegirlofLowerNormandy,welleducatedforherstationinlife,weptcontinuouslyandwouldnotanswertoanything.
  Thecourtandthespectatorswereforcedtotheopinionthatshehadcommittedthisbarbarousactinamomentofdespairandmadness,sincetherewaseveryindicationthatshehadexpectedtokeepandbringupherchild.
  Thepresidenttriedforthelasttimetomakeherspeak,togetsomeconfession,and,havingurgedherwithmuchgentleness,hefinallymadeherunderstandthatallthesemengatheredheretopassjudgmentuponherwerenotanxiousforherdeathandmightevenhavepityonher.
  Thenshemadeuphermindtospeak.
  "Come,now,tellus,first,whoisthefatherofthischild?"heasked.
  Untilthenshehadobstinatelyrefusedtogivehisname.
  Butsherepliedsuddenly,lookingathermasterswhohadsocruellycalumniatedher:
  "ItisMonsieurJoseph,MonsieurVarambot’snephew."
  Thecouplestartedintheirseatsandcriedwithonevoice——"That’snottrue!Shelies!Thisisinfamous!"
  Thepresidenthadthemsilencedandcontinued"Goon,please,andtellushowitallhappened."
  Thenshesuddenlybegantotalkfreely,relievingherpent—upheart,thatpoor,solitary,crushedheart——layingbarehersorrow,herwholesorrow,beforethoseseveremenwhomshehaduntilnowtakenforenemiesandinflexiblejudges.
  "Yes,itwasMonsieurJosephVarambot,whenhecameonleavelastyear."
  "WhatdoesMr.JosephVarambotdo?"
  "Heisanon—commissionedofficerintheartillery,monsieur.Well,hestayedtwomonthsatthehouse,twomonthsofthesummer.Ithoughtnothingaboutitwhenhebegantolookatme,andthenflatterme,andmakelovetomealldaylong.AndIletmyselfbetakenin,monsieur.
  HekeptsayingtomethatIwasahandsomegirl,thatIwasgoodcompany,thatIjustsuitedhim——andI,Ilikedhimwellenough.WhatcouldIdo?
  Onelistenstothesethingswhenoneisalone——allalone——asIwas.Iamaloneintheworld,monsieur.Ihavenoonetotalkto——noonetotellmytroublesto.Ihavenofather,nomother,nobrother,nosister,nobody.AndwhenhebegantotalktomeitwasasifIhadabrotherwhohadcomeback.Andthenheaskedmetogowithhimtotheriveroneevening,sothatwemighttalkwithoutdisturbinganyone.Iwent——I
  don’tknow——Idon’tknowhowithappened.Hehadhisarmaroundme.
  ReallyIdidn’twantto——no——no——Icouldnot——Ifeltlikecrying,theairwassosoft——themoonwasshining.No,Isweartoyou——Icouldnot——
  hedidwhathewanted.Thatwentonthreeweeks,aslongashestayed.
  Icouldhavefollowedhimtotheendsoftheworld.Hewentaway.IdidnotknowthatIwasenceinte.Ididnotknowituntilthemonthafter——"
  Shebegantocrysobitterlythattheyhadtogivehertimetocollectherself.
  Thenthepresidentresumedwiththetoneofapriestattheconfessional:
  "Come,now,goon."
  Shebegantotalkagain:"WhenIrealizedmyconditionIwenttoseeMadameBoudin,whoistheretotellyou,andIaskedherhowitwouldbe,incaseitshouldcomeifshewerenotthere.ThenImadetheoutfit,sewingnightafternight,everyeveninguntiloneo’clockinthemorning;
  andthenIlookedforanotherplace,forIknewverywellthatIshouldbesentaway,butIwantedtostayinthehouseuntiltheverylast,soastosavemypennies,forIhavenotgotverymuchandIshouldneedmymoneyforthelittleone."
  "Thenyoudidnotintendtokillhim?"
  "Oh,certainlynot,monsieur!"
  "Whydidyoukillhim,then?"
  "Ithappenedthisway.ItcamesoonerthanIexpected.Itcameuponmeinthekitchen,whileIwasdoingthedishes.MonsieurandMadameVarambotwerealreadyasleep,soIwentup,notwithoutdifficulty,draggingmyselfupbythebanister,andIlaydownonthebarefloor.
  Itlastedperhapsonehour,ortwo,orthree;Idon’tknow,Ihadsuchpain;andthenIpushedhimoutwithallmystrength.IfeltthathecameoutandIpickedhimup.
  "Ah!butIwasglad,Iassureyou!IdidallthatMadameBoudintoldmetodo.AndthenIlaidhimonmybed.AndthensuchapaingripedmeagainthatIthoughtIshoulddie.Ifyouknewwhatitmeant,youthere,youwouldnotdosomuchofthis.Ifellonmyknees,andthentoppledoverbackwardonthefloor;anditgripedmeagain,perhapsonehour,perhapstwo.Ilaythereallalone——andthenanotheronecomes——anotherlittleone——two,yes,two,likethis.ItookhimupasIdidthefirstone,andthenIputhimonthebed,thetwosidebyside.Isitpossible,tellme,twochildren,andIwhogetonlytwentyfrancsamonth?Say,isitpossible?One,yes,thatcanbemanagedbygoingwithoutthings,butnottwo.Thatturnedmyhead.WhatdoIknowaboutit?HadIanychoice,tellme?
  "WhatcouldIdo?Ifeltasifmylasthourhadcome.Iputthepillowoverthem,withoutknowingwhy.Icouldnotkeepthemboth;andthenI
  threwmyselfdown,andIlaythere,rollingoverandoverandcryinguntilIsawthedaylightcomeintothewindow.Bothofthemwerequitedeadunderthepillow.ThenItookthemundermyarmsandwentdownthestairsoutinthevegetablegarden.Itookthegardener’sspadeandI
  buriedthemundertheearth,diggingasdeepaholeasIcould,onehereandtheotheronethere,nottogether,sothattheymightnottalkoftheirmotheriftheselittledeadbodiescantalk.WhatdoIknowaboutit?
  "Andthen,backinmybed,IfeltsosickthatIcouldnotgetup.Theysentforthedoctorandheunderstooditall.I’mtellingyouthetruth,YourHonor.Dowhatyoulikewithme;I’mready."
  Halfofthejurywereblowingtheirnosesviolentlytokeepfromcrying.
  Thewomeninthecourtroomweresobbing.
  Thepresidentaskedher:
  "Wheredidyouburytheotherone?"
  "Theonethatyouhave?"sheasked.
  "Why,thisone——thisonewasintheartichokes."
  "Oh,thentheotheroneisamongthestrawberries,bythewell."
  Andshebegantosobsopiteouslythatnoonecouldhearherunmoved.
  ThegirlRosaliePrudentwasacquitted.
  REGRET
  MonsieurSaval,whowascalledinMantes"FatherSaval,"hadjustrisenfrombed.Hewasweeping.Itwasadullautumnday;theleaveswerefalling.Theyfellslowlyintherain,likeaheavierandslowerrain.
  M.Savalwasnotingoodspirits.Hewalkedfromthefireplacetothewindow,andfromthewindowtothefireplace.Lifehasitssombredays.
  Itwouldnolongerhaveanybutsombredaysforhim,forhehadreachedtheageofsixty—two.Heisalone,anoldbachelor,withnobodyabouthim.Howsaditistodiealone,allalone,withoutanyonewhoisdevotedtoyou!
  Heponderedoverhislife,sobarren,soempty.Herecalledformerdays,thedaysofhischildhood,thehome,thehouseofhisparents;hiscollegedays,hisfollies;thetimehestudiedlawinParis,hisfather’sillness,hisdeath.Hethenreturnedtolivewithhismother.Theylivedtogetherveryquietly,anddesirednothingmore.Atlastthemotherdied.Howsadlifeis!Helivedalonesincethen,andnow,inhisturn,he,too,willsoonbedead.Hewilldisappear,andthatwillbetheend.TherewillbenomoreofPaulSavalupontheearth.Whatafrightfulthing!Otherpeoplewilllove,willlaugh.Yes,peoplewillgoonamusingthemselves,andhewillnolongerexist!Isitnotstrangethatpeoplecanlaugh,amusethemselves,bejoyfulunderthateternalcertaintyofdeath?Ifthisdeathwereonlyprobable,onecouldthenhavehope;butno,itisinevitable,asinevitableasthatnightfollowstheday.
  If,however,hislifehadbeenfull!Ifhehaddonesomething;ifhehadhadadventures,greatpleasures,success,satisfactionofsomekindoranother.Butno,nothing.Hehaddonenothing,nothingbutrisefrombed,eat,atthesamehours,andgotobedagain.Andhehadgoneonlikethattotheageofsixty—twoyears.Hehadnoteventakenuntohimselfawife,asothermendo.Why?Yes,whywasitthathehadnotmarried?Hemighthavedoneso,forhepossessedconsiderablemeans.
  Hadhelackedanopportunity?Perhaps!Butonecancreateopportunities.Hewasindifferent;thatwasall.Indifferencehadbeenhisgreatestdrawback,hisdefect,hisvice.Howmanymenwrecktheirlivesthroughindifference!Itissodifficultforsomenaturestogetoutofbed,tomoveabout,totakelongwalks,tospeak,tostudyanyquestion.
  Hehadnotevenbeenloved.Nowomanhadreposedonhisbosom,inacompleteabandonoflove.Heknewnothingofthedeliciousanguishofexpectation,thedivinevibrationofahandinyours,oftheecstasyoftriumphantpassion.
  Whatsuperhumanhappinessmustoverflowyourheart,whenlipsencounterlipsforthefirsttime,whenthegraspoffourarmsmakesonebeingofyou,abeingunutterablyhappy,twobeingsinfatuatedwithoneanother.
  M.Savalwassittingbeforethefire,hisfeetonthefender,inhisdressinggown.Assuredlyhislifehadbeenspoiled,completelyspoiled.
  Hehad,however,loved.Hehadlovedsecretly,sadly,andindifferently,inamannercharacteristicofhimineverything.Yes,hehadlovedhisoldfriend,MadameSandres,thewifeofhisoldcompanion,Sandres.
  Ah!ifhehadknownherasayounggirl!Buthehadmethertoolate;
  shewasalreadymarried.Unquestionably,hewouldhaveaskedherhand!
  Howhehadlovedher,nevertheless,withoutrespite,sincethefirstdayheseteyesonher!
  Herecalledhisemotioneverytimehesawher,hisgriefonleavingher,themanynightsthathecouldnotsleep,becausehewasthinkingofher.
  Onrisinginthemorninghewassomewhatmorerationalthanonthepreviousevening.
  Why?
  Howprettyshewasformerly,sodainty,withfaircurlyhair,andalwayslaughing.Sandreswasnotthemansheshouldhavechosen.Shewasnowfifty—twoyearsofage.Sheseemedhappy.Ah!ifshehadonlylovedhimindaysgoneby;yes,ifshehadonlylovedhim!Andwhyshouldshenothavelovedhim,he,Saval,seeingthathelovedhersomuch,yes,she,MadameSandres!
  Ifonlyshecouldhaveguessed.Hadshenotguessedanything,seenanything,comprehendedanything?Whatwouldshehavethought?Ifhehadspoken,whatwouldshehaveanswered?
  AndSavalaskedhimselfathousandotherthings.Hereviewedhiswholelife,seekingtorecallamultitudeofdetails.
  HerecalledallthelongeveningsspentatthehouseofSandres,whenthelatter’swifewasyoung,andsocharming.
  Herecalledmanythingsthatshehadsaidtohim,theintonationsofhervoice,thelittlesignificantsmilesthatmeantsomuch.
  Herecalledtheirwalks,thethreeofthemtogether,alongthebanksoftheSeine,theirluncheononthegrassonSundays,forSandreswasemployedatthesub—prefecture.Andallatoncethedistinctrecollectioncametohimofanafternoonspentwithherinalittlewoodonthebanksoftheriver.
  Theyhadsetoutinthemorning,carryingtheirprovisionsinbaskets.
  Itwasabrightspringmorning,oneofthosedayswhichintoxicateone.
  Everythingsmellsfresh,everythingseemshappy.Thevoicesofthebirdssoundmorejoyous,and—theyflymoreswiftly.Theyhadluncheononthegrass,underthewillowtrees,quiteclosetothewater,whichglitteredinthesun’srays.Theairwasbalmy,chargedwiththeodorsoffreshvegetation;theydrankitinwithdelight.Howpleasanteverythingwasonthatday!
  Afterlunch,Sandreswenttosleeponthebroadofhisback."Thebestnaphehadinhislife,"saidhe,whenhewokeup.
  MadameSandreshadtakenthearmofSaval,andtheystartedtowalkalongtheriverbank.
  Sheleanedtenderlyonhisarm.Shelaughedandsaidtohim:"Iamintoxicated,myfriend,Iamquiteintoxicated."Helookedather,hisheartgoingpit—a—pat.Hefelthimselfgrowpale,fearfulthathemighthavelookedtooboldlyather,andthatthetremblingofhishandhadrevealedhispassion.
  Shehadmadeawreathofwildflowersandwater—lilies,andsheaskedhim:"DoIlookprettylikethat?"
  Ashedidnotanswer——forhecouldfindnothingtosay,hewouldhavelikedtogodownonhisknees——sheburstoutlaughing,asortofannoyed,displeasedlaugh,asshesaid:"Greatgoose,whatailsyou?Youmightatleastsaysomething."
  Hefeltlikecrying,butcouldnotevenyetfindawordtosay.
  Allthesethingscamebacktohimnow,asvividlyasonthedaywhentheytookplace.Whyhadshesaidthistohim,"Greatgoose,whatailsyou?
  Youmightatleastsaysomething!"
  Andherecalledhowtenderlyshehadleanedonhisarm.Andinpassingunderashadytreehehadfeltherearbrushinghischeek,andhehadmovedhisheadabruptly,lestsheshouldsupposehewastoofamiliar.
  Whenhehadsaidtoher:"Isitnottimetoreturn?"shedartedasingularlookathim."Certainly,"shesaid,"certainly,"regardinghimatthesametimeinacuriousmanner.Hehadnotthoughtofitatthetime,butnowthewholethingappearedtohimquiteplain.
  "Justasyoulike,myfriend.Ifyouaretiredletusgoback."
  Andhehadanswered:"Iamnotfatigued;butSandresmaybeawakenow."
  Andshehadsaid:"Ifyouareafraidofmyhusband’sbeingawake,thatisanotherthing.Letusreturn."
  Ontheirwaybacksheremainedsilent,andleanednolongeronhisarm.
  Why?
  Atthattimeithadneveroccurredtohim,toaskhimself"why."Nowheseemedtoapprehendsomethingthathehadnotthenunderstood.
  Couldit?
  M.Savalfelthimselfblush,andhegotupatabound,asifhewerethirtyyearsyoungerandhadheardMadameSandressay,"Iloveyou."
  Wasitpossible?Thatideawhichhadjustenteredhismindtorturedhim.
  Wasitpossiblethathehadnotseen,hadnotguessed?
  Oh!ifthatweretrue,ifhehadletthisopportunityofhappinesspasswithouttakingadvantageofit!
  Hesaidtohimself:"Imustknow.Icannotremaininthisstateofdoubt.Imustknow!"Hethought:"Iamsixty—twoyearsofage,sheisfifty—eight;Imayaskherthatnowwithoutgivingoffense."
  Hestartedout.
  TheSandres’housewassituatedontheothersideofthestreet,almostdirectlyoppositehisown.Hewentacrossandknockedatthedoor,andalittleservantopenedit.
  "Youhereatthishour,Saval!Hassomeaccidenthappenedtoyou?"
  "No,mygirl,"hereplied;"butgoandtellyourmistressthatIwanttospeaktoheratonce."
  "Thefactismadameispreservingpearsforthewinter,andsheisinthepreservingroom.Sheisnotdressed,youunderstand."
  "Yes,butgoandtellherthatIwishtoseeheronaveryimportantmatter."
  Thelittleservantwentaway,andSavalbegantowalk,withlong,nervousstrides,upanddownthedrawing—room.Hedidnotfeelintheleastembarrassed,however.Oh!hewasmerelygoingtoaskhersomething,ashewouldhaveaskedheraboutsomecookingrecipe.Hewassixty—twoyearsofage!
  Thedooropenedandmadameappeared.Shewasnowalargewoman,fatandround,withfullcheeksandasonorouslaugh.Shewalkedwithherarmsawayfromhersidesandhersleevestuckedup,herbarearmsallcoveredwithfruitjuice.Sheaskedanxiously:
  "Whatisthematterwithyou,myfriend?Youarenotill,areyou?"
  "No,mydearfriend;butIwishtoaskyouonething,whichtomeisofthefirstimportance,somethingwhichistorturingmyheart,andIwantyoutopromisethatyouwillanswermefrankly."
  Shelaughed,"Iamalwaysfrank.Sayon."
  "Well,then.IhavelovedyoufromthefirstdayIeversawyou.Canyouhaveanydoubtofthis?"
  Sheresponded,laughing,withsomethingofherformertoneofvoice.
  "Greatgoose!whatailsyou?Iknewitfromtheveryfirstday!"
  Savalbegantotremble.Hestammeredout:"Youknewit?Then"
  Hestopped.
  Sheasked:
  "Then?
  Heanswered:
  "Then——whatdidyouthink?What——what——whatwouldyouhaveanswered?"
  Shebrokeintoapealoflaughter.Someofthejuiceranoffthetipsofherfingersontothecarpet.
  "What?"
  "I?Why,youdidnotaskmeanything.Itwasnotformetodeclaremyself!"
  Hethenadvancedasteptowardher.
  "Tellme——tellmeYourememberthedaywhenSandreswenttosleeponthegrassafterlunchwhenwehadwalkedtogetherasfarasthebendoftheriver,below"
  Hewaited,expectantly.Shehadceasedtolaugh,andlookedathim,straightintheeyes.
  "Yes,certainly,Irememberit."
  Heanswered,tremblingallover:
  "Well——thatday——ifIhadbeen——ifIhadbeen——venturesome——whatwouldyouhavedone?"
  Shebegantolaughasonlyahappywomancanlaugh,whohasnothingtoregret,andrespondedfrankly,inaclearvoicetingedwithirony:
  "Iwouldhaveyielded,myfriend."
  Shethenturnedonherheelsandwentbacktoherjam—making.
  Savalrushedintothestreet,castdown,asthoughhehadmetwithsomedisaster.Hewalkedwithgiantstridesthroughtherain,straighton,untilhereachedtheriverbank,withoutthinkingwherehewasgoing.
  Hethenturnedtotherightandfollowedtheriver.Hewalkedalongtime,asifurgedonbysomeinstinct.Hisclotheswererunningwithwater,hishatwasoutofshape,assoftasarag,anddrippinglikearoof.Hewalkedon,straightinfrontofhim.Atlast,hecametotheplacewheretheyhadlunchedonthatdaysolongago,therecollectionofwhichtorturedhisheart.Hesatdownundertheleaflesstrees,andwept.
  ASISTER’SCONFESSION
  MargueritedeTherelleswasdying.Althoughshewas—onlyfifty—sixyearsoldshelookedatleastseventy—five.Shegaspedforbreath,herfacewhiterthanthesheets,andhadspasmsofviolentshivering,withherfaceconvulsedandhereyeshaggardasthoughshesawafrightfulvision.
  Hereldersister,Suzanne,sixyearsolderthanherself,wassobbingonherkneesbesidethebed.Asmalltableclosetothedyingwoman’scouchbore,onawhitecloth,twolightedcandles,forthepriestwasexpectedatanymomenttoadministerextremeunctionandthelastcommunion.
  Theapartmentworethatmelancholyaspectcommontodeathchambers;alookofdespairingfarewell.Medicinebottleslitteredthefurniture;
  linenlayinthecornersintowhichithadbeenkickedorswept.Theverychairslooked,intheirdisarray,asiftheywereterrifiedandhadruninalldirections.Death——terribleDeath——wasintheroom,hidden,awaitinghisprey.
  Thishistoryofthetwosisterswasanaffectingone.Itwasspokenoffarandwide;ithaddrawntearsfrommanyeyes.
  Suzanne,theelder,hadoncebeenpassionatelylovedbyayoungman,whoseaffectionshereturned.Theywereengagedtobemarried,andtheweddingdaywasathand,whenHenrydeSampierresuddenlydied.
  Theyounggirl’sdespairwasterrible,andshetookanoathnevertomarry.Shefaithfullykepthervowandadoptedwidow’sweedsfortheremainderofherlife.
  Butonemorninghersister,herlittlesisterMarguerite,thenonlytwelveyearsold,threwherselfintoSuzanne’sarms,sobbing:"Sister,I
  don’twantyoutobeunhappy.Idon’twantyoutomournallyourlife.
  I’llneverleaveyou——never,never,never!Ishallnevermarry,either.
  I’llstaywithyoualways——always!"
  Suzannekissedher,touchedbythechild’sdevotion,thoughnotputtinganyfaithinherpromise.
  Butthelittleonekeptherword,and,despiteherparents’
  remonstrances,despitehereldersister’sprayers,nevermarried.
  Shewasremarkablyprettyandrefusedmanyoffers.Sheneverlefthersister.
  Theyspenttheirwholelifetogether,withoutasingleday’sseparation.
  Theywenteverywheretogetherandwereinseparable.ButMargueritewaspensive,melancholy,sadderthanhersister,asifhersublimesacrificehadunderminedherspirits.Shegrewoldermorequickly;herhairwaswhiteatthirty;andshewasoftenill,apparentlystrickenwithsomeunknown,wastingmalady.
  Andnowshewouldbethefirsttodie.
  Shehadnotspokenfortwenty—fourhours,excepttowhisperatdaybreak:
  "Sendatonceforthepriest."
  Andshehadsinceremainedlyingonherback,convulsedwithagony,herlipsmovingasifunabletoutterthedreadfulwordsthatroseinherheart,herfaceexpressiveofaterrordistressingtowitness.
  Suzanne,distractedwithgrief,herbrowpressedagainstthebed,weptbitterly,repeatingoverandoveragainthewords:
  "Margot,mypoorMargot,mylittleone!"
  Shehadalwayscalledher"mylittleone,"whileMarguerite’snamefortheelderwasinvariably"sister."
  Afootstepsoundedonthestairs.Thedooropened.Anacolyteappeared,followedbytheagedpriestinhissurplice.Assoonasshesawhimthedyingwomansatupsuddenlyinbed,openedherlips,stammeredafewwordsandbegantoscratchthebed—clothes,asifshewouldhavemadeholeinthem.
  FatherSimonapproached,tookherhand,kissedherontheforeheadandsaidinagentlevoice:
  "MayGodpardonyoursins,mydaughter.Beofgoodcourage.Nowisthemomenttoconfessthem——speak!"
  ThenMarguerite,shudderingfromheadtofoot,sothattheverybedshookwithhernervousmovements,gasped:
  "Sitdown,sister,andlisten."
  TheprieststoopedtowardtheprostrateSuzanne,raisedhertoherfeet,placedherinachair,and,takingahandofeachofthesisters,pronounced:
  "LordGod!Sendthemstrength!ShedThymercyuponthem."
  AndMargueritebegantospeak.Thewordsissuedfromherlipsonebyone——hoarse,jerky,tremulous.
  "Pardon,pardon,sister!pardonme!Oh,ifonlyyouknewhowIhavedreadedthismomentallmylife!"
  Suzannefalteredthroughhertears:
  "ButwhathaveItopardon,littleone?Youhavegivenmeeverything,sacrificedalltome.Youareanangel."
  ButMargueriteinterruptedher:
  "Besilent,besilent!Letmespeak!Don’tstopme!Itisterrible.
  Letmetellall,totheveryend,withoutinterruption.Listen.Youremember——youremember——Henry——"
  Suzannetrembledandlookedathersister.Theyoungeronewenton:
  "Inordertounderstandyoumustheareverything.Iwastwelveyearsold——onlytwelve——youremember,don’tyou?AndIwasspoilt;IdidjustasIpleased.Yourememberhoweverybodyspoiltme?Listen.Thefirsttimehecamehehadonhisridingboots;hedismounted,sayingthathehadamessageforfather.Youremember,don’tyou?Don’tspeak.
  Listen.WhenIsawhimIwasstruckwithadmiration.Ithoughthimsohandsome,andIstayedinacornerofthedrawing—roomallthetimehewastalking.Childrenarestrange——andterrible.Yes,indeed,Idreamtofhim.
  "Hecameagain——manytimes.Ilookedathimwithallmyeyes,allmyheart.Iwaslargeformyageandmuchmoreprecociousthan——anyonesuspected.Hecameoften.Ithoughtonlyofhim.Ioftenwhisperedtomyself:
  "’Henry—HenrydeSampierre!’
  "ThenIwastoldthathewasgoingtomarryyou.Thatwasablow!Oh,sister,aterribleblow——terrible!Iweptallthroughthreesleeplessnights.
  Hecameeveryafternoonafterlunch.Youremember,don’tyou?Don’tanswer.Listen.Youusedtomakecakesthathewasveryfondof——withflour,butterandmilk.Oh,Iknowhowtomakethem.Icouldmakethemstill,ifnecessary.Hewouldswallowthematonemouthfulandwashthemdownwithaglassofwine,saying:’Delicious!’Doyourememberthewayhesaidit?
  "Iwasjealous——jealous!Yourweddingdaywasdrawingnear.Itwasonlyafortnightdistant.Iwasdistracted.Isaidtomyself:’HeshallnotmarrySuzanne——no,heshallnot!HeshallmarrymewhenIamoldenough!
  Ishallneverloveanyonehalfsomuch.’Butoneevening,tendaysbeforethewedding,youwentforastrollwithhiminthemoonlightbeforethehouse——andyonder——underthepinetree,thebigpinetree——hekissedyou——kissedyou——andheldyouinhisarmssolong——solong!Youremember,don’tyou?Itwasprobablythefirsttime.Youweresopalewhenyoucarnebacktothedrawing—room!
  "Isawyou.Iwasthereintheshrubbery.Iwasmadwithrage!IwouldhavekilledyoubothifIcould!
  "Isaidtomyself:’HeshallnevermarrySuzanne——never!Heshallmarrynoone!Icouldnotbearit.’AndallatonceIbegantohatehimintensely.
  "ThendoyouknowwhatIdid?Listen.Ihadseenthegardenerpreparepelletsforkillingstraydogs.Hewouldcrushabottleintosmallpieceswithastoneandputthegroundglassintoaballofmeat.
  "Istoleasmallmedicinebottlefrommother’sroom.Igrounditfinewithahammerandhidtheglassinmypocket.Itwasaglisteningpowder.Thenextday,whenyouhadmadeyourlittlecakes;Iopenedthemwithaknifeandinsertedtheglass.Heatethree.Iateonemyself.I
  threwthesixothersintothepond.Thetwoswansdiedthreedayslater.
  Youremember?Oh,don’tspeak!Listen,listen.I,Ialonedidnotdie.
  ButIhavealwaysbeenill.Listen——hedied——youknow——listen——thatwasnottheworst.Itwasafterward,later——always——themostterrible——
  listen.
  "Mylife,allmylife——suchtorture!Isaidtomyself:’Iwillneverleavemysister.AndonmydeathbedIwilltellherall.’AndnowI
  havetold.AndIhavealwaysthoughtofthismoment——themomentwhenallwouldbetold.Nowithascome.Itisterrible——oh!——sister——
  "Ihavealwaysthought,morningandevening,dayandnight:’Ishallhavetotellhersomeday!’Iwaited.Thehorrorofit!Itisdone.Saynothing.NowIamafraid——Iamafraid!Oh!SupposingIshouldseehimagain,byandby,whenIamdead!Seehimagain!Onlytothinkofit!
  Idarenot——yetImust.Iamgoingtodie.Iwantyoutoforgiveme.
  Iinsistonit.Icannotmeethimwithoutyourforgiveness.Oh,tellhertoforgiveme,Father!Tellher.Iimploreyou!Icannotdiewithoutit."
  Shewassilentandlayback,gaspingforbreath,stillpluckingatthesheetswithherfingers.
  Suzannehadhiddenherfaceinherhandsanddidnotmove.Shewasthinkingofhimwhomshehadlovedsolong.Whatalifeofhappinesstheymighthavehadtogether!Shesawhimagaininthedimanddistantpast—thatpastforeverlost.Beloveddead!howthethoughtofthemrendstheheart!Oh!thatkiss,hisonlykiss!Shehadretainedthememoryofitinhersoul.And,afterthat,nothing,nothingmorethroughoutherwholeexistence!
  Thepriestrosesuddenlyandinafirm,compellingvoicesaid:
  "MademoiselleSuzanne,yoursisterisdying!"
  ThenSuzanne,raisinghertear—stainedface,putherarmsroundhersister,andkissingherfervently,exclaimed:
  "Iforgiveyou,Iforgiveyou,littleone!"
  COCO
  ThroughoutthewholecountrysidetheLucasfarn,wasknownas"theManor."Nooneknewwhy.Thepeasantsdoubtlessattachedtothisword,"Manor,"ameaningofwealthandofsplendor,forthisfarmwasundoubtedlythelargest,richestandthebestmanagedinthewholeneighborhood.
  Theimmensecourt,surroundedbyfiverowsofmagnificenttrees,whichshelteredthedelicateappletreesfromtheharshwindoftheplain,inclosedinitsconfineslongbrickbuildingsusedforstoringfodderandgrain,beautifulstablesbuiltofhardstoneandmadetoaccommodatethirtyhorses,andaredbrickresidencewhichlookedlikealittlechateau.
  Thanksforthegoodcaretaken,themanureheapswereaslittleoffensiveassuchthingscanbe;thewatch—dogslivedinkennels,andcountlesspoultryparadedthroughthetallgrass.
  Everyday,atnoon,fifteenpersons,masters,farmhandsandthewomenfolks,seatedthemselvesaroundthelongkitchentablewherethesoupwasbroughtinsteaminginalarge,blue—floweredbowl.
  Thebeasts—horses,cows,pigsandsheep—werefat,wellfedandclean.
  MaitreLucas,atallmanwhowasgettingstout,wouldgoroundthreetimesaday,overseeingeverythingandthinkingofeverything.
  Averyoldwhitehorse,whichthemistresswishedtokeepuntilitsnaturaldeath,becauseshehadbroughtitupandhadalwaysusedit,andalsobecauseitrecalledmanyhappymemories,washoused,throughsheerkindnessofheart,attheendofthestable.
  Ayoungscampaboutfifteenyearsold,IsidoreDuvalbyname,andcalled,forconvenience,Zidore,tookcareofthispensioner,gavehimhismeasureofoatsandfodderinwinter,andinsummerwassupposedtochangehispasturingplacefourtimesaday,sothathemighthaveplentyoffreshgrass.
  Theanimal,almostcrippled,liftedwithdifficultyhislegs,largeatthekneesandswollenabovethehoofs.Hiscoat,whichwasnolongercurried,lookedlikewhitehair,andhislongeyelashesgavetohiseyesasadexpression.
  WhenZidoretooktheanimaltopasture,hehadtopullontheropewithallhismight,becauseitwalkedsoslowly;andtheyouth,bentoverandoutofbreath,wouldswearatit,exasperatedathavingtocareforthisoldnag.
  Thefarmhands,noticingtheyoungrascal’sangeragainstCoco,wereamusedandwouldcontinuallytalkofthehorsetoZidore,inordertoexasperatehim.Hiscomradeswouldmakesportwithhim.InthevillagehewascalledCoco—Zidore.
  Theboywouldfume,feelinganunholydesiretorevengehimselfonthehorse.Hewasathin,long—legged,dirtychild,withthick,coarse,bristlyredhair.Heseemedonlyhalf—witted,andstutteredasthoughideaswereunabletoforminhisthick,brute—likemind.
  ForalongtimehehadbeenunabletounderstandwhyCocoshouldbekept,indignantatseeingthingswastedonthisuselessbeast.Sincethehorsecouldnolongerwork,itseemedtohimunjustthatheshouldbefed;
  herevoltedattheideaofwastingoats,oatswhichweresoexpensive,onthisparalyzedoldplug.Andoften,inspiteoftheordersofMaitreLucas,hewouldeconomizeonthenag’sfood,onlygivinghimhalfmeasure.Hatredgrewinhisconfused,childlikemind,thehatredofastingy,mean,fierce,brutalandcowardlypeasant.
  Whensummercamehehadtomovetheanimalaboutinthepasture.Itwassomedistanceaway.Therascal,angriereverymorning,wouldstart,withhisdraggingstep,acrossthewheatfields.Themenworkinginthefieldswouldshouttohim,jokingly:
  "Hey,Zidore,remembermetoCoco."
  Hewouldnotanswer;butonthewayhewouldbreakoffaswitch,and,assoonashehadmovedtheoldhorse,hewouldletitbegingrazing;then,treacherouslysneakingupbehindit,hewouldslashitslegs.Theanimalwouldtrytoescape,tokick,togetawayfromtheblows,andrunaroundinacircleaboutitsrope,asthoughithadbeeninclosedinacircusring.Andtheboywouldslashawayfuriously,runningalongbehind,histeethclenchedinanger.
  Thenhewouldgoawayslowly,withoutturninground,whilethehorsewatchedhimdisappear,hisribsstickingout,pantingasaresultofhisunusualexertions.Notuntiltheblueblouseoftheyoungpeasantwasoutofsightwouldhelowerhisthinwhiteheadtothegrass.
  Asthenightswerenowwarm,Cocowasallowedtosleepoutofdoors,inthefieldbehindthelittlewood.Zidorealonewenttoseehim.
  Theboythrewstonesathimtoamusehimself.Hewouldsitdownonanembankmentabouttenfeetawayandwouldstaythereabouthalfanhour,fromtimetotimethrowingasharpstoneattheoldhorse,whichremainedstandingtiedbeforehisenemy,watchinghimcontinuallyandnotdaringtoeatbeforehewasgone.
  Thisonethoughtpersistedinthemindoftheyoungscamp:"Whyfeedthishorse,whichisnolongergoodforanything?"Itseemedtohimthatthisoldnagwasstealingthefoodoftheothers,thegoodsofmanandGod,thathewasevenrobbinghim,Zidore,whowasworking.
  Then,littlebylittle,eachday,theboybegantoshortenthelengthofropewhichallowedthehorsetograze.
  Thehungryanimalwasgrowingthinner,andstarving.Toofeebletobreakhisbonds,hewouldstretchhisheadouttowardthetall,green,temptinggrass,sonearthathecouldsmell,andyetsofarthathecouldnottouchit.
  ButonemorningZidorehadanidea:itwas,nottomoveCocoanymore.
  Hewastiredofwalkingsofarforthatoldskeleton.Hecame,however,inordertoenjoyhisvengeance.Thebeastwatchedhimanxiously.Hedidnotbeathimthatday.Hewalkedaroundhimwithhishandsinhispockets.Heevenpretendedtochangehisplace,buthesankthestakeinexactlythesamehole,andwentawayoverjoyedwithhisinvention.
  Thehorse,seeinghimleave,neighedtocallhimback;buttherascalbegantorun,leavinghimalone,entirelyaloneinhisfield,welltieddownandwithoutabladeofgrasswithinreach.
  Starving,hetriedtoreachthegrasswhichhecouldtouchwiththeendofhisnose.Hegotonhisknees,stretchingouthisneckandhislong,droolinglips.Allinvain.Theoldanimalspentthewholedayinuseless,terribleefforts.Thesightofallthatgreenfood,whichstretchedoutonallsidesofhim,servedtoincreasethegnawingpangsofhunger.
  Thescampdidnotreturnthatday.Hewanderedthroughthewoodsinsearchofnests.
  Thenextdayheappeareduponthesceneagain.Coco,exhausted,hadlaindown.Whenhesawtheboy,hegotup,expectingatlasttohavehisplacechanged.
  Butthelittlepeasantdidnoteventouchthemallet,whichwaslyingontheground.Hecamenearer,lookedattheanimal,threwathisheadaclumpofearthwhichflattenedoutagainstthewhitehair,andhestartedoffagain,whistling.
  Thehorseremainedstandingaslongashecouldseehim;then,knowingthathisattemptstoreachthenear—bygrasswouldbehopeless,heoncemorelaydownonhissideandclosedhiseyes.
  ThefollowingdayZidoredidnotcome.
  Whenhedidcomeatlast,hefoundCocostillstretchedout;hesawthathewasdead.
  Thenheremainedstanding,lookingathim,pleasedwithwhathehaddone,surprisedthatitshouldalreadybeallover.Hetouchedhimwithhisfoot,liftedoneofhislegsandthenletitdrop,satonhimandremainedthere,hiseyesfixedonthegrass,thinkingofnothing.Hereturnedtothefarm,butdidnotmentiontheaccident,becausehewishedtowanderaboutatthehourswhenheusedtochangethehorse’spasture.
  Hewenttoseehimthenextday.Athisapproachsomecrowsflewaway.
  Countlessflieswerewalkingoverthebodyandwerebuzzingaroundit.
  Whenhereturnedhome,heannouncedtheevent.Theanimalwassooldthatnobodywassurprised.Themastersaidtotwoofthemen:
  "Takeyourshovelsanddigaholerightwhereheis."
  Themenburiedthehorseattheplacewherehehaddiedofhunger.
  Andthegrassgrewthick,greenandvigorous,fedbythepoorbody.
  DEADWOMAN’SSECRET
  Thewomanhaddiedwithoutpain,quietly,asawomanshouldwhoselifehadbeenblameless.Nowshewasrestinginherbed,lyingonherback,hereyesclosed,herfeaturescalm,herlongwhitehaircarefullyarrangedasthoughshehaddoneituptenminutesbeforedying.Thewholepalecountenanceofthedeadwomanwassocollected,socalm,soresignedthatonecouldfeelwhatasweetsoulhadlivedinthatbody,whataquietexistencethisoldsoulhadled,howeasyandpurethedeathofthisparenthadbeen.
  Kneelingbesidethebed,herson,amagistratewithinflexibleprinciples,andherdaughter,Marguerite,knownasSisterEulalie,wereweepingasthoughtheirheartswouldbreak.Shehad,fromchildhoodup,armedthemwithastrictmoralcode,teachingthemreligion,withoutweakness,andduty,withoutcompromise.He,theman,hadbecomeajudgeandhandledthelawasaweaponwithwhichhesmotetheweakoneswithoutpity.She,thegirl,influencedbythevirtuewhichhadbathedherinthisausterefamily,hadbecomethebrideoftheChurchthroughherloathingforman.
  Theyhadhardlyknowntheirfather,knowingonlythathehadmadetheirmothermostunhappy,withoutbeingtoldanyotherdetails.
  Thenunwaswildly—kissingthedeadwoman’shand,anivoryhandaswhiteasthelargecrucifixlyingacrossthebed.Ontheothersideofthelongbodytheotherhandseemedstilltobeholdingthesheetinthedeathgrasp;andthesheethadpreservedthelittlecreasesasamemoryofthoselastmovementswhichprecedeeternalimmobility.
  Afewlighttapsonthedoorcausedthetwosobbingheadstolookup,andthepriest,whohadjustcomefromdinner,returned.Hewasredandoutofbreathfromhisinterrupteddigestion,forhehadmadehimselfastrongmixtureofcoffeeandbrandyinordertocombatthefatigueofthelastfewnightsandofthewakewhichwasbeginning.
  Helookedsad,withthatassumedsadnessofthepriestforwhomdeathisabreadwinner.Hecrossedhimselfandapproachingwithhisprofessionalgesture:"Well,mypoorchildren!Ihavecometohelpyoupasstheselastsadhours."ButSisterEulaliesuddenlyarose."Thankyou,"father,butmybrotherandIprefertoremainalonewithher.Thisisourlastchancetoseeher,andwewishtobetogether,allthreeofus,aswe——we——usedtobewhenweweresmallandourpoormo——mother————"
  Griefandtearsstoppedher;shecouldnotcontinue.
  Oncemoreserene,thepriestbowed,thinkingofhisbed."Asyouwish,mychildren."Hekneeled,crossedhimself,prayed,aroseandwentoutquietly,murmuring:"Shewasasaint!"
  Theyremainedalone,thedeadwomanandherchildren.Thetickingoftheclock,hiddenintheshadow,couldbehearddistinctly,andthroughtheopenwindowdriftedinthesweetsmellofhayandofwoods,togetherwiththesoftmoonlight.Noothernoisecouldbeheardoverthelandexcepttheoccasionalcroakingofthefrogorthechirpingofsomebelatedinsect.Aninfinitepeace,adivinemelancholy,asilentserenitysurroundedthisdeadwoman,seemedtobebreathedoutfromherandtoappeasenatureitself.
  Thenthejudge,stillkneeling,hisheadburiedinthebedclothes,criedinavoicealteredbygriefanddeadenedbythesheetsandblankets:
  "Mamma,mamma,mamma!"Andhissister,franticallystrikingherforeheadagainstthewoodwork,convulsed,twitchingandtremblingasinanepilepticfit,moaned:"Jesus,Jesus,mamma,Jesus!"Andbothofthem,shakenbyastormofgrief,gaspedandchoked.
  Thecrisisslowlycalmeddownandtheybegantoweepquietly,justasontheseawhenacalmfollowsasquall.
  Aratherlongtimepassedandtheyaroseandlookedattheirdead.
  Andthememories,thosedistantmemories,yesterdaysodear,to—daysotorturing,cametotheirmindswithallthelittleforgottendetails,thoselittleintimatefamiliardetailswhichbringbacktolifetheonewhohasleft.Theyrecalledtoeachothercircumstances,words,smiles,intonationsofthemotherwhowasnolongertospeaktothem.Theysawheragainhappyandcalm.Theyrememberedthingswhichshehadsaid,andalittlemotionofthehand,likebeatingtime,whichsheoftenusedwhenemphasizingsomethingimportant.
  Andtheylovedherastheyneverhadlovedherbefore.Theymeasuredthedepthoftheirgrief,andthustheydiscoveredhowlonelytheywouldfindthemselves.
  Itwastheirprop,theirguide,theirwholeyouth,allthebestpartoftheirliveswhichwasdisappearing.Itwastheirbondwithlife,theirmother,theirmamma,theconnectinglinkwiththeirforefatherswhichtheywouldthenceforthmiss.Theynowbecamesolitary,lonelybeings;
  theycouldnolongerlookback.
  Thenunsaidtoherbrother:"Yourememberhowmammausedalwaystoreadheroldletters;theyareallthereinthatdrawer.Letus,inturn,readthem;letusliveherwholelifethroughtonightbesideher!Itwouldbelikearoadtothecross,likemakingtheacquaintanceofhermother,ofourgrandparents,whomweneverknew,butwhoselettersarethereandofwhomshesooftenspoke,doyouremember?"
  Outofthedrawertheytookabouttenlittlepackagesofyellowpaper,tiedwithcareandarrangedonebesidetheother.Theythrewtheserelicsonthebedandchoseoneofthemonwhichtheword"Father"waswritten.Theyopenedandreadit.
  Itwasoneofthoseold—fashionedletterswhichonefindsinoldfamilydeskdrawers,thoseepistleswhichsmellofanothercentury.Thefirstonestarted:"Mydear,"anotherone:"Mybeautifullittlegirl,"others:
  "Mydearchild,"or:"Mydear(laughter."Andsuddenlythenunbegantoreadaloud,toreadovertothedeadwomanherwholehistory,allhertendermemories.Thejudge,restinghiselbowonthebed,waslisteningwithhiseyesfastenedonhismother.Themotionlessbodyseemedhappy.
  SisterEulalie,interruptingherself,saidsuddenly:
  "Theseoughttobeputinthegravewithher;theyoughttobeusedasashroudandsheoughttobeburiedinit."Shetookanotherpackage,onwhichnonamewaswritten.Shebegantoreadinafirmvoice:"Myadoredone,Iloveyouwildly.SinceyesterdayIhavebeensufferingthetorturesofthedamned,hauntedbyourmemory.Ifeelyourlipsagainstmine,youreyesinmine,yourbreastagainstmine.Iloveyou,Iloveyou!Youhavedrivenmemad.Myarmsopen,Igasp,movedbyawilddesiretoholdyouagain.Mywholesoulandbodycriesoutforyou,wantsyou.Ihavekeptinmymouththetasteofyourkisses——"
  Thejudgehadstraightenedhimselfup.Thenunstoppedreading.Hesnatchedtheletterfromherandlookedforthesignature.Therewasnone,butonlyunderthewords,"Themanwhoadoresyou,"thename"Henry."Theirfather’snamewasRene.Thereforethiswasnotfromhim.
  Thesonthenquicklyrummagedthroughthepackageofletters,tookoneoutandread:"Icannolongerlivewithoutyourcaresses."Standingerect,severeaswhensittingonthebench,helookedunmovedatthedeadwoman.Thenun,straightasastatue,tearstremblinginthecornersofhereyes,waswatchingherbrother,waiting.Thenhecrossedtheroomslowly,wenttothewindowandstoodthere,gazingoutintothedarknight.
  WhenheturnedaroundagainSisterEulalie,hereyesdrynow,wasstillstandingnearthebed,herheadbentdown.
  Hesteppedforward,quicklypickedupthelettersandthrewthempell—
  mellbackintothedrawer.Thenheclosedthecurtainsofthebed.
  Whendaylightmadethecandlesonthetableturnpalethesonslowlylefthisarmchair,andwithoutlookingagainatthemotheruponwhomhehadpassedsentence,severingthetiethatunitedhertosonanddaughter,hesaidslowly:"Letusnowretire,sister."
  AHUMBLEDRAMA
  Meetingsthatareunexpectedconstitutethecharmoftraveling.WhohasnotexperiencedthejoyofsuddenlycomingacrossaParisian,acollegefriend,oraneighbor,fivehundredmilesfromhome?Whohasnotpassedanightawakeinoneofthosesmall,rattlingcountrystagecoaches,inregionswheresteamisstillathingunknown,besideastrangeyoungwoman,ofwhomonehascaughtonlyaglimpseinthedimlightofthelantern,assheenteredthecarriageinfrontofawhitehouseinsomesmallcountrytown?
  Andthenextmorning,whenone’sheadandearsfeelnumbwiththecontinuoustinklingofthebellsandtheloudrattlingofthewindows,whatacharmingsensationitistoseeyourprettyneighboropenhereyes,startled,glancearoundher,arrangeherrebellioushairwithherslenderfingers,adjustherhat,feelwithsurehandwhetherhercorsetisstillinplace,herwaiststraight,andherskirtnottoowrinkled.
  Sheglancesatyoucoldlyandcuriously.Thensheleansbackandnolongerseemsinterestedinanythingbutthecountry.
  Inspiteofyourself,youwatchher;andinspiteofyourselfyoukeeponthinkingofher.Whoisshe?Whencedoesshecome?Whereisshegoing?
  Inspiteofyourselfyouspinalittleromancearoundher.Sheispretty;sheseemscharming!HappyhewhoLifemightbedelightfulwithher.Whoknows?Sheisperhapsthewomanofourdreams,theonesuitedtoourdisposition,theoneforwhomourheartcalls.
  Andhowdeliciouseventhedisappointmentatseeinghergetoutatthegateofacountryhouse!Amanstandsthere,whoisawaitingher,withtwochildrenandtwomaids.Hetakesherinhisarmsandkissesasheliftsherout.Thenshestoopsoverthelittleones,whoholduptheirhandstoher;shekissesthemtenderly;andthentheyallgoawaytogether,downapath,whilethemaidscatchthepackageswhichthedriverthrowsdowntothemfromthecoach.
  Adieu!Itisallover.Youneverwillseeheragain!Adieutotheyoungwomanwhohaspassedthenightbyyourside.Youknowhernomore,youhavenotspokentoher;allthesame,youfeelalittlesadtoseehergo.Adieu!
  Ihavehadmanyofthesesouvenirsoftravel,somejoyousandsomesad.
  OnceIwasinAuvergne,trampingthroughthosedelightfulFrenchmountains,thatarenottoohigh,nottoosteep,butfriendlyandfamiliar.IhadclimbedtheSancy,andenteredalittleinn,nearapilgrim’schapelcalledNotre—DamedeVassiviere,whenIsawaqueer,ridiculous—lookingoldwomanbreakfastingaloneattheendtable.
  Shewasatleastseventyyearsold,tall,skinny,andangular,andherwhitehairwaspuffedaroundhertemplesintheold—fashionedstyle.
  ShewasdressedlikeatravelingEnglishwoman,inawkward,queerclothing,likeapersonwhoisindifferenttodress.Shewaseatinganomeletanddrinkingwater.
  Herfacewaspeculiar,withrestlesseyesandtheexpressionofonewithwhomfatehasdealtunkindly.Iwatchedher,inspiteofmyself,thinking:"Whoisshe?Whatisthelifeofthiswoman?Whyisshewanderingalonethroughthesemountains?"
  Shepaidandrosetoleave,drawingupoverhershouldersanastonishinglittleshawl,thetwoendsofwhichhungoverherarms.Fromacorneroftheroomshetookanalpenstock,whichwascoveredwithnamestracedwithahotiron;thenshewentout,straight,erect,withthelongstepsofaletter—carrierwhoissettingoutonhisroute.
  Aguidewaswaitingforheratthedoor,andbothwentaway.Iwatchedthemgodownthevalley,alongtheroadmarkedbyalineofhighwoodencrosses.Shewastallerthanhercompanion,andseemedtowalkfasterthanhe.
  TwohourslaterIwasclimbingtheedgeofthedeepfunnelthatinclosesLakePavininamarvelousandenormousbasinofverdure,fulloftrees,bushes,rocks,andflowers.Thislakeissoroundthatitseemsasiftheoutlinehadbeendrawnwithapairofcompasses,soclearandbluethatonemightdeemitafloodofazurecomedownfromthesky,socharmingthatonewouldliketoliveinabutonthewoodedslopewhichdominatesthiscrater,wherethecold,stillwaterissleeping.
  TheEnglishwomanwasstandingtherelikeastatue,gazinguponthetransparentsheetdowninthedeadvolcano.Shewasstraininghereyestopenetratebelowthesurfacedowntotheunknowndepths,wheremonstroustroutwhichhavedevouredalltheotherfisharesaidtolive.
  AsIwaspassingclosebyher,itseemedtomethattwobigtearswerebrimminghereyes.Butshedepartedatagreatpace,torejoinherguide,whohadstayedbehindinaninnatthefootofthepathleadingtothelake.
  Ididnotseeheragainthatday.
  Thenextday,atnightfall,IcametothechateauofMurol.Theoldfortress,anenormoustowerstandingonapeakinthemidstofalargevalley,wherethreevalleysintersect,rearsitsbrown,uneven,crackedsurfaceintothesky;itisround,fromitslargecircularbasetothecrumblingturretsonitspinnacles.
  Itastonishestheeyemorethananyotherruinbyitssimplemass,itsmajesty,itsgraveandimposingairofantiquity.Itstandsthere,alone,highasamountain,adeadqueen,butstillthequeenofthevalleysstretchedoutbeneathit.Yougoupbyaslopeplantedwithfirs,thenyouenteranarrowgate,andstopatthefootofthewalls,inthefirstinclosure,infullviewoftheentirecountry.