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  ”Iwishtobefree,”saidSoamesabruptly。”Idon’tseeher,”murmuredJolyonthroughthefumeofhiscigarette。”Butyouknowwhereshelives,Isuppose?”Jolyonnodded。Hedidnotmeantogiveheraddresswithoutpermission。Soamesseemedtodivinehisthought。”Idon’twantheraddress,”hesaid;”Iknowit。””Whatexactlydoyouwant?””Shedesertedme。Iwantadivorce。””Ratherlateintheday,isn’tit?””Yes,”saidSoames。Andtherewasasilence。”Idon’tknowmuchaboutthesethings——atleast,I’veforgotten,”
  saidJolyonwithawrysmile。HehimselfhadhadtowaitfordeathtogranthimadivorcefromthefirstMrs。Jolyon。”Doyouwishmetoseeheraboutit?”
  Soamesraisedhiseyestohiscousin’sface。”Isupposethere’ssomeone,”hesaid。
  AshrugmovedJolyon’sshoulders。”Idon’tknowatall。Iimagineyoumayhavebothlivedasiftheotherweredead。It’susualinthesecases。”
  Soamesturnedtothewindow。Afewearlyfallenoak-leavesstrewedtheterracealready,andwererollingroundinthewind。JolyonsawthefiguresofHollyandValDartiemovingacrossthelawntowardsthestables。’I’mnotgoingtorunwiththehareandhuntwiththehounds,’hethought。’Imustactforher。TheDadwouldhavewishedthat。’Andforaswiftmomentheseemedtoseehisfather’sfigureintheoldarmchair,justbeyondSoames,sittingwithkneescrossed,TheTimesinhishand。Itvanished。”Myfatherwasfondofher,”hesaidquietly。”WhyheshouldhavebeenIdon’tknow,”Soamesansweredwithoutlookinground。”ShebroughttroubletoyourdaughterJune;shebroughttroubletoeveryone。Igaveherallshewanted。Iwouldhavegivenhereven——forgiveness——butshechosetoleaveme。”
  InJolyoncompassionwascheckedbythetoneofthatclosevoice。
  Whatwasthereinthefellowthatmadeitsodifficulttobesorryforhim?”Icangoandseeher,ifyoulike,”hesaid。”Isupposeshemightbegladofadivorce,butIknownothing。”
  Soamesnodded。”Yes,pleasego。AsIsay,Iknowheraddress;butI’venowishtoseeher。”Histonguewasbusywithhislips,asiftheywereverydry。”You’llhavesometea?”saidJolyon,stiflingthewords:’Andseethehouse。’Andheledthewayintothehall。Whenhehadrungthebellandorderedtea,hewenttohiseaseltoturnhisdrawingtothewall。Hecouldnotbear,somehow,thathisworkshouldbeseenbySoames,whowasstandingthereinthemiddleofthegreatroomwhichhadbeendesignedexpresslytoaffordwallspaceforhisownpictures。Inhiscousin’sface,withitsunseizablefamilylikenesstohimself,anditschinny,narrow,concentratedlook,Jolyonsawthatwhichmovedhimtothethought:’Thatchapcouldneverforgetanything——norevergivehimselfaway。He’spathetic!’
  CHAPTERVII
  THECOLTANDTHEFILLY
  WhenyoungValleftthepresenceofthelastgenerationhewasthinking:’Thisisjollydull!UncleSoamesdoestakethebun。
  Iwonderwhatthisfilly’slike?’Heanticipatednopleasurefromhersociety;andsuddenlyhesawherstandingtherelookingathim。
  Why,shewaspretty!Whatluck!”I’mafraidyoudon’tknowme,”hesaid。”Myname’sValDartie——
  I’monceremoved,secondcousin,somethinglikethat,youknow。Mymother’snamewasForsyte。”
  Holly,whoseslimbrownhandremainedinhisbecauseshewastooshytowithdrawit,said:”Idon’tknowanyofmyrelations。Aretheremany?””Tons。They’reawful——mostofthem。Atleast,Idon’tknow——someofthem。One’srelationsalwaysare,aren’tthey?””Iexpecttheythinkoneawfultoo,”saidHolly。”Idon’tknowwhytheyshould。Noonecouldthinkyouawful,ofcourse。”
  Hollylookedathim——thewistfulcandourinthosegreyeyesgaveyoungValasuddenfeelingthathemustprotecther。”Imeantherearepeopleandpeople,”headdedastutely。”Yourdadlooksawfullydecent,forinstance。””Ohyes!”saidHollyfervently;”heis。”
  AflushmountedinVal’scheeks——thatsceneinthePandemoniumpromenade——thedarkmanwiththepinkcarnationdevelopingintohisownfather!”ButyouknowwhattheForsytesare,”hesaidalmostviciously。”Oh!Iforgot;youdon’t。””Whatarethey?””Oh!fearfullycareful;notsportsmenabit。LookatUncleSoames!””I’dliketo,”saidHolly。
  Valresistedadesiretorunhisarmthroughhers。”Oh!no,”hesaid,”let’sgoout。You’llseehimquitesoonenough。What’syourbrotherlike?”
  Hollyledthewayontotheterraceanddowntothelawnwithoutanswering。HowdescribeJolly,who,eversincesherememberedanything,hadbeenherlord,master,andideal?”Doeshesitonyou?”saidValshrewdly。”IshallbeknowinghimatOxford。Haveyougotanyhorses?”
  Hollynodded。”Wouldyouliketoseethestables?””Rather!”
  Theypassedundertheoaktree,throughathinshrubbery,intothestable-yard。Thereunderaclock-towerlayafluffybrown-and-
  whitedog,sooldthathedidnotgetup,butfaintlywavedthetailcurledoverhisback。”That’sBalthasar,”saidHolly;”he’ssoold——awfullyold,nearlyasoldasIam。Pooroldboy!He’sdevotedtoDad。””Balthasar!That’sarumname。Heisn’tpurebredyouknow。””No!buthe’sadarling,”andshebentdowntostrokethedog。
  Gentleandsupple,withdarkcoveredheadandslimbrownedneckandhands,sheseemedtoValstrangeandsweet,likeathingslippedbetweenhimandallpreviousknowledge。”Whengrandfatherdied,”shesaid,”hewouldn’teatfortwodays。
  Hesawhimdie,youknow。””WasthatoldUncleJolyon?Motheralwayssayshewasatopper。””Hewas,”saidHollysimply,andopenedthestabledoor。
  Inaloose-boxstoodasilverroanofaboutfifteenhands,withalongblacktailandmane。”ThisismineFairy。””Ah!”saidVal,”she’sajollypalfrey。Butyououghttobanghertail。She’dlookmuchsmarter。”Thencatchingherwonderinglook,hethoughtsuddenly:’Idon’tknow——anythingshelikes!’Andhetookalongsniffofthestableair。”Horsesareripping,aren’tthey?MyDad……”hestopped。”Yes?”saidHolly。
  Animpulsetounbosomhimselfalmostovercamehim——butnotquite。”Oh!Idon’tknowhe’softengoneamuckeroverthem。I’mjollykeenonthemtoo——ridingandhunting。Ilikeracingawfully,aswell;Ishouldliketobeagentlemanrider。”Andobliviousofthefactthathehadbutonemoredayintown,withtwoengagements,heplumpedout:”Isay,ifIhireageeto-morrow,willyoucomearideinRichmondPark?”
  Hollyclaspedherhands。”Ohyes!Isimplyloveriding。Butthere’sJolly’shorse;whydon’tyouridehim?Hereheis。Wecouldgoaftertea。”
  Vallookeddoubtfullyathistrouseredlegs。
  HehadimaginedthemimmaculatebeforehereyesinhighbrownbootsandBedfordcords。”Idon’tmuchlikeridinghishorse,”hesaid。”Hemightn’tlikeit。Besides,UncleSoameswantstogetback,Iexpect。NotthatI
  believeinbucklingundertohim,youknow。Youhaven’tgotanuncle,haveyou?Thisisratheragoodbeast,”headded,scrutinisingJolly’shorse,adarkbrown,whichwasshowingthewhitesofitseyes。”Youhaven’tgotanyhuntinghere,Isuppose?”