Jamesmadeagreateffort,androsetothefullheightofhisstork-likefigure。”Younevertellmeanything,”hesaid;”he’sgonebankrupt。”
ThedestructionofthatfixedideaseemedtoEmilyallthatmatteredatthemoment。”Hehasnot,”sheansweredfirmly。”He’sgonetoBuenosAires。”
Ifshehadsaid”He’sgonetoMars”shecouldnothavedealtJamesamorestunningblow;hisimagination,investedentirelyinBritishsecurities,couldaslittlegrasponeplaceastheother。”What’shegonetherefor?”hesaid。”He’sgotnomoney。Whatdidhetake?”
AgitatedwithinbyWinifred’snews,andgoadedbytheconstantreiterationofthisjeremiad,Emilysaidcalmly:”HetookWinifred’spearlsandadancer。””What!”saidJames,andsatdown。
Hissuddencollapsealarmedher,andsmoothinghisforehead,shesaid:”Now,don’tfuss,James!”
AduskyredhadspreadoverJames’cheeksandforehead。”Ipaidforthem,”hesaidtremblingly;”he’sathief!I——Iknewhowitwouldbe。He’llbethedeathofme;he……”Wordsfailedhimandhesatquitestill。Emily,whothoughtsheknewhimsowell,wasalarmed,andwenttowardsthesideboardwhereshekeptsomesalvolatile。ShecouldnotseethetenaciousForsytespiritworkinginthatthin,tremulousshapeagainsttheextravaganceoftheemotioncalledupbythisoutrageonForsyteprinciples——theForsytespiritdeepinthere,saying:’Youmustn’tgetintoafantod,it’llneverdo。Youwon’tdigestyourlunch。You’llhaveafit!’Allunseenbyher,itwasdoingbetterworkinJamesthansalvolatile。”Drinkthis,”shesaid。
Jameswaveditaside。”WhatwasWinifredabout,”hesaid,”tolethimtakeherpearls?”
Emilyperceivedthecrisispast。”Shecanhavemine,”shesaidcomfortably。”Ineverwearthem。
She’dbettergetadivorce。””Thereyougo!”saidJames。”Divorce!We’veneverhadadivorceinthefamily。Where’sSoames?””He’llbeindirectly。””No,hewon’t,”saidJames,almostfiercely;”he’satthefuneral。
YouthinkIknownothing。””Well,”saidEmilywithcalm,”youshouldn’tgetintosuchfusseswhenwetellyouthings。”Andplumpinguphiscushions,andputtingthesalvolatilebesidehim,shelefttheroom。
ButJamessatthereseeingvisions——ofWinifredintheDivorceCourt,andthefamilynameinthepapers;oftheearthfallingonRoger’scoffin;ofValtakingafterhisfather;ofthepearlshehadpaidforandwouldneverseeagain;ofmoneybackatfourpercent。,andthecountrygoingtothedogs;and,astheafternoonworeintoevening,andtea-timepassed,anddinnertime,thosevisionsbecamemoreandmoremixedandmenacing——ofbeingtoldnothing,tillhehadnothingleftofallhiswealth,andtheytoldhimnothingofit。WherewasSoames?Whydidn’thecomein?……
Hishandgraspedtheglassofnegus,heraisedittodrink,andsawhissonstandingtherelookingathim。Alittlesighofreliefescapedhislips,andputtingtheglassdown,hesaid:”Thereyouare!Dartie’sgonetoBuenosAires。”
Soamesnodded。”That’sallright,”hesaid;”goodriddance。”
AwaveofassuagementpassedoverJames’brain。Soamesknew。
Soameswastheonlyoneofthemallwhohadsense。Whycouldn’thecomeandliveathome?Hehadnosonofhisown。Andhesaidplaintively:”AtmyageIgetnervous。Iwishyouweremoreathome,myboy。”
AgainSoamesnodded;themaskofhiscountenancebetrayednounderstanding,buthewentcloser,andasifbyaccidenttouchedhisfather’sshoulder。”TheysenttheirlovetoyouatTimothy’s,”hesaid。”Itwentoffallright。I’vebeentoseeWinifred。I’mgoingtotakesteps。”
Andhethought:’Yes,andyoumustn’thearofthem。’
Jameslookedup;hislongwhitewhiskersquivered,histhinthroatbetweenthepointsofhiscollarlookedverygristlyandnaked。”I’vebeenverypoorlyallday,”hesaid;”theynevertellmeanything。”
Soames’hearttwitched。”Well,it’sallright。There’snothingtoworryabout。Willyoucomeupnow?”andheputhishandunderhisfather’sarm。
Jamesobedientlyandtremulouslyraisedhimself,andtogethertheywentslowlyacrosstheroom,whichhadarichlookinthefirelight,andouttothestairs。Veryslowlytheyascended。”Good-night,myboy,”saidJamesathisbedroomdoor。”Good-night,father,”answeredSoames。Hishandstrokeddownthesleevebeneaththeshawl;itseemedtohavealmostnothinginit,sothinwasthearm。And,turningawayfromthelightintheopeningdoorway,hewentuptheextraflighttohisownbedroom。
’Iwantason,’hethought,sittingontheedgeofhisbed;’I
wantason。’
CHAPTERVI
NO-LONGER-YOUNGJOLYONATHOME
Treestakelittleaccountoftime,andtheoldoakontheupperlawnatRobinHilllookednodayolderthanwhenBosinneysprawledunderitandsaidtoSoames:”Forsyte,I’vefoundtheveryplaceforyourhouse。”SincethenSwithinhaddreamed,andoldJolyondied,beneathitsbranches。Andnow,closetotheswing,no-longer-youngJolyonoftenpaintedthere。Ofallspotsintheworlditwasperhapsthemostsacredtohim,forhehadlovedhisfather。
Contemplatingitsgreatgirth——crinkledandalittlemossed,butnotyethollow——hewouldspeculateonthepassageoftime。Thattreehadseen,perhaps,allrealEnglishhistory;itdated,heshouldn’twonder,fromthedaysofElizabethatleast。Hisownfiftyyearswereasnothingtoitswood。Whenthehousebehindit,whichhenowowned,wasthreehundredyearsofageinsteadoftwelve,thattreemightstillbestandingthere,vastandhollow——
forwhowouldcommitsuchsacrilegeastocutitdown?AForsytemightperhapsstillbelivinginthathouse,toguarditjealously。
AndJolyonwouldwonderwhatthehousewouldlooklikecoatedwithsuchage。Wistariawasalreadyaboutitswalls——thenewlookhadgone。WoulditsholditsownandkeepthedignityBosinneyhadbestowedonit,orwouldthegiantLondonhavelappeditroundandmadeitintoanasyluminthemidstofajerry-builtwilderness?
Often,withinandwithoutofit,hewaspersuadedthatBosinneyhadbeenmovedbythespiritwhenhebuilt。Hehadputhisheartintothathouse,indeed!Itmightevenbecomeoneofthe’homesofEngland’——arareachievementforahouseinthesedegeneratedaysofbuilding。Andtheaestheticspirit,movinghandinhandwithhisForsytesenseofpossessivecontinuity,dweltwithprideandpleasureonhisownershipthereof。Therewasthesmackofreverenceandancestor-worshipifonlyforoneancestorinhisdesiretohandthishousedowntohissonandhisson’sson。Hisfatherhadlovedthehouse,hadlovedtheview,thegrounds,thattree;hislastyearshadbeenhappythere,andnoonehadlivedtherebeforehim。TheselastelevenyearsatRobinHillhadformedinJolyon’slifeasapainter,theimportantperiodofsuccess。Hewasnowintheveryvanofwater-colourart,hangingonthelineeverywhere。Hisdrawingsfetchedhighprices。Specialisinginthatonemediumwiththetenacityofhisbreed,hehad’arrived’——
ratherlate,butnottoolateforamemberofthefamilywhichmadeapointoflivingforever。Hisarthadreallydeepenedandimproved。Inconformitywithhispositionhehadgrownashortfairbeard,whichwasjustbeginningtogrizzle,andhidhisForsytechin;hisbrownfacehadlostthewarpedexpressionofhisostracisedperiod——helooked,ifanything,younger。Thelossofhiswifein1894hadbeenoneofthosedomestictragedieswhichturnoutintheendforthegoodofall。Hehad,indeed,lovedhertothelast,forhiswasanaffectionatespirit,butshehadbecomeincreasinglydifficult:jealousofherstep-daughterJune,jealousevenofherownlittledaughterHolly,andmakingceaselessplaintthathecouldnotloveher,illasshewas,and’uselesstoeveryone,andbetterdead。’Hehadmournedhersincerely,buthisfacehadlookedyoungersinceshedied。Ifshecouldonlyhavebelievedthatshemadehimhappy,howmuchhappierwouldthetwentyyearsoftheircompanionshiphavebeen!
Junehadneverreallygotonwellwithherwhohadreprehensiblytakenherownmother’splace;andeversinceoldJolyondiedshehadbeenestablishedinasortofstudioinLondon。ButshehadcomebacktoRobinHillonherstepmother’sdeath,andgatheredthereinsthereintohersmalldecidedhands。JollywasthenatHarrow;HollystilllearningfromMademoiselleBeauce。TherehadbeennothingtokeepJolyonathome,andhehadremovedhisgriefandhispaint-boxabroad。Therehehadwandered,forthemostpartinBrittany,andatlasthadfetchedupinParis。Hehadstayedthereseveralmonths,andcomebackwiththeyoungerfaceandtheshortfairbeard。Essentiallyamanwhomerelylodgedinanyhouse,ithadsuitedhimperfectlythatJuneshouldreignatRobinHill,sothathewasfreetogooffwithhiseaselwhereandwhenheliked。Shewasinclined,itistrue,toregardthehouseratherasanasylumforherproteges!buthisownoutcastdayshadfilledJolyonforeverwithsympathytowardsanoutcast,andJune’s’lameducks’abouttheplacedidnotannoyhim。Byallmeansletherhavethemdown——andfeedthemup;andthoughhisslightlycynicalhumourperceivedthattheyministeredtohisdaughter’sloveofdominationaswellasmovedherwarmheart,heneverceasedtoadmireherforhavingsomanyducks。Hefell,indeed,yearbyyearintoamoreandmoredetachedandbrotherlyattitudetowardshisownsonanddaughters,treatingthemwithasortofwhimsicalequality。WhenhewentdowntoHarrowtoseeJolly,heneverquiteknewwhichofthemwastheelder,andwouldsiteatingcherrieswithhimoutofonepaperbag,withanaffectionateandironicalsmiletwistingupaneyebrowandcurlinghislipsalittle。Andhewasalwayscarefultohavemoneyinhispocket,andtobemodishinhisdress,sothathissonneednotblushforhim。Theywereperfectfriends,butneverseemedtohaveoccasionforverbalconfidences,bothhavingthecompetitiveself-consciousnessofForsytes。Theyknewtheywouldstandbyeachotherinscrapes,buttherewasnoneedtotalkaboutit。Jolyonhadastrikinghorror-