Winifred,whohadlearnedself-containmentinahardschool,lookedupathim,andsaid:”Spanishfilly!DoyoumeanthatgirlwesawdancinginthePandemoniumBallet?Well,youareathiefandablackguard。”Ithadbeenthelaststrawonasorelyloadedconsciousness;reachingupfromhischairDartieseizedhiswife’sarm,andrecallingtheachievementsofhisboyhood,twistedit。
Winifredenduredtheagonywithtearsinhereyes,butnomurmur。
Watchingforamomentofweakness,shewrencheditfree;thenplacingthediningtablebetweenthem,saidbetweenherteeth:”Youarethelimit,Monty。”Undoubtedlytheinceptionofthatphrase——
soisEnglishformedunderthestressofcircumstances。LeavingDartiewithfoamonhisdarkmoustacheshewentupstairs,and,afterlockingherdoorandbathingherarminhotwater,layawakeallnight,thinkingofherpearlsadorningtheneckofanother,andoftheconsiderationherhusbandhadpresumablyreceivedtherefor。
Themanoftheworldawokewithasenseofbeinglosttothatworld,andadimrecollectionofhavingbeencalleda’limit。’Hesatforhalfanhourinthedawnandthearmchairwherehehadsleptperhapstheunhappiesthalf-hourhehadeverspent,foreventoaDartiethereissomethingtragicaboutanend。Andheknewthathehadreachedit。Neveragainwouldhesleepinhisdining-roomandwakewiththelightfilteringthroughthosecurtainsboughtbyWinifredatNickensandJarveyswiththemoneyofJames。Neveragaineatadevilledkidneyatthatrose-woodtable,afterarollinthesheetsandahotbath。Hetookhisnotecasefromhisdresscoatpocket。Fourhundredpounds,infivesandtens——theremainderoftheproceedsofhishalfofSleeve-links,soldlastnight,cashdown,toGeorgeForsyte,who,havingwonovertherace,hadnotconceivedthesuddendisliketotheanimalwhichhehimselfnowfelt。TheballetwasgoingtoBuenosAiresthedayafterto-morrow,andhewasgoingtoo。Fullvalueforthepearlshadnotyetbeenreceived;hewasonlyatthesoup。
Hestoleupstairs。Notdaringtohaveabath,orshavebesides,thewaterwouldbecold,hechangedhisclothesandpackedstealthilyallhecould。Itwashardtoleavesomanyshiningboots,butonemustsacrificesomething。Then,carryingavaliseineitherhand,hesteppedoutontothelanding。Thehousewasveryquiet——thathousewherehehadbegottenhisfourchildren。Itwasacuriousmoment,this,outsidetheroomofhiswife,onceadmired,ifnotperhapsloved,whohadcalledhim’thelimit。’Hesteeledhimselfwiththatphrase,andtiptoedon;butthenextdoorwashardertopass。Itwastheroomhisdaughterssleptin。Maudwasatschool,butImogenwouldbelyingthere;andmoisturecameintoDartie’searlymorningeyes。Shewasthemostlikehimofthefour,withherdarkhair,andherlusciousbrownglance。Justcomingout,aprettything!Hesetdownthetwovalises。Thisalmostformalabdicationoffatherhoodhurthim。Themorninglightfellonafacewhichworkedwithrealemotion。Nothingsofalseaspenitencemovedhim;butgenuinepaternalfeeling,andthatmelancholyof’neveragain。’Hemoistenedhislips;andcompleteirresolutionforamomentparalysedhislegsintheirchecktrousers。Itwashard——hardtobethuscompelledtoleavehishome!”D——nit!”hemuttered,”Ineverthoughtitwouldcometothis。”Noisesabovewarnedhimthatthemaidswerebeginningtogetup。Andgraspingthetwovalises,hetiptoedondownstairs。
Hischeekswerewet,andtheknowledgeofthatwascomforting,asthoughitguaranteedthegenuinenessofhissacrifice。Helingeredalittleintheroomsbelow,topackallthecigarshehad,somepapers,acrushhat,asilvercigarettebox,aRuff’sGuide。Then,mixinghimselfastiffwhiskyandsoda,andlightingacigarette,hestoodhesitatingbeforeaphotographofhistwogirls,inasilverframe。ItbelongedtoWinifred。’Nevermind,’hethought;
’shecangetanothertaken,andIcan’t!’Heslippeditintothevalise。Then;puttingonhishatandovercoat,hetooktwoothers,hisbestmalaccacane,anumbrella,andopenedthefrontdoor。
Closingitsoftlybehindhim,hewalkedout,burdenedashehadneverbeeninallhislife,andmadehiswayroundthecornertowaitthereforanearlycabtocomeby。
ThushadpassedMontagueDartieintheforty-fifthyearofhisagefromthehousewhichhehadcalledhisown。
WhenWinifredcamedown,andrealisedthathewasnotinthehouse,herfirstfeelingwasoneofdullangerthatheshouldthuseludethereproachesshehadcarefullypreparedinthoselongwakefulhours。HehadgoneofftoNewmarketorBrighton,withthatwomanaslikelyasnot。Disgusting!ForcedtoacompletereticencebeforeImogenandtheservants,andawarethatherfather’snerveswouldneverstandthedisclosure,shehadbeenunabletorefrainfromgoingtoTimothy’sthatafternoon,andpouringoutthestoryofthepearlstoAuntsJuleyandHesterinutterconfidence。Itwasonlyonthefollowingmorningthatshenoticedthedisappearanceofthatphotograph。Whatdiditmean?Carefulexaminationofherhusband’srelicspromptedthethoughtthathehadgoneforgood。Asthatconclusionhardenedshestoodquitestillinthemiddleofhisdressing-room,withallthedrawerspulledout,totryandrealisewhatshewasfeeling。Bynomeanseasy!Thoughhewas’thelimit’hewasyetherproperty,andforthelifeofhershecouldnotbutfeelthepoorer。Tobewidowedyetnotwidowedatforty-two;withfourchildren;madeconspicuous,anobjectofcommiseration!GonetothearmsofaSpanishJade!
Memories,feelings,whichshehadthoughtquitedead,revivedwithinher,painful,sullen,tenacious。Mechanicallyshecloseddrawerafterdrawer,wenttoherbed,layonit,andburiedherfaceinthepillows。Shedidnotcry。Whatwastheuseofthat?
Whenshegotoffherbedtogodowntolunchshefeltasifonlyonethingcoulddohergood,andthatwastohaveValhome。He——
hereldestboy——whowastogotoOxfordnextmonthatJames’
expense,wasatLittlehamptontakinghisfinalgallopswithhistrainerforSmalls,ashewouldhavephraseditfollowinghisfather’sdiction。Shecausedatelegramtobesenttohim。”Imustseeabouthisclothes,”shesaidtoImogen;”Ican’thavehimgoinguptoOxfordallanyhow。Thoseboysaresoparticular。””Val’sgotheapsofthings,”Imogenanswered。”Iknow;buttheywantoverhauling。Ihopehe’llcome。””He’llcomelikeashot,Mother。Buthe’llprobablyskewhisExam。””Ican’thelpthat,”saidWinifred。”Iwanthim。”
Withaninnocentshrewdlookathermother’sface,Imogenkeptsilence。Itwasfather,ofcourse!Valdidcome’likeashot’atsixo’clock。
ImagineacrossbetweenapickleandaForsyteandyouhaveyoungPubliusValeriusDartie。Ayouthsonamedcouldhardlyturnoutotherwise。Whenhewasborn,Winifred,intheheydayofspirits,andthecravingfordistinction,haddeterminedthatherchildrenshouldhavenamessuchasnoothershadeverhad。Itwasamercy——
shefeltnow——thatshehadjustnotnamedImogenThisbe。ButitwastoGeorgeForsyte,alwaysawag,thatVal’schristeningwasdue。ItsohappenedthatDartiediningwithhim,aweekafterthebirthofhissonandheir,hadmentionedthisaspirationofWinifred’s。”CallhimCato,”saidGeorge,”it’llbedamnedpiquant!”Hehadjustwonatenneronahorseofthatname。”Cato!”Dartiehadreplied——theywerealittle’on’asthephrasewaseveninthosedays——”it’snotaChristianname。””Haloyou!”Georgecalledtoawaiterinkneebreeches。”BringmetheEncyc’pediaBrit。fromtheLibrary,letterC。”
Thewaiterbroughtit。”Hereyouare!”saidGeorge,pointingwithhiscigar:”CatoPubliusValeriusbyVirgiloutofLydia。That’swhatyouwant。PubliusValeriusisChristianenough。”
Dartie,onarrivinghome,hadinformedWinifred。Shehadbeencharmed。Itwasso’chic。’AndPubliusValeriusbecamethebaby’sname,thoughitafterwardstranspiredthattheyhadgotholdoftheinferiorCato。In1890,however,whenlittlePubliuswasnearlyten,theword’chic’wentoutoffashion,andsobrietycamein;
Winifredbegantohavedoubts。TheywereconfirmedbylittlePubliushimselfwhoreturnedfromhisfirsttermatschoolcom-
plainingthatlifewasaburdentohim——theycalledhimPubby。
Winifred——awomanofrealdecision——promptlychangedhisschoolandhisnametoVal,thePubliusbeingdroppedevenasaninitial。
Atnineteenhewasalimber,freckledyouthwithawidemouth,lighteyes,longdarklashes;arathercharmingsmile,considerableknowledgeofwhatheshouldnotknow,andnoexperienceofwhatheoughttodo。Fewboyshadmorenarrowlyescapedbeingexpelled——
theengagingrascal。AfterkissinghismotherandpinchingImogen,heranupstairsthreeatatime,andcamedownfour,dressedfordinner。Hewas,awfullysorry,buthis’trainer,’whohadcomeuptoo,hadaskedhimtodineattheOxfordandCambridge;itwouldn’tdotomiss——theoldchapwouldbehurt。Winifredlethimgowithanunhappypride。Shehadwantedhimathome,butitwasverynicetoknowthathistutorwassofondofhim。HewentoutwithawinkatImogen,saying:”Isay,Mother,couldIhavetwoplover’seggswhenIcomein?——cook’sgotsome。Theytopupsojollywell。Oh!
andlookhere——haveyouanymoney?——IhadtoborrowafiverfromoldSnobby。”
Winifredlookingathimwithfondshrewdness,answered:”Mydear,youarenaughtyaboutmoney。Butyoushouldn’tpayhimto-night,anyway;you’rehisguest。”Howniceandslimhelookedinhiswhitewaistcoat,andhisdarkthicklashes!”Oh,butwemaygotothetheatre,yousee,Mother;andIthinkI
oughttostandthetickets;he’salwayshardup,youknow。”
Winifredproducedafive-poundnote,saying:”Well,perhapsyou’dbetterpayhim,butyoumustn’tstandtheticketstoo。”
Valpocketedthefiver。”IfIdo,Ican’t,”hesaid。”Good-night,Mum!”