首页 >出版文学> Indian Summer of a Forsyte>第12章
  Soamestookacupofteafromher,drankitquickly,andatethreeofthosemacaroonsforwhichTimothy’swasfamous。Hisfaint,pale,supercilioussmilehaddeepenedjustalittle。Really,hisfamilyremainedhopelesslyprovincial,howevermuchofLondontheymightpossessbetweenthem。Inthesego-aheaddaystheirprovinc-
  ialismstaredoutevenmorethanitusedto。Why,oldNicholaswasstillaFreeTrader,andamemberofthatantediluvianhomeofLiberalism,theRemoveClub——though,tobesure,thememberswereprettywellallConservativesnow,orhehimselfcouldnothavejoined;andTimothy,theysaid,stillworeanightcap。AuntJuleyspokeagain。DearSoameswaslookingsowell,hardlyadayolderthanhedidwhendearAnndied,andtheywerealltheretogether,dearJolyon,anddearSwithin,anddearRoger。Shepausedandcaughtthetearwhichhadclimbedthepoutonherrightcheek。Didhe——didheeverhearanythingofIrenenowadays?AuntHestervisiblyinterposedhershoulder。Really,Juleywasalwayssayingsomething!ThesmileleftSoames’face,andheputhiscupdown。
  Herewashissubjectbroachedforhim,andforallhisdesiretoexpand,hecouldnottakeadvantage。
  AuntJuleywentonratherhastily:”TheysaydearJolyonfirstleftherthatfifteenthousandoutandout;thenofcoursehesawitwouldnotberight,andmadeitforherlifeonly。”
  HadSoamesheardthat?
  Soamesnodded。”YourcousinJolyonisawidowernow。Heishertrustee;youknewthat,ofcourse?”
  Soamesshookhishead。Hedidknow,butwishedtoshownointerest。YoungJolyonandhehadnotmetsincethedayofBosinney’sdeath。”Hemustbequitemiddle-agedbynow,”wentonAuntJuleydreamily。”Letmesee,hewasbornwhenyourdearunclelivedinMountStreet;longbeforetheywenttoStanhopeGateinDecember。JustbeforethatdreadfulCommune。Overfifty!Fancythat!Suchaprettybaby,andwewereallsoproudofhim;theveryfirstofyouall。”AuntJuleysighed,andalockofnotquiteherownhaircamelooseandstraggled,sothatAuntHestergavealittleshiver。
  Soamesrose,hewasexperiencingacuriouspieceofself-discovery。
  Thatoldwoundtohisprideandself-esteemwasnotyetclosed。Hehadcomethinkinghecouldtalkofit,evenwantingtotalkofhisfetteredcondition,and——behold!hewasshrinkingawayfromthisreminderbyAuntJuley,renownedforherMalapropisms。
  Oh,Soameswasnotgoingalready!
  Soamessmiledalittlevindictively,andsaid:”Yes。Good-bye。RemembermetoUncleTimothy!”And,leavingacoldkissoneachforehead,whosewrinklesseemedtotryandclingtohislipsasiflongingtobekissedaway,heleftthemlookingbrightlyafterhim——dearSoames,ithadbeensogoodofhimtocometo-day,whentheywerenotfeelingvery……!
  WithcompunctiontweakingathischestSoamesdescendedthestairs,wherewasalwaysthatratherpleasantsmellofcamphorandportwine,andhousewheredraughtsarenotpermitted。Thepooroldthings——hehadnotmeanttobeunkind!Andinthestreetheinstantlyforgotthem,repossessedbytheimageofAnnetteandthethoughtofthecursedcoilaroundhim。WhyhadhenotpushedthethingthroughandobtaineddivorcewhenthatwretchedBosinneywasrunover,andtherewasevidencegalorefortheasking!AndheturnedtowardshissisterWinifredDartie’sresidenceinGreenStreet,Mayfair。
  CHAPTERII
  EXITAMANOFTHEWORLD
  ThatamanoftheworldsosubjecttothevicissitudesoffortunesasMontagueDartieshouldstillbelivinginahousehehadinhabitedtwentyyearsatleastwouldhavebeenmorenoticeableiftherent,rates,taxes,andrepairsofthathousehadnotbeendefrayedbyhisfather-in-law。BythatsimpleifwholesaledeviceJamesForsytehadsecuredacertainstabilityinthelivesofhisdaughterandhisgrandchildren。Afterall,thereissomethinginvaluableaboutasaferoofovertheheadofasportsmansodashingasDartie。Untiltheeventsofthelastfewdayshehadbeenalmost-supernaturallysteadyallthisyear。ThefactwashehadacquiredahalfshareinafillyofGeorgeForsyte’s,whohadgoneirreparablyontheturf,tothehorrorofRoger,nowstilledbythegrave。Sleeve-links,byMartyr,outofShirt-on-fire,bySuspender,wasabayfilly,threeyearsold,whoforavarietyofreasonshadnevershownhertrueform。Withhalfownershipofthishopefulanimal,alltheidealismlatentsomewhereinDartie,asineveryotherman,hadputupitshead,andkepthimquietlyardentformonthspast。Whenamanhassomethinggoodtoliveforitisastonishinghowsoberhebecomes;andwhatDartiehadwasreallygood——athreetoonechanceforanautumnhandicap,publiclyassessedattwenty-fivetoone。Theold-fashionedheavenwasapoorthingbesideit,andhisshirtwasonthedaughterofShirt-
  on-fire。ButhowmuchmorethanhisshirtdependedonthisgranddaughterofSuspender!Atthatrovingageofforty-five,tryingtoForsytes——and,thoughperhapslessdistinguishablefromanyotherage,tryingeventoDarties——Montaguehadfixedhiscurrentfancyonadancer。Itwasnomeanpassion,butwithoutmoney,andagooddealofit,likelytoremainaloveasairyasherskirts;andDartieneverhadanymoney,subsistingmiserablyonwhathecouldbegorborrowfromWinifred——awomanofcharacter,whokepthimbecausehewasthefatherofherchildren,andfromalingeringadmirationforthosenow-dyingWardourStreetgoodlookswhichintheiryouthhadfascinatedher。She,togetherwithanyoneelsewhowouldlendhimanything,andhislossesatcardsandontheturfextraordinaryhowsomemenmakeagoodthingoutoflosses!werehiswholemeansofsubsistence;forJameswasnowtoooldandnervoustoapproach,andSoamestooformidablyadamant。ItisnottoomuchtosaythatDartiehadbeenlivingonhopeformonths。Hehadneverbeenfondofmoneyforitself,hadalwaysdespisedtheForsyteswiththeirinvestinghabits,thoughcarefultomakesuchuseofthemashecould。Whathelikedaboutmoneywaswhatitbought——personalsensation。”Norealsportsmancaresformoney,”hewouldsay,borrowinga’pony’ifitwasnousetryingfora’monkey。’TherewassomethingdeliciousaboutMontagueDartie。Hewas,asGeorgeForsytesaid,a’daisy。’
  ThemorningoftheHandicapdawnedclearandbright,thelastdayofSeptember,andDartiewhohadtravelledtoNewmarketthenightbefore,arrayedhimselfinspotlesschecksandwalkedtoaneminencetoseehishalfofthefillytakeherfinalcanter:Ifshewonhewouldbeacoolthreethou。inpocket——apoorenoughrecompenseforthesobrietyandpatienceoftheseweeksofhope,whiletheyhadbeennursingherforthisrace。Buthehadnotbeenabletoaffordmore。Shouldhe’layitoff’attheeighttoonetowhichshehadadvanced?Thiswashissinglethoughtwhilethelarkssangabovehim,andthegrassydownssmelledsweet,andtheprettyfillypassed,tossingherheadandglowinglikesatin。
  Afterall,ifhelostitwouldnotbehewhopaid,andto’layitoff’wouldreducehiswinningstosomefifteenhundred——hardlyenoughtopurchaseadanceroutandout。EvenmorepotentwastheitchinthebloodofalltheDartiesforarealflutter。AndturningtoGeorgehesaid:”She’saclipper。She’llwinhandsdown;Ishallgothewholehog。”George,whohadlaidoffeverypenny,andafewbesides,andstoodtowin,howeveritcameout,grinneddownonhimfromhisbulkyheight,withthewords:”Soho,mywildone!”forafterachequeredapprenticeshipweatheredwiththemoneyofadeeplycomplainingRoger,hisForsytebloodwasbeginningtostandhimingoodsteadintheprofessionofowner。
  Therearemomentsofdisillusionmentinthelivesofmenfromwhichthesensitiverecordershrinks。Sufficeittosaythatthegoodthingfelldown。Sleeve-linksfinishedintheruck。Dartie’sshirtwaslost。
  BetweenthepassingofthesethingsandthedaywhenSoamesturnedhisfacetowardsGreenStreet,whathadnothappened!
  WhenamanwiththeconstitutionofMontagueDartiehasexercisedself-controlformonthsfromreligiousmotives,andremainsun-
  rewarded,hedoesnotcurseGodanddie,hecursesGodandlives,tothedistressofhisfamily。
  Winifred——apluckywoman,ifalittletoofashionable——whohadbornethebruntofhimforexactlytwenty-oneyears,hadneverreallybelievedthathewoulddowhathenowdid。Likesomanywives,shethoughtsheknewtheworst,butshehadnotyetknownhiminhisforty-fifthyear,whenhe,likeothermen,feltthatitwasnowornever。Payingonthe2ndofOctoberavisitofinspec-
  tiontoherjewelcase,shewashorrifiedtoobservethatherwoman’scrownandglorywasgone——thepearlswhichMontaguehadgivenherin’86,whenBenedictwasborn,andwhichJameshadbeencompelledtopayforinthespringof’87,tosavescandal。Sheconsultedherhusbandatonce。He’pooh-poohed’thematter。Theywouldturnup!Nortillshesaidsharply:”Verywell,then,Monty,IshallgodowntoScotlandYardmyself,”didheconsenttotakethematterinhand。Alas!thatthesteadyandresolvedcontinuityofdesignnecessarytotheaccomplishmentofsweepingoperationsshouldbeliabletointerruptionbydrink。ThatnightDartiereturnedhomewithoutacareintheworldoraparticleofreticence。UndernormalconditionsWinifredwouldmerelyhavelockedherdoorandlethimsleepitoff,buttorturingsuspenseaboutherpearlshadcausedhertowaitupforhim。Takingasmallrevolverfromhispocketandholdingontothediningtable,hetoldheratoncethathedidnotcareacurshwhethersheliveds’longasshewasquiet;buthehimselfwashtiredo’life。
  Winifred,holdingontotheothersideofthediningtable,answered:”Don’tbeaclown,Monty。HaveyoubeentoScotlandYard?”
  Placingtherevolveragainsthischest,Dartiehadpulledthetriggerseveraltimes。Itwasnotloaded。Droppingitwithanimprecation,hehadmuttered:”Forshakeo’thechildren,”andsankintoachair。Winifred,havingpickeduptherevolver,gavehimsomesodawater。Theliquorhadamagicaleffect。Lifehadillusedhim;Winifredhadnever’unshtood’m。’Ifhehadn’ttherighttotakethepearlshehadgivenherhimself,whohad?ThatSpanishfillyhadgot’m。IfWinifredhadany’jectionhew’dcut——
  her——throat。Whatwasthematterwiththat?Probablythefirstuseofthatcelebratedphrase——soobscurearetheoriginsofeventhemostclassicallanguage!