ButthedogBalthasarwentontowardsthevisitor,whoputherhanddownandstrokedhishead。OldJolyonsaidquickly:”Isawyouattheoperatheothernight;youdidn’tnoticeme。””Oh,yes!Idid。”
Hefeltasubtleflatteryinthat,asthoughshehadadded:’Doyouthinkonecouldmissseeingyou?’”They’reallinSpain,”heremarkedabruptly。”I’malone;Idroveupfortheopera。TheRavogli’sgood。Haveyouseenthecow-
houses?”
Inasituationsochargedwithmysteryandsomethingverylikeemotionhemovedinstinctivelytowardsthatbitofproperty,andshemovedbesidehim。Herfigureswayedfaintly,likethebestkindofFrenchfigures;herdress,too,wasasortofFrenchgrey。
Henoticedtwoorthreesilverthreadsinheramber-colouredhair,strangehairwiththosedarkeyesofhers,andthatcreamy-paleface。Asuddensidelonglookfromthevelvetybrowneyesdisturbedhim。Itseemedtocomefromdeepandfar,fromanotherworldalmost,oratalleventsfromsomeonenotlivingverymuchinthis。Andhesaidmechanically”Whereareyoulivingnow?””IhavealittleflatinChelsea。”
Hedidnotwanttohearwhatshewasdoing,didnotwanttohearanything;buttheperversewordcameout:”Alone?”
Shenodded。Itwasarelieftoknowthat。Anditcameintohismindthat,butforatwistoffate,shewouldhavebeenmistressofthiscoppice,showingthesecow-housestohim,avisitor。”AllAlderneys,”hemuttered;”theygivethebestmilk。Thisone’saprettycreature。Woa,Myrtle!”
Thefawn-colouredcow,witheyesassoftandbrownasIrene’sown,wasstandingabsolutelystill,nothavinglongbeenmilked。Shelookedroundatthemoutofthecornerofthoselustrous,mild,cynicaleyes,andfromhergreylipsalittledribbleofsalivathreadeditswaytowardsthestraw。Thescentofhayandvanillaandammoniaroseinthedimlightofthecoolcow-house;andoldJolyonsaid:”Youmustcomeupandhavesomedinnerwithme。I’llsendyouhomeinthecarriage。”
Heperceivedastrugglegoingonwithinher;natural,nodoubt,withhermemories。Buthewantedhercompany;aprettyface,acharmingfigure,beauty!Hehadbeenalonealltheafternoon。
Perhapshiseyeswerewistful,forsheanswered:”Thankyou,UncleJolyon。Ishouldliketo。”
Herubbedhishands,andsaid:”Capital!Let’sgoup,then!”And,precededbythedogBalthasar,theyascendedthroughthefield。Thesunwasalmostlevelintheirfacesnow,andhecouldsee,notonlythosesilverthreads,butlittlelines,justdeepenoughtostampherbeautywithacoin-likefineness——thespeciallookoflifeunsharedwithothers。”I’lltakeherinbytheterrace,”hethought:”Iwon’tmakeacommonvisitorofher。””Whatdoyoudoallday?”hesaid。”Teachmusic;Ihaveanotherinterest,too。””Work!”saidoldJolyon,pickingupthedollfromofftheswing,andsmoothingitsblackpetticoat。”Nothinglikeit,isthere?I
don’tdoanynow。I’mgettingon。Whatinterestisthat?””Tryingtohelpwomenwho’vecometogrief。”OldJolyondidnotquiteunderstand。”Togrief?”herepeated;thenrealisedwithashockthatshemeantexactlywhathewouldhavemeanthimselfifhehadusedthatexpression。AssistingtheMagdalenesofLondon!
Whataweirdandterrifyinginterest!And,curiosityovercominghisnaturalshrinking,heasked:”Why?Whatdoyoudoforthem?””Notmuch。I’venomoneytospare。Icanonlygivesympathyandfoodsometimes。”
InvoluntarilyoldJolyon’shandsoughthispurse。Hesaidhastily:”Howd’yougetholdofthem?””Igotoahospital。””Ahospital!Phew!””Whathurtsmemostisthatoncetheynearlyallhadsomesortofbeauty。”
OldJolyonstraightenedthedoll。”Beauty!”heejaculated:”Ha!
Yes!Asadbusiness!”andhemovedtowardsthehouse。ThroughaFrenchwindow,undersun-blindsnotyetdrawnup,heprecededherintotheroomwherehewaswonttostudy’TheTimes’andthesheetsofanagriculturalmagazine,withhugeillustrationsofmangoldwurzels,andthelike,whichprovidedHollywithmaterialforherpaintbrush。”Dinner’sinhalfanhour。You’dliketowashyourhands!I’lltakeyoutoJune’sroom。”
Hesawherlookingroundeagerly;whatchangessinceshehadlastvisitedthishousewithherhusband,orherlover,orbothperhaps——
hedidnotknow,couldnotsay!Allthatwasdark,andhewishedtoleaveitso。Butwhatchanges!Andinthehallhesaid:”MyboyJo’sapainter,youknow。He’sgotalotoftaste。Itisn’tmine,ofcourse,butI’velethimhavehisway。”
Shewasstandingverystill,hereyesroamingthroughthehallandmusicroom,asitnowwas——allthrownintoone,underthegreatskylight。OldJolyonhadanoddimpressionofher。Wasshetryingtoconjuresomebodyfromtheshadesofthatspacewherethecolouringwasallpearl-greyandsilver?Hewouldhavehadgoldhimself;morelivelyandsolid。ButJohadFrenchtastes,andithadcomeoutshadowylikethat,withaneffectasofthefumeofcigarettesthechapwasalwayssmoking,brokenhereandtherebyalittleblazeofblueorcrimsoncolour。Itwasnothisdream!
Mentallyhehadhungthisspacewiththosegold-framedmasterpiecesofstillandstillerlifewhichhehadboughtindayswhenquantitywasprecious。Andnowwherewerethey?Soldforasong!Thatsomethingwhichmadehim,aloneamongForsytes,movewiththetimeshadwarnedhimagainstthestruggletoretainthem。Butinhisstudyhestillhad’DutchFishingBoatsatSunset。’
Hebegantomountthestairswithher,slowly,forhefelthisside。”Thesearethebathrooms,”hesaid,”andotherarrangements。I’vehadthemtiled。Thenurseriesarealongthere。AndthisisJo’sandhiswife’s。Theyallcommunicate。Butyouremember,I
expect。”
Irenenodded。Theypassedon,upthegalleryandenteredalargeroomwithasmallbed,andseveralwindows。”Thisismine,”hesaid。Thewallswerecoveredwiththephotographsofchildrenandwatercoloursketches,andheaddeddoubtfully:”TheseareJo’s。Theview’sfirst-rate。YoucanseetheGrandStandatEpsominclearweather。”
Thesunwasdownnow,behindthehouse,andoverthe’prospect’aluminoushazehadsettled,emanationofthelongandprosperousday。Fewhousesshowed,butfieldsandtreesfaintlyglistened,awaytoaloomofdowns。”Thecountry’schanging,”hesaidabruptly,”butthereit’llbewhenwe’reallgone。Lookatthosethrushes——thebirdsaresweethereinthemornings。I’mgladtohavewashedmyhandsofLondon。”
Herfacewasclosetothewindowpane,andhewasstruckbyitsmournfullook。’WishIcouldmakeherlookhappy!’hethought。’A
prettyface,butsad!’Andtakinguphiscanofhotwaterhewentoutintothegallery。”ThisisJune’sroom,”hesaid,openingthenextdoorandputtingthecandown;”Ithinkyou’llfindeverything。”Andclosingthedoorbehindherhewentbacktohisownroom。Brushinghishairwithhisgreatebonybrushes,anddabbinghisforeheadwitheaudeCologne,hemused。Shehadcomesostrangely——asortofvisit-
ation;mysterious,evenromantic,asifhisdesireforcompany,forbeauty,hadbeenfulfilledbywhateveritwaswhichfulfilledthatsortofthing。Andbeforethemirrorhestraightenedhisstilluprightfigure,passedthebrushesoverhisgreatwhitemoustache,toucheduphiseyebrowswitheaudeCologne,andrangthebell。”IforgottoletthemknowthatIhavealadytodinnerwithme。