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  Marynodded。“IthinkIunderstandwhatyoumean,“shesaid。
  “Yes,Ithinkthereisnodoubtthatalmostallofmyfather’smoneywasmadethereintheWestafter“——hehesitatedandthenwenton——
  “afterthe——theotherdiedandafterhemarriedmymother。ButneverthelessIshallalwaysfeelasifwhatevertherewasbelongedtoyouruncles,thesurvivingmembersoftheoldfirm。IfIcould,Ishouldgiveittothem。“
  Marysmiled。“Thankyouforsayingit,dear,“shesaid,“andIknowyoumeanit;butitwouldbenousetooffer;theywouldn’ttakeit。“
  “Iknowtheywouldn’t。Sowemusttryandmakeituptotheminsomeotherway。Butsupposeweleavethatforatimeandgetbacktomywork。I’mgoingtokeeponwithit;Iwanttoandyousaythatyouwantmeto。“
  “Ido,verymuch。Iamsureyouwillbehappierinthatworkthaninanyother,andbesides——IsupposeIameversounpractical,butI
  dofeelit——Ihadratheryoumadeyourownway。Somehowtheideaofourdependinguponthatmoneyouttheredoesn’t——doesn’t——Oh,I
  can’texplainexactly,butIdon’tliketheideaabit。“
  “Iknow。Iprefertopaddlemyowncanoe,ifIcan。Butayoungdoctor’scanoeislikelytomoveprettyslowlyatfirst。AndI
  intendtakingapassenger,youknow,andIwanthertobecomfortable。“
  Marylaughed,acontentedlittlelaugh。“Shewillbe,“shedeclared。“DidItellyouofthetalkUncleShadandIhadtheotherday?Hesawmesittingbythedining-roomwindowlookingoutatnothinginparticular——andlookingsillyenough,too,Idaresay——
  andheaskedmewhatIwasthinking。Isaid,’Nothingmuch,’whichwasn’ttrue,andhesaidnothingmustbegoodtothinkof,Ilookedsocheerful。ItoldhimIwas。ThenIaskedhim——myconsciencetroubledmealittle,youknow——ifhewassurethatheandUncleZoethwerehappy,becauseIshouldn’tbeunlesstheywere。“
  “Well,thatwascharacteristic。Whatdidhesaytothat?“
  “Oh,helaughedthatbiglaughofhisandtoldmenottoworry。
  ’I’Mfeelin’prettyaveragesatisfiedwithlifejustnow,Mary-
  ’Gusta,’hesaid,’andasforZoeth——well,heaskedmethismornin’
  ifIdidn’tcal’late’twaswickedforhimandmetobesocontentedwiththethingsofthisworld,soIknowHE’Sallright。WhenZoethgetsrealhappyhealwaysbeginstofeelsinful。’Ihopethataconsciousnessofsinisn’ttheonlytestofhappiness,“sheadded,“becauseIdon’tbelieveyoufeelwickedtheleastbit。Atleastyouhaveneversaidyoudid。“
  Crawfordlaughed,andtherefollowedoneofthoseinterruptionstoconversationwithwhich,althoughundoubtedlyinterestingtotheparticipants,outsidersarenotsupposedtobeconcerned。WhenitwasoverMarysaid:
  “OfcourseIamnotsofoolishastomeanthatyoumustnottouchthemoneyyourfatherleft。Thatwouldberidiculous。ButImeanI
  thinkweshouldnotdependuponit;itshouldnotchangeourplansorspoilyourlifework,oranythinglikethat。Itwillmakelifeeasierforus,ofcourse,andwithitshelpwecanmakeiteasierforotherpeople。Ithinkthatiswhatweshoulddowithit。“
  “SodoI,mydear。Andourfirstduty,itseemstome,istowardyouruncles。Iftheywouldconsent,andIsupposethereisn’ttheleastchancethattheywould,IshouldliketoselloutthestoreandtheLookoutandtherestofitandtakethemwithus,whereverwedecidetogo,andgivethemaneasy,carefreetimeofittherestoftheirlives。“
  Maryshookherhead。“Theywouldn’tlikeitabit,“shesaid。
  “Thatpreciousoldstoreisthejoyoftheirlives。Withoutittheywouldn’tknowwhattodo;theywouldbeaslostandlonesomeandmiserableasapairofstraykittens。No,ifwetakecareofthemwemusttakecareofHamiltonandCompany,too。Andwemustn’tletthemknowwe’redoingit,either,“sheaddedwithdecision。
  Crawfordlookedtroubled。“Isupposeyou’reright,“hesaid;“butitislikelytobesomethingofapuzzle,theirproblem。Itwillmean,ofcourse,thatyouandImustgoandleavethem。“
  “Oh,no,wecan’tdothat——notforsometime,atanyrate。“
  “Itseemstomewemust。Wehavedecided,youandI,thatIshallgobackWest,finishmypreparatorywork,thencomehereandmarryyou。Afterthat——well,afterthatwehavedecidedthatIamtolocatesomewhereorotherandbegintopracticemyprofession。
  You’llgowithmethen,Ipresume?“
  “Silly!OfcourseIwill。“
  “Ihopedso。Butifwecan’tleaveyourunclesandtheywon’tleavethestore,whatarewegoingtodo?Putthestoreonatruckandtakeitwithus?“
  Shelookedupathimandsmiled。“Ihaveaplan,“shesaid。“I
  haven’tquiteworkeditoutyet,butifitdoesworkIthinkit’sgoingtobeaveryniceplanindeed。No,I’mnotgoingtotellyouwhatitisyet,soyoumustn’ttease。Youdon’tmindmyplanningforyouandbossingyouandallthatsortofthing,doyou?Ihopeyoudon’t,becauseIcan’thelpit。It’sthewayI’mmade,I
  think。“
  “Idon’tmind。Bossaway。“
  “Oh,Ishall。I’mlikethatScotchgirlintheplayMrs。WyethtookmetoseeinBoston——Bunty,hernamewas。Shemademethinkofmyselfmorethanonce,althoughshewaseversomuchmoreclever。
  Attheendoftheplayshesaidtohersweetheart,’William,Imusttellyethis:ifImarryyeI’llayebemanagin’ye。’Shemeantshecouldn’thelpit。NeithercanI。I’mafraidI’mabornmanager。“
  Crawfordstoopedandkissedher。
  “DoyourememberWilliam’sanswer?“heasked。“Ido。Itwas:
  ’Bunty,I’llgloryinmyshame。’Manageallyoulike,mylady,I’llgloryinit。“
  Theplandidworkoutanditwasthis:DoctorHarley,whohadpracticedmedicineforforty-oneyearsinSouthHarniss,wasthinkingofretiringaftertwomoreyearsofactivework。Hewaswillingtosellouthispracticeattheendofthattime。HelikedCrawford,hadtakenafancytohimontheoccasionofhisfirstvisittothetownwhenhewasaguestoftheKeiths。Crawford,afterMaryhadsuggestedtheideatohim,calledupontheolddoctor。BeforetheendoftheweekitwasarrangedthatafterCrawford’sfinalseasonofcollegeandhospitalworkhewastocometoSouthHarniss,workwithDoctorHarleyasassistantforanotheryear,andthenbuyoutthepracticeand,asCaptainShadsaid,“putuphisownshingle。“
  “Idon’tmeantostayherealways,“Crawfordsaid,“butitwilldomegoodtobehereforatime。Harley’satiptopoldchapandathoroughlycompetentgeneralpractitioner。He’llgivemepointsthatmaybeinvaluablebyandby。Andacountrypracticeisthebestoftraining。“
  Marynodded。“Yes,“shesaid。“AndattheendofthiswinterI
  shallhaveSimeonCrockerwellbrokeninasmanagerofthestore。
  AndIcansellthetea-room,Ithink。Myunclesdon’tcaremuchforthat,anyway。TheywillbeperfectlyhappywiththestoretoputteraboutinandwithSimeontotakethehardworkandcareofftheirshoulderstheycanputtertotheirhearts’content。“
  “ButsupposeSimeondoesn’tmakeitpay!“suggestedCrawford。
  “That’satleastapossibility。Everyoneisn’taNapoleon——IshouldsayaQueenElizabeth——offinanceandbusinesslikeyourself,younglady。“
  Mary’sconfidencewasnotintheleastshaken。
  “Itwillpay,“shesaid。“Ifthetownspeopleandthesummercottagersdon’tbuyenough——well,youandIcanhelpout。ThereisthatmoneyintheWest,youknow。“
  Henoddedemphatically。
  “Good!“hecried。“You’reright。Itwillbeachanceforus——justalittlechance。Andtheywillneverknow。“
  Hewentawayattheendoftheweek,buthecamebackforChristmasandagainatEasterandagaininthelatterpartofMay。Andsoonafterthat,onadayinearlyJune,hestood,withSamKeithathiselbow,intheparlorofthewhitehousebytheshore,whileEdnaKeithplayed“HereComestheBride“onthepianowhichhadbeenhiredfortheoccasion;and,withherhandinZoeth’sarm,andwithCaptainShadrachandBarbaraHowejustbehind,Marywalkedbetweenthetwolinesofsmiling,tearyfriendstomeethim。
  Itwasalovelywedding;everyonesaidso,andasthereprobablyneverwasaweddingwhichwasnotpronouncedlovelybyfriendsandrelatives,wemaybedoublycertainofthelovelinessofthis。Andthereneverwasamorebeautifulbride。Allbridesarebeautiful,moreorless,butthisonewasmore。Isaiah,whohadbeenfavoredwithapeepattherehearsalonthepreviousevening,wasfoundlateronbyShadrachinthekitcheninastateofecstaticincoherence。
  “Iswantogodfreys!“criedIsaiah。“Ain’t——ain’tsheanangel,though!Didyoueverseeanythingprettier’nsheisinthemclothesandwiththat——thatmoskeeternetonherhead?Anangel——yes,sir-ee!oneofthemcherrybinsoutoftheBible,that’swhatsheis。
  Andtothinkit’sourMary-’Gusta!Say,Cap’nShad,willcheckeredpantsbeallrighttowearwithmybluecoattomorrow?Iburntaholeinmylavenderonestryin’topressthewrinklesoutof’em。
  AndIwentdowntothewharfin’emlastSundayandtheysmellconsider’bleoffish,besides。“