首页 >出版文学> Materialist Conception of History>第65章
  Zoethshookhishead。“Iamwicked,allthesame,“hesaid,“butI
  guessI’vebeenpunished。Therewan’tanyrealreasonwhyI
  shouldn’thavetoldyouafore,butsomehowIcouldn’tmakeupmymindtospeakofit。Ijustcouldn’t。ButI’mgoin’totellyounow,Shadrach。“
  Heheldupthecrumpledenvelope。
  “YourememberwhenIwastooksick?“hesaid。“YourememberIwasstruckdownallofaheapinthekitchen?Yes;well,didyoueverwonderwhatitwasstruckmedown?I’lltellyou。’Twasaletterthatcametomeinthemailthatmorning。Thiswastheletter。I
  managedtoputitinmyinsidevestpocketthattimewhenIsaiahrunoffafteryouandleftmelyin’there。Ididn’twanthimtoseeit。
  Ididn’twantanybodyto——notthen。NowIwantyoutoreadit,Shadrach。Butbeforeyoudo,letmewarnyou。YoushouldasktheAlmightytogiveyoustrength。You’regoin’tobesurprised,Shadrach,surprisedandshocked。Hereitis;readit。“
  Hehandedtheenvelopetohispartner。Thelattertookit,wonderingly,andlookedattheinscription。
  “Nobody’shandwritin’thatIknow,“hesaid。
  “Youknewitoncewellenough。“
  “Idid?AnditwasmailedoutinCarsonCity,Nevada。Why,that’swheretheCrawfordSmithboylives,ain’tit?Whatonearth?“
  Heopenedtheenvelopeandfromittookseveralsheetscloselycoveredwithfinelywrittenlines。Hebegantoreadand,asheread,hisexpressionchangedfromcuriositytowonder,toamazement,toanger,toamixtureofthelastthree。Thefinalsheetfellfromhisfingerstothefloor。Helookedupwithaverywhiteface。
  “MyGod!“hesaidsolemnly。
  Ahalf-hourlatertheywerestilltalking。Shadrachhadnotentirelyrecoveredfromthesurprise,butnowhecouldthinkandspeakmorecoherently,althoughthewonderofitallwasoverpowering。
  “ItseemsasifthehandoftheLordwasinit,“hedeclared。
  “Itis,“agreedZoeth,withabsoluteconviction。“Seehowitworkedoutaccordin’toHispromise。Thewickedflourishedforatime,butGodsentthepunishmentindueseason,didn’tHe?Can’tyouseethepoorfeller’sagonizin’ineverylineofthatletter?“
  “POORfeller!GoodLordabove,ZoethHamilton,youain’tpityin’
  HIM,areyou?Youain’tsorryforhim——YOU?“
  Zoethnodded。“Iwan’tatfirst,“hesaid。“Atfirstthewholething,comin’onmeoutofaclearskyasyoumightsay,knockedmeflat。Thedoctor,whenhecame,saidhethoughtImusthavehadasuddenshock。Idid;thatwasit,thatletter。Butlateron,whenIwasgettin’betterandcouldthinkagain,andwhenIwasaloneandhadthechanceandcouldreadtheletteragain,Ibeganto——to——
  well,notforgivehimforwhathedone——Idon’tsupposeIcaneverdothat“
  “Ishouldsaynot!Damnhim!“
  “Hush,Shadrach;he’sdead。“
  “Soheis。Iforgot。Thenhe’sdamned,Iguess,withoutanyordersfromme。“
  “Hewasdamnedhereonearth,Shadrach。Allhislife——thelastpartofit,anyhow——musthavebeenatorment。Hemusthaveidolizedthatboyofhis。Hesayssointheletter,butit’splainoneverylineofthewritin’withouthissayin’it。Andcan’tyoujustimaginehimastheboygrewupandtheylovedeachothermoreandmore,tremblin’andscaredeveryminuteforfearthatsomehoworotherhisson’lllearnthatthefatherhelovesandrespectsisa——athief——
  and——andworse?SeemstomeIcanimagineit。Andthenallatoncetheboycomestohimandsayshewantstomarry——Oh,mysoul!
  Shadrach,thinkofit!——hewantstomarryyourgirlandmine——
  Marcellus’sstepdaughter。Why,itmusthavedrivenhimnighcrazy。
  Andthentheyquarrel,andtheboy,theonlybein’onearthhe’slivin’for,goesoffandleaveshim。Andheknowshe’scomin’here——
  tous——andthatsometimeorotherhe’ssartintolearneverything。
  Nowonderhewrotethatletter。Nowonder——“
  TheCaptaininterrupted。
  “Writin’you,ofallpeople!“hesaid。“Writin’youandbeggin’younottoletMary-’Gustamarryhisson:andforwhat?Tosavetheboyfromsomethin’bad?No!Forallheknew,Mary-’Gustamightbewhatsheis,thebestandfinestgirlonearth。Whathewasbeggin’forwashimself——thathissonshouldn’tknowwhatHEwas,that’sall。
  No,Zoeth,Ican’tpityhimmuch。He’sdead,andthat’sagoodthing,too。Thewonderofitisthathe’sbeenaliveallthistimeandwedidn’tknow。Andtothink——butthere;it’sallwonderful。“
  Bothweresilentforamoment。ThenZoethsaid:
  “Theonethingthat’stroubledmemostinallthis,Shadrach,isaboutMary-’Gustaherself。HowdoesshereallyfeeltowardsCrawford?Shesenthimaway,youtoldmethat,butareyousureshediditbecauseshedidn’tcareenoughforhimtomarryhim?Areyousuretherewan’tanyotherreason?“
  “Shegavemetounderstandtherewan’t。Whatotherreasoncouldtherebe?“
  “Well——well,Shadrach,italldepends,seemstome。YouknowMary-
  ’Gusta;thelastpersonshethinksaboutonearthisherself。IfshedidthinkasightofCrawford,ifshethoughtENOUGHofhim,shewouldn’tlethimsufferonaccountofher,wouldshe?Sheknew,probably,thathelovedandrespectedhisfatherandafather’sgoodnamemustmeanalottoason。Then,thereisus——youandme,Shadrach。Shewouldn’tletussuffer,ifshecouldhelpit。DoyouseewhatImean?“
  “Humph!“musedtheCaptain,thinkingaloud,“Ical’lateIdo,Zoeth。
  YoumeanifMary-’GustahadfoundoutthefactsaboutEdFarmer,whohewasandwhathedone,andifsheknewCrawfordSmith’sdadWASEdFarmerandthatCrawforddidn’tknowitandwedidn’tknowit——youmeanthat,BEIN’Mary-’Gusta,ratherthanbringsorrowandtroubleonCrawfordandonus,she’dsacrificeherownfeelin’sand——andwouldpretendshedidn’tcareforhimsoastogethimtogoawayandsavehimandus。That’swhatyoumean,Ipresumelikely。“
  “That’sit,Shadrach。“
  “Um——yes。Well,there’sjustonethingthatmakesthatnotionseemconsider’blemorethanunlikely。HowintheworldcouldshehavefoundoutthatthereeverwasanEdgarFarmer——“
  “GoodmanyfolksinSouthHarnisscouldhavetoldherthatifthey’dhadamindto。“
  “Maybeso;buttheycouldn’thavetoldherthatEdwinSmith,ofCarsonCity,Nevada,waseverEdgarFarmer。No,sir,theycouldn’t!
  Nobodyknewit——butEdFarmerhimself。HowcouldourMary-’Gustaknowit?“
  “Idon’tknow,Shadrach,unless——she’sawfulsmart,youknow——
  somethin’mighthaveputheronthetrackandshepuzzleditout。I
  knowthatain’tlikely;but,Shadrach,ifshedoescareforCrawfordandhecaresforher,I——Iwant’emtohaveeachother。Ido。Theymust。“
  Shadrachstaredathim。
  “ZoethHamilton,“heexclaimed,“doyouknowwhatyou’resayin’?
  Youwantourgirltomarrythesonofthemanthat——that——“
  “Iknowwhathedid,Shadrach;youdon’tneedtotellme。Buthe’sdead,andhisboyisagoodboy——youlikedhimandsodidI。AndShadrach,I’vebeenthinkin’anawfullotaboutthissinceIgottheletterandhavebeenwellenoughtothink。AndI’vemadeupmymindtojustthis:Therehasbeensorrowandtroubleenoughbroughtonalreadybythatwickedness。Thereshan’tbeanymore。Whatwreckedallourlivesthirty-fiveyearsagoshan’twreckthesetwo,ifIcanhelpit。IfMary-’Gustacaresforhimandheforhertheymusthaveeachotherandbehappy。AndyouandIwillbehappywatchin’theirhappiness。“
  Hepausedandthenadded:
  “SoIwish,Shadrach,therewassomewayoffindin’outforsurethatshesenthimawaybecauseshedidn’tcareforhimandnotforanyotherreason。“
  Shadrachrosefromhischairandlaidhishandonhisfriend’sshoulder。Heclearedhisthroatonceortwicebeforespeakingandtherewasstillashakeinhisvoiceashesaid:
  “Zoeth,you’reabettermanthanIeverhopetobe。Ideclareyoumakemeashamedofmyself。“
  Neitherofthematemuchdinner,althoughIsaiahhadpreparedacranberrypie,madefromthefirstfruitofthefallseason,andwascorrespondinglydisappointedwhenbothofhisemployersleftituntouched。
  “Ain’tamiteofusemyslavin’myselftodeathcookin’fancyvittlesforthiscrew,“hegrumbled。“Istoodoverthatcookstovethismornin’untilIgotsoeverlastin’hotthateverytimethecoldairblowedontomeIsteamed。AndyetIcan’tsatisfy。“
  “Oh,yes,youcan,“observedCaptainShad,risingfromthetable。
  “Yousatisfiedustooquick,thatwasthetrouble。Wewassatisfiedaforewegottothepie。“