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  What’sallthisaboutyourunclesfailinginbusiness?Thatisn’tpossible,isit?Tellmethewholething,justasitwastoldtoyou。“
  SoMarytoldit,concludingbyexhibitingIsaiahChase’sletter。
  “Itmustbeverybad,yousee,“shesaid。“Isaiahneverwouldhavewrittenifithadnotbeen。ItishardenoughtothinkthatwhileI
  wasenjoyingmyselfinEuropeandatschooltheywereinsuchtroubleandkeepingitalltothemselves。Thatishardenough,whenIknowhowtheymusthaveneededme。Butifitshouldbetruethatitistheirmoney——moneytheycouldnotpossiblyspare——thatIhavebeenspending——wastingthereinBoston,I——I——Pleasetellme,JudgeBaxter!HaveIanymoneyofmyown?Pleasetellme。“
  TheJudgeroseandwalkedupanddownthefloor,hisbrowsdrawntogetherandhisrighthandslappinghislegateachturn。Aftersevenoreightoftheseturnshesatdownagainandfacedhiscaller。
  “Mary,“hesaid,“supposethisstoryaboutyouruncles’financialandbusinesstroublesshouldbetrue,whatwillyoudo?“
  Marymethislookbravely。Hereyesweremoist,buttherewasnohesitationinherreply。
  “IshallstayathomeandhelptheminanywayIcan,“shesaid。
  “TherewillbenomoreBostonandnomoreschoolforme。TheyneedmethereathomeandIamgoinghome——tostay。“
  “Whetheritisyourmoneyortheirswhichhaspaidforyoureducation?“
  “Certainly。OfcourseInevershouldhavegoneawayatallifIhadnotsupposedmyownmoneywerepayingtheexpenses。Judge,youhaven’tansweredmyquestion——andyetIthink——Iamafraidthatyouhaveansweredit。Itwastheirmoneythatpaid,wasn’tit?“
  JudgeBaxterwassilentforamoment,asifinfinaldeliberation。
  Thenhenodded,solemnly。
  “Yes,Mary,“hesaid,“itwastheirmoney。Infact,ithasbeentheirmoneywhichhaspaidformostthingsinyourlife。ShadrachGouldandZoethHamiltonaren’t,maybe,thebestbusinessmenintheworld,buttheycomeprettyneartobeingthebestMEN,inbusinessoroutofit,thatIhavemetduringseventyoddyearsonthisplanet。Ithink,perhaps,itwillbewellforyoutoknowjusthowgoodtheyhavebeentoyou。Now,listen!“
  Hebeganatthebeginning,atthedayofMarcellusHall’sfuneral,whenhereadthelettertoShadrachandZoeth,theletterintrustingMary-’Gustatotheircare。HetoldofMarcellus’sunfortunateinvestments,ofthelossofthelatter’sfortune,andhow,whentheestatewassettled,therewerebutafewhundredswhereitwasexpectedtheremightbeagoodmanythousands。
  “Don’tmakeanymistake,Mary,“hesaidearnestly。“Yourunclesknewtherewaslittleornomoneywhentheydecidedtotakeyou。
  Theytookyousimplyforyourself,becausetheycaredsomuchforyou,notbecausetheyweretomakeacentfromtheguardianship。
  Everythingyouhavehadforthepasttwoyearstheirmoneyhaspaidforandyoumaybeabsolutelycertaintheyneverhavegrudgedapennyofit。ThelasttimeIsawCaptainGouldhewasgloryinginhavingthesmartestandbestgirlinOstableCounty。AndMr。
  Hamilton——“
  Sheinterruptedhim。“Don’t,please!“shesaidchokingly。“Pleasedon’ttellmeanymorejustnow。I——Iwanttothink。“
  “Thereisn’tanymoretotell,“hesaidgently。“Iamgoingintothenextroom。Ishallbebackinafewminutes。Then,ifyoucareto,wecantalkalittlemore。“
  Whenhereturnedshehadrisenandwasstandingbythewindowlookingoutintothebackyard。Shewascalmandevensmiledalittleasheentered,althoughthesmilewasaratherpitifulone。
  OfthetwotheJudgelookedthemoreperturbed。
  “Whew!“heexclaimed,aftercarefullyclosingthedoorbehindhim。
  “I’vebeendoingalittlethinkingmyself,younglady,sinceIleftyouhere。I’vebeenthinkingthatIhadbettertakeatriptoCanadaorChinaorsomewhereandstartinahurry,too。WhenyourunclesfindoutthatItoldyouthisthingtheyhavesucceededinkeepingfromyouallthistime——well,itwillbehightimeformetobesomewhereelse。“Helaughedandthenaddedgravely:“ButIstillthinkIwasrightintellingyou。Underthecircumstancesitseemstomethatyoushouldknow。“
  “OfcourseIshould。IfyouhadnottoldmeIshouldhavefounditout,nowthatmysuspicionswerearoused。Thankyou,JudgeBaxter。
  NowImustgo。“
  “Go?Gowhere?“
  “Home——toSouthHarniss。“
  “Nonsense!You’renotgoingtoSouthHarnissyetawhile。You’regoingtohavedinnerwithmywifeandme。“
  “Thankyou。Ican’t。Imustgoatonce。Bythenexttrain。“
  “Thereisn’tanytrainuntilnearlyfouro’clock。“Then,noticingherlookofdisappointment,hewentontosay:“Butthatshan’tmakeanydifference。I’llsendyouoverinmynephew’sautomobile。I’mnotsufficientlyup-to-datetoownoneofthecussed——excusemethings,buthedoesandIborrowitoccasionally。Idon’tdriveit;
  goodheavens,no!ButhismanshalldriveyouoverandI’llguaranteeyoubeatthetrain。Ifyoudon’t,itwon’tbebecauseyougotooslow。Now,ofcourse,you’llstaytodinner。“
  ButMaryshookherhead。“You’reverykind,Judge,“shesaid,“andIthankyouverymuch,but——“
  “Well,butwhat?“
  “ButI——Ican’t。I——I——Oh,don’tyousee?Icouldn’teat,oreventryto——now。Iwanttogethome——tothem。“
  “Andsoyoushall,mydear。Andindouble-quicktime,too。Here,Jesse,“openingthedoortotheouterofficeandaddressingtheclerk,“youstepoverandtellSamuelthatIwanttoborrowhiscarandJimfortwohours。TellhimIwantthemnow。AndifhiscarisbusygotoCahoon’sgarageandhireonewithadriver。Hurry!“
  “Andnow,Mary,“turningtoher,“canyoutellmeanymoreaboutyourplans,providedyouhavehadtimetomakeany?Ifthisstoryaboutyouruncles’businesstroublesistrue,whatdoyouintenddoing?Ordon’tyouknow?“
  Maryrepliedthatherplanswereveryindefinite,asyet。
  “Ihavesomeideas,“shesaid;“somethatIhadthoughtImightuseafterIhadfinishedschoolandcomebacktothestore。Theymaynotbeworthmuch;theywereschemesforbuildingupthebusinessthereandaddingsomeothersortsofbusinesstoit。ThefirstthingIshalldoistoseehowbadthesituationreallyis。“
  “Ihopeitisn’tbad。PoorZoethcertainlyhashadtroubleenoughinhislife。“
  TherewasasignificanceinhistonewhichMaryplainlydidnotunderstand。
  “Whattroubledoyoumean?“sheasked。
  TheJudgelookedather,coughed,andthensaidhastily:“Oh,nothinginparticular;everyoneofushastroubles,Isuppose。
  But,Mary,if——ifyoufindthatthestoryistrueand——ahem——alittlemoneymighthelpto——er——tidethefirmover——why,I——Ithinkperhapsthatitmightbe——ahem——arrangedsothat——“
  Heseemedtobehavingdifficultyinfinishingthesentence。Marydidnotwaittoheartheend。
  “Thankyou,Judge,“shesaidquickly。“Thankyou,butIamhopingitmaynotbesobadasthat。Iamgoingbackthere,youknow,and——
  well,asUncleShadrachwouldsay,wemaysavetheshipyet。Atanyrate,wewon’tcallforhelpuntilthelastminute。“
  JudgeBaxterregardedherwithadmiration。
  “ShadrachandZoetharerichinonerespect,“hedeclared;“they’vegotyou。Butitisawickedshamethatyoumustgiveupyourschoolandyouropportunitiesto——“
  Sheheldupherhand。
  “Pleasedon’t!“shebegged。“IfyouknewhowgladIamtobeabletodosomething,ifitisonlytogiveup!“
  ThecarandJimwereatthedoorafewminuteslaterandMary,havingsaidgood-bytotheJudgeandpromisedfaithfullytokeephimpostedastoeventsathome,climbedintothetonneauandwaswhizzedaway。Jim,thedriver,afterafewattemptsatconversation,mainlyconcerningthe“unseasonableness“oftheweather,findingresponsesfewandabsentlygiven,relapsedintosilence。SilencewaswhatMarydesired,silenceandspeed,andJimobligedwiththelatter。
  Overtheroadbywhich,adozenyearsbefore,shehaddrivenintheoldbuggyshenowrodeagain。Then,asnow,shewonderedwhatsheshouldfindatherjourney’send。Here,however,theresemblanceceased,forwhereasthenshelookedforward,withachild’santicipations,tonothingmoredefinitethannewsightsandnewandexcitinglydelightfuladventures,nowshesawahead——what?Greatcareandanxietyandtroublecertainly,theseatthebest;andattheworst,failureanddisappointmentandheartbreak。Andbehindhershewasleavingopportunityandthepleasantschoollifeandfriends,leavingthemforever。
  ShewasleavingCrawford,too,leavinghimwithoutawordofexplanation。Shehadhadnotimetowriteevenanote。Mrs。Wyeth,afterprotestingvainlyagainstherguest’sdecisiontoleavefortheCapebytheearliesttraininthemorning,hadhelpedtopackafewessentialbelongings;theothersshewastopackandsendlateron,whenshereceivedwordtodoso。Thethree,Mrs。Wyeth,MissPease,andMary,hadtalkedandarguedandplanneduntilalmostdaylight。Thenfollowedanhourortwoofuneasysleep,ahurriedbreakfast,andtherushtothetrain。MaryhadnotwrittenCrawford;theshockofwhatshehadbeentoldattheHowes’andhergreatanxietytoseeJudgeBaxterandlearnifwhatshehadheardwastruehaddrivenevenherownlovestoryfromhermind。Nowsherememberedthatshehadgivenhimpermissiontocall,notthiseveningbutthenext,tosaygood-bybeforeleavingfortheWest。
  Hewouldbedisappointed,poorfellow。Well,shemustnotthinkofthat。Shemustnotpermitherselftothinkofanyonebutherunclesorofanythingexceptthegreatdebtofloveandgratitudesheowedthemandofthesacrificetheyhadmadeforher。Shecouldrepayalittleofthatsacrificenow;atleastshecouldtry。Shewouldthinkofthatandofnothingelse。
  AndthenshewonderedwhatCrawfordwouldthinkorsaywhenhefoundshehadgone。
  CHAPTERXVIII
  ThemainstreetofSouthHarnisslookednaturalenoughasthemotorcarbuzzedalongit。ItwasbutafewmonthssinceMaryhadbeenthere,yetitseemedeversomuchmore。ShefeltsomucholderthanonthoseChristmasholidays。WhenthestoreofHamiltonandCompanycameinsightshesankdownonthebackseatinordernottobeseen。Sheknewheruncleswere,inallprobability,thereatthestore,andshewishedtoseeIsaiahandtalkwithhimbeforemeetingthem。
  Isaiahwasinthekitchenbythecookstovewhensheopenedthedoor。