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第9章

  “Onlytwelve,“Isaid。
  Helookeddowntheroadatourhouse。
  “Doyoumeantotellmeyouhavetwelvechildrenthere?“heinquired。
  “Ohno!“Ianswered。“Someofthebigboyshavegoneintobusinessinthecitiesaround,andsomeofthegirlsaremarried。
  Mothersaysshehasonlytoshowhergirlsinthecitiestohavethemsnappeduplikehotcakes。“
  “Ifancythatisthetruth,“hesaid。“I’vepassedtheonewhoridesthelittleblackponyandsheisapicture。Afine,healthy,sensible-appearingyoungwoman!“
  “Idon’tthinkshe’sasprettyasyourgirl,“Isaid。
  “PerhapsIdon’teither,“hereplied,smilingatme。
  Thenhemountedhishorse。
  “Idon’trememberthatIeverhavepassedthathouse,“hesaid,“withouthearingsomeonesinging。Doesitgoonallthetime?“
  “Yes,unlessmotherissick。“
  “Andwhatisitallabout?“
  “Ohjustjoy!Gladnessthatwearealive,thatwehavethingstodothatwelike,andpraisingtheLord。“
  “Umph!“saidMr。Pryor。
  “It’sjustlettingoutwhatourheartsarefullof,“Itoldhim。
  “Don’tyouknowthatsong:
  “`TistheoldtimereligionAndyoucannotkeepitstill?’“
  Heshookhishead。
  “It’sanawfulnicesong,“Iexplained。“Afteritsingsaboutalltheotherthingsreligionisgoodfor,thereisonelinethatsays:`IT’SGOODFORTHOSEINTROUBLE。’“
  Ilookedathimstraightandhard,butheonlyturnedwhiteandseemedsick。
  “So?“saidMr。Pryor。“Well,thankyouforthemostinterestingmorningI’vehadthissideEngland。Ishouldbedelightedifyouwouldcomeandhuntlionsinmywoodswithmesometime。“
  “Oh,doyouopenthedoortochildren?“
  “Certainlyweopenthedoortochildren,“hesaid,andasIlive,helookedsosadIcouldn’thelpthinkinghewassorrytocloseitagainstanyone。Amysteryisthedreadfulestthing。
  “Thenifchildrendon’tmatter,maybeIcancomelion-huntingsometimewiththePrincess,aftershehasmadethevisitatourhouseshesaidshewould。“
  “Indeed!Ihadn’tbeeninformedthatmydaughtercontemplatedvisitingyourhouse,“hesaid。“Whenwasitarranged?“
  “MymotherinvitedherlastSunday。“
  Ididn’tlikethewayhesaid:“O-o-o-h!“Somewayitseemedinsultingtomymother。
  “Shedidittopleaseme,“Isaid。“TherewasaFairyPrincesstoldmetheotherdaythatyourgirlfeltlikeastranger,andthattobeastrangerwasthehardestthinginalltheworld。
  Shesatalittlewayfromtheothers,andshelookedsolonely。
  Ipulledmymother’ssleeveandledhertoyourgirlandmadethemshakehands,andthenmotherHADtoaskhertocometodinnerwithus。Shealwaysinviteseveryoneshemeetscomingdowntheaisle;shecouldn’thelpaskingyourgirl,too。Shesaidshewasexpectedathome,butshe’dcomesomedayandgetacquainted。Sheneedn’tifyouobject。Mymotheronlyaskedherbecauseshethoughtshewaslonely,andmaybeshewantedtocome。“
  Hesattherestaringstraightaheadandheseemedtogrowwhiter,andolder,andcoldereveryminute。
  “Possiblysheislonely,“hesaidatlast。“Thisisn’tmuchlikethelifesheleft。Perhapsshedoesfeelherselfastranger。Itwasverykindofyourmothertoinviteher。Ifshewantstocome,Ishallmakenoobjections。“
  “No,butmyfatherwill,“Isaid。
  Hestraightenedupasifsomethinghadhithim。
  “Whywillheobject?“
  “OnaccountofwhatyousaidaboutGodatourhouse,“Itoldhim。
  “Andthen,too,father’speoplewerefromEngland,andhesaysrealEnglishmenhavetheirdoorswideopen,andwelcomepeoplewhoofferfriendliness。“
  Mr。Pryorhithishorseanawfulblow。ItrearedandwentracinguptheroaduntilIthoughtitwasrunningaway。IcouldseeI
  hadmadehimangryenoughtoburst。Motheralwaystellsmenottorepeatthings;butI’mnotsmartenoughtoknowwhattosay,soIdon’tseewhatisleftbuttotellwhatmother,orfather,orLaddiesayswhengrownpeopleaskmequestions。
  Iwenthome,buteveryonewastoobusyeventolookatme,soI
  tookBobbyundermyarm,huntedfather,andtoldhimallaboutthemorning。Iwonderedwhathewouldthink。Ineverfoundout。
  Hewouldn’tsayanything,soBobbyandIwentacrossthelane,andclimbedthegateintotheorchardtoseeifHezekiahwerethereandwantedtofight。Hehadn’ttimetofightBobbybecausehewasbusychasingeverywildjayfromourorchard。Bythetimehegotthatdone,hewastired,sohecamehoppingalongonbranchesaboveusasBobbyandIwentdownthewestfencebesidethelane。
  IfIhadbeencompelledtochoosethesideofourorchardIlikedbest,Idon’tknowwhichIwouldhaveselected。Thewestside——
  thatis,theonebehindthedooryard——wasrunningoverwithinterestingthings。Twogatesopenedintoit,onefromneareachcorneroftheyard。Betweenthesetherewasquiteawidelevelspace,wheremotherfedthebigchickensandkeptthehensincoopswithlittleones。Shehadtohavethemcloseenoughthatthebighawkswereafraidtocometoearth,ortheywouldtakemorechickensthantheycouldpayfor,bycleaningrabbits,snakes,andmicefromthefields。Thencameadoublerowofprizepeachtrees;rarefruitthatmothercannedtotaketocountyfairs。Oneborebig,whitefreestones,andaroundtheseedtheywerepinkasarose。Onewasawhitecling,andonewasyellow。Therewasayellowfreestoneasbigasayoungsun,andasgolden,andthequeerestofallwasaclingpurpleasabeet。
  Sometimesfatherreadaboutthehairsoftheheadbeingnumbered,becauseweweresopreciousinthesightoftheAlmighty。Motherwasjustasparticularwithherpurpletree;everypeachonitwascounted,andifwefoundoneontheground,wehadtocarryittoher,becauseitMIGHTbesoundenoughtocanorspiceforafair,orshehadpromisedtheseedtosomeonehalfwayacrossthestate。Ateachendofthepeachrowwasanenormousbigpeartree;notfarfromonethechickenhousestoodonthepathtothebarn,andbesidetheotherthesmokehousewiththedogkennelayardaway。Fathersaidtherewasadistinctrelationshipbetweenasmokehouseandadogkennel,andbulldogswerebest。Justatpresentwewereoutofbulldogs,butJones,JenkinsandCo。couldmakeasmuchnoiseasanydogyoueverheard。Ontheleftgrewtheplumtreesallthewaytothesouthfence,andIthinktherewasoneofeverykindinthefruitcatalogues。Fatherspenthourspruning,grafting,andfertilizingthem。Hesaidtheyrequiredtwiceasmuchworkaspeaches。
  Aroundtheothersidesoftheorchardweretworowsofpeachtreesofeveryvariety;butoneclingonthenorthwasjustalittlethebestofany,andwemighteatallwewantedfromanytreeweliked,afterfathertestedthemandsaid:“Peachesareripe!“Inthemiddleweretheapple;selectedtrees,planted,trimmed,andcultivatedlikehumanbeings。Theapplesweresobigandfinetheywerepickedbyhand,wrappedinpaper,packedinbarrels,andallwecouldnotuseathomewenttoJ。B。WhiteinFortWayneforthebiggestfruithouseinthestate。My!butfatherwasproud!HealwayspackedespeciallyfineonesforMr。
  White’sfamily。Hesaidhelikedhim,becausehewasarealsandyScotchman,whoknewwhenanapplewasright,andwasn’tafraidtosayso。
  OnthesouthsideoftheorchardtherewastheearliestJuneappletree。Theapplesweresmall,brightredwithyellowstripes,crisp,juicyandsweetenoughtobejustright。Thetreewasverylarge,andsoheavyitleanedfartothenortheast。
  Thissoundslikemake-believe,butit’sgospeltruth。Almosttwofeetfromthegroundtherewasabigroundgrowth,thesizeofahashbowl。Thetreemusthavebeenhurtwhenverysmallandtheplaceenlargedwiththetrunk。Nowitmadeagrandstep。Ifyouunderstoodthatnoonecouldkeepfromrunningthelastfewrodsfromthetree,thenfiguredonthehelptobehadfromthisstep,youcouldseehowwewentupitlikesquirrels。Allthebarkonthesouthsidewaswornawayandthetrunkwassmoothandshiny。
  Thebirdslovedtonestamongthebranches,andunderthepeachtreeinthefencecorneroppositewasabigbedofmymother’sfavouritewildflowers,blue-eyedMarys。Theyhaddaintystemsfromsixtoeightincheshighanddelicateheadsofbloommadeupoflittleflowers,twopetalsup,blue,twoturningdown,white。
  Perhapsyoudon’tknowaboutanythingprettierthanthat。Thereweremaiden-hairfernsamongthemtoo!andthebiggestlichensyoueversawonthefence,whileinthehollowofarottenrailalittlechippybirdalwaysbuiltahairnest。Shegotthehairsatourbarn,formostofthemweregrayfromourcarriagehorses,NedandJo。Alldownthatsideoftheorchardthefencecornerswerefilledwithlonggrassandwildflowers,afewalderbusheslefttofurnishberriesforthebirds,andwildrosesforus,tokeeptheirbeautyimpressedonus,fathersaid。
  Theeastendranalongthebrowofahillsosteepwecoasteddownitonthebigmeatboardallwinter。Theboardwassixinchesthick,twoandahalffeetwide,andsixlong。Fathersaidslippingovericeandsnowgaveitthegoodscouringitneeded,anditwasthickenoughtolastallourlives,sowemightplaywithitaswepleased。Atleastsevenofuscouldgoskimmingdownthathillandhalfwayacrossthemeadowonit。Intheveryplaceweslidacross,insummerlaythecowslipbed。
  Theworldisfullofbeautifulspots,butIdoubtifanyofthemeverwereprettierthanthat。Fathercalleditswale。Wedidn’tsinkdeep,butallsummertherewaswaterstandingthere。Thegrasswaslongandverysweet,therewerefernsandafewcalamusflowers,andtheremusthavebeenanacreofcowslips——cowslipswithbig-veined,heartshaped,greenleaves,andlargepalegoldflowers。Iusedtositonthetoprailofthatorchardfenceandlookdownatthem,andtrytofigureoutwhatGodwasthinkingwhenHecreatedthem,andIwishedthatImighthavebeenwhereI
  couldwatchHisfaceasHeworked。
  HalfwayacrosstheeastsidewasagullywhereLeonandIfoundtheUndergroundStation,andfromanyplacealongthenorthyoulooked,yousawtheLittleCreekandthemarsh。Atthesametimethecowslipsweremostgolden,themarshwasbluewithflags,pinkwithsmartweed,whiteandyellowwithdodder,yellowwithmarshbuttercupshavingraggedfrostyleaves,whiletheyellowandtheredbirdsflashedaboveit,theredcrying,“Chip,“
  “Chip,“inshort,sharpnotes,theyellowspillingmusicalloverthemarshwhileonwing。
  Itwouldtakeawholebooktodescribethebutterflies;onceinawhileyouscaredupabig,wonderfulmoth,largeasasparrow;
  andtheorchardwasalivewithdoves,thrushes,catbirds,bluebirds,vireos,andorioles。Whenyouclimbedthefence,oratree,andkeptquiet,andheardthemusicandstudiedthepictures,itmadeyoufeelasifyouhadtoputitintowords。I
  oftenhadmeetingallbymyself,unlessBobbyandHezekiahwerealong,andItriedtotellGodwhatIthoughtaboutthings。
  ProbablyHewassobusymakingmorebirdsandflowersforotherworlds,Heneverheardme;butIdidn’tsayanythingdisrespectfulatall,soitmadenodifferenceifHedidlisten。
  ItjustseemedasifImusttellwhatIthought,andIfeltbetter,notsofullandrestlessafterIhadfinished。
  Allofuswerealikeaboutthat。AtthatminuteIknewmotherwashumming,asshedidadozentimesaday:
  “IthinkwhenIreadthatsweetstoryofold,WhenJesuswashereamongmenHowHecalledlittlechildrenaslambstoHisfold,IshouldliketohavebeenwithHimthen。“
  Lucywouldberockingherbabyandsinging,“Hush,mydear,liestillandslumber。“Candace’sfavouriteshemadeupabouthermanwhohadbeenkilledinthewar,whentheyhadbeenmarriedonlysixweeks,whichhadn’tgivenhertimetogrowtiredofhimifhehadn’tbeen“allherfancypainted。“Shearrangedthewordslike“BenBattlewasasoldierbold,“andshesangthemtosuitherself,andcriedeverysingleminute:
  “Theywrappedhiminhisuniform,Theylaidhiminthetomb,MyachingheartIthought’twouldbreak,Butsuchwasmysaddoom。“
  Candacejustlovedthatsong。Shesangitallthetime。Leonsaidourpiealwaystastedsaltyfromhertears,andhe’dtakeabiteandsmileathersweetlyandsay:“HowUNIFORMyougetyourpie,Candace!“
  May’sfavouritewas“JoyBells。“Fatherwouldbewhisperingovertohimselfthespeechhewaspreparingtomakeatthenextprayer-meeting。Wenevercouldlearnhisspeeches,becausehereadandstudiedsomuchitkepthisheadsofull,hemadeanewoneeverytime。YoucouldhearLaddie’sdeepbassboomingthe“BedouinLoveSong“foramile;thisminuteitcamerollingacrossthecorn:
  “Openthedoorofthyheart,Andopenthychamberdoor,AndmykissesshallteachthylipsThelovethatshallfadenomoreTillthesungrowscold,AndtheStarsareold,AndtheleavesoftheJudgmentBookunfold!“
  Idon’tknowhowthePrincessstoodit。IfhehadbeensingingthatsongwhereIcouldhearitandIhadknownitwasaboutme,asshemusthaveknownhemeanther,Icouldn’thavekeptmyarmsfromaroundhisneck。OverinthebarnLeonwassinging:
  “Alifeontheoceanwave,Ahomeontherollingdeep,Wherecodfishwaggletheirtails’Midtadpolestwofeetdeep。“
  Theminutehefinished,hewouldbeginreciting“MarcoBozzaris,“
  andyoucouldbesurethathewouldreachthelastlineonlytocommenceonthespeechof“Logan,ChiefoftheMingoes,“oranyoneofthefiftyothers。Hecouldmakeyourhairstandalittlestraighterthananyoneelse;thebestteachersweeverhad,orevenLaddie,couldn’tmakeyoushiveryandcreepyashecould。
  Becauseallofuskeptgoinglikethateveryday,peoplecouldn’tpasswithouthearing,soTHATwaswhatMr。Pryormeant。
  Ihadapulpitinthesoutheastcorneroftheorchard。Ilikedthatplacebestofallbecausefromityoucouldseetwosidesatonce。Theveryfirstlittle,oldlogcabinthathadbeenonourland,theonemyfatherandmothermovedinto,hadstoodinthatcorner。Itwasallgonenow;butaflowerbedoftiny,purpleiris,notsotallasthegrass,spreadthere,andsomestripedgrassintheshadiestplaces,andamongtheflowersalarkbroodedeveryspring。Inthefencecornermother’sbigwhiteturkeyhenalwaysnested。Toprotectherfromrainandtoohotsun,fatherhadslippedsomeboardsbetweentherailsaboutthreefeetfromtheground。Aftertheturkeyleft,thatwasmypulpit。
  Istoodthereandusedthetopofthefenceformyrailing。