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第7章

  MaybeSarahHoodwasnotpretty,buttherewassomethingaboutherleanfaceandshiningeyesthatmadeyoulooktwicebeforeyouweresureofit,andbythattimeyouhadgotsousedtoher,youlikedherbetterasshewas,andwouldn’thavechangedherforanything。Mrs。Fritzhadaprettyfaceanddressesandmanners,andsodidHannahDover,onlyshetalkedtoomuch。SoI
  studiedthemandrememberedwhatthePrincesshadsaid,andI
  wonderedifsheheardsomeonesaythatPeterJusticebeathiswife,orifsheshoweditinherfaceandmanner。Sheremindedmeofascaredcowslipthathadbeencutandlaidinthesunanhour。Idon’tknowasthatexpressesit。Perhapsaflowercouldn’tlookscared,butitcouldbewiltedandfaded。I
  wonderedifsheeverhadbrighthair,laughingeyes,andredinherlipsandcheeks。Shemusthavebeenprettyifshehad。
  AtlastIreachedmymother。Therewasnothingscaredorfadedabouther,andshewasdreadfullysicktoo,onceinawhilesinceshehadthefever。Shewasalittlebitofawoman,colouredlikeawildrosepetal,faceandbody——apieceofpinkporcelainDutch,fathersaid。Shehadbrowneyes,hairlikesilk,andshealwayshadthreebestdresses。Therewasoneofalpacaorwoollen,ofblack,grayorbrown,andtwosilks。Alwaystherewasafinerustlyblackonewithabonnetandmantletomatch,andthenasofter,fineroneofeithergoldbrown,likeherhair,ordaintygray,likeadove’swing。Whenthesegrewtoooldforfineuse,sheworethemtoSunday-schoolandhadafreshoneforbest。Therewasanewgrayinherclosetathome,sosheputontheoldbrownto-day,andshewaslovelyinit。
  Usuallytheministerdidn’tcomeforchurchservicesuntilSunday-schoolwashalfover,sothesuperintendentreadachapter,DaddyDebsprayed,andallofusstoodupandsang:
  “RingOuttheJoyBells。“Thenthesuperintendentreadthelessonoverasimpressivelyashecould。Thesecretarymadehisreport,wesanganothersong,gatheredthepennies,andeachteachertookaclassandtalkedoverthelessonafewminutes。
  Thenwerepeatedtheverseswehadcommittedtomemorytoourteachers;thememberofeachclasswhohadlearnedthenicesttexts,andknewthembest,wasselectedtorecitebeforetheschool。Beginningwiththelittlestpeople,wecametothebigfolks。Eachonerecitedtwotextsuntiltheyreachedtheclassabovemine。Wewalkedtothefront,stoodinsidethealtar,madealittlebow,andthesuperintendentkeptscore。IcouldseethatmotherappearedworriedwhenLeon’snamewascalledforhisclass,forshehadn’theardhim,andshewasafraidhewouldforget。
  AmongthefunnythingsaboutLeonwasthis:whileyouhadtodriveotherboysofhisagetorecite,youalmosthadtoholdhimtokeephimfromit。Fathersaidhewasbornforapoliticianorapreacher,ifhewouldbegood,andgrowintotherightkindofamantodosuchresponsiblework。
  “IforgotseverallastSabbath,soIhavethirteento-day,“hesaidpolitely。
  Ofcoursenooneexpectedanythinglikethat。YouneverknewwhatmighthappenwhenLeondidanything。Hemusthavebeenaboutsixteen。Hewasaslenderlad,havingalmostsandyhair,likehisEnglishgrandfather。Heworeawhiteruffledshirtwithabroadcollar,andcuffsturningbackoverhisblackjacket,andhistrousersfittedhisslightlegsclosely。Thewindwhippedhissoftblacktiealittleandruffledthelighthairwhereitwaslongestandwavyabovehisforehead。Suchaperfectpictureofinnocenceyouneversaw。Therewasonepartofhimthatcouldn’tbedescribedanybetterthanthewayMr。Rienzitoldabouthisbrotherinhis“AddresstotheRomans,“inMcGuffey’sSixth。“Thelookofheavenonhisface“stayedmostofthetime;
  again,therewasadealishtwinklethatsparkledandflashedwhilehewasthinkingupsomethingmischievoustodo。Whenhewasfightingangry,andgoingtothrashAbsalomSaundersordietrying,hewasplainwhiteandhiseyeswerelikesteel。Mothercalledhim“Weiscope,“halfthetime。Icanonlyspellthewaythatsounds,butitmeans“white-head,“andshealwaysusedthatnamewhenshelovedhimmost。“Thelookofheaven“wasstrongonhisfacenow。
  “One,“saidtherecordingsecretary。
  “Jesuswept,“answeredLeonpromptly。
  Therewasnotasoundinthechurch。Youcouldalmosthearthebutterfliespass。Fatherlookeddownandlaidhislowerlipinfoldswithhisfingers,likehedidsometimeswhenitwouldn’tbehavetosuithim。
  “Two,“saidthesecretaryafterjustabreathofpause。
  LeonlookedoverthecongregationeasilyandthenfastenedhiseyesonAbramSaunders,thefatherofAbsalom,andsaidreprovingly:“Givenotsleeptothineeyesnorslumbertothineeyelids。“
  Abramstraightenedupsuddenlyandblinkedinastonishment,whilefatherheldfasttohislip。
  “Three,“calledthesecretaryhurriedly。
  LeonshiftedhisgazetoBetsyAlton,whohadn’tspokentohernextdoorneighbourinfiveyears。
  “Hatredstirrethupstrife,“hetoldhersoftly,“butlovecoverethallsins。“
  Thingsweresoquietitseemedasiftheairwouldsnap。
  “Four。“
  Themildblueeyestravelledbacktothemen’ssideandsettledonIsaacThomas,amantoolazytoplowandsowlandhisfatherhadlefthim。Theywerenotsomild,andthevoicewastouchedwithcommand:“Gototheant,thousluggard,considerherwaysandbewise。“
  Stillthatsilence。
  “Five,“saidthesecretaryhurriedly,asifhewisheditwereover。Backcametheeyestothewomen’ssideandpastallquestionlookedstraightatHannahDover。
  “Asajewelofgoldinaswine’ssnout,soisafairwomanwithoutdiscretion。“
  “Six,“saidthesecretaryandlookedappealinglyatfather,whosefacewasfilledwithdismay。
  AgainLeon’seyescrossedtheaisleandhelookeddirectlyatthemanwhomeverybodyinthecommunitycalled“Stiff-neckedJohnny。“
  Ithinkhewasratherproudofit,heworkedsohardtokeepthemdoingit。
  “Liftnotupyourhornonhigh:speaknotwithastiffneck,“
  Leoncommandedhim。
  Towardthedoorsomeonetittered。
  “Seven,“calledthesecretaryhastily。
  Leonglancedaroundtheroom。
  “Buthowgoodandhowpleasantitisforbrethrentodwelltogetherinunity,“heannouncedindelightedtonesasifhehadfounditoutbyhimself。
  “Eight,“calledthesecretarywithsomethinglikeabreathofrelief。
  Ourangelboyneverhadlookedsoangelic,andhewasbeamingonthePrincess。
  “Thouartallfair,mylove;thereisnospotinthee,“hetoldher。
  Laddiewouldthrashhimforthat。
  Instantlyafter,“Nine,“herecitedstraightatLaddie:“Imadeacovenantwithmineeyes;whythenshouldIthinkuponamaid?“
  Morethanonegiggledthattime。
  “Ten!“camealmostsharply。
  Leonlookedscaredforthefirsttime。Heactuallyseemedtoshiver。Maybeherealizedatlastthatitwasaprettyseriousthinghewasdoing。Whenhespokehesaidthesewordsinthemostsurprisedvoiceyoueverheard:“Iwasalmostinallevilinthemidstofthecongregationandassembly。“
  “Eleven。“
  PerhapsthesewordsareintheBible。TheyarenottheretoreadthewayLeonrepeatedthem,forheputashortpauseafterthefirstname,andheglancedtowardourfather:“JesusChrist,theSAME,yesterday,andto-day,andforever!“
  Sureasyoulivemymother’sshouldersshook。
  “Twelve。“
  SuddenlyLeonseemedtobeforsaken。Hesurelyshrankinsizeandappearedabused。
  “Whenmyfatherandmymotherforsakeme,thentheLordwilltakemeup,“heannounced,andlookedashappyovertheendingashehadseemedforlornatthebeginning。
  “Thirteen。“
  “TheLordisonmyside;Iwillnotfear;whatcanmandountome?“inquiredLeonofeveryoneinthechurch。Thenhesoberlymadeabowandwalkedtohisseat。
  Father’svoicebrokethatsilence。“Letuskneelinprayer,“hesaid。
  Hetookastepforward,knelt,laidhishandsonthealtar,closedhiseyesandturnedhisfaceupward。
  “OurHeavenlyFather,wecomebeforeTheeinatryingsituation,“
  hesaid。“Thywordoftruthhasbeenspokentousbyathoughtlessboy,whetherinaspiritofhelpfulnessorofjest,Thouknowest。Sincewearereasoningcreatures,itlittlemattersinwhatformThytruthcomestous;theessentialthingisthatwesoftenourheartsforitsentrance,andgrowingracebyitsapplication。TearsofcompassionsuchasourdearSaviourweptareinoureyesthismorningaswepleadwithTheetohelpustoapplythesewordstothebettermentofthiscommunity。“
  Thenfatherbegantopray。IftheLordhadbeenstandingsixfeetinfrontofhim,andhislifehaddependedonwhathesaid,hecouldhaveprayednoharder。Goodnessknowshowfathersremember。Hebeganat“Jesuswept“andtoldaboutthissinfulworldandwhyHeweptoverit;thenoneatatimehetookthoseothertwelveversesandhammeredthemdownwheretheybelongedmuchharderthanLeonevercouldbymerelylookingatpeople。
  Afterthatheprayedallaroundeachonesoferventlythatthosewhohadbeenhittheveryworstcriedaloudandsaid:“Amen!“
  Youwouldn’tthinkanyonecoulddoathinglikethat;butI
  heardandsawmyfatherdoit。
  Whenhearosethetearswererunningdownhischeeks,andbeforehimstoodLeon。Hewaswhiteascouldbe,buthespokeoutloudlyandclearly。
  “Pleaseforgiveme,sir;Ididn’tintendtohurtyourfeelings。
  Pleaseeveryoneforgiveme。Ididn’tmeantooffendanyone。
  Ithappenedthroughhuntingshortverses。Alltheshortonesseemedtobelikethat,andtheymademethink——“
  Hegotnofarther。Fathermusthavebeenafraidofwhathemightsaynext。HethrewhisarmsaroundLeon’sshoulders,drewhimtotheseat,andwiththetearsstillrolling,helaughedashappilyasyoueverheard,andhecried:“`SweepingthroughtheGates!’
  Alljoinin!“
  Youneverheardsuchsinginginyourlife。Thatwasanotherwonderfulthing。Myfatherdidn’tknowthenotes。Hecouldn’tsing;hesaidsohimself。Neithercouldhalfthepeoplethere,yetallofthemweresingingatthetopsoftheirvoices,andI
  don’tbelievetheangelsinHeavencouldmakegrandermusic。Myfatherwasleading:
  “These,thesearethey,whointheconflictdire——“
  YoucouldtellEmanuelRipleyhadbeeninthewarfromthewayheroared:
  “Boldlyhavestoodamidstthehottestfire——“
  TheWidowFallsoaredaboveallofthemonthenextline;hermanwasthere,andmaybeshewaslonelyandwouldhavebeengladtogotohim:
  “Jesusnowsays,`Comeuphigher——’“
  Thenmylittlemother:
  “WashedinthebloodoftheLamb——“
  Likethunderallofthemrolledintothechorus:
  “Sweepin,throughthegatestotheNewJerusalem——“
  Youwouldn’thavebeenleftoutofthatcompanyforanythinginallthisworld,andnothingelseevercouldmakeyouwanttogosobadlyastoheareveryonesing,straightfromtheheart,agrandoldsonglikethat。Itisnorightwaytohavetositandkeepstill,andpayotherpeoplemoneytosingaboutHeaventoyou。Nomatterifyoucan’tsingbynote,ifyourheartandsoularefull,untiltheyarerunningover,sothatyouareforcedtosingasthosepeopledid,whetheryoucanornot,youaresuretobestraightonthewaytotheGates。
  Beforethreelineswerefinishedmyfatherwaskeepingtimelikeachoirmaster,hisfaceallbeamingwithshininglight;motherwasrockingonhertoeslikeawoodrobinonatwigattwilight,andattheendofthechorusshecried“Glory!“rightoutloud,andturnedandstarteddowntheaisle,shakinghandswitheveryone,singingasshewent。WhenshereachedBetsyAltonsheheldherhandandledherdowntheaislestraighttowardRachelBrown。
  WhenRachelsawthemcomingshehurriedtomeetthem,andtheyshookhandsandweregladtomakeupasanytwopeopleyoueversaw。Itmusthavebeenperfectlydreadfultoseeawomaneverydayforfiveyears,andnottogiveherapie,whenyoufeltsureyourswerebetterthanshecouldmake,orloanheranewpattern,ortellherfirstwhohadababy,orwasmarried,ordead,oranythinglikethat。Itwasnowondertheyfeltglad。Mothercameon,andasshepassedmetheverseswereallfinishedandeveryonebegantalkingandmoving。JohnnyDoverforgothisneckandshookhandstoo,andfatherpronouncedthebenediction。Healwayshadtowhentheministerwasn’tthere,becausehewasordainedhimself,andyoudidn’tdarepronouncethebenedictionunlessyouwere。
  Everyonebegantalkingagain,andwonderingiftheministerwouldn’tcomesoon,andsomeonewentouttosee。TherewasmotherstandingonlyafewfeetfromthePrincess,andIthoughtofsomething。Ihadseenitdoneoftenenough,butIneverhadtrieditmyself,yetIwantedtosobadly,therewasnotimetothinkhowscaredIwouldbe。Itookmother’shandandledherafewstepsfartherandsaid:“Mother,thisismyfriend,PamelaPryor。“
  IbelieveIdiditfairlywell。Mothermusthavebeensurprised,butsheputoutherhand。
  “Ididn’tknowMissPryorandyouwereacquainted。“
  “It’sonlybeenalittlewhile,“Itoldher。“ImetherwhenI
  wasonsomebusinesswiththeFairies。Theyknoweverythingandtheytoldmeherfatherwasbusy“——Ithoughtshewouldn’twantmetotellthathewasplainCROSS,whereeveryonecouldhear,soI
  said“busy“forpoliteness——“andhermothernotverystrong,andthatshewasagoodgirl,anddreadfullylonesome。Can’tyoudosomething,mother?“
  “Well,Ishouldthinkso!“saidmother,forherheartwassoftasroseleaves。Maybeyouwon’tbelievethis,butit’squitetrue。
  MymothertookthePrincess’armandledhertoSallyandShelley,andintroducedhertoallthegirls。Bythetimetheministercameandmotherwentbacktoherseat,shehadforgottenallaboutthe“indisposed“wordshedisliked,andasyoulive!
  sheinvitedthePrincesstogohomewithustodinner。Shestoodtallandstraight,hereyesverybright,andhercheeksalittleredderthanusual,assheshookhandsandsaidafewpleasantwordsthatwerelikefromabook,theyfittedandweresoright。