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第42章

  “Exactly!“saidmother。“They’llhavetofindoutwearerunningourownbusiness;butI’msorryitfelltoLaddietoshowthem。
  Youcouldhavedoneitbetter。Itwillcomeoutallright。ThePrincessisnotgoingtoloseamanlikeLaddieonaccountofhowhemakeshismoney。“
  “Don’tbetooconfident,“saidfather。“Withpeopleoftheirstripe,howmuchmoneyamancanearn,andatwhatoccupation,constitutethewholeoflife。“
  Shewasn’ttooconfident。Yesterdayshehadbeensohappyshealmostflew。To-dayshekeptthingsgoing,andsangalot,butnearlyeverytimeyoulookedatheryoucouldseeherlipsdrawtight,afrowncrossherforehead,andherheadshake。Prettysoonweheardaracketontheroad,sowewentout。TherewasLaddiewiththematchedteamofcarriagehorsesandaplow。Now,indreadfullybusytimes,fatherletNedandJoworkalittle,butnotverymuch。Theywerenotplowhorses;theywereroadsters。Theylikedtoprance,andbowtheirnecksanddancetothecarriage。Itshamedthemtobehitchedtoaplow。Theydroopedtheirheadsandslunkalonglikedogscaughtsuckingeggs。Buttheywereasightonthelandscape。Theywereleanandslenderandyetroundtoo,matcheddapplegrayonflankandside,withlongsnow-whitemanesandtails。Nowondermotherdidn’twantthemtowork。Laddiehadreachedthroughthegardenfenceandhookedabunchofredtulipsandyellowdaffodils。TheredwasatJo’sear,andtheyellowatNed’s,andtheydidlookfine。Sodidhe!Big,strong,clean,aredflowerinhisfloppystrawhatband;andafterhedrovethroughthegate,hebeganashrill,fifelikewhistleyoucouldhaveheardahalfmile:
  “Seethemerryfarmerboy,trampthemeadowsthrough,Swinghishoeincarelessjoy,whiledashingoffthedew。
  Bobolinkinmaplehigh,trillsanoteofglee,Farmerboyingayreplynowwhistlescheerily。“
  Thechoruswasallwhistle,anditwaswrittenforfolkswhocould。Itwentupuntilitalmostsplittheechoes,andLaddiecouldeasilysailameasureabovethenotes。Hedidittoo。Asforme,Ikeptfromsight。ForaweekLaddiewhistledandplowed。Heworethattunethreadbare,andgotanalmostcontinuouspuckeronhislips。Leonsaidifhedidn’tstopwhistling,andsingmore,thegirlswouldthinkhewasdoingaprunesandprismsstunt。Soafterthathesangthewords,andwhistledthechorus。Buthemadenoexcusetogo,andhedidn’tgo,toPryors’。WhenSundaycame,hewenttoWestchestertoseeElizabeth,andstayeduntilMondaymorning。NotoncethatweekdidthePrincessridepastourhouse,orherfathereither。BynoonMondayLaddiewasbackinthefield,andIhadallIcouldbear。Hewasneitherwhistlingnorsingingsomuchnow,becausehewasawayatthesouthend,wherehecouldn’tbeseenorheardatPryors’。Healmostscouredtheskinfromhim,andheworehisglovesmorecarefullythanusual。Ifhesoiledhisclothingintheleast,anditlookedasifhewouldmakemorethanhisshareofwork,hewashedtheextrapiecesatnight。
  TuesdaymorningIhurriedwithallmymight,andthenIrantothefieldwherehewas。Iclimbedonthefence,satthereuntilhecameup,andthenIgavehimsomecookies。Hestoppedthehorses,climbedbesidemeandatethem。Thenheputhisarmsaroundmeandhuggedmetight。
  “Laddie,doyouknowIdidit?“Iwailed。
  “Didyounow?“saidLaddie。“No,Ididn’tknowforsure,butI
  hadsuspicions。Youalwayshavehadsuchafondnessforthatparticularpieceoftinware。“
  “ButLaddie,itmeanssomuch!“
  “Doesn’tit?“saidLaddie。“Afewdaysagonoonecouldhaveconvincedmethatitmeantanythingatalltome,orevercould。
  Justlookatmenow!“
  “Don’tjoke,Laddie!Somethingmustbedone。“
  “Well,ain’tIdoingit?“askedLaddie。“LookatalltheseacresandacresofJim-dandyplowing!“
  “Don’t!“Ibegged。“Whydon’tyougooverthere?“
  “Nouse,Chicken,“saidLaddie。“YouseeherexactstipulationwasthatImustCHANGEMYOCCUPATIONbeforeIcameagain。“
  “Whatdoesshewantyoutodo?“
  “Law,Ithink。Unfortunately,IshowedheraletterfromJerryaskingmetoenterhisofficethisfall。“
  “Hadn’tyoubetterdoit,Laddie?“
  “Howwouldyouliketobeshutinlittle,stuffyrooms,andsettodroningoverbooksandpaperseveryhouroftheday,allyourlife,andtospendthebestofyourbrainandbodilystrengthstraighteningoutothermen’squarrels?“
  “OhLaddie,youjustcouldn’t!“Icried。
  “Precisely!“saidLaddie。“Ijustcouldn’t,andIjustwon’t!“
  “Whatcanyoudo?“
  “Imightcompromiseonstock,“hesaid。“Icouldfollowthesameoccupationasherfather,andwithbettersuccess。Neitherhenorhismengetthebestresultsfromhorses。Theydon’tunderstandthem,especiallythebreedstheyareattemptingtohandle。MostArabhorsemenaretentdwellers。Theytravelfromoneoasistoanotherwiththeirstock。Atnighttheirherdsaregatheredaroundthemaschildren。Aschildrentheylovethem,petthem,feedthem。Eachisnamedforadivinity,aplanetorafamousruler,andtheunderstandingbetweenmasterandbeastisperfect。Honestly,LittleSister,IthinkyouhavegottobelieveintheGodofIsrael,inordertosaytherightwordtoanArabianhorse;andIknowyoumustbelieveintheGodoflove。
  Abeastofthatbreed,jerked,kicked,andscoldedisafinehorseruined。IfIownedhalfthestockMr。Pryorhasoverthere,IcouldputitinsuchshapeformarketthatIcouldgettwicefromitwhathismenwill。“
  “AreThomasandJamesroughwiththehorses?“
  “`Likemaster,likeman,’“quotedLaddie。“Theyare!TheyarefoolishwiththeKentuckystrain,andfoolswiththeArab;andyet,thatcombinationbeatstheworld。ButImustgetonwiththeP。C。job。“
  Heslidfromthefence,tookadrinkfromhiswaterjug,andpulledahandfulofgrassforeachhorse。Ashestoodfeedingthem,Ialmostfellfromthetoprail。
  “Laddie!“Iwhispered。“Look!Mr。PryorishalfwayacrossthefieldonRanger。“
  “So?“saidLaddie。“NowIwonder——“
  “ShallIgo?“
  “Noindeed!“saidLaddie。“Stayrightwhereyouare。Itcan’tbeanythingofmuchimportance。“
  Atfirstitdidn’tseemtobe。Theytalkedabouttheweather,thesoil,theteam。Laddiescoopedahandfulofblackearth,andholdingitout,toldMr。Pryorallabouthowgooditwas,andwhy,andheseemedinterested。Thentheytalkedabouteverything;untilifhehadbeenJacobHood,hewouldhavegoneaway。ButjustatthetimewhenIexpectedhimtostart,helookedatLaddiestraightandhard。
  “ImissedyouSabbathevening,“hesaid。
  ThenIlookedathim。Hehadchanged,someway。Heseemedmorehuman,morelikeourfolks,lesscoldandstern。
  “Isincerelyhopeitwasunanimous,“saidLaddie。
  Mr。Pryorhadtolaugh。
  “Itwasamajority,atanyrate。“
  Laddiestareddazed。Youseethatwaskindofajoke。Aneasyone,becauseIcaughtit;butwewerenotaccustomedtoexpectingajestfromMr。Pryor。Notoneofusdreamedtherewasajokebetweenhishatcrownandhisbootsoles。ThenLaddielaughed;
  buthesoberedquickly。
  “I’mmightysorryifMrs。Pryormissedme,“hesaid。“Ithoughtofher。Ihavegrowntobeherdevotedslave,andIhopedshelikedme。“
  “Youputitmildly,“saidMr。Pryor。“Sinceyoudidn’tcomewhensheexpectedyou,we’vehadtheworsttimewithherthatwehavehadsincewereachedthisda——ah——er——um——thiscountry。“
  “Couldyoumakeanysuggestion?“askedLaddie。
  “Icould!IwouldsuggestthatyouactlikethesensiblefellowIknowyoutobe,andcomeasusual,atyouraccustomedtimes。“
  “ButI’mforbidden,man!“criedLaddie。
  Ugh!SuchawfulthingsasMr。Pryorsaid。
  “Forbidden!“hecried。“Isaman’sroofhisown,orisitnot?
  WhileIlive,Iproposetobetheheadofmyfamily。Iinviteyou!Iaskyou!Mrs。PryorandIwantyou!Whatmoreisnecessary?“
  “TWOthings,“saidLaddie,justasserenely。“ThatMissPryorwantsme,andthatIwanttocome。“
  “D’yemeantotellmethatyouDON’Twanttocome,eh?Afterthefightyouputuptoforceyourwayin!“
  Laddiestudiedthesky,awhimsysmileonhislips。
  “Nowwasn’tthatagoodfight?“heinquired。“I’mmightyproudofit!Butnotnow,orever,doIwishtoenteryourhouseagain,ifMissPryordoesn’twant,andwelcomeme。“
  Thenhewentover,tookMr。Pryor’shorsebythehead,andbeganworkingwithitsbridle。Itdidn’tsetrightsomeway,andMr。
  Pryorhadjerked,spurred,andmauled,untiltherewasabigspacetrampedtomortar。Laddieslidhisfingersbeneaththeleather,easeditalittle,andranhishandsoverthefretfulcreature’shead。Itjuststopped,stoodstill,pusheditsnoseunderhisarm,andpressedagainsthisside。Mr。Pryoraroseinonestirrup,swungaroundandalighted。Heloopedanarmthroughthebridlerein,andwithbothhandsgrippedhiswhipstock。
  “Howthedevildoyoudoit?“heasked,asifhewereprovoked。
  “First,thebridlewasuncomfortable;next,yousurelyknow,Mr。
  Pryor,thatamancantransferhismentalstatetohismount。“
  Laddiepointedtothechurnedupearth。
  “THATrepresentsyourmentalstate;THIS“——heslidhishanddowntheneckofthehorse——“portraysmine。“
  Mr。Pryor’sfacereddened,butLaddiewaslaughingsoheartilyhejoinedinsortofsickly-like。
  “OhIdoubtifyouaresodamnablycalm!“hecried。
  “I’mCALMenough,sofarasthatgoes,“saidLaddie。“I’mnotdenyingthatI’vegotaboutalltheheartacheIcanconvenientlycarry。“
  “Doyoumindtellingmehowfarthisaffairhasgone?“
  “Wouldn’taright-mindedmangivethewomaninthecasethefirstchancetoanswerthatquestion?IgreatlypreferthatyouaskMissPryor。“
  IfeverIfeltsorryforanyone,IdidthenforMr。Pryor。HestoodtheregrippingthewhipwithbothhandsandhelookedexactlyasiftheMaywindmightbreakhimintoathousandtinypieces,andeveryoneofthemwouldbeglass。
  “Um——er——“hesaidatlast。“You’reright,ofcourse,butunfortunately,Pamelaandhermotherdidnotagreewithmymotives,ormycourseincomingtothiscountry;andwhilethereisnooutwarddemonstrationer——um——otherthanMrs。Pryor’sseclusion;yet,er——um!——IamforcedtothebeliefthatI’mNOT
  intheirconfidence。“
  “Isee!“saidLaddie。“Andofcourseyouloveyourdaughterasanymanwouldlovesobeautifulachild,andwhensheisallhehas——“Ithoughtthebreakwascomingrightthere,butMr。
  Pryorclenchedhiswhipandputitoff;still,anyonewatchingwithhalfaneyecouldseethatitwasonlyputoff,andnotforlongatthat,——“Ithasbeenmyidea,Mr。Pryor,thatthepropercourseformewastoseeifIcouldearnanystandingwithyourdaughter。IfIcould,andshegavemepermission,thenI
  intendedcomingtoyoutheinstantIknewhowshefelt。Butinsuchacaseasthis,Idon’tthinkIshallfindtheslightesthesitationintellingyouanythingyouwanttoknow,thatIamable。“
  “Youdon’tknowhowyoustandwithher?“
  Laddietookoffhishatandranhisfingersthroughhishair。
  Hisfeetwereplantedwidelyapart,andhisfacewassoberenoughforanyfuneralnow。Atlasthespoke。
  “I’vebeentryingtofigurethatout,“hesaidslowly。“I
  believethesituationisasopentoyouasitistome。Shewasadesperatelylonely,homesickgirl,whenshecaughtmyeyeandheart;andIplacedmyselfonherhorizon。Inhercasethewomenwereslowinofferingfriendship,because,onaccountofMrs。
  Pryor’sseclusion,nonewasfelttobewanted;thenMissPryorwasdifferentindressandmanner。IfoundawaytoletherseethatIwantedtobefriends,andsheacceptedmyfriendship,andatthesametimealloweditgoonlysofar。Onafewrareoccasions,I’vemetheralone,andwe’vetalkedoutvariousphasesoflifetogether;butmostofourintercoursehastakenplaceinyourhome,andinyourpresence。Youprobablyhaveseenhermeetandentertainherfriendsfrequently。IshouldthinkyouwouldbemorenearlyabletogaugemystandingwithherthanIam。“
  “Youhaven’ttoldherthatyouloveher?“
  “Haven’tIthough?“criedLaddie。“Manalive!WhatdoyouthinkI’mmadeof?Putty?Toldher?I’vetoldherathousandtimes。
  I’vesaidit,andsungitandwhistledit,andlookedit,andlivedit。I’vewrittenit,andriddenit,andthisweekI’veplowedit!Yourdaughterknowsassheknowsnothingelse,inallthisworld,thatshehasonlytogivemeoneglance,oneword,onegestureofinvitation,tofindmebeforehersixfeetoftheworstdemoralizedbeefsteakawomaneverundertooktohandle。
  Toldher?YeGods!IshouldsayI’vetoldher!“
  IfanyofPryorshadbeenoutdoorstheycertainlycouldhaveheardMr。Pryor。Howhelaughed!Heshookuntilhetottered。
  Laddietookhisarmandledhimtothefence。Heliftedabroadtoprail,pusheditbetweentwoothersacrossacornerandmadeanicecomfortableseatforhim。AfterawhileMr。Pryorwipedhiseyes。Laddiestoodwatchinghimwithaslowgrinonhisface。
  “Andshehasn’tgiventhesignalyouarewaitingfor?“heaskedatlast。
  Laddieslowlyshookhishead。
  “Narytheghostofasignal!“hesaid。“NowwecometoSundaybeforelast。Ionlyintimated,vaguely,thatahintofwhereI
  stoodwouldbeacomfort——andplayedJonah。Thewhaleswallowedmeatagulp,andforallmyinches,neverbattedaneye。Yousee,afewdaysbeforeIshowedheraletterfrommybrotherJerry,becauseIthoughtitmightinteresther。TherewassomethinginittowhichIhadpaidlittleornoattention,aboutmygoingtothecityandbeginningworkinhislawoffice;tocapthat,evidentlyyouhadmentionedbeforeherourprizepieceoffamilytinware。TherewasaculminationlikeathunderclapinaJanuarysky。ShesaideverythingthatwasonhermindaboutamanofmysizeandabilitydoingtheworkIam,andthenshesaidImustchangemyoccupationbeforeIcameagain。“
  “Andforansweryou’vesplittheechoeswithsomeshrill,abominableair,andplowed,beforeherveryeyes,foraweek!“
  ThenLaddielaughed。
  “Doyouknow,“hesaid;“that’sagoodoneonme!Itneveroccurredtomethatshewouldnotbefamiliarwiththatair,andunderstanditsapplication。Doyoumeantocrushmefurtherbytellingmethatallmyperfectlylovelyvocalizingandwhistlingwaslost?“
  “Itwasademirritating,challengingsortofthing,“saidMr。
  Pryor。“Ilistenedtoitbythehour,myself,tryingtomakeoutexactlywhatitdidmean。Itseemedtocombinedefiancewithpleading,andthroughandoverallrananoteofgleethatwasreallyquitecharming。“
  “Youhavequotedapartofit,literally,“saidLaddie。“`Anoteofglee’——thecryofagladheart,atpeacewithalltheworld,busywithcongenialwork。“
  “Ishouldn’thavethoughtyou’dhavebeensoparticularlyjoyful。“
  “Oh,thejoywasinthemusic,“saidLaddie。“Thatwasawhistletokeepupmycourage。Thejoywasinthesong,notinme!Lastweekwasblackenoughformetosatisfythemostexactingpessimist。“