IknewIwouldn’tdarelookathimwhenhecamedown,soIgotareaderandbeganonapieceIjustlove:
“Anightingalemadeamistake;
Shesangafewnotesoutoftune:
Herheartwasreadytobreak,Andshehidawayfromthemoon。“
WhenIdidgetapeep,graciousbuthewasblack!Maybeitwasn’tgoingtobesomuchfunafterall。Buthehadthemoneylastyear,andtheyearbefore,andifhe’dcleanedhisfeetwell——Iwasnothuntinghiseggs,whenIfoundthem。“Histracksbetrayedhim,“asfathersaid。Iwasthankfulsupperwasreadyjustthen,andwhileitwasgoingonmothersaid:“Assoonasyoufinish,allbringinyoureggs。Iwanttowraptheonestocolourto-night,andburytheminthefireplacesotheywillcolour,dry,andbereadytoopeninthemorning。“
Noonesaidaword,butneitherLaddienorLeonlookedveryhappy,andItookawfulbitestokeepmyfacestraight。WhenallofusfinishedMaybroughtalotfromthebranbarrelinthesmokehouse,butLaddieandLeononlysatthereandlookedsilly;
itreallywasfunny。
“Imusthavemoreeggsthanthis?“saidmother。“Wherearetheytocomefrom?“
FathernoddedtomeandIsaid:“Fromunderyourbed!“
“Oh,itwasyou!AndIneveroncecaughtyousnooping!“criedLeon。
“Easyson!“saidfather。“Thatwilldo。Youlostthroughyourowncarelessness。Youleftwetmudonthegarretfloor,andshesawitwhenmothersentherfortheonionskins。YourobbedLaddieofhislasteggthismorning;beagoodloseryourself!“
“Well,anyway,youdidn’tget’em,“saidLeontoLaddie。
“Andsheonlyfoundthembyaccident!“
Thenwehadabigtimecountingallthoseeggs,andsuchanotherheapastherewastosell,aftermotherfilledbasketstocookwithandcolour。Whenthetablewascleared,LaddieandLeonmadetallowpencilsfromacandleandwroteallsortsofthingsovereggsthathadbeenpreparedtocolour。Thenmotherboiledthemincopperaswater,andaniline,andallthedyesshehad,andtheboyspolishedthem,andtheystoodinshiningblack,red,blueandyellowheaps。Theoniononeswouldbedoneinthemorning。Leonhadagooseeggandmotherlethimkeepit,sohewroteandwroteonit,untilLaddiesaiditwouldbeallwriting,andnocolour,andheboileditinred,aftermotherfinished,andpolishedithimself。Itcameoutrealprettywithrosesonitandlotsofwordshewouldn’tletanyofusread;butofcourseitwasforSusieFall。
Nextmorningheslippedittoheratchurch。Whenwegothome,allofuswerethereexceptShelley,andwehadabigdinnerandafinetimeandLaddiestayeduntilaftersupper,beforehewenttoPryors’。
“Howishemakingit?“askedSally。
Youcouldseeshewasmakingitallright;sheneverlookedlovelier,andmothersaidPeterwaslettingherspendawaytoomuchmoneyonherclothes。Shetoldhimso,butPeterjustlaughedandsaidbusinesswasgood,andhecouldaffordit,andshewasafineadvertisementforhisstorewhenshewasdressedwell。“
“AllIknowis,“saidmother,“thathegoesthereeverywhipstitch,andthewomen,atleast,seemgladtohavehim。HesaysMr。Pryortreatshimdecently,andthatismorethanhedoeshisownfamilyandservants。Heandthegirlandhermotheraredividedaboutsomething。Shetreatsherfatherrespectfully,butshe’sinsympathywithmother。“
“Laddiecan’tfindoutwhatthetroubleis?“
“Idon’tthinkthathetries。“
“Maybehe’dfeelbetternottoknow,“saidPeter。
“Possibly!“saidmother。
“Nonsense!“saidfather。
“Youseemtobereconciled,“saidElizabeth。
“Thatgirlwouldreconcileamantoanything,“saidfather。
“Nottothelossofhissoul,Ihope,“saidmotherstiffly。
“Soulsarenotsoeasytolose,“saidfather。“Besides,IamcountingonLaddiesavinghers。“
CHAPTERXIII
TheGardenoftheLord“Withwhatcontentandmerriment,Theirdaysarespent,whosemindsarebentTofollowtheusefulplow。“
ThatspringIdecidedifschooldidn’tstopprettysoon,I’drunawayagain,andIdidn’tintheleastcarewhattheydidtome。
Acountryroadwasallrightanditwasgoodenough,ifithadbeenheapedup,leveledandplentyofgravelputon;andofcourseourroadwouldbefine,becausefatherwasoneofthecommissioners,andaslongashefilledthatoffice,everyroadinthecountywouldbejustasfineasthelawwouldallowhimtomakeit。Ihaveevenheardhimtellmotherthathe“stretcheditaleetlemite,“whenhewasforcedtobypeoplewhocouldn’tseemtobemadetounderstandwhatwasrequiredtoupbuildanation。
Hesaidourlanguagewasfoundedonthealphabet,andtomasterityouhadtobeginwith“a“。Andhesaidthenationwaslikethat;itwasbasedontownships,andwhenatownshipwasclean,hadgoodroads,bridges,schoolhouses,andchurches,acountywasinfineshape,andwheneachcountywasinorder,thestatewasright,andwhenthestatewasprosperous,thenationcouldrejoiceinitsstrength。
HesaidAtlasinthegeographybook,carryingtheworldonhisback,wasonlyasymbol,butitwasagoodone。Hesaidwhenthecountyelectedhimtofillanimportantoffice,itusedhisshoulderasapropforthenation,soitbecamehisbusinesstostandfirmly,anduseeveryounceofstrengthandbrainshehad,firstofalltomakehisownpossessionsamodel,thenhistownship,hiscounty,andhisstate,andifeveryoneworkedtogetherdoingthat,nonationonearthhadouramountofterritoryandsuchfineweather,sononeofthemcouldbeatus。
Ourroadwaslikethebarnfloor,whereyoudrove:oneachsidewasawidegrassystrip,andnotaweedthelengthofourland。
Alltherailsinthefenceswerelaidstraight,thegatesweresolid,sound,andswungfirmlyontheirbeams,ourfencecornerswerefullofalders,wildroses,sumac,blackberryvines,massesofwildflowersbeneaththem,andabirdforeverybush。Someoftheneighboursthoughtthattodrivetworailseverysooften,layupthefencesstraight,andgrubouttheshrubswastheway,butfathersaidtheywerevastlymistaken。Hesaidthatwassuchashortsightedproceeding,hewouldbeashamedtoindulgeinit。
Youdidgetmoreland,butifyouleftnoplaceforthebirds,thewormsandinsectsdevouredyourcrops,andyoudidn’traisehalfsomuchasifyoufurnishedthebirdsshelterandfood。Soheleftmulberriesinthefieldsandfencecornersandwildcherries,raspberries,grapes,andeverylittlescrubappletreefromseedssownbyJohnnyAppleseedwhenhecrossedourland。
Mothersaidthoseapplesweresohardacranecouldn’tdentthem,butsheneverwatchedthebirdsinwinterwhenthesnowwasbeginningtocomeandotherthingswerecoveredup。Theyswarmedoverthosetreesuntilspring,forthetinysourapplesstuckjustlikeoakleaveswaitingfornextyear’scroptopushthemoff。Shenevernoticedus,either。Afterafewfrosts,wecouldalmostgettipsyonthoseapples;therewasnotatreeinourorchardthathadthespicy,teasingtangofJohnnyAppleseed’sapples。Thentoo,thelimbscouldbesawedoffandramboandmaiden’s-blushgraftedon,ifyouwantedto;fatherdidonsomeofthem,sotherewouldbegoodappleslyingbesidetheroadforpassers-by,andtheyneedn’tstealtogetthem。Youcouldgraftredhawsonthemtoo,andgrowgreatbig,littlehaw-apples,thatweretheprettiestthingsyoueversaw,andthebesttoeat。
Fathersaidifitdidn’tspoilthelooksoftheroad,hewouldn’tcarehowmanyofhisneighboursstraightenedtheirfences。Iftheydid,thebirdswouldcometohim,andthemorehehad,thefewerbugsandwormshewouldbetroubledwith,sohewouldbesureofbigcrops,andsoundfruit。Hesaidhewouldmuchratherhaveafewgoodapplespickedbyrobinsorjays,thanuntouchedtrees,loadedwithwormyfallingoneshecouldneitherusenorsell。HealwayspattedmyheadandlikedeverylineofitwhenI
recited,sortoftearful-likeandpathetic:
“Don’tkillthebirds!thehappybirds,Thatblessthefieldandgrove;
Soinnocenttolookupon,Theyclaimourwarmestlove。“
Theroadscrossingourlandwereallright,andmostoftheothersnearus;andaroadiswonderful,ifitistakingyoutothewoodsoracreekormeadow;butwhenitiswalkingyoustraighttoastuffylittleschoolhousewhereyoumuststanduptoseefromawindow,whereateacheriscrossasfire,likeMissAmelia,andwhereyoueternallyHEARthingsyoucan’tsee,therecomesatimeaboutthemiddleofAprilwhenyouhadquiteassoondieastogotoschoolanylonger;andwhatyoulearntheredoesn’tamounttoahillofbeanscomparedwithwhatyoucanfindoutforyourselfoutdoors。
Schoolhousesaremadewrong。Iftheymustbe,theyshouldbebuiltinawoodspasturebesideastream,whereyoucouldwade,swim,andbecomfortableinsummer,andslideandskateinwinter。Thewindowsshouldbecuttothefloor,andstandwideopen,sothebirdsandbutterfliescouldpassthrough。Yououghttolearnyourgeographybyclimbingahill,walkingthroughavalley,wadingcreeks,makingislandsinthem,andpromontories,capes,andpeninsulasalongthebank。Youshoulddoyourarithmeticsittingundertreesaddinghickory-nuts,subtractingwalnuts,multiplyingbutternuts,anddividinghazelnuts。Youcoulduseapplesforfractions,andtincupsforliquidmeasure。
Youcouldspelleverythinginsightandthiswouldteachyouthewordsthatarereallyusedintheworld。Everysingleoneofuscouldspellincompatibility,butIneverheardfather,orthejudge,oreventheBishop,putitinaspeech。
Ifyousimplycan’thaveschoolTHATway,thenyoushouldbeshutinblackcells,deepundertheground,whereyoucouldn’tsee,orhearasound,andthenifthey’dgiveyouabookandcandleandMissAmelia,andherright-handman,MisterRuler,whyyoumightlearnsomething。Thisway,ifyousatandwatchedthewindowsyoucouldseeabirdcrossourwoodspasturetotheredbirdswampeveryfewminutes;onceinawhileoneofmybighawkstookyourbreathasheswept,soared,sailed,andcircled,watchingthegroundbelowforrabbits,snakes,orchickens。TheskinnyoldblueheronscrossingfromtheWabashtohuntfrogsinthecowslipswaleinourmeadow,sailedsoslowandsolow,thatyoucouldseetheirsharpbillsstuckoutinfront,theiruneven,raggedlookingfeathers,andtheirlonglegstrailingoutbehind。IbetifPollyMartinworeabluecalicodresssoshortherspindle-
shanksshowed,andflewacrossourfarm,youcouldn’ttellherfromaheron。
Thereweresomanysongsyoucouldn’tdecidewhichwaswhichtosaveyou;itwasjustapouringjumbleofrobins,larks,doves,blackbirds,sparrows,everythingthatcamethatearly;theredandtheyellowbirdshadnotcomeyet,orthecatbirdsorthrushes。YoucouldhearthethumpingwingsoftheroostersinSills’barnyardnearesttheschoolhouse,andcouldn’ttellwhichwaswhipping,soyouhadtositthereandwonder;andworstofallyoumuststandMissAmeliacalmlytellingyoutopayattentiontoyourbooksoryouwouldbekeptin,andallthetimeyouwereforcedtobeartorments,whileyouwatchedherwalkfromwindowtowindowtoseeeveryspeckofthefight。Onedaytheyhadthumpedandfoughtforhalfanhour;shehadlookedfromeverywindowintheroom,andatlasttherewasanawfulwhacking,andthensilence。ItgrewsoexcitingIraisedmyhand,andalmostbeforeshenoddedpermission,“Whichwhipped?“I
asked。
MissAmeliaturnedredasabeet。Gee,butshewasmad!
“Idid!“shesaid。“OratleastIwill。Youmayremainforitafterschoolisdismissed。“
Nowifyouaregoingtobeswitched,theyneverdoituntiltheyarejustsoangryanyway,andthentheyalwaysmakeitashardastheydarenottostripeyou,soitisn’tmuchdifferenceHOW
provokedtheyare,itwillbethesameoldthrashing,andit’ssuretostingforanhouratleast,soyoumightaswellbebeatenforalittlemoreashardlyanythingatall。Atthatinstantfromthefencenotfarfrommywindowcameatriumphantcrowthatfairlyrippedacrosstheroom。
“Oh,itwastheDorking!“Isaid。“NowonderyoufollowedcleararoundtheroomtoseehimthrashaShanghaithreetimeshissize!Ibetadollaritwasgreat!“
Usually,Iwouldn’thaveputupmorethanfivecents,butatthattimeIhadoversixdollarsfrommyEastereggs,andnogirlofmyageatourschooleverhadhalfthatmuch。MissAmeliastartedtowardme,andIbracedmyfeetsoshe’dgetagoodjoltherself,whenshewenttoshakeme;sheneverstruckusovertheheadsinceLaddietalkedtoherthatfirstday;butJohnHood’sfootwasintheaisle。IthoughtmaybeI’dhavehimformybeauwhenwegrewup,becauseIbetheknewshewascoming,andstuckouthisfootonpurpose;anyway,shepitched,andhadtocatchadesktokeepoffthefloor,andthatmadehersomadathim,thatsheforgotme,whilehegothisscolding;sowhenmyturncameatlast,shehadcooleddownenoughthatsheonlymarchedpasttoherdesk,sayingIwastoremainafterschool。IhadtobecarefulafterthattobemightygoodtoMayandLeon。
Whenschoolwasouttheysatonthestepsbeforethedoorandwaited。MissAmeliafussedaroundandtheretheysat。Thenherfacegrewmoregobblerishthanusual,andshewentoutandtoldthemtogohome。PlainasanythingIheardMaysayIt:“She’sbeenawfulsick,youknow,andmotherwouldn’tallowit。“AndthenLeonpipedup:“YouDIDwatchtheroosters,allthetimetheyfought,andofcourseallofuswantedtoseejustasbadlyasyoudid。“
Shetoldthemiftheydidn’tgorighthomeshe’dbringthembackandwhipthemtoo;sotheyhadtostart,andleavemetomysadfate。Iwasafraidtheyhadmadeitsadder,insteadofhelpingme;shewassoprovokedwhenshecameinshewascrying,andovernothingbuttheplaintruthtoo;ifwehadstoriedonher,she’dhavehadsomecausetobeller。Shearrangedhertable,cleanedtheboard,emptiedthewaterbucket,andclosedthewindows。
ThenshetoldmeIwasarude,untrainedchild。Iwasrude,I
suppose,butgoodnessknows,Iwasn’tuntrained;thatwashardonfatherandmother;Ihadabignotiontotellthem;andthen,sheneverwhippedmeatall。ShesaidifIwantedhertoloveme,I
mustn’tbeasaucy,impudentgirl,andIshouldgostraighthomeandthinkitover。
Iwent,butIwassodazedatherthinkingIwantedhertoloveme,thatIhardlyheardMayandLeoncalling;whenIdidIwenttothecemeteryfenceandtheretheylayinthelonggrasswaiting。
“Ifyoucried,wewerecomingbackandpitchintoher,“saidLeon。
Therewasapointer。Nexttime,firstcutshegaveme,Idecidedtoscreambloodymurder。ButthatwouldbenoCrusaderway。
Therewasonethingthough。NoCrusadereversatandheardaperfectlylovelyfightgoingon,andneverevenwonderedwhichwhipped。
MayandLeonsteppedoneoneachside,tookahand,andweranlikeIndians,andsliddownthehillbetweenthebushes,climbedthefence,crossedthepasturebackofthechurch,andwenttothecreek。Therewesatonalog,Itoldthem,andwejustlaughed。Ididn’tknowwhatIcoulddotopaythem,fortheysavedmesureasfatethattime。
IwishedwelivedinthewoodsthewayitwaswhenfatherandmotherweremarriedandmovedtoOhio。Thenearestneighbourswereninemiles,andtherewasn’tadollarforschoolfunds,soofcoursethechildrendidn’thavetogo,andwhattheirfathersandmotherstaughtthemwasalltheyknew。Thatwouldnothavehelpedmemuchthough,forweneverhadonesingleteacherwhoknewanythingtocomparewithwhatfatherandmotherdid,andweneverhadonewhowasforeverreadingbooks,papers,andlearningmorethingsthathelp,toteachotherpeople。Iwishedfatherhadtimetotakeourschool。Itwouldhavebeensomefuntogotohim,becauseIjustknewhewouldusethewoodsfortheroom,andteachusthingsitwoulddosomegoodtoknowabout。
IbegandebatingwhetheritwasabigenoughthingtobothertheLordwith:thisbeingpennedupintheschoolhousedroningoverspellingandnumbers,whenyoucouldsmelltreebloom,flowerbloom,dozensofbirdswerenesting,andeverythingwasbeginningtohumwithlife。Icouldn’tthinkforthatpieceabout“Spring“
goingoverinmyhead:
“Iamcoming,Iamcoming:
Hark!thelittlebeeishumming:
See!thelarkissoaringhigh,Inthebrightandsunnysky;
Allthebirdsareonthewing:
Littlemaiden,nowisspring。“
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