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第37章

  IknewIwouldn’tdarelookathimwhenhecamedown,soIgotareaderandbeganonapieceIjustlove:
  “Anightingalemadeamistake;
  Shesangafewnotesoutoftune:
  Herheartwasreadytobreak,Andshehidawayfromthemoon。“
  WhenIdidgetapeep,graciousbuthewasblack!Maybeitwasn’tgoingtobesomuchfunafterall。Buthehadthemoneylastyear,andtheyearbefore,andifhe’dcleanedhisfeetwell——Iwasnothuntinghiseggs,whenIfoundthem。“Histracksbetrayedhim,“asfathersaid。Iwasthankfulsupperwasreadyjustthen,andwhileitwasgoingonmothersaid:“Assoonasyoufinish,allbringinyoureggs。Iwanttowraptheonestocolourto-night,andburytheminthefireplacesotheywillcolour,dry,andbereadytoopeninthemorning。“
  Noonesaidaword,butneitherLaddienorLeonlookedveryhappy,andItookawfulbitestokeepmyfacestraight。WhenallofusfinishedMaybroughtalotfromthebranbarrelinthesmokehouse,butLaddieandLeononlysatthereandlookedsilly;
  itreallywasfunny。
  “Imusthavemoreeggsthanthis?“saidmother。“Wherearetheytocomefrom?“
  FathernoddedtomeandIsaid:“Fromunderyourbed!“
  “Oh,itwasyou!AndIneveroncecaughtyousnooping!“criedLeon。
  “Easyson!“saidfather。“Thatwilldo。Youlostthroughyourowncarelessness。Youleftwetmudonthegarretfloor,andshesawitwhenmothersentherfortheonionskins。YourobbedLaddieofhislasteggthismorning;beagoodloseryourself!“
  “Well,anyway,youdidn’tget’em,“saidLeontoLaddie。
  “Andsheonlyfoundthembyaccident!“
  Thenwehadabigtimecountingallthoseeggs,andsuchanotherheapastherewastosell,aftermotherfilledbasketstocookwithandcolour。Whenthetablewascleared,LaddieandLeonmadetallowpencilsfromacandleandwroteallsortsofthingsovereggsthathadbeenpreparedtocolour。Thenmotherboiledthemincopperaswater,andaniline,andallthedyesshehad,andtheboyspolishedthem,andtheystoodinshiningblack,red,blueandyellowheaps。Theoniononeswouldbedoneinthemorning。Leonhadagooseeggandmotherlethimkeepit,sohewroteandwroteonit,untilLaddiesaiditwouldbeallwriting,andnocolour,andheboileditinred,aftermotherfinished,andpolishedithimself。Itcameoutrealprettywithrosesonitandlotsofwordshewouldn’tletanyofusread;butofcourseitwasforSusieFall。
  Nextmorningheslippedittoheratchurch。Whenwegothome,allofuswerethereexceptShelley,andwehadabigdinnerandafinetimeandLaddiestayeduntilaftersupper,beforehewenttoPryors’。
  “Howishemakingit?“askedSally。
  Youcouldseeshewasmakingitallright;sheneverlookedlovelier,andmothersaidPeterwaslettingherspendawaytoomuchmoneyonherclothes。Shetoldhimso,butPeterjustlaughedandsaidbusinesswasgood,andhecouldaffordit,andshewasafineadvertisementforhisstorewhenshewasdressedwell。“
  “AllIknowis,“saidmother,“thathegoesthereeverywhipstitch,andthewomen,atleast,seemgladtohavehim。HesaysMr。Pryortreatshimdecently,andthatismorethanhedoeshisownfamilyandservants。Heandthegirlandhermotheraredividedaboutsomething。Shetreatsherfatherrespectfully,butshe’sinsympathywithmother。“
  “Laddiecan’tfindoutwhatthetroubleis?“
  “Idon’tthinkthathetries。“
  “Maybehe’dfeelbetternottoknow,“saidPeter。
  “Possibly!“saidmother。
  “Nonsense!“saidfather。
  “Youseemtobereconciled,“saidElizabeth。
  “Thatgirlwouldreconcileamantoanything,“saidfather。
  “Nottothelossofhissoul,Ihope,“saidmotherstiffly。
  “Soulsarenotsoeasytolose,“saidfather。“Besides,IamcountingonLaddiesavinghers。“
  CHAPTERXIII
  TheGardenoftheLord“Withwhatcontentandmerriment,Theirdaysarespent,whosemindsarebentTofollowtheusefulplow。“
  ThatspringIdecidedifschooldidn’tstopprettysoon,I’drunawayagain,andIdidn’tintheleastcarewhattheydidtome。
  Acountryroadwasallrightanditwasgoodenough,ifithadbeenheapedup,leveledandplentyofgravelputon;andofcourseourroadwouldbefine,becausefatherwasoneofthecommissioners,andaslongashefilledthatoffice,everyroadinthecountywouldbejustasfineasthelawwouldallowhimtomakeit。Ihaveevenheardhimtellmotherthathe“stretcheditaleetlemite,“whenhewasforcedtobypeoplewhocouldn’tseemtobemadetounderstandwhatwasrequiredtoupbuildanation。
  Hesaidourlanguagewasfoundedonthealphabet,andtomasterityouhadtobeginwith“a“。Andhesaidthenationwaslikethat;itwasbasedontownships,andwhenatownshipwasclean,hadgoodroads,bridges,schoolhouses,andchurches,acountywasinfineshape,andwheneachcountywasinorder,thestatewasright,andwhenthestatewasprosperous,thenationcouldrejoiceinitsstrength。
  HesaidAtlasinthegeographybook,carryingtheworldonhisback,wasonlyasymbol,butitwasagoodone。Hesaidwhenthecountyelectedhimtofillanimportantoffice,itusedhisshoulderasapropforthenation,soitbecamehisbusinesstostandfirmly,anduseeveryounceofstrengthandbrainshehad,firstofalltomakehisownpossessionsamodel,thenhistownship,hiscounty,andhisstate,andifeveryoneworkedtogetherdoingthat,nonationonearthhadouramountofterritoryandsuchfineweather,sononeofthemcouldbeatus。
  Ourroadwaslikethebarnfloor,whereyoudrove:oneachsidewasawidegrassystrip,andnotaweedthelengthofourland。
  Alltherailsinthefenceswerelaidstraight,thegatesweresolid,sound,andswungfirmlyontheirbeams,ourfencecornerswerefullofalders,wildroses,sumac,blackberryvines,massesofwildflowersbeneaththem,andabirdforeverybush。Someoftheneighboursthoughtthattodrivetworailseverysooften,layupthefencesstraight,andgrubouttheshrubswastheway,butfathersaidtheywerevastlymistaken。Hesaidthatwassuchashortsightedproceeding,hewouldbeashamedtoindulgeinit。
  Youdidgetmoreland,butifyouleftnoplaceforthebirds,thewormsandinsectsdevouredyourcrops,andyoudidn’traisehalfsomuchasifyoufurnishedthebirdsshelterandfood。Soheleftmulberriesinthefieldsandfencecornersandwildcherries,raspberries,grapes,andeverylittlescrubappletreefromseedssownbyJohnnyAppleseedwhenhecrossedourland。
  Mothersaidthoseapplesweresohardacranecouldn’tdentthem,butsheneverwatchedthebirdsinwinterwhenthesnowwasbeginningtocomeandotherthingswerecoveredup。Theyswarmedoverthosetreesuntilspring,forthetinysourapplesstuckjustlikeoakleaveswaitingfornextyear’scroptopushthemoff。Shenevernoticedus,either。Afterafewfrosts,wecouldalmostgettipsyonthoseapples;therewasnotatreeinourorchardthathadthespicy,teasingtangofJohnnyAppleseed’sapples。Thentoo,thelimbscouldbesawedoffandramboandmaiden’s-blushgraftedon,ifyouwantedto;fatherdidonsomeofthem,sotherewouldbegoodappleslyingbesidetheroadforpassers-by,andtheyneedn’tstealtogetthem。Youcouldgraftredhawsonthemtoo,andgrowgreatbig,littlehaw-apples,thatweretheprettiestthingsyoueversaw,andthebesttoeat。
  Fathersaidifitdidn’tspoilthelooksoftheroad,hewouldn’tcarehowmanyofhisneighboursstraightenedtheirfences。Iftheydid,thebirdswouldcometohim,andthemorehehad,thefewerbugsandwormshewouldbetroubledwith,sohewouldbesureofbigcrops,andsoundfruit。Hesaidhewouldmuchratherhaveafewgoodapplespickedbyrobinsorjays,thanuntouchedtrees,loadedwithwormyfallingoneshecouldneitherusenorsell。HealwayspattedmyheadandlikedeverylineofitwhenI
  recited,sortoftearful-likeandpathetic:
  “Don’tkillthebirds!thehappybirds,Thatblessthefieldandgrove;
  Soinnocenttolookupon,Theyclaimourwarmestlove。“
  Theroadscrossingourlandwereallright,andmostoftheothersnearus;andaroadiswonderful,ifitistakingyoutothewoodsoracreekormeadow;butwhenitiswalkingyoustraighttoastuffylittleschoolhousewhereyoumuststanduptoseefromawindow,whereateacheriscrossasfire,likeMissAmelia,andwhereyoueternallyHEARthingsyoucan’tsee,therecomesatimeaboutthemiddleofAprilwhenyouhadquiteassoondieastogotoschoolanylonger;andwhatyoulearntheredoesn’tamounttoahillofbeanscomparedwithwhatyoucanfindoutforyourselfoutdoors。
  Schoolhousesaremadewrong。Iftheymustbe,theyshouldbebuiltinawoodspasturebesideastream,whereyoucouldwade,swim,andbecomfortableinsummer,andslideandskateinwinter。Thewindowsshouldbecuttothefloor,andstandwideopen,sothebirdsandbutterfliescouldpassthrough。Yououghttolearnyourgeographybyclimbingahill,walkingthroughavalley,wadingcreeks,makingislandsinthem,andpromontories,capes,andpeninsulasalongthebank。Youshoulddoyourarithmeticsittingundertreesaddinghickory-nuts,subtractingwalnuts,multiplyingbutternuts,anddividinghazelnuts。Youcoulduseapplesforfractions,andtincupsforliquidmeasure。
  Youcouldspelleverythinginsightandthiswouldteachyouthewordsthatarereallyusedintheworld。Everysingleoneofuscouldspellincompatibility,butIneverheardfather,orthejudge,oreventheBishop,putitinaspeech。
  Ifyousimplycan’thaveschoolTHATway,thenyoushouldbeshutinblackcells,deepundertheground,whereyoucouldn’tsee,orhearasound,andthenifthey’dgiveyouabookandcandleandMissAmelia,andherright-handman,MisterRuler,whyyoumightlearnsomething。Thisway,ifyousatandwatchedthewindowsyoucouldseeabirdcrossourwoodspasturetotheredbirdswampeveryfewminutes;onceinawhileoneofmybighawkstookyourbreathasheswept,soared,sailed,andcircled,watchingthegroundbelowforrabbits,snakes,orchickens。TheskinnyoldblueheronscrossingfromtheWabashtohuntfrogsinthecowslipswaleinourmeadow,sailedsoslowandsolow,thatyoucouldseetheirsharpbillsstuckoutinfront,theiruneven,raggedlookingfeathers,andtheirlonglegstrailingoutbehind。IbetifPollyMartinworeabluecalicodresssoshortherspindle-
  shanksshowed,andflewacrossourfarm,youcouldn’ttellherfromaheron。
  Thereweresomanysongsyoucouldn’tdecidewhichwaswhichtosaveyou;itwasjustapouringjumbleofrobins,larks,doves,blackbirds,sparrows,everythingthatcamethatearly;theredandtheyellowbirdshadnotcomeyet,orthecatbirdsorthrushes。YoucouldhearthethumpingwingsoftheroostersinSills’barnyardnearesttheschoolhouse,andcouldn’ttellwhichwaswhipping,soyouhadtositthereandwonder;andworstofallyoumuststandMissAmeliacalmlytellingyoutopayattentiontoyourbooksoryouwouldbekeptin,andallthetimeyouwereforcedtobeartorments,whileyouwatchedherwalkfromwindowtowindowtoseeeveryspeckofthefight。Onedaytheyhadthumpedandfoughtforhalfanhour;shehadlookedfromeverywindowintheroom,andatlasttherewasanawfulwhacking,andthensilence。ItgrewsoexcitingIraisedmyhand,andalmostbeforeshenoddedpermission,“Whichwhipped?“I
  asked。
  MissAmeliaturnedredasabeet。Gee,butshewasmad!
  “Idid!“shesaid。“OratleastIwill。Youmayremainforitafterschoolisdismissed。“
  Nowifyouaregoingtobeswitched,theyneverdoituntiltheyarejustsoangryanyway,andthentheyalwaysmakeitashardastheydarenottostripeyou,soitisn’tmuchdifferenceHOW
  provokedtheyare,itwillbethesameoldthrashing,andit’ssuretostingforanhouratleast,soyoumightaswellbebeatenforalittlemoreashardlyanythingatall。Atthatinstantfromthefencenotfarfrommywindowcameatriumphantcrowthatfairlyrippedacrosstheroom。
  “Oh,itwastheDorking!“Isaid。“NowonderyoufollowedcleararoundtheroomtoseehimthrashaShanghaithreetimeshissize!Ibetadollaritwasgreat!“
  Usually,Iwouldn’thaveputupmorethanfivecents,butatthattimeIhadoversixdollarsfrommyEastereggs,andnogirlofmyageatourschooleverhadhalfthatmuch。MissAmeliastartedtowardme,andIbracedmyfeetsoshe’dgetagoodjoltherself,whenshewenttoshakeme;sheneverstruckusovertheheadsinceLaddietalkedtoherthatfirstday;butJohnHood’sfootwasintheaisle。IthoughtmaybeI’dhavehimformybeauwhenwegrewup,becauseIbetheknewshewascoming,andstuckouthisfootonpurpose;anyway,shepitched,andhadtocatchadesktokeepoffthefloor,andthatmadehersomadathim,thatsheforgotme,whilehegothisscolding;sowhenmyturncameatlast,shehadcooleddownenoughthatsheonlymarchedpasttoherdesk,sayingIwastoremainafterschool。IhadtobecarefulafterthattobemightygoodtoMayandLeon。
  Whenschoolwasouttheysatonthestepsbeforethedoorandwaited。MissAmeliafussedaroundandtheretheysat。Thenherfacegrewmoregobblerishthanusual,andshewentoutandtoldthemtogohome。PlainasanythingIheardMaysayIt:“She’sbeenawfulsick,youknow,andmotherwouldn’tallowit。“AndthenLeonpipedup:“YouDIDwatchtheroosters,allthetimetheyfought,andofcourseallofuswantedtoseejustasbadlyasyoudid。“
  Shetoldthemiftheydidn’tgorighthomeshe’dbringthembackandwhipthemtoo;sotheyhadtostart,andleavemetomysadfate。Iwasafraidtheyhadmadeitsadder,insteadofhelpingme;shewassoprovokedwhenshecameinshewascrying,andovernothingbuttheplaintruthtoo;ifwehadstoriedonher,she’dhavehadsomecausetobeller。Shearrangedhertable,cleanedtheboard,emptiedthewaterbucket,andclosedthewindows。
  ThenshetoldmeIwasarude,untrainedchild。Iwasrude,I
  suppose,butgoodnessknows,Iwasn’tuntrained;thatwashardonfatherandmother;Ihadabignotiontotellthem;andthen,sheneverwhippedmeatall。ShesaidifIwantedhertoloveme,I
  mustn’tbeasaucy,impudentgirl,andIshouldgostraighthomeandthinkitover。
  Iwent,butIwassodazedatherthinkingIwantedhertoloveme,thatIhardlyheardMayandLeoncalling;whenIdidIwenttothecemeteryfenceandtheretheylayinthelonggrasswaiting。
  “Ifyoucried,wewerecomingbackandpitchintoher,“saidLeon。
  Therewasapointer。Nexttime,firstcutshegaveme,Idecidedtoscreambloodymurder。ButthatwouldbenoCrusaderway。
  Therewasonethingthough。NoCrusadereversatandheardaperfectlylovelyfightgoingon,andneverevenwonderedwhichwhipped。
  MayandLeonsteppedoneoneachside,tookahand,andweranlikeIndians,andsliddownthehillbetweenthebushes,climbedthefence,crossedthepasturebackofthechurch,andwenttothecreek。Therewesatonalog,Itoldthem,andwejustlaughed。Ididn’tknowwhatIcoulddotopaythem,fortheysavedmesureasfatethattime。
  IwishedwelivedinthewoodsthewayitwaswhenfatherandmotherweremarriedandmovedtoOhio。Thenearestneighbourswereninemiles,andtherewasn’tadollarforschoolfunds,soofcoursethechildrendidn’thavetogo,andwhattheirfathersandmotherstaughtthemwasalltheyknew。Thatwouldnothavehelpedmemuchthough,forweneverhadonesingleteacherwhoknewanythingtocomparewithwhatfatherandmotherdid,andweneverhadonewhowasforeverreadingbooks,papers,andlearningmorethingsthathelp,toteachotherpeople。Iwishedfatherhadtimetotakeourschool。Itwouldhavebeensomefuntogotohim,becauseIjustknewhewouldusethewoodsfortheroom,andteachusthingsitwoulddosomegoodtoknowabout。
  IbegandebatingwhetheritwasabigenoughthingtobothertheLordwith:thisbeingpennedupintheschoolhousedroningoverspellingandnumbers,whenyoucouldsmelltreebloom,flowerbloom,dozensofbirdswerenesting,andeverythingwasbeginningtohumwithlife。Icouldn’tthinkforthatpieceabout“Spring“
  goingoverinmyhead:
  “Iamcoming,Iamcoming:
  Hark!thelittlebeeishumming:
  See!thelarkissoaringhigh,Inthebrightandsunnysky;
  Allthebirdsareonthewing:
  Littlemaiden,nowisspring。“