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第35章

  guessthenitwassorryitevertookpeople’sham,andtheirgreens,andtheirblankets;anditcouldseeandhearthatithadnochance——tosaveitsskin。
  “OhLord!DearLord!Helpme!“Iprayed。
  Ithadtobeme,therewasnooneelse。Ineverhadopenedthebigdoors;Ithoughtittookaman,butwhenIpushedwithallmymight——andmaybeifthehairsofourheadswerenumbered,andthesparrowscounted,therewouldbealittlemercyforthefoxes——I
  askedforhelp;maybeIgotit。Thedoorswentback,andI
  climbeduptheladdertothehaymowafewstepsandclungthere,prayingwithallmymight:“Makethemcomein!DearLord,makethemcomein!Givethemachance!Helpthemtosavetheirskins,OLord!“
  Withawhizzandaflashonewentpastme,skimmedtheciderpress,andrushedacrossthehay;thentheother。IfelltothefloorandthenextthingIknewthedoorswereshut,andIwasbackatmyplace。Ijustwentdowninaheapandleanedagainstthewallandshook,andthenIlaughedandsaid:“Thankyou,Lord!Thankyouforhelpingwiththedoor!Andthefoxes!Thebeautifullittleredandwhitefoxes!They’vegottheirchance!
  They’llsavetheirskins!They’llgetbacktotheirholesandtheirbabies!PraisetheLord!“
  IknewwhenIheardthatcomeout,thatitwasexactlylikemyfathersaiditwhenAmosHurdwasredeemed。Ineverknewfathertosayitsoimpressivelybefore,becauseAmoshadbeensobad,peoplereallywereafraidofhim,andfathersaidifoncehegotstartedright,hewouldgoatitjustashardashehadgoneatwrongdoing。IsupposeIshouldn’thavesaiditaboutafox,whenthereweretheDorkings,andham,andwhitewooldresses,andallthat,buthonestly,Icouldn’trememberthatIcaredparticularlywhetherAmosHurdwasredeemedornot;hewasalwayslovelytochildren;whileIneverinallmylifehadwantedanythingworsethanIwantedthosefoxestosavetheirskins。Icouldhearthempantlikerunoutdogs;andIcouldhearmyself,andIhadn’tbeendrivenfrommyhomeandbabies,maybe——andchasedmilesandmiles,either。
  ThenIjustshook。Theycamepounding,roaringandbrayingrightaroundthebarn,anddownthelane。Thelittledoorflewopenandastrangemanstuckinhishead。
  “Shutthatdoor!“Iscreamed。“You’lllettheminonme,andtheybite!They’repoison!They’llkillme!“
  Ihadn’teventhoughtofitbefore。
  “Seeanyfoxes?“criedtheman。
  “Twocrossedourbarnyardheadedthatway!“Icriedback,pointingeast。“Shutthedoor!“
  Themancloseditandrancallingashewent:“It’sallright!
  Theycrossedthebarnyard。We’vegotthem!“
  Ibegantodanceandbeatmyhands,andthenIstoppedandheldmybreath。Theywerepassing,andthenoisewasdreadful。Theystruckthesidesofthebarn,pokedaroundthestrawstack,andsomethingmademelookup,andattheedgeofthehaystoodafoxreadytospring。Ifitdid,itwouldgofromthedoor,rightintothemidstthereof。Nothingbutmyredhoodsailingstraightatit,andayellIhave,droveitback。Noonehitthebarnagain,thelineclosedup,andwentonatarunnow,theyweresoanxioustomeetandseewhattheyhad。ThencamethebeatofhoofsandIsawthatalltheridershaddroppedback,andwerebehindthelineofpeopleonfoot。IwatchedLaddieasheflewpastwavingtome,andIgrabbedmyscarftowaveathim。ThePrincessflashedbysoswiftlyIcouldn’tseehowshelooked,andthenIheardavoiceIknewcry:“Ep!Ep!OverLad!“AndI
  almostfelldeadwhereIstood。Mr。Pryorsailedrightoverthebarnyardfenceintothecornfield,rippingthatdumb-bellashewent,andneckandneck,evenwithhim,ononeofhisfinesthorses,wasourLeon。Hisfeetwereinthestirrups,hehadthereinstight,healmoststoodashearose,hisfacewascrimson,hisheadbare,hiswhitehairflying,thegrandestsightyoueversaw。AtthetopofmyvoiceIscreamedafterthem,“Ep!Ep!
  Overlad!“andthenrememberedandlookedtoseeifIhadtochasebackthefoxes,buttheydidn’tmindonlyme,afterwhattheyhadbeenthrough。ThenIsatdownsuddenlyagain。
  Well!Whatwouldfatherthinkofthat!Leonkillahorseofoursindeed!TherehewasononeofMr。Pryor’s,worthasmuchassixoffather’snodoubt,flyingoverfences,andthecreekwascoming,andthebankwassteepbehindthebarn。Iwasupagainstrainingtosee。
  “Ep!Ep!Over!“rangthecry。
  Theretheywent!LaddieandthePrincesstoo。I’llneverspendanothercentonpaperdolls,candy,raisins,ororanges。I’llgiveallIhavetohelpLeonbuyhishorse;thenI’mgoingtobeginsavingformine。
  Thelineclosedup,asolidwallofmenwithsticks,clubsandguns;thedogsrangedoutside,andthoseonhorsebackstoppedwheretheycouldseebest;andinside,racedbackandforth,androundandround,livingcreatures。Icouldn’tcounttheymovedso,butevenatthatdistanceIcouldseethatsomewerepoorlittlecottontails。Thescaredthings!Awhackoverthehead,abackwardtoss,andthedogsweremouthingthem。Thelongtailed,sleek,gracefullymovingones,theywerefoxes,thefoxesdrivenfromtheirholes,andnothingonearthcouldsavetheirskinsforthemnow;thosemenmeanttohavethem。
  Ipulledthedoorsshutsuddenly。IwassosickIcouldscarcelystand。Ihadtowork,butatlastIpushedthewestdoorsopenagain。Idon’tthinktheLordhelpedmeanythattime,forI
  knewwhatittook——before,theyjustwent。OrmaybeHedidhelpmequiteasmuch,butIhadharderworktodomyshare,becauseI
  feltsodizzyandill。Anyway,theyopened。ThenIclimbedtheuprightladdertothetopbeam,walkedittothegranary,andthereIdanced,poundedandyelledsothatthefoxesjumpedfromthehay,leapedlightlytothethreshingfloor,andstoodlookingandlistening。Igavethemtimetohearwherethedreadfulracketwas,andthenIjumpedtothehayandthrewthepitchforkatthem。Itcamedownsmash!andbothofthemsprangfromthedoor。WhenIgotdowntheladderandwhereIcouldsee,theyweresorestedtheywerehikingacrossthecornfieldliketheyneverhadracedastepbefore;andastheclamourwentupbehindme,thatprobablymeantthefirstfoxhadlostitsbeautifulredandwhiteskin,theyreachedourwoodsinsafety。Thedoorswentshuteasier,andIstartedtothehousecryinglikeanyblubberingbaby;butwhenmotherturnedfromtheeastwindow,andInoticedherface,Iforgotthefoxes。
  “YousawLeon!“Icried。
  “ThatIdid!“sheexulted,rockingonhertoesthesameasshedoesattheMeetingHousewhensheisgoingtocry,“Glory!“anyminute。“ThatIdid!Ah!thebravelittlechap!Ah!thefinefellow!“
  Hercheeksweretheloveliestpink,andhereyesblazed。I
  scarcelyknewher。
  “Whatwillfathersay?“
  “Ifhisfatherisn’teveryparticleasproudofhimasIamthisday,I’veabigdisappointmentcoming,“sheanswered。“IfMr。
  Pryorchosetolethimtakethatfinehorse,andtaughthimhowtorideit,fathershouldbeglad。“
  “Ifhe’dgoneintothecreek,youwouldn’tfeelsofine。“
  “Ah!buthedidn’t!Hedidn’t!Hestucktothesaddleandsailedoverinonegrand,longsweep!Itwasfine!Ihope——tomysoul,Ihopehisfathersawit!“
  “Hedid!“Isaid。“Hedid!Hewasabouthalfwaydownthelane。
  Hewaswherehecouldseefine。“
  “Youdidn’tnotice——?“
  “IwaswatchingifLeonwentunder。Whatifhehad,mother?“
  “They’dhavetakenhimout,andbroughthimtome,andI’dhaveworkedwithallthestrengthandskillGodhasgivenme,andifitwerepossibletous,hewouldbesaved,andifitwerenot,itwouldbeaproudmomentforawomantoofferaboylikethattotheGodwhogavehim。Onewouldhavenothingtobeashamedof!“
  “Couldyoudoit,likeyouarenow,andnotcry,mother?“Iaskedwonderingly。
  “Patienceno!“saidshe。“Beforelongyouwillfindout,child,thatthefountainheadoftearsandlaughterliesinthesamespot,deepinawoman’sheart。Menweremadeforbigthings!
  Theymustbravethewildanimals,theIndians,fightthebattles,ridetheraces,tillthefields,buildthehomes。InthemakingofanewcountrymenmusthavethethingintheirsoulsthatcarriedLeonacrossthecreek。Ifhehadcheckedthathorseandgonetotheford,IwouldhavefallenwhereIstood!“
  “Fathercrossedtheford!“
  “True!Butthat’sdifferent。Heneverhadachanceatahorselikethat!Heneverhadtimeforfancypractice,andhisnosewouldhavebeenbetweenthepagesofabookifhehad。Butrememberthis!Yourfather’shandhasneverfaltered,andhisaimhasneverfailed。Allofusarehere,safeandcomfortable,throughhim。Itwasyourfatherwholedusacrossthewilderness,andfendedfromusthewildcat,wolf,andIndian。Hebuiltthishouse,clearedthisland,andgavetoallofusthethingwelove。Getthisinyourheadstraight。Yourfatherrodeaplowhorse;henevertriedflourishesinriding;butnomancanstickinthesaddlelonger,rideharder,andfaceanydangerwithcalmerfront。Ifyouthinkthisisanything,youshouldhaveseenhisfacethedayhestoodbetweenmeandabandofIndians,wehadeveryreasontothink,Ihadangeredtothefightingpoint。“
  “Tellme!Pleasetellme!“Ibegged。
  Allofushadbeenbroughtuponthatstory,butwewerecrazytohearit,andmotherlovedtotellit,soshedroppedonachairandbegan:
  “WewerealoneinacabininthebackwoodsofOhio。Elizabethwasonlyninemonthsold,andfatheralwayssaidamitetheprettiestofanybabyweeverhad。Manyoftheothershavelookedquiteaswelltome,butshewasthefirst,andhewassoproudofherhealwayswantedmetowaitinthewagonuntilhehitchedthehorses,sohewouldgettotakeandtocarryherhimself。Well,shewasinthecradle,cooingandlaughing,andI
  hadmyworkalldone,andcabinshining。Iwasheatingabigpokerred-hot,andburningholesintothefourcornersofaboardsofathercouldputlegsinittomakemeabench。Agreasyoldsquawcametothedoorwithherpapooseonherback。Shewantedtotradeberriesforbread。Therewereberrieseverywhereforthepicking;IhadmoredriedthanIcoulduseintwoyears。Weplantedonlyalittlepatchofwheatandfatherhadtoridethreedaystocarrytomillwhathecouldtakeonahorse。Ibakedinanoutovenandwhenitwasdone,aloafofwhitebreadwasbyfarthemostpreciousthingwehadtoeat。SometimesIwascaught,andforcedtoletitgo。OftenIbakedduringthenightandhidthebreadinthewheatatthebarn。TherewasnoneinthecabinthatdayandIsaidso。Shedidn’tbelieveme。Shesetherpapooseonthefloorbesidethefireplace,andwenttothecupboard。Therewasn’tacrumbthereexceptcornbread,andshedidn’twantthat。Shesaid:`Brod!Brod!’
  “ShelearnedthatfromtheGermansinthesettlement。Ishookmyhead。Thenshepulledoutabigsteelhuntingknife,suchasthewhitestradedtotheIndianssotheywouldhavenotroubleinscalpingusneatly,andwalkedtothecradle。Shetookthatknifelooselybetweenherthumbandsecondfingerandholdingitdirectlyabovemybaby’sface,sheswungitlightlybackandforthanddemanded:`Brod!Brod!’
  “Iftheknifefell,itwouldgostraightthroughmybaby’shead,andElizabethwasreachingherlittlehandsandlaughing。Therewasonlyonethingtodo,andIdidit。Icaughtthatred-hotpokerfromthefire,andstuckitsocloseherbaby’sface,thatthepapoosedrewbackandwhimpered。Iscarcelysawhowshesnatcheditupandleft。Whenyourfathercame,Itoldhim,andwedidn’tknowwhattodo。Weknewshewouldcomebackandbringherband。Ifwewerenotthere,theywouldburnthecabin,ruinourcrops,killourstock,takeeverythingwehad,andwecouldn’ttravelsofar,orsofast,thatontheirponiestheycouldn’tovertakeus。Weendangeredanyonewithwhomwesoughtrefuge,sowegrippedhands,kneltdownandtoldtheLordallaboutit,andwefelttheanswerwastostay。Fathercleanedthegun,andhoursandhourswewaited。
  “Aboutteno’clockthenextdaytheycame,fortybravesinwarpaintandfeathers。IcounteduntilIwastoosicktosee,thenItookthebabyinmyarmsandclimbedtotheloft,withourbigsteelknifeinonehand。Ifyourfatherfell,Iwastouseit,firstonElizabeth,thenonmyself。TheIndiansstoppedatthewoodyard,andthechiefofthebandcametothedoor,alone。
  Yourfathermethimwithhisguninreach,andforawholeeternitytheystoodsearchingeachother’seyes。IwasatthetrapdoorwhereIcouldseebothofthem。
  “TothedepthsofmysoulIenjoyedseeingLeontakethefenceandcreek:butwhatwasthat,child,tocomparewiththetimberthatstoodyourfatherlikeastonewallbetweenmeandfortyhalf-naked,paintbesmeared,maddenedIndians?Don’tletanyshowingthemenofto-daycanmakesetyoutothinkingthatfatherisn’takingamongmen。Notonce,butagainandagaininearlierdays,hefendeddangerfrommelikethat。Icanshutmyeyesandseehiswavinghair,hiswhitebrow,hissteelblueeyes,hisunfalteringhand。Idon’trememberthatIhadtimeoreventhoughttopray。Igrippedthebaby,andtheknife,andwaitedforthethingImustdoifanarroworashotsailedpastthechiefandfelledfather。Theystoodsecondaftersecond,liketwowoodenmen,andthenslowlyanddeliberatelythechieflightedhisbigpipe,drewafewpuffsandhandedittofather。