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第29章

  “Andtheyhadhimtosupper?“
  “Itwasadinnerservedatnight。Yes。HetookMrs。Pryorinonhisarm,anditwaslikeagrandparty,justastheyfixedforthemselves,alone。Waiters,andsilvertrays,andthingscarriedinandoutincourses。“
  “Myland!Well,Is’posehehadenoughschoolin’togethimthroughitallright!“
  Mymother’sfacegrewred。Sheneverleftanyoneindoubtastowhatshemeant。Fathersaidthat“wastheDutchofit。“AndmotheralwaysansweredthatifanyonelivingcouldputthingsplainerthantheEnglish,shewouldliketohearthemdoit。
  “Hecertainlyhad,“saidmother,“ortheywouldn’thaveinvitedhimtocomeagain。Andallmine,Mrs。Freshett,knewhowtositproperlyatthetable,andmanageaknife,forkandnapkin,beforetheyevertookamealawayfromhome。“
  “No’fence,“laughedMrs。Freshett。“Imeantthatmaybehisyearsofcollegeschoolin’hadgivehimwaysmoreliketheirsthanmostofushave。Forallthemoneyittakestosendaboytocollege,heoughttogetsomethin’outofitmorethanjestfillin’hisheadwithfiggers,an’stars,an’oratin’;an’mostalwaysyoucanseethathedoes。“
  “Itiscontactwithcultivatedpeople,“saidmother。“Youarealwaysinfluencedbyit,withoutknowingitoften。“
  “Maybeyouare,bein’sofineyourself,“saidMrs。Freshett。
  “An’metoo,InevergetamongmybettersthatIdon’tcarryhomealotIputrightintodailyuse,an’nobodyknowsitplainer。I
  comehereexpectin’tolearnthingsthathelpme,an’whenIgohomeIknowIhave。“
  “Why,thankyou,“saidmother。“I’msurethatisaverynicecompliment,andIwishIreallycouldfeelthatitiswelldeserved。“
  “OhIguessyoudo!“saidMrs。Freshettlaughing。“Ioftennoticedyoumakin’aspecialefforttoteachpuddin’headslikemesomethin’,an’Ialwaysthankyouforit。There’saworldinrightteachin’。Ineverhadany。SoallIcanpickupan’
  hammerintomineisagainformean’them。IfmyHenryhadlived,an’comeoutanythinglikethatboyo’yournan’theshowhemadelastSunday,I’ddowellifIdidn’tswellupan’bustwithpride。An’thelittletow-hairedstrip,takin’thegunan’
  startin’outaloneafterarobber,evenifhewa’n’tmuchofaman,thatwasdownrightspunky。Ifmyboyswillcomeoutanywherenearlikeyourn,I’llbeglad。“
  “Idon’tknowhowmyboyswillcomeout,“saidmother。“ButI
  work,pray,hope,andhangtothem;that’sallIknowtodo。“
  “Well,iftheydon’tcomeoutright,theyoughttobebumped!“
  saidMrs。Freshett。“Afterallthechancesthey’vehad!Idon’
  knowjesthowFreshettwasbrungup,butI’dnochanceatall。
  Myfolks——well,Iguessthelesssaid——littlepitchers,youknow!
  Ican’tseeasIwastoblame。Iwastheyoungest,an’Iknewthingswaswrong。Ifoughttogotoschool,an’papletmeenoughthatIsawhowotherpeoplelived。ComenightI’dgotothegarret,an’barthetrapdoor;buttherewouldbetimeswhenI
  couldn’thelpseein’whatwasgoin’on。How’dyoulikechancessuchasthatforagirlofyourn?“
  “Dreadful!“saidmother。“Mrs。Freshett,pleasedobecareful!“
  “Sure!“laughedMrs。Freshett。“Iwasjestgoin’totellyouaboutmean’Josiah。Hecometoourhouseonenight,astrangerofftheroad。Hesaidhewassick,an’tired,an’couldhehaveabed。Mothersaid,`No,forhimtomoveon。’Hetriedan’hecouldn’t。Theywassomethin’abouthim——well,youknowhowthemthingsgo!Iwa’n’tonlysixteen,butIfeltsosorryforhim,allfeverburnedandmumblin’,Ihelpedpapputhimtobed,an’
  doctoredhimallIcould。Comemornin’hewasasickman。Papwentforthecountydoctor,an’hetookjestonelookan’says:
  `Smallpox!Allofyegit!’
  “IwasboundIwouldn’tgo,butpapmademe,an’thedoctorsaidhe’dsendamanwho’dhadit;soIstarted,butIfeltsobad,comeachanctwhentheygottoGroveville,Islippedoutan’wentback。Themanhadn’tcome,soIsettoworkthebestIknowed。
  ’ForelongJosiahwasalittlebetteran’heaskedwhoIwas,an’
  wheremyfolkswent,an’Itoldhim,an’heaskedWHYIcamebackan’Ididn’tknowwhattosay,soIjesthungmyheadan’
  couldn’tfacehim。Afterawhilehesays,`Allright!IguessI
  gotthissizedup。Ifyou’llstayan’nussmethrough,I’llbewellenoughtopullyouout,bythetimeyougetit,an’soonasyou’reablewe’llsplice,ifyousayso。’
  “`Marryme,youmean?’saysI。Theywa’n’teveranytalkaboutmarryin’atourhouse。`Sure!’sayshe。`You’reamightylikelylookin’girl!I’lldofairbyye。’An’healwayshas,too!ButIdidn’tfeelrighttolethimgoitblind,soIjestupandsays。`Youwouldn’tifyouknowedmyfolks!’`YoulookasdecentasIdo,’sayshe;`I’llchanceit!’ThenItolehimI
  wasasgoodasIwasborn,an’hebelievedme,an’healwayshas,an’Iwastoo!SoInussedhim,butIdidn’tmakethejobofithedid。You’memberheispittedconsiderable。HewassostrongIjestcouldn’tkeephimfromdisfigerin’himself,buthetiedme。Ibeggedtobeloose,an’hewouldn’tlisten,soIgotacleanface,onlythreelittlescars,an’theyain’tdeeptospeakof。Hesayshelookslikeapieceofsidemeat,butsay!theyain’tnothin’thematterwithhislookstome!
  “Thenussmanneverdidcome,butthecountydoctorpassedthingsinthewinder,tillIwasovertheworst,an’Josiahsentforapreacheran’hemarriedusthroughthewinder——Igotthewritin’stoshow,allframedan’proper。Josiahsaidhe’dseeIgotalltheywasinitlongthatline,anyway。WhenIwaswell,hangedifhedidn’tperdooceawadfromhisclothesbeforetheyburnt’em,an’hegotusnewthingstowear,an’ahorse,an’wagon,an’wedrivawayherewherewethoughtwecouldstartright,an’
  afterwehadtheland,an’builtthecabin,an’jestashappyasheartcouldwish,longcomeamanI’dmademadonce,an’hetoleeverythin’upanddown。Josiahwasgoodaboutit。Heofferedtoselltheland,an’pullupan’gofurder。`What’stheuse?’saysI。`Hundredsknowit。Wecan’tgosofaritwon’tbeliketofollowus;le’sstayherean’fightit。’`Allright,’saysJosiah,buttimean’ag’inhehasofferedtogo,ifIcouldn’tmakeit。`Hangonalittlelonger,’saysI,everytimeheknewI
  wassnubbedan’slighted。Inevertolewhathedidn’tnotice。I
  triedchurch,whenmychildrenbegantogitasizeIwanted’emtohaverightteachin’,an’youcomean’welcomedmean’youbeenmyfriend,an’nowtheothersiscomin’overatlast,an’
  visitin’me,an’theyain’tathingmoreIwantinlife。“
  “Iamsoglad!“saidmother。“Ohmydear,Iamsoglad!“
  “Goin’righthomean’tellthattoJosiah,“saidMrs。Freshett,jumpinguplaughingandcryinglike,“an’mebbyI’lljestspreadwingsandfly!IneverwassohappyinallmylifeasIwasSunday,whenyouastmebeforeallofthem,socordiallike,an’
  saysItoJosiah,`We’llgoan’tryitonce,’an’wecomean’
  nobodyturnedacoldshoulderonus,an’Iwa’n’twearin’speckstoseeiftheydid,forIneverknowedhimsohappyinallhisdays。Orterheardhimwhistlegoin’home,an’he’stryin’allthemthingshelearned,onourplace,an’youcanseeitlooksaheapbettera’ready,an’nowhe’stalkin’aboutbuildin’inthespring。Iknowedhehadmoney,buthenevermentionedbuildin’
  before,an’Ialwaysthoughtitwasbekasehe’sposedlikelywe’dhavetomoveon,sometime。’Pearsnowasifwecansettle,an’
  livelikeotherfolks,afteralltheseyears。Iknowedyedidn’twantmetotalk,butIhadtotellyou!Whenyouastustotheweddin’,andothersbegancomin’round,saysItoJosiah,`Won’tshebegladtoknowthatmyskirtsisclear,an’IdidaswellasIcould?’An’hesays,`Thatshewill!An’moreamI,’sayshe。
  `Imightyproudofyou,’sayshe。Proud!Thinkofthat!MissStanton,I’djestwadefireandbloodforyou!“
  “Ohmydear!“saidmother。“Whatadreadfulthingtosay!“
  “Gimmethechanct,an’watchifIdon’t,“saidMrs。Freshett。
  “Now,JosiahisproudIstuckitout!Now,Icanhaveahouse!
  Now,mychildrencanhavealltheshowwecanraisetogive’em!
  I’mdonecringin’an’dodgin’!I’vealwaysdonemybest;
  henceforthImeantoholdupmyheadan’sayso。Isurecan’tbeheldforwhatwasdone’foreIwasonearth,orsinceneither。
  You’vegivenmemyshow,I’mgoin’totakeit,butifyouwanttoknowwhat’sinmyheartaboutyou,gimmeanykindofachancttoprove,an’seeifIdon’tponyrightuptoit!“
  Motherlaugheduntilthetearsrolled,shecouldn’thelpit。ShetookMrs。Freshettinherarmsandhuggedhertight,andkissedhermightynearlikeshedoesSarahHood。Mrs。Freshettthrewherarmsaroundmother,andlookedoverhershoulder,andsaidtome,“Sis,whenyougrowup,alwaystakeachanctonwelcomin’thestranger,likeyourmawdoes,an’heaven’sboundtobeyourhome!
  My,butyourmawisawomantobeproudof!“shesaid,huggingmotherandpattingherontheback。
  “Allofusareproudofher!“Iboasted。
  “Idoubtifyouareproudenough!“criedMrs。Freshett。“Ihavemydoubts!Idon’tseehowpeoplelivin’withher,an’seein’
  hereveryday,areinashapetoknowjestwhatshecandoforapersonintheplaceIwasin。Ihavemydoubts!“
  ThatnightwhenIwenthomefromschoolmotherwasworryingoverthebluegoose。Whenwewenttofeed,shetoldLeonthatshewasafraiditwasweak,andnotgettingenoughtoeatwhenitfedwiththeothers。Shesaidaftertheworkwasfinished,totakeitoutalone,andgiveitallitwouldeat;sowhenthehorsesweretended,thecowsmilked,everythingwatered,andthebarnreadytocloseforthenight,Laddietookthemilktothehouse,whileLeonandIcaughtthebluegoose,carriedhertothewell,andbegantoshellcorn。Shewasstarvedtodeath,almost。Sheateawholeearinnotimeandlookedformore,soLeonsentmeafteranother。Bythetimethatwasmostgoneshebegantoeatslower,andstickherbillintheairtohelpthegrainsslipdown,soItoldLeonIthoughtshehadenough。
  “Nosuchthing!“saidLeon。“Youdistinctlyheardmothertellmetogiveher`allshewouldeat。’She’seating,isn’tshe?Gobringanotherear!“
  Soshewas,butIwasdoubtfulaboutmore。
  LeonsaidIbettermindorhewouldtellmother,soIgotit。
  Shedidn’tbeginonitwithanyenthusiasm。Shestuckherbillhigher,stretchedhernecklonger,andshelookedsofunnywhenshedidit,thatwejustshrieked。ThenLeonreachedover,tookherbythebill,andstrippedhernecktohelpherswallow,andassoonasheletgo,shebegantoeatagain。
  “Yousee!“saidLeon,“she’sbeenstarved。Shecan’tgetenough。
  Imusthelpher!“
  Sohedidhelphereverylittlebit。Bythattimewewereinterestedinseeinghowmuchshecouldhold;andshelookedsofunnythatLeonsentmeformorecorn;butItoldhimIthoughtwhatsheneedednowwaswater,soweheldhertothetrough,andshetriedtodrink,butshecouldn’tswallowmuch。Wesetherdownbesidethecorn,andshewenttoeatingagain。
  “Goit,oldmill-hopper!“criedLeon。
  Rightthentherewasanawfulcommotioninthebarn,andfromthesquealingweknewoneofthehorseswasloose,andfightingtheothers。Werantofixthem,andhadatimetogetJobackintohisstall,andtied。Beforewehadeverythingsafe,thesupperbellrang,andIbetLeonapennyIcouldreachthehousewhileheshutthedoorandgotthere。Weforgoteverysinglethingaboutthegoose。
  AtsuppermotheraskedLeonifhefedthegooseallshewouldeat,andIlookedathimguilty-like,forIrememberedwehadn’tputherback。Hefrownedatmecrossasabear,andIknewthatmeanthehadremembered,andwouldslipbackandputherinsidewhenhefinishedhissupper,soIdidn’tsayanything。
  “Ididn’tfeedherALLshewouldeat!“saidLeon。“IfIhad,she’dbeatityet。Shewasstarvedsureenough!Youneversawanythinglikethecornshedowned。“
  “WellIdeclare!“saidmother。“Nowafterthis,takeheroutalone,forafewdays,andgiveherasmuchasshewants。“
  “Allright!“chuckledLeon,becauseitwasalotoffuntoseeherrunherbillaround,andgobbleupthecorn,andstickupherhead。
  ThenextdaywasSaturday,soafterbreakfastIwentwithLeontodrivethesheepandgeesetothecreektowater;thetroughwassohighitwasonlyforthehorsesandcattle;whenweletoutthegeese,theblueonewasn’tthere。
  “OhLeon,didyouforgettocomebackandputherin?“
  “YesIdid!“hesaid。“ImeanttowhenIlookedatyoutokeepstill,andIstartedtodoit,butSammyDeamwhistled,soIwentdownintheorchardtoseewhathewanted,andwegottoplanninghowtogetupafoxchase,andIstayeduntilfathercalledfornight,andthenIranandforgotallabouttheblameoldgoose。“
  “OhLeon!Whereisshe?Whatwillmothersay?’Sposeafoxgother!“
  “Itwouldn’thelpmeanyifithad,afterIwastoblameforleavingheroutside。Blastagirl!Ifyoueveramountedtoanything,youcouldhaveputherinwhileIfixedthehorses。Atleastyoucouldhavetoldmeto。“
  Istoodtheredumblikeandstaredathim。Hehasgottheawfulestwayoftellingthetruthwhenheisscaredorprovoked。
  OfcourseIshouldhavethoughtofthegoosewhenhewashavingsuchahardfightwiththehorses。IfI’dbeenlikehewas,I’dhavetoldhimthathewasolder,mothertoldHIMtodoit,anditwasn’tmyfault;butinmyheartIknewhedidhavehishandsfull,andifyou’reyourbrother’skeeper,yououghttoHELPyourbrotherremember。SoIstoodgawking,whileLeonslowlyturnedwhiterandwhiter。
  “Wemightaswellseeifwecanfindher,“hesaidatlast,soslowandhopelesslikeitmademyheartache。Sohestartedaroundthestrawstackoneway,andItheother,lookingintoalltheholes,andbeforeIhadgonefarIhadaglimpseofher,anditscaredmesoIscreamed,forherheadwasdown,andshedidn’tlookright。Leoncamerunningandpulledherout。Theswelledcornrolledinalittletrailafterher,andthepigsranupandbegantoeatit。PigsarenamedrighterthananythingelseI
  know。
  “Busted!“criedLeonintonesofawe;abouttheworstaweyoueverheard,andtheworstbustyoueversaw。
  Frombilltobreastshewaswideopen,andthehominyspilling。
  Wejuststoodstaringather,andthenLeonbegantokickthepigs;becauseitwouldbenousetokickthegoose;shewouldneverknow。Thenhetookherup,carriedherintothebarn,andputheronthefloorwheretheothergeesehadstayedallnight。
  Westoodandlookedathersomemore,asiflookingandhopingwouldmakehergetupandbealiveagain。Butthere’snothinginallthisworldsouselessaswishingdeadthingswouldcomealive;wehadtodosomething。
  “Whatareyougoingtotellmother?“
  “Shutup!“saidLeon。“I’mtryingtothink。“
  “I’llsayitwasasmuchmyfaultasyours。I’llgowithyou。
  I’lltakehalfwhatevertheydotoyou。“
  “Littlefool!“saidLeon。“Whatgoodwouldthatdome?“
  “Doyouknowwhattheycost?Couldyougetanotherwithsomeofyourhorsemoney?“