wentdownthehill,crossedthecreekonthestepping-stones,andfollowedthecowpathintothewoodspasture。Itranbesidethecreekbankthroughthespicethicketandblackberrypatches,underpawpawgroves,andbeneathgiantoaksandelms。Justwherethecreekturnedattheopenpasture,belowthechurchandcemetery,rightatthedeepbend,stoodthebiggestwhiteoakfatherowned。ItwasaboutatreeexactlylikethisthatanEnglishmanwroteabeautifulpoeminMcGuffey’sSixth,thatbegins:
“Asongtotheoak,thebraveoldoak,Whohathruledinthegreenwoodlong;
Here’shealthandrenowntohisbroadgreencrown,Andhisfiftyarmssostrong。“
Iknewitwasthesame,becauseIcountedthearmstimeandagain,andtherewereexactlyfifty。Therewasapawpawandspicehedgearoundthreesidesofthisone,andwaterontheother。Wildgrapesclimbedfromthebushestothelowerbranchesandtrailedbacktoearthagain。Here,IhadtwosecretsI
didn’tproposetotell。Onewasthatinthecrotchofsometiptopbranchesthebiggestchickenhawksyoueversawhadtheirnest,andiftheytooktoomanychickensfathersaidthey’dhavetobefrightenedalittlewithagun。Ican’tbegintotellhowIlovedthosehawks。TheydidtheonethingIwantedtomost,andnevercould。WhenIsawthemserenelysoarabovethelowestofthesoftfleecySeptemberclouds,Iwaswildwithenvy。I
wouldhavegonewithoutchickenmyselfratherthanhaveseenoneofthosesplendidbigbrownbirdsdroppedfromtheskies。Iwassocarefultoshieldthem,thatIselectedthisformyespecialretreatwhenIwantedmosttobealone,andIcarefullygatheredupanyoffalfromthenestthatmightpointouttheirlocation,andthrewitintothewaterwhereitrantheswiftest。
Ipartedthevinesandcreptwheretherootsofthebigoakstretchedlikebonyfingersoverthewater,thatwasslowlyeatingunderitandbaringitsroots。Isatonthemabovethewaterandthought。Ihaddecidedthedaybeforeaboutmygoingtoschool,andthedaybeforethat,andmany,manytimesbeforethat,andhereIwashavingtosettleitalloveragain。Doubledonthesakroots,atroubledlittlesoul,Isettleditoncemore。
Nobooksorteacherswereneededtotellmeaboutflowingwaterandfish,howhawksraisedtheirbroodsandkepthouse,aboutthesoftlycooingdovesofthespicethickets,thecuckoosslippingsnakelikeinandoutofthewildcrab-applebushes,orthebrownthrush’sweirdcallfromthethornbush。Iknewwhattheysaidanddid,buttheirnames,wheretheycamefrom,wheretheywentwhenthewindblewandthesnowfell——howwasIgoingtofindoutthat?Worseyetweretheflowers,butterflies,andmoths;theyweremysteriespastlearningalone,andwhilethenamesImadeupforthemwereprettyandsuitable,Iknewinallreasontheywouldn’tbethesameinthebooks。Ihadtogo,butnoonewilleverknowwhatitcost。Whenthesupperbellrang,Isatstill。
I’dhavetowaituntilatleasttwotableshadbeenserved,anyway,soIsatthereandnursedmymisery,lookedandlistened,andbyandbyIfeltbetter。Icouldn’tseeorhearathingthatwasstandingstill。Fathersaideventherocksgrewlargeryearbyyear。Thetreesweregettingbigger,thebirdswerebusy,andthecreekwasinadreadfulhurrytoreachtheriver。Itwaslikethatpoetrypiecethatsays:
“Whenaplayfulbrook,yougambolled,“
Mostlythatgambolledwordissaidaboutlambs
“Andthesunshineo’eryousmiled,Onyourbanksdidchildrenloiter,Lookingforthespringflowerswild?“
Thecreekwasmoreinearnestandworkingharderatpushingsteadilyaheadwithouteverstoppingthananythingelse;andlikethepoetrypieceagain,itreallydid“seemtosmileuponusasitquicklypassedusby。“Ihadtoquitplaying,andgotoworksometime;itmademesorrytothinkhowbehindIwas,becauseI
hadnotstartedtwoyearsbefore,whenIshould。Butthatcouldn’tbehelpednow。Alltherewasleftwastogothistime,forsure。Igotupheavilyandslowlyasanoldperson,andthenslippedoutandrandownthepathtothemeadow,becauseIcouldhearLeonwhistleashecametobringthecows。
ByfastrunningIcouldstartthemhomeforhim:Rose,Brindle,Bess,andPidy,SukeyandMuley;theyhadeatenallday,buttheystillsnatchedbitesastheywenttowardthegate。IwantedtosurpriseLeonandIdid。
“Gettinggood,ain’tyou?“heasked。“Whatdoyouwant?“
“Nothing!“Isaid。“IjustheardyoucomingandIthoughtI’dhelpyou。“
“Wherewereyou?“
“Playing。“
“Youdon’tlookasifyou’dbeenhavingmuchfun。“
“Idon’texpectevertohaveany,afterIbeginschool。“
“Oh!“saidLeon。“Itiskindoftoughthefirstdayortwo,butyou’llsoongetoverit。Youshouldhavebehavedyourself,andgonewhentheystartedyoutwoyearsago。“
“ThinkIdon’tknowit?“
Leonstoppedandlookedatmesharply。
“I’llhelpyounights,ifyouwantmeto,“heoffered。
“CanIeverlearn?“Iasked,almostreadytocry。
“Ofcourseyoucan,“saidLeon。“You’resmartastheothers,I
suppose。Thesevensandninesofthemultiplicationtablearethestickers,butyououghttodothemifothergirlscan。Youneedn’tfeelbadbecauseyouarebehindalittletostarton;youarejustthatmuchbetterpreparedtowork,andyoucansoonovertakethem。Youknowalotnoneoftherestofusdo,andsomedayitwillcomeyourturntoshowoff。Cheerup,you’llbeallright。“
Menaresuchacomfort。Ipressedcloserformore。
“DoyousupposeIwill?“Iasked。
“Ofcourse,“saidLeon。“Anyminutethewoods,orbirds,orflowersarementionedyourtimewillcome;andallofuswillhearyoureadandhelpnights。I’djustassoonasnot。“
Thatwasthemostsurprisingthing。Heneverofferedtohelpmebefore。Heneveractedasifhecaredwhatbecameofme。MaybeitwasbecauseLaddiealwayshadtakensuchgoodcareofme,Leonhadnochance。Heseemedwillingenoughnow。Ilookedathimclosely。
“You’llfindoutI’lllearnthingsifItry,“Iboasted。“AndyouwillfindoutIdon’ttellsecretseither。“
“I’vebeenwaitingforyoutopipeupabout——“
“Well,Ihaven’tpiped,haveI?“
“Notyet。“
“Iamnotgoingtoeither。“
“Ialmostbelieveyou。Agirlyoucouldtrustwouldbeafunnythingtosee。“
“TellmewhatyouknowaboutLaddie,andseeifI’mfunny。“
“You’dtelltalesureaslife!“
“Well,ifyouknowit,heknowsitanyway。“
“Hedoesn’tknowWHATIknow。“
“Well,becarefulanddon’tworrymother。Youknowhowsheissincethefever,andfathersaysallofusmustthinkofher。Ifit’sanythingthatwouldbotherher,don’ttellbeforeher。“
“Say,lookyhere,“saidLeon,turningonmesharply,“isallthissuddenconsiderationformotherorareyouleggingforLaddie?“
“Forboth,“Iansweredstoutly。
“MostlyforLaddie,justthesame。Youcan’tfoolme,missy。I
won’ttellyouoneword。“
“Youneedn’t!“Ianswered,“Idon’tcare!“
“Yesyoudo,“hesaid。“You’dgiveanythingtofindoutwhatI
know,andthenruntoLaddiewithit,butyoucan’tfoolme。I’mtoosmartforyou。“
“Allright,“Isaid。“YougoandtellanythingonLaddie,andI’llwatchyou,andfirsttrickIcatchyouat,I’lldosometellingmyself,Smarty。“
“That’sagamemorethanonecanplayat,“saidLeon。“Goahead!“
CHAPTERV
TheFirstDayofSchool“Birdsintheirlittlenestsagree。
Andwhycan’twe?“
B-i-r-d-s,birds,i-n,in,t-h-e-i-r,their,l-i-t-t-l-e,little,n-e-s-t-s,nests,a-g-r-e-e,agree。“
Myfeetburnedinmynewshoes,butmostofmybodywaschillingasIstoodbesideMissAmeliaontheplatform,beforethewholeschool,andfollowedthepointofherpencil,while,aletteratatime,Ispelledaloudmyfirstsentence。Nothingeverhadhappenedtomeasbadasthat。Iwasnotusedtosomuchclothing。Itwasliketakingacoltfromthewoodspastureandputtingitintoharnessforthefirsttime。ThatlovelySeptembermorningIfollowedLeonandMaydownthedustyroad,myheartsickwithdread。
MaywassomuchsmallerthatIcouldhavepickedherupandcarriedher。Shewasagentle,lovinglittlething,untilsomeonewenttoofar,andthentheygotwhattheydeserved,allatonceandrightaway。
Manyofthepupilswerewaitingbeforethechurch。Leonclimbedthesteps,madeadeepbow,wavedtowardtheschoolbuildingacrosstheway,andwhatheintendedtosaywas,“Stillsitstheschoolhousebytheroad,“buthewasalittleexcitedandthes’sdoubledhistongue,sothatweheard:“Shillstitstheschoolhousebytheroad。“WejustyelledandIforgotalittleaboutmyself。
WhenMissAmeliacametothedoorandrangthebell,Maymusthaverememberedsomethingofhowherfirstdayfelt,foraswereachedthestepsshewaitedforme,tookmeinwithher,andfoundmeaseat。Ifshehadnot,I’mquitesureI’dhaverunawayandfoughtuntiltheyleftmeinfreedom,asIhadtwoyearsbefore。AllforenoonIhadshiveredinmyseat,whileclasseswerearranged,andtheelderpupilswerestartedontheirwork;
thenMissAmeliacalledmetoherontheplatformandtriedtofindouthowmuchschoolingIhad。IwasashamedthatIknewsolittle,buttherewasnosenseinhermakingmespellafterapencil,likeababy。I’dneverseenthebookshepickedup。I
couldreadthelineshepointedto,andItoldherso,butshesaidtospellthewords;soIthoughtshehadtobeobeyed,foronepoetrypieceIknowsays:
“QuicklyspeedyourstepstoschoolAndtheremindyourteacher’srule。“
IcanseeMissAmeliato-day。Herpalefacewaslineddeeperthanever,herdrabhairwasdraggedbacktighter。Sheworeablackcalicodresswithwhitehuckleberries,andawhitecalicoapronfiguredinlargeblackapples,eachhavingastemandtwoleaves。Indressshewasafruitfulperson。Shehadbeenasurprisetoallofus。Chipperasasparrow,shehadhopped,andchattered,anddartedhereandthere,untilthehourofopening。
Theninthestressofarrangingclassesandgettingstarted,allherbirdlikewaysslippedfromher。Sternandbonyshestoodbeforeus,andwithacoldlightinherpaleeyes,shebeganbusinessinamannerthatmadeJohnnyHoodforgetallabouthispaperwads,andLeoncommencedstudyinglikeagoodboy,andnevereventriedtohavefunwithher。Everyonewassosurprisedyoucouldnoticeit,exceptMay,andshelooked,“I
toldyouso!“evenintheback。ShehadawayofdoingthatverythingasIneversawanyoneelse。Fromthesetofherhead,howshecarriedhershoulders,thestiffnessofherspine,andhermannerofwalking,ifyouknewherwell,youcouldtellwhatshethought,thesameasifyousawherface。
Ifollowedthatpencilpointandinahuskyvoicerepeatedtheletters。IcouldseeTillieBaherlaughingatmefrombehindhergeography,andeveryoneelsehadstoppedwhattheyweredoingtowatchandlisten,soIforgottobethankfulthatIevenknewmyabc’s。Ispelledthroughthesentence,pronouncedthewordsandrepeatedthemwithoutmuchthoughtastothemeaning;atthatmomentitdidn’toccurtomethatshehadchosenthelessonbecausefatherhadtoldherhowImadefriendswiththebirds。
Thenightbeforehehadbeenputtingmethroughmemorytests,andIhadrecitedpoemafterpoem,evenlongonesintheSixthReader,andnevermadeonemistakewhenthepiecewasaboutbirds。Atourhouse,weheardnextday’slessonsforallagesgoneovereverynightsooften,thatwecouldn’thelpknowingthembyheart,ifwehadanybrainsatall,andIjustlovedtogetthebigfolk’sreadersandlearnthebirdpieces。Fatherhadbeentellingheraboutit,soforthatreasonshethoughtshewouldstartmeonthebirds,butI’msureshemademespellafterapencilpoint,likeababy,onpurposetoshameme,becauseI
wastwoyearsbehindtheotherswhowerenearmyage。AsI
repeatedthelineMissAmeliathoughtshesawherchance。Shesprangtoherfeet,trippedafewstepstowardthecentreoftheplatform,andcried:“Classes,attention!OurYoungestPupilhasjustcompletedherfirstsentence。ThissentencecontainsaThought。ItisawonderfullybeautifulThought。AThoughtthatsuggestsagreatmorallessonforeachofus。`Birrrds——intheirlittlenests——agreeee。’“
NeverhaveIheardcooingsweetnesstoequalthemeltingtonesinwhichMissAmeliadrawledthosewords。Thenshecontinued,afteragoodlongpauseinordertogiveustimetoallowthe“Thought“
tosinkin:“Thereisalessoninthisforallofus。Wearehereinourschoolroom,likelittlebirdsintheirnest。Nowhowcharmingitwouldbeifallofuswouldfollowtheexampleofthebirds,andatourwork,andinourplay,agreeee——bekind,loving,andconsiderateofeachother。Letusallrememberalwaysthiswonderfultruth:`Birrrrds——intheirlittlenests——
agreeeee!’“
InthreestepsIlaidholdofherapron。OnlylastnightLeonhadsaiditwouldcome,yetwhoeverwouldhavethoughtthatI’dgetachancelikethis,sosoon。
“Hobuttheydon’t!“Icried。“Theyfightlikeanything!Everydaytheymakethefeathersfly!“
InabackwardstrokeMissAmelia’sfingers,bigandbony,struckmycheekablowthatnearlyupsetme。Aredwavecrossedherface,andhereyessnapped。Ineverhadbeensosurprisedinallmylife。Iwasonlygoingtotellherthetruth。Whatshehadsaidwasaltogetherfalse。EversinceIcouldrememberIhadwatchedcourtingmalebirdsfightalloverthefarm。Afteracouplehadpaired,andwerenestbuilding,thefatheralwaysdroveeveryotherbirdfromhislocation。InbuildingIhadseenhimpeckedfortryingtoplaceatwig。Ihadseenthathappenagainformerelyofferingfoodtothemother,ifshedidn’thappentobehungry,orfortryingtomakelovetoherwhenshewasbrooding。Ifayoungbirdfailedtogetthebiteitwanted,itsometimesgrabbedoneofitsnestmatesbythebill,ortheeyeeven,andtriedtoswallowitwhole。Alwaystheoldestandstrongestclimbedontopoftheyoungestandfooledhismammyintofeedinghimmostbyhavinghisheadhighest,hismouthwidest,andbeggingloudest。Therecouldbenomistake。IwassoamazedIforgottheblow,asIstaredatthefoolwoman。
“Idon’tseewhyyouslapme!“Icried。“It’sthetruth!Lotsoftimesoldbirdspulloutbunchesoffeathersfighting,andyoungonesinthenestsbiteeachotheruntiltheysqueal。“
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