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第7章

  ThenyoungGarvell,givingwaybeforemyslogging,stumbledandfelloverabigflint,andI,stillfollowingthetraditionofmyclassandschool,promptlyflungmyselfonhimtofinishhim。Wewerebusywitheachotheronthegroundwhenwebecameawareofadreadfulinterruption。
  “Shutup,youFOOL!”saidArchie。
  “Oh,LadyDrew!”IheardBeatricecry。“They’refighting!
  They’refightingsomethingawful!”
  Ilookedovermyshoulder。Archie’swishtogetupbecameirresistible,andmyresolvetogoonwithhimvanishedaltogether。
  Ibecameawareofthetwooldladies,presencesofblackandpurplesilkandfurandshiningdarkthings;theyhadwalkedupthroughtheWarren,whilethehorsestookthehilleasily,andsohadcomeuponus。Beatricehadgonetothematoncewithanairoftakingrefuge,andstoodbesideandalittlebehindthem。Webothrosedejectedly。Thetwooldladieswereevidentlyquitedreadfullyshocked,andpeeringatuswiththeirpooroldeyes;
  andneverhadIseensuchatremblementinLadyDrew’slorgnettes。
  “You’veneverbeenfighting?“saidLadyDrew。
  “Youhavebeenfighting。”
  “Itwasn’tproperfighting。”snappedArchie,withaccusingeyesonme。
  “It’sMrs。Ponderevo’sGeorge!”saidMissSomerville,soaddingaconvictionforingratitudetomyevidentsacrilege。
  “HowcouldheDARE?”criedLadyDrew,becomingveryawful。
  “Hebroketherules“saidArchie,sobbingforbreath。“I
  slipped,and——hehitmewhileIwasdown。Hekneltonme。”
  “HowcouldyouDARE?”saidLadyDrew。
  Iproducedanexperiencedhandkerchiefrolledupintoatightball,andwipedthebloodfrommychin,butIofferednoexplanationofmydaring。Amongotherthingsthatpreventedthat,Iwastooshortofbreath。
  “Hedidn’tfightfair。”sobbedArchie。
  Beatrice,frombehindtheoldladies,regardedmeintentlyandwithouthostility。Iaminclinedtothinkthemodificationofmyfacethroughthedamagetomylipinterestedher。ItbecamedimlyapparenttomyconfusedintelligencethatImustnotsaythesetwohadbeenplayingwithme。Thatwouldnotbeaftertherulesoftheirgame。Iresolvedinthisdifficultsituationuponasulkysilence,andtotakewhateverconsequencesmightfollow。
  ThepowersofjusticeinBladesovermadeanextraordinarymessofmycase。
  IhaveregretfullytoadmitthattheHonourableBeatriceNormandydid,attheageoften,betrayme,abandonme,andliemostabominablyaboutme。Shewas,asamatteroffact,panic-strickenaboutme,consciencestrickentoo;sheboltedfromtheverythoughtofmybeingheraffiancedloverandsoforth,fromthefaintestmemoryofkissing;shewasindeedaltogetherdisgracefulandhumaninherbetrayal。Sheandherhalf-brotherliedinperfectconcord,andIwaspresentedasawantonassailantofmysocialbetters。TheywerewaitingaboutintheWarren,whenIcameupandspoketothem,etc。
  Onthewhole,InowperceiveLadyDrew’sdecisionswere,inthelightoftheevidence,reasonableandmerciful。
  Theywereconveyedtomebymymother,whowas,Ireallybelieve,evenmoreshockedbythegrossnessofmysocialinsubordinationthanLadyDrew。Shedilatedonherladyship’skindnessestome,ontheeffronteryandwickednessofmyprocedure,andsocameatlasttothetermsofmypenance。“YoumustgouptoyoungMr。
  Garvell,andbeghispardon。”
  “Iwon’tbeghispardon。”Isaid,speakingforthefirsttime。
  Mymotherpaused,incredulous。
  Ifoldedmyarmsonhertable-cloth,anddeliveredmywickedlittleultimatum。“Iwon’tbeghispardonnohow。”Isaid。
  “See?”
  “ThenyouwillhavetogoofftoyouruncleFrappatChatham。”
  “Idon’tcarewhereIhavetogoorwhatIhavetodo,Iwon’tbeghispardon。”Isaid。
  AndIdidn’t。
  AfterthatIwasoneagainsttheworld。Perhapsinmymother’shearttherelurkedsomepityforme,butshedidnotshowit。
  Shetookthesideoftheyounggentleman;shetriedhard,shetriedveryhard,tomakemesayIwassorryIhadstruckhim。
  Sorry!
  Icouldn’texplain。
  SoIwentintoexileinthedog-carttoRedwoodstation,withJukesthecoachman,coldlysilent,drivingme,andallmypersonalbelongingsinasmallAmericanclothportmanteaubehind。
  IfeltIhadmuchtoembitterme;thegamehadandthebeginningsoffairnessbyanystandardsIknew。ButthethingthatembitteredmemostwasthattheHonourableBeatriceNormandyshouldhaverepudiatedandfledfrommeasthoughIwassomesortofleper,andnotevenhavetakenachanceorso,togivemeagood-bye。Shemighthavedonethatanyhow!SupposingIhadtoldonher!Butthesonofaservantcountsasaservant。Shehadforgottenandnowremembered。
  IsolacedmyselfwithsomeextraordinarydreamofcomingbacktoBladesover,stern,powerful,afterthefashionofCoriolanus。I
  donotrecallthedetails,butIhavenodoubtIdisplayedgreatmagnanimity。
  Well,anyhowIneversaidIwassorryforpoundingyoungGarvell,andIamnotsorrytothisday。
  WhenIwasthusbanishedfromBladesoverHouse,asitwasthenthoughtforgoodandall,Iwassentbymymotherinavindictivespirit,firsttohercousinNicodemusFrapp,andthen,asafullyindenturedapprentice,tomyunclePonderevo。
  IranawayfromthecareofmycousinNicodemusbacktoBladesoverHouse。
  MycousinNicodemusFrappwasabakerinabackstreet——aslumrather——justoffthatmiserablenarrowmeanhighroadthatthreadsthoseexquisitebeads,RochesterandChatham。Hewas,I
  mustadmit,ashocktome,muchdominatedbyayoung,plump,prolific,malingeringwife;abent,slow-moving,unwillingdarkmanwithflourinhishairandeyelashes,inthelinesofhisfaceandtheseamsofhiscoat。I’veneverhadachancetocorrectmyearlyimpressionofhim,andhestillremainsanalmostdreadfulmemory,asortofcaricatureofincompetentsimplicity。AsIrememberhim,indeed,hepresentedtheserviletraditionperfected。Hehadnoprideinhisperson;fineclothesanddressingupwasn’t“forthelikesof“him,sothathegothiswife,whowasnoartistatit,tocuthisblackhairatirregularintervals,andlethisnailsbecomedisagreeabletothefastidiouseye;hehadnoprideinhisbusinessnoranyinitiative;hisonlyvirtueswerenotdoingcertainthingsandhardwork。“Youruncle。”saidmymother——allgrown-upcousinswereunclesbycourtesyamongtheVictorianmiddle-class——“isn’tmuchtolookatortalkto,buthe’saGoodHard-WorkingMan。”
  Therewasasortofbasehonourablenessabouttoil,howeverneedless,inthatsystemofinversion。Anotherpointofhonourwastoriseatorbeforedawn,andthenlaboriouslymuddleabout。
  ItwasverydistinctlyimpressedonmymindthattheGoodHard-WorkingManwouldhavethoughtit“fal-lallish“toownapockethandkerchief。PooroldFrapp——dirtyandcrushedby,productof,Bladesover’smagnificence!Hemadenofightagainsttheworldatall,hewasflounderinginsmalldebtsthatwerenotsosmallbutthatfinallytheyoverwhelmedhim,whenevertherewasoccasionforanyexertionhiswifefellbackuponpainsandher“condition。”andGodsentthemmanychildren,mostofwhomdied,andso,bytheircomingandgoing,gaveadoubleexerciseinthevirtuesofsubmission。