“CouldyoutoLiverpool?”hereturned。
“ToLiverpool?”shegasped。“Whatdoyoumean?”
“MerelythattheCupaniaissailingonthetwentieth,andI’vetelegraphedtoknowifwecangetaroom。I’mafraiditwon’tbeagoodone,butshe’sthefirstboatout,and——“
“No,indeed,wewon’tgotoLiverpool,andwewillnevergohometillyou’vehadyourafter-cureinHolland。”Shewasveryfirminthis,butsheadded,“Wewillstayanothernight,here,andgototheHaguetomorrow。Sitdown,andletustalkitover。Wherewerewe?”
Shelaydownonthesofa,andheputashawloverher。“WewerejuststartingforLiverpool。”
“No,noweweren’t!Don’tsaysuchthings,dearest!Iwantyoutohelpmesumitall,up。Youthinkit’sbeenasuccess,don’tyou?”
“Asacure?”
“No,asasilverweddingjourney?”
“Perfectlyhowling。”
“Idothinkwe’vehadagoodtime。Ineverexpectedtoenjoymyselfsomuchagainintheworld。Ididn’tsupposeIshouldevertakesomuchinterestinanything。Itshowsthatwhenwechoosetogetoutofourrutweshallalwaysfindlifeasfreshanddelightfulasever。Thereisnothingtopreventourcominganyyear,nowthatTom’sshownhimselfsocapable,andhavinganothersilverweddingjourney。Idon’tliketothinkofit’sbeingconfinedtoGermanyquite。”
“Oh,Idon’tknow。WecanalwaystalkofitasourGerman-SilverWeddingJourney。”
“That’strue。ButnobodywouldunderstandnowadayswhatyoumeantbyGerman-silver;it’sperfectlygoneout。Howuglyitwas!Asortofgreasyyellowishstuff,alwaysgettingwornthrough;Ibelieveitwasmadewornthrough。AuntMaryhadacastorofit,thatIcanrememberwhenIwasachild;itwentintothekitchenlongbeforeIgrewup。
WouldajokelikethatconsoleyouforthelossofItaly?”
“Itwouldgofartodoit。AndasaGerman-SilverWeddingJourney,it’scertainlybeenverycomplete。”
“Whatdoyoumean?”
“It’sgivenusarepresentativevarietyofGermancities。FirstwehadHamburg,youknow,agreatmoderncommercialcentre。”
“Yes!Goon!”
“ThenwehadLeipsic,theacademic。”
“Yes!”
“ThenCarlsbad,thesupremetypeofaGermanhealthresort;thenNuremberg,themediaeval;thenAnspach,theextinctprincelycapital;
thenWurzburg,theecclesiasticalrococo;thenWeimar,fortheliteratureofagreatepoch;thenimperialBerlin;thenFrankfort,thememoryoftheoldfreecity;thenDusseldorf,thecentreofthemostpoignantpersonalinterestintheworld——Idon’tseehowwecouldhavedonebetter,ifwe’dplanneditall,andnotactedfromsuccessiveimpulses。”
“It’sbeengrand;it’sbeenperfect!AsGerman-SilverWeddingJourneyit’sperfect——itseemsasifithadbeenordered!ButIwillneverletyougiveupHolland!No,wewillgothisafternoon,andwhenIgettoSchevleningen,I’llgotobed,andstaythere,tillyou’vecompletedyourafter-cure。”
“Doyouthinkthatwillbewildlygayfortheconvalescent?”
Shesuddenlybegantocry。“Oh,dearest,whatshallwedo?Ifeelperfectlybrokendown。I’mafraidI’mgoingtobesick——andawayfromhome!Howcouldyoueverletmeoverdo,so?”Sheputherhandkerchieftohereyes,andturnedherfaceintothesofapillow。
Thiswasratherharduponhim,whomhervividenergyandinextinguishableinteresthadnotpermittedamoment’srespitefrompleasuresincetheyleftCarlsbad。Buthehadbeenmarried,toolongnottounderstandthatherblameofhimwasonlyaformofself-reproachforherownself-
forgetfulness。Shehadnotrememberedthatshewasnolongeryoungtillshehadcometowhathesawwasanervouscollapse。Thefacthaditspathosanditspoetrywhichnoonecouldhavefeltmorekeenlythanhe。
Ifitalsohaditsinconvenienceanditsdangerherealizedthesetoo。
“Isabel。”hesaid,“wearegoinghome。”
“Verywell,thenitwillbeyourdoing。”
“Quite。DoyouthinkyoucouldstanditasfarasCologne?Wegetthesleeping-carthere,andyoucanliedowntherestofthewaytoOstend。”
“Thisafternoon?WhyI’mperfectlystrong;it’smerelymynervesthataregone。”Shesatup,andwipedhereyes。“ButBasil!Ifyou’redoingthisforme——“
“I’mdoingitformyself。”saidMarch,ashewentoutoftheroom。
Shestoodthejourneyperfectlywell,andinthepassagetoDovershesufferedsolittlefromtheroughweatherthatshewasanexampletomanyrobustmatronswhofilledtheladies’cabinwiththenoiseoftheiranguishduringthenight。ShewouldhaveinsistedupontakingthefirsttrainuptoLondon,ifMarchhadnotrepresentedthatthiswouldnotexpeditethesailingoftheCupania,andthatshemightaswellstaytheforenoonattheconvenientrailwayhotel,andrest。Itwasnotquitehisidealofreposethatthefirstpeopletheysawinthecoffee-roomwhentheywenttobreakfastshouldbeKenbyandRoseAdding,whowerehavingtheirteaandtoastandeggstogetherinthegreatestapparentgood-
fellowship。Hesawhiswifeshrinkbackinvoluntarilyfromtheencounter,butthiswasonlytogatherforceforit;andthenextmomentshewasupontheminallthejoyofthesurprise。ThenMarchallowedhimselftobeasgladastheothersbothseemed,andheshookhandswithKenbywhilehiswifekissedRose;andtheyalltalkedatonce。IntheconfusionoftonguesitwaspresentlyintelligiblethatMrs。Kenbywasgoingtobedowninafewminutes;andKenbytookMarchintohisconfidencewithasmilewhichwas,almostawinkinexplainingthatheknewhowitwaswiththeladies。HesaidthatRoseandheusuallygotdowntobreakfastfirst,andwhenhehadlistenedinattentivelytoMrs。
March’sapologyforbeingonherwayhome,hetoldherthatshewasluckynottohavegonetoSchevleningen,wheresheandMarchwouldhavefrozentodeath。HesaidthattheyweregoingtospendSeptemberatalittleplaceontheEnglishcoast,nearby,wherehehadbeenthedaybeforewithRosetolookatlodgings,andwhereyoucouldbatheallthroughthemonth。HewasnotsurprisedthattheMarchesweregoinghome,andsaid,Well,thatwastheiroriginalplan,wasn’tit?
Mrs。Kenby,appearinguponthis,pretendedtoknowbetter,aftertheoutburstofjoyfulgreetingwiththeMarches;andintelligentlyremindedKenbythatheknewtheMarcheshadintendedtopassthewinterinParis。
Shewaslookingextremelypretty,butshewishedonlytomakethemseehowwellRosewaslooking,andsheputherarmroundhisshouldersasshespoke,Schevleningenhaddonewondersforhim,butitwasfearfullycoldthere,andnowtheywereexpectingeverythingfromWestgate,wheresheadvisedMarchtocome,too,forhisafter-cure:sherecollectedintimetosay,Sheforgottheywereontheirwayhome。Sheaddedthatshedidnotknowwhensheshouldreturn;shewasmerelyapassenger,now;shelefteverythingtothemenofthefamily。Shehad,infact,theairofhavingthrownoffeveryresponsibility,butinsupremacy,notsubmission。
ShewasalwaysorderingKenbyabout;shesenthimforherhandkerchief,andherringswhichshehadlefteitherinthetrayofhertrunk,oronthepin-cushion,oronthewash-standorsomewhere,andforbadehimtocomebackwithoutthem。Heaskedforherkeys,andthenwithajoyfulscreamsheownedthatshehadleftthedoor-keyinthedoorandthewholebunchoftrunk-keysinhertrunk;andKenbytreateditallasthegreatestjoke;Rose,too,seemedtothinkthatKenbywouldmakeeverythingcomeright,andhehadlostthatlookofanxietywhichheusedtohave;atthemostheshowedafriendlysympathyforKenby,forwhosesakeheseemedmortifiedather。HewasunabletoregardhismotherasthedelightfuljokewhichsheappearedtoKenby,butthatwasmerelytemperamental;andhewasneverdistressedexceptwhenshebehavedwithunreasonablecapriceatKenby’scost。
AsforKenbyhimselfhebetrayednodissatisfactionwithhisfatetoMarch。HeperhapsnolongerregardedhiswifeasthatstrongcharacterwhichhehadsometimesweariedMarchbycelebrating;butshewasstillthemostbrilliantintelligence,andhercharmseemedonlytohavegrownwithhisperceptionofitswilfullimitations。Hedidnotwanttotalkabouthersomuch;hewantedrathertotalkaboutRose,hishealth,hiseducation,hisnature,andwhatwasbesttodoforhim。ThetwowereontermsofaconfidenceandaffectionwhichperpetuallyamusedMrs。Kenby,butwhichleftthesympatheticwitnessnothingtodesireintheirrelation。