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  “Oh,youmaylaugh!Butthereissomethingveryexciting!”Shetoldhimwhathadhappened,andofherbeliefthatBurnamy’shandsomebehaviorhadsomehownotbeenmetinkind。
  Marchgavehimselfthepleasureofanimmenselaugh。“ItseemstomethatthisMr。Burnamyofyourswantedalittlemoregratitudethanhewasentitledto。Whyshouldn’thehaveofferedhimthelowerberth?Andwhyshouldn’ttheoldgentlemanhavetakenitjustashedid?Didyouwanthimtomakeacounterofferofhisdaughter’shand?Ifhedoes,IhopeMr。Burnamywon’tcomeforyouradvicetillafterhe’sacceptedher。”
  “Hewasn’tverycandid。Ihopedyouwouldspeakaboutthat。Don’tyouthinkitwasrathernatural,though?”
  “Forhim,verylikely。ButIthinkyouwouldcallitsinuousinsomeoneyouhadn’ttakenafancyto。”
  “No,no。Iwishtobejust。Idon’tseehowhecouldhavecomestraightatit。Andhedidownupatlast。”SheaskedhimwhatBurnamyhaddoneforthemagazine,andhecouldremembernothingbutthatonesmallpoem,yetunprinted;hewasrathervagueaboutitsvalue,butsaidithadtemperament。
  “Hehastemperament,too。”shecommented,andshehadmadehimtellhereverythingheknew,orcouldbeforcedtoimagineaboutBurnamy,beforesheletthetalkturntootherthings。
  Thelifeofthepromenadehadalreadysettledintoseafaringform;thesteamerchairswerefull,andpeoplewerereadingordozinginthemwithaneffectoflonghabit。Thosewhowouldbewalkingupanddownhadbeguntheirwalks;somehadbegungoinginandoutofthesmoking-room;
  ladieswhowereeasilyaffectedbythemotionwerelyingdowninthemusic-room。Groupsofbothsexeswerestandingatintervalsalongtherail,andthepromenaderswereobligedtodoubleonabriefercourseorworkslowlyroundthem。Shuffleboardpartiesatonepointandring-tosspartiesatanotherwereformingamongtheyoungpeople。Itwasaslivelyanditwasasdullasitwouldbetwothousandmilesatsea。Itwasnottheleastcooler,yet;butifyousatstillyoudidnotsuffer。
  Inthepromptmonotonythetimewasalreadypassingswiftly。Thedeck-
  stewardseemedhardlytohavebeenroundwithteaandbouillon,andhehadnotyetgatheredupalltheemptycups,whenthehornforlunchsounded。Itwastheyoungestofthetable-stewardswhogavethesummonstomeals;andwhenevertheprettyboyappearedwithhisbugle,funnypassengersgatheredroundhimtomakehimlaugh,andstophimfromwindingit。Hispartofthejokewastofulfillhisdutywithgravity,andonlytogivewaytoasmileoftriumphashewalkedoff。
  Atlunch,inthefadedexcitementoftheirfirstmeeting,thepeopleattheMarches’tabledidnotrenewtheprematureintimacyoftheirbreakfasttalk。Mrs。Marchwenttoliedowninherberthafterwards,andMarchwentondeckwithouther。Hebegantowalktoandfromthebarrierbetweenthefirstandsecondcabinpromenades;lingeringnearit,andmusingpensively,forsomeofthepeoplebeyonditlookedasintelligentandassociallyacceptable,eventotheirclothes,astheirpecuniarybettersofthesaloon。
  Thereweretwowomen,amotheranddaughter,whomhefanciedtobeteachers,bytheirlooks,goingoutforalittlerest,orperhapsforalittlefurtherstudytofitthemmoreperfectlyfortheirwork。Theygazedwistfullyacrossathimwheneverhecameuptothebarrier;andhefeignedaconversationwiththemandtriedtoconvincethemthatthestampofinferioritywhichtheirpovertyputuponthemwasjust,orifnotjust,theninevitable。Hearguedwiththemthatthesortofbarrierwhichherepreventedtheirbeingfriendswithhim,iftheywishedit,raninvisiblythroughsocietyeverywherebuthefeltashamedbeforetheirkind,patient,intelligentfaces,andfoundhimselfwishingtoexcusethefacthewasdefending。Wasitanyworse,heaskedthem,thantheirnotbeinginvitedtotheentertainmentsofpeopleinupperFifthAvenue?Hemadethemownthatiftheywereletacrossthatbarrierthewholesecondcabinwouldhavealogicalrighttofollow;andtheyweresilenced。Buttheycontinuedtogapeathimwiththeirsincere,gentleeyeswheneverhereturnedtothebarrierinhiswalk,tillhecouldbearitnolonger,andstrolledofftowardthesteerage。
  Therewasmorereasonwhythepassengersthereshouldbepennedintoalittlespaceoftheirowninthesortofpitmadebythenarrowingdeckatthebow。Theyseemedtobeallforeigners,andifanyhadmadetheirfortunesinourcountrytheywerehidingtheirprosperityinthereturntotheirown。Theycouldhardlyhavecometousmoreshabbyandsqualidthantheyweregoingaway;buthethoughttheiraveragelessapatheticthanthatofthesaloonpassengers,asheleanedovertherailandlookeddownatthem。Someonehadbroughtoutanelectricbattery,andthelumpishboysandslatterngirlswereshoutingandlaughingastheywrithedwiththecurrent。Ayoungmotherseatedflatonthedeck,withherbarefeetstuckout,inattentivelynursedherbabe,whileshelaughedandshoutedwiththerest;amanwithhisheadtiedinashawlwalkedaboutthepenandsmiledgrotesquelywiththewellsideofhistoothache-
  swollenface。Theownerofthebatterycarrieditaway,andagroupoflittlechildren,withblueeyesandyellowhair,gatheredinthespacehehadleft,andlookedupatapassengernearMarchwhowaseatingsomeplumsandcherrieswhichhehadbroughtfromtheluncheontable。Hebegantothrowthefruitdowntothem,andthechildrenscrambledforit。
  Anelderlyman,withathin,grave,aquilineface,said,“Ishouldn’twantachildofminedownthere。”
  “No。”Marchresponded,“itisn’tquitewhatonewouldchooseforone’sown。It’sastonishing,though,howwereconcileourselvestoitinthecaseofothers。”
  “Isupposeit’ssomethingwe’llhavetogetusedtoontheotherside。”
  suggestedthestranger。
  “Well。”answeredMarch,“youhavesomeopportunitiestogetusedtoitonthisside,ifyouhappentoliveinNewYork。”andhewentontospeakoftheraggednesswhichoftenpenetratedthefrontierofcomfortwherehelivedinStuyvesantSquare,andwhichseemedasgladofalmsinfoodormoneyasthispovertyofthesteerage。
  Theotherlistenedrestivelylikeamanwhoseidealsaredisturbed。
  “Idon’tbelieveIshouldliketoliveinNewYork,much。”hesaid,andMarchfanciedthathewishedtobeaskedwherehedidlive。ItappearedthathelivedinOhio,andhenamedhistown;hedidnotbragofit,buthesaiditsuitedhim。HeaddedthathehadneverexpectedtogotoEurope,butthathehadbeguntorundownlately,andhisdoctorthoughthehadbettergooutandtryCarlsbad。
  Marchsaid,toinvitehisfurtherconfidence,thatthiswasexactlyhisowncase。TheOhiomanmettheoverturefromacommoninvalidismasifitdetractedfromhisowndistinction;andheturnedtospeakofthedifficulty,hehadinarranginghisaffairsforleavinghome。Hisheartopenedalittlewiththeword,andhesaidhowcomfortableheandhiswifewereintheirhouse,andhowmuchtheybothhatedtoshutitup。
  WhenMarchofferedhimhiscard,hesaidhehadnoneofhisownwithhim,butthathisnamewasEltwin。HebetrayedasimplewishtohaveMarchrealizethelocalimportancehehadleftbehindhim;anditwasnothardtocomply;MarchsawaGrandArmybuttoninthelapelofhiscoat,andheknewthathewasinthepresenceofaveteran。
  Hetriedtoguesshisrank;intellinghiswifeabouthim,whenhewentdowntofindherjustbeforedinner,butheendedwithacertainsenseofaffliction。“Therearetoomanyelderlyinvalidsonthisship。Iknockagainstpeopleofmyownageeverywhere。Whyaren’tyouryouthfulloversmoreinevidence,mydear?Idon’tbelievetheyarelovers,andIbegintodoubtifthey’reyoungeven。”
  “Itwasn’tverysatisfactoryatlunch,certainly。”sheowned。“ButI
  knowitwillbedifferentatdinner。”Shewasputtingherselftogetherafteranapthathadmadeupforthelostsleepofthenightbefore。
  “Iwantyoutolookverynice,dear。Shallyoudressfordinner?”sheaskedherhusband’simageinthestate-roomglasswhichshewaspreoccupying。
  “Ishalldressinmypea-jacketandsea-boots。”itanswered。
  “IhaveheardthattheyalwaysdressfordinneronthebigCunardandWhiteStarboats,whenit’sgoodweather。”shewenton,placidly。
  “Ishouldn’twantthosepeopletothinkyouwerenotupintheconvenances。”
  Theybothknewthatshemeantthereticentfatheranddaughter,andMarchflungout,“Ishouldn’twantthemtothinkyouweren’t。There’ssuchathingasoverdoing。”
  Sheattackedhimatanotherpoint。“Whathasannoyedyou?Whatelsehaveyoubeendoing?”
  “Nothing。I’vebeenreadingmostoftheafternoon。”
  “TheMaidenKnight?”
  Thiswasthebookwhichnearlyeverybodyhadbroughtonboard。Itwasjustout,andhadcaughtaninstantfavor,whichswelledlatertoatidalwave。Itdepictedaheroicgirlineverytryingcircumstanceofmediaevallife,andgratifiedtheperennialpassionofbothsexesforhistoricalromance,whileitflatteredwoman’sinstinctofsuperioritybythecelebrationofherunintermittedtriumphs,endinginapreposterousandwhollysuperfluousself-sacrifice。
  Marchlaughedforpleasureinherguess,andshepursued,“Isupposeyoudidn’twastetimelookingifanybodyhadbroughtthelastcopyof’EveryOtherWeek’?”
  “Yes,Idid;andIfoundtheoneyouhadleftinyoursteamerchair——foradvertisingpurposes,probably。”
  “Mr。Burnamyhasanother。”shesaid。“Isawitstickingoutofhispocketthismorning。”
  “Oh,yes。HetoldmehehadgotitonthetrainfromChicagotoseeifithadhispoeminit。He’saningenuoussoul——insomeways。”
  “Well,thatistheveryreasonwhyyououghttofindoutwhetherthemenaregoingtodress,andlethimknow。Hewouldneverthinkofithimself。”
  “NeitherwouldI。”saidherhusband。
  “Verywell,ifyouwishtospoilhischanceattheoutset。”shesighed。
  Shedidnotquiteknowwhethertobegladornotthatthemenwereallinsacksandcutawaysatdinner;itsavedher,fromshameforherhusbandandMr。Burnamy;butitputherinthewrong。Everyonetalked;eventhefatheranddaughtertalkedwitheachother,andatonemomentMrs。Marchcouldnotbequitesurethatthedaughterhadnotlookedatherwhenshespoke。ShecouldnotbemistakenintheremarkwhichthefatheraddressedtoBurnamy,thoughitledtonothing。