首页 >出版文学> Their Silver Wedding Journey>第68章
  “Andtomakesurethatitwastobethelasttime,youofferedyourselftoher。”
  “Icouldn’thelpdoingthat。”
  “Idon’tsayyoucould。Idon’tjudgethefactsatall。Ileavethemaltogethertoyou;andyoushallsaywhatamaninmypositionoughttosaytosuchamanasyouhaveshownyourself。”
  “No,Iwillsay。”Thedoorintotheadjoiningroomwasflungopen,andAgathaflashedinfromit。
  Herfatherlookedcoldlyatherimpassionedface。“Haveyoubeenlistening?”heasked。
  “Ihavebeenhearing——“
  “Oh!”Asnearlyasamancould,inbed,GeneralTriscoeshrugged。
  “IsupposeIhad,arighttobeinmyownroom。Icouldn’thelphearing;
  andIwasperfectlyastonishedatyou,papa,thecruelwayyouwenton,afterallyou’vesaidaboutMr。Stoller,andhisgettingnomorethanhedeserved。”
  “Thatdoesn’tjustifyme。”Burnamybegan,butshecuthimshortalmostasseverelyasshe——haddealtwithherfather。
  “Yes,itdoes!Itjustifiesyouperfectly!Andhiswantingyoutofalsifythewholethingafterwards,morethanjustifiesyou。”
  Neitherofthemenattemptedanythinginreplytohercasuistry;theybothlookedequallyposedbyit,fordifferentreasons;andAgathawentonasvehementlyasbefore,addressingherselfnowtooneandnowtotheother。
  “Andbesides,ifitdidn’tjustifyyou,whatyouhavedoneyourselfwould;andyourneverdenyingit,ortryingtoexcuseit,makesitthesameasifyouhadn’tdoneit,asfarasyouareconcerned;andthatisallIcarefor。”Burnamystarted,asifwiththesenseofhavingheardsomethinglikethisbefore,andwithsurpriseathearingitnow;andsheflushedalittleassheaddedtremulously,“AndIshouldnever,neverblameyouforit,afterthat;it’sonlytryingtowriggleoutofthingswhichIdespise,andyou’veneverdonethat。Andhesimplyhadtocomeback。”sheturnedtoherfather,“andtellmehimselfjusthowitwas。
  Andyousaidyourself,papa——orthesameassaid——thathehadnorighttosupposeIwasinterestedinhisaffairsunlesshe——unless——AndIshouldneverhaveforgivenhim,ifhehadn’ttoldmethenthathethathehadcomebackbecausehe——feltthewayhedid。Iconsiderthatthatexoneratedhimforbreakinghisword,completely。Ifhehadn’tbrokenhiswordIshouldhavethoughthehadactedverycruellyand——andstrangely。Andeversincethen,hehasbehavedsonobly,sohonorably,sodelicately,thatIdon’tbelievehewouldeverhavesaidanythingagain——ifIhadn’tfairlyforcedhim。Yes!Yes,Idid!“shecriedatamovementofremonstrancefromBurnamy。“AndIshallalwaysbeproudofyouforit。”Herfatherstaredsteadfastlyather,andheonlyliftedhiseyebrows,forchangeofexpression,whenshewentovertowhereBurnamystood,andputherhandinhiswithacertainchildlikeimpetuosity。“Andasfortherest。”shedeclared,“everythingIhaveishis;justaseverythingofhiswouldbemineifIhadnothing。Orifhewishestotakemewithoutanything,thenhecanhavemeso,andIsha’n’tbeafraidbutwecangetalongsomehow。”Sheadded,“Ihavemanagedwithoutamaid,eversinceIlefthome,andpovertyhasnoterrorsforme!”
  GeneralTriscoesubmittedtodefeatwiththepatiencewhichsoldierslearn。Hedidnotsubmitamiably;thatwouldhavebeenoutofcharacter,andperhapsoutofreason;butBurnamyandAgathawerebothsoamiablethattheysuppliedgood-humorforall。Theyflauntedtheirraptureinherfather’sfaceaslittleastheycould,buthemayhavefoundtheirserenesatisfaction,theirsettledconfidenceintheirfate,ashardtobearasamoreboisteroushappinesswouldhavebeen。
  ItwasagreedamongthemallthattheyweretoreturnsoontoAmerica,andBurnamywastofindsomesortofliteraryorjournalisticemploymentinNewYork。Shewasmuchsurerthanhethatthiscouldbedonewithperfectease;buttheywereofanequalmindthatGeneralTriscoewasnottobedisturbedinanyofhishabits,orvexedinthetenorofhisliving;anduntilBurnamywasatleastself-supportingtheremustbenotalkoftheirbeingmarried。
  Thetalkoftheirbeingengagedwasquiteenoughforthetime。Itincludedcompleteandminuteauto-biographiesonbothsides,reciprocalanalysesofcharacter,ascientificallyexhaustivecomparisonoftastes,ideasandopinions;aprofoundstudyoftheirrespectivechins,noses,eyes,hands,heights,complexions,molesandfreckles,withsomeaccountoftheirseveralfriends。
  Inthisoccupation,whichwasprofitablyvariedbytheconfessionofwhattheyhadeachthoughtandfeltanddreamtconcerningtheotherateveryinstantsincetheymet,theypassedrapidlythedayswhichthepersistentanxietyofGeneralTriscoeinterposedbeforethedateoftheirleavingWeimarforParis,whereitwasarrangedthattheyshouldspendamonthbeforesailingforNewYork。Burnamyhadanotion,whichAgathaapproved,oftryingforsomethingthereontheNewYork-ParisChronicle;
  andifhegotittheymightnotgohomeatonce。Hisgainsfromthatpaperhadekedouthiscopyrightfromhisbook,andhadalmostpaidhisexpensesingettingthematerialwhichhehadcontributedtoit。Theywerenotsogreat,however,butthathisgoldreservewasreducedtolessthanahundreddollars,countingthesilvercoinageswhichhadremainedtohimincrossingandrecrossingfrontiers。Hewasattimesdimlyconsciousofhisfinances,buthebuoyantlydisregardedthefacts,asincompatiblewithhisstatusasAgatha’sbetrothed,ifnotunworthyofhischaracterasaloverintheabstract。
  TheafternoonbeforetheyweretoleaveWeimar,theyspentmostlyinthegardenbeforetheGrand-DucalMuseum,inaconferencesoimportantthatwhenitcameontorain,atonemoment,theyputupBurnamy’sumbrella,andcontinuedtositunderitratherthaninterrupttheproceedingseventoletAgathagobacktothehotelandlookafterherfather’spacking。
  Herownhadbeenfinishedbeforedinner,soastoleaveherthewholeafternoonfortheirconference,andtoallowherfathertoremaininundisturbedpossessionofhisroomaslongaspossible。
  Whatchieflyremainedtobeputintothegeneral’strunkwerehiscoatsandtrousers,hanginginthecloset,andAugusttookthesedown,andcarefullyfoldedandpackedthem。Then,tomakesurethatnothinghadbeenforgotten,Agathaputachairintotheclosetwhenshecamein,andstoodonittoexaminetheshelfwhichstretchedabovethehooks。
  Thereseemedatfirsttobenothingonit,andthenthereseemedtobesomethinginthefurthercorner,whichwhenitwastiptoedfor,provedtobeabouquetofflowers,notsofadedastoseemveryold;thebluesatinribbonwhichtheyweretiedupwith,andwhichhungdownhalfayard,wasofentirefreshnessexceptfarthedustoftheshelfwhereithadlain。
  Agathabackedoutintotheroomwithherfindinherhand,andexamineditnearto,andthenatarm’slength。Auguststoodbywithapairofthegeneral’strouserslyingacrosshisoutstretchedhands,andasAgathaabsentlylookedroundathim,shecaughtalightofintelligenceinhiseyeswhichchangedherwholepsychologicalrelationtothewitheredbouquet。Tillthenithadbeenalifeless,meaninglessbunchofflowers,whichsomeone,fornomotive,hadtosseduponthatdustyshelfinthecloset。AtAugust’ssmileitbecamesomethingelse。Stillsheaskedlightlyenough,“Wasistloss,August?”
  Hissmiledeepenedandbroadened。“FurdieAndere。”heexplained。
  AgathademandedinEnglish,“Whatdoyoumeanbyfeardyondery?”
  “Oddawlehdy。”
  “Otherlady?”Augustnodded,rejoicinginbigsuccess,andAgathaclosedthedoorintoherownroom,wherethegeneralhadbeenputforthetimesoastobesparedtheannoyanceofthepacking;thenshesatdownwithherhandsinherlap,andthebouquetinherhands。“Now,August。”shesaidverycalmly,“Iwantyoutotellme-ichwunscheSiezumirsagen——
  whatotherlady——wassandereDame——theseflowersbelongedto——dieseBlumengehortezu。VerstehenSie?”
  Augustnoddedbrightly,andwithGermancarefullyadjustedtoAgatha’scapacity,andwithnowandthenawordorphraseofEnglish,heconveyedthatbeforesheandherHerrFatherhadappeared,therehadbeeninWeimaranotherAmericanFrauleinwithherFrauMother;theyhadnotindeedstaidinthathotel,buthadseveraltimessuppedtherewiththeyoungHerrBornahmee,whowasoccupyingthatroombeforeherHerrFather。
  TheyoungHerrhadbeenmuchaboutwiththeseAmericanDamen,drivingandwalkingwiththem,andsometimesdiningorsuppingwiththemattheirhotel,TheElephant。AugusthadsometimescarriednotestothemfromtheyoungHerr,andhehadgoneforthebouquetwhichthegraciousFrauleinwasholding,onthemorningofthedaythattheAmericanDamenleftbythetrainforHanover。
  AugustwasmuchhelpedandencouragedthroughoutbythefriendlyintelligenceofthegraciousFraulein,whosmiledradiantlyinclearinguponedimpointafteranother,andwhonowandthensuppliedtheEnglishanalogueswhichhesoughtinhisefforttorenderhisGermanmoreluminous。
  Attheendshereturnedtotheworkofpacking,inwhichshedirectedhim,andsometimesassistedhimwithherownhands,havingputthebouquetonthemanteltoleaveherselffree。Shetookitupagainandcarrieditintoherownroom,whenshewentwithAugusttosummonherfatherbacktohis。ShebadeAugustsaytotheyoungHerr,ifhesawhim,thatshewasgoingtosupwithherfather,andAugustgavehermessagetoBurnamy,whomhemetonthestairscomingdownashewasgoingupwiththeirtray。
  Agathausuallysuppedwithherfather,butthateveningBurnamywaslessablethanusualtobearherabsenceinthehoteldining-room,andhewentuptoacaf?inthetownforhissupper。Hedidnotstaylong,andwhenhereturnedhisheartgaveajoyfulliftatsightofAgathalookingoutfromherbalcony,asifshewerelookingforhim。Hemadeheragayflourishingbow,liftinghishathigh,andshecamedowntomeethimatthehoteldoor。Shehadherhatonandjacketoveronearmandshejoinedhimatonceforthefarewellwalkheproposedinwhattheyhadagreedtocalltheirgarden。
  Shemovedalittleaheadofhim,andwhentheyreachedtheplacewheretheyalwayssat,sheshiftedherjackettotheotherarmanduncoveredthehandinwhichshehadbeencarryingthewitheredbouquet。“HereissomethingIfoundinyourcloset,whenIwasgettingpapa’sthingsout。”
  “Why,whatisit?”heaskedinnocently,ashetookitfromher。
  “Abouquet,apparently。”sheanswered,ashedrewthelongribbonsthroughhisfingers,andlookedattheflowerscuriously,withhisheadaslant。
  “Wheredidyougetit?”