“Andtomakesurethatitwastobethelasttime,youofferedyourselftoher。”
“Icouldn’thelpdoingthat。”
“Idon’tsayyoucould。Idon’tjudgethefactsatall。Ileavethemaltogethertoyou;andyoushallsaywhatamaninmypositionoughttosaytosuchamanasyouhaveshownyourself。”
“No,Iwillsay。”Thedoorintotheadjoiningroomwasflungopen,andAgathaflashedinfromit。
Herfatherlookedcoldlyatherimpassionedface。“Haveyoubeenlistening?”heasked。
“Ihavebeenhearing——“
“Oh!”Asnearlyasamancould,inbed,GeneralTriscoeshrugged。
“IsupposeIhad,arighttobeinmyownroom。Icouldn’thelphearing;
andIwasperfectlyastonishedatyou,papa,thecruelwayyouwenton,afterallyou’vesaidaboutMr。Stoller,andhisgettingnomorethanhedeserved。”
“Thatdoesn’tjustifyme。”Burnamybegan,butshecuthimshortalmostasseverelyasshe——haddealtwithherfather。
“Yes,itdoes!Itjustifiesyouperfectly!Andhiswantingyoutofalsifythewholethingafterwards,morethanjustifiesyou。”
Neitherofthemenattemptedanythinginreplytohercasuistry;theybothlookedequallyposedbyit,fordifferentreasons;andAgathawentonasvehementlyasbefore,addressingherselfnowtooneandnowtotheother。
“Andbesides,ifitdidn’tjustifyyou,whatyouhavedoneyourselfwould;andyourneverdenyingit,ortryingtoexcuseit,makesitthesameasifyouhadn’tdoneit,asfarasyouareconcerned;andthatisallIcarefor。”Burnamystarted,asifwiththesenseofhavingheardsomethinglikethisbefore,andwithsurpriseathearingitnow;andsheflushedalittleassheaddedtremulously,“AndIshouldnever,neverblameyouforit,afterthat;it’sonlytryingtowriggleoutofthingswhichIdespise,andyou’veneverdonethat。Andhesimplyhadtocomeback。”sheturnedtoherfather,“andtellmehimselfjusthowitwas。
Andyousaidyourself,papa——orthesameassaid——thathehadnorighttosupposeIwasinterestedinhisaffairsunlesshe——unless——AndIshouldneverhaveforgivenhim,ifhehadn’ttoldmethenthathethathehadcomebackbecausehe——feltthewayhedid。Iconsiderthatthatexoneratedhimforbreakinghisword,completely。Ifhehadn’tbrokenhiswordIshouldhavethoughthehadactedverycruellyand——andstrangely。Andeversincethen,hehasbehavedsonobly,sohonorably,sodelicately,thatIdon’tbelievehewouldeverhavesaidanythingagain——ifIhadn’tfairlyforcedhim。Yes!Yes,Idid!“shecriedatamovementofremonstrancefromBurnamy。“AndIshallalwaysbeproudofyouforit。”Herfatherstaredsteadfastlyather,andheonlyliftedhiseyebrows,forchangeofexpression,whenshewentovertowhereBurnamystood,andputherhandinhiswithacertainchildlikeimpetuosity。“Andasfortherest。”shedeclared,“everythingIhaveishis;justaseverythingofhiswouldbemineifIhadnothing。Orifhewishestotakemewithoutanything,thenhecanhavemeso,andIsha’n’tbeafraidbutwecangetalongsomehow。”Sheadded,“Ihavemanagedwithoutamaid,eversinceIlefthome,andpovertyhasnoterrorsforme!”
GeneralTriscoesubmittedtodefeatwiththepatiencewhichsoldierslearn。Hedidnotsubmitamiably;thatwouldhavebeenoutofcharacter,andperhapsoutofreason;butBurnamyandAgathawerebothsoamiablethattheysuppliedgood-humorforall。Theyflauntedtheirraptureinherfather’sfaceaslittleastheycould,buthemayhavefoundtheirserenesatisfaction,theirsettledconfidenceintheirfate,ashardtobearasamoreboisteroushappinesswouldhavebeen。
ItwasagreedamongthemallthattheyweretoreturnsoontoAmerica,andBurnamywastofindsomesortofliteraryorjournalisticemploymentinNewYork。Shewasmuchsurerthanhethatthiscouldbedonewithperfectease;buttheywereofanequalmindthatGeneralTriscoewasnottobedisturbedinanyofhishabits,orvexedinthetenorofhisliving;anduntilBurnamywasatleastself-supportingtheremustbenotalkoftheirbeingmarried。
Thetalkoftheirbeingengagedwasquiteenoughforthetime。Itincludedcompleteandminuteauto-biographiesonbothsides,reciprocalanalysesofcharacter,ascientificallyexhaustivecomparisonoftastes,ideasandopinions;aprofoundstudyoftheirrespectivechins,noses,eyes,hands,heights,complexions,molesandfreckles,withsomeaccountoftheirseveralfriends。
Inthisoccupation,whichwasprofitablyvariedbytheconfessionofwhattheyhadeachthoughtandfeltanddreamtconcerningtheotherateveryinstantsincetheymet,theypassedrapidlythedayswhichthepersistentanxietyofGeneralTriscoeinterposedbeforethedateoftheirleavingWeimarforParis,whereitwasarrangedthattheyshouldspendamonthbeforesailingforNewYork。Burnamyhadanotion,whichAgathaapproved,oftryingforsomethingthereontheNewYork-ParisChronicle;
andifhegotittheymightnotgohomeatonce。Hisgainsfromthatpaperhadekedouthiscopyrightfromhisbook,andhadalmostpaidhisexpensesingettingthematerialwhichhehadcontributedtoit。Theywerenotsogreat,however,butthathisgoldreservewasreducedtolessthanahundreddollars,countingthesilvercoinageswhichhadremainedtohimincrossingandrecrossingfrontiers。Hewasattimesdimlyconsciousofhisfinances,buthebuoyantlydisregardedthefacts,asincompatiblewithhisstatusasAgatha’sbetrothed,ifnotunworthyofhischaracterasaloverintheabstract。
TheafternoonbeforetheyweretoleaveWeimar,theyspentmostlyinthegardenbeforetheGrand-DucalMuseum,inaconferencesoimportantthatwhenitcameontorain,atonemoment,theyputupBurnamy’sumbrella,andcontinuedtositunderitratherthaninterrupttheproceedingseventoletAgathagobacktothehotelandlookafterherfather’spacking。
Herownhadbeenfinishedbeforedinner,soastoleaveherthewholeafternoonfortheirconference,andtoallowherfathertoremaininundisturbedpossessionofhisroomaslongaspossible。
Whatchieflyremainedtobeputintothegeneral’strunkwerehiscoatsandtrousers,hanginginthecloset,andAugusttookthesedown,andcarefullyfoldedandpackedthem。Then,tomakesurethatnothinghadbeenforgotten,Agathaputachairintotheclosetwhenshecamein,andstoodonittoexaminetheshelfwhichstretchedabovethehooks。
Thereseemedatfirsttobenothingonit,andthenthereseemedtobesomethinginthefurthercorner,whichwhenitwastiptoedfor,provedtobeabouquetofflowers,notsofadedastoseemveryold;thebluesatinribbonwhichtheyweretiedupwith,andwhichhungdownhalfayard,wasofentirefreshnessexceptfarthedustoftheshelfwhereithadlain。
Agathabackedoutintotheroomwithherfindinherhand,andexamineditnearto,andthenatarm’slength。Auguststoodbywithapairofthegeneral’strouserslyingacrosshisoutstretchedhands,andasAgathaabsentlylookedroundathim,shecaughtalightofintelligenceinhiseyeswhichchangedherwholepsychologicalrelationtothewitheredbouquet。Tillthenithadbeenalifeless,meaninglessbunchofflowers,whichsomeone,fornomotive,hadtosseduponthatdustyshelfinthecloset。AtAugust’ssmileitbecamesomethingelse。Stillsheaskedlightlyenough,“Wasistloss,August?”
Hissmiledeepenedandbroadened。“FurdieAndere。”heexplained。
AgathademandedinEnglish,“Whatdoyoumeanbyfeardyondery?”
“Oddawlehdy。”
“Otherlady?”Augustnodded,rejoicinginbigsuccess,andAgathaclosedthedoorintoherownroom,wherethegeneralhadbeenputforthetimesoastobesparedtheannoyanceofthepacking;thenshesatdownwithherhandsinherlap,andthebouquetinherhands。“Now,August。”shesaidverycalmly,“Iwantyoutotellme-ichwunscheSiezumirsagen——
whatotherlady——wassandereDame——theseflowersbelongedto——dieseBlumengehortezu。VerstehenSie?”
Augustnoddedbrightly,andwithGermancarefullyadjustedtoAgatha’scapacity,andwithnowandthenawordorphraseofEnglish,heconveyedthatbeforesheandherHerrFatherhadappeared,therehadbeeninWeimaranotherAmericanFrauleinwithherFrauMother;theyhadnotindeedstaidinthathotel,buthadseveraltimessuppedtherewiththeyoungHerrBornahmee,whowasoccupyingthatroombeforeherHerrFather。
TheyoungHerrhadbeenmuchaboutwiththeseAmericanDamen,drivingandwalkingwiththem,andsometimesdiningorsuppingwiththemattheirhotel,TheElephant。AugusthadsometimescarriednotestothemfromtheyoungHerr,andhehadgoneforthebouquetwhichthegraciousFrauleinwasholding,onthemorningofthedaythattheAmericanDamenleftbythetrainforHanover。
AugustwasmuchhelpedandencouragedthroughoutbythefriendlyintelligenceofthegraciousFraulein,whosmiledradiantlyinclearinguponedimpointafteranother,andwhonowandthensuppliedtheEnglishanalogueswhichhesoughtinhisefforttorenderhisGermanmoreluminous。
Attheendshereturnedtotheworkofpacking,inwhichshedirectedhim,andsometimesassistedhimwithherownhands,havingputthebouquetonthemanteltoleaveherselffree。Shetookitupagainandcarrieditintoherownroom,whenshewentwithAugusttosummonherfatherbacktohis。ShebadeAugustsaytotheyoungHerr,ifhesawhim,thatshewasgoingtosupwithherfather,andAugustgavehermessagetoBurnamy,whomhemetonthestairscomingdownashewasgoingupwiththeirtray。
Agathausuallysuppedwithherfather,butthateveningBurnamywaslessablethanusualtobearherabsenceinthehoteldining-room,andhewentuptoacaf?inthetownforhissupper。Hedidnotstaylong,andwhenhereturnedhisheartgaveajoyfulliftatsightofAgathalookingoutfromherbalcony,asifshewerelookingforhim。Hemadeheragayflourishingbow,liftinghishathigh,andshecamedowntomeethimatthehoteldoor。Shehadherhatonandjacketoveronearmandshejoinedhimatonceforthefarewellwalkheproposedinwhattheyhadagreedtocalltheirgarden。
Shemovedalittleaheadofhim,andwhentheyreachedtheplacewheretheyalwayssat,sheshiftedherjackettotheotherarmanduncoveredthehandinwhichshehadbeencarryingthewitheredbouquet。“HereissomethingIfoundinyourcloset,whenIwasgettingpapa’sthingsout。”
“Why,whatisit?”heaskedinnocently,ashetookitfromher。
“Abouquet,apparently。”sheanswered,ashedrewthelongribbonsthroughhisfingers,andlookedattheflowerscuriously,withhisheadaslant。
“Wheredidyougetit?”