TheyagreedthattheymustwritetoMr。andMrs。Marchatonce;oratleast,Agathasaid,assoonasshehadspokentoherfather。Athermentionofherfathershewasawareofadoubt,afear,inBurnamywhichexpresseditselfbyscarcelymorethanaspiritualconsciousnessfromhisarmtothehandswhichshehadclaspedwithinit。“Hehasalwaysappreciatedyou。”shesaidcourageously,“andIknowhewillseeitintherightlight。”
Sheprobablymeantnomorethantoaffirmherfaithinherownabilityfinallytobringherfathertoajustmindconcerningit;butBurnamyacceptedherassurancewithbuoyanthopefulness,andsaidhewouldseeGeneralTriscoethefirstthinginthemorning。
“No,Iwillseehim。”shesaid,“Iwishtoseehimfirst;hewillexpectitofme。Wehadbettergoin,now。”sheadded,butneithermadeanymotionforthepresenttodoso。Onthecontrary,theywalkedintheotherdirection,anditwasanhourafterAgathadeclaredtheirdutyinthematterbeforetheytriedtofulfilit。
Then,indeed,aftertheyreturnedtothehotel,shelostnotimeingoingtoherfatherbeyondthatwhichmustbegiventoalonghand-pressureunderthefrescoofthefivepoetsonthestairslanding,whereherwaysandBurnamy’sparted。Shewentintoherownroom,andsoftlyopenedthedoorintoherfather’sandlistened。
“Well?”hesaidinasortofchallengingvoice。
“Haveyoubeenasleep?”sheasked。
“I’vejustblownoutmylight。Whathaskeptyou?”
Shedidnotreplycategorically。Standingthereintheshelteringdark,shesaid,“Papa,Iwasn’tverycandidwithyou,thisafternoon。IamengagedtoMr。Burnamy。”
“Lightthecandle。”saidherfather。“Orno。”headdedbeforeshecoulddoso。“Isitquitesettled?”
“Quite。”sheansweredinavoicethatadmittedofnodoubt。“Thatis,asfarasitcanbe,withoutyou。”
“Don’tbeahypocrite,Agatha。”saidthegeneral。“Andletmetrytogettosleep。YouknowIdon’tlikeit,andyouknowIcan’thelpit。”
“Yes。”thegirlassented。
“Thengotobed。”saidthegeneralconcisely。
Agathadidnotobeyherfather。Shethoughtsheoughttokisshim,butshedecidedthatshehadbetterpostponethis;soshemerelygavehimatendergoodnight,towhichhemadenoresponse,andshutherselfintoherownroom,wheresheremainedsittingandstaringoutintothemoonlight,withasmilethatneverleftherlips。
Whenthemoonsankbelowthehorizon,theskywaspalewiththecomingday,butbeforeitwasfairlydawn,shesawsomethingwhite,notmuchgreaterthansomemoths,movingbeforeherwindow。Shepulledthevalvesopenandfounditabitofpaperattachedtoathreaddanglingfromabove。Shebrokeitlooseandinthemorningtwilightshereadthegreatcentraltruthoftheuniverse:
“Iloveyou。L。J。B。”
Shewroteunderthetremendousinspiration:
“SodoI。Don’tbesilly。A。T。”
Shefastenedthepapertothethreadagain,andgaveitalittletwitch。
Shewaitedforthelownoteoflaughterwhichdidnotfailtoflutterdownfromabove;thenshethrewherselfuponthebed,andfellasleep。
Itwasnotsolateasshethoughtwhenshewoke,anditseemed,atbreakfast,thatBurnamyhadbeenupstillearlier。OfthethreeinvolvedintheanxietyofthenightbeforeGeneralTriscoewasstillrespitedfromitbysleep,buthewokemuchmorehaggardthaneitheroftheyoungpeople。They,infact,werenotatallhaggard;theworstwasover,ifbringingtheirengagementtohisknowledgewastheworst;theformalityofaskinghisconsentwhichBurnamystillhadtogothroughwasunpleasant,butafterallitwasaformality。Agathatoldhimeverythingthathadpassedbetweenherselfandherfather,andifithadnotthatcordialityonhispartwhichtheycouldhavewisheditwascertainlynothopelesslydiscouraging。
TheyagreedatbreakfastthatBurnamyhadbetterhaveitoverasquicklyaspossible,andhewaitedonlytillAugustcamedownwiththegeneral’straybeforegoinguptohisroom。Theyoungfellowdidnotfeelmoreathiseasethantheeldermeantheshouldintakingthechairtowhichthegeneralwavedhimfromwherehelayinbed;andtherewasnotalkwastedupontheweatherbetweenthem。
“IsupposeIknowwhatyouhavecomefor,Mr。Burnamy。”saidGeneralTriscoeinatonewhichwasratherjudicialthanotherwise,“andI
supposeyouknowwhyyouhavecome。”ThewordscertainlyopenedthewayforBurnamy,buthehesitatedsolongtotakeitthatthegeneralhadabundanttimetoadd,“Idon’tpretendthatthiseventisunexpected,butIshouldliketoknowwhatreasonyouhaveforthinkingIshouldwishyoutomarrymydaughter。Itakeitforgrantedthatyouareattachedtoeachother,andwewon’twastetimeonthatpoint。Nottobeataboutthebush,onthenextpoint,letmeaskatoncewhatyourmeansofsupportingherare。HowmuchdidyouearnonthatnewspaperinChicago?”
“Fifteenhundreddollars。”Burnamyanswered,promptlyenough。
“Didyouearnanythingmore,saywithinthelastyear?”
“IgotthreehundreddollarsadvancecopyrightforabookIsoldtoapublisher。”ThegloryhadnotyetfadedfromthefactinBurnamy’smind。
“Eighteenhundred。WhatdidyougetforyourpoeminMarch’sbook?”
“That’saverytriflingmatter:fifteendollars。”
“AndyoursalaryasprivatesecretarytothatmanStoller?”
“Thirtydollarsaweek,andmyexpenses。ButIwouldn’ttakethat,GeneralTriscoe。”saidBurnamy。
GeneralTriscoe,fromhis’litdejustice’,passedthispointinsilence。
“Haveyouanyonedependentonyou?”
“Mymother;Itakecareofmymother。”answeredBurnamy,proudly。
“SinceyouhavebrokenwithStoller,whatareyourprospects?”
“Ihavenone。”
“Thenyoudon’texpecttosupportmydaughter;youexpecttoliveuponhermeans。”
“Iexpecttodonothingofthekind!“criedBurnamy。“Ishouldbeashamed——Ishouldfeeldisgraced——Ishould——Idon’taskyou——Idon’taskhertillIhavethemeanstosupporther——“
“Ifyouwereveryfortunate。”continuedthegeneral,unmovedbytheyoungfellow’spain,andunperturbedbythefactthathehadhimselfliveduponhiswife’smeansaslongasshelived,andthenuponhisdaughter’s,“ifyouwentbacktoStoller——“
“Iwouldn’tgobacktohim。Idon’tsayhe’sknowinglyarascal,buthe’signorantlyarascal,andheproposedarascallythingtome。I
behavedbadlytohim,andI’dgiveanythingtoundothewrongIlethimdohimself;butI’llnevergobacktohim。”
“Ifyouwentback,onyouroldsalary。”thegeneralpersistedpitilessly,“youwouldbeveryfortunateifyoubroughtyourearningsuptotwenty-
fivehundredayear。”
“Yes——“
“Andhowfardoyouthinkthatwouldgoinsupportingmydaughteronthescalesheisusedto?Idon’tspeakofyourmother,whohasthefirstclaimuponyou。”
Burnamysatdumb;andhisheadwhichhehadliftedindignantlywhenthequestionwasofStoller,begantosink。
Thegeneralwenton。“Youaskmetogiveyoumydaughterwhenyouhaven’tmoneyenoughtokeepheringowns;youaskmetogivehertoastranger——“
“Notquiteastranger,GeneralTriscoe。”Burnamyprotested。“Youhaveknownmeforthreemonthsatleast,andanyonewhoknowsmeinChicagowilltellyou——“
“Astranger,andworsethanastranger。”thegeneralcontinued,sopleasedwiththelogicalperfectionofhispositionthathealmostsmiled,andcertainlysoftenedtowardBurnamy。“Itisn’taquestionoflikingyou,Mr。Burnamy,butofknowingyou;mydaughterlikesyou;sodotheMarches;sodoeseverybodywhohasmetyou。Ilikeyoumyself。
You’vedonemepersonallyathousandkindnesses。ButIknowverylittleofyou,inspiteofourthreemonths’acquaintance;andthatlittleis——
Butyoushalljudgeforyourself!Youwereintheconfidentialemployofamanwhotrustedyou,andyoulethimbetrayhimself。”
“Idid。Idon’texcuseit。Thethoughtofitburnslikefire。Butitwasn’tdonemaliciously;itwasn’tdonefalsely;itwasdoneinconsiderately;andwhenitwasdone,itseemedirrevocable。Butitwasn’t;Icouldhaveprevented,Icouldhavestoopedthemischief;andI
didn’t!Icanneveroutlivethat。”
“Iknow。”saidthegeneralrelentlessly,“thatyouhaveneverattemptedanydefence。Thathasbeentoyourcreditwithme。Itinclinedmetooverlookyourunwarrantedcourseinwritingtomydaughter,whenyoutoldheryouwouldneverseeheragain。Whatdidyouexpectmetothink,afterthat,ofyourcomingbacktoseeher?Ordidn’tyouexpectmetoknowit?”
“Iexpectedyoutoknowit;Iknewshewouldtellyou。ButIdon’texcusethat,either。Itwasactingalietocomeback。AllIcansayisthatIhadtoseeheragainforonelasttime。”