首页 >出版文学> Their Silver Wedding Journey>第66章
  Inthehotelservicetherewasoneofthosemenwhoareportersinthisworld,butwillbeangelsinthenext,unlesstheperfectgoodnessoftheirlooks,theconstantkindnessoftheiracts,beliesthem。TheMarcheshadknownandlovedthemanintheirbriefstay,andhehadbeenthefastfriendofBurnamyfromthemomenttheyfirstsaweachotheratthestation。HehadtenderlytakenpossessionofGeneralTriscoeonhisarrival,andhadconstitutedhimselfthenurseandkeeperoftheirascibleinvalid,intheintervalsofgoingtothetrains,withazealthatoftenrelievedhisdaughterandBurnamy。Thegeneralinfactpreferredhimtoeither,andatacitcustomgrewupbywhichwhenAugustknockedathisdoor,andofferedhimselfinhisfewwordsofserviceableEnglish,thatoneofthemwhohappenedtobesittingwiththegeneralgaveway,andlefthimincharge。Theretiringwatcherwasthenapttoencountertheotherwatcheronthestairs,orinthereading-room,orinthetiny,white-pebbleddoor-yardatalittletableintheshadeofthewooden-tubbedevergreens。FromthehabitofdoingthistheyonedaysuddenlyformedthehabitofgoingacrossthestreettothatgardenedhollowbeforeandbelowtheGrand-DucalMuseum。Therewashereabenchintheshelterofsomelate-floweringbushwhichthefewotherfrequentersoftheplacesoonrecognizedasbelongingtotheyoungstrangers,sothattheywouldsilentlyriseandleaveittothemwhentheysawthemcoming。Apparentlytheyyieldednotonlytotheirright,buttoacertainauthoritywhichresidesinlovers,andwhichallothermen,andespeciallyallotherwomen,liketoacknowledgeandrespect。
  IntheabsenceofanycivicdocumentsbearingupontheaffairitisdifficulttoestablishthefactthatthiswasthecharacterinwhichAgathaandBurnamywerecommonlyregardedbytheinhabitantsofWeimar。
  Butwhatevertheirownnotionoftheirrelationwas,ifitwasnotthatofaBrantandaBrautigam,thepeopleofWeimarwouldhavebeenpuzzledtosaywhatitwas。Itwasknownthatthegraciousyounglady’sfather,whowouldnaturallyhaveaccompaniedthem,wassick,andinthefactthattheywereAmericansmuchextenuationwasfoundforwhateverwasphenomenalintheirunencumberedenjoymentofeachother’ssociety。
  IftheirfreeAmericanassociationwasindistinguishablylikethepeasantinformalitywhichGeneralTriscoedespisedintherelationsofKenbyandMrs。Adding,itistobesaidinhisexcusethathecouldnotbefullycognizantofit,inthecircumstances,andsocoulddonothingtopreventit。Hispessimismextendedtohishealth;fromthefirsthebelievedhimselfworsethanthedoctorthoughthim,andhewouldhavehadsomeotherphysicianifhehadnotfoundconsolationintheirdifferenceofopinionandtheconsequentcontemptwhichhewasenabledtocherishforthedoctorinviewoftheman’scompleteignoranceofthecase。Inproofofhisownbetterunderstandingofit,heremainedinbedsometimeafterthedoctorsaidhemightgetup。
  Nearlytendayshadpassedbeforehelefthisroom,anditwasnottillthenthatheclearlysawhowfaraffairshadgonewithhisdaughterandBurnamy,thougheventhenhisobservanceseemedtohaveanticipatedtheirs。Hefoundtheminaquietacceptanceofthefortunewhichhadbroughtthemtogether,socontentedthattheyappearedtoasknothingmoreofit。ThedivinepatienceandconfidenceoftheiryouthmightsometimeshavehadalmosttheeffectofindifferencetoawitnesswhohadseenitsevolutionfromthemoodsofthefirstfewdaysoftheirreunioninWeimar。ToGeneralTriscoe,however,itlookedlikeanunderstandingwhichhadbeenmadewithoutreferencetohiswishes,andhadnotbeendirectlybroughttohisknowledge。
  “Agatha。”hesaid,afterduenoteofagaycontestbetweenherandBurnamyoverthepleasureandprivilegeoforderinghissuppersenttohisroomwhenhehadgonebacktoitfromhisfirstafternoonintheopenair,“howlongisthatyoungmangoingtostayinWeimar?”
  “Why,Idon’tknow!”sheanswered,startledfromherworkofbeatingthesofapillowsintoshape,andpausingwithoneoftheminherhand。
  “Ineveraskedhim。”Shelookeddowncandidlyintohisfacewherehesatinaneasy-chairwaitingforherarrangementofthesofa。“Whatmakesyouask?”
  Heansweredwithanotherquestion。“Doesheknowthatwehadthoughtofstayinghere?”
  “Why,we’vealwaystalkedofthat,haven’twe?Yes,heknowsit。Didn’tyouwanthimtoknowit,papa?Yououghttohavebegunontheship,then。OfcourseI’veaskedhimwhatsortofplaceitwas。I’msorryifyoudidn’twantmeto。”
  “HaveIsaidthat?It’sperfectlyeasytopushontoParis。Unless——“
  “Unlesswhat?”Agathadroppedthepillow,andlistenedrespectfully。Butinspiteofherfilialattitudeshecouldnotkeepheryouthandstrengthandcouragefromquellingtheforcesoftheelderlyman。
  Hesaidquerulously,“Idon’tseewhyyoutakethattonewithme。YoucertainlyknowwhatImean。Butifyoudon’tcaretodealopenlywithme,Iwon’taskyou。”Hedroppedhiseyesfromherface,andatthesametimeadeepblushbegantotingeit,growingupfromhernecktoherforehead。“Youmustknow——you’renotachild。”hecontinued,stillwithavertedeyes,“thatthissortofthingcan’tgoon……Itmustbesomethingelse,oritmustn’tbeanythingatall。Idon’taskyouforyourconfidence,andyouknowthatI’veneversoughttocontrolyou。”
  Thiswasnottheleasttrue,butAgathaanswered,eitherabsentlyorprovisionally,“No。”
  “AndIdon’tseektodosonow。Ifyouhavenothingthatyouwishtotellme——“
  Hewaited,andafterwhatseemedalongtime,sheaskedasifshehadnotheardhim,“Willyouliedownalittlebeforeyoursupper,papa?”
  “IwillliedownwhenIfeellikeit。”heanswered。“SendAugustwiththesupper;hecanlookafterme。”
  Hisresentfultone,evenmorethanhiswords,dismissedher,butshelefthimwithoutapparentgrievance,sayingquietly,“IwillsendAugust。”
  AgathadidnotcomedowntosupperwithBurnamy。SheaskedAugust,whenshegavehimherfather’sorder,tohaveacupofteasenttoherroom,where,whenitcame,sheremainedthinkingsolongthatitwasrathertepidbythetimeshedrankit。
  Thenshewenttoherwindow,andlookedout,firstaboveandnextbelow。
  Above,themoonwashangingoverthegardenedhollowbeforetheMuseumwiththeairylightnessofanAmericanmoon。BelowwasBurnamybehindthetubbedevergreens,sittingtiltedinhischairagainstthehousewall,withthesparkofhiscigarfaintingandflashinglikeanAmericanfirefly。Agathawentdowntothedoor,afteralittledelay,andseemedsurprisedtofindhimthere;atleastshesaid,“Oh!”inatoneofsurprise。
  Burnamystoodup,andanswered,“Nicenight。”
  “Beautiful!”shebreathed。“Ididn’tsupposetheskyinGermanycouldeverbesoclear。”
  “Itseemstobedoingitsbest。”
  “Theflowersovertherelooklikeghostsinthelight。”shesaiddreamily。
  “They’renot。Don’tyouwanttogetyourhatandwrap,andgooverandexposethefraud?”
  “Oh。”sheanswered,asifitweremerelyaquestionofthehatandwrap,“Ihavethem。”
  Theysaunteredthroughthegardenwalksforawhile,longenoughtohaveascertainedthattherewasnotaveridicalphantomamongtheflowers,iftheyhadbeenlooking,andthenwhentheycametotheiraccustomedseat,theysatdown,andshesaid,“Idon’tknowthatI’veseenthemoonsoclearsinceweleftCarlsbad。”Atthelastwordhisheartgaveajumpthatseemedtolodgeitinhisthroatandkepthimfromspeaking,sothatshecouldresumewithoutinterruption,“I’vegotsomethingofyours,thatyouleftatthePosthof。Thegirlthatbrokethedishesfoundit,andLiligaveittoMrs。Marchforyou。”ThisdidnotaccountforAgatha’shavingthething,whateveritwas;butwhenshetookahandkerchieffromherbelt,andputoutherhandwithittowardhim,heseemedtofindthatherhavingithadnecessarilyfollowed。Hetriedtotakeitfromher,buthisownhandtrembledsothatitclungtohers,andhegasped,“Can’tyousaynow,whatyouwouldn’tsaythen?”
  Thelogicalsequencewasnomoreobviousthanbefore;butsheapparentlyfeltitinherturnashehadfeltitinhis。Shewhisperedback,“Yes。”
  andthenshecouldnotgetoutanythingmoretillsheentreatedinahalf-stifledvoice,“Oh,don’t!”`
  “No,no!”hepanted。“Iwon’t——Ioughtn’ttohavedoneit——Ibegyourpardon——Ioughtn’ttohavespoken,——even——I——“
  Shereturnedinafarlessbreathlessandtremulousfashion,butstillbetweenlaughingandcrying,“Imeanttomakeyou。Andnow,ifyou’reeversorry,orI’mevertootoppingaboutanything,youcanbeperfectlyfreetosaythatyou’dneverhavespokenifyouhadn’tseenthatIwantedyouto。”
  “ButIdidn’tseeanysuchthing。”heprotested。“IspokebecauseI
  couldn’thelpitanylonger。”
  Shelaughedtriumphantly。“Ofcourseyouthinkso!Andthatshowsthatyouareonlyamanafterall;inspiteofyourfinessing。ButIamgoingtohavethecreditofit。Iknewthatyouwereholdingbackbecauseyouweretooproud,orthoughtyouhadn’ttheright,orsomething。Weren’tyou?”Shestartledhimwiththesuddenvehemenceofherchallenge:“Ifyoupretend,thatyouweren’tIshallneverforgiveyou!”
  “ButIwas!OfcourseIwas。Iwasafraid——“
  “Isn’tthatwhatIsaid?”Shetriumphedoverhimwithanotherlaugh,andcoweredalittleclosertohim,ifthatcouldbe。
  Theywerestanding,withoutknowinghowtheyhadgottotheirfeet;andnowwithoutanypurposeofthekind,theybegantostrollagainamongthegardenpaths,andtoaskandtoanswerquestions,whichtouchedeverypointoftheircommonhistory,andyetleftitamineofinexhaustibleknowledgeforallfuturetime。Outofthesweetanddeardelightofthisencyclopedianreservetwoorthreefactsappearedwithapresentdistinctness。OneofthesewasthatBurnamyhadregardedherrefusaltobedefiniteatCarlsbadasdefiniterefusal,andhadmeantnevertoseeheragain,andcertainlynevertospeakagainoflovetoher。Anotherpointwasthatshehadnotresentedhiscomingbackthatlastnight,buthadbeenproudandhappyinitasproofofhislove,andhadalwaysmeantsomehowtolethimknowthatshewastorchedbyhistrustingherenoughtocomebackwhilebewasstillunderthatcloudwithMr。Stoller。Withfurtherlogic,purelyoftheheart,sheacquittedhimaltogetherofwronginthataffair,andallegedinproof,whatMr。StollerhadsaidofittoMr。March。BurnamyownedthatheknewwhatStollerhadsaid,buteveninhispresentconditionhecouldnotacceptfullyherreadingofthatobscurepassageofhislife。Hepreferredtoputthequestionby,andperhapsneitherofthemcaredanythingaboutitexceptasitrelatedtothefactthattheywerenoweachother’sforever。