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  Theycouldseenowayoutofthetrouble,andMrs。Marchcouldnotresignherselftoittillherhusbandsuggestedthatsheshouldconsideritprovidential。Thistouchedthelingeringsuperstitioninwhichshehadbeenancestrallytaughttoregardherselfasameans,wheninaverytightplace,andtoleavetheresponsibilitywiththemoralgovernmentoftheuniverse。Asshenowperceived,ithadbeenthesameasorderedthattheyshouldseeBurnamyundersuchconditionsintheafternoonthattheycouldnotspeaktohim,andhearwherehewasstaying;andinaninferiordegreeithadbeenthesameasorderedthatMarchshouldseehimintheeveningandtellhimeverything,sothatsheshouldknowjusthowtoactwhenshesawhiminthemorning。IfhecouldplausiblyaccountfortherenewalofhisflirtationwithMissElkins,orifheseemedgenerallyworthyapartfromthat,shecouldforgivehim。
  Itwassopleasantwhenhecameinatbreakfastwithhiswell-rememberedsmile,thatshedidnotrequirefromhimanyexplicitdefence。WhiletheytalkedshewasrightingherselfinanundercurrentofdramawithMissTriscoe,andexplainingtoherthattheycouldnotpossiblywaitoverforherandherfatherinWeimar,butmustbeoffthatdayforBerlin,astheyhadmadealltheirplans。Itwasnoteasy,evenindramawhereonehaseverythingone’sownway,toprovethatshecouldnotwithoutimpietysofarinterferewiththecourseofProvidenceastopreventMissTriscoe’scomingwithherfathertothesamehotelwhereBurnamywasstaying。Shecontrived,indeed,topersuadeherthatshehadnotknownhewasstayingtherewhenshetelegraphedthemwheretocome,andthatintheabsenceofanyopenconfidencefromMissTriscoeshewasnotobligedtosupposethathispresencewouldbeembarrassing。
  MarchproposedleavingherwithBurnamywhilehewentupintothetownandinterviewedthehouseofSchiller,whichhehadnotdoneyet;andassoonashegothimselfawayshecametobusiness,breakingaltogetherfromtheinnerdramawithMissTriscoeanddevotingherselftoBurnamy。
  TheyhadalreadygotsofarastohavementionedthemeetingwiththeTriscoesinWurzburg,andshesaid:“DidMr。Marchtellyoutheywerecominghere?Or,no!Wehadn’theardthen。Yes,theyarecomingto-
  morrow。Theymaybegoingtostaysometime。ShetalkedofWeimarwhenwefirstspokeofGermanyontheship。”Burnamysaidnothing,andshesuddenlyadded,withasharpglance,“Theywantedustogetthemrooms,andweadvisedtheircomingtothishouse。”Hestartedverysatisfactorily,and“Doyouthinktheywouldbecomfortable,here?”shepursued。
  “Oh,yes,very。Theycanhavemyroom;it’ssoutheast;Ishallbegoingintootherquarters。”Shedidnotsayanything;and“Mrs。March。”hebeganagain,“whatistheuseofmybeatingaboutthebush?YoumustknowwhatIwentbacktoCarlsbadfor,thatnight——“
  “Nooneevertold——“
  “Well,youmusthavemadeaprettygoodguess。Butitwasafailure。I
  oughttohavefailed,andIdid。Shesaidthatunlessherfatherlikedit——Andapparentlyhehasn’tlikedit。”Burnamysmiledruefully。
  “Howdoyouknow?Shedidn’tknowwhereyouwere!”
  “Shecouldhavegotwordtomeifshehadhadgoodnewsforme。They’veforwardedotherlettersfromPupp’s。Butit’sallright;IhadnobusinesstogobacktoCarlsbad。Ofcourseyoudidn’tknowIwasinthishousewhenyoutoldthemtocome;andImustclearout。IhadbetterclearoutofWeimar,too。”
  “No,Idon’tthinkso;Ihavenorighttopryintoyouraffairs,but——“
  “Oh,they’rewideenoughopen!”
  “Andyoumayhavechangedyourmind。Ithoughtyoumight,whenIsawyouyesterdayatBelvedere——“
  “Iwasonlytryingtomakebadworse。”
  “ThenIthinkthesituationhaschangedentirelythroughwhatMr。StollersaidtoMr。March。”
  “Ican’tseehowithas。Icommittedanactofshabbytreachery,andI’masmuchtoblameasifhestillwantedtopunishmeforit。”
  “DidMr。Marchsaythattoyou?”
  “No;IsaidthattoMr。March;andhecouldn’tanswerit,andyoucan’t。
  You’reverygood,andverykind,butyoucan’tanswerit。”
  “Icanansweritverywell。”sheboasted,butshecouldfindnothingbettertosaythan,“It’syourdutytohertoseeherandletherknow。”
  “Doesn’tsheknowalready?”
  “Shehasarighttoknowitfromyou。Ithinkyouaremorbid,Mr。
  Burnamy。YouknowverywellIdidn’tlikeyourdoingthattoMr。
  Stoller。Ididn’tsaysoatthetime,becauseyouseemedtofeelitenoughyourself。ButIdidlikeyourowninguptoit。”andhereMrs。
  Marchthoughtittimetotrotoutherborrowedbattle-horseagain。“Myhusbandalwayssaysthatifapersonownsuptoanerror,fullyandfaithfully,asyou’vealwaysdone,theymakeitthesameinitsconsequencestothemasifithadneverbeendone。”
  “DoesMr。Marchsaythat?”askedBurnamywitharelentingsmile。
  “Indeedhedoes!”
  Burnamyhesitated;thenheasked,gloomilyagain:
  “Andwhatabouttheconsequencestothe,otherfellow?”
  “Awoman。”saidMrs。March,“hasnoconcernwiththem。Andbesides,I
  thinkyou’vedoneallyoucouldtosaveMr。Stollerfromtheconsequences。”
  “Ihaven’tdoneanything。”
  “Nomatter。Youwouldifyoucould。Iwonder。”shebrokeoff,topreventhispersistenceatapointwherehernerveswerebeginningtogiveway,“whatcanbekeepingMr。March?”
  Nothingmuchmoreimportant,itappearedlater,thanthepleasureofsaunteringthroughthestreetsonthewaytothehouseofSchiller,andlookingattheprettychildrengoingtoschool,withbooksundertheirarms。Itwasthedayfortheschoolstoopenafterthelongsummervacation,andtherewasafreshnessofexpectationintheshiningfaceswhich,ifitcouldnotlightuphisowngraybeardvisage,couldatleasttouchhisheart:
  WhenhereachedtheSchillerhousehefoundthatitwasreallynottheSchillerhouse,buttheSchillerflat,ofthreeorfourrooms,oneflightup,whosewindowslookoutuponthestreetnamedafterthepoet。Thewholeplaceisbareandclean;inonecornerofthelargeroomfrontingthestreetstandsSchiller’swriting-table,withhischairbeforeit;
  withthefootextendingtowardthistherestands,inanothercorner,thenarrowbedonwhichhedied;somewitheredwreathsonthepillowframeapictureofhisdeathmask,whichatfirstglanceislikehisdeadfacelyingthere。Itisallrathertasteless,andallrathertouching,andtheplacewithitsmeagreappointments,ascomparedwiththerichGoethehouse,suggeststhatpersonalcompetitionwithGoetheinwhichSchillerisalwaysfallingintothesecondplace。Whetheritwillbefinallysowithhiminliteratureitistooearlytoaskoftime,anduponotherpointseternitywillnotbeinterrogated。“Thegreat,GoetheandthegoodSchiller。”theyremain;andyet,Marchreasoned,therewassomethinggoodinGoetheandsomethinggreat,inSchiller。
  Hewassofullofthepathosoftheirinequalitybeforetheworldthathedidnotheedthewarningonthedoorofthepastry-shopneartheSchillerhouse,andonopeningithebedaubedhishandwiththefreshpaintonit。
  Hewastheninsuchastate,thathecouldnotbringhismindtobearuponthequestionofwhichcakeshiswifewouldprobablyprefer,andhestoodhelplesslyholdinguphishandtillthegoodwomanbehindthecounterdiscoveredhisplight,andutteredaloudcryofcompassion。
  Sheranandgotawetnapkin,whichsherubbedwithsoap,andthensheinstructedhimbywordandgesturetorubhishanduponit,andshedidnotleavehimtillhisrescuewascomplete。Heletherchooseavarietyofthecakesforhim,andcameawaywithagaypaperbagfullofthem,andwiththefeelingthathehadbeeninmoreintimaterelationswiththelifeofWeimarthantravellersareoftenprivilegedtobe。Hearguedfromtheinstantandintelligentsympathyofthepastrywomanahighgradeofcultureinallclasses;andheconceivedthenotionofpretendingtoMrs。Marchthathehadgotthesecakesfrom,adescendantofSchiller。
  Hisdeceitavailedwithherforthebriefmomentinwhichshealways,aftersomanyyears’experienceofhisduplicity,believedanythinghetoldher。Theydinedmerrilytogetherattheirhotel,andthenBurnamycamedowntothestationwiththemandwasverycomfortabletoMarchinhelpinghimtogettheirticketsandtheirbaggageregistered。ThetrainwhichwastotakethemtoHalle,wheretheyweretochangeforBerlin,wasratherlate,andtheyhadbuttenminutesafteritcameinbeforeitwouldstartagain。Mrs。Marchwaswatchingimpatientlyatthewindowofthewaiting-roomforthedismountingpassengerstocleartheplatformandallowthedoorstobeopened;suddenlyshegaveacry,andturnedandranintothepassagebywhichthenewarrivalswerepouringouttowardthesuperabundantomnibuses。MarchandBurnamy,whohadbeentalkingapart,mechanicallyrushedafterherandfoundherkissingMissTriscoeandshakinghandswiththegeneralamidstatempestofquestionsandanswers,fromwhichitappearedthattheTriscoeshadgottiredofstayinginWurzburg,andhadsimplycomeontoWeimaradaysoonerthantheyhadintended。
  The,generalwasrathermuchbundledupforadaywhichwasmildforaGermansummerday,andhecoughedoutanexplanationthathehadtakenanabominablecoldatthatridiculousparade,andhadnotshakenitoffyet。
  Hehadanotionthatchangeofairwouldbebetterforhim;itcouldnotbeworse。
  HeseemedalittlevagueastoBurnamy,ratherthaninimical。WhiletheladieswerestilltalkingeagerlytogetherinprofferandacceptanceofMrs。March’slamentationsthatsheshouldbegoingawayjustasMissTriscoewascoming,heaskediftheomnibusfortheirhotelwasthere。
  HebynomeansresentedBurnamy’sassurancethatitwas,andhedidnotrefusetolethimordertheirbaggage,littleandlarge,loadeduponit。
  Bythetimethiswasdone,Mrs。MarchandMissTriscoehadsofardetachedthemselvesfromeachotherthattheycouldseparateafteronemoreformalexpressionofregretandforgiveness。Withalamentintowhichshepouredaworldofinarticulateemotions,Mrs。Marchwrenchedherselffromtheplace,andsufferedherself,tobepushedtowardhertrain。Butwiththelastlonglookwhichshecastoverhershoulder,beforeshevanishedintothewaiting-room,shesawMissTriscoeandBurnamytransactingtheelaboratepolitenessesofamiablestrangerswithregardtotheverysmallbagwhichthegirlhadinherhand。Hesucceededinrelievingherofit;andthenheledthewayoutofthestationontheleftofthegeneral,whileMissTriscoebroughtuptherear。