BurnamycameawayfromseeingthepivotalgirlandhermotheroffonthetrainwhichtheyweretakingthateveningforFrankfortandHombourg,andstrolledbackthroughtheWeimarstreetslittleateasewithhimself。
Whilehewaswiththegirlandnearherhehadfelttheattractionbywhichyouthimpersonallydrawsyouth,thecharmwhichmeremaidhasformereman;butoncebeyondtherangeofthishefeltsickatheartandashamed。Hewasawareofhavingusedherfollyasananodyneforthepainwhichwasalwaysgnawingathim,andhehadmanagedtoforgetitinherfolly,butnowitcameback,andthesensethathehadbeenrecklessofherrightscamewithit。Hehaddonehisbesttomakeherthinkhiminlovewithher,byeverythingbutwords;hewonderedhowhecouldbesuchanass,suchawickedass,astotrymakingherpromisetowritetohimfromFrankfort;hewishednevertoseeheragain,andhewishedstilllesstohearfromher。Itwassomecomforttoreflectthatshehadnotpromised,butitwasnotcomfortenoughtorestorehimtosuchfragmentaryself-respectashehadbeenenjoyingsincehepartedwithAgathaTriscoeinCarlsbad;hecouldnotevengetbacktotheresentmentwithwhichhehadbeenstayinghimselfsomewhatbeforethepivotalgirlunexpectedlyappearedwithhermotherinWeimar。
ItwasSedanDay,buttherewasapparentlynoofficialobservanceoftheholiday,perhapsbecausetheGrand-Dukewasawayatthemanoeuvres,withalltheotherGermanprinces。Burnamyhadhopedforsomevoluntaryexcitementamongthepeople,atleastenoughtowarranthiminmakingapaperaboutSedanDayinWeimar,whichhecouldsellsomewhere;butthenightwasfalling,andtherewasstillnosignofpopularrejoicingovertheFrenchhumiliationtwenty-eightyearsbefore,exceptinthemultitudeofJapaneselanternswhichthechildrenwereeverywherecarryingattheendsofsticks。Babieshadthemintheircarriages,andtheeffectofthefloatinglightsinthewinding,up-and-down-hillstreetswascharmingeventoBurnamy’slack-lustreeyes。Hewentbyhishotelandontoacaf?withagarden,wheretherewasapatriotic,concertpromised;hesuppedthere,andthensatdreamilybehindhisbeer,whilethemusicbangedandbrayedroundhimunheeded。
PresentlyheheardavoiceoffriendlybantersayinginEnglish,“MayI
sitatyourtable?”andhesawanironicalfacelookingdownonhim。
“Theredoesn’tseemanyotherplace。”
“Why,Mr。March!”Burnamysprangupandwrungthehandheldouttohim,buthechokedwithhiswordsofrecognition;itwassogoodtoseethisfaithfulfriendagain,thoughhesawhimnowashehadseenhimlast,justwhenhehadsolittlereasontobeproudofhimself。
MarchsettledhispersoninthechairfacingBurnamy,andthenglancedroundatthejoyfuljamofpeopleeatinganddrinking,underafirmamentoflanterns。“Thisispretty。”hesaid,“mightypretty。IshallmakeMrs。Marchsorryfornotcoming,whenIgoback。”
“IsMrs。March——sheis——withyou——inWeimar?”Burnamyaskedstupidly。
Marchforboretotakeadvantageofhim。“Oh,yes。WesawyououtatBelvederethisafternoon。Mrs。Marchthoughtforamomentthatyoumeantnottoseeus。Awomanlikestoexerciseherimaginationinthoselittleflights。”
“Ineverdreamedofyourbeingthere——Ineversaw——“Burnamybegan。
“Ofcoursenot。NeitherdidMrs。Etkins,norMissEtkins;shewaslookingverypretty。Haveyoubeenheresometime?”
“Notlong。Aweekorso。I’vebeenattheparadeatWurzburg。”
“AtWurzburg!Ah,howlittletheworldis,orhowlargeWurzburgis!
Weweretherenearlyaweek,andwepervadedtheplace。Buttherewasagreatcrowdforyoutohideinfromus。WhathadIbettertake?”
Awaiterhadcomeup,andwasstandingatMarch’selbow。“IsupposeI
mustn’tsitherewithoutorderingsomething?”
“Whitewineandselters。”saidBurnamyvaguely。
“Theverything!Whydidn’tIthinkofit?It’sadivinedrink:itsatisfieswithoutfilling。Ihaditanightortwobeforewelefthome,intheMadisonSquareRoofGarden。Haveyouseen’EveryOtherWeek’
lately?”
“No。”saidBurnamy,withmorespiritthanhehadyetshown。
“We’vejustgotourmailfromNuremberg。ThelastnumberhasapoeminitthatIratherlike。”Marchlaughedtoseetheyoungfellow’sfacelightupwithjoyfulconsciousness。“Comeroundtomyhotel,afteryou’retiredhere,andI’llletyouseeit。There’snohurry。Didyounoticethelittlechildrenwiththeirlanterns,asyoucamealong?It’sthegentlesteffectthatawarlikememoryevercameto。TheFrenchthemselvescouldn’thavemindedthoseinnocentscarryingthosesoftlightsonthedayoftheirdisaster。Yououghttogetsomethingoutofthat,andI’vegotasubjectintrustforyoufromRoseAdding。HeandhismotherwereatWurzburg;I’msorrytosaythepoorlittlechapdidn’tseemverywell。They’vegonetoHollandfortheseaair。”MarchhadbeentalkingforquantityincompassionoftheembarrassmentinwhichBurnamyseemedbound;buthequestionedhowfarheoughttobringcomforttotheyoungfellowmerelybecausehelikedhim。Sofarashecouldmakeout,Burnamyhadbeendoingratherlessthannothingtoretrievehimselfsincetheyhadmet;anditwasbyanimpulsethathecouldnothavelogicallydefendedtoMrs。Marchthatheresumed。“WefoundanotherfriendofyoursinWurzburg:Mr。Stoller。”
“Mr。Stoller?”Burnamyfaintlyechoed。
“Yes;hewastheretogivehisdaughtersaholidayduringthemanoeuvres;
andtheymadethemostofit。Hewantedustogototheparadewithhisfamilybutwedeclined。ThetwinswereprettynearlythedeathofGeneralTriscoe。”
AgainBurnamyechoedhim。“GeneralTriscoe?”
“Ah,yes:Ididn’ttellyou。GeneralTriscoeandhisdaughterhadcomeonwithMrs。AddingandRose。Kenby——yourememberKenby,OntheNorumbia?——Kenbyhappenedtobethere,too;wewerequiteafamilyparty;
andStollergotthegeneraltodriveouttothemanoeuvreswithhimandhisgirls。”
Nowthathewaslaunched,Marchratherenjoyedlettinghimselfgo。HedidnotknowwhatheshouldsaytoMrs。MarchwhenhecametoconfesshavingtoldBurnamyeverythingbeforeshegotachanceathim;hepushedonrecklessly,upontheprinciple,whichprobablywillnotholdinmorals,thatonemayaswellbehungforasheepasalamb。“IhaveamessageforyoufromMr。Stoller。”
“Forme?”Burnamygasped。
“I’vebeenwonderinghowIshouldputit,forIhadn’texpectedtoseeyou。Butit’ssimplythis:hewantsyoutoknow——andheseemedtowantmetoknow——thathedoesn’tholdyouaccountableinthewayhedid。He’sthoughtitallover,andhe’sdecidedthathehadnorighttoexpectyoutosavehimfromhisownignorancewherehewasmakingashowofknowledge。Ashesaid,hedoesn’tchoosetopleadthebabyact。Hesaysthatyou’reallright,andyourplaceonthepaperisopentoyou。”
Burnamyhadnotbeenverypromptbefore,butnowheseemedbracedforinstantresponse。“Ithinkhe’swrong。”hesaid,soharshlythatthepeopleatthenexttablelookedround。“Hisfeelingashedoeshasnothingtodowiththefact,anditdoesn’tletmeout。”
Marchwouldhavelikedtotakehiminhisarms;hemerelysaid,“Ithinkyou’requiteright,astothat。Butthere’ssuchathingasforgiveness,youknow。Itdoesn’tchangethenatureofwhatyou’vedone;butasfarasthesuffererfromitisconcerned,itannulsit。”
“Yes,Iunderstandthat。ButIcan’taccepthisforgivenessifIhatehim。”
“Butperhapsyouwon’talwayshatehim。Somedayyoumayhaveachancetodohimagoodturn。It’sratherbanale;buttheredoesn’tseemanyotherway。Well,Ihavegivenyouhismessage。Areyougoingwithmetogetthatpoem?”
WhenMarchhadgivenBurnamythepaperathishotel,andBurnamyhadputitinhispocket,theyoungmansaidhethoughthewouldtakesomecoffee,andheaskedMarchtojoinhiminthedining-roomwheretheyhadstoodtalking。
“No,thankyou。”saidtheelder,“Idon’tproposesittingupallnight,andyou’llexcusemeifIgotobednow。It’salittleinformaltoleaveaguest——“
“You’renotleavingaguest!I’mathomehere。I’mstayinginthishoteltoo。”
Marchsaid,“Oh!”andthenheaddedabruptly,“Good-night。”andwentupstairsunderthefrescoofthefivepoets。
“Whomwereyoutalkingwithbelow?”askedMrs。Marchthroughthedooropeningintohisroomfromhers。
“Burnamy。”heansweredfromwithin。“He’sstayinginthishouse。HeletmeknowjustasIwasgoingtoturnhimoutforthenight。It’soneofthoselittleuncandorsofhisthatthrowsuspiciononhishonestyingreatthings。”
“Oh!Thenyou’vebeentellinghim。”shesaid,withamentalboundhighaboveandfarbeyondthepoint。
“Everything。”
“AboutStoller,too?”
“AboutStollerandhisdaughters,andMrs。AddingandRoseandKenbyandGeneralTriscoe——andAgatha。”
“Verywell。That’swhatIcallshabby。Don’tevertalktomeagainabouttheinconsistenciesofwomen。Butnowthere’ssomethingperfectlyfearful。”
“Whatisit?”
“AletterfromMissTriscoecameafteryouweregone,askingustofindroomsinsomehotelforherandherfatherto-morrow。Heisn’twell,andthey’recoming。AndI’vetelegraphedthemtocomehere。Nowwhatdoyousay?”