首页 >出版文学> Their Silver Wedding Journey>第61章
  BurnamycameawayfromseeingthepivotalgirlandhermotheroffonthetrainwhichtheyweretakingthateveningforFrankfortandHombourg,andstrolledbackthroughtheWeimarstreetslittleateasewithhimself。
  Whilehewaswiththegirlandnearherhehadfelttheattractionbywhichyouthimpersonallydrawsyouth,thecharmwhichmeremaidhasformereman;butoncebeyondtherangeofthishefeltsickatheartandashamed。Hewasawareofhavingusedherfollyasananodyneforthepainwhichwasalwaysgnawingathim,andhehadmanagedtoforgetitinherfolly,butnowitcameback,andthesensethathehadbeenrecklessofherrightscamewithit。Hehaddonehisbesttomakeherthinkhiminlovewithher,byeverythingbutwords;hewonderedhowhecouldbesuchanass,suchawickedass,astotrymakingherpromisetowritetohimfromFrankfort;hewishednevertoseeheragain,andhewishedstilllesstohearfromher。Itwassomecomforttoreflectthatshehadnotpromised,butitwasnotcomfortenoughtorestorehimtosuchfragmentaryself-respectashehadbeenenjoyingsincehepartedwithAgathaTriscoeinCarlsbad;hecouldnotevengetbacktotheresentmentwithwhichhehadbeenstayinghimselfsomewhatbeforethepivotalgirlunexpectedlyappearedwithhermotherinWeimar。
  ItwasSedanDay,buttherewasapparentlynoofficialobservanceoftheholiday,perhapsbecausetheGrand-Dukewasawayatthemanoeuvres,withalltheotherGermanprinces。Burnamyhadhopedforsomevoluntaryexcitementamongthepeople,atleastenoughtowarranthiminmakingapaperaboutSedanDayinWeimar,whichhecouldsellsomewhere;butthenightwasfalling,andtherewasstillnosignofpopularrejoicingovertheFrenchhumiliationtwenty-eightyearsbefore,exceptinthemultitudeofJapaneselanternswhichthechildrenwereeverywherecarryingattheendsofsticks。Babieshadthemintheircarriages,andtheeffectofthefloatinglightsinthewinding,up-and-down-hillstreetswascharmingeventoBurnamy’slack-lustreeyes。Hewentbyhishotelandontoacaf?withagarden,wheretherewasapatriotic,concertpromised;hesuppedthere,andthensatdreamilybehindhisbeer,whilethemusicbangedandbrayedroundhimunheeded。
  PresentlyheheardavoiceoffriendlybantersayinginEnglish,“MayI
  sitatyourtable?”andhesawanironicalfacelookingdownonhim。
  “Theredoesn’tseemanyotherplace。”
  “Why,Mr。March!”Burnamysprangupandwrungthehandheldouttohim,buthechokedwithhiswordsofrecognition;itwassogoodtoseethisfaithfulfriendagain,thoughhesawhimnowashehadseenhimlast,justwhenhehadsolittlereasontobeproudofhimself。
  MarchsettledhispersoninthechairfacingBurnamy,andthenglancedroundatthejoyfuljamofpeopleeatinganddrinking,underafirmamentoflanterns。“Thisispretty。”hesaid,“mightypretty。IshallmakeMrs。Marchsorryfornotcoming,whenIgoback。”
  “IsMrs。March——sheis——withyou——inWeimar?”Burnamyaskedstupidly。
  Marchforboretotakeadvantageofhim。“Oh,yes。WesawyououtatBelvederethisafternoon。Mrs。Marchthoughtforamomentthatyoumeantnottoseeus。Awomanlikestoexerciseherimaginationinthoselittleflights。”
  “Ineverdreamedofyourbeingthere——Ineversaw——“Burnamybegan。
  “Ofcoursenot。NeitherdidMrs。Etkins,norMissEtkins;shewaslookingverypretty。Haveyoubeenheresometime?”
  “Notlong。Aweekorso。I’vebeenattheparadeatWurzburg。”
  “AtWurzburg!Ah,howlittletheworldis,orhowlargeWurzburgis!
  Weweretherenearlyaweek,andwepervadedtheplace。Buttherewasagreatcrowdforyoutohideinfromus。WhathadIbettertake?”
  Awaiterhadcomeup,andwasstandingatMarch’selbow。“IsupposeI
  mustn’tsitherewithoutorderingsomething?”
  “Whitewineandselters。”saidBurnamyvaguely。
  “Theverything!Whydidn’tIthinkofit?It’sadivinedrink:itsatisfieswithoutfilling。Ihaditanightortwobeforewelefthome,intheMadisonSquareRoofGarden。Haveyouseen’EveryOtherWeek’
  lately?”
  “No。”saidBurnamy,withmorespiritthanhehadyetshown。
  “We’vejustgotourmailfromNuremberg。ThelastnumberhasapoeminitthatIratherlike。”Marchlaughedtoseetheyoungfellow’sfacelightupwithjoyfulconsciousness。“Comeroundtomyhotel,afteryou’retiredhere,andI’llletyouseeit。There’snohurry。Didyounoticethelittlechildrenwiththeirlanterns,asyoucamealong?It’sthegentlesteffectthatawarlikememoryevercameto。TheFrenchthemselvescouldn’thavemindedthoseinnocentscarryingthosesoftlightsonthedayoftheirdisaster。Yououghttogetsomethingoutofthat,andI’vegotasubjectintrustforyoufromRoseAdding。HeandhismotherwereatWurzburg;I’msorrytosaythepoorlittlechapdidn’tseemverywell。They’vegonetoHollandfortheseaair。”MarchhadbeentalkingforquantityincompassionoftheembarrassmentinwhichBurnamyseemedbound;buthequestionedhowfarheoughttobringcomforttotheyoungfellowmerelybecausehelikedhim。Sofarashecouldmakeout,Burnamyhadbeendoingratherlessthannothingtoretrievehimselfsincetheyhadmet;anditwasbyanimpulsethathecouldnothavelogicallydefendedtoMrs。Marchthatheresumed。“WefoundanotherfriendofyoursinWurzburg:Mr。Stoller。”
  “Mr。Stoller?”Burnamyfaintlyechoed。
  “Yes;hewastheretogivehisdaughtersaholidayduringthemanoeuvres;
  andtheymadethemostofit。Hewantedustogototheparadewithhisfamilybutwedeclined。ThetwinswereprettynearlythedeathofGeneralTriscoe。”
  AgainBurnamyechoedhim。“GeneralTriscoe?”
  “Ah,yes:Ididn’ttellyou。GeneralTriscoeandhisdaughterhadcomeonwithMrs。AddingandRose。Kenby——yourememberKenby,OntheNorumbia?——Kenbyhappenedtobethere,too;wewerequiteafamilyparty;
  andStollergotthegeneraltodriveouttothemanoeuvreswithhimandhisgirls。”
  Nowthathewaslaunched,Marchratherenjoyedlettinghimselfgo。HedidnotknowwhatheshouldsaytoMrs。MarchwhenhecametoconfesshavingtoldBurnamyeverythingbeforeshegotachanceathim;hepushedonrecklessly,upontheprinciple,whichprobablywillnotholdinmorals,thatonemayaswellbehungforasheepasalamb。“IhaveamessageforyoufromMr。Stoller。”
  “Forme?”Burnamygasped。
  “I’vebeenwonderinghowIshouldputit,forIhadn’texpectedtoseeyou。Butit’ssimplythis:hewantsyoutoknow——andheseemedtowantmetoknow——thathedoesn’tholdyouaccountableinthewayhedid。He’sthoughtitallover,andhe’sdecidedthathehadnorighttoexpectyoutosavehimfromhisownignorancewherehewasmakingashowofknowledge。Ashesaid,hedoesn’tchoosetopleadthebabyact。Hesaysthatyou’reallright,andyourplaceonthepaperisopentoyou。”
  Burnamyhadnotbeenverypromptbefore,butnowheseemedbracedforinstantresponse。“Ithinkhe’swrong。”hesaid,soharshlythatthepeopleatthenexttablelookedround。“Hisfeelingashedoeshasnothingtodowiththefact,anditdoesn’tletmeout。”
  Marchwouldhavelikedtotakehiminhisarms;hemerelysaid,“Ithinkyou’requiteright,astothat。Butthere’ssuchathingasforgiveness,youknow。Itdoesn’tchangethenatureofwhatyou’vedone;butasfarasthesuffererfromitisconcerned,itannulsit。”
  “Yes,Iunderstandthat。ButIcan’taccepthisforgivenessifIhatehim。”
  “Butperhapsyouwon’talwayshatehim。Somedayyoumayhaveachancetodohimagoodturn。It’sratherbanale;buttheredoesn’tseemanyotherway。Well,Ihavegivenyouhismessage。Areyougoingwithmetogetthatpoem?”
  WhenMarchhadgivenBurnamythepaperathishotel,andBurnamyhadputitinhispocket,theyoungmansaidhethoughthewouldtakesomecoffee,andheaskedMarchtojoinhiminthedining-roomwheretheyhadstoodtalking。
  “No,thankyou。”saidtheelder,“Idon’tproposesittingupallnight,andyou’llexcusemeifIgotobednow。It’salittleinformaltoleaveaguest——“
  “You’renotleavingaguest!I’mathomehere。I’mstayinginthishoteltoo。”
  Marchsaid,“Oh!”andthenheaddedabruptly,“Good-night。”andwentupstairsunderthefrescoofthefivepoets。
  “Whomwereyoutalkingwithbelow?”askedMrs。Marchthroughthedooropeningintohisroomfromhers。
  “Burnamy。”heansweredfromwithin。“He’sstayinginthishouse。HeletmeknowjustasIwasgoingtoturnhimoutforthenight。It’soneofthoselittleuncandorsofhisthatthrowsuspiciononhishonestyingreatthings。”
  “Oh!Thenyou’vebeentellinghim。”shesaid,withamentalboundhighaboveandfarbeyondthepoint。
  “Everything。”
  “AboutStoller,too?”
  “AboutStollerandhisdaughters,andMrs。AddingandRoseandKenbyandGeneralTriscoe——andAgatha。”
  “Verywell。That’swhatIcallshabby。Don’tevertalktomeagainabouttheinconsistenciesofwomen。Butnowthere’ssomethingperfectlyfearful。”
  “Whatisit?”
  “AletterfromMissTriscoecameafteryouweregone,askingustofindroomsinsomehotelforherandherfatherto-morrow。Heisn’twell,andthey’recoming。AndI’vetelegraphedthemtocomehere。Nowwhatdoyousay?”