首页 >出版文学> Their Silver Wedding Journey>第56章
  “It’snothing,mother。”hecalledtoher,andasshedroppedonherkneesbeforehimhesanklimplyagainsther。“ItwaslikewhatIhadinCarlsbad;that’sall。Don’tworryaboutme,please!”
  “I’mnotworrying,Rose。”shesaidwithcourageofthesametextureashisown。“You’vebeenwalkingtoomuch。Youmustgobackinthecarriagewithus。Can’tyouhaveitcomehere?”sheaskedKenby。
  “There’snoroad,Mrs。Adding。ButifRosewouldletmecarryhim——“。
  “Icanwalk。”theboyprotested,tryingtolifthimselffromherneck。
  “No,no!youmustn’t。”ShedrewawayandlethimfallintothearmsthatKenbyputroundhim。Heraisedthefrailburdenlightlytohisshoulder,andmovedstronglyaway,followedbytheeyesofthespectatorswhohadgatheredaboutthelittlegroup,butwhodispersednow,andwentbacktotheirdevotions。
  MarchhurriedafterKenbywithMrs。Adding,whomhetoldhehadjustmissedRoseandwaslookingaboutforhim,whenKenbycamewithhermessageforthem。Theymadesurethathewasnowhereaboutthechurch,andthenstartedtogetherdowntheterraces。Atthesecondorthirdstationbelowtheyfoundtheboyclingingtothebarrierthatprotectedthebass-relieffromthezealofthedevotees。Helookedwhiteandsick,thoughheinsistedthathewaswell,andwhenheturnedtocomeawaywiththemhereeledandwouldhavefallenifKenbyhadnotcaughthim。Kenbywantedtocarryhim,butRosewouldnotlethim,andhadmadehiswaydownbetweenthem。
  “Yea,hehassuchaspirit。”shesaid,“andI’venodoubthe’ssufferingnowmorefromMr。Kenby’skindnessthanfromhisownsicknesshehadoneofthesegiddyturnsinCarlsbad,though,andIshallcertainlyhaveadoctortoseehim。”
  “IthinkIshould,Mrs。Adding。”saidMarch,nottoogravely,foritseemedtohimthatitwasnotquitehisbusinesstoalarmherfurther,ifshewasherselftakingtheaffairwiththatseriousness。
  Hequestionedwhethershewastakingitquiteseriouslyenough,whensheturnedwithalaugh,andcalledtoGeneralTriscoe,whowaslimpingdownthestepsofthelastterracebehindthem:
  “Oh,poorGeneralTriscoe!Ithoughtyouhadgoneonahead。”
  GeneralTriscoecouldnotenterintothejokeofbeingforgotten,apparently。Heassistedwithgravityatthedispositionofthepartyforthereturn,whentheyallreachedthecarriage。Rosehadtheplacebesidehismother,andKenbywishedMarchtotakehiswiththegeneralandlethimsitwiththedriver;butheinsistedthathewouldratherwalkhome,andhedidwalktilltheyhaddrivenoutofeight。Thenhecalledapassingone-spanner,anddrovetohishotelincomfortandsilence。
  KenbydidnotcometotheSwanbeforesupper;thenhereportedthatthedoctorhadsaidRosewasonthevergeofanervouscollapse。Hehadoverworkedatschool,buttheimmediatetroublewasthehigh,thinair,whichthedoctorsaidhemustbegotoutofatonce,intoaquietplaceatthesea-shoresomewhere。HehadsuggestedOstend;orsomepointontheFrenchcoast;KenbyhadthoughtofSchevleningen,andthedoctorhadsaidthatwoulddoadmirably。
  “IunderstoodfromMrs。Adding。”heconcluded,“thatyouweregoing。
  thereforyourafter-cure,Mr。March,andIdidn’tknowbutyoumightbegoingsoon。”
  AtthementionofSchevleningentheMarcheshadlookedateachotherwithaguiltyalarm,whichtheybothtriedtogivethecastofaffectionatesympathybutshedismissedherfearthathemightbegoingtolethiscompassionprevailwithhimtohishurtwhenhesaid:“Why,weoughttohavebeentherebeforethis,butI’vebeentakingmylifeinmyhandsintryingtoseealittleofGermany,andI’mafraidnowthatMrs。MarchhashermindtoofirmlyfixedonBerlintoletmethinkofgoingtoSchevleningentillwe’vebeenthere。”
  “It’stoobad!”saidMrs。March,withrealregret。“Iwishweweregoing。”Butshehadnottheleastnotionofgratifyingherwish;andtheywereallsilenttillKenbybrokeout:
  “Lookhere!YouknowhowIfeelaboutMrsAdding!I’vebeenprettyfrankwithMr。Marchmyself,andI’vehadmysuspicionsthatshe’sbeenfrankwithyou,Mrs。March。Thereisn’tanydoubtaboutmywantingtomarryher,anduptothistimetherehasn’tbeenanydoubtabouthernotwantingtomarryme。Butitisn’taquestionofherorofme,now。It’saquestionofRose。Ilovetheboy。”andKenby’svoiceshook,andhefalteredamoment。“Pshaw!Youunderstand。”
  “IndeedIdo,Mr。Kenby。”saidMrs。March。“Iperfectlyunderstandyou。”
  “Well,Idon’tthinkMrs。Addingisfittomakethejourneywithhimalone,ortoplaceherselfinthebestwayaftershegetstoSchevleningen。She’sbeenbadlyshakenup;shebrokedownbeforethedoctor;shesaidshedidn’tknowwhattodo;Isupposeshe’sfrightened——“
  Kenbystoppedagain,andMarchasked,“Whenisshegoing?”
  “To-morrow。”saidKenby,andheadded,“Andnowthequestionis,whyshouldn’tIgowithher?”
  Mrs。Marchgavealittlestart,andlookedatherhusband,buthesaidnothing,andKenbyseemednottohavesupposedthathewouldsayanything。
  “IknowitwouldbeveryAmerican,andallthat,butIhappentobeanAmerican,anditwouldn’tbeoutofcharacterforme。Isuppose。”heappealedtoMrs。March,“thatit’ssomethingImightoffertodoifitwerefromNewYorktoFlorida——andIhappenedtobegoingthere?AndI
  didhappentobegoingtoHolland。”
  “Why,ofcourse,Mr。Kenby。”sheresponded,withsuchsolemnitythatMarchgavewayinanoutrageouslaugh。
  Kenbylaughed,andMrs。Marchlaughedtoo,butwithaninnernoteofprotest。
  “Well。”Kenbycontinued,stilladdressingher,“whatIwantyoutodoistostandbymewhenIproposeit。”
  Mrs。Marchgatheredstrengthtosay,“No,Mr。Kenby,it’syourownaffair,andyoumusttaketheresponsibility。”
  “Doyoudisapprove?”
  “Itisn’tthesameasitwouldbeathome。Youseethatyourself。”
  “Well。”saidKenby,rising,“Ihavetoarrangeabouttheirgettingawayto-morrow。Itwon’tbeeasyinthishurly-burlythat’scomingoff。”
  “GiveRoseourlove;andtellMrs。AddingthatI’llcomeroundandseeherto-morrowbeforeshestarts。”
  “Oh!I’mafraidyoucan’t,Mrs。March。They’retostartatsixinthemorning。”
  “Theyare!Thenwemustgoandseethemtonight。We’llbetherealmostassoonasyouare。”
  Marchwentuptotheirroomswith,hiswife,andshebeganonthestairs:
  “Well,mydear,Ihopeyourealizethatyourlaughingsogaveuscompletelyaway。Andwhatwastheretokeepgrinningabout,allthrough?”
  “Nothingbutthedisingenuous,hypocriticalpassionoflove。It’salwaysthemostamusingthingintheworld;buttoseeittryingtopassitselfoffinpooroldKenbyasdutyandhumanity,anddisinterestedaffectionforRose,wasmorethanIcouldstand。Idon’tapologizeforlaughing;
  Iwantedtoyell。”
  Hiseffronteryandhisphilosophybothhelpedtosavehim;andshesaidfromthepointwherehehadside-trackedhermind:“Idon’tcallitdisingenuous。Hewasbrutallyfrank。He’smadeitimpossibletotreattheaffairwithdignity。Iwantyoutoleavethewholethingtome,fromthisout。Now,willyou?”
  OntheirwaytotheSpanischerHofshearrangedinherownmindforMrs。
  Addingtogetamaid,andforthedoctortosendanassistantwithheronthejourney,butshewasinsuchdespairwithherschemethatshehadnotthecouragetorightherselfwhenMrs。Addingmetherwiththeappeal:
  “Oh,Mrs。March,I’msogladyouapproveofMr。Kenby’splan。Itdoesseemtheonlythingtodo。Ican’ttrustmyselfalonewithRose,andMr。
  Kenby’sintendingtogotoSchevleningenafewdayslateranyway。Thoughit’stoobadtolethimgiveupthemanoeuvres。”
  “I’msurehewon’tmindthat。”Mrs。March’svoicesaidmechanically,whileherthoughtwasbusywiththequestionwhetherthisscandalousduplicitywasaltogetherKenby’s,andwhetherMrs。Addingwasasguiltlessofanyshareinitasshelooked。Shelookedpitifullydistracted;shemightnothaveunderstoodhisreport;orKenbymightreallyhavemistakenMrs。March’ssympathyforfavor。