“It’snothing,mother。”hecalledtoher,andasshedroppedonherkneesbeforehimhesanklimplyagainsther。“ItwaslikewhatIhadinCarlsbad;that’sall。Don’tworryaboutme,please!”
“I’mnotworrying,Rose。”shesaidwithcourageofthesametextureashisown。“You’vebeenwalkingtoomuch。Youmustgobackinthecarriagewithus。Can’tyouhaveitcomehere?”sheaskedKenby。
“There’snoroad,Mrs。Adding。ButifRosewouldletmecarryhim——“。
“Icanwalk。”theboyprotested,tryingtolifthimselffromherneck。
“No,no!youmustn’t。”ShedrewawayandlethimfallintothearmsthatKenbyputroundhim。Heraisedthefrailburdenlightlytohisshoulder,andmovedstronglyaway,followedbytheeyesofthespectatorswhohadgatheredaboutthelittlegroup,butwhodispersednow,andwentbacktotheirdevotions。
MarchhurriedafterKenbywithMrs。Adding,whomhetoldhehadjustmissedRoseandwaslookingaboutforhim,whenKenbycamewithhermessageforthem。Theymadesurethathewasnowhereaboutthechurch,andthenstartedtogetherdowntheterraces。Atthesecondorthirdstationbelowtheyfoundtheboyclingingtothebarrierthatprotectedthebass-relieffromthezealofthedevotees。Helookedwhiteandsick,thoughheinsistedthathewaswell,andwhenheturnedtocomeawaywiththemhereeledandwouldhavefallenifKenbyhadnotcaughthim。Kenbywantedtocarryhim,butRosewouldnotlethim,andhadmadehiswaydownbetweenthem。
“Yea,hehassuchaspirit。”shesaid,“andI’venodoubthe’ssufferingnowmorefromMr。Kenby’skindnessthanfromhisownsicknesshehadoneofthesegiddyturnsinCarlsbad,though,andIshallcertainlyhaveadoctortoseehim。”
“IthinkIshould,Mrs。Adding。”saidMarch,nottoogravely,foritseemedtohimthatitwasnotquitehisbusinesstoalarmherfurther,ifshewasherselftakingtheaffairwiththatseriousness。
Hequestionedwhethershewastakingitquiteseriouslyenough,whensheturnedwithalaugh,andcalledtoGeneralTriscoe,whowaslimpingdownthestepsofthelastterracebehindthem:
“Oh,poorGeneralTriscoe!Ithoughtyouhadgoneonahead。”
GeneralTriscoecouldnotenterintothejokeofbeingforgotten,apparently。Heassistedwithgravityatthedispositionofthepartyforthereturn,whentheyallreachedthecarriage。Rosehadtheplacebesidehismother,andKenbywishedMarchtotakehiswiththegeneralandlethimsitwiththedriver;butheinsistedthathewouldratherwalkhome,andhedidwalktilltheyhaddrivenoutofeight。Thenhecalledapassingone-spanner,anddrovetohishotelincomfortandsilence。
KenbydidnotcometotheSwanbeforesupper;thenhereportedthatthedoctorhadsaidRosewasonthevergeofanervouscollapse。Hehadoverworkedatschool,buttheimmediatetroublewasthehigh,thinair,whichthedoctorsaidhemustbegotoutofatonce,intoaquietplaceatthesea-shoresomewhere。HehadsuggestedOstend;orsomepointontheFrenchcoast;KenbyhadthoughtofSchevleningen,andthedoctorhadsaidthatwoulddoadmirably。
“IunderstoodfromMrs。Adding。”heconcluded,“thatyouweregoing。
thereforyourafter-cure,Mr。March,andIdidn’tknowbutyoumightbegoingsoon。”
AtthementionofSchevleningentheMarcheshadlookedateachotherwithaguiltyalarm,whichtheybothtriedtogivethecastofaffectionatesympathybutshedismissedherfearthathemightbegoingtolethiscompassionprevailwithhimtohishurtwhenhesaid:“Why,weoughttohavebeentherebeforethis,butI’vebeentakingmylifeinmyhandsintryingtoseealittleofGermany,andI’mafraidnowthatMrs。MarchhashermindtoofirmlyfixedonBerlintoletmethinkofgoingtoSchevleningentillwe’vebeenthere。”
“It’stoobad!”saidMrs。March,withrealregret。“Iwishweweregoing。”Butshehadnottheleastnotionofgratifyingherwish;andtheywereallsilenttillKenbybrokeout:
“Lookhere!YouknowhowIfeelaboutMrsAdding!I’vebeenprettyfrankwithMr。Marchmyself,andI’vehadmysuspicionsthatshe’sbeenfrankwithyou,Mrs。March。Thereisn’tanydoubtaboutmywantingtomarryher,anduptothistimetherehasn’tbeenanydoubtabouthernotwantingtomarryme。Butitisn’taquestionofherorofme,now。It’saquestionofRose。Ilovetheboy。”andKenby’svoiceshook,andhefalteredamoment。“Pshaw!Youunderstand。”
“IndeedIdo,Mr。Kenby。”saidMrs。March。“Iperfectlyunderstandyou。”
“Well,Idon’tthinkMrs。Addingisfittomakethejourneywithhimalone,ortoplaceherselfinthebestwayaftershegetstoSchevleningen。She’sbeenbadlyshakenup;shebrokedownbeforethedoctor;shesaidshedidn’tknowwhattodo;Isupposeshe’sfrightened——“
Kenbystoppedagain,andMarchasked,“Whenisshegoing?”
“To-morrow。”saidKenby,andheadded,“Andnowthequestionis,whyshouldn’tIgowithher?”
Mrs。Marchgavealittlestart,andlookedatherhusband,buthesaidnothing,andKenbyseemednottohavesupposedthathewouldsayanything。
“IknowitwouldbeveryAmerican,andallthat,butIhappentobeanAmerican,anditwouldn’tbeoutofcharacterforme。Isuppose。”heappealedtoMrs。March,“thatit’ssomethingImightoffertodoifitwerefromNewYorktoFlorida——andIhappenedtobegoingthere?AndI
didhappentobegoingtoHolland。”
“Why,ofcourse,Mr。Kenby。”sheresponded,withsuchsolemnitythatMarchgavewayinanoutrageouslaugh。
Kenbylaughed,andMrs。Marchlaughedtoo,butwithaninnernoteofprotest。
“Well。”Kenbycontinued,stilladdressingher,“whatIwantyoutodoistostandbymewhenIproposeit。”
Mrs。Marchgatheredstrengthtosay,“No,Mr。Kenby,it’syourownaffair,andyoumusttaketheresponsibility。”
“Doyoudisapprove?”
“Itisn’tthesameasitwouldbeathome。Youseethatyourself。”
“Well。”saidKenby,rising,“Ihavetoarrangeabouttheirgettingawayto-morrow。Itwon’tbeeasyinthishurly-burlythat’scomingoff。”
“GiveRoseourlove;andtellMrs。AddingthatI’llcomeroundandseeherto-morrowbeforeshestarts。”
“Oh!I’mafraidyoucan’t,Mrs。March。They’retostartatsixinthemorning。”
“Theyare!Thenwemustgoandseethemtonight。We’llbetherealmostassoonasyouare。”
Marchwentuptotheirroomswith,hiswife,andshebeganonthestairs:
“Well,mydear,Ihopeyourealizethatyourlaughingsogaveuscompletelyaway。Andwhatwastheretokeepgrinningabout,allthrough?”
“Nothingbutthedisingenuous,hypocriticalpassionoflove。It’salwaysthemostamusingthingintheworld;buttoseeittryingtopassitselfoffinpooroldKenbyasdutyandhumanity,anddisinterestedaffectionforRose,wasmorethanIcouldstand。Idon’tapologizeforlaughing;
Iwantedtoyell。”
Hiseffronteryandhisphilosophybothhelpedtosavehim;andshesaidfromthepointwherehehadside-trackedhermind:“Idon’tcallitdisingenuous。Hewasbrutallyfrank。He’smadeitimpossibletotreattheaffairwithdignity。Iwantyoutoleavethewholethingtome,fromthisout。Now,willyou?”
OntheirwaytotheSpanischerHofshearrangedinherownmindforMrs。
Addingtogetamaid,andforthedoctortosendanassistantwithheronthejourney,butshewasinsuchdespairwithherschemethatshehadnotthecouragetorightherselfwhenMrs。Addingmetherwiththeappeal:
“Oh,Mrs。March,I’msogladyouapproveofMr。Kenby’splan。Itdoesseemtheonlythingtodo。Ican’ttrustmyselfalonewithRose,andMr。
Kenby’sintendingtogotoSchevleningenafewdayslateranyway。Thoughit’stoobadtolethimgiveupthemanoeuvres。”
“I’msurehewon’tmindthat。”Mrs。March’svoicesaidmechanically,whileherthoughtwasbusywiththequestionwhetherthisscandalousduplicitywasaltogetherKenby’s,andwhetherMrs。Addingwasasguiltlessofanyshareinitasshelooked。Shelookedpitifullydistracted;shemightnothaveunderstoodhisreport;orKenbymightreallyhavemistakenMrs。March’ssympathyforfavor。