首页 >出版文学> Their Silver Wedding Journey>第36章
  GeneralTriscoewokeinthebadhumorofanelderlymanafteraday’spleasure,andintheself-reproachofapessimistwhohaslosthispointofviewforatime,andhastoworkbacktoit。Hebeganatthebelatedbreakfastwithhisdaughterwhenshesaid,afterkissinghimgayly,inthesmalltwo-seatedbowerwheretheybreakfastedattheirhotelwhentheydidnotgotothePosthof,“Didn’tyouhaveanicetime,yesterday,papa?”
  Shesankintothechairopposite,andbeamedathimacrossthelittleirontable,assheliftedthepottopourouthiscoffee。
  “Whatdoyoucallanicetime?”hetemporized,notquiteabletoresisthergayety。
  “Well,thekindoftimeIhad。”
  “Didyougetrheumatismfromsittingonthegrass?Itookcoldinthatoldchurch,andtheteaatthatrestaurantmusthavebeenbrewedinabrasskettle。Isufferedallnightfromit。AndthatassfromIllinois——“
  “Oh,poorpapa!Icouldn’tgowithMr。Stolleralone,butImighthavegoneinthetwo-spannerwithhimandletyouhaveMr。orMrs。Marchintheone-spanner。”
  “Idon’tknow。Theirinterestineachotherisn’tsointerestingtootherpeopleastheyseemtothink。”
  “Doyoufeelthatwayreally,papa?Don’tyouliketheirbeingsomuchinlovestill?”
  “Attheirtimeoflife?Thankyouit’sbadenoughinyoungpeople。”
  Thegirldidnotanswer;sheappearedaltogetheroccupiedinpouringoutherfather’scoffee。
  Hetastedit,andthenhedrankprettywellallofit;buthesaid,asheputhiscupdown,“Idon’tknowwhattheymakethisstuffof。IwishI
  hadacupofgood,honestAmericancoffee。”
  “Oh,there’snothinglikeAmericanfood!”saidhisdaughter,withsomuchconciliationthathelookedupsharply。
  Butwhateverhemighthavebeengoingtosaywasatleastpostponedbytheapproachofaserving-maid,whobroughtanotetohisdaughter。Sheblushedalittleatsightofit,andthentoreitopenandread:
  “IamgoingawayfromCarlsbad,forafaultofmyownwhichforbidsmetolookyouintheface。Ifyouwishtoknowtheworstofme,askMrs。
  March。Ihavenohearttotellyou。”
  AgathareadthesemystifyingwordsofBurnamy’sseveraltimesoverinasilentabsorptionwiththemwhichleftherfathertolookafterhimself,andhehadpouredoutasecondcupofcoffeewithhisownhand,andwasreachingforthebreadbesideherbeforeshecameslowlybacktoasenseofhispresence。
  “Oh,excuseme,papa。”shesaid,andshegavehimthebutter。“Here’saverystrangeletterfromMr。Burnamy,whichIthinkyou’dbettersee。”
  Sheheldthenoteacrossthetabletohim,andwatchedhisfaceashereadit。
  Afterhehadreadittwice,heturnedthesheetover,aspeopledowithlettersthatpuzzlethem,inthevainhopeofsomethingexplanatoryontheback。Thenhelookedupandasked:“Whatdoyousupposehe’sbeendoing?”
  “Idon’tbelievehe’sbeendoinganything。It’ssomethingthatMr。
  Stoller’sbeendoingtohim。”
  “Ishouldn’tinferthatfromhisownwords。WhatmakesyouthinkthetroubleiswithStoller?”
  “Hesaid——hesaidyesterday——somethingaboutbeinggladtobethroughwithhim,becausehedislikedhimsomuchhewasalwaysafraidofwronginghim。AndthatprovesthatnowMr。Stollerhasmadehimbelievethathe’sdonewrong,andhasworkeduponhimtillhedoesbelieveit。”
  “Itprovesnothingofthekind。”saidthegeneral,recurringtothenote。
  Afterreadingitagain,helookedkeenlyather:“AmItounderstandthatyouhavegivenhimtherighttosupposeyouwouldwanttoknowtheworst——orthebestofhim?”
  Thegirl’seyesfell,andshepushedherknifeagainstherplate。Shebegan:“No——“
  “Thenconfoundhisimpudence!”thegeneralbrokeout。“Whatbusinesshashetowritetoyouatallaboutthis?”
  “Becausehecouldn’tgoawaywithoutit!”shereturned;andshemetherfather’seyecourageously。“Hehadarighttothinkwewerehisfriends;
  andifhehasdonewrong,orisindisgraceanyway,isn’titmanlyofhimtowishtotellusfirsthimself?”
  Herfathercouldnotsaythatitwasnot。Buthecouldanddidsay,verysceptically:“Stuff!Now,seehere,Agatha:whatareyougoingtodo?”
  “I’mgoingtoseeMrs。March,andthen——“
  “Youmustn’tdoanythingofthekind,mydear。”saidherfather,gently。
  “You’venorighttogiveyourselfawaytothatromanticoldgoose。”Heputuphishandtointerruptherprotest。“Thisthinghasgottobegonetothebottomof。Butyou’renottodoit。IwillseeMarchmyself。Wemustconsideryourdignityinthismatter——andmine。AndyoumayaswellunderstandthatI’mnotgoingtohaveanynonsense。It’sgottobemanagedsothatitcan’tbesupposedwe’reanxiousaboutit,onewayortheother,orthathewasauthorizedtowritetoyouinthisway——“
  “No,no!Heoughtn’ttohavedoneso。Hewastoblame。Hecouldn’thavewrittentoyou,though,papa——“
  “Well,Idon’tknowwhy。Butthat’snoreasonwhyweshouldletitbeunderstoodthathehaswrittentoyou。IwillseeMarch;andIwillmanagetoseehiswife,too。Ishallprobablyfindtheminthereading-
  roomatPupp’s,and——“
  “TheMarcheswereinfactjustcominginfromtheirbreakfastatthePosthof,andhemetthematthedoorofPupp’s,wheretheyallsatdownononeoftheironsetteesofthepiazza,andbegantoaskoneanotherquestionsoftheirmindsaboutthepleasureofthedaybefore,andtobeataboutthebushwhereBurnamylurkedintheircommonconsciousness。
  Mrs。Marchwasnotabletokeeplongfromstartinghim。“Youknew。”shesaid,“thatMr。Burnamyhadleftus?”
  “Left!Why?”askedthegeneral。
  Shewasawomanofresource,butinacaselikethisshefounditbesttotrustherhusband’spovertyofinvention。Shelookedathim,andheansweredforherwithapromptnessthatmadeherquakeatfirst,butfinallyseemedtheonlything,ifnotthebestthing:“He’shadsometroublewithStoller。”Hewentontotellthegeneraljustwhatthetroublewas。
  Attheendthegeneralgruntedasfromanuncertainmind。“Youthinkhe’sbehavedbadly。”
  “Ithinkhe’sbehavedfoolishly——youthfully。ButIcanunderstandhowstronglyhewastempted。HecouldsaythathewasnotauthorizedtostopStollerinhismadcareer。”
  AtthisMrs。Marchputherhandthroughherhusband’sarm。
  “I’mnotsosureaboutthat。”saidthegeneral。
  Marchadded:“SinceIsawhimthismorning,I’veheardsomethingthatdisposesmetolookathisperformanceinafriendlierlight。It’ssomethingthatStollertoldmehimself;toheightenmysenseofBurnamy’swickedness。HeseemstohavefeltthatIoughttoknowwhataserpentI
  wascherishinginmybosom。”andhegaveTriscoethefactsofBurnamy’sinjuriousrefusaltohelpStollerputafalsecomplexionontheopinionshehadallowedhimignorantlytoexpress。
  Thegeneralgruntedagain。“Ofcoursehehadtorefuse,andhehasbehavedlikeagentlemansofar。Butthatdoesn’tjustifyhiminhavingletStollergethimselfintothescrape。”
  “No。”saidMarch。“It’satoughnutforthecasuisttotryhistoothon。
  AndImustsayIfeelsorryforStoller。”
  Mrs。Marchpluckedherhandfromhisarm。“Idon’t,onebit。Hewasthoroughlyselfishfromfirsttolast。Hehasgotjustwhathedeserved。”
  “Ah,verylikely。”saidherhusband。“ThequestionisaboutBurnamy’spartingivinghimhisdeserts;hehadtoleavehimtothem,ofcourse。”
  Thegeneralfixedherwiththeimpenetrableglitterofhiseye-glasses,andleftthesubjectasofnoconcerntohim。“Ibelieve。”hesaid,rising,“I’llhavealookatsomeofyourpapers。”andhewentintothereading-room。
  “Now。”saidMrs。March,“hewillgohomeandpoisonthatpoorgirl’smind。And,youwillhaveyourselftothankforprejudicinghimagainstBurnamy。”
  “Thenwhydidn’tyoudoityourself,mydear?”heteased;buthewasreallytoosorryforthewholeaffair,whichheneverthelessenjoyedasanethicalproblem。
  ThegenerallookedsolittleatthepapersthatbeforeMarchwentoffforhismorningwalkhesawhimcomeoutofthereading-roomandtakehiswaydowntheAlteWiese。Hewentdirectlybacktohisdaughter,andreportedBurnamy’sbehaviorwithentireexactness。HedweltuponhismakingthebestofabadbusinessinrefusingtohelpStolleroutofit,dishonorablyandmendaciously;buthedidnotconcealthatitwasabadbusiness。
  “Now,youknowallaboutit。”hesaidattheend,“andIleavethewholethingtoyou。Ifyouprefer,youcanseeMrs。March。Idon’tknowbutI’dratheryou’dsatisfyyourself——“
  “IwillnotseeMrs。March。DoyouthinkIwouldgobackofyouinthatway?Iamsatisfiednow。”