Burnamypausedinaflowofautobiography,andmodestlywaitedforMissTriscoe’sprompting。Hehadnottowaitlong。
“Andthen,howsoondidyouthinkofprintingyourthingsinabook?”
“Oh,aboutassoonastheybegantotakewiththepublic。”
“Howcouldyoutellthattheywere-taking?”
“Theywerecopiedintootherpapers,andpeopletalkedaboutthem。”
“AndthatwaswhatmadeMr。Stollerwantyoutobehissecretary?”
“Idon’tbelieveitwas。Thetheoryintheofficewasthathedidn’tthinkmuchofthem;butheknowsIcanwriteshorthand,andputthingsintoshape。”
“Whatthings?”
“Oh——ideas。Hehasanotionoftryingtocomeforwardinpolitics。HeownssharesineverythingbuttheUnitedStatesSenate——gas,electricity,railroads,aldermen,newspapers——andnowhewouldlikesomeSenate。
That’swhatIthink。”
Shedidnotquiteunderstand,andshewasfarfromknowingthatthiscynichumorexpressedadeadlierpessimismthanherfather’sfiercestaccusalsofthecountry。“Howfascinatingitis!”shesaid,innocently。
“AndIsupposetheyallenvyyourcomingout?”
“Intheoffice?”
“Yes。Ishouldenvy,them——staying。”
Burnamylaughed。“Idon’tbelievetheyenvyme。Itwon’tbeallrosesforme——theyknowthat。ButtheyknowthatIcantakecareofmyselfifitisn’t。”HerememberedsomethingoneofhisfriendsintheofficehadsaidofthepainfulsurprisetheBirdofPreywouldfeelifheevertriedhisbeakonhiminthebeliefthathewassoft。
Sheabruptlyleftthemerepersonalquestion。“Andwhichwouldyouratherwrite:poemsorthosekindofsketches?”
“Idon’tknow。”saidBurnamy,willingtotalkofhimselfonanyterms。
“Isupposethatproseisthethingforourtime,rathermore;buttherearethingsyoucan’tsayinprose。Iusedtowriteagreatdealofverseincollege;butIdidn’thavemuchluckwitheditorstillMr。Marchtookthislittlepiecefor’EveryOtherWeek’。”
“Little?Ithoughtitwasalongpoem!”
Burnamylaughedatthenotion。“It’sonlyeightlines。”
“Oh!”saidthegirl。“Whatisitabout?”
Heyieldedtothetemptationwithaweaknesswhichhefoundincredibleinapersonofhismake。“Icanrepeatitifyouwon’tgivemeawaytoMrs。
March。”
“Oh,noindeed!”Hesaidthelinesovertoherverysimplyandwell。”
Theyarebeautiful——beautiful!”
“Doyouthinkso?”hegasped,inhisjoyatherpraise。
“Yes,lovely。Doyouknow,youarethefirstliteraryman——theonlyliteraryman——Ievertalkedwith。Theymustgoout——somewhere!Papamustmeetthemathisclubs。ButIneverdo;andsoI’mmakingthemostofyou。”
“Youcan’tmaketoomuchofme,MissTriscoe。”saidBurnamy。
Shewouldnotmindhismocking。“Thatdayyouspokeabout’TheMaidenKnight’,don’tyouknow,Ihadneverheardanytalkaboutbooksinthatway。Ididn’tknowyouwereanauthorthen。”
“Well,I’mnotmuchofanauthornow。”hesaid,cynically,toretrievehisfollyinrepeatinghispoemtoher。
“Oh,thatwilldoforyoutosay。ButIknowwhatMrs。Marchthinks。”
HewishedverymuchtoknowwhatMrs。Marchthought,too;’EveryOtherWeek’wassuchaverygoodplacethathecouldnotconscientiouslyneglectanymeansofhavinghisworkfavorablyconsideredthere;ifMrs。
March’sinterestinitwouldactuponherhusband,oughtnothetoknowjusthowmuchshethoughtofhimasawriter?“Didshelikethepoem。”
MissTriscoecouldnotrecallthatMrs。Marchhadsaidanythingaboutthepoem,butshelaunchedherselfuponthegeneralcurrentofMrs。March’slikingforBurnamy。“Butitwouldn’tdototellyouallshesaid!”
Thiswasnotwhathehoped,butbewasrichlycontentwhenshereturnedtohispersonalhistory。“Andyoudidn’tknowanyonewhen,youwentuptoChicagofrom——“
“Tippecanoe?Notexactlythat。Iwasn’tacquaintedwithanyoneintheoffice,buttheyhadprintedsomethingsofmine,andtheywerewillingtoletmetrymyhand。ThatwasallIcouldask。”
“Ofcourse!Youknewyoucoulddotherest。Well,itislikearomance。
Awomancouldn’thavesuchanadventureasthat!”sighedthegirl。
“Butwomendo!”Burnamyretorted。“Thereisagirlwritingonthepapernow——she’sgoingtodotheliterarynoticeswhileI’mgone——whocametoChicagofromAnnArbor,withnomorechancethanIhad,andwho’smadeherwaysingle-handedfrominterviewingup。”
“Oh。”saidMissTriscoe,withadistinctdropinherenthusiasm。
“Isshenice?”
“She’smightyclever,andshe’sniceenough,too,thoughthekindofjournalismthatwomendoisn’tthemostdignified。Andshe’soneofthebestgirlsIknow,withlotsofsense。”
“Itmustbeveryinteresting。”saidMissTriscoe,withlittleinterestinthewayshesaidit。“Isupposeyou’requitealittlecommunitybyyourselves。”
“Onthepaper?”
“Yes。”
“Well,someofusknowoneanother,intheoffice,butmostofusdon’t。
There’squitearegimentofpeopleonabigpaper。Ifyou’dliketocomeout。”Burnamyventured,“perhapsyoucouldgettheWoman’sPagetodo。”
“What’sthat?”
“Oh,fashion;andpersonalgossipaboutsocietyleaders;andrecipesfordishesanddiseases;andcorrespondenceonpointsofetiquette。”
Heexpectedhertoshudderatthenotion,butshemerelyasked,“Dowomenwriteit?”
Helaughedreminiscently。“Well,notalways。Wehadonemanwhousedtodoitbeautifully——whenhewassober。Thedepartmenthasn’thadanypermanentheadsince。”
Hewassorryhehadsaidthis,butitdidnotseemtoshockher,andnodoubtshehadnottakenitinfully。Sheabruptlyleftthesubject。
“Doyouknowwhattimewereallygetinto-morrow?”
“Aboutone,Ibelieve——there’saconsensusofstewardstothateffect,anyway。”Afterapauseheasked,“AreyoulikelytobeinCarlsbad?”
“WearegoingtoDresden,first,Ibelieve。ThenwemaygoondowntoVienna。Butnothingissettled,yet。”
“AreyougoingdirecttoDresden?”
“Idon’tknow。WemaystayinHamburgadayortwo。”
“I’vegottogostraighttoCarlsbad。There’sasleeping-carthatwillgetmetherebymorning:Mr。Stollerlikeszeal。ButIhopeyou’llletmebeofusetoyouanywayIcan,beforeweparttomorrow。”
“You’reverykind。You’vebeenverygoodalready——topapa。”
Heprotestedthathehadnotbeenatallgood。“Buthe’susedtotakingcareofhimselfontheotherside。Oh,it’sthisside,now!”
“Soitis!Howstrangethatseems!It’sactuallyEurope。Butaslongaswe’reatsea,wecan’trealizeit。Don’tyouhatetohaveexperiencesslipthroughyourfingers?”
“Idon’tknow。Agirldoesn’thavemanyexperiencesofherown;they’realwaysotherpeople’s。”
ThisaffectedBurnamyassoprofoundthathedidnotquestionitstruth。
Heonlysuggested,“Well;sometimestheymakeotherpeoplehavetheexperiences。”
WhetherMissTriscoedecidedthatthiswastoointimateornotsheleftthequestion。“DoyouunderstandGerman?”
“Alittle。Istudieditatcollege,andI’vecultivatedasortofbeer-
gardenGermaninChicago。Icanaskforthings。”